Chapter 7 Chapter 6 <Akane> Wind Bird

"Your mother is a ditch cat." Since Akane Satake was nine years old, Sachiko has often said this to her.The ditch cat is an animal created by Satoko. She seems to think that since there are ditch mice, there should be ditch cats. "Ditch cats live in the stinky ditch, and spend their days envious and hating others. They infect others, but they don't get sick themselves." Sachiko said with a non-smiling smile, whenever she started to satirize others, she would show this distorted expression. Qian didn't know what a ditch cat was. She only knew that the woman who broke into her family a few months ago was insulting her dead mother.

"Ditch cat? Not really." Her father was not at home for work, and the clock was ticking to tell the time. She was the only two people in the dark room. "She's a ditch cat!" Sachiko repeated displeased. "Xiaoqian, you can't become a ditch cat. I'm a fairy. Dad was killed by a ditch cat. I'm here to save dad." Akane suddenly felt shuddering. Akane didn't know that her biological mother would not come back until she was ten years old. On that winter afternoon, her father also went out for work, and Sachiko showed a crazy smile and said:

"The ditch cat was hit by a car and died." "Liar!" Qian retorted. Perhaps because Akane's uneasy expression was interesting, Sachiko happily continued: "At the time, she was dating a man and she got run over, it was pathetic." When her father came home from get off work, Qian asked about her mother while her father was alone.Was Mom really run over by a car? Father frowned. "Did Sachiko tell you?" Sissy nodded. "She said mom was a ditch cat." "Really." Father tried to smile, but failed, and even burst into tears. So Qian knew it was true.

The excited father called Sachiko to Akane's room and reprimanded loudly: "How can you talk nonsense to children!" Sha Zhizi's eyes drifted, and he shouted angrily: "How could this child be like this! I'm too scheming, I didn't say such a thing at all! Besides, these are facts! Why don't you just explain the matter to her? Don't you still miss that woman? That woman is red Isn't it true that Xing cheated on the wall and got into a car accident?" "Sachiko!" The couple kept arguing until late at night, and Akane hid in the room and cried non-stop.

"This kid is a liar!" "It really is that kind of woman's kid, with an extremely bad personality!" Even through the door, Sachiko could be heard shouting. The next day, Sachiko called Akane who came back from school to her, and apologized to her in a strange tone. "I'm really sorry, we will be good friends in the future, let's eat puffs." Sachiko looked at Akane with eyes as if looking at some strange pet, and Akane couldn't help sighing inwardly. Obviously I quarreled so fiercely with my father yesterday, but I didn't get a divorce in the end. This woman will stay in this house forever, and she will be my good friend, alas.

After that, Akane often thought about why her father was with Sachiko?What is Sachiko coveting about his father? Akane didn't care that Sachiko was her stepmother.Since ancient times, there have been many examples of blood-related relatives killing each other. On the contrary, although some family members are not biologically related by blood, they have a harmonious relationship because of mutual trust. If the stepmother is not Satoko, I wonder how good it would be?If it wasn't for Sachiko, I would definitely be able to get along with my stepmother happily. The Satake family is not rich, but it is a well-off family with enough food and clothing. His father, who works in a bank, inherited a single-family house left by his grandfather.

Akane sometimes learns piano, and sometimes learns English conversation.Satoko often said to Akane: "Xiao Qian, you can learn talent because I let you learn it." These talent courses were decided by Sa Tomoko without consulting Akane. Akane was forced to learn piano and conversational English, and was forced to stop studying abruptly. Since the death of her biological mother, Sachiko no longer mentioned the word "ditch cat", purely because the object she described with this word disappeared from the world. Ito Shiori transferred to the elementary school where Akane attended in the spring of the sixth grade. Her face was only the size of a palm, her figure was very thin, and her personality was very lively.Akane and Shiori immediately became good friends.

