Chapter 22 Episode 2 Xu Xiaobo

From childhood to adulthood, Xu Xiaobo and Luo Qiqi are the same family; when we go out to play together, Qiqi is only willing to ride Xiaobo's broken bicycle and go to restaurants for dinner, Qiqi will always occupy the seat next to Xiaobo, no matter who comes; They watched videos together on the sofa, Xiaobo took Qiqi to watch Jet Li's, and Qiqi took Xiaobo to watch Audrey Hepburn's "Roman Holiday"; both of them like to read, and often one is lying on the sofa and the other is sitting In front of the desk lamp, each looked at each other, ignored each other, occasionally looked up at each other, sometimes the other party didn't notice it, sometimes they collided, smiled at each other, and continued to read their respective books...

Xu Xiaobo knows that he is a little different from all his friends, and Qiqi is a little different from them. That little difference makes him and Qiqi always get along very well, and makes him always think that they are a family. until that day. He came back from out of town and went to pick up Qiqi at the school gate, and saw Qiqi and a group of classmates walking out of the school gate. As soon as the literary eye was over, the school gate was full of people.Qiqi and a beautiful girl walked hand in hand, surrounded by a group of classmates.They were talking and laughing, and they walked dishonestly. You pushed me, I fucked you, yelled and yelled, and they didn't know what they said. A group of people laughed and laughed.

The lights at the school gate are very bright, clearly illuminating their vigor and splendor. In fact, this is not special, it is a scene that occurs every day on campus. But that is, he has been chasing very hard, but has been unable to get everything. Those vigor and splendors did not belong to him. For the first time, he realized that perhaps——Qiqi and he were not in the same family. He had been waiting for Qiqi for half the night, but at this moment, he hesitated.He didn't want to drag her out from the group of energetic classmates, because there was no such natural vitality and brightness in his world.

Qiqi is in high spirits, talking and laughing, she is the kind of mischievous and mischievous that can be seen by teachers, parents and classmates without a trace of darkness, let alone a trace of bitterness. Behind Qiqi is the gate of the school, which is solemn and solemn under the light, like a great guardian, gathering the strength of parents, teachers and the whole society to protect Qiqi and the others. He stared at the gate of the school, feeling a deep bitterness in his heart. This gate is easy for others to walk in, but for him, it is very difficult. Qiqi turned her head suddenly, her eyes swept over, before he could avoid her, her face suddenly lit up, and she rushed towards the opposite side of the road in surprise.

At that moment, he felt unspeakable joy, and the bitterness in his heart was swept away, as if a little hope flew across the road. He controlled his joy, for fear that it would be too obvious, and God would take it back if he saw it.From childhood to adulthood, he always knew that he was a child who was not favored by God. Qiqi asked him: "How long have you been waiting here? Why didn't you call me?" He smiled and said, "I just came here, just in time to see you coming out." Qiqi's classmates followed, and a group of people looked at him with strange eyes. They seemed to be able to tell at a glance that he was not of the same kind as them.

"Qiqi, hurry up, let's go eat Malatang together." The students called Qiqi. With him on one side and classmates on the other, Qiqi stood between them and hesitated, not knowing whether to be with her classmates or with him. Xiao Bo looked at the group of teenagers with bright eyes, and made a decision for Qi Qi, "Qi Qi, go play with your classmates." Xiao Bo turned and left with a smile. Under the dim street lights, Xiao Bo walked alone, silently. He knew that Qiqi was walking in the opposite direction to him, but that part was bright and flying, a joy blessed by everyone.

That's great! Suddenly footsteps sounded behind him, his heart skipped a beat, and before he could turn around, Qiqi jumped to his side, framing his arms, smiling like a flower. At that moment, he was deeply moved and joyful. He asked, "Didn't you go to eat Malatang?" "I like to eat mutton skewers." Qiqi expressed the importance of him in her heart without restraint, and told him her choice firmly. In his joy, he didn't think deeply about Qiqi's choice, or, at that time, he still had illusions, thinking that he could still realize his dream, and that he and Qiqi were still a family.

