Chapter 35 Chapter 35 Looking back has turned into ashes

The renovation project of Fujiayuan is in full swing, and the good things of Fu Jingshu and Jia Mingzi are coming soon.Ah Zhao inevitably met Ming Zi several times, but Ming Zi didn't seem to know him.He should have breathed a sigh of relief, Seventh Brother didn't bring up the past between him and Ming Zi, he didn't dare to take the initiative to touch the taboo, he wished he could hide away, get rid of everything, and act as if nothing happened.The original thing was just a ridiculous accident, and now it is back on track.Seventh brother and Ming Zi's marriage seems to be so well-matched even if it is out of family interests, he deserves to offer his blessings, although when he sees Ming Zi's smiling face again, he will occasionally have a strange feeling in his heart.

Things would have developed in the direction everyone expected, but a reckless and crazy accident caused by him while drunk changed everything.Ah Zhao hated Lu Yi, but when he heard the news of Lu Yi's death, his heart turned cold, he woke up from the wine, only fear remained, he knew that he was also finished.Even though Qi Ge asked someone to release him on bail and tried to cover up his behavior as an accident caused by drunk driving, Ah Zhao still hoped to get Fang Deng's forgiveness, but what happened in the ward that day made him understand that his sister will never He won't forgive him, and Seventh Brother doesn't understand his good intentions. The more he doesn't want to lose them, the more he ruined this family relationship with his own hands.

He has no home. At the same time, Fang Deng, who was on the verge of madness, brought him an extremely shocking news-Ming Zi might be pregnant with his child in her belly. Ah Zhao’s memories in his life started from the orphanage. He is not the only orphan in the world, but most of Brother Qi, sister and other partners in the courtyard have at least met their parents once, except Ah Zhao.He was thrown at the gate of the orphanage on a winter night. He was only breathless when he was found. He had never met any blood relatives in the world. As a close relative in life. A little life, flowing with the same blood as him, may have his shadow in appearance, what a wonderful existence it would be!

Azhao went to find Mingzi, but she refused to see him and made countless calls but no one answered.Ah Zhao had no choice but to leave her a message.He didn't dare to disturb Ming Zi and Seventh Brother's good deeds, he just wanted to confirm with Ming Zi's own ears whether that child was real, and if so, he was willing to let him do anything, and death was worth it! In that message, he asked Akiko to meet at the hot pot restaurant they had been to.He ordered a table and waited until it was dark, late at night.As he expected, Akiko did not come.In the steaming heat of the hot pot, there was only his bewildered and lonely face.

Before the hotpot restaurant closes, Ah Zhao leaves disheartened, unexpectedly meeting Fu Zhishi, who has just landed on the island, near the ferry.At this time, Ah Zhao had no intention of getting entangled with Fu Zhishi. When the two passed by, he seemed to see a mocking smile on the other's face.That's right, this bastard once reported the matter between him and Mingzi to Seventh Brother, so he must know something in his heart, he was mocking his uselessness and incompetence! What right does Fu Zhishi have to laugh at him? Ah Zhao's boredom that had been pent up in his heart turned into a mouthful of saliva that he spat heavily at Fu Zhishi's feet.

"Pug!" He squeezed three words frivolously through his teeth. Next to Fu Zhishi was his wife with exquisite makeup. It seemed that the two of them went back to the island to visit their parents after get off work.The spit almost splashed on Fu Zhishi's spotless leather shoes, his face turned cold, and the woman beside him quickly grabbed his arm.He stared at Ah Zhao as if he wanted to pluck a piece of flesh from Ah Zhao, but he didn't care about Ah Zhao at the ferry where people came and went, and walked away coldly. Ah Zhao turned his head and saw Fu Zhishi walking away and shook off his wife's hand forcefully.

"A dog is a dog, and he will keep his tail between his legs for the rest of his life." Ah Zhao thought to himself.This kind of victory without a fight gave him some comfort, but it was far from enough. Back in the city, the depressed Ah Zhao went to drink with Cui Minxing, but unexpectedly the old thing was not there.In normal times, even if Cui Minxing had something to do, he would rush over to flatter him if his subordinates let him know.It seems that the surnamed Cui also heard the news, knowing that Azhao had gotten into trouble now, and that Fu Jingshu was just annoyed at him, so he also waited for the wind to stay away from him, taking the opportunity to avoid the limelight.Ah Zhao is so angry that his teeth itch, he is helping the villain!If Cui Minxing hadn't been fanning the flames, he might not have gone back to Lu Yi to settle his score that day, and that's why he caused a catastrophe.

