Chapter 3 Chapter two

Sayuri's Huaichun mood can't escape Jinma's eyes. Jin Ma, who has been writing for 20 years but has been unable to write, feels that he is facing a turning point, which is undoubtedly brought about by Lily. With his keen sense of smell, this girl with an inhuman atmosphere should be his savior.He decided to reconcile for them—Although Hu and Bai have been angry and silent, in the eyes of an old comrade like him, this is just a way for love to sprout.What's more, he knows the taste of tigers too well-tigers like girls with simple hearts, because tigers are thoughtful and wily people.

For the first time, Jinma bought tickets for Spanish modern dance and invited them to watch it, but Lily didn't appreciate it, and insisted that she must see Tianxianzi, and she would only go when Tianxianzi went to her.Jinma couldn't hold back his compassion, so he bought three more tickets with a bleeding heart. After receiving her brother's phone call, Tianxianzi was a little surprised: of course she loves the authentic modern dance brought by the Spanish song and dance troupe, but it is said that the ticket price is very expensive. With his brother's usual stinginess, he is reluctant to part with it. To buy such a high-priced ticket, it must be because he has recently become rich, or if there is something he wants to ask of her, it's not because she is unkind, but because she knows her brother too well.

As the saying goes, an elder brother is like a father.Tianxianzi's parents died early, and her elder brother Jinma has always occupied an irreplaceable position in her heart, but for some reason, Tianxianzi found that Jinma was always slightly hostile to her.Could it be that she is allergic?No, she always trusts her instincts.Especially in recent years, ever since she published her novels and gained some fame in the literary world, whenever she showed him the newly published works, he always didn't meet her eyes, and from time to time there would be tears coming from his nostrils. Let out a faint cool air.She knew that he was also writing, and what he wrote was on grand themes. Every time she saw him publish, she was sincerely happy for him, and frankly offered some opinions to him. Whenever this happened, her brother's anger and disdain were beyond words.After a long time, she didn't dare to mention anything.As for the sister-in-law, it seems to be better for her, but the sister-in-law is a state cadre, and I don't have much to say to her.

But none of this matters.Although her brother and sister-in-law are close relatives, they will not affect her life. The most terrible thing is that since Tianxianzi gave birth to her daughter Mandala, her husband has never treated her as before.Everything seemed to have changed since she was pregnant, starting with her morning sickness, and her husband was coming back later every day.Even if I stay at home, I keep my eyes on the TV until the snowflakes appear.Her husband was her classmate. At that time, she was studying film and television literature, and he was a top student in the director department. They fell in love with each other when they were sophomores, and they were praised by their classmates as a golden boy and a jade girl.Of course, dating at that time was far less fancy than it is now. At most, they just went for a walk, had a meal or watched a movie together.Once, watching the movie "Red Lingyan", Tianxian cried, and the tears flowed down her cheeks quietly. Take the peeled melon seeds.He was looking at her with concern, and she gave him everything for that moment of concern, but when she talked about it with emotion after marriage, he said he had no impression at all.

Tianxianzi is unlucky because of "duplicity".Looking at her appearance, everyone said she was sexy and thought she was very open, but in fact she felt really embarrassed - she had only had this man in her life, and his performance before she got pregnant was indeed remarkable.She even wondered if he was the same person at that time as he is now.Yes, she gave birth to a daughter, and this daughter has a congenital defect, but he will never change his attitude towards her because of this. His change began as soon as she had early pregnancy symptoms, so there may be only one reason: There are people outside him.As soon as the thought crossed her mind, she strangled it viciously.No, she is a fairy, she is not a grieving wife like Mrs. Xianglin, it is impossible for him, he is just a little unhappy because his career is hindered.

Of course he loves their daughter.Tianxianzi's daughter Datura has had a green mark on her left cheek since she was born. It is a green mark in the shape of a mandala flower, which looks like an upside-down cup at first glance.In addition, the daughter is unbelievably beautiful. It is a strange beauty, between evildoers and angels, which makes people frightened. They had a fierce quarrel over their daughter's name, and he firmly disagreed that her name should be Mandala, which he thought was an ominous name, as well as an odd one.But she insisted on using this name. She firmly believed that her daughter had an extraordinary past life, and that her daughter might have been touched by a god. is unique.