However, the last fantasy is also shattered. He does not need to shoulder the responsibilities he should bear. He cannot shirk all the responsibilities to others for his own dreams. People cannot live only for themselves, so he decided to smash his dreams to pieces. He is very clear that he will gradually become exactly the same as the people around him, he will gradually forget what kind of dream he had, he will no longer have that little bit of difference, but Qiqi still has it. Countless nights, he smoked a cigarette, in the lingering smoke, recalling the bits and pieces since the acquaintance.During the six years, he almost watched her grow up little by little. There were so many happy memories between them, and he also believed that Qiqi was very happy.But every time, he would always think of the scene he saw at the school gate that night, Qiqi was in high spirits, bright and happy.

For so many years, he always thought that he was taking care of this little girl, but now he suddenly discovered that it was actually the little girl who was taking care of him. Brother Li joked that he guarded Qiqi carefully like a miser, not allowing anyone to get involved. He always thought that he was protecting Qiqi like a big brother, but now he suddenly understands that he is not only protecting Qiqi, but also Qiqi. Himself, the deepest light in his heart. Whenever you look up, you can see her by your side, so no matter what you see when you look down, you will firmly believe that tomorrow will be better.

He always thought that Qiqi needed his protection, but in fact, it was only the light in his heart that was struggling all the time, and it would go out at any time if he was not careful, it was that light that needed protection. Qiqi does not need his protection, when he is not around, Qiqi soon has new friends, a new life, and is very happy. For so many years, maybe it was just a little selfishness in his heart that dragged her to be a family with him in their world, intentionally or unintentionally cutting off her chance to make friends with classmates. Now, will he continue to drag her to be a family with him?

He knows Qiqi's character very well, as long as he is here, Qiqi will never betray him, but he also knows her intelligence very well, as long as she uses her intelligence in the right way, she will definitely become a bright pearl. Qiqi still doesn't know what she wants, even if she stays in their world, she will never understand what she missed, let alone regret what she missed. But, he knows! He chose to break up with Qiqi! He knew that Qiqi was sad, and he took it more tenderly than her, because he not only carried his own sadness, but also carried hers. He knew that under the scorching sun, Qiqi would sit by the river and smoke all day long, one pack at a time, but he also knew that Qiqi would never regard decadence as her attitude towards life, don't ask him how he knew, he just Knowing, just like he knows that he will never compromise with God, no matter how God makes things difficult for him, he will definitely win. Qiqi entered high school, restrained all her rebelliousness, and began to be a good student. During this time, he was very tired. Brother Li was too impatient and too eager for success before, which caused the foundation to be unstable. When there was no accident, the flowers were blooming, and the fire was cooking oil. There was no problem. Once an accident happened, the cash flow was cut off. Falling like dominoes.All other businesses were transferred to others, and in the end only the karaoke hall and dance hall were kept. But in order to help Cuttlefish and him, Brother Li mortgaged Zaishui to usury, borrowed cash to clear up the relationship in the lawsuit, compensated the disabled by him, gave money and gifts to the bosses in the prison, and asked them to take care of him Squid, don't bully squid. Although the karaoke hall is operating normally, due to the impact of the case, the competition is now far more intense than before, and the business is not as good as before. The "good friends" are all standing by and waiting for an opportunity. It seems that they will bite their weaknesses and carve them up as soon as they turn around. Sometimes, he would be very scared, afraid that if they couldn't make it through, Brother Li would be chased and killed to collect debts; he was afraid that if he lost his care, even if the squid was not physically injured in prison, he would suffer psychologically; he was afraid that they would all die tomorrow. However, he can't let anyone know that he is afraid, otherwise those people will immediately pounce on him, and he can't let Brother Li know that he is afraid. Brother Li just believes in him, so he can still face everything with a smile, but he himself knows that he is very scared , I can't sleep well every night, and often wake up from nightmares. The next morning, I have to face everyone with a smile and confidence, and cover up my nervousness and fear with nonchalant indulgence. Sometimes, when he couldn't bear it anymore, he would go to the green