Chapter 28 Chapter Twenty Seven
When Ah Qing brought Shi Fu back, the Zhong Mansion suddenly became noisy.Seeing Shi Fu's injury, Boss Zhong grabbed his sword and rushed out, shouting with blood red eyes that he wanted to chop up Ruan and feed it to the bastard, but was driven back by Mrs. Zhong's loud noise at the gate.He went back to the house cursing, swung his sword and drove the family members out one by one to find the doctor.Xiao Yu stayed beside Shi Fu, crying and talking about Shi Quan.Dao once gave him a pulse diagnosis, and the servants were in a mess, busy cooking and tidying up the room.
Ah Qing felt physically and mentally exhausted, her eyes were astringent, she sat alone in the side hall and asked someone to make a pot of strong tea.She slowly sipped the bitter taste of the tea, her thoughts were turbulent, for a while it was Master Ren, for a while it was Xiao Ning, for a while it was Xiao Jin Xiaoyu... She couldn't help closing her eyes, resting her head with her hands.
After a while, I vaguely heard someone walking into the room.The man walked around the room a few times, finally stopped in front of him, and whispered: "You are tired, go to sleep."
Ah Qing opened his eyes, looked at him blankly, and suddenly said: "Xiao Jin, do you know that I am very tired?"
Xiao Jin knelt down in front of her and said, "I know, so I tell you to go to sleep quickly."
Ah Qing shook her head and said, "I can't... I can't leave, Xiao Jin. Because I've already made up my mind to rob the camp."
"What? Didn't you say... Didn't you say you didn't want to die?" Xiao Jin sat down on the ground and said, "What happened? Tell me!"
Ah Qing said in a low voice: "So what if you die... No one has really seen the dead world. Maybe it will be easier to die, isn't it?"
Xiao Jin grabbed her and shouted: "No! You... what do you want? What can you do alone?" Ah Qing said, "Don't you still have Daozeng? How can you be alone?"
Xiao Jin jumped up and shouted: "The monk is crazy. Could it be that you are also crazy? Look at him like that. He can't even walk without help. What's the use? You, you...you are really... I'm going to find someone!"
Ah Qing clasped his wrist with his backhand, and said in a low voice: "Don't go! If you want to leave this door, I will leave immediately." Xiao Jin hurriedly said: "Okay, I won't go, I won't go anywhere. But you can't either. Walk!"
Ah Qing looked at his anxious face, looked at him, smiled, and said: "I'm lying to you! You're serious. Don't worry, I won't go to die. I still want to save my life and go back to Xiangcheng Go help my father!" She stood up, moved her stiff shoulders, and said, "You are really easy to deceive, haha."
Xiao Jin stared at her firmly, and said, "You don't mean anything when you laugh."
Ah Qing said: "So what? Anyway, laughing is laughing. When I was walking outside today, who do you think I met?" She waited for a while, and saw that Xiao Jin was just looking at her silently, without any intention of guessing. , and then continued: "It's my father's retainers! It turns out that they came to look for me at the order of my father. I am... I haven't told you yet, I am the princess Qinghe of Dazhao!"
Xiao Jin said, "Is that so?" But he couldn't see how surprised he was.
Ah Qing clapped his hands and said, "That's not it!" Seeing Xiao Jin's face seeing through his expression, his expression darkened again, and he said: "You have also seen the situation of my big Zhao now, except to say that it is very dangerous. I can't find anything else to say... I think Xiangcheng is about to be destroyed, once it is broken, my great Zhao... my great Zhao will be completely dead..."
Xiao Jin said: "Then...then you are going back to Xiangcheng, aren't you?"
Ah Qing walked to the window, pushed it open, and let the cold evening wind blow in.She greedily took a breath of the air mixed with the fragrance of trees, and nodded vigorously.
Xiao Jin approached her, hesitated for a long time, and finally mustered up the courage to reach out and pull her sleeve.Ah Qing trembled all over, and she could see that she also hesitated for a long time, and finally summoned up the courage to let him pull her.
The two stood silently for a while, the thin sleeves trembling slightly, but no one knew whose hand was shaking.I could hear my heart beating wildly, but I didn't know whose heart was so frightened...
After a while, Xiao Jin said: "You go back... so what?"
