Chapter 15 Chapter Fifteen Let's Break Up

In the evening of late autumn, Yunjin and two other colleagues from the marketing department finished the dinner with an old client and walked out of the hotel.Rao is now able to drink a little more than before, and was forced to drink two glasses on an empty stomach by the client, and still feels a little dizzy. "Yun Jin, are you okay, do you want to take you home?" The male colleague who drove over asked her as he got off the lathe. "Thank you, no need." She smiled and waved goodbye to her colleagues. Cheng Zheng's possessiveness made her get used to drawing a line between right and wrong as much as possible.He had been on a business trip for two days and hadn't been able to pick her up, so she sat down at ease until the entertainment was over. If he saw her like this, there would definitely be another small disturbance.

Thinking of him, Yunjin took out the phone from her bag, and she couldn't help but be surprised when she saw it. There were more than a dozen missed calls in the phone, all from Cheng Zheng, and there were several more. Short message: —— "Where are you? Miss me? I miss you very much." —— "My side is over early, I will fly back soon, see you later." ——"Why didn't you answer my call?" —— "I went home without a key, where are you?" ——"Tell me quickly, what the hell are you doing, I'm outside the door." —— "Su Yunjin, show up soon, you are dead."

—— "Don't scare me, I'm worried." ... When the evening wind blew, Yunjin suddenly trembled, and all the faint smell of alcohol dissipated.She didn't dare to look down, so she quickly stopped the car and asked the driver to drive back as fast as possible.Panting out of the elevator, he saw Cheng Zheng leaning on the anti-theft door, clutching his coat and throwing his luggage aside. Yun Jin trotted forward: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't know you came back early, so wait a long time." He straightened up, as if he didn't hear her. After smelling the alcohol on her body, his complexion turned frosty. As soon as the door opened, he walked around her and walked in.

Yun Jin paused at the door, feeling a little embarrassed, quickly hid it, helped him carry his luggage, and followed him into the door. Cheng Zheng didn't turn on the light, and sat down on the sofa with all his might, keeping silent. He was used to his vicious and arrogant appearance when he lost his temper, but Yun Jin was at a loss for what to do in this situation. She turned on the light, put his luggage back in the room, turned back and sat opposite him: "Have you eaten? Are you hungry? May I make you something?" "You don't have to worry about starving to death." He said bitterly.

Yun Jin squeezed out a smile, leaned over and put her hand on the back of his hand, and said softly: "I'm sorry, today I have an old customer who comes and goes frequently in business, and I really can't refuse. Besides, I didn't expect you to Come back early..." "Yeah, you only waited for me when you knew I was at home, thinking that if I didn't come back, I would just go out and do whatever I wanted. You are just perfunctory with me like that? Su Yunjin, sometimes I really don't understand you." Cheng Zheng shook his head. Shake her hand away. Yunjin took a breath, and slowly retracted her hand: "Cheng Zheng, let's be reasonable, I really did it for work tonight, and the surroundings were too noisy at the time, and I didn't hear the sound when I put the phone in my bag. I didn't expect you forgot to bring the key, I have already apologized, what else do you want?"

"What kind of work is so important, it's just to drink with those old perverts. I waited for you at the door for three hours, three hours! Do you know? Thanks to me, I finished the work overnight and rushed back without stopping. After getting off the plane, I didn't drink a drop of water." "I know you're angry, but you have your career, and I have mine. I never blamed you for socializing outside. You should at least be considerate of me." "I won't understand you, I'm immature—of course, I'm not Shen Juan, I'm not as gentle and considerate as him. Anyway, I don't know who you are with, and I don't bother to care about it."

Yunjin clenched her teeth, and then let go. His words made people feel unbearable, wishing to slap him, but rationality reminded her that anger is useless, don't argue with him, just let him go, why bother pouring oil on the volcano? ?She tried to calm down, got up and said, "I'll get you a glass of water." Cheng Zheng watched her walk into the kitchen with cold eyes, brought a glass of boiled water and handed it to him, and he waved it away: "Su Yunjin, do you know that I hate you the most, you put everything in your heart and don't say anything, you Will you be angry, or have feelings? It’s always been like this, as if you’re trying to bear with me. What I want is a lover of flesh and blood, not a part-time worker who is attentive and can accompany me to bed.”

