Chapter 21 Chapter Nineteen

"After Katsuda Eiichiro died, I was really shocked." I said all the tragic events that I have encountered since I met U-kun-Yongki Mikasa, all in one breath. However, when I said this, I stopped for the first time.Inside the chapel, it was just me and Yuji Inohara, surrounded by a frightening silence. "It is said that he committed suicide by harakiri with a Japanese knife that was decorated in the alcove. His secretary Keisuke Okinawa and I have kept silent about it, so no one knows why he committed suicide. However, I know... because, it seems I killed him." "Why, why do you think so?"

After hearing Yuji Inohara's words, I bit my lower lip tightly, as if I was about to bleed. "Katsuta Eiichiro was often criticized by public opinion for the scandals he did. Because of these things, his wife was also caused by a nervous breakdown-this is also a well-known scandal. Katsuta is very concerned about these things. I am very regretful, after Madam got sick, she has never shown up in public like a different person, and she seems to have started to shy away from scandals." "That's right!..." Yuji Inohara sighed in a low voice. "I think it was the three of us who confronted his secretary, Keisuke Okinawa, at the family restaurant that night. I threatened him and said, 'I'm going to talk to Katsuda about these things some other day. .' Daguan then told Katsuta everything in person, and wanted Katsuta Eiichiro to forgive himself."

"Is this what you want to talk about? It's the fact that Eiichiro Katsuta entrusted 'Sansheng Company' to secretly film you. It's not the only thing, right? Insulting scenes. If this (IV) affair is made public, it will become a big scandal. Katsuta chose to commit suicide because he was afraid of being blamed..." "That's the thing!..." I answered with my head down. "I don't agree. He wouldn't commit suicide just because of such a trivial matter, right?... The person who did the bad thing was Otsuki Keisuke. This has nothing to do with Katsuta Eiichiro. Please ask someone to secretly film this matter, It might indeed become a momentary scandal, but I don't think it's worth dying for such a trivial matter..."

"But the fact is, he did die. Can you give any other reason than that?" I cried out at the top of my lungs. "Since the death of Eiichiro Katsuda, Risako and Kakuro, who had been helping me before, have all quit. But I can't blame them, after all, one person died. Regarding what I did It is natural to have fear. "However, I am different. The death of Eiichiro Katsuta gave me more courage to take revenge. I must personally find out all the people involved in the rape incident. I don't think I will, I'm sorry for the dead Eiichiro Katsuta." Inohara Yuji looked at me with a hint of fear in his expression.Maybe it's because my eyes are full of vicious anger?

"It's really a little scary, right?...I don't want to admit it, it's because of my relentless pursuit that I forced Katsuda to a dead end, so I want to impose my crimes on others, right? ... "Leaving aside the reasons for the time being—since Eiichiro Katsuta died, my desire for revenge has been ignited. There are four guys who should accept this kind of revenge. The two men who actually abused me hid in the hut to shoot My man, and the 'producer' behind the scenes. "I no longer have any hatred for Secretary Keisuke Oguchi. Since Katsuta died, he has been alone and continued to treat Mrs. Katsuta. Seeing this situation, I can no longer feel angry My heart hurts. After all, Ouki’s phone call from the ‘producer’ was just a little tempting. ‘That person is also very pitiful!…’ These words of Kishino Kakuro are still alive today. Remains in my mind.

"Among the four people who should take revenge, the two men who attacked me were burnt to ashes, and I can still remember their appearance; the man who secretly took pictures with a camera is already sure that he is a man who looks very similar to you. " Since the last time, I have not received any news from the store manager of "Sanhao Film Store".I have also gone to him several times, but every time his answer is: "I haven't seen him recently." Could it be that the store manager has truthfully told the person who looks like Mr. U that I ask him thing?Could it be that bastard who gave the store manager more benefits and kept him silent?I will also go to the store door to keep an eye on every once in a while, but I haven't found anyone who looks very similar to Mr. U.I've given up on investigating from there.