"I can't do anything...but I have to go back. There are my relatives and people there, and I can't abandon my family and country. At this time, there are some things that must...must be done...I used to worry about my little one. Yu, ah, it's all right now...so I'm asking you for one thing!" Ah Qing suddenly turned around, broke away from Xiao Jin's hold on her hand, but grabbed his hand again, her eyes fixed tightly He said, "Xiao Jin, promise me, will you?"
"No!" Xiao Jin replied succinctly.
"You still don't know what's going on, are you so unfeeling?"
"Who doesn't know? You just want me to take care of Xiaoyu, so you can die by yourself. No way."
"I'm not going to die!" Ah Qing shook his fist vigorously: "I'm not! I just... just... I want to find my father, my brothers. Even if the city is broken, even if Da Zhao is dead, But I don’t want to die yet! I still want to live, and I want my relatives to live a good life! So I must go, do you understand? It’s just Xiaoyu’s thin body, how can she endure all these hardships? I hope you can Take care of her, even... take her to the south of the Yangtze River to escape. When the incident here is over, I will naturally come to find you. Okay? If you don't take her away, I... how can I go?"
"..." Xiao Jin bit her lip, but still shook her head and said, "Why don't you let Boss Zhong take her away and take care of her?"
Ah Qing said: "Brother Zhong is rooted here, with so many businesses, and native-born buddies, he can't leave as he pleases. I don't want to involve them anymore. Promise me," she took Xiao Jin's hand , softly said: "Promise me? Okay?"
Xiao Jin took a step back: "Aren't you at that Xiao Ning's house just now? They live in the south of the Yangtze River, they are wealthy, and they are well-known in the martial arts world. They are a hundred times stronger than me, a little bastard, right?"
"But I only believe in you." Ah Qing's blue eyes shone faintly.She stretched out her hands, hugged Xiao Jin, held him tightly in her arms, and said softly, "I only want to beg you. Promise me, okay? In this world, the only thing I can beg for is you." It's..."
Xiao Jin smelled Ah Qing's body, and his mind was confused for a moment, he didn't think about anything anymore, but hugged Ah Qing as hard as he could.
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I don't know how long it took, but suddenly I heard Xiaoyu's voice in the yard calling: "Brother Jin, where are you?"
Ah Qing was shocked and pushed Xiao Jin away.She trembled all over, was stunned for a moment, and said in a low voice: "You...don't forget what you promised me..." Without waiting for Xiao Jin to answer, she went to the window at the back of the house and slipped out without a sound. Xiao Jin turned her head Looking around, I saw one of her dress belts swaying, jumped up the roof and disappeared.
Xiao Jin violently wiped the sweat off his face, and with a "creak", the door opened, and Xiao Yu said, "Ah, Brother Xiao Jin, you are here..."
Ah Qing sat on the roof and glanced at the moon which was flickering in the clouds.The moonlight is like water, moving with the wind and clouds, flowing lightly between the green tiles and blue bricks, and flowing on Aqing's jade-colored bare feet.The luster was so cool and heart-stopping, Mr. Ah Qing stared blankly for a long time, thinking of nothing. Meanwhile, the courtyard below her was full of noise.In the courtyard on the left, someone yelled for Mrs. Zhong, and Mrs. Zhong yelled for Mrs. Zhong. Mrs. Zhong returned to him impatiently, and ordered someone to look for Ah Qing... In the backyard on the right, Xiao Jin once asked Xiao Jin to dispense medicine. The servants boiled water and made soup, Xiao Yu called Ah Qing, and at the same time greeted Xiao Jin. Ah Qing huddled under the tall eaves, in a corner where no one could see, held his breath, and used the "cold breath method" to hide all his breath.The lights below are bright, she can see Xiao Jin, she sees him walking around the window she jumped out of just now, gesticulating, and she can also hear him say to Boss Zhong: "What? Not here? I don't know... ..." Later, he said to Mrs. Zhong who also asked him: "At night? Oh, I really didn't notice... Maybe I didn't go far..."... Her eyes never left him. She saw the calmness on his face, the brows that were deliberately raised.Although he spoke nonsensical words, his eyes kept searching from room to room...very bright eyes... Ah Qing stared blankly, thinking that maybe he would never be able to go deep again. When looking directly into these eyes, there is an indescribable despair and sadness in my heart, but on the other hand, there is a kind of relief-like pleasure.She bit her nails to watch, bit off her nails, and watched. After a while, Daozeng came out.Standing in the corridor, he looked in Ah Qing's direction at first sight.It was with great difficulty that Ah Qing couldn't hold back, knowing that from his position, she couldn't see herself.Daozeng's expression remained constant, he only paused for a moment, and walked up to Xiao Jin. "What, you're looking for that little girl again?" Xiao