Chapter 24 Zifeiyu

Yu Zhouzhou, your mother gave the teacher a gift. This sentence is like a needle, piercing the pink bubbles that have finally gathered around me one by one. In fact, she had also heard discussions from her classmates about background and gift giving. While expressing their contempt and disdain mysteriously, the children will beg their parents to put in some effort when they get home, and often go to "communicate" with the teacher and "do a good job" like other parents. relationship”——there are more and more parents who come to the school every day to communicate with teachers about their children’s education issues and school performance.Yu Zhouzhou only had a vague impression of this phenomenon. She knew that this potential relationship existed, but she never thought of begging her mother to do something about it.

Not long ago, when Yu Zhouzhou was still a small fish wagging her tail alone at the bottom of the water, she had instinctively cultivated Ah Q’s spiritual victory method. Every time the teacher ignored her efforts in eye exercises or cleaning She would say to herself that the teacher praised those students who did not seem to have performed well because they gave gifts to the teacher. Maybe it's just because thinking like this will make her feel less sad. Although she never ran in front of others with a face of disgust like Xu Yanyan and said, the teacher praised you because your parents walked through the back door—however, she was silent, and she wandered out of the crowd like aloof and lonely, which does not mean that she had never slandered like this Pass.

Only at this moment, everything turned around. When Yu Zhouzhou's mind was blank, he hated Xu Yanyan a little bit. Regardless of what the other party said is true or false.Even if what Xu Yanyan said was true, she still resented her. It was because she drizzled a big splash of soy sauce on top of the sweet Mei Denggao ice cream that Yu Zhouzhou had managed to get.Only Yu Zhouzhou was left alone to look at the ice cream box, unable to move, it was difficult to choose. The taste is gone and sweet. After Yu Zhouzhou led Duke Rabbit to the carnival on Sunday, he imagined how the teacher would praise her, how the classmates would congratulate her, and even thought that when he walked in the school, he would never feel like a The timid guest, now that she is the host, she can shuttle between the classroom and the teacher's office with the same sense of ownership as Little Yanzi and the others. Maybe the teacher may let her work on duty...

She was lying on the small bed, all kinds of vulgar but warm and real dreams were rolling in her mind. Now, there is only a pungent strange smell left. In the first Chinese class, Teacher Yu spent 15 minutes praising Yu Zhouzhou. Everyone's admiring eyes were like waves, almost drowning her.The moment she had been dreaming of had finally arrived, but she suddenly didn't know what it meant. Yu Zhouzhou became a study committee member.Since Xiao Yanzi was promoted to squadron leader, Xu Yanyan was promoted to monitor, and the original study committee member was promoted to deputy monitor, the vacancy left was just filled by Yu Zhouzhou.

A study committee member who has never scored 100 points in pinyin, but who cares? She took over the brand-new red-marked two stripes on a white background from Teacher Yu. She felt so guilty and ashamed. Facing everyone's envious eyes and Teacher Yu's loving and admiring eyes, she only felt embarrassment like fire on her face. Xu Yanyan did not spread the matter around.In the final analysis, she knew that Teacher Yu would be angry when he heard it.The logic of children always has multiple standards, and the bribe-takers who should be condemned are pure and innocent in their hearts, so Teacher Yu is not wrong-why is he not wrong? ——In short, there is nothing wrong.

How could the teacher be wrong? It takes a hundred men to make it fair, but one is enough to destroy it.Yu Zhouzhou is not the first, nor will he be the last. Many people do things they once claimed to despise, and feel at ease with the benefits they get. However, they are not Yu Zhouzhou. They wouldn't bow their heads guilty when Li Xiaozhi smiled sincerely and said "Yu Zhouzhou, you're so good". Lin Yang on the way home from school kept asking Yu Zhouzhou what he did today.Lin Yang likes the way she smiles confidently under the stage lights, Yu Zhouzhou like that is really...beautiful.

He was happier than she was about her winning the award.When everyone at the flag-raising ceremony looked at the little girl, Lin Yang was very proud, because when no one noticed her, he was the only one with her. It was such a wonderful feeling. So he kept asking Yu Zhouzhou if he was having a good day today.Although he knew that she would not be as happy to show off in front of him as Ling Xiangqian or Yu Tingting, but when talking about good things that happened, Yu Zhouzhou's eyes would still have brilliance, just like on the stage, with a confident look. Divine color. He wanted to see that light.

But surprisingly, there was none. Lin Yang finally stopped asking himself, and looked at her, "Zhou Zhou, what's wrong with you?" When Yu Zhouzhou was walking, he only stared at his feet, holding the shoulder straps of his schoolbag with both hands, and the broken hair on his forehead swept across his delicate eyebrows with his steps. "You are talking!" "Lin Yang..." Yu Zhouzhou raised his head, moved his lips, and then lowered his head again. "Who bullied you? Someone must be jealous, right?!" Lin Yang raised his voice, and Yu Zhouzhou hurriedly grabbed his sleeve to signal him not to talk nonsense.

"No, everyone is very happy for me." "Then what's wrong with you?" So far, Yu Zhouzhou seems to have never talked about her confusion and sadness to Lin Yang. For some reason, she just thinks that Lin Yang must not understand, and maybe he will pretend to understand in order to comfort her. —that would be terrible. "nothing." Lin Yang almost imitated the heroes on TV and screamed at the sky—although what he wanted to shout was not the same as the heroes. Woman, woman! For the first time, 7-year-old Lin Yang had such a gnashing thought in his heart.

