Chapter 20 Section IX

After Zhou Chumu and I reconciled, everything went smoothly. But I was a little worried about whether I was pregnant. I began to be inexplicably lethargic. Sometimes during class, I would suddenly fall asleep and sleep until the end of get out of class before waking up.Tian Dingding copied two notes by himself, and he was sweating profusely while copying, but he never woke me up.Walking was like drifting, and most importantly, I started throwing up, and I haven't had my period for over a month. My limited knowledge tells me that something big is wrong. I began to look forward to the arrival of my most hated "period" every month.Tian Dingding asked me for painkiller pills when she had dysmenorrhea. I watched her frown and swallowed the pills, and I was so envious that I couldn't help myself.

Of course, I absolutely cannot tell her all this.I hope that in her heart, I have always been the perfect and pure Lin Zhi, and I don't want her to change her opinion of me because of this. Perhaps, I need to find some time to discuss with Zhou Chumu. As far as the current situation is concerned, the only way to cover up the panic in my heart is to read like crazy. I don't understand why there are so many idiots in this world. With love, grades will drop.For me, love is what drives me. Love is like my morphine, which makes me look haggard, but I learn to be more excited and happy every day.So that I got the first place in the quiz several times.

Tian Dingding's condition is not so good, but I still show her the multiple-choice questions every time, so that her score will not be too ugly.In fact, if I really want her well, I shouldn't do this.Maybe it's because I feel too much guilt towards her, every time I take an exam, I can't wait to show her every question, so that she can also get first and second in the exam, so that every time she sighs, I won't be so terrified I think it's all my fault. I still haven't paid her the money I owe her.In fact, Yu Genhai gave me living expenses on time, and sometimes he would give more when he was happy, but I don’t know why, Zhou Chumu is always short of money, and I always show up on time when he is most short of money. in front of him.

That weekend, I went to see him again.Before that, I rummaged through boxes and cabinets and found countless pieces of clothes, but I was not satisfied.I hope that I can appear in front of him in the most beautiful state, and I hope that when he introduces to others: This is my girlfriend, a top student in the sky, his face will be more radiant. Unfortunately, none of my clothes are new.I haven't worn new clothes for a long time.I can only change into the fairly new coat I bought last fall, and go to "forget it" to find him. When I finally arrived at "forget it", I saw a scene that I couldn't believe my eyes——

Zhou Chumu was shoved against a pillar by some people, and a tall and fat man grabbed his neck as soon as he stretched out his hand, lifting him high, as if strangling him to death. I looked at Chu Mu who was blushing and struggling, and rushed over with a low cry. But before I entered the crowd, I felt someone embedded behind me.I struggled to turn around, it was Ding Lishen. Why is he here too?I hate him! I told him with my eyes that I hated him for tying me up and not letting me rescue my Chu Mu, but his eyes were more domineering than mine, as if saying: Kill me and I won't let you go!

I had no choice but to bite him with my mouth open.He finally let go of me, but he rushed ahead of me and squeezed into the crowd.He slapped the tall fat man on the back vigorously, the fat man turned his head, and he followed with a punch. "Fuck!" The fat man let out a roar, finally let go of the hand holding Chu Mu, and turned to beat Ding Lishen beside me. Zhou Chumu slid down from the wall like a thin rope, and I rushed over desperately. He was retching, I cried out anxiously, patted his back and said, "Chu Mu, Chu Mu, do you care?" He couldn't speak. "Beat him to death!" Those people rushed up again, and I instinctively protected Zhou Chumu from getting close to him.But I was quickly picked up by them and thrown aside.

"Lin Zhi! Let's go!" Ding Lishen quickly got up from the ground, pulled me up and rushed out of the "forget it" gate.How could I leave at this time, so I rushed up again, a small man punched me in the chest, I almost fell to my knees in pain, and then I heard Ding Lishen growl, Charged up like a crazy calf! What happened that day alarmed 110.Later, Ding Lishen's father came to pick us up.That was the first time I saw Ding Lishen's father. He looked dignified and pulled his blood-stained son up from the ground. He gave me a meaningful look and pulled his son up without saying a word. car.