Jin said, "Ah, I haven't seen you all night, I really don't know... Hey, Xiaoyu is so pestering again... When you tell me to boil water Yao, I went straight to the firewood room. Where did I see her? Did she go out again? This little girl can run away with her legs and feet... Damn, what the hell is the weather? I can sweat! How about... let me help you?" He wiped his forehead. Dao Zeng looked at him for a while, then said, "Okay." Then he turned and walked away.From a height, Ah Qing saw Xiao Jin staring at Daozeng's back and let out two breaths. He lowered his head and was stunned for a moment, then shouted with a high air, "Ah Qing! Damn brat!" Ah Qing suddenly couldn't restrain the thought of wanting to jump down and beat him severely.Hold him and give him two punches!Ask him why why! why? ! But in the end, he still hugged himself tightly and remained motionless.She knew she couldn't do it.No way is no way, she can't do it.The impulse this time almost made her burst into tears. She wiped her face fiercely and shrank into a deeper and darker place. Ren Xiaojin shouted and did not answer. Xiao Jin yelled for a while and ran to the front yard.In the lights below, countless people hurried to and fro, unknown, acquainted, unfamiliar, familiar... However, Ah Qing's heart was empty, as if he had returned to the icy battlefield, alone, only left one person…… Startled suddenly, Ah Qing stared into the distance, and saw a faint figure swaying on the eaves of a distant place, drifting towards Zhongfu under the moonlight.No need to think, she knew it was Xiao Ning.He must have heard it a long time ago, and after enduring it for so long, he finally came to have a look regardless. His desolate figure crossed the roofs, his movements were as calm as ever, but he was unimaginably fast. Under the moonlight, the shadows flew by the corners of the walls and in front of the windows, like ghosts.Ah Qing only took a few glances, and knew that his kung fu was far superior to her own.He has been giving way to himself, but now, he has come to find himself... He stopped at a place about ten feet away from the courtyard wall of the Zhongfu, hid in the dark, looked into the courtyard, and changed places after a while.He circled around the Bell Mansion a few times, but he never showed up, and he didn't go down to inquire. Ah Qing was very satisfied with his hiding place.This is the center of Zhongfu, outsiders dare not come in easily, and they will not be seen by others in the dark.What's more, the Zhongfu was originally built on the highest slope in Wei Village. Looking down from the top of the second floor, you can almost overlook the entire Wei Village. She couldn't express the emotion in her heart.The faint shadow standing in the cold wind is the only person who can comfort her at this moment.He never asked himself anything, he just watched quietly from a distance, pushing himself occasionally.This is enough. Ah Qing once again tried her best not to cry out, she didn't want this person to see her at the moment.She buried her head in her bosom, praying that Xiao Ning would go fast, go as fast as possible, the farther the better, never see herself again... No... Not only him, everyone should not see herself! ... After an unknown amount of time, Ah Qing suddenly felt the surroundings quiet down.She raised her head in amazement and looked around, everything was quiet, Xiao Ning had already left, and the originally brightly lit courtyard was only lit with two or three porch lights at the moment, no one could be seen. Ah Qing was startled, thinking she saw a ghost, she jumped up in shock. There was a soft "ding", and something fell from itself.She squatted down and fumbled around, and picked up something, which seemed to be something like a jade cicada.Ah Qing herself hadn't worn accessories for a long time, and she was even more surprised. She moved closer to her eyes and took a closer look under the moonlight, and found that it was indeed a piece of jade cicada.The jade was cold to the touch, and there was a faint blue light in the reflected light, it was considered top grade.She was watching carefully, and she seemed to catch something out of the corner of her eye. Looking intently, she saw two words written with the tip of a sword on the bluestone tile beside her: Treasure. The shape of these two characters is smooth and sharp, and it can be seen that they were completed in one go, and they are deliberately tilted so that when the moonlight shines, they can be clearly reflected.The person who wrote it must be cautious and considerate for a long time before writing. Xiao Ning!is his!He...he found me! Ah Qing's shock was no small matter, could it be that he fell asleep because of his excitement just now?She looked up at the moon, and sure enough, the one that was still above her head just now had fallen to the point where it was close to the treetops, and it seemed that at least an hour had passed. She didn't know when Xiao Ning found her, and she didn't know how long he had been by her side.But from this position, he must have found that he could see the path he came from, so he