Chapter 9 Chapter Eight Sexy Topics

It was five days after Su Yunjin returned to the classroom, and anyone with a discerning eye could see the black thread wrapped around the buttons of her school uniform.The miracle didn't happen. Her father's illness was unable to recover. Seeing her dying, the family led her back in a hurry. After all, she couldn't let her father who loves her the most see her for the last time.Su Yunjin didn't show much sadness in front of people, and when someone comforted her, she just thanked her lightly.Self-study, eating, sleeping, as usual, but the eyes are sunken, and there is no blood on the face.

Cheng Zheng didn't know what to say to her at this time, in fact she didn't even give him this chance.The second day after Su Yunjin returned to school, she switched places with Mo Yuhua who was originally sitting in the first row.Cheng Zheng was short-tempered, but Mo Yuhua's temper was also reticent, no matter whether he was cold-eyed or disgusted, she didn't respond at all.Cheng Zheng knew that the relationship between her and Su Yunjin was not bad, so he couldn't bear to ask, and asked Zhou Ziyi to talk to him for a few rounds, but he got nothing. After two days of patience, Cheng Zheng watched Su Yunjin in the first row from a distance and began to fidget.I finally remembered that I still had the "Analysis of Classical Chinese" that day, and went forward to return it with excuses.He handed it over, and Su Yunjin reached out to take it, without saying a word from the beginning to the end.Cheng Zheng returned the book and refused to leave, standing between her desk and the podium, holding back for a long time before saying: "Don't be too sad, people cannot be resurrected after death."

Su Yunjin didn't even raise her head, and gave a vague "hmm" as an answer.He thought about pumping himself again, which pot was not opened and which pot was lifted, why did it bring up her sadness again, but what else could he say?Although the students around are doing their own things, their ears are all pricked up.He still stood for a while, he was already tall, and he stood in front of the podium in the middle of the first row, as if everyone in the class was watching him, he just stared at Su Yunjin, and everyone else began to feel uncomfortable.When the class bell rang, Zhou Ziyi passed by the aisle, grabbed his shoulders and pulled him back to his seat.

After class exercises, everyone rushed back to the classroom in a noisy manner. Cheng Zheng saw that Su Yunjin was alone. He walked quickly through the crowd, trying to walk towards her, but before he got close, she had already detoured and disappeared from his sight Inside. After repeating this several times, Cheng Zheng's patience was completely exhausted, and it was more difficult than if she patted him with a sanitary napkin a hundred times in public.He was anxious and anxious, thinking that the school was so big, where else could she hide.After school in the afternoon, he didn't go home for dinner, and he stopped playing football. He found a reason to get rid of Zhou Ziyi and waited on the only way to the cafeteria in the dormitory area.

Not long after, Su Yunjin came out side by side with Mo Yuhua, carrying an old kettle. She saw Cheng Zheng from a distance, and secretly groaned in her heart. She whispered a few words to Mo Yuhua, and Mo Yuhua took her bowl , she herself turned around and turned back. Cheng Zheng knew that she was deliberately avoiding him, and he was sure that he would not dare to break into the girls' dormitory. After a few steps, he saw that she had almost entered the gate of the dormitory area. Shouted: "Su Yunjin, come out." Su Yunjin paused, and her hands that were still holding the hot water bottle couldn't help shaking. She had seen Cheng Zheng's arrogance and difficulty before, but she didn't expect him to be so arrogant.She took a few more steps out of habit, and comforted herself in a self-deceiving way: She is not a well-known figure, how many of the people present who heard it knew Su Yunjin?Let him shout and ignore him.That being said, when Cheng Zheng called out her name aloud for the second time, Su Yunjin felt her scalp go numb, and she clearly saw the dormitory manager who was eating also came out with a lunch box to look around.

You must know that high school is no match for college, and the romances downstairs in the girls' dormitory are unheard of.No matter how undercurrents are going on behind the adolescent boys and girls, everyone still abides by the rules and regulations. For the sake of the college entrance examination, the school is very strict about this matter. Teachers and students, including parents, are very sensitive. They would rather not get good grades. Jia, and don't want to be labeled as puppy love. Those couples are at most just holding hands when no one is around.When Cheng Zheng shouted these few times, it was tantamount to exploding a hornet's nest. People poked their heads out in front of several dormitory doors, and pedestrians who passed by stopped one after another.

At this time, Su Yunjin had to admit that she was not as courageous as Cheng Zheng. He was not afraid of anything, but she was.It would be bad if he kept shouting like this, she walked towards him shyly and anxiously, and didn't stop when she passed by him.Cheng Zheng shut up decisively after seeing her go and come back, and followed her for a short distance cooperatively, and finally stopped at a relatively unobtrusive place, although Su Yunjin was very suspicious of the so-called Avoiding people's eyes and ears is just a self-defeating idea. It's a public place anyway, where can I avoid it.

"What are you calling?" She brushed the broken hair on her forehead behind her ears indiscriminately, and asked through gritted teeth. Cheng Zheng seemed very quiet at this moment, even... peaceful.Such a good appearance, so innocent, as if it is not too much to present him in front of him, people can't bear to criticize him.But Su Yunjin didn't want to look at him at all, it was all an illusion. "Why are you avoiding me?" Without waiting for her answer, he asked another question impatiently, "Did you hear what I said that day?" Actually this is the same problem.Su Yunjin was also dumbfounded that night, and panicked when she ran away. She wished she could put everything behind her at that time, but in fact, she heard every word Cheng Zheng said very clearly.What's even more surprising is that she didn't doubt the authenticity of what he said, but only had one question, why was it her?