However, Shiori didn't come to school after the second semester started. She was not bullied by her classmates at school, so Akane couldn't figure out why she didn't come to school at all.According to Qian's observation, Shiori is not the kind of timid person, she has a cheerful personality and is very adaptable to the environment. Akane once went to see Shiori at her home.The bungalow in the miscellaneous forest is Shizhi’s home. Qian waited at the entrance for a long time, Shizhi’s mother said, “I’m sorry, you came to see her, but she said she doesn’t want to see anyone now.” Then she sent Qian away. up.

A year later, Akane meets Shiori in front of the municipal library.At that time, they had already entered the first grade of middle school. "Huh?" Ito Shiori smiled when he saw Akane, "I still remember you." They chatted with each other.Shiori and Akane live in different school districts, so they go to different junior high schools. "I was worried before and went to your house to see you." "Oh, oh," said Shiori, frowning as if she had nothing to do with herself, "You mean that time, thank you." "Why didn't you come to school all of a sudden?"

"A lot of things happened at that time, I was hit mentally, no, I should say traumatized mentally. Now it's okay, I also go to school." They chatted intimately, and it felt as if the gap in that year didn't exist at all. "Are you free now? Do you want to come to my house?" Shizhi took the initiative to invite. The bungalow in the miscellaneous forest was very quiet, and Qian remembered that although she had been to Shizhi's house before, it was the first time she had entered this house. Shiori's room is at the end of the corridor. As soon as he walked into the room, he could smell the smell of paint. Shiori opened the window.There are easels in the corner of the room, newspapers on the floor, and canvases on the walls.

Akane couldn't help opening her eyes wide for forest paintings, building paintings, figure paintings, fruit still life paintings, and paintings of unknown types. "Have you become a painter?" Shi Shi smiled. "Draw whatever you want." There are pictures in frames hanging on the wall. The bird-like animal spread its wonderful wings and flew over the green grassland. It was not a real bird, but a monster with four wings. The signature of "Shiori" is written on the lower left. "Did you draw all of these?" "Yeah, I suddenly became interested in art." Shiori said with a smile, "I went to the refrigerator to get something to eat." Then she walked out of the room. After Shiori left the room, Akane looked at the countless paintings in the room again. Those paintings did not look like those drawn by a thirteen-year-old girl. Although Qian didn't know what level a thirteen-year-old should have, these paintings, whether it was painting skills, taste, or the enthusiasm invested in the paintings, were all worthy of attention. Far beyond what she could have imagined. At that moment, Akane had supreme respect and envy for Shiori. Shiori returned to the room with black tea and burritos. "I took a look just now, you are so amazing, it looks like a professional painter drew." "It was drawn when I was locked up at home when I was in primary school...I really wanted to draw at that time." "why?" "Sounds weird, doesn't it? Actually, I liked drawing very much before. Here, I'll give you a cushion." Shiori threw the cushion to Akane, and Akane reached out to catch it. The topic of painting stopped temporarily, and Akane and Shiori chatted with each other about what happened after entering junior high school, and what happened in school when Shiori was on leave from elementary school. When they chatted very speculatively, Qian asked about the painting of the monster bird on the wall. "That's not a real bird, is it?" "That's the Wind Spirit Bird." Wind spirit bird. "I named it myself." Akane felt that the atmosphere in the room seemed to be different from the previous moment, so Shiori shyly changed the subject. "what music do you like?" "Tell me about that painting. Is it called Wind Spirit Bird? What kind of bird is it?" Shiori Yu replied hesitantly: "The wind spirit bird is an air-dwelling animal." "Empty dwelling?" Qian asked.Shiori explained that animals that live on land are called terrestrial animals, and animals that live in water are called aquatic. Wind spirit birds live in the sky, so they are air-dwelling animals. Shiori said softly: "Ordinary birds are terrestrial. Although they can fly in the air, their nests are on the ground and they don't live in the air." Aerial animals have lived in the air all their lives, living in a space that humans—at least ordinary humans cannot feel, so whether they are alive or dead, they will not leave any shadows or traces, and they have never been in the space of