There are other clues, too.It is certain that those who should take revenge are more or less related to "Sansheng Company".At least, that "producer" should be an official employee of "Sansheng Company". "I asked Chuan Otter to help me make a complete copy of the employee roster of the 'Sansheng Company'. First, I investigated the employees of the 'Special Business Department' one by one, and then, to their family members and friends, Carried out a blanket investigation. Although there are only a dozen employees in the "Special Business Department", it is also a heavy workload to investigate their family members and friends. I am not alone in this matter. An investigation that couldn't be completed, and I hired detectives to help."

"Have you hired detectives?" Yuji Inohara smacked his lips in disbelief and sighed. "Yes. It took more than a month to come to a conclusion. The final result is just - the man who attacked me, and the man who looks very similar to you, they didn't find them." However, I did not tell the whole truth.The scope of my investigation is not only the "special business department", but also extends to other departments. There are more than one hundred employees in the "Sansheng Company", so the workload is even greater than expected. During this period, I also thought about giving up and continuing to do such a thing.Even if I found the two men who attacked me and the "producer", even if I got revenge on them, what can I do?That way, Mr. U will not be saved, and my heart will definitely not be saved in the slightest—that’s all I know.

However, I did not give up investigating.Ever since my vengeance was ignited, I have forgotten my sorrow.Only in this way can I live.If I really give up on investigating, then I really have nothing left.I think, if this is the case, I'm afraid I really can't live anymore. "It's really hard work!..." I stopped, and gripped tightly again the fruit knife stuck to Inohara Yuji's throat. "I finally caught a clue. It was reported at the end of the year that it was the coldest morning in this winter." I licked my lips and continued, "Is this the so-called 'darkness under the lamp'? I never thought that the person I want to investigate repeatedly is by my side. Because I am an acquaintance, no matter what, investigations into him will be postponed."

"The Chuan Otter you mean?" Yuji Inohara asked in surprise. "Yes. It wasn't until I went to investigate Chuan Otter's friends that I met someone who looked very similar to Mr. U by chance. The person who provided me with information was the Kara that Chuan Otter often went to. The waiter in the OK box. When I showed him the picture of Mr. U, he answered me very readily: "Ah, this person looks very similar to Mr. Inohara!" It is said that Chuan Otter and Inohara Yuji is a frequent visitor to that karaoke bar, and he goes there once a week." I took a deep breath and continued: "I could have realized it earlier. When you had an accident in front of the 'Sansheng Company', if I took off your helmet If so, I already knew the truth at that time, so why spend so much time? As Chuan Otter said, if I visit you, it may be easier to know the truth of the matter."