"I like you." He repeated it again, although there was a suspicious blush on his face when he said this, but he still said it firmly.This is Cheng Zheng's usual style, it's okay if she doesn't answer, he has his own answer in his heart, it doesn't matter if he didn't hear it that day, at worst, he will say it again until she hears it.Frank and naked, that kind of thoughts flooded your head and covered your face, making you inevitable and irreversible. "This is your business." She tightly grasped the white iron handle of the thermos bottle with both hands.

"In this case, why are you avoiding me? Are you angry with me?" "No." Su Yunjin denied. Cheng Zheng's suspicion contained surprise: "Aren't you angry?" Su Yunjin was at a loss for words, as if she had been detoured into a dead end.If she admits being angry, it's as if she's having trouble with him, but if she doesn't get angry, wouldn't it be the same as acquiescing to his shameless behavior that day? Su Yunjin stretched out her hand to brush the hair behind her ears again, but this time her hair was meticulous, and she could feel her panic and unease.Cheng Zheng seemed to take a step forward inadvertently while speaking, Su Yunjin turned her head guiltily, Auntie Sheguan was still staring at where they were, she couldn't help but begging her tone: "Cheng Zheng, don't make trouble now, I'm I really don’t feel like thinking about it.”

Cheng Zheng fixedly looked at the black silk threads on her buttons, and finally he was not so aggressive this time: "Then... when are you going to wait?" Su Yunjin was afraid that he would mess around again, and didn't know what else he would do, so she said vaguely: "Let's talk about it later." "What day is 'later'?" "After the college entrance examination." Su Yunjin was forced to do nothing by him, everyone was watching, she just wanted to send him away quickly. "real?" "Really. But until then, please stop making trouble, okay?" Perhaps it was her rare soft words that played a role, Cheng Zheng looked quite satisfied. "What you say is settled." Cheng Zheng still kept his word. From that day on, he never deliberately went to find Su Yunjin. Of course, occasionally when he met in the stairwell, he would pull her hair while no one was around, or throw a piece of chalk at her from a distance. In his opinion, such a small matter as the head is not a violation of the agreement.He was not a slack person in the first place, and he had always been very demanding of himself. Compared to before, when his heart was hanging in the air, now he can devote all his attention to reviewing.Su Yunjin also heaved a sigh of relief, getting a good grade in the exam and letting her father in the sky get a little comfort has become her greatest sustenance. But the rumors did not die down as they temporarily died down.Originally, the relationship between the two of them was a bit weird in the eyes of the class, because the gap was too big, at first the students didn't dare to think about it, thinking that it was because the two were particularly at odds.But that day Cheng Zheng yelled at the door of the dormitory, not a few people heard it, and it gradually spread to the ears of acquaintances. The "witnesses" spoke convincingly, and everyone recalled the previous details, and the answer was naturally obvious. At the moment, they all felt that the two of them must have had an affair secretly, and those little festivals turned out to be nothing more than awkwardness between lovers. As a result, the love affair between Cheng Zheng and Su Yunjin in the fourth class of senior high school was spreading among people they knew and did not know at an incredible speed, and it became the last sensational topic of their class before the college entrance examination.The male protagonist of this topic is much more famous than the female protagonist, and more people are curious about who Su Yunjin is.However, no matter how menacing the rumors behind the scenes were, the two parties were indifferent and did not even make excuses.Cheng Zheng naturally does what he should do every day, and if anyone mentions it, he will put on an expression of doing something.Su Yunjin, who has always been low-key and silent, still came and went quietly, turning a deaf ear to the pointing and whispering behind her in the classroom and outside the corridor. The one who can't hold his breath is the old grandson.He probably also heard those comments. Although he is young, his teaching methods have always been open-minded, and he likes to mingle with students, but as long as he is a teacher, especially the head teacher, there is no one who does not express taboo against the students in the class, let alone before this kind of college entrance examination. critical moment. One night during self-study, Cheng Zheng saw Su Yunjin being called out of the classroom by Lao Sun to talk alone, and his heart sank.Zhou Ziyi was still adding fuel to the fire, and whispered: "You guys are miserable, it