Chapter 20 Chapter 20 Why Bother

Xiang Yuan actually wanted to sleep, but a voice kept calling in her ears: "Xiang Yuan, far, far..." In line with the voice, there were two annoying hands shaking her shoulders repeatedly. The first thing she did when she opened her eyes was to curse: "Ye Yun, I'm still alive, if I have a concussion, I might be shaken to death by you." Ye Yun beamed with joy: "Sister Xiang Yuan, you woke up. How could you die? The doctor said that your waist was seriously injured and the skin on the back of your head was broken. Although you need to rest for a while, there will be no danger anymore!"

"Why are you arguing when you know you won't die?" Xiang Yuan moved, feeling a dull pain in his waist and numbness in the back of his head. Ye Yun was a little embarrassed: "I sat beside you for a long time, but I didn't see you wake up. Even though the doctor said it was fine, I was still a little scared." "I fell asleep." Xiang Yuan didn't lie to Ye Yun, in fact, from the moment she fell to the ground in a daze, she vaguely remembered what happened afterwards, including the escape of the group, the arrival of the police, the arrival of the ambulance, and the sending to the emergency room... dizzy It does require talent, although she doesn't have this kind of talent, at least when she is very tired, she can let herself sleep and think about nothing.

But it’s different when you wake up. When you’re awake, you have to do the sober things. If you forget those troubles today, they will still appear tomorrow with interest.This is Xiang Yuan's experience. "People didn't catch it, did they?" She wanted to sit up, and took a low breath while clutching her waist. Ye Yun hurriedly held her down: "Don't move. No one was caught, but don't worry, my dad has already told the person in charge of the Public Security Bureau that they must investigate to the end and find those villains. " In fact, Xiang Yuan just asked casually. She didn't care much about whether those people were arrested or not. Even if they were caught, so what? It doesn't make any sense.

"Then... how about your brother and Ye Ling?" Ye Yun showed a sad expression, "My brother is fine, just a skin injury, but Ye Ling...you know, she has been unstable here." He pointed his finger, "I don't know if it was because of the fright this time. It's too big, it's still over-stimulated, and the whole spirit is broken. Dad and aunt are guarding her, but she doesn't seem to know people very well. She only knows how to hold the Guanyin on her neck with one hand, and the arm of the eldest brother with the other. When I saw someone who couldn't see my elder brother, I howled desperately. You don't know, the sound was scary. My elder brother was with her and didn't dare to move. The doctor wanted to transfer her to a psychiatrist, but my dad refused. He said The doctor will be called to the house privately."

Xiang Yuan didn't expect such a result, she was stunned, Ye Ling was so confused, she still only remembered her Guanyin and Ye Qianze, Xiang Yuan couldn't guess what Guanyin meant to her, but Ye Qianze was in her heart position is obvious.Perhaps Ye Ling only cared about these two things even when she was most sober. The current state, to some extent, may have fulfilled her, and she was finally able to express her possessive desire without scruples.Xiang Yuan asked himself that he couldn't do it, and even envied her somewhat. Seeing that Xiang Yuan didn't make a sound, Ye Yun said after holding back for a long time: "Sister Xiang Yuan, do you like my brother?"

He actually used a declarative tone, and Xiang Yuan looked at him in surprise, yes, Xiao Ye Yun has also grown up, old enough to understand some things, but she loves Ye Qianze, who doesn't know. "What are you trying to say?" She raised her eyebrows. Ye Yun thought about her denying or admitting, but he didn't expect her to ask back, his face blushed immediately, and he stammered: "I, my brother... No, I mean... If it was me, I will try my best...to protect you too. Sister Xiang Yuan, you...you don't believe me, what I said is true, true!" He was so anxious that he tightened the sheets on Xiang Yuan's hospital bed without even realizing it.