Yunjin's hand holding the cup was tilted to one side by him, and most of the water splashed out. She settled her hand, and her first reaction was to splash the remaining half of the glass of water on Cheng Zheng's face, and then Throwing the empty glass hard, the glass water glass shattered when it touched the floor, and the crisp cracking sound was as shocking as jade shattering. Something seemed to be breaking in Yunjin's voice: "Aren't you more satisfied with this? Water dripped down Cheng Zheng's hair. He had a bit of an expression of disbelief, but he didn't mean to wipe it away." , After a while, he just pointed his hand out the door: "Go, I don't want to see you. "

Yun Jin stood up from the sofa without saying a word, Cheng Zheng's movements were faster than hers, and he threw her down on the sofa with his body.Yun Jin was in pain, and pushed him away desperately, and both of them fell off the sofa, with Cheng Zheng's body under it, and she struggled to get away from him while he didn't react for a moment.He quickly supported the floor with one hand and turned over, grabbed her hair with the other and pulled her back. "Oh!" Yunjin was so painful that tears were about to fall, she couldn't control it so much, she turned around and waved her hand, and her sharp nails scratched several bloodstains on Cheng Zheng's neck.Like a leopard that smells blood.

Cheng Zheng lost his mind even more, and pushed her back to the floor with force, and after restraining her, he began to tear the clothes on himself and her.Of course Yunjin knew what he wanted to do, and the desire in this situation made her feel like a beast, and she refused desperately even though she knew she was in a weak position.One plundered fiercely, and the other resisted desperately. The two sides tore and panted in silence, like wounded beasts fighting hand-to-hand. Cheng Zheng quickly occupied the upper peak, and he stepped forward and entered her body forcefully.Without any foreplay and lubricated possession, a moan stuck in Yunjin's throat, she gave up in despair and continued to struggle, allowing him to move roughly on her until he let out a satisfied sigh.