The corner of Yuji Inohara's mouth moved slightly, but before he could say anything, I continued to say: "I approached Yuji Inohara—yes, it was you. Taking the opportunity of visiting you, I started to investigate you You—animal, speaking of it, you really look very similar to Mr. U. The shape of the nose is also very similar. Besides, you are all about the same age. But Mr. U is more elegant and handsome than you." After listening to my words, Yuji Inohara shrugged lightly. "While approaching you, I didn't slack off to investigate other employees. The luck is really twists and turns. Before, no matter how I investigated, I couldn't get any clues, but then, I even attacked me. The details of those two people have been investigated clearly. Masahiko Sawaki and Ryuji Nomura—these two people were recorded on the roster as temporary workers. They are both "Sansheng Company" making video tapes Sometimes, they acted as extras, so it is easy to confirm that I have also approached them." I held the fruit knife, and my hands were sweating. "Asshole men. I just dyed my hair red and put on a little make up like I don't remember me at all. Even if I give my name, it's still the same. Maybe when I was attacked , just got the bad news that Mr. U had an accident, his expression was a bit stiff, and his makeup was thicker, so he easily forgot about me. For me, I have already forgotten about the rape incident The determination to die, but in your opinion, it can be quickly erased from memory, even for daily trivial matters, isn't it?" "Oh!..." Yuji Inohara said nothing.I stared at the blade of the fruit knife, and continued: "Do you still remember the first day I went to your apartment and saw you?" "Oh, it was after the New Year's party. Me, you, and Chuan Otter, the three of us drank again. Chuan Otter was drunk, so he went to bed first; and you and I chatted enthusiastically all night. " "At that time, I checked your house while you were going to the bathroom. In the drawer on the desk, I found a videotape named 'HITOMI'. The shock I received at that time is still unforgettable to this day. .I was convinced at the time that it was you. The color, font, and layout of the label on it were all the same as those disgusting videotapes that shot me. Only then did I know that you actually treated other people besides me. Women, I have done similar things before. Beast, I finally found it, and I couldn't say how happy I was. "Of the four people who should take revenge, three have been found. Although, the person I hate the most-the producer, I haven't found any clues yet, I think, after investigating Masahiko Sawaki, Ryuji Nomura, and When there is a guy like you, it will slowly figure out. "I went back to the 'Kilimanjaro Café' again to do a part-time job. While pretending to be nonchalant, I spent every day while having an in-depth relationship with you three men. My revenge can finally begin..." Yuji Inohara shook his head slowly, and seemed to ask in pain: "You just so easily believe that the three of us are a rape combination? You never thought that if you met the three of us at the same time, your real identity, will it be exposed?” "Of course I will pay attention to this. I try my best to avoid meeting you outside, and I also take care not to let you leave my photos. Both Sawaki and Nomura have gained something that cannot be mentioned to others. It's a kind of perverted rape pleasure, so they never mention me. And, even though they are friends, it seems that they basically don't see each other." As I said this, I felt a sharp pain in my chest. "How, am I a terrible woman? ... Even I think so. However, I will never forgive you for playing with me as an insignificant person. I will give a tooth for a tooth, an eye for an eye. I killed myself, my feelings, and made myself a lecherous woman. I seduced you, made you pay attention to me. I have nothing to lose. And, I have nothing to hurt." "You really, expect that kind of revenge?" I sneered at Yuji Inohara's words: "Bastard, I only told you and Risako about these things." Risako noticed that I was dating three men at the same time.She's a very sensitive girl about that kind of thing. I told her everything honestly.Risako said blankly, ah, I can't believe it.If you sacrifice yourself like this, even if you succeed in revenge, so what? "Yeah. It's natural that you can't understand Risako who grew up smoothly, or you. You all have someone who loves you, and it's hidden deep in your heart, but, I And no. There's no one to support me." "Ever since my mother died, I've been thinking. Who has nothing to do with me, and who has nothing to do with me?... If there is no such a person, then there is no point in living." I shook The head sneered and sighed, "The reason why I had physical and sexual contact with a man I don't like at all for revenge is probably because I want to be controlled by someone. did you?" "Ah, Shoko!..." Inohara Yuji cried out in pain. "I continued to play a promiscuous woman. Sawaki and Nomura quickly revealed their true colors and pounced on me. Instead of satisfying their desires first, I quickly tamed them. For those who in the eyes of others, I forced them to play a game that I couldn’t even talk about. Then I quietly made these things into a video tape, and planned to use it as material for future threats.” My chest hurts unbearably.When I finished speaking, I couldn't look into Inohara Yuji's eyes anymore. "You must despise me, right? Only you are different from the other two, and you didn't step into the circle I designed step by step. Only you, you didn't take it easy from the beginning. Regarding my promiscuous behavior, You always say: 'Bastard, this is not like you!...' and stop me. You are completely different from the low-minded, simple-minded Sawaki and Nomura, you have an elegant temperament." Although