Xiang Yuan only said two words, "I believe." She believed, she really believed.How a person treats another person is most clearly revealed at the most critical moment. It is an instinctive reaction, there is no right or wrong, and it cannot be adulterated.Just like when she didn't wake up, everyone stood by Ye Ling's side, but Ye Yun stayed behind. It's not that he doesn't care about Ye Ling at all, it's just that people have a scale in their hearts, which is more important? The weight is clear at a glance. Under the measurement of this scale, all choices are natural.Xiang Yuan knows her position in Ye Yun's heart. To him, this poor child is his mother, sister, relative, partner, and perhaps the sustenance of his ignorant emotions in adolescence. When it happened, Ye Yun would stand in front of her without hesitation, just as she believed that when the next crisis came, Qian Ze would still instinctively stand in front of Ye Ling.

Thinking of this, Xiang Yuan felt relieved after falling to the bottom. After all, he still loves Ye Ling.Xiang Yuan once thought that what separated her from Qian Ze was distance, time, and a turning point in her life beyond her control... She was wrong.Many years ago, even though she cried and kept Ye Qianze who left his hometown and returned to the city, maybe one day, when he met Ye Ling, he would still fall in love with her, maybe in a different way, maybe in a different identity and place, after all. It is the same goal by different routes.They are a kind of people, they are the cathode and anode of the magnet, when they meet, they are naturally attracted to each other, so after a few years of separation, Ye Qianze deliberately alienated and indifferent Ye Ling, but at the most dangerous time, he would still Sacrifice for her, just like Ye Ling jumped to his side without thinking when he was scolded by his father.

Xiang Yuan knew very well that he had lost to this pair of "brothers and sisters" twice in one day.She is not the person in Qianze's heart, and she can't be Ye Ling. He doesn't love her.The mountain and moon in the memory only radiated in her heart alone, but to him, it was just a bubble that was shattered by the wind. Perhaps Qian Ze was still by her side under the moonlight back then, but what they were thinking in their hearts was also Different things, the phrase "we will never be apart", she took it as a promise to never leave, but he just regarded it as a temporary sigh with a friend.

Over the years, the anticipation of reuniting with Qian Ze and the belief in winning him back again were the light in Xiang Yuan's heart when she was most hopeless, a bit of green in her barrenness, but now she only feels empty in her heart, even sad Can't hold it, tears have nowhere to vent, just empty.The previous bitterness and unwillingness to forget each other is just to prove that her memories are not illusory, but to regain the past one day, but if the memories and the past are only hers, then why bother with persistence? "Sister Xiang Yuan, are you feeling sad now?" Ye Yun refused to let go.

Xiang Yuan shook her head, should she be sad, she just suddenly realized that she had lost something she might never have had. "I want to be a policeman in the future." Ye Yun said abruptly. "why?" "Being a cop protects you from bad guys." Xiang Yuan didn't expect that he could still laugh. He didn't understand that there are two kinds of people who are most likely to hurt people, one is himself, and the other is kind people. "Today, one of your family already wants to be an honorable people's teacher, and you say you want to be a policeman, so you must drive your father to death." "No, my dad won't beat me. He will let me go. I'm not the eldest brother, and he has no expectations of me. Sister Xiang Yuan, if you're sleepy, keep sleeping. I'll sit here with you." In the end, Xiang Yuan didn't fall asleep, but Ye Yun fell asleep on the edge of the bed.She flicked his hair, and as he got older, this face became more and more similar to his brother's, only more beautiful, less tender and more innocent.She still remembered that when he was young, he caught wind and cold on the coldest night in winter, "playing the board" all night, covered three quilts and was still shivering from the cold. Aunt Zou's family was so anxious that she almost cried. Dog meat can drive away the cold, so Xiang Yuan killed her family's dying old yellow dog with pain. Ye Yun ate it in a daze, and sweated in the middle of the night. When he woke up the next day and heard about it, he retched endlessly and vomited up his tears It didn't stop either. He has always been a loving child, and he treats her wholeheartedly, but there are some things that she can never choose.Sometimes Xiang Yuan even had to remind himself repeatedly, don't let Ye Yun be too dependent on him, don't make promises to him easily, because only those who listen will remember many things.