Ah Bao asked for an operation on his daughter when she was very young. "Remove that green mark, and our daughter will be a fairy!" he said.The fairy was silent.For some reason, she felt that her daughter's green diary could not be moved casually.When the daughter was a little older, Tianxianzi couldn't hold back Abao, so the two took their daughter to the most famous plastic surgeon to register. After a series of preoperative tests, the daughter could not have this kind of surgery. She had this kind of surgery The danger reached more than 90%, and Ah Bao was speechless. But since then, Abao has less time to go home.He always found various excuses to spend the night outside. He often said that he went to participate in some activities, and he went there for a month. Although the fairy could prove whether he was lying with a phone call, she didn't do it, she thought so Doing it not only desecrated their marriage, but also desecrated herself.Fortunately, her ostrich policy was very successful. As soon as she started writing, she could put reality aside, as if all the problems disappeared.

Time flies, and this situation has lasted for twelve years unexpectedly. Now, Mandala is already a twelve-year-old girl.She is usually silent, and when she speaks, she is stabbed, either at her mother or at her father.Fortunately, although parents often quarrel with each other, they always treat her with the word "favor". A Bao refuses to participate in all joint activities of the husband and wife.He had read the news about the performance of the Spanish Flamenco Song and Dance Troupe in the newspaper before, and lamented for a while that the ticket price was too expensive, but now that he had the tickets, he just refused to go.He said that he had an event at night, and he couldn't push it away, and he would not be able to come back until very late.

So Tianxianzi had no choice but to lead her daughter into the theater. She didn't expect her brother to come with her sister-in-law. There were two people sitting beside her brother: a handsome man and a girl. My brother introduced that the man's name was Tiger, and he was a famous He is the general manager of Dragon Film Company, and his brother is working for that company now, so Tiger can be regarded as his temporary boss.The girl's name is Lily, she is an employee of that company, and she is a hardcore fan of Tianxianzi.My brother specially arranged for the girl to sit next to Tianxianzi.From the corner of Tianxianzi's eyes, she saw that the girl had been staring at her, and her gaze made Tianxianzi uncomfortable.They started chatting during the intermission. She noticed that there was something special about this girl who looked ordinary at first glance.The girl said that she saw the parchment book written by the fairy, and the girl thanked the fairy for guiding her on the road of life.The fairy was shocked, because there was only one parchment book, and it was kept in her bookcase, so how could she be allowed to see it?At this moment, the handsome man turned his head and said to Tianxianzi: "Lily really admires you. She quarreled with me because of you and hasn't talked to me for a long time." The girl smiled embarrassedly when she heard this. , that kind of shyness makes Tianxian feel very real and vivid. Tianxian hasn't seen this kind of smile on the faces of girls for a long time.But just as her impression of the girl improved, something happened immediately, which made her immediately decide to stay away from that girl:

Mandala, who had been sitting obediently next to Tianxianzi without saying a word, suddenly wanted to leave. Lily seemed to have just seen Tianxianzi's daughter, and stretched out her hand to touch her head. On the top of her head, at the moment she passed the fairy, she suddenly felt that the finger that accidentally touched Lily was as cold as water, soft as if boneless, and the ring on the finger drew a rainbow-like arc, Extraordinary.When she was surprised, Mandala burst into tears. After Lily's hand touched Mandala's forehead, Mandala was extremely panicked. She burst into tears, making all the audience turn their heads. At this time The intermission is over, and Tian Xianzi has no other choice but to leave early.