Azhao had already made up his mind to quit drinking, but now he couldn't bear it anymore, everyone should come for him, it doesn't matter if everyone hates him!He ordered a bunch of wine in Cui Minxing's place, and he got drunk by himself. When he staggered out, Cui Minxing's people chased him out and asked him to pay the bill. Ah Zhao slammed the money on the opponent's face and yelled, "Get out!" The man obediently rolled away, and Ah Zhao stood on the street in the middle of the night, but suddenly he didn't know where he should go.He vomited for a while, stopped and walked, and went to Fang Deng's favorite porridge shop.Knowing that his sister would never drink the porridge he bought again, Ah Zhao habitually went in and bought a bowl of chicken porridge when he got here, and asked the boss to pack it for him. It seemed that there would be someone waiting for supper at home, He also has a home.

Carrying the porridge, Ah Zhao was suddenly dragged into an alley with no street lights by a force. Before he could recover, several pairs of fists and legs greeted him, and he was suddenly caught Dazed, lying on the dirty road and unable to move. Seeing that he was powerless to fight back, the other party walked away after learning enough.Azhao was not willing to suffer this dark loss, he struggled to get up, spat out blood, turned around a few times, found a piece of wood that was abandoned by the roadside, and chased after it. When he got to a place with sufficient light, he realized that there were five or six people on the other side. The board in his hand only knocked down one of them, and the others quickly knocked him over.This time the opponent was even more ruthless. Ah Zhao swallowed one of his missing molars, and still refused to give in, cursing all the vicious words he knew.

Before he could finish cursing, a foot stepped on his face, crushing his facial features into disfigurement.The shoe on that foot is worth a lot of money at first glance, and it is so clean that it is not stained with dust. He should have thought of it a long time ago, a dog with its tail between its legs loves to bite people in the dark. "Little bastard, I'll put up with you. You thought I was afraid that you wouldn't succeed." Fu Zhishi spit out gracefully, but hit Ah Zhao's face, "You think Fu Qi is still covering him now? Don't even think about it." You made Fang Deng half dead, and you fell in love with the girl he wanted to marry. With Fu Qi's personality, it's good that he didn't kill you!"

