Chapter 9 Intermission Doctor Chen Yucheng 02

Yes, not at all.Because that day, when he pulled the curtain aside, he found the girl had opened the window.One side of her body leaned against the waterfall of the curtain, and the other side, clinging to the edge of the five-story cliff, was as thin as a cicada's wing in the fresh air.She finally figured it out, no longer warming the glass with her own body temperature, and no longer wishing to rely on such heat transfer to justify her desire.She seemed shy, just looked at him and didn't speak. "I know what you want to do." He held out his hand to her, "Now, come down."

Her cheeks contracted slightly, giving her a look of forlornness.She seemed to have bitten the muscles on the sides of her tongue, the inner wall of her mouth, with her teeth on both sides. "I don't want to see anything," she said, and finally she added, "I dare not." "It's not wrong for you to think so, but you can't." He didn't think of her as a child at all. "Why?" She lowered her eyelids. "I don't really want to—I do, think about it." "You can think about it, but if you can't act, don't do things like open the window. Remember to remind yourself, just think about it. Don't take any action at all." He looked at her intently, "Wait until you get through it." After these days, you will laugh at yourself when you think about it. Because you are afraid of death, you want to die, this logic does not make sense, do you think so?"

She stared earnestly into his eyes.Seems offended.She wasn't ready for him to say the word she tried to avoid so easily, death.In fact, he was the first to start this evasive conversation, using a tacit way of referring first.Now, he suddenly announced, the rules of the game have changed. "I don't want to die because I'm afraid of death." Her tone was annoyed, "I just don't want to wait any longer. I want to know what will happen soon." She explained clumsily but forcefully.Then, she glanced at the hand he extended to her, and covered her whole hand, but only lightly grasped the index finger of his right hand.

He smiled and said, "I'll tell you what will happen when I find out." She stared at his face dissatisfied: "What's the air, what's so great about a doctor, you will die one day." "Of course, everyone will die." He stretched her arm, but it was unnecessary. She jumped down lightly, making the blue and white striped hospital gown look inexplicably beautiful in an instant. "Maybe you died earlier than me." She finally had the exasperation that a child should have. "I died earlier than you, who will treat you?" "Don't get complacent too early." She didn't know that her tone was like a villain in a cartoon, "Bibi is optimistic, when we are all dead, go to heaven, and the one who lives short will invite you to eat."

Later, after a period of treatment, her condition was brought under control, and she naturally did not die.When she was discharged from the hospital, everyone came to congratulate her, but with a stern face, she went to knock on the door of his office lightly by herself.She looked at him sadly, and said aggrievedly: "They told me that the medicine you gave me would turn me into a boy." "Nonsense. Who told you that?" He sneered helplessly. "I don't want to be a boy, peeing standing up is so ugly!" Tears welled up in her eyes. "It's just androgen. It's for curing your illness. There's no way. During the process of taking the medicine, your voice may become thicker and your pores may enlarge, but it won't make you pee standing up. All the side effects just stop The medicine will disappear."

"When are we going to stop taking the medicine?" she muttered. "It's hard to say, some patients will be dependent on androgen, and they will relapse after stopping the drug, so they have to take it all the time. There is no drug that can turn you into a boy. At most, your menstruation will be abnormal. But you Can survive." "What is menstruation?" she was confused. "Forget it, you can ask your mother." He sighed patiently. "I don't have a mother." She shook her head in dissatisfaction, and when she turned to leave, she suddenly looked back at him again, "You mean to say that if I have to take that medicine all the time, I will grow up Kind of like a boy, but I'm still a girl, right?"

"That's right." He smiled. "Then when I grow up and come back, if I really become a boy, will you recognize me?" She also smiled at him, very embarrassed. "Yes." He opened the medical record of another patient in front of him, "Close the door for me when you go out." She spread out her left hand, which had been clenched into a fist, and in her palm was a bird made of paper torn from a medical record.On the bird's wings, she wrote crookedly: "Connection code". "The bird looks sick," he said. "It's not a bird, it's a paper crane!" She carefully put it on his desk, "I stacked two. You have one, and I have one. If you don't recognize me in the future, take this out and you will be happy." That's right." Then she ran away in a hurry as if she had done some prank.

The "paper crane" was left on the table for two days. One morning, he accidentally knocked over the pen holder, and a few ballpoint pens scattered out and scratched it on the ground. He was too lazy to get up and go around the table to pick it up again. So he said to the intern who happened to come to his office to pick up the case: "Please help me throw away the bird on the ground." He also imagined that when Xun Zhe grew up, would he also become the kind of woman that frightened him.During that time, he had a very difficult time getting along with the medical representatives. Perhaps it was not so embarrassing to admit that his marriage had failed.He didn't think he'd done anything wrong, and objectively, she didn't seem to have done anything wrong either.Two innocent people bumped into each other, only to find that the brightness of the other person's flawless whiteness was different from their own. This "difference" forced the two flawless whiteness into two naked dirty ones.He became more and more mean, and she became more and more resentful.Gradually, he thought that he had made some achievements in his cultivation. For example, when she complained to him tearfully and was deeply immersed in the pleasure of resentment, he could concentrate and think of something completely different from the situation in front of him. irrelevant things.For a moment, he wouldn't know that she was saying over and over, with increasing emphasis: "Do you care what I'm thinking? Do you care?"

At this moment, he suddenly thought of forgetting to open the trunk compartment.He stood up abruptly and opened the closet, she stared dumbfounded behind him, and then she said: "Go, are you waiting for me to beg you to stay, who are you scaring?" The voice of the zipper flaunts its might, He casually threw the two envelopes that Zhao Zhao's father had given him on the table, and said flatly, "I didn't know how much they were. You can deposit them in the bank tomorrow." The room was silent for a moment, and then she burst into unbearable crying: "Chen Yucheng, are you a cold-blooded animal? Do you have a heart—"

He stood up and went out, shutting her and her voice in the living room.Their clamor did not wake Chen Zhizhen up.In the small bed surrounded by guardrails, she fell asleep soundly and peacefully like a king.Two small fists are symmetrically placed next to the ears. He thought she was dreaming, but he had no proof. You are the only pure and kind woman in the world, dear Miss Chen Zhizhen. The dusk was coming to an end, but seventeen-year-old Zhao Zhao still didn't wake up.He was not in a hurry, anyway, it was his turn to be on the night shift today; anyway, he was sure that the rich father would show up soon.

But the young man in front of him surprised him—as if he saw an actor on the wrong stage.He doesn't look like a person from Longcheng, he doesn't think so, but he can't say it well, maybe it's the aura of traveling far away on him. He is of medium build, very thin, and has a pair of memorable eyes. He said: "Doctor Chen, hello, I am Zhaozhao's teacher, and my surname is Zheng."