Chapter 44 tired bird don't know

Yu Zhouzhou would always hum that erhu tune inadvertently later on. It was really ugly, but it seemed to be entangled in her memory, and she couldn't even pull it out. There was only a thread left, which reminded her of that embarrassing noon. One morning at the beginning of December, a heavy snowfall suddenly fell.In the physical education class, the teacher gave me extra favors and said that I would stop running and change it to a free activity class.Yu Zhouzhou was wearing thick clothes, and it took a lot of effort to get on the horizontal bar by himself. He sat carefully and watched the students running around on the playground.

"Zhou Zhou, come down and have a snowball fight!" Shan Jiejie ran over and shouted at her with a snowball. Yu Zhouzhou shook his head. Shan Jiejie looked at her, muttered a few words and ran away.She couldn't understand why Yu Zhouzhou was so silent recently. In this world, there are few friends, but many playmates. As long as you shout out, many people will run with you holding snowballs. Not far away, Yu Zhouzhou saw Xu Di and his boys facing the snowman in a serious manner, with shovels and buckets next to them, piled up a little, and poured some water on it to make it more frozen.

After the snowman took shape, everyone stopped playing snowball fights and surrounded the snowman one after another.Xu Di and the others became even more complacent, but they kept their faces straight on purpose, and commanded the female students watching in a serious manner, "Get out of the way, get out of the way, if you knock it down, be careful that you won't be able to eat and walk around!" Yu Zhouzhou let out a breath of white air, but he didn't realize that his smile was slightly different from those of his friends of the same age. She likes to sit on a high place, looking down on all the happy children with a self-righteous aloofness and alienation at that age.Although many years later, when she recalled this gesture, she would find it funny, but at this moment, she really felt a kind of loneliness, a kind of loneliness that was hidden in the past because of the halo, but was born because of returning to the bottom. The loneliness of climbing.

To fall is to climb, or to climb only to fall. Yu Zhouzhou looked up at the sky, there were too many things she couldn't figure out, but she no longer dreamed purely and passionately like when she was a child, as long as I work hard, I will climb to the top again one day - because she has already begun to have some doubts The significance of this routine. Seiya was knocked down, stood up again, was knocked down again, stood up again. Does Seiya exist to be defeated or to stand up?Or, does he have more missions? Maribel exists for the beauty and natural harmony of the world, Seiya is to protect Athena, Sailor Moon is to maintain world peace for Tsukigyoichi, Uesugi Kazu is also training for Koshien, and Shonhoku is fighting to dominate the country in the competition ——Then, what is Yu Zhouzhou's heroine living for?

This question grew out of the melancholy caused by the Mathematical Olympiad and being promoted to junior high school, which made her flustered. In order to become famous? Yu Zhouzhou's world is too deep. The emotion of graduation has infected many people. This year’s Christmas cards and New Year’s greetings have been put on the agenda early by everyone. In all the blessings, it is mentioned that "we will still be good friends after graduation" and "we will always be good friends", Mentioned "I wish you a bright future"-yes, a bright future, a very mysterious but meaningless word for elementary school students.

What is the future?Do children who can't learn Mathematical Olympiad have a future?Yu Zhouzhou discovered that even though the sky is much wider than the earth, what he, who is so small on the ground, can actually see is only the small and irregular piece divided by the buildings above his head.This is everyone's future, there is only such a small piece, so small that it seems that even an Olympic number can cover more than half of it. Yu Zhouzhou sat on the horizontal bar, motionless. -------------------------------------------------- ------- When Lin Yang walked out of the teaching building, the first thing he saw was a quiet snowman sitting on the horizontal bar.

He stood at the door for a long time, until his back was pushed by a classmate, "What are you doing, why don't you go out? Let's play football together. We have already said that we will play snow football. The little snow that fell last time , the gap between the teeth is not enough!" A girl laughed at the side, "You can just drink the northwest wind, why are you stuffing snow between your teeth!" They were fighting and bickering, and Lin Yang just woke up, and walked towards Yu Zhouzhou awkwardly, but when he stood beside the horizontal bar, he didn't know whether he should speak to break the tranquility.

"weekly?" I haven't spoken for a long time, and even pronouncing the name is jerky. Even the alienation and isolation this time was far more tragic than the four-year-old children's play-by-play.Lin Yang couldn't explain why, anyway, that day, the mother was trembling with anger, pointed at him and said, "Can you listen to me, can you not cause trouble for me, can you let me rest for two days, can you..." He cried and nodded, saying yes. The adult's world is far more complicated than what he has seen.He doesn't like to smile at Zhou Chenran's parents so catering to the false mother, but he can't hate his most gentle and beautiful mother, he can't figure it out, very hard to figure it out.

Ever since Zhou Chenran jumped a grade to Lin Yang's class in the third grade, he felt that his parents' attitude was very strange.Perhaps he is used to seeing his mother respond calmly to other people's flattery, so once he sees the same cautiousness on his mother's face, he can't bear it and feels very sad. So he said, Mom, I was wrong. Yu Zhouzhou lowered his head, "It's Lin Yang. Is there something wrong?" Lin Yang bowed his head, "It's okay." Scratching the back of his head, he felt that his behavior was an idiot.More than half of the students in the class have gone to get vaccinated, and only a few of them who have been vaccinated are released to attend physical exercise class, so he feels that talking to Yu Zhouzhou now will not be punished by the teacher. Find out, or be reported by Ling Xiangqian and the others.