must be because of that!" Cheng Zheng felt uncomfortable for a while, he was not afraid that the old grandson would make trouble for him, but Su Yunjin has always been very thin-skinned, because of this kind of thing Being asked by the teacher, one can imagine how embarrassing it will be.Sure enough, ten minutes later, Su Yunjin walked back to the classroom with a gloomy complexion. Cheng Zheng knew that this was all caused by his blatant actions before, so he couldn't help feeling a little regretful, lest she would hate him again because of it. "Wait, it's your turn soon." Zhou Ziyi's crow mouth didn't stop. Sure enough, less than a minute after Su Yunjin returned to her seat, Cheng Zheng was also called out by Lao Sun's name.Lao Sun led him to the end of the aisle, and as soon as he stood still, Cheng Zheng put his hands into the pockets of his school uniform, mentally prepared to be criticized, and quietly waited for Lao Sun's opening remarks. Seeing him like this, Lao Sun was furious.I really hate iron but not steel!He was Cheng Zheng's class teacher before, and later became the class teacher. He watched Cheng Zheng walk over in the third year of high school.He is obviously a good seedling, smart, willing to work hard, with stable grades, and good self-discipline ability. He is a top student who doesn't have to worry about anything. He looks good in every way. Why is it that there is still more than a month before the college entrance examination? What about "not guaranteed at the end of the festival"? Old Sun cleared his throat and found his opening words: "Tell yourself whether the recent rumors about you having a puppy love with your female classmate Su Yunjin are true, if not..." "It's true." Cheng Zheng interrupted him with calm eyes. "You..." Old Sun was angry, pointing a finger at the student in front of him who was half a head taller than him, "Why is that?" "Because I like him. If you are asking me why I like her, then I don't know. Teacher, do you know?" Lao Sun forced himself to take a deep breath: "You don't realize the seriousness of the problem at all!" "No, I always thought this problem was serious!" Cheng Zheng said seriously. "You have the nerve to say that the school prohibits middle school students from falling in love. Do you understand that puppy love will affect your grades and future?" "My grades and future have nothing to do with this matter. My ranking has dropped? No, neither has Su Yunjin .” This is actually a fact. Su Yunjin's performance has improved significantly in the last few mock exams. At the best time, she was able to enter the top 20, but this is not an excuse for puppy love.Old Sun Xiaozhi reasoned with emotion, "No matter what you say, it's wrong for you to do this." Cheng Zheng lowered his head and thought for a while: "Ms. Sun, let me tell you the truth. Even if it's wrong, it's all my fault, and it has nothing to do with her." "Cheng Zheng, Cheng Zheng, with your conditions, what do you want after you go to college, why bother?" Old Sun hated him for not being able to argue. Cheng Zheng was silent, and Lao Sun continued: "I also came here at your age, children, it's normal to be impulsive and confused..." "But I'm confused. She's been awake all the time. Is this normal?" "You mean, Su Yunjin doesn't mean that to you?" Lao Sun froze for a moment, rubbing his chin playfully, logically speaking, it shouldn't be. "Teacher, you talked to her just now, did she say anything to you?" "She didn't say anything." "Not even a denial?" Cheng Zheng's eyes lit up. "Denied..." Lao Sun thought for a while, "That's not true..." "real?" Lao Sun came to his senses now, and said angrily, "You're so tall, what are you doing! I'm here to tell you about the dangers of puppy love, not to be a love consultant!" "Honestly, Teacher Sun, you've been here too, what do you think of her?" Cheng Zheng asked recklessly. "Who? Su Yunjin, she doesn't look very impressive at first glance, but she's quite pretty when you look closely... Cheng Zheng, that's enough, go back to the classroom right now!" Sure enough, he was almost driven crazy by these two people.Ordinarily, although Lao Sun has not been teaching for a long time, he has seen many examples of puppy love. He was picked up by the teacher to talk, some denied it flatly, and some did not admit it. Tonight, these two have never seen each other. Pass. When Su Yunjin was called out just now, everything was normal at the beginning. Before Lao Sun could speak, she blushed and pursed her lips tightly, as if she was ashamed of the teacher, but gradually he felt that something was wrong, no matter how much he babbled. She presented the facts and explained the consequences to her absolutely and righteously. Her pursed lips never loosened.In the end, Lao Sun felt that this one-man show could not continue, and it was abnormal to continue talking to himself, so he had to put her back in the classroom.It would be better to change to the one in front of him, there