Chapter 76 Chapter Thirty-Four Broken "What If"

During the time that was only one or two hours before dawn, Han Shu had topsy-turvy dreams. He even dreamed of a police car parked at the gate of the campus with its siren blaring. The lively people, everyone pointed and pointed with disdain, and what they talked about was nothing more than his obscenity and shamelessness.Someone fainted on the spot, it was his mother, Sun Jinling, and Dean Han's eyes were bloodshot, if someone stopped him desperately, he would have rushed up on the spot to tear up with his own hands a traitor who completely ruined the old Han's family.Han Shu turned his head frequently under the urging of countless couples, but he couldn't see the victim in this case, he didn't even see her back, which made him both disappointed and sad, and he knew he didn't know how to do it at this point. He was not wronged, but if she could be present, even if she gave a happy expression, he would feel that she deserved it and felt at ease.

It wasn't until the early morning light startled his mental journey of being imprisoned that Han Shu opened his eyes. It took a tenth of a second to revive his memory, figure out the current situation, and immediately jumped up.His posture at this time was hanging on the edge of the bed, and this jumping posture caused him to roll and crawl and fell to the ground. Fortunately, he was wrapped in the quilt, and it didn't hurt very much.It's a pity that it was still a step late. The old-fashioned wooden canopy bed that he didn't see too clearly last night was empty, and even the man's shirt that didn't belong to him had been put away long ago.

Although Han Shu has always advocated waking up naturally, his biological clock is very accurate, and he is not a person who sleeps late. In contrast, Xie Junian, although he has no experience of living with her, but based on his follow-up observation for quite a long time before Look, as long as she doesn't go to the morning shift and has no special errands, she usually sleeps until the sun is three poles before going to Cai Shu's to get milk with sleepy eyes. Reminiscent of when she was in high school, she was usually the late king who walked into the teacher by stepping on the bell. , I don’t know how many times he has been caught by him, but this time he got up and fell behind Xie Junian, Han Shu couldn’t help feeling extremely passive, the scene of last night reappeared in his mind, which made him flustered and his face hot, He hurriedly put on his clothes, tidied up the sheets and quilts, and walked out bravely.

Feiming hadn't gotten up yet, and the broken clock in the hall confirmed that it was indeed early.Han Shu looked at the gate of the courtyard suspiciously, but there was no police car or law enforcement officers in his dream, and then he heard the door creak, and the victim walked out of the steaming bathroom door with wet hair, holding With a basin of clothes. Han Shu was a little embarrassed, so he coughed a few more times, trying to get Ju Nian's attention, but Ju Nian ignored him, put down the clothes in the basin, planted a dry towel to wipe the water on his hair, Han Shu aggravated it again Ahem, same result.He finally believed that she was deliberately ignoring him, even if he coughed his throat, it would be in vain.He was at a loss in his mind, after what happened last night, it goes without saying that he was guilty of serious crimes, but he must be killed or cut to death, so she had to give her a word.

So Han Shu dawdled and walked behind Ju Nian, hesitating again and again, and said out of nowhere, "Look... what should I do?" After he finished speaking, he wanted to slap himself in the mouth again. What should a man say the next morning? Ju Nian stopped wiping his hair and didn't look back at him.It was just to take a breath, Han Shu felt that he was about to suffocate. "Let's go, don't come here again." There was no obvious emotional ups and downs in her voice. Oh...she was going to let this go, as if it didn't happen.It seemed that he escaped shamefully again, Han Shu couldn't tell whether he was relieved or a little disappointed.He thought a little cheaply, he was such an asshole, there was no reason to just let it go, how could she just finish it with one sentence?He also blamed himself, last night, before that incident, everything was so complete and perfect, he could even feel that he was getting close to her, who knew that something happened like an evil spirit possessed him later, It's fine, everything is ruined, her attitude is already kind, no matter how shameless he is, there is no reason for him to hang on to leave.

"Can I wash my face before leaving?" Han Shu could only say so now. Ju Nian didn't speak, so he dug out his toiletries, walked to the faucet in the patio dejectedly, and just slowly squeezed out a perfectly shaped strip of toothpaste on the toothbrush, he heard the door calling from outside the yard the sound of. "Ju Nian, are you home?" Who else could this voice be besides Tang Ye. Of course, Ju Nian heard it too. She straightened up and subconsciously brushed her half-dry hair back, looking a little at a loss. The sound of the iron door's lock slapping on the iron branch continued, but Ju Nian didn't move.

Han Shu guessed that she must be pretending to be absent at this time, so he "kindly" said: "Can I open the door?" This sentence really worked, Ju Nian immediately turned around and held him back, with a suspicious crimson color on his face. "You don't move!" She put down the towel for wiping her hair and hurried out the door. It was indeed Tang Ye who came. He was still wearing the suit he wore when he picked up Ju Nian and Fei Ming yesterday, and there was a blue stubble on his chin. He presumably stayed in front of Prosecutor Cai's bed until now, and he looked haggard. , only a pair of eyes are still very clear.

