Chapter 10 low to dust

But the next day, Yu Zhouzhou was not able to sneak into the provincial government kindergarten again as promised. After all, it is inconvenient for mother to bother Granny Li in the mail room again.Yu Zhouzhou waited anxiously at home for a day, even she didn't know what she was worried about, her whole heart was hanging in her throat, and her beating was irregular. Maybe he didn't want to see Lin Yang's disappointed expression.She likes to see his stinky, tantrum face, but not the disappointed one—like the one with drooping eyes and mouth when she hears herself say "no."

But she couldn't tell why.Obviously, he met Chen An by chance, but Yu Zhouzhou didn't think that Lin Yang would be put into the biscuit box called "the past" like him.A large part of her guilt even came from the fear of Lin Yang losing his temper - when we meet again, this guy will definitely yell at her, he is dead. This young, unreasonable belief. The 7th birthday seems to be a watershed. Yu Zhouzhou's heroine's life is like a roller coaster. She suddenly falls to the highest point and dives all the way, and she can't stop it. The sudden turn of fate came from a spell, two deep and ruthless words.

"bastard". The fragrant cosmetics area on the first floor of the Central Department Store, the brightest and most delicate area in the entire shopping mall, that tall and fat woman who is slightly blessed, and the little boy she is holding by her hand.Yu Zhouzhou felt the scorching gaze, and when he turned his head, he saw a woman squatting halfway and whispering something in the little boy's ear, with a gentle smile and a beautiful and vicious curve at the corner of her mouth. They walked towards Yu Zhouzhou.At that moment, Yu Zhouzhou discovered that there really are witches in the world, and there really is such a thing as a "fixing spell".She seemed to have been stepped on her tail and couldn't move. She couldn't even run to the back not far away to call her mother who was talking to the counter teller with a new brand trial product.

Then he passed by, leaving only a heavy curse, accompanied by a series of erratic laughter. It seemed that the bright and soft spotlights around her were collectively blinded. Yu Zhouzhou seemed to have returned to the dark night when she was three years old. A group of people they didn't know laughed and cursed and smashed all the luggage, newspapers, wood, and sundries that my mother had packed up with great difficulty and set fire to them.When the flames ignited, she looked through the air deformed by the heat of the flames, and saw a distorted woman's face, holding a boy about her age, like a man who finally spread darkness to every corner of the world. Like the successful demon king, he smiled so happily.

Yu Zhouzhou knew them, they were her father's wife and son. What an awkward relationship. She turned around suddenly, looked at the swaying backs of the two who had just walked away, and said in a moderate voice, "You are getting fat." The woman turned her head, the surprise on her face was fleeting, she didn't seem to understand the meaning of Yu Zhouzhou's words, and she didn't know how to respond. The little boy retorted for his mother with high spirits, "You're the one who got fat!" If it was harmless, Yu Zhouzhou didn't look at him at all, but quietly stared at the woman with her big clear eyes and said, "I remember you."

Several idle tellers around came over to look at the three weird people who stood still for a long time.The woman had no choice but to "hum", took her son's hand and strode away, and said, "Just like your mother, she will be a bitch when she grows up!" Yu Zhouzhou watched her leave expressionlessly, and then looked at all the curious eyes around him one by one until they all turned their eyes away. After the mother and the counter lady explained the characteristics of the new trial product and the rebate coupons and other matters, what they looked back was Yu Zhouzhou walking slowly from a distance—with an expressionless face and torching eyes, as if Jiang was going to the execution ground. sister.

"Zhou Zhou?" Mom looked at her suspiciously. "It's okay," she shook her head obediently, "can I go home?" The next day after that was Saturday, and the whole family went out together at night, going to the private room of the seafood restaurant to have a party with the deceased grandfather’s old colleague’s family.It seems that Yu Zhouzhou's emotions have not been separated from the encounter the day before. To be precise, she has no emotions at all, and her mood and expression are equally dull. When boring family gatherings are boring, the children will always be dragged out to warm up the scene.How to behave in such an occasion is always the most troublesome problem for children.Yu Tingting, who always likes to show off, stood up first and sang "Little Boy" happily, and the clear and clear voice of a child won a lot of applause.She was laughing and acting like a baby with her parents, but she didn't expect that the little granddaughter of the other family would not be outdone. She sang "Seven Colors of Light" and "Little Back Basket" together. It looked like she had learned vocal music. The eardrums exploded.