are questions and answers, but he has completely lost his eagerness to lecture. Cheng Zheng smiled and walked towards the classroom obediently, then suddenly stopped and said to the frustrated old Sun, "Teacher, don't worry, I won't let you down in the college entrance examination." Rumors are like this sometimes. The more you try to get rid of them, the darker the description will become. On the contrary, if you are willing to make up your mind and say, "So what if it's true?" the rumors will lose their own meaning.Cheng Zheng and Su Yunjin had the same solution.After a while of uproar, the teacher also came forward, but these two people refused to make any response, and seemed to have lost contact. Gradually, this matter was no longer brought up by so many people. On the night of the exam, most senior high school seniors spontaneously organized carnival activities.Cheng Zheng's class reserved a large box at a KTV near the school.More than 50 people were squeezed into the box originally designed to accommodate 30 people, and the scene was spectacular.The sudden sense of relaxation and loss after the big exam made these high school seniors, who had been tense for a long time, eager to find an outlet to vent their emotions. They were all slumped on the sofa. After several boys shouted "True Heroes" while grabbing the microphone, the mournful prelude to "Rolling Red Dust" sounded.A boy held up a microphone and shouted: "Who ordered the song? Who ordered it?" At first, no one answered, but someone eagerly urged, "If no one sings, cut it out and replace it with another one." "Who says there is no one, give me the microphone." Cheng Zheng stood up suddenly, and took the microphone with his hand. "What did you order?" Zhou Ziyi sat next to him with a half-can of beer in hand, "I've never heard you sing before, buddy." "Why, do you have an opinion?" "That's not true, but this is a love song duet..." Zhou Ziyi pretended to be shy and leaned his head on Cheng Zheng's shoulder. "How about I sing with you?" "As far as you can go." Cheng Zheng shook him away, and Zhou Ziyi grinned and yelled a few times, "What about the heroine, brothers and sisters, everyone is sensible, please hurry up and invite the heroine..." Su Yunjin, who was sitting in a corner, hadn't figured out the situation before she was squeezed out from the dark by countless hands. In the end, some narrow-minded ghost pushed her hard behind her. He slammed into a certain target, and the man grabbed her quickly with sharp eyes, shook her to stabilize his body, and then whistled and screamed overwhelmingly. Fortunately, the dim light made it hard to see the embarrassment on her face. Su Yunjin didn't care about the pain in her arm, and frantically tried to break free from that person, and both of them fell on the sofa during the tumult. Rolling away with a cry of pain, the voice sounded like Zhou Ziyi. No matter how slow she was, she could still guess who the person beside her was. The sofa was too wide and soft. She sank into it and had to support it with both hands to struggle to sit up. Press firmly on the cushion behind you.Even in an instant, Su Yunjin could feel that her hands were trembling with nervous sweat, as if she was going to use all her strength to grab her tightly, and adjusted several postures to hold her firmly.She turned her face and saw Cheng Zheng's face as if nothing had happened. Without saying a word, he handed the microphone to Su Yunjin with his other hand. Su Yunjin moved her left hand, clenched her fist and placed it on the side of her leg. Then, avoiding Cheng Zheng's gaze, she said apologetically, "Sorry, I don't know how to sing this song." Trying to stand up, the hands behind him gripped even tighter. At this time, a song was already halfway through, Zhou Ziyi yelled: "Then who is on the karaoke station, why don't you play it again?" So the familiar prelude to "Rolling Red Dust" sounded again, and this time the surrounding area was much quieter.The swaying light and shadow slid across Chengzheng's cheeks, changing light and darkness on his face again and again. He seemed to have never been so silent and stubborn. Take back the meaning.Su Yunjin pursed her lips, but refused to answer. "Come again, replay, what are you waiting for?" Zhou Ziyi was anxious, and walked to the karaoke stand by himself. "No, I really can't sing." Some people around have already noticed something is wrong, and everyone looked at each other in blank dismay, and the scene suddenly became a little awkward.Zhou Ziyi played the song again, and at this moment, a slender hand protruded from Cheng Zheng's side, and involuntarily took down the microphone that was hanging alone in mid-air in his hand. "I'll sing, this song is my favorite." Meng Xue held the microphone, looked at the big screen with a smile, gently swayed her body with the rhythm of the music, as if she was intoxicated in the song, and had no idea what happened just now. Cheng Zheng didn't speak, Su