Just find a topic. "Zhou Zhou, how did you do in the exam last week?" "Not good. I wouldn't even do it." Lin Yang was stunned, and raised his face, sporadic snowflakes fell on his face, making it feel cold. "Then..." He didn't know how to comfort Yu Zhouzhou, and he really didn't understand what's so difficult about the Olympiad. Yu Zhouzhou is so smart, why can't she always learn it? "Actually, I remember the teacher in the Math Olympiad class I attended said that it doesn't matter if you don't learn Math Olympiad, Math Olympiad, Math Olympiad is useless at all..."

"Then why do you want to learn?" Yu Zhouzhou tilted his head to look at her. Lin Yang was unprepared for this inexplicable conversation, and was choked up. He looked at Yu Zhouzhou with some embarrassment, and found that Yu Zhouzhou was just staring at the crowd of snowmen in the distance, not paying attention at all. he. He fell silent.Yu Zhouzhou looked at other people's snowmen, but he looked at his own snowman. The snowman suddenly smiled, and the five-petal crescent moon bloomed again on his face. "Lin Yang, last time, I didn't have time to thank you." "……What's up?" "You know that I don't have a dad, do you?" This question popped up unexpectedly, and Lin Yang was so surprised that he almost jumped up. He looked at the snow-covered uppers in a panic, thinking about how to answer, but Yu Zhouzhou suddenly jumped off the horizontal bar, splashing a cloud of dust. The snow, the snowflakes accumulated on the shoulders are also falling down in a swirl. "Lin Yang, what do you want to do in the future? Why do you want to learn Mathematics Olympiad, why do you want to be the team leader? You will go to the High School Attached to Normal University, and then go to a good school-I heard that the best high school in the province is Zhenhua, the best university in the country is in Beijing, are you going to Beijing? Then what do you want to do?" Yu Zhouzhou had never asked him a series of questions so fast before. Lin Yang didn't even think about a single question clearly, and Yu Zhouzhou had already stood in front of him, patted his head with a smile—even had to stand on tiptoe After kicking, he realized that he was already taller than her. "I'll just ask." He breathed a sigh of relief. "So, we may never see each other again." She continued to speak with a smile. Lin Yang stood there stupidly, watching his snowman walk towards the crowd step by step with his hands behind his back. "Zhou Zhou!" Lin Yang shouted anxiously, "Are you all right, what's wrong with you?" Yu Zhouzhou didn't look back. -------------------------------------------------- --------------------- As soon as he got close to the crowd, Yu Zhouzhou realized that the students who made the snowman were a little angry. "I said it wasn't me!" Zhan Yanfei's voice was almost broken from shouting, but on the playground that had just snowed, her shout seemed to be sucked away by an unknown monster, her voice was hoarse, and she still sounded very weak. "Isn't it just that I don't want to take you to build a snowman together? Are you up to it?" Xu Di snorted and slammed the shovel to the ground. "What's wrong?" Yu Zhouzhou pushed Li Xiaozhi beside him. Li Xiaozhi looked at the people in the center of the dispute with some embarrassment, "The snowman was piled up immediately, and it was very cold, but someone found a footprint on the back of the snowman. I don't know who stepped on it. Everyone didn't pay attention at first. I poured water on it, and now it’s not smooth.” "What does that have to do with Zhan Yanfei?" "I don't know who said it...Anyway, some people said that Zhan Yanfei stepped on it. Just now she was walking around the snowman for a long time, and Xu Di told her to stay away if she didn't work. She was even arguing with Xu Di." "Who said she stepped on it?" "I don't know. Someone said so anyway." "Someone" is the most amazing and powerful person in the world. Yu Zhouzhou watched Zhan Yanfei confront a group of boys and girls in vain, and even saw Xu Yanyan's gloating smile in Zhan Yanfei's opponent.She was a little sad, but she didn't have the courage to be an enemy of so many people, to stand beside Zhan Yanfei and argue for her, so she could only lower her head and despise herself fiercely. "Forget it, forget it, it's all piled up, it's so good, everyone hurry up and form a circle hand in hand, and then I will smash the snowman with a shovel!" Everyone finally dispersed with murmurs, and then held hands to form a big circle that was not flat or round.Li Xiaozhi stood on the left of Yu Zhouzhou, and Shan Jiejie stood on the right. Little by little, he opened his arms to widen the distance. When the circle began to take shape, everyone suddenly found that besides Xu Di and Snowman, Zhan Yanfei was standing in the middle. Zhan Yanfei stared blankly at the big circle, feeling that it was very awkward to be surrounded by it, so she hurriedly ran to a certain two people and wanted to let them separate their hands to give him a space, but those two people held on tight and did not let go. nor look at her. Like a sinner paraded through the streets. Zhan Yanfei tried three or four times, and Yu Zhouzhou seemed to have seen fine beads of sweat oozing from her forehead in the cold weather to different people. Yu Zhouzhou didn't know that the look he was looking at Zhan Yanfei at this moment was almost a replica of the look Zhan Yanfei gave her when she walked back to her seat with a pinyin paper filled with red crosses in class five years ago. mercy. However, there is a slight difference. "Zhan Yanfei!" Yu Zhouzhou called out subconsciously, and was taken aback for a while.Under Li Xiaozhi's surprised gaze, she let go of Li Xiaozhi's hand. "Come here." Everyone looked at her, but she just looked at Zhan Yanfei tragically and namelessly. Looking at a little swallow with broken wings, it walked to her side step by step wearily.