Naturally, the adults would smile and praise them again. To show politeness, Yu Tingting's parents also seriously said that a professional is a professional, and she sings much better than our Tingting, so she can only fool our family members. so... The originally meaningless politeness in the eyes of adults is tantamount to the collapse of the sky in the eyes of children—Yu Tingting stood up with a "huh", blinking her eyes, but she had nothing to say under the contempt of the other girl shaking her head, so In desperation, he pointed at Yu Zhouzhou—"What about her?!"

There was a sudden silence on the huge round dining table, the 22 people looked at each other, and finally the mother lowered her head and asked softly, "Zhou Zhou, do you want to sing?" Yu Zhouzhou was still immersed in nothingness, and suddenly woke up, then shook his head quickly, "I won't." "Sing one!" Yu Tingting still didn't let her go. Mother smiled and excused her, she could feel that her daughter was unhappy, very unhappy.However, the mother of a professional child star, the woman who refused to take off her sunglasses at the dinner table, said with a smile, "As for the child, you have to let her exercise, she must have an outfield, she must be generous, and she cannot always be in her arms." Li, you can't educate your children like this."

If everyone has Nilin, then Yu Zhouzhou's one must be the one she loves.They can't be bullied, they can't be hurt. Like mom. She stood up all of a sudden, continued to look around with the expression of Sister Jiang rushing to the execution ground, and said, okay, I will sing. It turns out that the best way to make a person stronger is to have someone you want to protect.No wonder in the cartoon, every time Seiya breaks out of the small universe, it is for Athena and her companions. It's a pity that Yu Zhouzhou was not able to be like the protagonists in cartoons or movies. He was forced to a dead end, fought back, and then became a blockbuster, keeping the clouds open to see the moon.