Yunjin's hand behind her was in severe pain, the force was brutal and inappropriate, she frowned and used her other hand to make a relief, pulling and pulling, somehow, their fingers got entangled.Only now did Cheng Zheng loosen his grip on her right wrist, and clasped the ten fingers of her left hand tightly.Su Yunjin seemed to have been cast some kind of mysterious spell, and she couldn't move for a while, as if the hand was no longer her own.Perhaps sensing her hesitation, Cheng Zheng's hands also relaxed, rubbing his knuckles lightly, cautiously and joyfully. No one saw the ambiguity behind this, but Su Yunjin woke up when Meng Xue's singing sounded.After all, the gesture of entwining her fingers was weak, so she took the opportunity to get up, and with a twitch of her hand, she was able to get away. Cheng Zheng also stood up, confused and angrily asked: "What did you promise me?" No one could see their battle behind the scenes just now. At this time, many people heard what he said, and Meng Xue's singing voice was out of rhythm, "...you who didn't care at first, and the boy who didn't care. Me, the love in the world of mortals is only because of the hurried and silent stagnation of life..." Su Yunjin took a breath, and said in a low voice, "Excuse me, I'll go to the bathroom." She walked sideways between Cheng Zheng and the coffee table, and he had no intention of avoiding it. Su Yunjin's shoulder hit his stiff arm, A dull pain somewhere in the body. Walking out of the noisy box, the outside is like another world, through the closed door, the singing voice in the box can be heard faintly, "...the heart that should belong to you, it still protects my chest tightly, only for the world The turning hand behind the transformed face..." This was originally Su Yunjin's favorite song, she was never embarrassed to sing it out loud on weekdays, she only dared to hum it softly occasionally, he even knew it. She took a deep breath, and since they were all out, she simply walked towards the bathroom.On the way, she was bumped into by an oncoming reckless guy again and let out a low cry. She rubbed her shoulders and looked up. It turned out to be Zhou Ziyi. She had seen him in the box just now, and she ran out at some point. Su Yunjin and Zhou Ziyi said they were familiar with each other, but they had some contact because of Cheng Zheng's relationship.She looked him up, and found that the face that usually had a smirk on his face looked a little flustered at this moment, knowing that he bumped into someone, but didn't say sorry, and ran past Su Yunjin as if flying past Su Yunjin like that. It is not too much to run away. Su Yunjin continued to walk forward suspiciously, only to see Mo Yuhua's figure half hidden in the backlight at a corner not far away. "Yu Hua, what are you doing here alone?" When Su Yunjin approached, she actually understood a lot in her heart. Hearing the sound, Mo Yuhua turned his head to look at Su Yunjin, his eyes seemed to glisten in the dark, but his voice was calm. "Did you see it? His appearance... It's nothing more than encountering a scourge." Su Yunjin sighed from the bottom of her heart, quietly stood beside her roommate, was silent for a moment, then said: "You told him all about it." Mo Yuhua looked elsewhere, and said with a smile, "I'm so stupid, right?" "Don't say that. Would it make you feel better if you cried?" Su Yunjin felt uncomfortable in her heart. "Why are you crying?" Mo Yuhua laughed at himself, "I expected it to be like this. Really, I just wanted to go to the bathroom. He drank too much and threw up before he got there. I asked him how he was, and he threw up. Wan Wan jokingly said that I look like a doctor. I said, I plan to study medicine, and he laughed, saying that marrying a wife who is a doctor will save a lot of trouble... I thought at the time, maybe God gave me one last chance to speak out, after today, after this time, maybe I can never speak again. Then I said it, and he ran away." She paused, and smiled hard at Su Yunjin, "Actually, I didn't expect any results. I know this is impossible better than anyone else. It's just that I have kept this secret for too long. After graduation, I don't know when it will happen in the future." Goodbye, will we see you again? Now he knows that there is a fool who has secretly liked him for the past three years. Although she is not smart or beautiful, although he has never looked at her directly, this fool likes someone alone There is no difference between her thoughts and other girls. I said it, and my goal has been achieved. If you want to be kind, why should you be sad?" Su Yunjin's heart was in a mess, her wrist hurt even worse, her fingers were connected to her heart, and the sound of singing in the distance stirred her heartstrings. "It's easy to come, hard to go, decades of travel in the world, parting is easy, getting together is hard to get together, the eternal sorrow of love and hate, so you who don't want to go, you want