Chapter 21 Fifteen, I don't want to tear myself apart!

After Ji Rongge was trampled away by me, I sat in the hospital until dawn that night.Baichu's face dangled in front of my eyes, and when I touched it lightly, it shattered into pieces, like a dream. I have always been superstitious about dreams coming true.However, good dreams are actually broken for us to see. The next day, when I took Mai Le away, Ji Rongge was at the hospital gate together with his "horse".He slowly lowered the car window, poked his head out, and the morning breeze gently kissed his pure black hair and his pure black eyes. He shook the student ID card in his hand at me, looked tired, and said indifferently, he forgot to throw it to you yesterday.

Listen, he actually said, "throw" it to me. Then, he looked at me and Mai Le pretending to be unintentional, curled his lips, and said, let's give you a ride by the way. When I saw him, I was shocked and thought, could it be that he is here to fight back against me? But later, when I heard his kind words, I couldn't help laughing. Could it be that I stomped him from a local ruffian to a good man?Or is he going to drive me and Mai Le to die together in order to avenge me? Ji Rongge glanced at me, as if he had seen through my little thoughts, and there was a faint trace of disdain in the corner of his eyes, as if he was laughing at my suspicion.

In the back seat, Mai Le's eyes kept wandering out of the window. The scenery passing by the car window was galloping like a picture, and he couldn't grasp it in his hands and couldn't warm his heart. I looked up and occasionally met Ji Rongge's eyes in the rearview mirror.Actually, I really want to apologize for my behavior last night. Actually, I'm not such an unreasonable girl. It's just that the sudden incident on Mai Le made me completely dumbfounded.I never thought that one day, me, and Mai Le, would encounter such a thing. Never thought of that. At noon, I went to the cafeteria and bought a full serving of chicken soup for Mai Le, and brought it to her.Mai Le has been in a daze, his eyelashes fell quietly to the bottom of his eyes, thin, like a swan with its wings broken.

She was in a daze. Then, he turned his head and asked me, do you know everything? I nodded silently, and my long hair slowly fell to my neck. Suddenly, I hesitated for a moment, thinking of the recent incident of Mai Le refusing to drink, I asked her very carefully, I said, Mai Le, did you know yourself... the following words, I choked back . Mai Le nodded, looked out of the window blankly, and then looked at me blankly.Finally, he turned his head and looked out the window. At noon that day, Mai Le drank the soup very slowly, took a sip, and stared blankly for a while. I dare not ask her, Mai Le, what are you going to do?I am afraid that if this question is asked, no one will be able to answer it.

I suddenly understood why Mai Le suddenly quit smoking and drinking these days, why he would rather be blamed than touch that glass of wine.She is using her lowest posture to protect a mass of flesh and blood that will be stripped from her body at any time. In the afternoon, the weather suddenly became extremely cold, and I curled up on the bed with Mai Le all the time.Her pointed chin rested on my shoulder, driving into my flesh like a sharp nail. She asked me what I wanted to ask her, Mo Chun, what should I do? I was speechless, I could only look at her stupidly, eyes full of distress.

Suddenly, her body shook violently, and her emotions became extremely agitated, Mo Chun, I want to drop out of school!I just won't live, I must keep it!I must!I don't want to tear myself apart!don't want! After speaking, she turned pale, jumped out of bed, put on her leather boots and left. I went forward to pull her, but she pushed my hand away, smiling confusedly, with a pale face.Mo Chun, I'm fine.I just go to the man, I go beg him to tell me, what should I do?what should I do! I said word by word, then, I will accompany you! Mai Le shook his head, and pushed me back to the dormitory step by step, her eyes were unusually dark, Mo Chun, you remember, it has nothing to do with this man, I don't want him to marry me, I just have nothing to do, I just I want to ask him, what should I do?I really don't know what to do.

After finishing speaking, she ran out of the bedroom without looking back.I leaned against the window and watched her until she disappeared into the gray sky like a speck of dust. But at this moment, I can't become a castle, giving this tiny piece of dust a quiet corner.Thinking of this, my heart hurts like being bitten by my two dogs, Prince and Baylor! Just when my tears were about to fall, Ji Rongge called. The gentle and elegant man looked like he had taken rat poison, and said, Mo Chun, you bastard, get out of here! As soon as I heard it, I immediately went crazy. I thought, I was going to cry, but you insulted me at the beginning. Do you think holding back tears is turning off the faucet?

At that time, I was going crazy, so I yelled at him, and I said, is there something wrong with you, you toss me twice for three days, my old lady gave you a slap and a kick, if you have the ability, give it to me come over!I put my face in front of you and you pull it back!We owe nothing to each other! Ji Rongge had no intention of giving in at all, and then he threw me a sentence that made me tremble, he said, Yu Mochun, who are you, Yu Mofan?Do you want me to send him to you, or to the police station!