deduced that he didn't want to see him, so he left the hairpin and left silently.Ah Qing can almost imagine the expression he looked at himself, quietly, always as light as smoke... Suddenly hearing a sound from below, Ah Qing shrank back under the eaves, looked down, and saw a person walking slowly into the courtyard.He stood still, waved in his direction, and said: "Come down, I can't go up now." It was Daozeng. Ah Qing was stunned for a moment, then quietly jumped down to the ground, and said, "You...you really have discovered me a long time ago." Daozeng didn't say a word, but nodded to signal for her to follow him.The two walked silently through the empty courtyard, through the cloister hung with lights but also empty, along a stone road through a dense bamboo forest, and came to an open space.There is an old stone table in the open space, and a lamp is lit on the table. The light dances weakly in the evening wind, and may be extinguished at any time.But it doesn't matter, there is no bamboo in the southwest, there is a row of stone walls, and the moonlight shines from just above the top of the wall, reflecting the forest in silver. Ah Qing took a deep breath facing the bright moon, and felt a sense of clarity in her internal organs, and sighed: "What a beautiful moon... what place is this?" Daozeng folded his palms together and said, "Amitabha. This is the backyard I borrowed from the benefactor Zhong. There is no one around, don't worry." Ah Qing said: "Brother Zhong? He is really elegant... Did you notice me as soon as you came out?" Dao Zeng said: "Have you practiced the 'Cold Breath Dafa' to the fourth floor? With my current skill, it is impossible to find you. But later, a benefactor waved to me on it, and I was able to I know. You also know the benefactor, girl." Ah Qing thought for a while, then said: "Xiao Ning...why did he tell you?" Dao Zeng said: "I don't know about this, you should ask him. But he purposely only signaled to me, so I had to wait until everyone had gone to bed before coming back. Ah Qing, are you leaving?" ?where do you want to go?" Ah Qing said in a daze: "I don't know where to go...Maybe I should go back to Xiangcheng. But...I really have to go." "Why are you leaving?" "I... I can't say." Ah Qing went to the stone table and sat down, propped his head with his hands, and said, "Probably... probably I am a guilty person, and others who follow me will suffer retribution." "Stupid." "Really! Hey, you don't know, what I did..." At this point, Ah Qing suddenly paused, as if realizing that what he had said was too much.She secretly glanced at Daozeng, saw that he was not paying attention to her, and changed her words: "...I...I have to go back to Xiangcheng to find my father. You also know that the situation in Xiangcheng is critical now, maybe The sky will be breached. Our Great Zhao...is already considered a subjugated country. I can still fight and run. Even if the city is broken, there may still be a chance to escape, but Xiaoyu...if she goes, she will definitely die. So I Just now I begged Xiao Jin to take her to a safe place. Now I also beg you, okay?" "But you don't have to leave like this, do you?" "If Xiaoyu knew that I was going back to Xiangcheng, she would definitely follow. Although she looks weak, she is actually stronger than me. I asked myself that there is no way to convince her, except for this method, it is really..." "Well," Daozeng nodded slowly, "That's true. However, I'm afraid it's not the only reason why you want to leave, otherwise you don't have to come to Miss Xiaoyu, and go back to Xiangcheng by yourself." The expression on Ah Qing's face was erratic, gradually turning rosy, and then turning pale again.She was silent for a long time before she said: "Yes, you are right. I think... I hope Xiaoyu can be happy. She is happy, just like I am happy... She is the person who should be blessed by the God of the Grassland, and I ...She likes Xiao Jin, how good is that? Xiao Jin is a very nice person, and Xiao Yu probably won't suffer if she follows him. So...so I think...cough...I'd better go. Right? " "Yeah." Dao Zeng nodded and said, "If you want to go, just go. If there is a cause, there must be an effect. If there is a fate, we will meet again. If there is no fate, it is useless to ask. I just want to say, your martial arts talent Extremely high, if you practice hard, one day you will reach the realm of harmony between man and nature. But...don't be too obsessed with doing it. If you are too obsessed with one thing or one person, you will not be able to see further. Just like my father, like that Such wisdom, such comprehension, but he is still obsessed until death, oh..." This is the first time Ah Qing heard Daozeng talk about his life experience without any scruples, and he couldn't help but widen his eyes, and said: "You...your father..." "It's Lin Jin from the White Horse Temple, you know." "But...but..." Although Ah Qing knew it a long time ago, he still found it very strange when he heard it from Daozeng's mouth, and said hesitantly: "You...you didn't mean that the child followed your master, when