to say goodbye to me who has disappeared..." Meng Xue's words What a lovely voice, as sweet as her person. Su Yunjin didn't hear Cheng Zheng's voice, nor did she hear Cheng Zheng sing, as Mo Yuhua said, maybe she won't hear it in the future. Mo Yuhua went back to school early, and Su Yunjin hurried into the bathroom until she completely put aside the singing.Standing in front of the mirror at the sink, she washed her face with cold water, and then carefully looked at the wet face in the mirror.What Cheng Zheng saw, what Cheng Zheng said he liked, was also the face in front of her? She never mentioned it, but that doesn't mean she forgot.That night, the kiss he landed on her brows and eyes, and then rolled on her lips, carried a unique and arrogant heat, which made her mistakenly think that the lingering warmth was still there after a long time.No one's heart is made of iron, let alone an ordinary girl like her, a boy who is as good as Cheng Zheng favors her, even if his way makes people laugh and cry, saying that she is not moved at all, I don't believe it.For a long time, Su Yunjin thought over and over, there are so many girls, why is he the only one who pesters her so hard, why is it her?Of course, love could be explained without any justification, and she could just as easily accept his enthusiasm as Cinderella accepted the Prince.But the crux of the problem is precisely - she does not want to be Cinderella. Who stipulated that Cinderella must be rescued by the prince?The fairy tales only say that Cinderella and the prince lived happily ever after, but no one has ever delved into how humble this happiness is.No one asked what kind of life Cinderella wants, no one asked her whether she loves the prince, as if as long as the glass slipper fits her feet properly, she should be grateful to live with the prince and live with him forever. Happiness is full of sincerity——without the prince's rescue, she is still washing yarn by the icy river.As for whether the prince has a bad temper; whether the king, queen, princes and ministers in the castle are out of tune with her; whether there are princesses from other countries lining up to stare at the prince; Put on those crystal shoes; when Cinderella gets old and loses her prince's arms, can her callused hands still adapt to the cold river water?No one cares about these. But what if Cinderella meets an ordinary fisherman?He is kind, honest, and hardworking. Although he doesn't have the shining halo of the prince, he and Cinderella are in love with each other.They fell in love, and then Cinderella left the stepmother's house to stay with him, and worked together to create a happy life that belonged to them. Then there would be no Cinderella in the world, only a princess who was always loved by the fisherman.And she——Su Yunjin, may be silent and humble, but she has never waited for the prince's rescue.So she doesn't want Cheng Zheng's condescending feelings, she doesn't want to be the Cinderella that others envy, and she doesn't want to hear people say, look, Su Yunjin is so lucky to be loved by Cheng Zheng.Why has no one ever said how lucky Cheng Zheng is to love Su Yunjin?One flower, one world, one leaf, one bodhi, Cheng Zheng is indeed the proud child of heaven, but even if she is a weed by the roadside, she is unique. Many times, Su Yunjin could feel that her heart was about to move. She was shaken, but never lost.Cheng Zheng is a different person from her. He and her feet are on different lands. She can stand on tiptoe for a while, and he will bend down to accommodate occasionally, but in the long run, this is so exhausting.Su Yunjin doesn't have Mo Yuhua's bravery, she can't fight it out and is afraid of being hurt; she also doesn't have Mo Yuhua's sobriety, once she lets herself go towards Cheng Zheng, she will sink.She has nothing but this heart, which cannot be taken back when given out, so she dare not hand it over lightly, and can only hold it tightly to her chest.To some extent, Mo Yuhua, who looks rigid and serious, believes in love more than Su Yunjin, and is willing to pay for dreams, while Su Yunjin seldom dreams. When Meng Xue's figure appeared in the mirror, Su Yunjin was not too surprised.She wiped off the water droplets on her face, and smiled coldly in her heart. This night is really a suitable time to talk, as if everyone has something to say, and everyone's thoughts can't wait to be made public, as if once If you miss it, it will never be too late. "What a coincidence, Su Yunjin, are you here too?" Su Yunjin smiled. "I don't know if you noticed, Cheng Zheng is very unhappy... I grew up with him, and I've never seen him like this." Meng Xue straightened her long hair in front of the mirror, and smiled slightly at Su Yunjin in the mirror .Meng Xue could not be said to be very beautiful, but she was slender and tall, with delicate features, soft skin, and an indescribably sweet smile. In addition, she had a lively personality and a generous manner. Su Yunjin