She has never been good at singing. Although she is not out of tune, her sweet and slightly hoarse voice is really not outstanding when it comes to clear and bright children's voices - it is a bit sexy, of course, this is all a later story.Singing Cai Jianya and Chen Qizhen in KTV after growing up is indeed very tasteful, but in the resplendent private room, facing a group of elders singing "Little Boy", I always have more energy than I want. At least, she opened her mouth to sing, even if the chorus almost broke. What disgusts Yu Zhouzhou the most is the hypocritical compliments from the adults, who are full of smiles but are always a bit reluctant—and they show this kind of reluctance clearly, and you must let you know. She sat down, lowered her head, and raised the corners of her mouth inadvertently.That was the first mocking smile Yu Zhouzhou learned in his life. It turned out that there were some bosses that Seiya couldn't defeat no matter how hard he tried to explode the small universe. For the first time, Yu Zhouzhou had doubts about the principles he followed in his small world. However, when she looked up, she saw brother Qiao from her uncle's family winking at her. She froze for a moment, and then laughed - which made brother Qiao heave a sigh of relief.Yu Zhouzhou didn't understand why he tried so hard to make himself happy, didn't he annoy her the most? "I think Zhou Zhou sings well," Brother Qiao said loudly, and put a mouthful of vinegar cold jellyfish into his mouth. "In these days, who still roars at the top of his lungs? It's really vulgar." There was a moment of stagnation at the dinner table. Yu Lingling glanced at Zhou Zhou in a panic, and then at Yu Qiao, thinking that the food was bad, and Brother Yu Qiao started picking things up again—unexpectedly, Yu Qiao laughed. It was even more evil, asking the question knowingly, shrugging his shoulders and looking around, "Am I not right? How tired of shouting and singing." Before he finished speaking, Yu Zhouzhou saw his uncle snatch his chopsticks with his bare hands and slap him on the back of the head, "There are no rules!" "Why are there no rules?" Yu Qiao was still worried that the world would not be chaotic, and she was still grinning, "Praise the two of you, but I'm not allowed to praise Zhou Zhou? Zhou Zhou, listen to your brother Qiao, don't follow me. They learn, and their voices are broken." The uncle was so enraged that there was smoke all over his body, and the dining table was filled with smog. Those who persuaded the fight, those who were peacemakers, and those who added fuel to the flames... Yu Zhouzhou smiled at Yu Qiao in the chaos, and Yu Qiao winked at her affectionately wink. Under the reluctant efforts of these adults, the relationship finally restored harmony and harmony, but it broke up after a while.Yu Zhouzhou noticed that grandma had been sitting on the side with a meaningful smile, her eyes swept over everyone's faces, not knowing what she was watching or waiting for.At the moment when the banquet was over, Yu Qiao dodged his father's iron sand palm, dexterously ran to Yu Zhouzhou's side, and smiled brightly at Zhou Zhou's mother, "Little aunt, tonight my father will work the night shift at work, and let Zhou Come stay at my house, I will play video games with her, okay?" Yu Zhouzhou didn't know what kind of medicine he was selling in his gourd—how could he be so close all of a sudden, the real brotherhood. It wasn't until Yu Zhouzhou sat on Yu Qiao's bed in his little white rabbit pajamas after taking a shower and watched him and Super Mario spend the night together that he remembered to ask, "Brother Qiao, did you take the wrong medicine today?" Yu Qiao pressed the pause button, picked up the chair cushion and turned around, kicking Yu Zhouzhou upside down, "Fart, what do you know?" "Then why are you being so nice to me? You even asked me to come to your house to play game consoles together." "I was afraid that my dad would beat me up on the road, so I dragged you!" "Then...then why do you praise me for singing well?" "It's not that you sing well, it's that the two of them sing really badly..." Yu Zhouzhou jumped out of bed calmly and unplugged the power cord of the red and white machine. "Damn it, girl, are you tired of living? I managed to get to the seventh level. I dare not turn off the game console before I go out to eat. You, you, you... I can't finish with you!" A chasing battle where chickens fly and dogs jump. The 6-year-old Yu Zhouzhou was no match for the 14-year-old Yu Qiao, and was quickly lifted up in the air by his collar, dangling around. "I really want to throw you off the stairs right now!" Yu Zhouzhou smirked "hehe" with a flattering face, begging for mercy for a long time and finally being let down by Yu Qiao. "What do you want to play?" "Contra." "can you play?" "You can do it." Indeed confirmed this sentence.Yu Qiao shamelessly adjusted the weapon to the highest level, and at the same time everyone lost 30 lives, but Yu Zhouzhou's level made Yu Qiao gnash his teeth.After reaching the fourth level, the two of them needed to jump up at the same time, but Yu Zhouzhou clumsily dragged Yu Qiao's hind legs relentlessly--finally Yu Qiao cried out with a sad face, "Zhou Zhou, I beg you, hurry up!" Just kill thirty lives, really. Yu Zhouzhou stopped arguing with him, didn't speak, and directly manipulated the little blue warrior in his hand to jump down the cliff.As soon as her new life appeared on the screen, she simply jumped off the cliff again. It died quickly and cleanly.Yu Qiao stopped playing, pressed the pause button, and asked her in a panic, "Zhou Zhou, are you angry?" "No." Yu Zhouzhou lowered his head, but his tears dripped and left dark blue marks on the light blue bed sheet.It seemed that all the emotions lost in front of the cosmetics counter returned home at this moment. She grabbed the bed sheet without saying a word, but shed tears, as if the faucet was not turned off properly. "Can't I be wrong? Just wait, I'm going to commit suicide now!" Yu Qiao hurriedly followed Yu Zhouzhou's example and dedicated all her thirty lives to the cliff, and the words "GAME OVER" appeared on the screen. ", he pointed at the screen like a treasure and said, "Look, we're all dead this time." Yu Zhouzhou's expression ability improved by leaps and bounds this day, she not only learned to sneer, but also learned to smile wryly. Because I am so powerless.She only knows how to show her teeth and claws at the big devil in the air, and only knows how to be a hero in the world of illusions.Facing truly powerful opponents, she could only be silent under their vicious attacks. Even if she made a move, like tonight, it would only make things worse, and there would never be a possibility of turning the tide. Even playing game consoles will only drag people down. Yu Zhouzhou was not crying because of his incompetence. She was embarrassed by pretending to be strong. She dared not face Duke Gregory and Viscount Kerry Kerry again—would they still accept such a ridiculous little queen?