Chapter 25 Fanwai Erma Road Angel

Lu Sheng said: "I picked up your life from the road, so your name is Lu Lu." Lu Lu said: "Even so, I am the happiest road angel." ――Lulu Fanwai • A 22nd birthday gift for the little political commissar four years old Lu Lu is an orphan, she has known since she was a child.But this does not prevent her from being a happy child.Since she can remember, she has lived with her grandfather in the old house on the mountain. She can run, jump, and play games with herself. The empty house is often filled with her laughter, but she can't speak. No one spoke to her.On Jingchun Mountain Road, where rich people gather, the old villa of the Lu family is a forgotten corner, except for those who give them daily necessities every once in a while, no one has ever come here.There is only one grandfather in her world, and the grandfather is dumb, and he is an old servant of the Lu family.

When she was four years old, someone finally came to the old house. She was playing with mud in the yard alone. A few prominent smudges.Of course, she didn't understand the sincerity and fear on Grandpa's face, and she didn't know why the stranger frowned after hearing her "babbling". All she knew was that three days later, another gentle aunt came to the old house, and the aunt said, "Your name is Lu Lu, you have to learn to speak." six years old The aunt who taught her language and enlightenment accompanied her for two years.Six-year-old Lu Lu not only learned to speak, but according to her aunt, she spoke better than any other child of her age.

Auntie never came, because Lu Lu finally went to primary school.She knew that going to elementary school meant being able to be with many, many children. For this reason, the night before school started, she was so excited that she stayed up all night. The children are all surprised by Lu Lu who has never been to kindergarten. She doesn't understand anything, everything is new, and everything is fun. Any little thing can make her happy...Of course, what impressed everyone more It's her terrible talkativeness, her fanatical love of talking is enough to make anyone's scalp tingle, the teachers have never seen a child with such a strong desire to talk and show, as if eager to put all the words in his life finished.

At the beginning, the teacher also talked to her alone, trying to tell her that it was wrong to speak louder than the teacher in class, but during the process of criticizing the education several times, she happily had questions and answers with the teacher, and slowly, There is no teacher who is willing to let her enjoy this kind of fun again.It's not that I haven't looked for parents. Every time I come, it's an old man in his dying years, but he is also dumb. He only knows how to bend over and apologize, and he can't communicate at all.During the period, there were also rumors, both true and false, that this little girl had a lot of background, and if she couldn't be controlled, she had to be left alone.Fortunately, Lu Lu is optimistic, kind, and energetic by nature, and even the people around her are easily infected by her happiness, so although it is a headache, everyone from teachers to classmates just loves and hates her.

Lu Lu's six-year-old feels that the world is too beautiful. Although she is still accompanied by her increasingly old grandfather in the old house, what does it matter? ten years old Lu Lu is in fifth grade, with more and more friends, she still likes to talk and laugh, but she is no longer as eager to talk as before, maybe she knows that life is still long, and there is still too much time to speak slowly . In a Chinese class not long after the start of school, the teacher asked the students to come up to the stage to do an oral composition. Lu Lu was the first to raise her hand. The teacher couldn't bear to see her eager to try in her seat, so she had to allow her to take the stage first.She is small, not much taller than the podium, standing behind the podium with bright eyes waiting for the teacher's proposition.

"The topic of your oral composition is "My Family." The teacher said casually. Lu Lu, who has always been eloquent, stood tongue-tied on the stage. When everyone was waiting impatiently, she asked the teacher with confusion: "What is a family?" A group of classmates in the audience burst into laughter, and the teacher suppressed the smile on his lips, and replied: "Family is your parents, brothers and sisters, grandparents, uncles and aunts..." Lu Lu was stunned, "I only have one grandpa." "Grandpa is your father's father!" the teacher explained.

Lu Lu shook her head. She had never met her father, but she knew that the grandfather at home must not be her father's father. She was nothing like him. She walked off the stage amidst the whispers of her classmates. On the way home from school, she asked her classmate Zhang Jiaming, "Do you have any family?" Jiaming said: "Of course I have, people from our family." She asked her good friend Lili again, and Lili said, "Why not, didn't my parents peel apples for you last time you went to my house?" Lu Lu carried his schoolbag on his back and headed home.It turned out that she had no family, only she had no family.

When she was sleeping at night, she said to the ceiling: "It doesn't matter, Sun Wukong jumped out of a rock, and he has no family, but he still looks the same?" So the next morning, she was that carefree Lulu again. Twelve years old The yard in front of the old house is full of roses, and grandpa is an excellent gardener.Lu Lu asked, why are there no flowers in the open space in the corner?Grandpa told her in sign language that that little piece of soil was too poor for anything to survive. She doesn't believe it.After school every day, I just squatted in the corner and fiddled alone. After a few months, new shoots appeared in the corner, and the new shoots quickly spread out, covering the entire open space, and finally climbed up the fence in the yard.