How can it be possible for two people to be so close in body, but their souls are drifting away?The moment Cheng Zheng released his desire, he felt something was being lost in his heart.He tried desperately to grab hold of it, but he had no direction at all. He put his forehead against hers and murmured, "Did I hurt you, or did you hurt me? Tell me, what should I do?" Yun Jin only felt disheartened: "Forget it, Cheng Zheng, let's not be together anymore, let's make things easier for each other." Cheng Zheng shook his head slowly: "No, I won't let go, even if we hurt each other, I will stay with you." Once some things are broken, even if they are repaired in every possible way, they will never return to their original appearance.Cheng Zheng and Su Yunjin couldn't bear to part, but being together was suffering. After that night, both of them never talked about what happened that night, and they got along like walking on thin ice since then.They wanted to stay together, but they didn't know what to do, so they began to be cautious, afraid that a word or a look would hurt each other, and gradually became relatively silent, each licking their own wounds. The small apartment was originally a square-inch paradise for two people, but now I feel that the small space makes people unavoidable. Cheng Zheng spent more and more time "working overtime", and usually came back at midnight, smelling of alcohol and tobacco all over his body.Yun Jin became more and more silent. After get off work, she faced the chessboard as silently as an ancient well, but her rank did not improve. As long as she was free, she would still prepare meals for the two of them. As for whether he would come back or not, she didn't care. It was rare for Cheng Zheng to come home on time from get off work this day, and when she opened the door, she was busy in the kitchen, and she was in a trance while chopping vegetables, unaware that someone walked up to her.Cheng Zheng coughed lightly, and she just woke up like a dream. The sharp kitchen knife was hanging in the air, and he was sweating coldly. "I'm back, ready to eat." She smiled and continued with her hands. Cheng Zheng carefully snatched the knife from her hand: "You don't need to do it tonight, Zhou Ziyi came from Shanghai on a business trip, and I'm going to treat my high school students in City G to dinner tonight. It turns out that there are still several students in our class here , Song Ming, your former tablemate, remember, he is small and wears glasses, and now he is an aircraft maintenance technician of ×× Airlines; and Meng Xue and Zhou Jing are in Shenzhen, and they will come here tonight, just When a class reunion." After he finished speaking, he walked back to the living room, seeing that she didn't respond, he came back and added: "Let's go together, I heard that Mo Yuhua is going too." In the VIP room of the Star Nightclub, the dim and flickering lights, the shocking sound effects, the sound of wine glasses colliding and laughter pushed the atmosphere to a climax.It was originally a small-scale reunion of classmates from a foreign land, but unexpectedly, more than a dozen high school classmates were called together, and of course several of them were classmates at the same level and different classes at that time. Six or seven years have passed since graduating from high school. The miserable green boy and the cardamom girl have grown up. Some of them never saw each other after graduation. When they reunited, they were no longer the same as before. Zhou Jing is now married as a businessman's wife, she is full of jewels, and she can't see the shadow of a country girl in the past. Meng Xue worked as a stewardess in Shenzhen Airlines, she is still pretty, but she has a more capable air. Song Ming has changed the most. The small boy with thick glasses in the past has become a man with broad shoulders. Although he is not very handsome, he has a calm temperament and a good demeanor. On the contrary, Zhou Ziyi still did not change his old foolishness. Fortunately, he had a handsome face, but he only thought he was suave. I heard that after graduating from university, his son inherited his father's business and started a real estate business. The fiancée can get married only after the other party returns from studying abroad. Mo Yuhua had already lost the chubby look of her teenage years, and her face was still ordinary, but with a bookish air. The most eye-catching ones that night were of course Cheng Zheng and his wife. Everyone clamored to respect the wine of their long-term bitter love, which finally became a golden boy and girl. Cheng Zheng was in high spirits, no matter who offered a toast, he would always come and drink, including Yun Jin's share, and after a few rounds, no matter how good he was, he was a little drunk. Yun Jin and Yu Hua hadn't seen each other for a while, and they were talking privately in a corner, but Meng Xue couldn't stand it, and blocked the toasting army headed by Zhou Ziyi. Zhou Ziyi smiled and said: "It's really strange, the real girlfriend hasn't spoken yet, why do you feel distressed?" Meng Xue put the wine glass on the table: "It's just because Cheng Zheng and I have been friends for a long time, how about it! Drink with me if you have the ability." Zhou Ziyi is a smart person, so he just laughed it off whenever he was willing to confront her head-on. On Yunjin's side, Mo Yuhua took a look at the situation over there, and said to Yunjin, "What's the matter? It seems that something is wrong with you and your family." Yun Jin smiled wryly: "It's not just something is wrong, it's not just a day or two." Yu Hua only said: "Why bother, everyone knows how Cheng Zheng treats you. There is such a man who is so devoted to you that no one can envy you. Will regret it." Yun Jin said sadly: "Why don't I know that he is good, and I also want to be good to him, but why are two people who want to be good to each other so tired when they are together? Yu Hua, do you believe in fate?" Mo Yuhua said: "I believe it, but I