he was twelve years old Fighting with someone over a trivial matter, died?" Daozeng slowly pulled down his clothes, leaned on his left shoulder, and said, "Come and take a look." Ah Qing approached and took a closer look, and saw a very wide and deep scar on it, extending from near the throat to the end of the collarbone. I gasped. "Yes, this time, if the master hadn't pulled me at the last moment, he would have split me in two." "Who did it?" "Me." Daozeng pointed to his nose and smiled, "It's me. When I was twelve years old, I heard about my own life experience for the first time. At that time, I was still very young and didn't understand anything. All I know is that my father would rather self-mutilate, and he would not recognize me even if he watched his fellow disciples being killed. I am afraid that few people will believe such a thing. I am so mad that I cannot restrain myself. Make a poisonous oath, if you can't kill him with your own hands, there is no point in living." "So I practiced martial arts desperately, practiced desperately... But I know that practicing martial arts alone is not enough. He is the top master in the world, and he is on par with my master. I have seen the master's skill. With my strength, I don't want to learn it. I have been studying for more than ten or twenty years, and I am not his opponent at all, but I really have to study for ten or twenty years, and I am worried that he will not live so long, and he will die before I finish my studies... Hey, actually thinking about it now, Why should he learn? If he sees me, he is afraid that he will kill himself without waiting for me to take action... No! He must not let him know who I am, because I must kill him with my own hands!" "My master said that martial arts is the biggest karmic obstacle for practitioners. The more profound you learn, the farther you will be from liberation... The master sees the truth. He is a person who sees through. In addition to teaching me the inner strength of the 'Duo Nua Heart Sutra' In addition, he almost refused to teach me the art of fighting, saying that as long as he could protect himself, it was enough. But I didn't see through it, and I couldn't restrain it. The master often went out to treat people's diseases, and he went for several months. As soon as I left, I frantically went out to study with my master, looking for all kinds of martial arts secrets, wishing I could learn all kinds of martial arts in one go. It's a pity that I can't even compare with the master's skin, let alone compete with him So I want to peek at the master practicing kung fu again, but unfortunately, he has almost given up on martial arts since he came out of the White Horse Temple. Apart from practicing Zen and meditating, he is studying medical skills and no longer practicing martial arts. I was very disappointed, so I tried to find a way to see Does he have any secrets?" "Finally one day, a corner of the futon that Master sat on was broken. When I was tidying up, I found a copy of the "Enlightenment Sutra" hidden inside. In addition to my mother's martial arts, there are also master's Some experience. I feel like I have found a treasure, and I have devoted myself to practicing it since then. In just two years, I have fully understood the above martial arts. I often think that the day of revenge may not be far away." Ah Qing said: "You practice martial arts like this, didn't your master notice it?" Daozeng lowered his head and sighed: "How could it be? He discovered it long ago. In fact, from the day he told me about my life experience, he knew that there would be such a result. But he still wanted to tell me, and not only didn't I Stopped me from learning my mother's kung fu, and even several times, when I encountered a martial arts barrier, he even gave me advice, just like I advised you that day, and made me suddenly enlightened. Otherwise, at my young age, how could I To learn such profound martial arts so quickly? One day, he saw that I had basically learned my mother's martial arts, so he called me over and passed on the supreme martial arts of my White Horse Temple." Ah Qing heard him tell these old things slowly, but felt a burst of chills, couldn't help but said: "You...why did your master do this? Doesn't he understand what your purpose of learning martial arts is? It's hard... ...Could it be...he wants to use your hand to kill Master Lin Jin?" Dao Zeng said: "No, on the contrary, the master is persuading me in his way. My master believes that if a person wants to get rid of his obsessive thoughts, he has to see himself clearly. Other outsiders can persuade or threaten him. Nothing could unravel the most fundamental knot. So he did everything he could to get me as close to what I wanted to achieve." "Master guessed right. When my martial arts became more and more sophisticated, even far beyond my imagination, when I didn't even pay attention to Master, and even surprised myself, my confusion became more and more complicated. It deepened. I don't know what's the point of killing Lin Jin with such force. Do I have to kill him? Yes, he won't recognize