Chapter 3 3. Searching on the asphalt road

From then on, Huang Xiaoshi had a round bald scar with a diameter of one centimeter on her head.Therefore, she never loosened her hair again, but kept her ponytail tightly tied to hide the scars that a girl would most like to be known. For this, I am so guilty and sorry.However, I dare not say anything to Huang Xiaoshi, although we are such good friends.I'm afraid that if I mention this scar again, it will remind her of that night again, and the overwhelming sadness again. Every time, in the dormitory, after Huang Xiaoshi finished washing her hair, she would sit by the window and comb her hair quietly, very quietly.At this time, I looked up, the estranged sunlight diffused over the flower vines on the wall of the dormitory, and the light and shadow fell on her fine hair through the window. At this time, the bald scar on her head would be sharp and clear like a dagger pierced my eyes.

I didn't tell anyone, even Mai Le, even my dearest grandma, as long as I saw the bald scar on Huang Xiaoshi's head, I felt such a painful pain in my heart. And at this time, Huang Xiaoshi, who was combing her hair in front of the window, was very sensitive to find that I was looking at her, so she would hastily and frantically tie up her wet hair, and a gentle stubbornness flashed in her beautiful pupils. However, I know how big a scar this bald scar is to a sixteen or seventeen-year-old girl. If, I tell you, except when washing her hair, Huang Xiaoshi's hair is loose, and other times it is tightly tied into a ponytail to cover up bald spots.Even when she was sleeping at night, she tied her ponytail so tightly.I think she must be afraid, if the hair is loose, the old bald scar will make her whole dream full of pain.

Seeing this, will you hate me?Hate me for letting a girl, such a close friend of mine, be hurt like this? Yes, on the day I bought "Master Bayi" and "Avanti", I clearly knew that she had a very fierce stepmother!I clearly know that her stepmother always does everything possible to torture her and embarrass her!I clearly know that if she goes back too late, she will most likely be reprimanded! However, I thought of reprimanding, scolding, and embarrassment. I really didn't expect to have such a cruel scar!If I knew, I would never hurt Huang Xiaoshi just to buy "Master Bayi" and "Avanti".

I would rather walk barefoot for the rest of my life. If there is a scar on Huang Xiaoshi's head, thick and beautiful hair will grow back. But at this time, the "Master Bayi" who indirectly hurt Huang Xiaoshi died on the Ferris wheel. I looked at the traffic on the road, and thought that "Master Bai" might be crushed by the rolling wheels and "brain burst", and suddenly I felt an inexplicable sadness - I thought of the bald spot on Huang Xiaoshi's head scar. I wishfully believed that the combination of this pair of slippers was the cause of Huang Xiaoshi's bald scars.Now, they are so inexplicably separated.So, from this point of view, does the scar on Huang Xiaoshi's head exist too funny and inexplicable?

Originally, there was still this pair of slippers to be my scapegoat, to share the guilt in my heart.And at this moment, the scapegoat suddenly disappeared.I became the only remaining cause of the scar on Huang Xiaoshi's head in this world.Guilt suddenly lost its share. Do you hate me even more? Because, from the beginning to the end, I am such a girl who dare not take responsibility!Just pretending to be relaxed and saying some big words that don't matter. That day, when I got off the Ferris wheel, I rushed directly to the road, looking for the shoes that I had on my feet amidst the traffic.

On the hot asphalt road, with bare feet, I just went back and forth like an anxious field mouse, looking back and forth for my own fruit.Or, like a murderer, eager to find his accomplice to mitigate his crime. However, I did not see again, my dear "Master Bai". It has indeed disappeared from this world, so inexplicably. "Avanti" was alone on my right foot, silent.I stood alone on the side of the road, looking very literary and artistic, and said to it: You miss it very much, don't you?