Ju Nian opened the door, she stood at the door, brushed her hair by her ear, and asked, "Good morning, are you here?" Tang Ye nodded and smiled, "Happy New Year." Yes, this is the early morning of the first day of the new year.Ju Nian replied as if waking up from a dream: "Happy New Year." She didn't step aside from the door to invite Tang Ye in, and she didn't know why he left his stepmother who was in urgent need of care early in the morning and came to her, so she quietly waited for what he would say next. But Tang Ye didn't directly state his reason for coming. He looked at Ju Nian thoughtfully, and suddenly asked, "Ju Nian, did something happen?"

Ju Nian hastily brushed her hair again. The half-dry ends of her hair disturbed her. She wanted to touch her face. She didn't look carefully in the mirror before, so there shouldn't be any suspicious shapes left on it. Traces... She remembered it, no wonder he also felt something was wrong, according to the local customs, there is absolutely no reason to wash your hair on the first morning of the new year. Just at this moment, she heard someone coming out of the house. "Hey, that...can I use that towel I wiped my hair with last night?" Ju Nian turned around almost immediately, not because she was so eager to see Han Shu, but because she didn't want to see Tang Ye's expression at the moment.

Han Shu held a toothbrush innocently and stood under the eaves of the corridor. His hair was a little messy, and there was almost a writing on his forehead: "I just woke up." Visible nail scratches from the cheekbones to the corners of the mouth. As if in response to Ju Nian's unspoken blame and unhappiness, he said helplessly: "I solemnly declare that I didn't interrupt you on purpose. You forgot that my car was parked at the door. Can he not know?" After he finished this, the second sentence was to Tang Ye, "Is my godmother better?" Looking back at Ju Nian, Tang Ye's expression was far calmer than she imagined, it could even be said to be flat, a little tired, maybe it was just the result of guarding a patient all night.He politely answered Han Shu's question.