Tianxianzi still can't accept that scene. The man with whom she had a sacred marriage contract slept in her bed with another woman naked in their arms.She was crazy, and she rushed towards that woman without caring that her daughter was still by her side!And that woman was unapologetic and calmly accepted the challenge. Although there was a voice in Tianxianzi's heart that kept saying, no, no, this is not true, but the fact inevitably happened.Tianxianzi's heartbeat hindered her like a heavy hammer. Tianxianzi raised her hand fiercely but fell down but was weak, but the woman was on the contrary. Her fists fell on Tianxianzi's body urgently and densely. She punched and kicked , and soon Tianxianzi's left eye was covered with blood, Tianxianzi screamed and said, "Abao, you have the heart to watch me being beaten by this bitch, are you still my husband?"Are you still human? ! Tianxianzi's screams almost shocked the whole night, but in exchange for it was Abao's kick: "You are the bitch! Shut up!" Ah Bao's kick shattered all Tianxianzi's dreams.She looked at him in astonishment, but he turned his head away in disdain, probably because her face was terrifying.She didn't cry, she forgot to cry, she was very scared, and after a long time she didn't quite believe that this scene was real.At that time, she only felt that her whole body suddenly softened, and she had no strength, no strength at all.She turned to her daughter for help, but saw her daughter hiding in a small shadow, and her daughter was staring at her with a look in her eyes that she really didn't dare to look at anymore—it was a look of gloating. All Tianxianzi's friends called her a fool. It was her husband who cheated, but she was the one who left the house. Abao got money and a house, while Tianxianzi got her daughter.How the lawsuit was fought, Tianxianzi has completely forgotten.Really she couldn't remember anything.It was as if everything before had been submerged by something.Her only sense of reality is that she is grateful for the existence of her daughter. With this little life, she will not be so afraid. One day the phone rang, and it was Lily, the girl sitting next to her when watching a song and dance, asking Tianxian to go out for afternoon tea. In order to change her mood, Tianxianzi agreed with almost no hesitation.She also wore make-up, but the eye makeup still couldn't cover her red and swollen eyes, so she simply put on a pair of sunglasses - which seemed to make her feel better. Lily was very blunt, "You don't seem to be in a good state." She smiled and said, "What's not good, it's very bad!" Lily said sincerely: "Do you need my help? I want to help you very much. You know, I have become your fan since I first arrived in this city." "Thank you, but you can't help me. A family broke up overnight. Can you help me? A person who has been in love for many years has become someone else's man overnight. Can you help me?!... She felt that there was no need to hide it, she burst into tears, took off her sunglasses and wiped her tears, "If you really want to help me, you can help me find out who that woman is, where she lives, what kind of family and Cultural background, when did I get married with Abao. I want to know how long I was cheated by them!!..." "Is there any point in asking about this now?" the girl said flatly. "I don't care what it means!" Tianxian cried, "I just want to know what kind of vixen can make him give up such a beloved daughter! Such a good home!..." The girl shook her head and really did it.The girl's scouting skills are top-notch, and she inquired about everything clearly the next day.That woman's name is Poppy. She is an associate editor of a fashion magazine. She graduated from a vocational high school. Her father is a senior chef who lives in the south of Beijing. of "understanding".I have been in contact with Ah Bao for many years, and I met because of a draft appointment. As for when he cheated, there is no way to investigate. Tian Xianzi looked indifferent, and collapsed on the chair in despair, "... Tell me, can Ah Bao come back?" Lily's eyes widened in surprise: "Then can you still accept him?" Tian Xianzi stared out of the window blankly: "...I think I can, I don't know if I can get along with other men besides him." The mandala grew up day by day, becoming more and more beautiful, and it was so beautiful.She went to the hairdressing salon to have a hairstyle that covered half of her face, just enough to cover the green mark.She is very smart, and her smartness carries a chill, which often makes the fairy shudder.She is too practical, so practical that she doesn't even want to do superficial things.In the days after the divorce, Tianxianzi always felt sorry for her, thinking that it was because of the breakdown of the family that she lost her father's love prematurely, so Tianxianzi said, daughter, you can still contact your father without considering your mother's feelings.Her reaction scared Tian Xianzi, she sneered and said why didn't I contact him?He is my father, he gave me money, although it is not much, but it is