human beings. appeared in the record. Although the sky looks empty, there are actually many creatures. "Does the wind spirit bird sleep in the sky?" "Sleep in the sky, live in the sky." Akane looked into Shiori's eyes, she didn't want to spoil the atmosphere by saying something like "what a beautiful fantasy", she was worried that if she joked a little, the topic would end, and Shiori would never tell her about the Wind Lingniao again. "So you're like a god?" "Well, more or less, humans may regard the Wind Spirit Bird as a god, but the Wind Spirit Bird does not think that he is a god of humans, but a wild animal...an intelligent wild animal." "Is it smart?" "You're right, the wind spirit bird has a longer lifespan than humans, and knows all kinds of things... Is this topic interesting? Am I weird?" After a pause, Shiori suddenly asked. "However, the Wind Spirit Bird really exists." "Have you seen?" Shiori nodded, and after falling into deep thought, shook her head again. "I haven't seen it, but I have suffered mental trauma." "What's the meaning?" "It sounds a bit like a ghost story." Shizhi drank black tea and explained the reason why she didn't go to school since the second semester of the sixth grade. During the summer vacation of the sixth grade of elementary school, I went to Kyushu with my family. My mother and I went hiking together, but my father did not go with us that day because he was going to Kumamoto for business. Although it is a mountain, it is actually surrounded by plateaus with a large area of ​​grass. Snapped.I heard the flapping of a bird's wings nearby. When I looked up, there was nothing, and the summer sun was covered by the watery clouds in summer. What was that sound just now? When this thought flashed through my mind, many images suddenly appeared in front of my eyes. The White Pagoda that I have never seen before, foreign cities with a long history, coral reefs overlooking from above, sea of ​​clouds and starry sky, steep cliffs, and my own figure walking on the plateau. At this point a double memory arises, as if I was flying in the sky just a moment ago. Then, I felt a kind of power. I suddenly felt that I became full of strength, as if nothing could stop me. I started thinking about what I wanted to do, and then I realized I wanted to draw. My mother likes painting very much, and she often draws, so I learned to paint from my mother when I was young. I'm in an uncanny state where I feel like I've got a huge stockpile of colors and shapes and I know exactly what I'm going to do. I saw my mother standing not far away. I go to mom. Mom, I want to draw, let's go home and draw, I can draw great pictures now. However, I couldn't walk to my mother, my feet seemed to be knotted, and the earth shook for a while, and the surroundings became dark, only my mother's voice was heard. ——Shiori! When I woke up, I found that there was darkness all around me, and someone was moving my body. I want to open my eyes, but my eyelids are so heavy. In the darkness, I heard the voices of my mother talking to the people in the hotel intermittently. --What's wrong?Have a heatstroke? —It seems to be dizzy. ——Then hurry up and send him to the hospital at the foot of the mountain. The sound of the engine, the smell of gasoline, it should not be an ambulance, I don't know if it is a taxi, a hotel car, or a car from the car rental company driven by my mother. Apart from my own memory, many strange fragments of images suddenly appeared and then disappeared, like capturing the image of a snake crawling in the air while flying among the sky, hills, sea and clouds. "What's wrong with me?" I thought to myself at the time. There is a magical transparent bird.Birds that live in the sky, eat food in the sky, and occasionally land on the ground. The bird landed on my heart. But things didn't seem to be going so well, the bird didn't seem to be compatible with me and couldn't fit together. The bird is still on me. If I don't think about it, it'll go away, but there's a silver lining right now, I think if I clear my mind, make room for it, coordinate it, I should be able to accept it. I was carried to a large guest room. It's still dark all around, so I'm not sure if it's the big room or not.There is no sound of air conditioning, the air is very circulated, and the fragrance of tatami is mixed with the smell of incense sticks. Strange, this is not a hospital. Someone—it sounded like an old woman's voice and a mother's voice whispered in the distance, but I could barely make out what they were saying. I don't know if it's Fang Lei from the deep mountains of Kyushu, but I only heard a few unfamiliar words. Like "stabilize", or "dispel Huhu". Shannuoao ah la Sindochini, Huhu Nuo Moo Li Duo Sniff Li Xi De Jia Ka... Give Ganova Ha Steady Ba... Varusa, Xi Yo