I didn't plan to say these words before, my mouth is no longer listening to me. "Don't you want to teach Yuji to hate you?" the other me whined. "How about it, do you actually like him? In fact, you really like Yuji, right?" "No, no! . . . I hate him. Of course I don't like him." "Why are you wearing this attire? Did you just want Yuji to see you like this before taking your own life?" I sewed a tattered wedding dress until it was intact.Today, I'm wearing that wedding dress.Why is this? "Because I like Yuji Inohara... No, it's not like that!..." "You woman, on the night Yuji Inohara proposed to you, did you tell Yuji about parallel worlds? Why did you say that?" I didn't want to meet Inohara Yuji in this way.Although, if we meet in other forms, we are likely to live happily ever after. Don't you think so?There is no need to be discouraged.You can build a happy life with him in this world.Even now, it is not too late. While dating Yuji Inohara time and time again, I've slowly grown drawn to him.I'm terrified of myself like this.It would be meaningless if you calculated others but put yourself in it.While trying my best to suppress my emotions, I was desperately thinking about the day I betrayed him. Even so...even so... I recalled what the pastor said to me this evening. "Mr. U said this to me. He said: Xiangzi has always loved me... I am willing to believe—no, I firmly believe. Ever since Xiangzi disappeared, I have been suspicious of her. I can't trust her. I can't forgive myself for being so .So, that person is not as bad as you imagined. He just simply likes you. It is you who needs to be sober!..." My heart began to waver.If this is the actual situation, then I guess I will really like Yuji Inohara.Tonight, everything should come to a successful conclusion. Even so...ah, even so, but also... "In the season when the cherry blossoms are in full bloom, I was surprised when I suddenly got your marriage proposal. It seemed that the blood in my whole body was going to flow backwards. Let those ridiculous things stop here. Marrying you like this may not be a bad thing." It's a good thing... I've even considered such a thing." not like this.I bit my lower lip, hoping the pain would wake me up.I can't like Yuji Inohara.Bastard, this man in front of me is the enemy who killed my boyfriend, and I must take revenge. It was the same before.When my revenge was about to shrink, I remembered what happened that day again.Yuji Inohara trampled on my happiness and took away U-kun who is so important to me.Even for Mr. U, I can't forgive Yuji Inohara. "Taking your marriage proposal as an opportunity, I hinted to Sawaki and Nomura that I want to get married. The two of them are like obedient puppies, doing exactly what I want. "On the second Sunday of June, I made an appointment with each of you men to meet at 11:00 am. After leading you three men here, return the wedding dress that was torn a year ago. I have secretly taken photos of you before, and I will show you those indecent photos, and then I will betray you... Moreover, I also want to thoroughly find out the identity of the 'producer'." I finally regained my composure.I adjusted my breathing and started staring at Yuji Inohara again. "In the month before the wedding, I started to make some preparations. In order to avoid entanglement with you after my goal was achieved, I eliminated all traces, even in the 'Kilimanjaro I also quit my part-time job at the Mountain Café." I didn't hesitate anymore, and continued to speak through gritted teeth. "On the day of the wedding, after I put the wedding dress on the altar, I hid behind the organ and watched the progress of the matter quietly. The first person who opened the door of the chapel was that Sawaki. He beat the agreed time , Arrived 15 minutes earlier. He looked in the mirror, combing his hair again and again while arranging his attire. It seemed that he didn't notice the wedding dress on the altar at all. "It was Nomura who discovered the wedding dress first. He arrived on the appointed time. They all looked at the torn wedding dress and they seemed to have known each other. They almost ran out in fright. When I got married, I finally understood everything. Until then, they didn't remember that this woman, Matsui Shoko, was the woman they attacked." I closed my eyes.The conversation between those two people is still fresh in my memory... "Perhaps, we have all been cleverly manipulated by that anti-dirty woman!..." "What the hell are you trying to do, that woman? Is she trying to get revenge on us?..." "Retaliation?...Ah, no!...But, we were also threatened by the 'producer', and had no choice but to rape her. So, we are also victims!..." At this time, there was a sound of a small motorcycle.As soon as you hear the engine sound of this kind of motorcycle that will soon be a fire, you know that Yuji Inohara is coming. Sawaki looked at the window, peeking at the situation outside, and said in a panic, "Hey, that's the 'producer'!..." "I will never forget the shock I received at that time!..." I said coldly to Yuji Inohara standing in front of me, "The people who need revenge are not four, but three." You idiot. The camera operator and the 'producer' turned out to be the same person." "You bastard is the one I hate the most." I gritted my teeth and continued, "I don't want to believe it. After I escaped from that place, I have been regretting it for three months. However, everything will never go back to the way it was before. It is impossible for me to stop my revenge. The video tape I sent you can also be regarded as my declaration of war." "Ah, Shoko..." Inohara Yuji begged tenderly. "Bastard, I've already told you, don't call me so nasty!..." I pointed the tip of the paring knife at my own throat.I have stopped hesitating. "Bastard, I was here, brutally killed by you."