was also a girl, and she also admitted that such a girl was more worthy of her heart.There were only eight girls in the class, and those nasty boys insisted on selecting the "Eight Great Dinosaurs", but they insisted on including Meng Xue, presumably they were somewhat insincere, even if Meng Xue was a dinosaur, she was also a lovable dinosaur.Tonight she changed into casual clothes, the right attire complemented her smile like a flower, Su Yunjin's school uniform was washed white, she stood out from the crowd, the mirror couldn't fool anyone. "Boys are all scumbags, don't you think so?" Meng Xue seemed to be rambling, and Su Yunjin listened patiently. "He and I have lived in the same unit compound since we can remember. When Uncle Cheng was the director of the Engineering Technology Department, my father was the project manager. Now Uncle Cheng is the head of the design institute, and my father is the chief engineer of the institute. They have a very good relationship, and we are close as children. Cheng Zheng's temper is impatient and stubborn, like a child who can't grow up. It's a good relationship. Because I know him well, I give him everything and accommodate him. He always says that girls are annoying, and always ignores me. I think it's just because we are too young, he didn't think about it, you It's not like that when it appeared. It's not that he doesn't understand, it's just that he didn't meet someone he likes. Even if he pretends to hate you, I can see what he's thinking. " Meng Xue turned her head to look at Su Yunjin, and said bluntly: "I don't like you, Su Yunjin. If you think I'm a narrow-minded person, I will say the same. When reading novels, there is always an annoying supporting actress. The protagonist loves the pitiful heroine, and she just sows discord, and then I thought, isn’t that me?” She then smiled wryly, “But the supporting actress is also a living person, why are feelings so unspoken? The truth is, I have known him for eighteen years, but nothing compares to the ten months you spent with him. He can’t even tell you what’s good about you, so ten horses can’t be pulled back? I’m not reconciled, what can I do, Who can see my pain?" Meng Xue's eyes were shrouded in mist. This was Su Yunjin seeing the tears of the second girl in the same night. Feelings are not a good thing, it always makes people weak and make people cry, she is afraid of this. Su Yunjin never spoke, her indifference made Meng Xue feel a little at a loss. "Do you think I'm here to beg you? In fact, I just want to tell you that even if you are really together, you won't be happy. I don't care, he has such a stubborn temper. Although you don't say anything, I guess you have a mind in your heart and you won't accommodate him. Your two personalities are simply not suitable to meet together. If you don't believe it, you are waiting for both sides to suffer. Men love the weak, he feels sorry for you now, and wants to..." "Enough." Su Yunjin interrupted Meng Xue, she knew some things in her heart, and it didn't mean she was willing to be judged.It was as if she never intended to accept Cheng Zheng, but she didn't want Meng Xue to think that her words had successfully made her quit.Su Yunjin said to Meng Xue, "I'm no more pitiful than you." She went back to the box to take some of her own things and left halfway.This KTV is very close to the school, and it only takes about ten minutes to walk. When she left, Zhou Ziyi was pulling Cheng Zheng and talking, and she could imagine how Zhou Ziyi described the episode just now exaggeratedly. , this nasty guy!She felt worthless for Mo Yuhua. The torrential rain that lasted for several days also subsided with the end of the college entrance examination, and the night after the rain was extraordinarily clear.Su Yunjin was walking back to school. It was past ten o'clock in the evening, and the road was still bustling with people. It was only then that she realized that she had studied in this key middle school in the provincial capital for two years, and she had never noticed how busy this street was. . Instinctively feeling someone following behind her, Su Yunjin turned her head, and Cheng Zheng walked slowly a few steps away with her schoolbag slung across her shoulders. "It's so late, a girl shouldn't be walking alone." He kicked the small gravel on the road, and there was no emotion in his words. "It's okay, it's still very lively around here... have you finished listening to your good friend's wonderful 'Adventures' so quickly?" Su Yunjin was also in embarrassment, looking for something to say, and only regretted it when she said it. What does these things have to do with her? Cheng Zheng really showed some surprise, "Oh... you said that... you know it too?" Su Yunjin was silent. "Are you upset about this?" he wondered. Su Yunjin smiled, "Why should I be unhappy about other people's affairs? This incident seems to you to be a joke at most, but...he may not accept it, but why trample on it?" She is not usually a sharp-tongued person, and She doesn't easily reveal her thoughts to others, but this night, it seems that too many things are stuck in her heart, making her feel uncomfortable. 