forest by the river, sit deep in the small flower bed, and rest while smoking.Only at this time, he will relax the waist that has been stretched for a day, and make the smile that has been hanging for a day disappear. At ten o'clock, Qiqi would carry her schoolbag and stride through the path outside the green forest. Sometimes she was thinking deeply, and sometimes she was reciting English words. She was working hard for tomorrow. When he saw her, he would temporarily forget those fears and tensions, and only enjoy that moment of tranquility. One night, when he was resting by the green forest, he saw Zhang Jun. He didn't know what happened, he only saw Zhang Jun secretly following Qiqi, at first he thought that Qiqi had offended Zhang Jun, and for a few days, he went to the green forest to wait for Qiqi in advance, but later found out that it was not, Zhang Jun is escorting Qiqi home. He and Zhang Jun were very careful, but Qiqi didn't know what was going on, but she noticed something strange, and pretended to be very calm and shouted: "Xiao Bo, come out, I've seen you." He couldn't help laughing, but after laughing, he felt a little bitter, Qiqi still didn't understand that she and him were no longer a family, and—— never will be a family again! At that moment, three people were sad. Qiqi's face was full of unconcealable sadness, while walking, she was still looking around unwillingly: "Xiaobo, Xiaobo, come out!" Finally, she gave up, as if she suddenly lost all her energy, she walked slowly with her back hunched over, her head buried. Zhang Jun hid in the green forest, leaning against the big tree with his hands in his trouser pockets, staring up at the treetops, motionless. Knowing that Qiqi had disappeared at the intersection, Zhang Jun still maintained the same posture. Even Xiaobo could feel the sadness and loneliness in his heart. Amidst the surprise, Xiaobo began to understand his thoughts a little. Chi Chi's good. Xiao Bo stared at Zhang Jun with slight envy. In this circle, it is easy to fall, but it is difficult to be reborn, and this boy is so lucky that he can have a chance to start all over again, and now he and Qiqi are walking on the same road. Zhang Jun lowered his head and slowly walked out of the woods. Xiao Bo still sat, lit a cigarette, and exhaled a smoke ring. Watching the smoke clear away, it was like watching all the dreams he had once faded away slowly. When Qiqi's first midterm exam results came out, Brother Li was taken aback and said that he didn't expect Qiqi to be so good. There are more than 20 grades in No. 1 Middle School. This is a good result that many people yearn for, but Xiaobo knows that this is just Qiqi's take-off, and she is still groping for a direction. He stopped worrying about her and began to really integrate into his new identity, his new life. Unknowingly, the number of times he went to green the forest gradually decreased. But where does he go whenever the stress is high, or when he thinks about squid, and sits quietly in the dark, smoking a cigarette slowly. Qiqi has a new friend, a boy who looks very sunny. She also seems to have really begun to integrate into the new life. She even talked about the performances with the boys in a pictorial way. The boy next to her looked at her with admiration. Qiqi is becoming more and more like an ordinary good student, studying hard, caring about the class, actively participating in group activities, getting along well with classmates, having a group of good friends, maybe she will have a crush on a certain boy, maybe there will be a few more Boys have a crush on her. He's happy, very happy. Seeing her actively working hard, he suddenly felt a little ashamed. He was also working hard, but he was not active. There is no way to choose life, but the attitude towards life is always chosen by oneself. Doesn't he even have the courage to do so? He thought for a while, then put out the unfinished cigarette. The harder it is, the more you have to cherish yourself. This is the truth he gave Qiqi, but he himself has forgotten it. Since the squid accident, Xiaobo smoked a lot, drank a lot, and often ran out in the middle of the night to gamble and race cars.Brother Li didn't persuade him, he pretended not to care about anything, he has been a brother for so many years, he knows that Xiao Bo is not the kind of indulgent person. Xiao Bo is only 19 years old. People of his age are still enjoying life under the protection of his parents, but he has to think hard and bow his knees to make a living. If there is no channel for release, he may be crushed under heavy pressure. But I don't know when Xiaobo returned to normal, no longer drinking heavily, and no longer going out for racing. Song Peng asked puzzledly: "Xiao Bo, what stimulated you? Why did you suddenly stop smoking and drinking? Could it be that you have a housekeeper girlfriend?" Xiao Bo said with a smile, "It's because I don't have a girlfriend that I want to treat myself better." Everyone roared with laughter, no one took Xiao Bo's words seriously, Brother Li looked at Xiao Bo and