Surprisingly, many people in this society think that looking back at the past or remembering the past is a "cowardly" and "negative" behavior, but no one can resist this temptation.Therefore, at the beginning of the story, I would like to talk about the day that is etched in my memory, the last happy time of my life. It would be great if this would alleviate the anomalies in me and around me. July 29th.Hokkaido in summer.The sun was shining.Last Sunday in July. On this day, Sana came to my apartment. "Brother, good morning." Sana, who used the backup key to enter the dormitory, immediately disturbed my lucid dream.

"Get up, get up, it's already noon. Grandpa Taiyang is out. Hey, get up, get up..." She yelled loudly, shaking me awake who was wrapped in a blue blanket wrapped in hand-rolled sushi. "I'm awake..." I forced myself to pull myself together, my head and eyelids were so heavy.Waking up isn't bad, but low blood pressure is the real problem. "I'm awake, can you be quiet, please." "If brother gets up, I won't make any noise." Sanai's cute, cartoon-like voice echoed in my head. "Get up, cheer up, cheer up!" "Cheer up?"

"Yes, cheer up! Get up! Isn't it a pity to sleep on a rare Sunday?" "I don't think so," I replied, curled up in the blanket. "Sunday should go out to play." "No, Sunday is the day to sleep." "Really, when did you start becoming an old man?" "what time is it now?" "Hmph, really." Sana hit me lightly in the stomach. "Anyway, you just get up quickly. Besides, it's nine o'clock in the morning." "It hurts." I stuck my head out of the blanket.The arrogant daylight and the rustling breeze pouring in through the open window disturbed my thoughts for a moment.My eyes sting because I haven't adjusted to the light, and I can't help squinting... "Hey, I have two things for you."

"What's the matter?" Sana looked very happy. "As long as you don't want to open the window or want to get more sleep, it's fine." "Help me make breakfast." "Then you have to get up." Zona pulled the blanket off. "Okay, okay..." I surrendered, and slowly got up while rubbing my stinging eyes, shouting: "I really lost to you." Then I got out of bed and took out the clothes from the broken wardrobe .Sana stood behind me holding the blanket. "Hey, you're out." "Brother is so shy," Sana said, covering her head with a blanket, like a blue ghost Q Taro. "You won't be able to see it this way, please feel free to change it."

...What do you mean please rest assured to change. Why... I dote on my sister so much, I have a good idea of ​​the reason.That was strongly influenced by our family circumstances.It is safe to say that our excellent family, the Mirror Family, is disintegrating. The eldest daughter, eldest son, second son, second daughter, and fourth daughter have completely collapsed, only Sana and I are normal.Of course, the so-called "normal" or "broken" concept is only a narrow definition, but it is probably 80% of people's sense of crisis that is indispensable when getting to know others.However, it doesn't matter.

I changed into a set of clothes totaling 3,200 yuan that I bought at a second-hand clothing store. When I looked back, Sana still obediently maintained the appearance of the little blue ghost Q Taro. "Zona, I've changed." "It's so hot—" Sana immediately threw the blanket away. "It's not wrong to open the window at all." After speaking, he smiled slightly.Sunlight streamed in through the open window, reflecting on her cheeks. Sana is wearing miumiu all over her body today, and she probably bought it by acting like a baby with her mother.Unlike me, the most expensive clothes are the shirts I bought for 7,500 yuan when NIKE was discounted (by the way, my mother is the one who thoroughly enforces the gender discrimination in clothing).

"Brother...what's wrong?" Sana asked quietly. Probably because I thought it was strange for me to stare at her like this. "fine." "You are weird." "Sorry, I'm just weird anyway, but it's an acquired taste." "You still want to sleep." Sana threw the blanket she was holding onto the bed. "Sleepiness disappears so easily." "Do you want to go outside for a few laps?" "You have to keep the promise and cook well." "I'll even wash my clothes." "real." "I always feel like a newly married wife."

"what?" "Let me borrow the kitchen—" Sana said, running to the kitchen. I thought about it and decided to close the window first. Looking out of the window, there is the blue sky, the apartment next door, the sound of the car running, the lame dog, the children on Sunday, it is an ordinary and monotonous world.We'll see!I locked the windows and turned on the air conditioner.

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