Chapter 21 Section VII

twenty two That day, Zhou Zhou and I were having lunch in the cafeteria. Zhou Zhou said he wanted to go to the movies with me. At that time, I was enveloped by an inexplicable feeling of unhappiness, and I had no mood for entertainment, so I casually said: "No." It might be that my attitude was too tough, or it might be that there was a huge gap between my answer and Zhou Zhou's expectations. She pouted, looking sullen, and put down the spoon after two mouthfuls of rice. I asked, "Why don't you eat?" Zhou Zhou said angrily, "I'm full!" I know Zhou Zhou is not full, she is just angry.I started to chat with her actively, trying to dispel the unhappiness between us, but she kept her head down, and her lukewarm attitude made my restless mood become irritable. I said firmly: "I have already I can't say it anymore, since you are full, go back first, don't delay your watching the movie."

Zhou Zhou raised his head, gave me a hard look, and wanted to say something, but I lowered my head to eat, pretending not to feel her presence and being intoxicated by the food.Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Zhou Zhou's hateful eyes staring at the bowl of wontons in front of me. Zhou Zhou was staring at me all the time, I deliberately didn't meet her gaze, I don't know what she was thinking at this time, one thing is certain, she was very angry.I turned my legs up and showed no care. I ate a lot of food in this meal, and I also wiped out Zhou Zhou's portion. Although I felt full in the middle of the meal, I still insisted on eating until the dishes were cleaned.

At this time, Zhou Zhou's face was completely gone from the usual sweetness and tenderness. Instead, his brows were furrowed and his muscles twitched slightly due to anger. When I left the cafeteria, I kept a distance from Zhou Zhou, which made me feel unnatural, and even felt that my walking posture was a bit stiff. Neither of us spoke, we just kept walking.This atmosphere made me very uncomfortable, but I didn't want to take the initiative to please Zhou Zhou, so I said to him: "I'm going to the library to borrow books." The answer I hope to get is: "I will go too." But Zhou Zhou only said: "Go."

I didn't get the answer I expected, so I turned my head and walked straight to the library. I don't know if Zhou Zhou will follow me, I hope so. I slowed down, thinking that if Zhou Zhou was behind me, she would definitely follow, but no.I listened carefully for the sound of Zhou Zhou's footsteps behind me, but what I heard was an intricate sound of leather shoes, sneakers, bicycles and birdsong. I walked to the intersection, trying to observe the situation behind me through the mirror set for the car, but before I found the right direction, I hurried past the mirror. When I came to the library, I entered a reading room aimlessly, flipping through the new books on the shelves.

Suddenly someone patted me, and a sweetness welled up in my heart. This sweetness disappeared after I turned my head. The person who patted me just now was Chen Ming. She asked me: "Why are you here?" "Lend a book to my girlfriend." I don't know why I should answer like that. Chen Ming said sarcastically, "You really care about her." I smiled wryly and wanted to tell her to fuck off, but I didn't say it out. Chen Ming walked away knowingly after seeing my face. I flipped through a few more pages, impatient and irritable, and left the reading room.

The door of the library consists of two aluminum alloy glass doors, and only one is open on weekdays, which can only accommodate one person in and out.A boy was holding a stack of books and was about to come in. Normally, I would have let him in first, but at that time I was full of thoughts about Zhou Zhou, so I walked out without even looking at it. As a result, he was about to pass through the door. The door, and when a part of my body also entered the door, I was stuck in the door face to face with him, until then I saw this man and the book in his hand. Although I knew I should give way to him, I squeezed out as hard as I could, and the books in the man's hands fell.I didn't say I'm sorry, I walked straight forward, he bent down, picked up the book and said, "What the hell are you squeezing!"