more than what you give me alone, I think there is nothing wrong with you two getting divorced, I can divide and conquer you, and get more than in the past many. This made Tianxian very frightened. She really didn't know when her daughter became like this.Was she born this way?How much did she know about her daughter in the past? At the parent meeting, Tianxianzi learned that her composition was well written, so she encouraged her. She sneered and said, "Do you think I will write those crap articles that ghosts don't even read like you? Write about endocrine disorders and early menopause? Husband has lost his writing! To say something you don’t like to hear, it’s the same thing as long as you write it dead. What are you trying to do? I want to live another life, just look at it, you can see it. " She used the hard-earned money of the fairy to buy all kinds of fashionable clothes and cosmetics, and dressed herself up like a little lady.Once Tianxianzi came back from a trip and saw her taking money out of her wallet!Tian Xianzi took a look at her, thinking she would be ashamed, but she ignored her mother's existence in a big way, which made Tian Xianzi suddenly think of the shameless woman who robbed her husband, that kind of disregard burned all her self-esteem and upbringing, my God Fairy raised her hand tremblingly, wanting to slap her daughter, but she reacted very quickly and grabbed her mother's hand. Her hand was as cold and smooth as cold metal, and their faces were very far apart. Nearby, Tianxianzi clearly saw the contempt and schadenfreude in her eyes again, Tianxianzi was trembling with anger, and felt a hot current rushing upwards, and the hot current radiated violently, burning Tianxianzi's whole body collapsed at once. Come down, don't know anything. When Tian Xianzi woke up, she still held her daughter's hand in her hand. The daughter sat beside her and looked at her mother coldly. She said, "Mom, what are you doing?"You are such an idiot, if you didn't jump up and fight with that woman that day, Dad might think he owed you, maybe he would change his mind from now on, but you scratched her when you went up, seriously, don't say it's Dad I can't accept it, even I am ashamed for you. Tianxianzi trembled with anger, but she found that her whole body was soft, and she didn't even have the strength to be angry.Tianxianzi avoided her daughter's disgusting gaze and said, "I ask you, who gave birth to you? Are you my daughter? Why do you always stand in the position of others and speak for others?! Also, you Which time I didn't give you money, why did you sneak around? Don't you know that your mother hates sneaking the most in her life..." "First of all, I didn't stand in other people's shoes. If you weren't my mother, I wouldn't bother to talk about you! You know what? Your behavior that day made me ashamed. Second, I didn't sneak around. Since when you If you can give me money, what is the difference between taking it in front of you and taking it behind your back?" Oh, thought the fairy, this is her underage daughter! Tianxianzi decided to treat herself kindly from then on. The first step after feeling cold about her daughter is to decide to find a man for herself.Yes, Tian Xianzi has to find a good man for herself, she is not old, she is also beautiful, she is still attractive, it is not difficult to find a man, of course it is difficult to find a good man. First of all, what is the standard of a good man?Tian Xianzi thought that apart from being a bit stingy, brother should be considered a good man, he was very kind to his sister-in-law, and besides, he was so talented and persevering.Since Tianxianzi's divorce, his inexplicable hostility has also disappeared. Now he treats her very well and cares a lot.That day, he took the initiative to introduce a boyfriend to her. He was talking about the handsome man he saw when he was watching a Spanish song and dance that night. She asked strangely, "He has such good conditions, hasn't he married yet?" He was stunned for a while and laughed, "Your concept is too conservative. You don't care whether he has a family or not. You are single now. If you want to be happy, you must first find a partner. Love is not something profound. Love is happiness, understand?" She didn't say a word, she really didn't know when her cynical brother became so open, "Also, it's not what I mean, it's what he meant, last time When he saw you, he was very impressed with you, hehe!" She closed her eyes and thought for a while, and felt that being the lover of a handsome and successful man seemed not bad, not to mention that his wife was abroad, and there was nothing unsafe. Since the whole society was like this, there was no need for her to suffer herself. "What's the matter, why don't you speak?" "Then... Let him take the initiative to contact me. Also, what happened to that Lily, they look like a couple!" "Hahaha... Crazy! Lily is still a child, such a person would not be interested in her!" Jin Ma said this because Lily hadn't been on the road for so long, and he was impatient, so he decided to