Chapter 28 Section five

Goodwill will be celebrated, and malice will be spread. Even if I was completely ignored by Sun Tai, it still couldn't stop everyone from making jokes from time to time.As long as Sun Tai and I appear in the same scene, there will be boos one after another.Among the noisy voices, Sun Tai and I were the quietest. I knew he would not look at me, so I didn't look at him either. Pranks are probably the best way to show mediocre talents. The boys who often surround Sun Tai even made up a whole set of songs to make fun of us.What "Paradise Park is really good, Sun Tai ran after Xie Qiao, lying down on the lawn, the baby is about to be born"; what "the moonlight is soft, Xie Qiao goes upstairs, Sun Tai is soft, the spring water is flowing"; The old cat caught the mouse, Xie Qiao counted, one, two, three, four, five, Sun Tai was also arrested"...

As long as Sun Tai and I pass by, such jokes can be spread. At that time, I was already numb. I was like a puppet when I went to and from school. I just drew an "X" on the calendar every day to count down the days of my junior high school life. Finish.I couldn't wait to get out, and the only way to get out, was to grow up. If it's really like this every day until graduation, that's fine. In fact, the day of Learning from Lei Feng was just another collective ridicule for me, and I was already used to it to the point of numbness.I pushed my bicycle past the school gate and was surrounded by the boys around Sun Tai. They were vying to learn from Lei Feng, so they pushed my car in front of Sun Tai and pretended to pump up the tires.I sang those songs while playing, and if I owed a hand, I even tore some of the car beads off my cart and stuffed them into Sun Tai's hoodie.Maybe it was because I was really upset that day, Sun Tai became irritable, he snatched my car, threw it on the ground, and shouted: "Get out!"

That was the first time in my life that I was scolded by someone outside my relatives, and it was also the first time I experienced the lethality of language.I was extremely humiliated, the complete me was torn to pieces by Sun Tai at the school gate in front of so many people.I thought I must have looked like a female ghost who had lost her soul, waiting for a mouthful of blood to be completely dead.The surroundings became quiet, everyone looked at me, I cried, I couldn't help crying, I slowly walked over, picked up my car, and left there step by step. In the corner of my tears, I saw Qin Chuan beside me.He and the group of gangsters who were often at the school gate stood there, the cigarette butts in their hands were mostly burnt, and a gust of wind blew away the ash.

I was even more sad, I didn't dare to look him in the eyes, I didn't want him to compare me in such a mess with that naughty Xie Qiao in the small courtyard, who loves to laugh, will argue with him, and spent such a beautiful childhood with him get in touch. Now Xie Qiao is like the dragonfly whose wings were broken by him when he was a child, and can no longer fly.