程铮愣了一下，迈了一大步站在她的正前方，低头看着她，“这种事说不清楚。不过周子翼心眼不坏，可能你不信，今晚的事他只是太意外了。”他闷闷道：“你居然替别人抱不平，但我的心意不是一样被你践踏，谁为我抱不平？” 他比她高出许多，苏韵锦感觉他的声音像是从胸腔的位置发出，带着嗡嗡的回声，一直荡到她心里，让她狠不下心拔腿走开。 “也是，没有什么是绝对公平的。” “志愿我会填Q大，那是我爸爸的母校，也是我的目标。不出意外的话，开学我就会到北京去。苏韵锦，跟我一起。”他像是平淡地陈述，那平淡中有着孤注一掷的期待。 苏韵锦不知道想什么，悠悠地出神，许久没有应声。 “难道说过的话就不算了？”程铮有些愤怒，“你说高考后，我等了，结果你是在骗我？” “我没有骗你。”苏韵锦急促地说道。她鲜见的高声让程铮也为之一怔，只见她忽然仰起了头，那双眼睛就像初见时那般光彩熠熠，她出人意料地踮起脚尖，用自己的唇轻轻印上他的。 程铮的世界烟花瞬放，华灯璀璨的大街，川流不息的车辆和行人仿佛都成布景，只为衬映少年男女这淡淡一吻。 “我说过会给你一个结果。”程铮还保持着方才的姿势，像个呆呆的泥塑，苏韵锦却已倒退着走到了数米之外。“程铮，这是我还你的。不要跟上来了。” “你……”程铮着急，却不知道该说什么，脸颊滚烫，脑子发昏。他不敢妄动，怕这场梦太容易惊醒。 有人终究比他醒得要早。苏韵锦转身之前嫣然一笑，“再见。” 目送她的背影走远，程铮才傻乎乎地应了声：“哦……再见。” 他伸手去触碰自己的嘴，发现嘴唇上扬的弧度，人都不见了，他觉得自己这样有点傻，将嘴角往下拉了拉，但最后还是露出一排牙齿，恨不得跳起来去和树梢握手。 刚才她也笑了，像昙花绽放。程铮没看过昙花，但他固执地相信就应该是那样。可是那一瞬发生得太过突然，他仍旧来不及记住她嘴唇的滋味。下一次，下一次他一定不会再像个傻瓜似的定在那里。 那时高考结束后照例还是先估分，再填志愿，最后才知道真实的分数。说起来填志愿也真如同一场赌博，光有好的分数还不够，尚且需要那么一点好运，才能如愿以偿地考上心仪的大学。 程铮无疑是个幸运儿，凭着物理单科成绩全省最高，综合成绩全校理科第二的成绩，再加上他父亲在母校的一番关系，顺利领到了Q大这所全国工科最高学府的土木工程专业取通知书。他从笑逐颜开的校领导那里接过通知书，还不等恭喜和赞扬的话说完，就急着去找老孙打听苏韵锦的情况。她的分数他听说了，还算发挥得不错，虽然不能和他同校，但北京高校如云，总有一所会为她敞开大门。 老孙说苏韵锦的录取消息还没到，程铮苦于没有她的电话号码，放假后不知如何联系，就几次三番地到学校查看，老孙每次都让他再耐心等等。最后他还是利用苏韵锦的学号在热线电话里查到了她的录取情况，原来她已经被一所南方的本科院校录取了，通知书直接邮寄到她家里。 程铮百般不解，苏韵锦考上的那所学校不好不坏，但按说以她的成绩，在北京选择个普通的二本也还是足够的，他们不是说好了要在一起吗，可如果她去了那所学校报到，就意味着未来至少四年里他们两人之间要隔着千百里的距离。好说歹说之下，老孙私底下让程铮看了苏韵锦的志愿档案，程铮一眼扫过去，差点没把牙槽咬碎。她的志愿填得五花八门，唯独有个共同点，所填大学的所在地无不远离伟大首都。 那天回家后，程铮就把自己关在房间里，玩儿命地打游戏，蒙着枕头睡觉，在房间里漫无目的地转圈，无论做什么都纾解不了他的失望和恼怒。她为什么要这么做，他还不清楚，但可以确定的是，她是故意要离他远远的。 外面又有人来道贺，不知道是爸爸的同事还是妈妈的客户，自从他收到录取通知开始，这样的事就没有断过。他妈妈章晋茵在家，应酬了片刻就来敲他的房门。 “儿子，你刘叔叔一家来了，你出来说说话吧。” "I'm tired." “一会儿就好，你刘叔叔家的小孩下学期也高三了，说是向你取取经。” 程铮翻身坐起来大声道：“你跟他说，爱考哪儿考哪儿，就是别去北京，反正大家都讨厌那儿！” “你这死孩子，说什么胡话。”章晋茵嘀咕了几声，无奈地笑着和丈夫的同事一家解释，说儿子身体不太舒服。 程铮依稀听到那个什么“刘叔叔”客套地夸奖，说：“难得这孩子成绩那么好，还能宠辱不惊。”他重重躺了回去，像听到一个最荒唐的笑话，他要真能宠辱不惊就好了，可事实上他感觉自己遭受的是记事以来最大的一次侮辱和欺骗，怎么都不能释怀。 就这么昏天暗地地睡了一觉，脑海中反反复复都是她转身时的那个笑容。 “这是我还你的……程铮，再见……”她的唇贴上来，他每次都想抱紧，可双手收拢，怀抱空空如也，她仍在几步开外，一遍遍地笑着说再见。 “咚咚咚。”又有人来敲门，是家里的老保姆，说孟雪来了，程铮捂着头大声说自己睡着了，过了一会儿，章晋茵又来叫。 孟雪是来告诉程铮，她也收到了录取通知，那是北京的一所三流大学。程铮不知道她为什么这么开心，无精打采说了句恭喜。两人没说几句话，楼下的章晋茵就听到他们吵了起来，急冲冲去看。只见儿子大发脾气，作出赶客的举止，嚷嚷着，“我要你好心？谁稀罕那土包子的联系地址？你走吧，赶快走！” 孟雪一脸委屈。 两家关系向来熟稔，孟雪也是常出入程家的。章晋茵知道儿子脾气不好，但绝非没有家教的人，平时和孟雪虽不算亲密，但客气礼貌还是有的。她连忙上前打圆场，问这到底是怎么了。 孟雪笑着说没事，但神色里也有恼意，很快就离开了他们家。章晋茵不知道儿子吃错了什么药，抱怨道：“你像个男子汉吗，有气朝女孩子撒。” 程铮神色郁郁，没有反驳。 “亏得人家小孟雪来的时候高高兴兴地跟我说，以后你们都在北京上学，可以相互照顾。” “谁要谁照顾？又不是得了小儿麻痹症生活不能自理，莫名其妙！”程铮没好气地说道。他不讨厌孟雪，以前还觉得女孩子里她算是比较好相处的，可他受不了她这个时候有意无意地提起苏韵锦考上的那所大学，还带着同情的笑意，甚至一副了然于心的模样给了他一张写着苏韵锦家地址的小纸条。程铮毫不领情，他现在最讨厌的就是听到这个，尤其在不相干的人面前。 章晋茵没理会他，继续往自己脚上涂指甲油。大约过了几个小时，孟雪来了个电话，程铮犹豫了一下还是接了，总算还知道道了个歉，但很快就挂了。大概是话还没说完，孟雪再次打过来，这次程铮不愿再接，让老阿姨说自己不在。 “谎话都不会说，刚才还接了电话，一分钟不到，你就能飞到天上？”章晋茵笑道。 程铮在房里喊，“那就说我死了！” “童言无忌，童言无忌。”章晋茵啐他。 “谁死了？”说话的却是刚下班回家的程彦生。 程铮在母亲章晋茵面前无法无天、口无遮拦，但是他父亲程彦生一向严肃，程铮不敢太过造次，怏怏地收声，闭门不出。 程彦生把公事包交到妻子手里，问：“儿子怎么了？” “好像和小孟雪吵架了。”章晋茵抿着嘴笑。 “好端端地吵什么？” “反正今天他不太对劲。” 程铮父母都是忙人，一个把设计院当作家，一个为了生意整天飞来飞去，但到底是为人父母，儿子情绪的异常低落还是让他们很担心，唯恐因为工作的关系忽略了孩子的心事。好不容易等到一家三口坐下来吃饭，章晋茵见儿子还是闷闷不乐，便起了个话头，“你和孟雪……” “你别老把我和她扯到一块儿，她是她，我是我。” 章晋茵柳眉倒竖，“那你是为什么事闹得谁都不得安宁？” 程彦生咳了几声，还是一板一眼地说道：“我劝你念完书以后再考虑感情方面的问题。你这个年纪应该把更多精力放在正事上，我们年轻的时候哪儿会像你们这一代人，饱食终日，为赋新词强说愁……”他顿了顿，叹了口气，话锋一转，“不过孟雪这孩子呢，知根知底，你那脾气，也只有她忍得了你。” “说了不是因为她！”程铮倔脾气上来，把筷子一放，“你年轻的时候心无旁骛精忠报国，那是谁大学还没毕业就把我妈骗到手的？” 章晋茵扑哧一笑，眼看老头子就要变脸，赶紧在丈夫和儿子之间做起和事佬。“慢慢说，慢慢说，祖宗，不是因为孟雪，那是谁让你愁成这样？你爸和我这不是关心你吗？我儿子长得像我，幼儿园开始就有女孩子追着跑了……” “总之你们别管，我烦着呢，别像关心精神病人似的。”程铮家里三代单传，就他这么个独苗，除了父亲偶尔会板起脸训他几句，从小到大都是被捧在手心，在家就是个不折不扣的小霸王。 “你不说我也猜到了，是不是那个叫苏……什么的女孩，瘦瘦的，白白净净。” 程铮顿时满脸通红，说话都结结巴巴，“你……你怎么知道？你偷窥我的隐私？”他这话说得毫无根据，他没有写日记的习惯，除了好友周子翼，更没对谁坦白过，不知道怎么就被母亲一语道破了。 “我用得着偷窥？你藏得住事吗？那点心思就差没写在脸上了？开家长会那天我就发现了，就知道拿粉笔扔人家女孩，还自以为装得很好，这手段连你爸都不如。” “说什么呢？”程彦生皱眉，“有你这么教育孩子的吗？还有你，尽吧些乱七八糟的事。你妈说的都是真的？又是孟雪，又是姓苏的女孩子……” 程铮的脸更红了，“跟你们说过多少遍，我最烦你们把我和孟雪扯在一起。我是那种乱七八糟的人？随便遗传了你们中的哪一个也不至于那样！” “那就是承认了？还算你敢作敢当。那就是为了姓苏的女孩子不痛快了？” 说到这里，程铮又想起了郁闷的事，脸色一变，饭也不吃了。“我饱了，你们吃吧。” 章晋茵再次敲门进入儿子房间时，发现他正背对自己不知道在埋头做什么。 “儿子，要不妈妈跟你谈谈？” 程铮回头看了一眼，“你不用和我谈早恋的危害性，我已经失恋了。” 章晋茵想笑，又笑不出来。她自己生的孩子，知道他从小性格开朗，不拘小节，又被宠惯了，鲜少有过不去的坎，他要是发脾气还好，落落寡欢的样子，看来是往心里面去了。她走到儿子身旁看了看，原来他正在台灯下折腾那张刚出炉不久的高中毕业照，竟像是赌气要将其中的一个人从照片上抠去。 “这又是为什么？”她坐到儿子的床边。 程铮手下不停，“没干什么，我不想看到她。” 章晋茵将照片从儿子手中抽走，是那天那个女孩子，不难看，但也没有特别扎眼，她将照片反过来看背面的名字。 “苏韵锦？” “说了别提她。” “她看不上我儿子？” “不是，是我讨厌她。”程铮嘴硬，但做母亲的已经能够听出他声音里的不对劲，只不过死要面子强忍着。 “你讨厌她，抠掉她的头像也就算了，干吗要把自己的头也抠下来，儿子呀，你这样做好像真的有一点点变态……好好，我不说了。我记得她家里人身体好像不太好，那个当场昏倒的人是不是她爸爸？” "Ok." “我看她的样子家里过得应该不容易，小小年纪像是有心事。穷人的孩子早当家，你说捐款那次是不是因为她？” "Ok." “儿子啊，你听我说，其实我觉得你和她，怎么说呢，也不一定很合适。” 双手在照片上忙碌的程铮忽然停了下来，不敢置信地看着章晋茵，“妈，你嫌贫爱富？平时是怎么说的？” “不是……”章晋茵坐得离儿子更近一些，“你听我说，我没有看不起穷苦家孩子的意思，相反，这样家庭出来的孩子说不定更懂事，更有出息，但是……”章晋茵不是说谎，她丈夫程彦生当年也是穷学生，她选择了他，可谓是下嫁。然而结婚近二十年，她依然感觉非常幸福。但坐在面前的是她唯一的儿子，她伸出手想去摸他短短的头发。儿子的性格就和他的头发一样直且硬，执拗又单纯，看起来脾气不小，但心是热的，不知人间疾苦，什么事认定了就一根筋地扎进去。他说不喜欢做生意，受不了商场上的勾心斗角和虚伪应酬，宁愿搞技术。章晋茵也没有勉强过他，像他爸爸那样也不错。他们夫妇俩对儿子的唯一期盼就是让他简简单单、快快乐乐地过一辈子，能挑个心中所爱的女孩得偿所愿那是最好，对女方他们没有任何要求，只要儿子高兴。但她经历的事比儿子多得多，那女孩看上去文静，但眼神倔强，心里藏事，加上家庭多生变故，难免失之阴郁，她怕以儿子的脾气，一头撞上去要吃苦头。可看现在这样子，根本就没法劝。得之祸福难料，求不得更苦。 想到这里，章晋茵叹了口气，“我和你爸只是希望你过得好。”