Lu? Hey... Get rid of Hu Huo Phew... oh duoshan... The fragrance became more and more intense, and there was the sound of chanting sutras. Finally, the sound of drums came from a distance, boom, boom, like the sound of a giant walking across a high mountain from afar, getting closer. Boom, boom. I don't know if it's the chanting or the mantra, but it's chanting continuously at a different frequency from that voice. It was a wonderful feeling, the world of thumping and the world of chanting sutras were intertwined in my mind. The incantation stopped suddenly. Something like a bamboo board hit my face. Before I felt pain, I felt a strong impact from head to toe, and I was sweating all over my body. A gust of wind blew.The bamboo board hit again. Pop, pop, the sound of the bird flapping its wings suddenly sounded. I completely lost consciousness. ——Great, you finally woke up, we just came back from the hospital. Mom said to me. I opened my eyes in the back seat of the taxi. ——You must be too tired from traveling, don’t worry, go home and have a good rest.We'll fly home tomorrow. I couldn't help but burst into tears. I know the bird has left me. As long as I have it with me, I can overcome all difficulties. Now there is only the empty, needy me left. I asked my mother if she was lying in a very weird big guest room just now, and my mother replied that she didn't go there at all, I must be dreaming. My mother said that I had a heat stroke and had strange dreams. She said that I woke up in the hospital, and fell asleep in the taxi on the way home after finishing the drip and taking the medicine. After I got home, I started painting.The animals that lived in the air stayed on me for a short time, and then flew to nowhere. I really put my heart and soul into the painting. Although the Wind Spirit Bird has left, it still has 1% of its power remaining on me. And if I paint well, maybe I can regain the power I felt at that time, but it’s still in vain. In the end, I can only tell myself, at least don’t forget everything I felt at that time. I drew again and again, one after another, and the summer vacation was over and the school started, but I couldn't go to class anymore. Strangers have come to the house and said I might be a genius. I knew that wasn't the case, the things left by the birds were slowly disappearing, and I knew I was getting worse and worse at drawing. When I finished painting this picture on the wall, everything withered away. When Shiori Ito finished speaking, the sky had already darkened. "Isn't it strange? You must not believe it?" "Believe in what?" "I believe there is something about the wind spirit bird." "I believe." Although Shiori Ito may be a liar girl, all of this is fabricated by her. Even if it is true, she may exaggerate it, and it can also be interpreted as "a bizarre dream after a heatstroke fainted." Even so, Qian still believed. Because Shiori really took a break from school for a while, and also drew several paintings that were beyond the standard. "However, it's better this way." "Is this really better?" "Didn't you ask someone to exorcise it? I think it's definitely better. However, the people who have the ability to exorcise this kind of thing are really amazing. I don't know what skills? Or that thing like a bamboo board actually has the effect of exorcising wraiths? " "I don't know," Shiori said with a reassuring expression, "I think it may not be something that actually exists, that is to say, it may not be a real bamboo board, but something like the power of thought." Psychic energy slapped my face, and as a result, the thing flew away in shock." Before leaving, Akane said to Shiori: "Although we go to different schools, let's play together next time." "Okay, different schools are more fun." On the way home, Akane was in a very depressed mood. Although she learned the piano, practiced English conversation, and learned to swim, she barely coped with the life of the school, but in fact she was only dissatisfied. If someone asks her what she wants to do, she will say that she doesn't want to learn any talents at all, she just wants to stay at home and watch TV.Compared with Shiori's enthusiasm, I am really ashamed. The wind spirit bird that Shiori said has always remained in Akane's mind, although she said to Shiori: "This is better." But this means that Shiori can continue to go to school.As for whether it is good or bad, it is impossible to know. Sometimes, she seems to feel that there are things flying high in the sky that are invisible to the naked eye. It must be the wind spirit bird, Qian thought in her heart. Wind Spirit Bird, come quickly.Come upon me soon. The relationship between Satoko and Akane is still as respectful as ice.As they passed each other in the corridor, Sachiko said: "I've hired a tutor for