I turned my head and said, "Your mother is crazy! Who are you talking about!" The man lowered his eager head and picked up the book silently. Back in the dormitory, I lay on the bed and thought about what happened just now. What link went wrong that made me and Zhou Zhou break up.I hope Zhou Zhou will call me and forget the unhappiness just now. I lay motionless on the bed, hoping that the phone would ring as soon as possible.One minute passed, two minutes... five minutes, but these five minutes, which were so short that I was wasted arbitrarily, now caused me to suffer a lot. I'm still waiting for Zhou Zhou's call. If the phone rings at this time, I will jump up from the bed, run to the phone with a stride, pick up the receiver and tell Zhou Zhou that I am willing to go to the movies with her.

The phone didn't ring for a long time, and the dormitory was strangely quiet. There was a crisp ringtone, and I rushed to the phone, picked up the receiver, and said "Hello" impatiently and hopefully. The voice from the other end of the phone disappointed me: "Hi, is Ma Jie there?" "Ma Jie went to class." I hung up the phone helplessly.The other party seems to want to say something, but I can't let him occupy the line, what if Zhou Zhou calls at this time. I lay back on the bed. The call I was waiting for was delayed. I sat up and stared at the silent phone.It suddenly occurred to me that I might not have put the microphone down because I answered the call just now.I ran to the phone to check - the microphone was placed very well, and I lay down on the bed hopefully again, waiting for Zhou Zhou's call.

In the process of waiting, I thought several times whether I should call Zhou Zhou first, but I didn't pick up the phone for a long time. As a man's superficial humility, I gave up this idea. I fell asleep tired of ideological struggle and bitter waiting. I had many fragmented dreams which became more indistinct upon waking.I glanced at my watch, it was 4:40—it was dinner time at school, so I decided to go to Zhou Zhou for dinner as if nothing had happened. Zhou Zhou came out from the girl's building, stepped forward and took my arm and said, "Damn it, why did you come here, I'm already hungry!"

I thought the turmoil would calm down, but Zhou Zhou said seriously after eating: "Now I'm full, it's time for us to have a good talk." I was dumbfounded. Zhou Zhou suddenly turned his anger into joy and said, "Let's not do this next time!" I was relieved. twenty three After dinner, Zhou Zhou and I went to the library to read magazines.Dinner was a bit salty, so I made a big cup of tea, and with a thermos under my feet, I drank it endlessly. After drinking a few cups of tea, the color of the tea changed from dark brown to light yellow, and I also changed from wanting to drink water to wanting to pee. Taking the opportunity of peeing, Zhou Zhou followed me out to rest.

