Chapter 16 sorry i hurt myself

Boys always complacently share what they love with the girl they like. Boys, men all the same.This is a strong biological instinct. This biological instinct is usually successful in promoting cosmic succession, as it is the genuine, authentic focus that often wins girls over while showing their true passion.I was thinking, if I had already found the talent of writing novels at that time, nine out of ten, I should have really caught up with Jiayi. Speaking of it, the truth is earlier than when I told all the reporters in the future. When I got to college, I almost immediately started writing fiction.This is more or less crazy.

Without my own computer, I found a blank quiz paper and wrote down a martial arts story that I had conceived since the first grade of middle school.It was a huge martial arts story that I never forgot after watching Director Tsui Hark and starring Xu Guanjie.Later, when I read Jin Yong's martial arts novels, I copied the concepts of Dongxie, Xidu, Southern Emperor, Northern Beggar, and Zhong Shentong indiscriminately. I'm excited to start writing a novel. At the beginning of the story, a masked man in black broke into the Buddhist scriptures pavilion of Shaolin Temple to steal books. Unexpectedly, he started a fight with the monk who was guarding the classics.

As soon as the story set sail, it only sailed for one afternoon, and it failed with less than half a sheet of paper. The reason is very simple, that is, my leaping thinking seems to be unable to be completed with pen and paper. I like to write a sentence here and there, and the coherence between paragraphs quickly becomes problematic.And because it is the first time to formally write a novel, as long as I make a typo, I must carefully blot it out with Li Kebai, blow it dry, and then write.If there is a missing sentence to be filled in, I am also reluctant to use an interjection to make an ugly oblique line to fill it up. Instead, I use Li Kebai to erase and rewrite the entire sentence.The degree of prudence has seriously damaged my writing. After thinking about it, I might as well give up.

It's a good thing I didn't finish that story in the first place. He was such a perverted good guy, it would be a waste of money to leave it to me at the time to write. Writing novels is not enough to show off, but I still have Puma. I have a dream, that is to let Jiayi hug Puma, and then engrave that picture in my eyes. In the summer vacation of my sophomore year, apart from going back to Changhua to swim with my best friend for the whole summer, there was another highlight, that is, I asked Jiayi to come to my house to meet her future son, and then I taught her how to use the Internet. The BBS class on the road is convenient for contact... You must know that when I was in college, only one percent of the people in the world knew what surfing the Internet was, and one tenth of them really knew that the Internet would change the world.

"Shen Jiayi is coming to our house today?" Grandma asked. "Yeah." I said, the whole family knew that I liked her. "Ah, what time is it coming?" "Not sure, maybe one or two o'clock?" I will never forget that grandma moved a plastic chair from one o'clock in the afternoon, sat in front of the pharmacy shop listening to the radio, watched the streets full of people coming and going, and waited for her future granddaughter-in-law. And I also hugged Puma for a long time, forced it to take a reluctant bath, and made it refreshed. "Wait a while, behave well, be good, and don't get erections casually." I warned Puma who was in "Changqiu": "Also, the most important thing is, remember the smell of sister Jiayi, and when you are about to reincarnate, you will get an erection." Aim at her stomach, and rush in with one bang!"

Puma, although restless, generally agreed. Grandma was about to fall asleep waiting, and I fell unconscious several times while holding Puma in the chair. It was almost five o'clock when Jiayi appeared and greeted grandma who was just pretending to be sitting at the door. "Hey, it's too late, isn't it?" I wondered on my face, but was very happy in my heart. "Wow, is it the legendary Puma?" Jiayi squatted down and looked at the handsome dog lying on the ground. "If you want to hug... just hug!" I must have blushed, but I pretended to be stabbed.

"How do I hug?" Jiayi stretched out her hand, but she didn't know where to start. "Are you an idiot?" I grabbed Puma and stuffed it into her arms. That afternoon, Jiayi hugged Puma, who was a little uneasy but tried her best to pretend to be good, and listened to me give a BBS network usage class.I have been very happy. "In short, you can't do it without going to work. I know you are stupid, so I have registered an account for you. I have temporarily used your birthday as the password. After you log in to the system by yourself, you must change the password, otherwise it will be too easy to crack. !"I say.

"Okay, okay." Jiayi gently patted Puma who was about to fall asleep. Afterwards, we talked a lot about the clubs and school courses we each experienced after going to college. Jiayi is a good student who is positive and optimistic, and with me chasing her, it seems that there is no possibility of encountering any unpleasant things.I complained that a teacher in the department asked us to choose a stock for technical analysis and write a report when we didn't know anything about it. "The only good thing is that I'm beginning to understand stocks a little bit."

"Okay, then I will leave the investment to you." "...Huh? Later?" "That's right, after you figure it out, investing... I'll leave the investment to you." I must have been dizzy at that moment. I, who looks like a dick but is actually more timid than anyone else, even started talking about him, probably because Jiayi mustered up a lot of courage and pretended to say that sentence casually, so I had no choice but to start talking nonsense. Soon, Jiayi was leaving. "Thank you for teaching me to surf the Internet. I'm leaving." Jiayi carefully handed Puma back to me.

"Thank you for hugging Puma, this matter is very important to me." These are the words I can say from the bottom of my heart with the remaining courage. Watching Jiayi leave on a motorcycle, I felt indescribably satisfied in my heart. To meet her, to like her so much, to be good friends with her, wow, I am so lucky. "Next time I'll definitely ask her out, it's just the two of us." I swear. It must be because I get so thick-skinned now, say what I think, and go all out for what I want, because I don't want to miss the good opportunities in life again.You know, what God hates the most is the kind of idiot who has been receiving good news, but dare not make a move in the first place.

In the end, God will be so angry that he will throw a big pass. School starts again. In my sophomore year, Jiayi, who joined the Department of Feather Team, was getting more and more busy, while I organized a sensational event in the dark world of Jiaotong University, which has since become a classic event that some people believe and some people don't believe: "Nine Knives Cup Free Fighting Competition". At the end of the match, I called Jiayi in high spirits, showing off that I was wounded all over, but I still went forward to fight with my opponent to the end, which is an example of a man. Jiayi poured a big basin of cold water on me, and I was so angry that I yelled at her on the phone. Roaring, then aggrieved to shrink back. "I feel like I can't move on anymore." I cried out, "Shen Jiayi, I feel like I can't continue chasing you. I feel very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable." "Then stop chasing!" She was also very stubborn. When I liked Jiayi the most, I finally chose to give up.That night I wrote a long letter to Jiayi while weeping, telling her I'm sorry that I really can't continue.I am far less strong and confident than I imagined. This is life, not a romance novel. Sometimes you can't tell how an event ended, and after many years of hard thinking, you can't really find a decent reason except for the lack of fate and the wrong time.After all, there are no real reasons for many things in life, only explanations left. What I feel most sorry for is actually hearing me say that I like Puma, which Jiayi has been talking about for seven or eight years. "I'm sorry, the second brother will find the next girl. You will have to..." I held Puma, who was struggling desperately, and cried for several nights.