you. You have to work harder and get into D high school." "Ok." "Although the family has no money, they are still willing to let you go to that school." The reason why Sachiko is willing to pay Akane to study in D High School is only because that school has a dormitory. Sachiko strongly hopes that Akane will leave this house, and Akane agrees with her on this issue.Akane wants to leave this house and Sachiko as soon as possible. "However, when you grow up, you have to work hard to pay back the money." Akane was in a bad mood, because when Satoko said these words, she was obviously serious. When Akane first entered junior high school, Sachiko showed her a so-called "receipt book". "Xiaoqian, you have already entered junior high school, and you are considered an adult, so I should show you." The IOU book recorded in detail her uniform expenses, piano learning expenses and other accounts. "I have clearly written down how much money I have spent on you. When a child grows up, he must return it to the adult. This is the principle of being a human being, so you must pay it back to me in the future." "That's Dad's money, not yours." Qian muttered. Sha Zhizi crooked his face in anger, and chattered: "What? Then you mean that it is Dad's money, so you don't have to pay it back? You are too naive. This is not Dad's money, but this family's money! I I ask you to pay back the money to this family. Now that I have said this, I will tell the truth. Logically speaking, your mother has done such an excessive thing. You must compensate us instead of her, and I am lenient and don’t care The previous suspicion brought you up, spent so much money, and took care of your growth carefully, but I didn't expect you to be ungrateful. It's only natural to pay back what you borrowed from others, don't you want to pay back the money?" "That was not what I meant." It turned out that doing things that I had no interest in before would only increase my debts in the end. When I grow up, every penny I earn will be taken by Sha Zhizi. Akane doesn't know what "excessive things" the dead mother did to Sachiko. The lenient Queen Sachiko means "Although you are the daughter of the ditch cat, I didn't abuse you, so you must know how to be grateful."It's true that so far, there hasn't been an act of violence enough to cause him to run into a child protection center and show his bruises, but the abuse comes in a variety of ways. Although Satoko said that her family has no money, she still doesn't often buy brand-name bags and shoes! In the middle of the night, Qian often heard her parents discussing her own affairs at the dinner table.Satoko cried to her father, saying that Akane's waywardness made her brain troubled. "I've worked very hard. That kid has a weird temper. It's unbelievable that he even said he wanted to buy a mobile phone." Sachiko has always believed that stepdaughters have awkward personalities, and there is nothing they can do about it. Akane locked the door and took out the notebook from the locked drawer of the desk; just like Sachiko had the "IOU book", Akane also had her notebook. After writing for a while, she held her chin and began to think about the wind spirit bird. If that transparent migratory bird could land on my heart... Don't know if I can keep it? Sure. Although there is no basis, I can definitely do what Shiori Ito cannot, because there are too many things in Shiori's mind, and she can't abandon those things.As a girl, some of Shiori's qualities are indeed very good, but she is not suitable for Feng Lingniao. I am different.I can throw everything away if I want, nothing in me is really mine. There is enough space in my body for the wind spirit bird to rest freely, and no virtuous mother will notice my strangeness and take me to exorcise the demon. Wind spirit bird, descend upon me. Akane prayed vigorously to the golden clouds in the evening. Come down to me this oasis. I'm ready.I can lend you my body. Akane prayed silently, as if she had been praying continuously since ancient times. Although I made an appointment with Ito Shiori to play together next time, I have never had the chance to meet. They didn't meet again until the spring of their second year of junior high school. Shiori suddenly called Akane's home and said that she had won a ticket for the screening, and if Akane had time, would she like to watch it together. Akane and Shiori went to see Shiori's house together after watching the Hollywood movie about fighting against violent groups. Shiori's room is no longer the artist's studio, the paintings have completely disappeared, only the splashes of paint under the walls recall that it used to be a studio. "What about the bird picture?" "Oh, only that picture is still hanging in the living room, and the rest is lost." "Pity!" "No, no, no." Akane