Chapter 36 Section VI

In order to let Qiu Subai get out of the shadow of broken love quickly, Aixi tried her best, but Qiu Subai was still depressed all day long. Son. In addition, with Feng Nan's big mouth, the school quickly spread the things that Qiu Subai and Qiu Weiwei did. It was originally a happy thing born of love, but the version that was circulated became Qiu Subai's. To seduce Qiu Weiwei, it was even rumored that Qiu Subai had an abortion experience.Although Feng Nan did not expose Qiu Subai's name very much, some people noticed it from the relationship between Qiu Subai and Qiu Weiwei. Several weeks after breaking up with Qiu Weiwei, Qiu Subai suffered from insomnia at night. The exhausted Qiu Subai could no longer find her sense of belonging at school. She started skipping classes. Every day after her parents went to work, she secretly He ran home quickly and lay on the bed to catch up on sleep.

Later, it was Essie who took her into the bar. The first time she entered that colorful world, she learned to numb herself with alcohol.Many times, after her parents were asleep, she sneaked out of the house and went to the bar to drink.Those who got drunk would just find a hotel to stay overnight. At first, their parents thought that Qiu Subai would go to school earlier. Until one day, when Qiu Subai sneaked downstairs as usual, it happened that his father was hungry. He was groping in the dark, and when he was about to go downstairs for supper, he vigilantly noticed that the door downstairs was slowing down. He closed it slowly, thinking that the house had been burglarized, so he woke everyone up, only to find that Qiu Subai's room was empty.

Although her father didn't expose her right away, since that night, he has begun to pay special attention to her every move.After learning what his father said, the mother checked Qiu Subai's room that night. Under her pillow, the mother found a pack of unpacked cigarettes and several lighters. A few nights later, Qiu Subai was about to sneak to the bar to drink again. After she walked out of the house, her parents followed her secretly in a car, and finally saw Qiu Subai entering the bar. His father was trembling with anger and got out of the car on the spot. Rushing into the bar, he found Qiu Subai in the middle of the crowd.

"Dad..." Qiu Subai looked at his father standing in front of him in astonishment, before he could say a word, he was dragged out of the bar by his father and stuffed into the car. On the way home, the car was eerily quiet, Qiu Subai looked out of the car window silently, she understood better than anyone else that since she chose love, she was already sorry for the two dear and beloved people in the car, Although sad, Qiu Subai still held back the well-developed tear glands in his eyes and did not cry. She didn't know if it was because she had cried too much during this time, and she couldn't cry anymore, but the sadness in her heart was even more desperate.

Qiu Su Bai really wished that she could find a hole in the ground for her to go in, and wished that she would lose her memory in an instant, forget the past, forget the present, and she could still love Su Yi foolishly and innocently like before she met Qiu Weiwei. If so, besides the pain of unrequited love, she will not cause other troubles... Thinking about it, those tears that I thought would never flow again poured out of my eyes, and Qiu Subai felt so sad that she was about to die up. Is this what it feels like to be broken in love? She asked herself in confusion countless times, but she couldn't get an answer.

After returning home, the parents still didn't say anything, and asked Qiu Subai to go back to the room to rest early, and the two of them sat in the living room in silence. Before Qiu Subai returned to the room, Qiu Hena, who was still asleep, gently opened the door and said to Qiu Subai: "If you can't sleep at night, come and sleep with your sister!" Qiu Subai was so moved that he didn't know what to say, went back to the room and hugged the pillow, and went to Qiu Hena's room. Everyone has their own secret deeply buried in their hearts, but on such a moonlit night, everyone will open the closed heart door and can't help talking.

For more than half a year, there has been a gap between Qiu Subai and Qiu Hena because of Su Yi. Qiu Hena has always thought that Qiu Subai still likes Su Yi, but she doesn't say it, but she doesn't like it in her heart.But until tonight Qiu Subai told Qiu Hena what happened in the past six months back and forth, Qiu Hena's soft heart was very sad for her sister's experience. "Actually... that day... my birthday... I saw it... but it was not then that I realized that the person Su Yi likes is not me, but you... Su Bai, I really hated you at first. When Su Yi and I went on a trip, your name was mentioned the most in his mouth... So, we had a very unpleasant fight, and at that time, I wanted to break up with him..."

"...Sister." Qiu Subai stared at Qiu Hena's gentle and elegant face like a goddess under the bright moonlight, and the sadness welling up in his heart covered the previous guilt. "Do you know, there is nothing more sad than the person you like...not like yourself, but your beloved sister, hehe..." Qiu Hena smiled reassuringly, touching Qiu Su white hair, said: "But, if Su Yi really likes you, then I will be happy for you, so even if you are together, it doesn't matter, really!" Qiu Hena said this with certainty, but was blocked by Qiu Subai, "Sister, I said that the reason why I became so embarrassed is not because of Brother Su Yi."

Qiu Hena was taken aback by the word "brother" on Qiu Subai's lips, and said in surprise: "Your name is Brother Su Yi? You never want to call him brother." Yes.Even Qiu Hena discovered this. Because I like Su Yi so much, I don't even feel willing to call him my brother. He is obviously a brother who is two years older than himself, but he can't say anything. He hopes that Su Yi can become his beloved lover, not a so-called brother. If he is a brother, he should only distance the two of them... … But it's different now, after meeting Qiu Weiwei, everything is different.

Qiu Weiwei is a person who made Qiu Subai lose Su Yi and still feel happy. Although there was sadness, depression, and hesitation in the middle of this love, it is still reluctant to form a whole emotional road Abandoned romance. Even... like now, separated because of betrayal, but still want to see him. "The person I like is Qiu Weiwei." Qiu Subai said affirmatively, with a serious and serious expression on her face, but soon this emotion was firmly wrapped in sadness, and she said with a wry smile: "But... I can't love it any more now..." "Why?" Qiu Hena said confusedly: "If you like it, you should fight for it. There are many things in the world that don't start with success. People have to go through many twists and turns before they can cherish what they almost lost. .”

After talking for a long time, Qiu Hena fell asleep unknowingly because she was too sleepy, but Qiu Subai couldn't fall asleep anyway. She couldn't help but think about Qiu Weiwei, and couldn't help thinking about how to forgive Qiu Weiwei. Betrayal, if you beg him not to break up, can you go back to the past? The crystal tears kept rolling in Qiu Subai's eyes. She didn't want Qiu Hena to worry about her crying after hearing it. Qiu Subai quietly walked out of the room, the night was so quiet that she was afraid.