Chapter 62 fifty six

In those days, Xi Lan fell into a boundless coma, and the shock on the roof made her frail body more fragile like glass.Baichu has always been by her side, and I, with all kinds of heartbreak, have been by his side as well. One day, Ji Rongge came to see Wu, and after he left, Baichu suddenly felt very sad in front of me, he looked at me, lonely and insecure, Mo Chun, Xi Lan didn't know if he would never wake up again, If she is gone and you leave me, I will never be happy. I looked at this man and suddenly wanted to smile wryly. He was like a child, saying to his mother, Mom, I want to eat this big white rabbit toffee, and I also want to eat that oooh toffee!

Destiny is always a ring.I feel that Mo Fan owes Xi Lan, and naturally he owes Bai Chu, so I want to repay it for him. Bai Chu. Oh, yes, Bai Chu. I hypnotized myself over and over again, told myself, hinted to myself. This man Baichu is still the man who makes me laugh and cry in my sleep. I can't forget and let go! So, I lowered my head, looked at Baichu, felt the kind of pain that would never be forgiven to Ji Rongge in my heart, and said softly to him, I will never leave you!I will always be with you! Baichu just stared at me blankly, her eyes lit up with hope! In this way, I spend a lot of time by his side with Xi Lan.

However, my eyes would wander away from him for no reason, and then I would be in a daze, and then my chest would ache and tear.At this moment, I remembered that I was still wearing the ring Ji Rongge gave me on my chest.So, I forcibly tore off the red silk thread, and there was a red mark on my neck, which was given to me by him, an irreparable scar. And my chest still hurts. Ji Rongge still comes to me often, he always tries hard to untangle the knot left on the roof of the building that day. But how can I forget? Forget that huge delicate flower bloomed on Mo Fan's head. How can I accept, accept the embrace of a man whose hands are covered with Mo Fan's blood?How to accept Mo Fan's salty tears in a man's kiss?How to tell our children in the future that your uncle died at the hands of your father?

One day, I filled my cheeks with the box of mousse blush that Mo Fan left me, and smiled coldly at Ji Rongge who came to see me. He looked at me with guilt and distress in his eyes, and stretched out his hand, trying to wipe off the red marks on my face. I just smiled at him faintly, and I said, don't move, it's Mo Fan's blood. His hands fell in the air, and his eyes were in pain! I smiled and laughed, and wept. I returned the ring and the red silk thread that he had worn on my chest with such tenderness and care. At that moment, his eyes dimmed. Ji Rongge couldn't see me, so he stayed with Mai Le all day.

He made her laugh, expecting to see my old appearance from her smile.Suddenly, one day, when he was pushing Mi Le for a walk in the shade, I had a very weird idea in my mind. In this world, is there any man who can give Mai Le peace, stability and happiness? In the past, she bet all her future happiness on me; but now, what can I give her in return?Since my mistake caused her to lose her happiness, then let me leave the person I love the most to her, let him replace me, and return her happiness! So, I put the cufflink of the peace charm that has been hanging on my chest on Mai Le's neck, and I think it will protect the most important girl in my life for me.

So, that day, I kissed Baichu in the garden. As I kissed and kissed, I thought I was so in love with this man that I couldn't get it back! Then, I turned around and smiled at Ji Rongge with a flowery smile.I said, this man is the happiness that I can never let go of.This is my choice, not for anything, just because I met him before you. Ji Rongge's eyes were filled with pain, but he was speechless.How he didn't know, it was just an excuse.Between him and me, Mo Fan's death is like a curse that can never be shaken off, even if we escape to any place in the world, we can't escape the punishment of this curse.

So, he said, ok Mo Chun, I got it. He said, I see.Then, turn around and leave. As smart as him, as sharp as him, as calm as him, as rational as him, why don't you know what kind of stomach I have placed? Finally, he said, Mo Chun, I will give you happiness!I give happiness to anyone around you!This is what I owe your family!After speaking, he looked at Mai Le, who was counting the sunshine with his fingers at that time.He bowed his head and said lightly, starting today, I will buy you the best clothes, eat the best food, and live in the best house. Then, he looked back at me and said, I will give her all the happiness I can give you!I want you to live by Baichu's side with peace of mind and care about her forever!Mo Chun, is this what you want?

After speaking, he pushed her and left. It only left me with a back that I can never let go of. God, it's getting dark like this.