"You fucking fart! How dare you fuck in front of Seventh Brother! You'll just wag your tail violently in front of him, you're a mad dog!" Ah Zhao cursed back indistinctly. Fu Zhishi stepped even harder, "What's so great about Fu Qi, he's just lucky, everything that belongs to him should have been mine! Status, women... He took it away from me! I know he doesn't take me seriously, and he deliberately keeps Jiu'an Hall to disgust me. One day, I will let him kneel in front of me and give me back everything that belongs to me. Just wait and see !" The feet that stepped on the face loosened, and more feet continued to greet Ah Zhao.The pain made him curl up into a ball, but no matter how uncomfortable he was, his scolding never stopped. "This kid is quite tough." Another kick kicked him hard on the back, and Ah Zhao tasted a stronger smell of blood in his mouth. Fu Zhishi finally spoke to stop him, "That's enough, just give him some color to see, don't cause trouble. Su Guangguang, I also did a good thing for you, just this is enough for you to lie down for a while, now you have The reason is not to attend Fu Qi's engagement wedding, and there is no need to watch the girl you fucked wear someone else's ring." Fu Zhishi smiled and walked away, not forgetting to say, "I can't tell who put the cuckold on who. It's just a pity for Fang Deng." Ah Zhao touched the cell phone in his pocket with his free hand, who should he call?Even Cui Minxing couldn't come to help him at this time.He gritted his teeth, picked up the wooden board next to his feet again, supported his body, rushed forward with a few steps of dragging his feet, and smashed the board to the back of Fu Zhishi's head with all his strength. Fu Zhishi only had time to look back, his face was full of surprise, and before he could say a word, he fell limp to the ground, dark red blood dripping quietly from the back of his head.The people around him were also anxious, and tried their best to snatch the murder weapon from Ah Zhao's hand.Ah Zhao had a wound on his jaw, and he couldn't hold it firmly. The wooden board was taken away from his hand, and then he also received a heavy blow on the head and neck. Those people didn't expect these changes, they all panicked, dropped the boards and dispersed like birds and beasts.Ah Zhao couldn't stand up straight anymore, everything around him was blood red, he turned around twice like a headless fly, heard a few roars, and barely raised his head, the bloody sky exploded into gorgeous flowers . Akiko likes setting off fireworks the most. If she sees them, she will jump and scream for joy.Ah Zhao's remaining consciousness vaguely remembered that tomorrow is New Year's Day, and it is also a good day for Ming Zi and Seventh Brother to get engaged.There were supposed to be more fireworks, but he never saw them with her. Ah Zhao fell to the ground, the phone rang, and he wanted to pick it up, but his hands were limp and he couldn't make any effort.His fingertips touched another item in his pocket, good it was still there.It was the grass dragonfly he just made. In his helpless childhood, this grass dragonfly was his only toy and comfort. Later, this comfort became his dependence on his sister and seventh brother.He can't give Mingzi and the child in her womb, only this grass dragonfly, will his child like it? The fireworks were just above his line of sight, as if set off for him.If he could still stand up and see Akiko, what would he say to her?He will ask her to admit that the child is his.If it was still possible, if he could still stand up, he would take her and the child with him, so that he would have a home again. But these imaginations are too far away, as far away as fireworks in the sky.Fu Zhishi's body was within reach, and he fell to the ground like a dead dog. I haven't lost yet!This was the last thought that flashed through Ah Zhao's mind. Akiko on the ferry also saw the beautiful fireworks, but she had no intention of appreciating them.Her figure has not changed, but the baby in her stomach seems to be able to spit bubbles quietly, like a happy little fish.She swore that she would not let Ah Zhao know about the existence of the child. She and the baby would never have anything to do with him again in this life. However, when she received his text message, she hesitated all night. In the end, she still wanted to see him. his side.She just wanted to hear one last time, what else he had to say. After all, Ah Zhao was impatient. By the time she arrived at the hot pot restaurant, it was already empty.Akiko said to herself, she didn't expect much from the beginning, so why should she be disappointed now?She left Guayinzhou by the last ferry, and landed on the island tomorrow. She will stand in the brand new Fujiayuan and become Fu Jingshu's fiancée in front of her parents, relatives and friends. The welcome fireworks are as beautiful as shooting stars, blooming gorgeously, whistling with a fiery heart towards the end of its longing, when it finally reaches the ground, it has lost all its heat and turned into cold stones and fly ash. The shrill whistle of an ambulance was faintly heard on the shore, and it was unknown where it was rushing to.Can it save the dying man at the last moment?There are too many things in the world, such as walking in a hundred steps and failing at ninety, the heart of saving others is the same, and the heart of loving others is the same. The place where the fireworks are set off is probably in the central square. When she rushes over, will she only see burnt debris all over the ground?Mingzi inexplicably remembered that when she was a child, her father specially invited a teacher from National Taiwan University to explain the four classics to them in order to let her and her uncle's children learn more about traditional classical literature.She was most interested in the lantern riddles in the teacher's explanation, and there was a sentence about firecrackers in the teacher's explanation - looking back at the Prime Minister, it was already ashes. Fu Jingshu stayed by Fang Deng's side without sleep, but he found that Fang Deng's emotions had completely lost control.When she was quiet, she was like a puppet