told Shiori about Sachiko's IOU book, and Shiori said with a smile: "What does your stepmother mean? Impossible!" "Right, it's really weird." After hearing Shiori's words, Akane was finally relieved. Akane didn't dare to tell her classmates about Satoko at all, because Shiori and she went to different schools, so she told her, otherwise, if she became the protagonist of everyone's gossip, it would be too dangerous. "Qian, why don't you just sue that pervert, as long as you go to court, you will definitely win!" Qian didn't want to fight such a low-level boring lawsuit at all. "Ah, I really want to kill her!" "Dangerous, too dangerous." Shiori laughed, and then suddenly put away her smile, "Speaking of killing people, I've heard a terrible thing before." Shiori talked about another bizarre thing. "I have a friend of a distant uncle who used to live in a village deep in the mountains. There was a killer in that village. Every winter, someone would go to the shrine and write down the person who wanted to kill him and the reason why he wanted to kill him. Throw it into the cash box with the sesame oil money, and before winter is over and spring comes, the person whose name is written on the paper will die." "What do you mean? As long as you write your name on paper, you will die? What county does this story happen in?" "I don't know what county it is, but of course the person was not killed by Shen Ming. The abbot gave the paper to other people. After they read it, they can judge whether it should be killed or not. If the person written on the paper really deserves to be killed, that's it. A piece of paper is given to the killer. The villagers don’t know who the killer is, and they don’t know who decides whether to kill or not.” "Liar, Shiori, that's definitely just an urban legend." "It's not me who said it, I heard it from a distant uncle." Shiori changed the subject, "Yes, yes, is there any handsome guy in your school?" On the way home from Shiori's house.Akane saw an incredible woman in front of a row of ginkgo trees next to the park. The woman is wearing a fantastic scarf. I don't know what color it was originally, but it shone peachy in the setting sun. Lucy's eyes were fixed on the shiny cloth. Patterns slowly emerged from the cloth, vines and ivy. What kind of cloth is that rose cloth?Nostalgic and sad.Do you know where to buy that kind of cloth? so beautiful. The spring breeze blows the avenue. The cloth fluttered in the wind. The woman was about twenty to thirty years old, with a sad expression on her face. The woman looked at Akane with a puzzled expression, and Akane shyly looked away and walked away. After walking a few steps, Qian looked back and found that there was no one on the ginkgo tree-lined avenue in the evening. It was an autumn Saturday, Qian and a boy in the class were walking in the park. That boy's name is Sugisawa Kiyota. Sugizawa Seita is of medium stature. One day two weeks ago, when school was over, he stopped Akane and said to her, "Please date me." Xi agreed.Today is my first date with him. After a walk in the Botanic Gardens, they bought kebabs from a roadside stand and were eating on a park bench. "I thought you would refuse, but fortunately I have the courage to say it." Sugisawa Kiyota said with a shy expression. He and Akane chatted about the plots of serial dramas and football that she hadn't watched. Although the content was lackluster, Akane still listened quietly. Because, after all, it was a date with a boyfriend (or someone who felt like a boyfriend) and her first walk with the opposite sex.For Akane, this was an exciting and precious experience. In the evening, they waved goodbye in front of the bakery. After Qian returned to her room, she stretched out her legs and sat on the bed, lost in thought. Satoshi pushed the door open. "What about homework? Why didn't you do your homework?" Why come in without knocking!Although Akane thought so in her heart, she couldn't help being a little scared because Sachiko looked so scary. "Wait a moment." Satoko strode to the bed and slapped Akane hard. Cie rolled off the bed, and the alarm clock rolled to the floor with a thud.Satoko put her hands on her hips and looked down at Akane who was lying on the ground. "Did you go for a walk with a man just now? Don't you feel ashamed of doing this kind of thing when you are so young? Don't you feel ashamed? You are not qualified at all, don't you feel ashamed?" Although Akane and Sachiko had quarreled hundreds of times, it was the first time that Sachiko had done anything to her. "It hurts, it hurts. It has nothing to do with you." Since the woman broke into the house at the age of nine, Akane had never felt that she was her mother.Besides, Sugisawa Seita has nothing to do with Sachiko at all, he is not a man, but a