laughed, this is Xiao Bo!Everything will be better! I don't know why Xiaobo begged Song Jie, Song Jie guaranteed him, Xiaobo borrowed money from scratch, and opened a roller skating rink. Something happened, Li Ge was not surprised, Song Jie is not an ordinary person, he is very good at judging people, knowing that helping Xu Xiaobo at this time, in exchange for Xiaobo's gratitude to him for the rest of his life, the object of his investment is not business, but Xu Xiaobo. Xiaobo this person.Brother Li himself is a veteran, so he understands Song Jie's approach very well. Xiaobo cherishes this opportunity Song Jie gave him very much, and he is very desperate. In order to save money for decoration, he hired migrant workers. Chinese migrant workers are the most honest people, but they are also the most treacherous people. Their simple dialectical psychology is, You people in the city are very civilized. With the money you give me, I work as little as possible, which means I earn. No matter whether you are swearing or being polite, they all stick to their principles under the seemingly honest and honest attitude. Belief. After watching the construction site for a few days, Xiaobo understood everything, moved the bedding into the construction site, lived and ate with migrant workers, got up earlier than them every day, worked till the latest, and did not hesitate to do any physical work , when he was carrying the glass, his hands were scratched and bleeding, he didn't say a word, and the next day he carried a shovel to dig the gutter, one blood bubble after another, he didn't say a word of nonsense other than ordering the task, he just buried his head in his work , Working hard, the simple side of the migrant workers brothers was stimulated, and they really mustered up their strength to start working. Instead, they turned around and persuaded Xiaobo to rest. When Xiaobo said something in a calm voice, they all immediately implement. The roller skating rink was renovated before the weather got hot, and once the business opened, it was very good. Brother Li knew that they had finally survived the worst days and survived.This is not just the success of a roller skating rink. Song Jie watched everything from beginning to end. Surrounded by wolves, they finally won a partner with insight, ability and connections. Xiaobo puts all his thoughts on the roller skating rink, and stays there every day, trying countless ways to attract customers, and the profit of the roller skating rink is rising steadily. In the summer vacation, after the students are on vacation, the business of the roller skating rink is getting better and better, especially at night, sometimes it is necessary to limit ticket sales. On the day when Qiqi came to deliver the gift, Brother Li happened to be at the roller skating rink, and called from the karaoke hall, saying that someone had left a letter for Brother Xiaobo. Xiao Bo was busy, so Brother Li ordered: "Whoever comes later, just bring the letter along." Later, when he was busy, he forgot about it. In the evening, the two brothers were eating lunch in the office while chatting, Xiao Bo suddenly saw the envelope on the table, picked it up, and asked, "What is this?" "Oh, say someone sent you a letter." Xiao Bo smiled and said, "Why does it feel round and hard, like a grenade?" "As he spoke, he tore open the envelope, shook it, and dropped out a pine cone and a stone. Brother Li laughed when he saw it, "What is this?" Xiao Bo stopped laughing, his eyes were thoughtful, and he shook the envelope again, and a small note fell out. Brother Li naturally had no concept of privacy, so he leaned over to look, there was no address, no signature, just one sentence. "Pine cones under the Great Wall in Beijing, stone flakes on Laoshan Mountain in Qingdao." He became more and more surprised, "What is this?" Xiao Bo took a look at the pine cones and stone flakes, put them back in the envelope, and then started to eat, as if he didn't care, "Gifts from Qiqi." "how do you know?" "I heard from Song Peng that she was selected to participate in the summer camp and would go to Beijing and Qingdao." "Then what is she trying to say by sending this? It means that she has been to the Great Wall and Mount Lao?" Xiao Bo didn't speak, but buried his head in his meal, couldn't see his expression clearly, and after a while he said lightly: "She should have kept a pinecone and a piece of stone for herself, she thinks it's as if we shared everything, just like before It’s like watching a video and listening to a song together.” Brother Li couldn't speak, so he ate in silence for a while, and suddenly said: "Otherwise, you should go to the university entrance exam!" Xiao Bo looked up at Brother Li, with no expression on his face, and said to Brother Li very gently: "Fuck you!" Li Ge knew that he was really angry, so he stopped talking, and said with a smile: "I said something wrong, eat, eat!" Song Peng was thirteen years younger than Song Jie, almost two generations, and his personality was completely different from Song Jie's, so it was