without a soul, at the mercy of the people around her, she didn't care about anything, but when she was manic, she seemed to want to destroy everything, and Fu Jingshu, who was closest to her, had a lot of wounds on her body. He didn't let anyone take coercive measures against her, and he refused to listen to Lao Cui's request to hire a psychiatrist and special care for her.She's just overwhelmed with grief, and when she recovers, everything will be fine. There are still many things in the company waiting for Fu Jingshu to deal with, and the reconstruction of Fu's homeland and the approaching engagement ceremony are even more confusing.On New Year's Day, Mrs. Zheng will also return to Fu's home after being away for decades to attend her grandson's engagement wedding. She is determined to formally hand over the power of the Fu family to Fu Jingshu after the ceremony.These things are no small matter to Fu Jingshu, and he cannot allow even a slight mistake to appear.But Fang Deng must be surrounded by reliable people to take care of him. Ah Zhao can no longer be seen by Fang Deng, and Lao Cui is too old, so he can't rest assured that he will be handed over to other people. As a last resort, Fu Jingshu Agreeing to the doctor's suggestion, Fang Deng was injected with a certain dose of tranquilizer. These sedatives helped Fang Deng a lot. She hasn't had such a sweet sleep for a long time, and she also had a lot of dreams. There was no blood and tears in these dreams, and there was no life or death. They were all scattered fragments that she had forgotten for a long time. ——Aunt Zhu Yan stared at her cherished mirror under the lamp, and smiled at the square lamp where she did her homework from time to time.Fang Xuenong brought back dinner for the two women in the family. He also had a young age with beautiful features. Before he was addicted to alcohol, he was not always so obscene as to be annoying.Fang Deng set foot on Guayinzhou for the first time, and the small island in front of her was so beautiful that even the lingering rainy season made one's bones go limp.The wind blows through Fujiayuan, she sits on the wall shaking her legs, the stone fox lurking in the grass is weird and mysterious.She also dreamed of Ah Zhao who had a runny nose when she was a child, Fu Zhishi who was beaten and cried by her, and even the pervert Lao Du who was afraid of his wife and his grocery store... Countless old light and film fragments were in her dream Intertwined, no wind and no waves, no sadness and no joy, but I didn't dream of him. Then Fang Deng woke up, she stretched herself, as if she had returned to the time of a little girl, waking up on a rare and leisurely weekend morning.It's just that she is not a temporary wooden bed, but a four-poster huanghuali bed is placed in the center of the dimly lit room, and a ray of morning light penetrates through the gaps in the brand-new crimson curtains. A landscape study was placed on the desk by the window, and the air smelled of age-old dust and mildew. She knows where this is.When he was half awake, he once told her that he would take her to a place, which turned out to be Fujiayuan.He placed her in his past room, because today is New Year's Day, the first day of the new year, and he promised her that he would spend every new year with her, even though this day is the most important day in his life. Fang Deng walked to the window and gently opened the curtain.The canna that was originally placed in her apartment was moved to this window, and the square lamp touched the leaves of the canna and smiled slightly. It was so lively outside the window, with the fragrance of clothes, laughter, and blooming flowers... The Fujiayuan in her memory had never had so many people, nor had it been so joyous and festive.Of course, its new owner was having a welcome party, which was also his engagement ceremony. Speaking of which, the reconstruction of Fujiayuan is far from complete. The east and west buildings have not changed their dilapidated appearance, but the open green space in the atrium has been completely leveled out.I heard that Mrs. Zheng insisted on holding the ceremony here. Now it seems that as long as you take the trouble to decorate, this place is not only presentable, but also has a special atmosphere. It is a meaningful and good place.Who cares about the dilapidated background not far from the beautiful main venue? There were many guests who came to congratulate him today. Apart from business partners, people from the Jia family and the Fu family also rushed back from all over the world.But none of them lived in Fujiayuan, and only Fu Jingshu's room was cleaned under the arrangement of Lao Cui. No one noticed that there was someone quietly admiring all this behind the small window in the east building. God was very kind to Fu Qi, and gave him a rare good weather. The bright sunshine swept away the usual haze on the small island, and the wind was gentle, making people feel refreshed.Fang Deng greedily wanted to catch more wind, so she simply sat on the window sill with her feet dangling in the air. In this way, her whole body seemed to be bathed in the wind. She took a deep breath, and rarely felt that she was so awake. The ceremony should not have officially started yet, the guests were chatting or talking and laughing in twos and threes, and everyone had a happy smile on their faces.The band on one side of the venue was playing, the melodious melody of the violin, the church hymns floating in the distance, accompanied by the faint scent of Damask roses... This scene was so beautiful that it made people intoxicated.The pain and despair she felt seemed to be far away in the sky, without any meaning.Time is moving forward confidently, everyone is confidently marching into the new year, and they will have a new life, only she is dusty in the old time. Fang Deng wanted to get closer and listen to what they were talking about. Why were they so happy?How can I give her some of this happiness, and not leave her here alone?She moved forward, the sound of the wind suddenly became a little harsher, and the violin changed its tune, like a violent brake sound and a dull impact.The color of the rose was like