put her My sister is dedicated to satisfy the physical needs of the person who has the power of life and death over me. It seems that they have discussed it. That night, Tiger invited her to dinner. He invited her to a small restaurant not far from his home. Just, they walked in and found that there was a veil hanging from the ceiling inside. The veil created a world for two people. The two waiters were gorgeously dressed, showing malicious smiles, and an aura of obscenity and luxury lingered around.They entered the veil, only to find that there was a wall-mounted color TV in the veil, and an old pornographic film was playing. The floor was covered with gorgeous Persian carpets, all of which were Arabic decorations. She wondered why she had never heard of such a place after living in this city for so many years? Dishes came in dish after dish loaded with Arabic spices: cinnamon, cardamom, myrtle, saffron, and... datura.The drug-like aroma makes people drowsy. "What's wrong with you?" he asked. "Nothing. . . . Do you know what this spice is called?" "Datura flowers. Beautiful and poisonous." He actually knew Datura flowers!She looked at him with admiration, "My daughter is also named Mandala." "Good name." "I've been with her...for a month...not talking..." Her tears could not be held back anymore, and they fell down in a rustle, and he hugged her logically. Finally, when the male protagonist unbuttoned the female protagonist's clothes in the pornographic film, he climbed onto her decisively and unbuttoned her. Tianxianzi felt sorry for her daughter. After a moment of joy passed, she suddenly looked down on herself.She decided to call it a day and forget about it as a normal one-night stand. She called her daughter.The daughter seemed to be in a faraway place.Hearing her voice, there was no emotional reaction, as if nothing unpleasant had ever happened to them, and they had just met yesterday.She said, mom, you should be busy with your work. I joined a class and was studying.I will surprise you. "What are you learning, daughter? Can you tell mom?" Tian Xianzi's question became extra cautious. She pondered for a moment and said, "Mom, do you think it's necessary for you to know? There are so many things in the world, do you think it's necessary for you to do everything yourself?" "There are many things in the world, but they have nothing to do with me. The only thing related to me is my daughter, and there is only one daughter." She sneered, "So Mom, do you have privacy too? You won't tell me everything, will you?" Tianxianzi's face became hot all of a sudden, did she know? !No, no, the only parties involved are myself, Tiger and my brother, and the two of them are absolutely impossible to leak the secret! "Mom, why don't you talk anymore? Don't worry, I will see you in due time!" The daughter thinks the right time is not quite right for the fairy.Just when she was suffering from dysmenorrhea and in a bad mood, her daughter came back.The daughter puts a thick wad of money on the table. "You spend it, this is the first money I earned." "You...how did you get the money?" The daughter sneered as usual: "Hmph, I knew that you were going to say something like this! Don't worry, your daughter can earn a lot of money even if she doesn't become a bitch!" "Why are you talking more and more ugly! Is this what a girl should say?!" "Then tell me, what should a girl say?!" Tianxianzi was speechless for a while. "Don't be dissatisfied, fairy, not all mothers can enjoy their daughter's first pot of gold! Enjoy it, don't ask why! Those who know deep-water fish are inauspicious, I advise you, don't make trouble for yourself!" After she finished speaking, she walked away!She was not yet fifteen years old at the time, but Tianxian felt that she had turned fifty and became her own mother. My daughter is wearing Chanel fashion, let alone that outfit is worth tens of thousands of dollars, how did she become rich all of a sudden? ! No, no matter how ominous, I am her mother and I have a responsibility to her.The fairy thought. Tianxianzi decided to follow her and rescue her if necessary. Tianxian never dreamed that her daughter would go to such a terrible place and do such terrible things. The daughter went to an extremely remote place, where it was as quiet as a netherworld, and she came to that place after crossing a swamp, there were a few trees, half a wall, and ruined walls, and one could see a blaze of fire from afar. There are puffs of white smoke, and when you get closer, there is a strong and tangy fragrance, which almost knocks people down.Tianxian covered her nose with her sleeve and peeped in from outside the broken wall: The daughter was wearing a white dress, a very old white with dirty spots all over it, and she was holding something like a pestle and stirring it in a huge pot, with three or four A young child about her age is busy with work, steaming heat rises from the big pot, the daughter's face is constantly dripping with sweat, and the dirty robe on her body has been soaked with sweat. What is she doing? ah?How familiar is this