impossible to tell that they were brothers. Song Peng is very aggressive, and he also knows that he has the capital to be aggressive, and his catchphrase is "People are not frivolous and useless to young people", but he restrains his arrogance in front of Xiaobo's gentleness and tranquility, and gets along well with Xiaobo. Song Peng has become obsessed with manipulating the spotlight these days. He likes to lie in front of the window and pick the target. People are happy to be illuminated, and Song Peng has even more fun. Xiao Bo sat on the sofa and read the newspaper while chatting with Song Peng every sentence. Song Peng didn't know what he saw. He didn't speak for a long time, and stared down intently, "Xiaobo, do you have a telescope?" Xiao Bo pointed to the drawer, and Song Peng picked up the binoculars and looked down, laughing while watching. "looking at what?" "Student, I found out that there is adultery between some people." Xiao Bo smiled, didn't care, and continued to flip through the newspaper. After Xiaobo finished flipping through the newspaper, Song Peng was still reading it with binoculars.Xiaobo stood up, stretched his waist, walked to the window, and casually looked at the roller skating field. Song Peng chuckled slyly, put down the binoculars, and went to fiddle with the spotlight. Xiao Bo piled up the shadows in the window glass, doing circle machine movements, exercising his muscles and bones, and suddenly saw a familiar person under the spotlight——Qi Qi. Qiqi was roller skating with a man, and suddenly she was illuminated by a light, and she was so startled that she almost fell down. Fortunately, the man moved quickly and supported her.Qiqi was obviously very upset, and hurried to hide away, trying to avoid the light, but Song Peng continued to chase her with the light, with a wicked smile on his face. Even if Xiaobo couldn't see clearly, he could still imagine the impatience in Qiqi's eyes, he smiled and said to Song Peng: "Don't play, this light is only for good skaters, if you break the rules, it will be difficult to manage in the future. " Song Peng said angrily: "Let her go!" He moved the spotlight away and searched for a new target. Xiaobo picked up the binoculars and saw Qiqi slid to the corner, resting against the railing. Zhang Jun slid angrily in front of her, didn't know what to say, turned around angrily and slid away. Qiqi looked at the roller skating rink silently, probably feeling that no one around her knew her, her mask was a little loose, and her expression became a little sad. Xiao Bo was puzzled, didn't she just go to Beijing and Qingdao to play?It should be very happy. I looked away from the binoculars and looked at the roller skating rink. The spotlight was cast on a pair of men and women who skated very well, and the figures of the two were very lively and moving, and they were also acquaintances - Zhang Jun was playing pair skating with a beautiful girl. Xiaobo picked up the binoculars again, looked at Qiqi, and began to understand where her sadness came from. After Qiqi looked at it for a while, she suddenly rushed into the roller skating rink by herself, skating almost crazily. Xiaobo's binoculars were chasing her figure, he could understand her feeling at this moment, trying to get rid of all the unpleasantness, wanting to leave everything behind, but——his heart beat, and he watched Qiqi move backwards fall. Protect your head! Qiqi didn't do anything, just fell so heavily on the concrete floor. Because of the telescope, the picture clearly flashed before his eyes, and he felt as if Qiqi had fallen in front of him, and he subconsciously stretched out his hand, trying to grab her. Under the spotlight, Zhang Jun glides happily with his female partner without realizing it, and dances to the music, without knowing Qiqi's sadness at this time. Qiqi lay alone on the cold concrete floor, unable to move. Under the telescope, the pain on her face was very clear. Xiaobo suddenly took away the telescope. Song Peng chased after Zhang Jun under the spotlight, noticed Xiao Bo's strangeness, and glanced sideways at Xiao Bo, "What's wrong?" Xiao Bo smiled, "Nothing." He picked up the binoculars again. A young couple stopped beside Qiqi, helped her up, and sent her to the rest area.Qiqi hugged her head, hunched her shoulders, and sat on the bench, like a wounded little animal.After a long while, she raised her head, her eyes followed the beam of the spotlight, mysteriously sad and confused. Suddenly, she stood up and walked out of the roller skating rink. Xiao Bo threw down the binoculars and said to Song Peng: "I'm going out to buy something." As soon as he got to the door, he turned back and moved the spotlight away from Zhang Jun. He searched the crowd and stopped at a bunch of young couples. body, and said to the younger brother who was playing music: "Have someone give them the best drink and fruit plate for free." Xiaobo looked at Qiqi from a distance, watched her buy an ice cream, took the ice cream, smiled at the air contact, and said stubbornly to himself that he just wanted to