me even if he dies, but is it necessary to kill Lin Jin just because he gave birth to me? Do you recognize me? All pre-existing dharmas are like dew and lightning. When karma gathers, there is Xu Hong, Lin Jin, and my Dao Zeng. I have no way of knowing how this cause came about, but what I planted Because of the cause, I have to pick the fruit myself. What kind of cause will I plant and what kind of fruit will I bear?" "This question is tearing at my heart like a poisonous snake, and I can't have a moment of peace. Killing him with a knife is certainly a pleasure, but what happens after killing him? For a person like him, is there any difference between life and death? What's more, what's the difference between me and him? The same obsession, the same unrepentant, the same hopelessness... When I think that what I get in exchange for blood and sweat is the person I hate Doing the same despicable thing, I'd rather die..." "Gradually, the daily practice has become a kind of torture. With each palm, I seem to shake his blocking palms, strike directly on the top of his head, and smash his heavenly spirit...or kick him in a row. , avoiding his 'Vajra', and kicked him in the thirteenth form of the 'cloud piercing leg', shattering his heart... day after day, I repeated this illusion, in the illusion Fight him, defeat him, kill him... Every time I practice boxing, I am extremely excited and manic, but after the practice, I feel extremely lost, painfully feeling my own depravity..." "That day was the day when I turned 18. Since I was 12 years old, every year on this day, I have been in great pain, as if I saw countless bloody faces hanging in front of my eyes, and countless broken limbs Scattered all over the place... These are the people who died because of me, I was born, they died... It's terrible... Every year on this day, I am also very manic, the strong desire to kill Lin Jin almost swallows me ..." When he said this, his voice gradually became indifferent.Seeing that his fingers with his sleeves exposed were trembling slightly, Ah Qing felt nervous, not knowing what he meant by "died once". Daozeng said: "Before practicing boxing that day, the master who didn't care much about my martial arts practice suddenly stopped me and said: "Today, I will accompany you as a teacher to see how far you have practiced. I didn't understand his intention at the time." , I just thought that if I could compete with the master, I could have a taste of the feeling of competing with Lin Jin, so I immediately agreed." "Before the competition, the master said that I am too far away from him, so I must try my best and not take chances. Of course I think what he said is true, but I didn't think about it at all... Alas... So, I prepared After a while, he raised his skill to the highest level and attacked the master." "At the beginning, the master was very strict, and my attacks were easily resolved by him. The depth and purity of his power is really unimaginable. Now that I think about it, he probably has the deepest internal power among the three white horse monks. I The more I fought, the more frightened I became, and I felt that the gap between myself and him was so far, and I gradually became timid." "The master saw my timidity, and kept saying to me: 'Don't doubt yourself, come on, treat me as Lin Jin, come and kill me.' He kept talking, trying to provoke my vendetta. Heart, so that I can attack him with all my strength. Well, then I will not be polite. I have changed several kinds of martial arts from Baima Temple, but I can't break his defense of turning the 'Vajra' into fists. He will always be just Simply lifting and pulling, it seems clumsy, but in fact, the extremely rigid and strong internal force has enveloped the surrounding area, and there is no way to break through. After fighting for half an hour, I was already sweating, and my hand was punched by the master. The wind was so painful and numb that if it wasn't for the hard practice on weekdays, I might not even be able to lift my hands. I began to realize that the martial arts of the White Horse Temple was already unrivaled. Thinking of this, the offensive gradually Calm down." "At this moment, my master suddenly shouted: 'Bah! You unwanted bastard, never come to me!'" Ah Qing's heart skipped a beat, and he vaguely guessed what Lin Pu was going to do. Dao Zeng said: "After hearing this sentence, blood rushed into my brain suddenly, and I became mad, as if the person standing in front of me was really Lin Jin, the person I wanted to kill day and night. I couldn't do it anymore. I controlled myself, lost all benevolence, righteousness and morality, and also lost the dignity of being a human being, roaring and attacking the master like a wild beast... At that moment, it was really unforgettable..." Daozeng seemed a little tired, and slowly sat down beside Ah Qing.Seeing that his face was turning blue, and there were beads of sweat streaming down his forehead, Ah Qing put his hands on his chest, showing a pained expression, and hurriedly said, "You...are you alright? Stop talking!" "No!" Daozeng shook his head resolutely