"If you don't tell me, I'll keep asking, I'm sick of you!" Lin Yang grinned at Yu Zhouzhou. Yu Zhouzhou was stunned, but Lin Yang seemed determined, looking at her stubbornly, no matter how much contempt she gave him, he just asked over and over again, "Why are you unhappy?" Finally Yu Zhouzhou was defeated, she said with a bitter face, "Lin Yang, I beg you, I say, I say everything." If Lin Yang had been born fifty years earlier, the War of Resistance Against Japan would not have been fought so hard. "Someone told me that I got the chance to play because I went through the back door."

Yu Zhouzhou meant that if there were no gifts, there would be no errands to read the text and a series of praise and encouragement, and the teacher would not think of her at that time and recommend her to participate in the competition, and she would not have the glory she is now— — This complex reasoning process was omitted by her, and a simple result was directly derived.However, Yu Zhouzhou lowered his head in embarrassment, he didn't realize what such a sentence meant to Lin Yang, and he didn't see Lin Yang's face that changed color instantly. "...Nonsense!" Lin Yang yelled without confidence, and then peeked at Yu Zhouzhou with a guilty expression - it turned out that it was his own backing down that caused her to be chewed on, and it was indeed his fault. Yu Zhouzhou sighed, "I don't know, what if it's true." "Zhou Zhou," Lin Yang said anxiously, "You won the first place because of your good storytelling. Even if this opportunity were given to me, I would definitely not get the prize, so they are all jealous, you Don't..." Sure enough, he couldn't understand.Yu Zhouzhou shook his head, "I mean, if it's true, what should I do?" Lin Yang was stunned. He didn't understand why Yu Zhouzhou cared so much about this matter and couldn't think about it.Lin Yang is used to many opportunities and benefits falling from the sky, and never asks why.The identities of parents make it common for him to take relationships and give gifts. Tickets for concerts, the latest Transformers models... Even why Teacher Xiao Zhang takes special care of him and Ling Xiangqian and Jiang Chuan, Lin Yang can guess himself The role of parents in it.Is there something wrong with this? But now, she said, it wasn't right. For the first time, Lin Yang seriously thought about a problem, but couldn't figure it out. It took a long time before he mustered up his courage and said slowly, "Zhou Zhou, even if that's the case, it's not your fault." "Oh?" "If you squander this opportunity, not all, all..." He also tried an unfamiliar idiom, "If you don't go all out, it's your fault. It doesn't matter how this opportunity came about. I That said, if you didn’t know, then don’t blame yourself after the fact.” Lin Yang looked at her firmly. Yu Zhouzhou's expression was no longer so sad. Although he was still a little confused, it was obvious that his words played a role. "However, when I got this opportunity, maybe the people who should have had this opportunity lost it." If her mother hadn't given the gift, whose opportunity would have been?Although Yu Zhouzhou didn't think it through clearly, she subconsciously felt that she had unintentionally taken away something from someone else, but that person didn't know it. Lin Yang relaxed, and he smiled, "Ah, you don't have to worry about this, I don't care." "What don't you care?" Lin Yang was embarrassed, and stammered quickly, "I mean, even if this opportunity is given to someone else, he will definitely not do as well as you." "How do you know? You are not that other person." "You're not me, how do you know I'm not that other person?" They inadvertently repeated the dialogue between Zhuangzi and Huizi thousands of years ago.Yu Zhouzhou didn't expect that Lin Yang would suddenly speak eloquently. She was choked up and thought about it for a long time, not knowing how to refute. In the end, I could only say slowly, "When I was the poor student in the class, they didn't know that I would win an award one day. So, Lin Yang, you don't know whether there will be second place among those poor students." For more than a week." Lin Yang frowned and interrupted her, "Others rob you of the opportunity, you should take it back again. As for the second Yu Zhouzhou, why do you care about such uncertain things?" Yu Zhouzhou looked at Lin Yang depressedly—this guy was so brave today that he choked her speechless several times. Lin Yang still had no intention of stopping, "And, for Yu Zhouzhou, one is enough." Lin Yang, who successfully resolved the crisis, was extremely happy, "So are you happier now?" Yu Zhouzhou looked at his smile like a mangy dog ​​begging for rewards, and nodded with a helpless wry smile, "I'm much happier." Lin Yang laughed loudly, as soon as he moved closer to Yu Zhouzhou's direction, Yu Zhouzhou suddenly dodged to the side. "What are you hiding from?" "I, I thought..." Yu Zhouzhou stammered a little, "I thought you wanted to kiss me again." Lin Yang blushed instantly with embarrassment. "Who wants to kiss you?!!!" Lin Yang's shouts echoed all over the street. Yu Zhouzhou finally laughed out, for the first time today, he laughed completely and without burden. Lin Yang looked at Yu Zhouzhou with a bright face, and his sense of accomplishment made him feel like flying. "Zhou Zhou, will we be friends forever?" "Of course," Yu Zhouzhou thought for a while, and finally promised as seriously as he did to Benben, "We will never separate." Lin Yang's smile is like the sun rising in the evening. However, none of them thought that it would be five years later that the two "never apart" would go home side by side next time. "Forever" is like a mantra, "Together forever", "Love you forever", "Be good friends forever", "Trust you forever"... Such spells are specially used to summon "separation", "change of heart", "betrayal" and "doubt". So, never say never.