She grows morning glory. In the early morning when the first flower bloomed, many people came to the old house, and they asked her to leave with them, because Mrs. Lu passed away not long ago, and Mr. Lu hoped to take her with him. Lu Lu went with them without hesitation. She left the old house where she had lived for twelve years, her grandfather, and the morning glory that bloomed for the first time, just because they said that Mr. Lu was her father's younger brother, It's her uncle. Uncle is her family, she finally has a family, Lu Lu is ecstatic. She was taken to her uncle's house, and there was no one else in the house except the nanny.For several nights in a row, she wandered barefoot in the wide and dark big house alone, pushing open one door after another, trying to find a familiar breath.

On the sixth day, she finally waited for her uncle.She hugged her only relative desperately, but couldn't feel his warmth.The uncle said: "Your father is the child of my father and a woman outside. Our family accepted him, but he ran away with my nanny after you were born. Unfortunately, they all died in a car accident. Here, only you survived. You have to understand my mother's prejudice against you. After she passed away, I could keep me by my side." Lu Lu blinked, everything she heard was as far away as someone else's story. "Do you know why I left you in spite of my mother's objection? They took you out of your parents' corpses. You were just full moon, and their blood was all over your face. I hugged you, and you were covered in blood. smiling at me..."

That night, Lu Lu fell asleep in the incomparable joy and satisfaction. In the haze, she tried her best to piece together the faces of her parents with her imagination. Every appearance was so similar to that of her uncle, even though he said, "Don't call me uncle." Fourteen In the second year of junior high school, Lu Lu's body began to grow like a spring sprout. Among girls of the same age, she was not particularly beautiful, but when she smiled, there was a deep dimple on the right side of her face, with a quirky charm, There is never a lack of whimsy, and there are often surprising words. Boys like to be with her, and girls are also willing to be friends with her. Everyone likes her, except Lu Sheng. Sometimes she would see her only family member in magazine media, a son of aristocratic family, a young talent, the family business is in full swing in his hands, and the most rare thing is that he is handsome, kind and generous, and is known as a modest gentleman. Treat each other with courtesy.But such a person is depressed when sitting alone. He didn't let her call him uncle, so she just called him by his first name. No matter how cold he was to her, it couldn't stop her from being attached to him.Lu Sheng is not at home often, as long as he appears in front of Lu Lu, she will keep walking around him, chattering about trivial things that make her happy, it doesn't matter if he doesn't answer, she can make herself laugh by telling jokes long time.Most of the time, when he looked at her, his expression was cold and disgusted, like a fly on bread, and he didn't even feel disdainful to drive her away with a wave of his hand.Occasionally when he was in a bad mood, he would point to the door to tell her to leave. At this time, Lu Lu usually spread his hands at him: "Lu Sheng, I know you won't really drive me away." He sneered: "Why are you so sure?" She said: "I have no other relatives except you, and you are the same." Lu Lu thought, blood relationship is really a good thing, it made Lu Sheng unable to really let her go even when he was most furious. Fifteen Lu Sheng got engaged, and for the first time he allowed her to wear a beautiful dress to attend the dinner party.Lu Lu dragged her long and cumbersome skirt, chatting up every uncle she thought was handsome with great interest, and didn't hesitate to smile and praise her.The businessmen who are used to sophistication were amused by the little girl, and said that Mr. Lu's niece was really interesting, and even praised him for taking in the orphan daughter who disobeyed his half-brother regardless of past suspicions, which is a real gentleman's demeanor. If she is an elf, she knows that the guardian treats her well.Lu Lu laughed along with everyone, automatically ignoring Lu Sheng's casual frown. However, there was also a small episode that she didn't want to see. The bright and charming sister held Lu Sheng's hand affectionately and said, "Congratulations, little uncle." Lu Sheng responded to her with an unreserved smile. Lu Lu's happiness was faltering. She avoided Lu Sheng, pulled her beautiful sister to a corner, and asked with a slumped face, "Why do you call him uncle? Doesn't he have no relatives?" The beautiful sister recognized her identity, tilted her head and explained seriously: "My mother is your uncle's cousin, so I call him little uncle. Of course, if you want, you should also call me cousin." twenty years old Lu Lu went to university in this city, and she knew that it didn't matter how far her wish went, she couldn't fly beside him.In these years, it's not that she hasn't thought about getting rid of it. She is like a monkey in the Buddha's hand, thinking that she has turned over to the sky, but it turned out that it was just a joke between his hands.He even pampered her little