Walking out of the reading room, I lit a cigarette, and before entering the men's room, I handed the cigarette to Zhou Zhou, because I would use both hands to undress and pick up things later, if I put the cigarette in my mouth , I will close my eyes in order to avoid the smoke from getting into my eyes, which will cause the bad effect of peeing out of the pool because I can't see the position, so I have to let Zhou Zhou hold the smoke for me. After I finished urinating comfortably, I saw the boy in the past looking at Zhou Zhou with a cigarette in his hand in surprise, and was being reprimanded by an old headache with a red hoop: "A girl, why don't you learn?" Well, I just want to learn to smoke, do you know what kind of woman smokes..." Seeing that the situation was not good, I immediately went forward and explained to the old man that this cigarette was mine, otherwise the old man might say something else Harsh words. The old man tugged at the red band on his arm, pointed at me again and said, "It's not even your cigarette! Do you know that college students are not allowed to smoke?" "Know." "You still smoke if you know why?" "Involuntary." "What does it mean to be involuntary? Could it be that you are controlled by the underworld?" "No, I just want to smoke." "Then you are in danger, you are already addicted to smoking, do you know that?" "Maybe a little bit!" "It's not possible, it's a fact!" "That's right!" "Do you know how dangerous it is for you to smoke here?" "have no idea!" "Okay, then let me tell you something. The library of our school was built in 1960. It was one of the fifty landmark buildings in Beijing at that time. It has a history of 40 years and has a collection of one million books. The volume contains all the famous books, poems, calligraphy and paintings from ancient and modern China and abroad, and is of reference and collection value. Don’t you feel the aroma when you step into the library door? This is the fragrance of books!” "To be honest, I really didn't smell it." "That's because there are too many students like you smoking here, the smell of books has been washed away by the smell of smoke, you smell, now it's either 'Dubao' or 'Zhongnanhai' smell!" "Master, what I just smoked was 'Jadele'!" "I don't care what kind of cigarette you were smoking just now. Anyway, if you smoke here, it is a violation of school rules. If it catches fire here, it will be a serious loss. Not to mention, all my bonuses for this year will be deducted. do you know?" "Master, I was wrong, tell me how to punish me!" I wanted to end the entanglement with him as soon as possible. "If you know your mistakes, you are a good student, so how about this, give me your cigarettes, in case you make such mistakes in the future!" "Okay." I obediently took out a cigarette and handed it to the old man. The old man took the cigarette and said: "This is not an example!" Then he turned and left. I shouted at the old man's back: "Master, I still have a lighter here, do you want it?" "Is it Zippo?" "No, it's just a disposable lighter." "Then don't want it, I have already confiscated several such lighters today." twenty four On the eve of New Year's Day, one of my mountain bikes disappeared. Zhou Zhou was sad for a few minutes after knowing this, because this bike recorded our happy times. I once rode it and took Zhou Zhou between campuses. Middle; we once rode it to Xindongan to watch a movie, cleverly avoiding the police at every intersection; I once rode it on the streets of Beijing late at night, Zhou Zhou sat behind the car and flew the kite very high ...However, when we went to eat "KFC" and parked it outside the door, the guy who shot quickly opened the lock and rode away. This bike has traveled more than 10,000 miles, and it has accompanied me to and from school every day since I was in the third grade of junior high school.I have ridden it to Xiangshan, to Miyun, and back and forth to Chaoyang and Haidian several times. Its dilapidated level is no different from a pile of scrap iron. However, it was recognized by a certain Bole Hui, who continued to dig it for me. potential. I think this Bole must be short of money on New Year's Eve. When he was having a hard time thinking about where to get some New Year's goods, my beloved mountain bike suddenly broke into his sight. After being busy, he rode on this originally locked mountain bike and flew away, disappearing into the vast crowd. After the bike was lost, my pain was quickly replaced by a strong sense of vengeance, and I decided to do the same to get one back.According to the transfer principle, if I stole A’s car, A then steals B, B then steals C, C then steals D, and so on, then one day the person who stole my car will be stolen by z Go, by this time, a cycle is basically completed, people who had cars at the beginning still have cars, and those who don't have cars still don't, and the normal traffic order of society will not be seriously affected by this. So, on a dark and stormy night, Yang Yang, Qi Sixin, I, and I first sneaked into the school factory, groped for some pliers, screwdrivers and other things in the dark, and then went to the carport to inspect a half-new second-hand car. The six men got murdered. Yang Yang and Qi Sixin were the first to do this, and they couldn't tolerate me, so they smashed the car's locks and punched them. I thought the situation was over, so I had to stand guard for them. After the warning sound was quieter, the fight was still so loud that I saw sparks shooting out of the locks in the dark. In the end, Yang Yang followed Qi Sixin, who was pushing the car, with the car lock that had been smashed to pieces, and the two of them walked towards me contentedly. To express my gratitude, I invited them to have a meal. We didn't bring our respective girlfriends. After all, the motivation for this dinner was not honorable. That meal cost 68 yuan, and later I learned at the black car market in Gangwa City that the bicycle of the same grade as the one I stole cost only 60 yuan there. I have learned a lesson from this incident, that is, don’t be too impulsive when doing things, and think twice before you act. Not only did you spend an extra eight yuan, but you also did a sneaky thing, and got a lot of favors. Lots of words of thanks for them.