"It's still the same. It's not life-threatening, but it's impossible to return to a normal person after entering halfway. Thank you for your concern." "She is also my godmother, I will visit her later." After Han Shu finished speaking, he pointed to the room, "Why don't you come in and sit and talk?" He responded to Tang Ye with the same politeness, as if the conflict at work and the embarrassment in front of him did not exist for the time being, but not only Tang Ye, but even Ju Nian suddenly felt that when he spoke like this, it seemed that he was the master of the house , and the rest are uninvited guests. "No, I'll leave after a few words." Tang Ye said without hesitation for a moment. But Ju Nian turned sideways and said, "Come in, it's cold outside." Tang Ye didn't move. This situation, this scene, this scene, couldn't tell how weird it was, as if everything was out of place. It is a traditional custom that the firecrackers of Caibu's house are going off. The first thing to do when getting up in the New Year is to open the door and set off firecrackers, which means "a good start".Han Shu slapped his head as if he suddenly remembered something, and asked Ju Nian, "You didn't buy firecrackers, did you? You still need this omen, set off firecrackers to get rid of the bad luck of the old year. Otherwise, I'll go to the money Uncle's bought a few." As he said that, he turned back to put his toothbrush, and then walked to Uncle Cai's house in three steps at a time.No one disputed this, and maybe everyone present was relieved that he was away for a while. After Han Shu passed by, only Tang Ye and Ju Nian were left at the door. "I missed my appointment yesterday, I'm really sorry." Tang Ye said still standing in place. Ju Nian wanted to explain, she wanted to say that Han Shu was kicked out by his family, so he took her in and spent the night here.This is also one of the truths, but if it is said, there is a taste of trying to cover up.Since you can't tell, it's better not to say it. "Don't say that, your business is more important." She lowered her head, her half-dry hair hanging down, making her face look pitifully small. He didn't mean to come in, and her intention to invite was not warm, so the two people who didn't talk much were silent at the door.After finally opening their mouths, they bumped into each other again.They said the following words almost at the same time. "He's quite persistent with you." "How are you?" Then they didn't seem to hear each other's words, they were all startled. Tang Ye laughed first, and he made a relieved expression, "I just want to see how you are, so I'll go back to the hospital." Ju Nian didn't force him to stay, and smiled back slightly, "Take care." Han Shu soon bought firecrackers from Uncle Cai, and from where they were standing, they could watch him and Uncle Cai wave and talk with a smile before turning back. "Orange year, this time it seems that I can't escape. I'm sorry, the "if" I thought can only be an "if", although I really thought about it. I have been doing unrealistic things for half my life. I've been hesitating about things for half my life, and I'm afraid everything will be empty in the end." Tang Ye suddenly stepped forward, and he spoke in such a hurry, as if there was no more time in front of him, and he and she would never meet again. Have time. "I'm the kind of man who doesn't know where he wants to go until he gets it and can't go anywhere. Unfortunately, it's too late...you take this." Only then did Ju Nian realize that Tang Ye had stuffed a book he had been holding into her hand.It was a paperback edition, and I had read it when I first came to Tang Ye's house in Ju Nian. They had a little rivalry over this book when they first met. The book is very old, but it is indeed Tang Ye's favorite and he often reads it. "You keep this," he said. The sensitivity in Ju Nian's bones made her flip through the book instinctively when she took the book, and she easily opened a certain page, not because of a mutual understanding, but because there was a bank card inside. "This……" As Han Shu got closer and closer, Tang Ye pushed Ju Nian's hand back without a doubt, and interrupted her rejection in time in the future, "The money is not much, but every penny is clean. I asked a friend to keep it for me. Fortunately, I was able to stay in this way. With the crimes I carried, I am afraid that the bankruptcy of the family is not enough to pay back. I don’t know if I can pay it back in my lifetime. Auntie has no problem with her life, so I will divide the money into two. One for my aunt, one for you. You keep it, there will always be a use for it.” He spoke sincerely, as if he had already planned to dispel all the reasons for her rejection. "This is a charity, Ju Nian. If you ever regarded me as a friend, don't say anything... I just don't worry about you." When Tang Ye said this, the matter was still calm, neither sad nor troubled, as if he was just waiting for the already known ending to come.This hopeless entrustment made Ju Nian take heart. She actually thought about entrusting him for the rest of her life, if she had to have an entrustment in this life.Maybe not enough love, but enough warmth, they understand each other, mutual understanding, which is enough to grow old. Unexpectedly, even an "if" that may not come true can be broken so quickly. Ju Nian knew all kinds of things in the prison too well, so he couldn't help but worry more about Tang Ye's future. As if to get rid of those invisible melancholy, Tang Ye laughed at himself, "When I first came here, I saw Han Shu's car and his people. I was really stupid there, but I thought again, That's not a bad thing either." "What's good or bad?" Han Shu's ears were sharp, and he heard some words even a few meters away. Tang Ye smiled at him: "I'll go first." "Would you like to chat for a while?" Han Shu continued to pretend to be confused, he also saw an extra book in Ju Nian's hand, and asked out of words, "Hey, what good things are you holding?" Tang Ye explained on his behalf: "A book I brought along by the way." "Is this book given away for the New Year's Eve? It must not be a rare and rare copy." Han Shu said half-truthfully. Tang Ye didn't know that now he had no right to dispose of all his property, including a book. At this moment, Ju Nian passed the book to Han Shu expressionlessly, "Do you want to confiscate it?" As expected, Han Shu was embarrassed and didn't dare to pick it up, "I didn't see anything." Tang Ye said to Han Shu: "I have an unfeeling request. If the books in my house are of no value, it is better to make them into waste paper at that time... I want to donate them to Ju Nian. I entrust you with this matter." gone." Han Shu was stunned for a moment, and then said: "It's too early to say anything before there is a judgment." Tang Ye didn't get entangled in this issue, and said to Ju Nian, "I'm really leaving, please say hello to Feiming for me." After saying that, he turned and left. Han Shu lit the firecrackers, looked at the silent Ju Nian holding an old book, and clarified himself: "I didn't drive him away." He seemed to have forgotten that he was actually the one who was about to be driven away. "Do you want to wake up Feiming to watch the firecrackers?" Han Shu was afraid that the fuse would be damp, so he searched the yard for a place to hang the firecrackers. Ju Nian also planned to go to see how Feiming was doing. She had already checked in her room once when she just woke up, and the child was soundly asleep. When she walked under the eaves, at the same time as Han Shu, she heard the crisp sound of something breaking on the floor. The sound came from an unidentified room. Han Shu threw the firecrackers almost immediately, and ran into Feiming's room with Ju Nian. Feiming slammed on the bed in a strange posture, and what fell to the ground was the glass lamp on her bedside table. Ju Nianliu hugged Feiming carelessly, she was so frightened, as if she was afraid that Feiming would be broken like glass if she didn't pay attention. Feiming's face was very red, and he opened his eyes blankly, "Auntie, my head hurts." "It's okay, it's okay, let's go to the hospital right away." Ju Nian looked at Han Shu with a begging look, and she began to be glad that Han Shu didn't leave. Feiming shook his head and said, "It doesn't hurt too much. Let's wait until dawn. Is Uncle Han Shu gone?" She just said those words very normally, completely unaware of the pale faces of the two adults. At this time, it was almost eight o'clock in the morning, and the sky was cloudy. Although the sun was not bright, it could still be clearly distinguished through the window of the Feiming small room, and it was already dawn.And Han Shu is standing at the head of her bed now, although he didn't speak. The orange year is like falling into a cold cellar, she hugged Feiming without making a sound, but quietly clenched her trembling lips with her teeth. Han Shu slowly stretched out his hand, shaking it up and down in front of Feiming's eyes that were no longer in focus. "Auntie, did Uncle Han Shu leave last night? He said he had nowhere to go." Feiming said with some difficulty. Ju Nian closed his eyes briefly, and Han Shu's hands drooped down.