thoughts, assured her a certain degree of freedom, and then enjoyed the happiness of cat and mouse. This year, she started working on the left bank.Zhang Yue is a smart woman. When she first saw the injury on Lu Lu's hand, some things became clear to her heart.At first, she couldn't believe it, but later she felt distressed. She tried her best to protect Lu Lu. With her mother's relationship, Lu Sheng had some scruples after all. Therefore, Lu Lu was finally able to stay away from the left bank for a while. his time. Sometimes Zhang Yue couldn't bear to look at Lu Lu's smile, she didn't know what was behind such a smile, but Lu Lu's happiness was so real.It wasn't until a long time later that Zhang Yue understood from another person that sometimes, there is no choice for happiness. twenty one years old When Lu Lu met Chen Lang, it was like an unavoidable encounter at the end of his life. He pulled her and danced recklessly in the blurred lights on the left bank. At the moment when all the lights went out, he kissed her hard, and her world was all lit up. Lu Sheng never kissed her. She had never been able to imagine that the lips of a man and a woman would feel like this. She was so grateful to Chen Lang. He gave her a paradise that was never within reach. Zhang Yue carefully covered her up, but she was not afraid, he would know sooner or later, she just wanted him to know! She took Chen Lang to see the old house where she lived when she was a child. At this time, the grandfather who took care of her when she was a child has passed away for many years, and the roses in the yard have long withered. Only the morning glory in the corner occupies the entire land wantonly. . "Look, this is my flower!" She excitedly pointed to the blue flowers all over the place and said to him. Chen Lang found it funny, "I've never heard of anyone planting morning glories." She put her hands behind her back, pretending to be deep, "Even the most hopeless soil will bloom flowers." He was amused by her strange tone, of course, he didn't tell it that this flower only blooms in the morning and withers at noon, so it has a name called "Chaoyan", which only blooms once face. She and he walked through every corner of the house where they played in childhood, and finally he hugged her on the dusty floor.When he kissed her, he felt her happiness so clearly. However, when he undid the first button of her clothes, she began to tremble uncontrollably. At first, he thought she was just an innocent panic. After more and more skin was exposed in front of him, he was stunned by the new and old scars that criss-crossed his entire body, and he couldn't continue to move his hands. Lu Lu calmed down in his shock, she stood up, and took off her naked body in front of him, her youthful and beautiful body was lined with ugly scars, which was indescribably horrifying. He hugged her tightly in her smile. "Scared you?" She said with a smile, her voice was as light as ever, "You go first, Chen Lang." He hugged her and shook his head, suppressing the trill in his throat, "Tell me, who... who is it!" twenty two years old After all, she didn't tell Chen Lang. After all, the matter between her and him could not be hidden from Lu Sheng. Soon, Chen Lang's smooth career began to run into obstacles. Fortunately, the airbag saved his life, but he was in the hospital for a whole month because of it. Lu Lu didn't go to see him, she seemed to have forgotten him with his injury, just like she forgot Zhang Jiaming when she was a child.After she was picked up from the left bank by someone sent by Lu Sheng, she ended her working experience in PUB. Later she heard that Chen Lang was discharged from the hospital, but he didn't come to her again, that's fine. Then she successfully completed her studies. Lu Sheng attended her graduation ceremony. He hugged her wearing a bachelor's cap in front of his classmates. The classmates all envied her for having such an uncle. That night, when he had the ultimate pleasure in her again, she hugged him, "I want to go to work." Lu Sheng actually agreed to her.He found her a small job in a joint venture daily chemical company run by a friend, and she started a happy working life again.All the colleagues in the department like her, even the female boss who has always been indifferent and silent takes good care of her, and everyone who gets close to her can be tainted with her happiness. Lu Sheng became more and more inseparable from her. Every dark night, they embraced each other and slept, forgetting all the taboos, only remembering each other's body temperature. When she appeared on Zuoan again, it was for someone else's fate. She likes all love with a happy ending. That night, she avoided Lu Sheng who met by chance, but met Chen Lang unexpectedly. She watched him smile at her from the backlit corner. At night, she was under Lu Sheng's body, with white sheets and loose black hair.He caressed her like touching fragile porcelain. After closing his eyes, he kissed her mouth for the first time. She didn't dare to open her eyes, and even held her breath. Gradually, she felt a strong emotion in a blank space asphyxia.She heard him whispering in her ear, "Even you have to go..." Lu Lu opened his eyes suddenly as if waking up from a nightmare, and desperately tried to pull his hand on her neck. He waved his hand and slapped her hard again. It was