laugh and not cry! Slowly and with great effort, she actually managed to make herself laugh, even into a smile, while humming a song, looking very happy. But he was very uncomfortable. If he could, how much he wished to be with her so that she could cry aloud without forcing himself to be strong. But, he can't! He could only watch her fall to the ground alone, climb up alone, swallow back her tears alone, and face the world with a smile alone. Growth is accompanied by pain, and strength is a thick callus formed by layers of wounds. Qiqi walked up and down, like a happy bird. No matter how many difficulties she encounters, she will definitely overcome them with courage and strength. He followed her, staring at her stubborn back, feeling sad, relieved, and proud. A bicycle passed by him. The people on the bicycle looked at Qiqi attentively and slowed down. After passing by Qiqi, the owner stopped the bicycle and greeted Qiqi. It was Chen Jin, who had just become the provincial champion. . Chen Jin pushed the bicycle to Qiqi's side. Because there were no vehicles on the road, it was very quiet, and there happened to be a favorable wind, and the conversation between the two reached Xiaobo's ears verbatim. Qiqi said: "I went to see the list this morning, congratulations." Chen Jin is not interested in talking about his grades, but is very concerned about Qiqi's grades: "I saw your grades last semester, are you shocked? Are you still persisting?" Xiaobo was a little surprised. It turned out that this was also a person who knew that Qiqi hadn't really taken off yet. Qiqi's voice was a bit frustrated, "I'm persevering, but it's very hard, and sometimes I don't understand what I'm insisting on." "When you get to the top of the mountain, you will understand. If you give up halfway, then you will never understand. Never give up! Once you give up for the first time, your life will be used to quitting when you are difficult, but if you overcome In the past, your life was used to sailing against the wind and waves, and it seemed like a simple choice, but in fact it had a huge impact, and it was a completely different life." I don't know how much Qiqi understands these words, but Xiaobo has a little respect for this genius. This is not a nerd who only knows how to read, but a real wise fighter for life. After chatting with Qiqi for a while, Chen Jin was about to leave by bicycle, and asked Qiqi if he wanted to take her home. Xiaobo hoped that Qiqi would agree, but Qiqi refused. "Goodbye!" Chen Jin left on his bicycle. "I wish you a happy college life!" Qi Qi yelled at Chen Jin. Chen Jin turned around with a smile, "I'll be waiting for you at Tsinghua University." Xiao Bo didn't know why, when he heard this sentence, he stopped abruptly, and then continued walking after a long while, unconsciously, his body shrunk further into the darkness. In the dark night, the only light source is one street lamp after another, neatly arranged along the sidewalk, guiding people in the direction. Qiqi walked under the street lamp, as long as she kept walking, she would surely reach a happy and warm home with bright lights all the way. The world outside the street lamps is dark, gloomy, and blurry. When walking, one foot is deep and one foot is shallow. Even the person walking does not know what the next foot will step on, and where the front will lead. Xiao Bo walks in the world beyond the street lamps. He has the courage to walk out of his own path, and he is confident that he will reach the bright shore, but he does not want Qi Qi to enter this world. For Qi Qi, a person like Chen Jin is A good teacher and helpful friend, that is her companion. One bright, one dark. They will eventually go farther and farther. This night, Xu Xiaobo realized clearly for the first time that Qiqi would soon go to a distance that he couldn't reach. After the new semester of the second year of high school started, Qiqi was no longer alone after school, and Zhang Jun sent her home. Xu Xiaobo didn't go to sit and rest by the flower bed in the green forest for a long time, and he almost never saw Qiqi again. He heard that Qiqi fell in love and fell in love again. One is a former gangster, and the other is the first grader in No. 1 Middle School. The love between the two is vigorous and well known. Brother Li was very angry, angry at Zhang Jun daring to dump Qiqi, angry at Qiqi's stupidity, not because he didn't know who Zhang Jun was, and would fall in love with Zhang Jun. What Xiaobo didn't realize was that Zhang Jun had failed Qi Qi. Men and women are different. Women can love a man with looking up, but it is difficult for a man to love a woman. At least Zhang Jun can't do it now. Zhang Jun has tried his best. It's just that he was tired, so he let Qiqi fly, and let himself live. Qiqi must have been injured, but she must have also injured Zhang Jun. This is just a growth without win or lose. The number of times he went to the green forest increased again, and beside Qiqi was the sunny boy he had seen before. The boy thought of a way to make Qiqi laugh. Xiaobo couldn't