classmate.What's wrong with going for a walk with your classmates and getting home before the gates? "Damn old woman, I'm going to call Child Protection Line and kick you out of this house!" After saying this, Akane raised her head.Sachiko kicked Akane on the bridge of the nose with her slippered feet, and Akane was kicked flying, hitting the back of her head hard against the concrete wall. Something hot flowed from the depths of Akane's nose. Satoko showed no mercy. Sha Zhizi looked like a fierce gentleman, her appearance was not quite right, and the dark room was filled with evil spirit. Sachiko murmured, "I read the notebook." notebook? Sha Zhizi lowered his voice and said, "I looked at the notebook, which is the notebook in which you wrote a lot of vitriol." Qian couldn't help laughing, even though the nosebleed flowed from her nose, she still didn't care so much, she just thought it was too funny. She has been keeping a diary since she was in elementary school and always keeps it in a lockable drawer. At the beginning, she recorded what happened at school, as well as her resentment towards Sachiko, and her complaints about daily life. However, once it occurred to her. Sachiko might have seen the diary, no, maybe she had read it at all. Although the desk drawer is locked, if an adult wants to open it, it will not take much effort. Besides, there is a spare key at home.It is impossible for Satoko to respect Akane's privacy. In sixth grade, when a classmate who transferred to Singapore wrote to her, the letter was opened and handed to Akane. If Sachiko peeked at her diary. Sissy felt sick.This is a great humiliation for Qian, and it is also unbearable and absolutely unforgivable. Once thought of this possibility, doubts immediately turned into convictions. Akane destroyed the previous diary and changed the way of recording. A diary is no longer a diary, but the poison of hate.She reduced the description of privacy, and even if she wrote it, it was full of lies. Akane wrote full of curses and slanders against Sachiko, criticizing her, despising her, and laughing at her mercilessly.As long as Sachiko sees these contents, he will definitely feel disheartened and want to leave the house immediately. "What notebook?" Akane looked at Sachiko's face in confusion, and put away her smile. Such a terrible face, such an ugly face, that distorted face because of madness... Maybe my thinking was wrong, until just now, I was completely wrong. It was her fault that she peeked at my diary without my permission. Mature adults can only deal with blatant resistance, but they should pretend not to see and not say the bad things secretly written in the diary.Sha Zhizi turned violent, isn't this contrary to common sense? It seems that this is not the case. Satoko's expression told her that this is not the case. Besides, Satoko is not a mature adult at all. She thinks she is a queen, so there is no such thing as common sense. Isn't she an adult?Qian thought to herself, are you so angry when you see me write "ditch pig" in my diary?Ah, then go and get angry, you'd better be angry until you are old, angry to death!After I leave this house, I will immediately buy a computer and post about it on my blog.The writing in the first paragraph is brilliant, right? "I am a beautiful daughter born to an elegant mother. The ditch pig raised by my father is full of jealousy for me, so he comes to my room every day and sniffs around. This is also helpless. This is The peculiar habit of an impotent and pathetic parasite." "Go to hell." Sachiko approached Akane and rode on her. Sha Zhizi's eyes were fierce and his expression was ferocious. It was not just hatred, but complete madness. Since the age of nine, Akane has felt Sachiko's killing intent in her heart.Ever since Sha Zhizi called her mother a ditch cat, she had a premonition that this woman would kill herself sooner or later. "Go to hell! Go to hell! Go to hell! I don't want to cook you dinner anymore, I don't want to take care of you anymore, I don't want to spend any more money on you, I don't want to live with you, I can't take it anymore ,Go to hell!" Sachiko pushed Akane's resisting hand away with both hands, and reached for her neck, chanting the incantation "Go to hell!" What a joke!Qian thought in her heart, if she told me to die, would I die? Akane desperately pushed away Sachiko's arm stretched towards her neck, and kicked hard at Sachiko's chest and abdomen that was pressing on her. Qian picked up the wallet on the table and rushed down the stairs desperately. Put on your shoes, head out the door, and hop on your bike. She rode a bicycle through the residential area at night. Where are you going?Sachiko's words "Go to hell" flickered in her mind like a neon light. Wherever you go, anywhere is better than this home.