such a familiar pain, she forgot how long he hadn't Hit her like this. "You think you can go?" His voice was still leisurely and elegant, with a cruel smile, Lu Lu was irritated for the first time, why couldn't she go, she wanted to go, she had to go!She pushed him away with all her strength, he had no defense against her, and immediately let go of the pain, and she left him. Lu Sheng thought that she would run away immediately, like every time she couldn't bear it in the past, but she didn't. Instead, she turned over and returned the slap he gave him just now.Lu Sheng smiled, she was the little beast he raised, and he finally forced her to the point where she couldn't retreat. The two were fighting on her empty bed, naked, just like the most primitive entanglement, she really went all out, she didn't care if she risked her life, she just wanted him to be hurt, she wanted him to taste how many years he brought her. the pain.When he was exhausted, after all, it was a man's nature that prevailed, he subdued her, occupied her, he moved, but let go of her hand, panting and said: "Hate me, don't you always want to kill me?" Killed me? Where is the knife under your pillow? You still refuse to take it out? What a happy girl, she has been sleeping with a knife on her pillow every night for six years, but why don’t you do it? " He clearly knew it all, yet he fell asleep beside her so firmly.From that night when she was sixteen, she thought about cutting his throat with that knife countless times, and wanted him to die in front of her. He was right, why didn't she do it? "Do it, you are so like her, you should be as ruthless as her, I will give you a chance to choose, or you will kill me, or you will never leave. You think that yellow-haired boy can take you away, don't Stupid, I could let the bitch who gave birth to you die back then, and now I can let you die too!" It turned out that he made her an orphan, he made her lonely all her life! Lu Lu quickly pulled out the knife with his backhand. The knife was a good knife, with a faint blue light in the darkness. She trembled and cried, watching him close his eyes in front of her. He guessed right, she couldn't do it.Even at this moment, she still couldn't imagine what her parents looked like, she only remembered him, and her only family member since childhood was him. Listening to the sound of the knife falling to the floor, Lu Sheng climbed to the top in her despair.When he calmed down, there were tears in the corner of his eyes, "Why did each of you leave?" Lu Lu's voice seemed to be below him, but also seemed to be far away, "If I want to leave, it is not inseparable. No matter how capable you are, you can't cover the sky with one hand. I just don't want you to be ruined, Lu Sheng. Look at you Loved her, and she paid you back with her life, let me go." ... Overland vehicles gallop on the road.Lu Sheng finally agreed to her request silently, Chen Lang was waiting for her at the airport, maybe she only had this last chance in her life. When she first got on the expressway at the airport, her cell phone started to vibrate non-stop. She didn't want to read it or pick it up, as long as she drove forward, the person she longed for and the life she longed for were waiting for her ahead. When turning a corner, she saw a familiar car in the rearview mirror, and he regretted it after all, he refused to let her go. Lu Sheng's car was getting closer and closer, and the distance between her and the airport was getting shorter and shorter. She really wanted to see Chen Lang's naughty and warm smile. At the moment he followed up, she smiled at the rearview mirror, then turned the steering wheel sharply to the right, the car spun sideways rapidly, and the wheels rubbed against the road making a sharp and harsh sound. At the last moment, she finally had the answer to the last question Chen Lang asked her Chen Lang Chen Lang was waiting for a girl to arrive in the bustling airport, holding two air tickets in his hands.The flight between him and her had already taken off three hours ago, but he had said that he would wait until the last moment of the day. The midnight news was broadcast on the large LCD screen in the waiting room. A few hours ago, there was a serious traffic accident on the airport expressway. Two cars collided rapidly. The girl in one of the cars died on the spot. A man in the car was seriously injured and sent to the hospital. He is still not out of danger. The specific cause of the accident is unknown, and the on-site staff kept silent about the identity of the victim. When twelve o'clock arrived in the morning, Chen Lang tore up the ticket. The ground staff who had been watching him from a distance finally came over worriedly, "Sir, you have been standing here all day, is there anything I can do for you?" He smiled at her: "I'm waiting for someone, but she won't come." The kind ground lady looked at the handsome man in front of her. What kind of girl had the heart to make such a man wait so hard?She took the liberty to ask, "Why didn't she come?" Chen Lang turned and left before answering, "Because she finally went where she wanted to go." When he turned his back to the ground staff lady, he started to cry wantonly, and suddenly remembered the last sentence he asked her that day, "Lu Lu, tell me, are you unable to leave, or do you not want to leave at all?"