help smiling, he believed that Qiqi would get better, because she had friends who cared and cared for her. Xiaobo felt that everything was stable, and quietly waited for the final college entrance examination. After the college entrance examination, he didn't inquire about Qiqi's results. He had been waiting for three years, and he wasn't anxious about these few days. However, when Song Jie was helping his younger brother Song Peng to inquire about the grades, he also knew about Luo Qiqi's grades, so he casually said at the dinner table, "This time the No. Song Peng said dissatisfiedly, "Luo Qiqi!" Brother Li was miraculously excited, staring at Xiaobo, but he didn't seem to hear it, his expression didn't change at all, he just picked up the wine bottle and filled himself slowly, then drank it in one gulp. There was guilt and apology in Li Ge's eyes, Xiao Bo smiled and poured him a glass of wine, and patted him on the shoulder, good brother, don't say who owes who! Brother Li immediately picked up the wine glass and drank it.Good brother, everything speaks for itself! Song Jie laughed, "What charades are you two brothers playing?" On the day when the results of the college entrance examination were announced, Brother Li put down the things at hand and came to find Xiao Bo at noon to accompany him to watch the results, but he was busy with one thing after another until the afternoon. Brother Li asked, "Is it possible to leave now?" "Eat first, I'm starving to death! The list is posted there, and I can't run away. When can't I read it?" Brother Li sighed and didn't force him, "Then let's eat first!" Brother Li can also understand Xiaobo's thoughts. Seeing Qiqi's results with his own eyes is actually the final farewell. From then on, that little girl flew out of their world completely and has no contact with them. Went to a Sichuan restaurant, Xiao Bo ordered a stewed pork with preserved vegetables and steamed pork with lotus leaf powder, both of which were time-consuming dishes, served very slowly, taking two hours for a meal. After the two of them finished their meal, it was already dark. Brother Li drove straight to No. 1 Middle School, but before reaching the school gate, Xiao Bo suddenly said, "Stop!" Brother Li didn't know what was wrong, so he immediately turned the car into the boulevard and parked on the side of the road. Looking out from the car window, I could just see the school gate of No. 1 Middle School through the gap between the trees. The setting sun had already set, and only the last afterglow made the sky half-bright, rendering layers of cool blue. The lights at the school gate were already on. Two girls stood side by side at the school gate, looking up at the red list. One of them was Chi Chi. They have been standing in front of the list, not knowing what they are doing. After a long time, when it was completely dark, the two of them finally left. They walked along the school wall. Qiqi kept smiling and talked to the girl beside her, but as she walked, she suddenly Started to cry, even the smile on the face was still there, but the tears kept surging. The girl next to her noticed that Qiqi was crying, her eyes quickly swept away from Qiqi's face, and she looked into the distance, pretending to be ignorant. Qiqi cried as she walked, passing by their car, in the darkness, she didn't notice the car parked behind a row of willow trees. Brother Li pushed Xiaobo, but Xiaobo didn't move, he just lowered his head and looked around for cigarettes. Brother Li threw him a pack of cigarettes. After Xiao Bo finished smoking a cigarette, he opened the door and got out of the car, and walked quickly to the school gate to see the red list. Luo Qiqi The big characters with hot gold powder are at the top of the red list, very dazzling and very airy. Brother Li turned on the stereo casually, and drove the car slowly. When he got behind Xiaobo, he stopped the car, rolled down the window, and smoked silently. Xiao Bo stood motionless, staring at the red list for a long time. Brother Li could only see his straight back, but he had no idea what his expression was or what he was thinking. There was a low voice singing in the carriage, gently rippling in the summer evening wind. Brother Li didn't pay attention at first, but he listened to it, and he was in a daze. He even forgot to smoke, and let it burn slowly between his fingers. Who is knocking on my window Who is plucking the strings That forgotten time gradually rises out of my heart Who is knocking on my window Who is twitching the strings The happy scene in memory slowly emerges in my mind The slowly falling rain kept hitting my window, only the silent me, from time to time I thought about who was knocking on my window and who was shaking the strings, the happy scene in my memory slowly emerged in my mind The slowly falling rain kept hitting my window, only the silent me, from time to time I thought about who was knocking on my window and who was shaking the strings, the happy scene in my memory slowly emerged in my mind The happy scene in memory slowly came to my mind.