aroma!Could this be the source of the scent in that dirty veil?Tianxianzi thought in panic, daughter, the daughter I raised with all my heart, what path did she take? Not long after the night of the fragrant veil, Tianxianzi heard a terrible news that was quietly spreading, saying that the owners of many nightclubs and dance halls are secretly importing a kind of drug, which is very expensive. But all those who have love and lust can get great satisfaction... Fairy Tian was flustered and didn't know what to do for a while, so she rushed out to catch her?No, in that case, with their daughter's character, their mother-daughter relationship will be completely broken, and the only way is to get the stolen goods.Tianxianzi just waited and waited there, sat down when she was tired from standing, and lay down when she was tired from sitting, even though it was spring, it was still cold in the morning.When the cold wind in the morning woke her up, she saw nothingness in front of her eyes. Was it just a dream?No, those ruins are still standing, just like in the dream.Tianxianzi walked around the pot-shaped things just now, but there was nothing. Is that huge pot just a simple machine that can be folded?No, that is a very textured thing!Even if it is not as old as Qin bricks and Han tiles, it still looks like an unearthed cultural relic! The sun is up.The brilliance of the sun shone brightly like gold leaf, and the brilliance of the sun was condensed on one point. Tianxianzi suddenly found that very bright point was close in front of her eyes. She bent down, and the bright point was no longer bright. Even though the white crystal was less than one meter away from it, it was about to be suffocated by its fragrance. At last the doorbell rang. The mandala floated in like a ghost.She has been like this since she was a child. She walks silently, which is very scary.But this time, she floated all the way to Tianxianzi, holding a large bouquet of mandala flowers exuding fragrance, and she said to Tianxianzi, happy birthday, mother! The fairy thought: Really, today is her birthday in the lunar calendar, and she has completely forgotten about it. Yes, people who don’t even bother to celebrate the birthday in the solar calendar, remember what birthday is in the lunar calendar? !Tianxianzi didn't know what to say for a while.She took the flower, put it in the Pakistani vase in the living room, and turned to look at her daughter. This is the daughter!She was indeed a beautiful girl, and her beauty was an aggressive, jaw-dropping beauty, with dazzling brilliance in her eyes and a lip gloss on her mouth.Her sheath dress was French-style sherra-tone, embellished with golden leopard prints, and the style was instantly recognizable as a Versace product.Paired with the same golden leopard-print beaded heels, tote bag and choker, I couldn't fault it, and the only one was well covered up by her - her mandala pattern was well covered. Hidden behind the hair that covered half of her face, she was impeccably beautiful. "Mom, why do you look at me like this, as if you just met me?" "It's nothing, I just remembered a joke that has been circulated in the world recently: Your smile makes people's hearts beat, your look shocks the world, your traffic is paralyzed at one stop, you look good without dressing up, and the universe is amazing when you dress up!" The daughter laughed, "Unexpectedly, you are quite humorous." "What if you don't have humor? These days, you can't live without humor. Even pretended humor is worth more than real sadness." "What's wrong with you, Mom? Who made you sad again? Today is your birthday, please don't do this?!" "Okay, thank you, you still remember my birthday, I have already forgotten my birthday." The daughter twisted her mouth, "Is there no man who remembers for you?" "You think too highly of me. Your mother is nothing but a fool now, and there is nothing to talk about." "Okay mom, today I treat you to eat red seafood shellfish with imperial lobster, how about it?" "Sounds good. But I want to know, where did you get the money for your bill?" "I've said it before, just enjoy it, and don't ask if you shouldn't." "I don't know what to ask and what not to ask. All I know is that it's better for you to answer me today than tomorrow." The daughter grabbed the vase on the table and threw it to the ground. With a loud noise, the Pakistani vase was smashed to pieces.The water droplets in the vase splashed on her skirt, she lifted the skirt and turned around to leave, the fairy rushed to block the door before her, and held up the shiny booty high up. "Answer me, what is this?!" At first, I thought that the iron evidence was so strong that my daughter would at least succumb to the iron evidence, even if it was only for a moment! But Datura hardly changed his face, just squinted his eyes, and said contemptuously: "What is this? Don't you know? You have tried everything, and you are asking me?! Get out of the way! You make me sick !" The daughter opened the door and left, leaving Tianxianzi sitting on the ground paralyzed, unable to move.