Chapter 30 5. She said that she couldn't find someone to love, so she would rather live her life without a fixed place.

Lu Qiming stood where he was, looking at me coldly, colder than the wind at the end of summer. The moment I saw his eyes, my resentment, grievance, and depression suddenly disappeared.His eyes were so cold, the once deep affection disappeared. I suddenly didn't know what my emotions, my pain, and my insomnia all night had anything to do with him. When I stood there in a daze, not knowing how to speak, Michu and the others followed behind me. Mi Chu pointed to Lu Qiming and said, Lu Qiming, let me tell you, don't push your nose just because Luo Shi likes you.Good for yourself?I think this sentence is the most suitable for you.From now on, please take care of yourself, don't keep showing up in front of us with your new girlfriend, you are not tired, the audience is tired of looking at it!

I stepped forward to hold Michu and motioned her to stop talking, because I saw the sadness in Lu Qiming's eyes slowly spreading like a tide.He stood in the night wearing a white shirt. He was still the tall and straight boy in my heart, so I still couldn't bear it, and I didn't want to see him feel a little sad.In that way, I will be more sad than him. But at this moment, Lu Qiming spoke up. He looked at me fixedly, Lin Luoshi, do you have anything to say? I looked up at him in surprise, wondering what he meant.What do you expect me to say?Happy breakup?Wish you happy?I sighed and shook my head.

Don't you need to take responsibility for the mistakes you made?Lu Qiming still stared at me firmly. I am stunned, what did I do wrong? Zhang Nala pulled Lu Qiming up, Qi Ming... let's go. Lu Qiming looked at me disappointedly and said, we have separated, please respect my feelings and my girlfriend in the future.If anything like today happens again, I'm not going to call it a day. Hold!Mi Chu screamed in dissatisfaction, Lu Qiming, what does it mean to respect your girlfriend!Offer your girlfriend there every day like a Buddha statue?When you see her, you have to serve tea and water to give up your seat?You are too damn dare to think!

I ignored Mi Chu's screams, and asked Lu Qiming in a cold voice, what are the "things of today" you refer to? Zhang Nala pulled Lu Qiming again, and said with difficulty, Qi Ming... let's go. I'm pointing at her and yelling, you shut up! Then I looked at Lu Qiming intently, Qi Ming, tell me, what is it? Lu Qiming looked at me incredulously, the ice in his eyes became more and more frozen, he said, Luo Shi, why did you become like this?The last time Michu hit Nora, I haven't finished the calculation, but you did it again tonight. Do you think she is easy to bully? !

I do it?I looked at everyone blankly. Tonight, I have been sitting at the table without making a move. Everyone can see it most clearly! After saying this, I suddenly realized something, I went out first, then went back and didn't see Zhang Nala, and then she came back with half of her face covered... the time in between... Yep, enough for me to get my hands dirty... I laughed. Michu and the others probably thought of this as well, and kept looking at me.I lowered my head and smiled so bitterly that tears were about to flow out.I whispered to them, I didn't, I really didn't.

In such a stalemate, Su Lie, who had been silent all this time, suddenly ran to Zhang Nala and asked, where did she hit you? Zhang Nala pointed to the right cheek inexplicably. "Snapped"! When this crisp sound sounded, everyone froze in place. Su Lie stood there with her arms folded, and said coldly, since Luo Shi took such a scapegoat, there was no reason not to do it, and I did it for her. I think Zhang Nala was born to be an actress, and just after Su Lie slapped her, her tears fell like broken beads. Lu Qiming looked at Su Lie with burning eyes, and clenched his hands tightly, but he couldn't do it. He was a man, and Su Lie had helped him too much.

When he replaced his father to take over the family business, Su Lie introduced too many clients to him. At this time, the gourd who had been waiting for us in the bar also came out. He saw this scene, gave us a wink, and asked us to pull Su Lie back, then walked up to Lu Qiming, grabbed him and said, Qi Ming, Don't worry about these lunatics, let's go, my buddies will take you back. Zhang Nala wiped her eyes sensiblely, and said pitifully, Qi Ming, let's go. Lu Qiming looked at her guiltily, and finally looked back at me disappointedly, and I looked back at him not to be outdone.

It wasn't until their figures disappeared into the night that I squatted down weakly, and my stomach ached again. Mi Chu helped me, and said angrily, fuck, you are protecting that bitch with green light all over your head!The brain is sick! Chihiro said, don't say that he has a brain disease. The prerequisite for a brain disease is to have a brain first. Su Lie turned around and said seriously, Luo Shi, I always thought Zhang Nara was quite ordinary before, and I didn't know how Qi Ming was with her, but what happened tonight really made me look at her with admiration.I don't know how she provoked you and Qi Ming to leave, but I think everyone needs to remind Qi Ming.

Su Lie has always regarded me as a younger sister, and similarly, she also regarded Lu Qiming as a brother.Although my breakup with Lu Qiming caused a gap between her and him, but I know that she always hopes that we can reconcile.I thought about it and nodded. Su Lie said that she, Mi Chu, and Qianxun would take me home first. I said, I want to go by myself.The three of them looked at each other. I smiled, don't worry, I won't commit suicide. Su Lie said, it's so late, how can we rest assured that you are like this. I laughed, I will take a taxi after walking a few steps by myself, don't worry about me, I just want to be alone.I said while pushing them to the car.

Mi Chu said, how about I accompany you. No, no, please let me go.I waved at them. Su Lie looked at me, shook his head, and dragged Michu and Qianxun away in a compromised manner. I walked alone on the cold street, holding my shoulders tightly, trying to be warmer.The road is deserted and the street lights are silent. In front of a closed store, I tapped a few cans of beer from the vending machine.After drinking it, I suddenly became interested, using this can as a sandbag, jumping around and throwing it around in the composition I imagined, just like the game called hopscotch I played when I was a child.

In fact, when I was young, this game was the last thing I liked to play, because I felt that people were always confined in a few imaginary lines, and the feeling of being trapped was extremely hard. It wasn't until I grew up that I gradually understood that life is actually like jumping across the grid, step by step, step by step, even if you win, it's over, and you will return to the original point in the end.All in all, you can't escape this orderly grid, just like you can't escape this bright universe. There are more and more cans of sandbags, and I gradually feel a little bit drunk. I sat on the ground and arranged them into a heart shape, just like the circle of candles that Lu Qiming placed for me at Christmas back then, but I struggled so hard that I couldn't form them because there were too few soda cans. I was anxious and impatient, and suddenly felt that if I couldn't make a heart shape, it would prove that Lu Qiming and I were not destined. Finally, I came up with a good idea, walked to the vending machine unsteadily, put money in, exchanged a few cans of beer and came out. I looked at the heart shape I made out of soda cans with satisfaction.It's so sad, I'm just in my own hallucination, thinking that if I put together a complete heart, Lu Qiming will appear. The smile turned into a wry smile, I lowered my head, and tears fell. To this day, I still can't get out of the three words "Lu Qiming".what to do?what should I do? I gulped down the beer, but at this moment my hand was suddenly grabbed. I raised my head with tears in my eyes, and a familiar figure appeared in front of my eyes. Is it hallucination?Is it because God knows that I am suffering, so he takes care of me? I opened my mouth in a daze, smelling of alcohol, but still shouted very clearly, Qi Ming... Then, the tears kept falling.