blood, and the wind blew, and a few petals fell, reminding her of a broken body... What is all this for?No one gave her an answer, and the answers she had had were also blurred by tears and blood. The window with the scarlet curtain that she yearned for in her heart was the mouth of blood that devoured people's hearts. Fang Deng picked up the potted canna and smashed the pot on the window sill.The pottery pieces fell apart, the flower mud was scattered, and there was something Fu Qi was most concerned about but never found hidden in the bottom of the basin.Fang Deng did keep a hand. Before handing over the information discovered by the Lu family to Fu Jingshu, she made a backup of everything, and the scanned copy was in this USB flash drive in her hand.She didn't tell Lu Yi at that time, and she didn't even know why she did this, maybe it was just because she knew Fu Qi too well. Fu Jingshu also vaguely expected the existence of this thing, but unfortunately he searched all the places, but missed the pot of canna he planted by himself.Fang Deng just knew that even if he dug three feet into the ground, he wouldn't touch this potted plant. Not only that, he also specially brought the canna from her apartment. Someone heard the cracking sound from here, and naturally found the person sitting on the windowsill.Gradually, some guests began to whisper to each other, pointing and looking at where the square lamp was.Fang Deng also saw Fu Qi. The man she had loved for half her life was still full of enchanting magic. At this moment, he was beside Mrs. Zheng's wheelchair, bending over to listen to the other person's words, with a gentle and warm smile on his face. . Soon, someone crowded beside him and whispered anxiously in his ear.Fu Jingshu straightened his waist, turned slightly sideways, and his eyes finally met Fang Deng.He took two steps forward, stopped again, and stood there staring at her intently. Fang Deng really wanted to smile and ask: Fu Qi, what are you thinking? But she didn't say anything, all she had to do was raise her hand holding the USB flash drive, and he would know what it was.It was she who brought him to this day with her own hands, and she could also destroy it all with her own hands, just like he destroyed her. If Lu Yi was still around, he might not agree with her actions, he was always too gentle.Fang Deng said in his heart, I did another "bad thing" in your opinion, if you will blame me, then think of how sad I was when I did this, maybe you will forgive me. Fang Deng thought of Lu Yi, and the hand holding the USB flash drive began to tremble again.Only Lu Yi once cherished her so much in this world, but why did she not feel his existence when he was awake or in a dream when he turned into a wandering soul? Lu Yi, in another world, will he still get lost?Still afraid of vehicles?Can his parents be reunited with him?If he had lived, they would probably be in Finland by now, and the snow would be melting in their hair.After the initial romance dissipates, they will become the most vulgar couple in the world, spending their lives noisy and noisy together, but this has become a luxury.But the consolation is that they will all end up in the same place, and his patience has always been better than hers, so he will wait for her for a while, right? Fang Deng's body swayed in the wind, someone screamed, most people at the banquet turned to face her, Mrs. Zheng also signaled the people around her to turn her wheelchair around.It was the first time that Fang Deng met Mrs. Zheng face to face. She used to hate this old woman, but now she saw her with her own eyes. She was just a dying person.Today's beautiful heroine also looked over. She seemed to want to communicate with Fu Jingshu, but she suddenly answered a phone call. Then she lowered her head for a long time, and dropped her bouquet on the grass. Fu Jingshu stretched out his hand towards Fang Deng, wanting to get closer but didn't dare to step forward rashly, his eyes were burning, his mouth opened and closed, but Fang Deng couldn't hear what he was saying. There was a lot of noise everywhere, and the only one who could hear Fu Jingshu clearly was Lao Cui who was following him.He witnessed with his own eyes that Xiao Qi, who was brought up by himself, was seized by boundless fear. Not far away, Cui Minxing realized something, and whispered to his subordinates to go upstairs quickly, but Fu Jingshu sternly stopped him. "Don't touch her!" Fu Jingshu knew what Fang Deng was going to do, in front of everyone, in front of Mrs. Zheng, to tear off his disguise when his dream was within reach, and let people know that he was just a bastard and did not deserve this privilege. everything.This was once the scene Fu Jingshu feared most in his nightmares, but in the end, he found that the only thing he was afraid of was her stepping into the air.He had promised never to lie to her, but in the end he lied to her about one thing, and he also lied to himself. The people around seemed to be exclaiming. Although the window seemed to be only on the second floor, the east building followed the Western architectural style. , which is a deadly altitude. Fu Jingshu suddenly hoped that Fang Deng would disclose everything immediately. If this could make her feel happy and comfort her, then she might realize the danger under her feet.He loves fame, fortune and wealth, and also cherishes everything he gets, for which he sacrificed everything except his life.His life was also hers, and now it was hanging on the window sill in jeopardy. Fang Deng raised his hand and put it down again, opened his mouth, but didn't say anything.Fu Jingshu seemed to see her smiling at him, just like she used to sit on the wall.At that moment, he understood her mind. "Don't do this... I beg you..." Fu Jingshu's whispers were drowned in the surrounding voices. Fang Deng seemed to see her Xiaoqi standing under the grass-covered wall, and said to her with a smile, "Come on, I'll catch you." The person who reached out to her suddenly changed his face again, but the warm smile on the corner of his mouth remained unchanged. What is there to hesitate?That's all she wanted in her life. She jumped off the ledge.