"Take Lin Zhi away." I heard Ding Lishen say, "Take Lin Zhi away." His father had closed the car door and reopened it. "You don't want to stay here." Ding Lishen stuck out his head and said to me, "Staying here is not good for you." But of course I can't go.I stayed, but when I turned around, Zhou Chumu was nowhere to be seen, as if he had disappeared out of thin air.I ran all the way to his house, but I didn't see anyone else.I sat in front of his house until dark, but I didn't see him return. He owes someone money again, he is hiding from me on purpose, it must be.

On Monday, Ding Lishen's disciplinary order was posted. When Tian Dingding and I passed the place where the disciplinary notice was posted, she almost wanted to rush over and tear up the piece of paper.I envy her that she can truly express her thoughts anytime and anywhere, but I have to pretend to be indifferent and pull her back. She didn't know, it was all because I hurt him.But I think I should keep this secret, for me and for Ding Lishen.That afternoon, while Tian Dingding wasn't paying attention, I quietly passed a note to him: See you in the rockery after school. He came as promised.

"Does it hurt?" I looked at the wound on his forehead and asked apologetically, "Did you spend a lot of medical expenses? Or, I'll pay it to you." "It doesn't hurt," he said. "Is that what you came to talk to me about?" "No." I said sincerely, "I want to thank you, thank you for saving him." "You don't need to thank me." He suddenly said a little bluntly, "Why didn't you ask him why he was beaten?" "Okay, then tell me why." I looked into his eyes and said. But he avoided my eyes, and just said: "He owes a lot of money to others. Do you know that? At least 20,000 yuan. Moreover, gambling debts are a bottomless pit. If you keep messing with him like this, you won't suffer!"

"How do you know?" I asked him immediately. "Everyone knows except you." He looked at me with firm eyes, "If you don't believe me, you can go to 'Forget it' and arrest anyone!" So it turned out that he was really still gambling. What is he going to do? I don't need a 1,280 yuan pendant, new clothes, or a big meal. A small bowl of noodles is enough. What on earth is he going to do? But even so, I don't like others to speak ill of Zhou Chumu in front of me.In particular, he is a boy, and he is Ding Lishen.This is absolutely impossible. So I sorted out my thoughts, took a deep breath and said, "I owe him this, Ding Lishen, none of this has anything to do with you, but my thanks are sincere, please believe me." He asked me desperately: "Are you really planning to continue with him?" "Yes." I said. After he listened, he looked at me with complicated eyes. After a few days, I finally found an appropriate adjective for that kind of eyes in my Chinese textbook: mourning his misfortune, angering him indisputable. "By the way, can you lend me some money?" I raised my head, looked at him and said seriously, "I need money now." "How much do you want?" he groaned. "How much does Chu Mu owe?" I still asked unequivocally. He let out a dry laugh, not sure if he was laughing at me or himself.After laughing, he said to me: "Lin Zhi, everyone pays their own debts, no matter what your relationship with Zhou Chumu is, if you think you can help him this time, then you are too naive." I know, he's right.Everyone in this world has his own debt, and no one can help anyone.But when you like someone, how can you control so much?Ding Lishen, for the sake of a girl who doesn't love him, he can follow, fight, be blamed and punished, and even do more outrageous things.And how can I take care of myself in the face of Zhou Chumu who is deeply in love with each other? So, I calmly smiled at him.I didn't know if I was smiling a little miserably. Anyway, after I thought that these smiles were enough to express my sincerity, I said to Ding Lishen: "Can you lend me money? The more the better." "I won't lend you any money." He said this, sounding like a child who is unwilling to lend toys to other children to play with. "Fine then," I said, "please never mind my business. You're not eligible." His face changed slightly, and he said angrily: "If you continue like this, I will expose you." I laughed twice and turned away. I'm not afraid of him, he's just a kid. He is just a child living in the bright world of green grass, red flowers, sunny lakes and lakes like Tian Dingding. He should not and does not deserve to get involved in the grievances and grievances between Chu Mu and me. No matter what he says about me, I have nothing to fear. But Zhou Chumu, why do you never know how to be considerate of me, never know how to correct your mistakes?