believe that fate must also be grasped. Here, look over there." She gestured to Yunjin with her eyes. Yun Jin looked over, Cheng Zheng had drunk too much, and leaned his head on Meng Xue's shoulder in a daze.Meng Xue pushed him awkwardly, he swayed, and leaned back again. The second time, she didn't push him away again, and she looked at him with more pity. "What are the two beauties secretly chatting about in the corner?" Zhou Ziyi walked over with a glass of wine, "Yu Hua, long time no see, you've become prettier." He didn't seem to remember the embarrassing past in his senior year at all. "Where, your mouth is getting sweeter and sweeter." Yu Hua laughed. Yun Jin stood up: "Sit down, I'll go and see Cheng Zheng, excuse me." She walked up to Cheng Zheng and smiled at Meng Xue first.Meng Xue's smile was provocative: "Have you finally thought about coming to see your boyfriend?" As if she didn't hear her, Yun Jin squatted in front of Cheng Zheng, and patted his face lightly: "Cheng Zheng, wake up, let's go back first." Cheng Zheng didn't respond, and her subordinates used all their strength to forcibly support him, staggered a bit, and Song Ming who was not far away hurriedly stretched out his hand to support Cheng Zheng's other side of the body. "Thank you." Yun Jin said to Song Ming, "Please help him out with me." She turned to Meng Xue again: "Thank you for your shoulder, no wonder Cheng Zheng often said that you are like his good brother." Meng Xue laughed at herself and stood up too. After Yun Jin greeted the others present, Meng Xue followed her and Song Ming out worriedly.Seeing Cheng Zheng like this, the car must not be able to drive. Yun Jin found the side of the road and was about to wave to stop the car, but Cheng Zheng slowly regained some consciousness, rubbing his head and asking himself why he was here. "You drank too much, I'll go back with you first." Yun Jin said softly. Cheng Zheng looked at her, Song Ming, and Meng Xue in confusion, and broke free from her hand: "You go back first, I'm not drunk, and you can continue." He struggled too hard to stand still, Suddenly shaking for a while, Meng Xue quickly supported him, he half leaned on Meng Xue, and just now stood firm. Yun Jin took a few steps forward and took his hand: "Cheng Zheng, stop making trouble, and come home with me." Her voice had a hint of pleading. Cheng Zheng shook off her hand again, and staggered to wrap his arms around Meng Xue's shoulders: "I said I don't want you to worry about it. If you want to leave, you can go first." . Yun Jin looked at him quietly for a while, and then calmly said to Song Ming and Meng Xue: "In this case, I'll go back first. Please take care of him, don't let him drink so much, don't let him drive." She never He took out a notepad from his bag and wrote a few words in a hurry: "This is the address of our home, please call him a taxi when we leave, and give me a call after getting in the car, thank you." It wasn't until the taxi that Yunjin was riding in disappeared around the street corner that Cheng Zheng slowly stood up straight, the drunkenness in his eyes receding, only disappointment remained, as if he suddenly realized how close he was to Meng Xue, he quickly pushed her away, and simply said "" I'm sorry," and walked to the meeting place just now. "Cheng Zheng!" Meng Xue called out to him from behind him, he turned his head in doubt, but unexpectedly met her slap, Cheng Zheng stopped her hand in time before it fell, and said in astonishment: " Did you drink too much?" Then he saw Meng Xue's tears.He grew up with Meng Xue, and she had always been a tomboy image in his heart, and this was the first time she was crying in front of him. Meng Xue raised her head in tears and said: "This slap is to give you all the feelings I have had for you for so many years. You can not love me, but you can't use me like this. You know that I have loved you since childhood, but It's cruel to use me as a prop in the emotional game between the two of you!" Cheng Zheng let go of the hand that stopped her, feeling extremely confused: "Yes, yes, you are all right, only I was wrong. If this slap makes you feel better, then you can do it." Meng Xue wiped away her tears and said with a sneer: "But now I don't want to do it anymore, because I found that you are actually more pitiful than me. You just want to use me to provoke Su Yunjin, but unfortunately, people don't care at all. After so many years, you What you love bitterly is someone you don’t even know whether she loves you or not, you think you got her, but in fact you don’t have her at all!” He covered his face with his hand dejectedly, as if he could not hear what she said. After a long while, he said to Song Ming: "I'm sorry, please take care of her." Then he turned around and left as if fleeing. It was already late when he got home, the lights were still on, and Yunjin was still there, which somewhat reassured him.She didn't change the clothes she went out, and watched the TV calmly, the changing light on the screen made her expression a little unpredictable.Seeing him come back, he took his eyes off the TV screen. "I'm back." She put down the remote control casually, just like waiting countless times in the past. "I'm back, you haven't slept yet...do you have something to tell me?" Cheng Zheng put his hands in his trouser pockets uneasily, and then let them out again. Yun Jin raised her face and looked at him: "I just want to say, Cheng Zheng, you are really naive." Cheng Zheng sat down on the sofa and buried his face in his lap: "I'm very naive, I naively thought that this would stimulate you, that you would be jealous and angry for me, so that you could prove that you really care about me. .” There was no emotion on Yunjin's face. Cheng Zheng breathed a sigh of relief: "After all these years, you still don't love me, that's why you can be so calm." He had never dared to think about something that he dared not face, but now that he said it himself, he felt a kind of empathy. Relieved. "Let's break up, Yunjin."