and said, "No...I want to tell you, maybe...maybe you will meet my mother again in the future, I think...cough cough..." Ah Qing said: "Yes, I understand, I will tell Master everything about you. Are you really okay?" Daozeng glanced at her gratefully, and continued: "It doesn't matter, it's just that my inner breath is a little messy, you listen to me. At that time, I had completely fallen into madness, and I used my mother's martial arts to the extreme. Regardless of everything, even he has completely forgotten about himself. Hey, this kung fu is indeed created for killing people. The more murderous intent there is in the heart, the more ruthless the attack will be. Conversely, more and more sophisticated killing techniques will make people I am even more obsessed with it... If the opponent is not my master, but someone else, I am afraid I will be torn into pieces... Amitabha." He said and read a passage of Buddhist scriptures. Ah Qing shivered, thinking of the pine forest and the dungeon, the feeling when she was possessed and frantically shot... Her face was also pale and blue, and she murmured: "Created for murder? Created to kill?" Dao Zeng said: "I used the 'Liu Lan Double Slash' to attack him in the upper plate, very violently, you can't imagine it! Can you chop twenty palms in one go? Can't you. The master once said, my mother is in full bloom. At that time, I could only use the 'twenty-seven' stance in one go, but at that time, under my rage, I reached the point where I slashed thirty-two palms in one go. I used all my strength in each palm, and each palm cracked stones Broken gold, shaking the surroundings flying sand and rocks." "But the master doesn't move! He often said 'moving like a mountain', but he didn't expect it to be as constant as Mount Tai. The more fierce and fast I attacked, the more calm he became, and he completely gave up on attacking, and just played on the defensive. I After storming for a while, I still couldn't gain the slightest advantage, and instead wasted my internal energy. Although my tyrannical aura continued unabated, my mind gradually became sober, and I realized that in terms of defense alone, my master has reached the perfect state. His pile skills were originally the first in Baima Temple, so the ancestor made an exception and taught him the "Duo Nua Heart Sutra" when he was 20 years old. Now based on this pile skills, he uses pure inner strength to perform the hard work of the first." "Vajra", unless his internal strength is exhausted, almost no one in the world can attack head-on. And his internal strength, I ask myself, is far inferior. I guess, to break his defense, you must first break his lower body , there is hope only when he loses his foundation and his internal force can no longer support the 'Vajra' moves." "So I changed my strategy. While continuing to pretend to attack the top plate, I used the 'cloud piercing kick' to attack his bottom plate. Later, I switched to Baima Temple's unique technique of 'eighteen broken array kicks' - although the 'cloud piercing leg' It can be regarded as the supreme combination of lightness kung fu and kick kicking, but from the point of view of offense alone, 'Eighteen Breaking Array and Jumping Kicks' is much sharper. This is a kung fu that came from Liaodong. The master was a little surprised at first, he probably didn't Thinking that I would attack the lower plate with all my strength, I was forced to take a few steps back, but he regained his stability soon. He protected the lower plate with the "Great Compassion Hand" and continued to deal with me. Hey, the master has worked hard, really Bodhisattva heart, Amitabha." "When the fight reached nearly 300 rounds, I finally gained the upper hand. Master probably didn't expect that I would learn the martial arts of Nianghe... and Lin Jin so quickly and combine them so well. I used 'Liu Lan' Double cut' and 'Phoenix Dance' - that's the set of boxing I taught you, combined with 'Eighteen Breaking Formation and Jumping Legs', it's almost perfect. His 'Vajra' is more than enough for me in the upper hand, but in the lower hand I But it was not very stable, and the 'Great Compassion Hand' couldn't resist my kick. I remember... It was in the 347th move, I bent down on the ground and poked his toe point with my finger. He suppressed me with one palm of 'Patting the Waves and Washing the Sand', but I suddenly used one hand as a support, swept my legs, and kicked him a few times. His Fenglong and Sanyinjiao were kicked through with strength, full of Taiyin Qi The movement was hindered, and the left foot gradually lost its strength." "I fell into a demonic barrier at that time, and I completely regarded the person in front of me as the person I wanted to kill. I didn't even think about stopping. I don't know where the endless power came from in my body, and I kept attacking and attacking! I saw the Tianjing acupoint on his hand was hit by me, and I pulled it down violently, pulling his arm to a bloody mess... I saw his head was poked by my "returning hands and holding green" , although he used the supreme internal force to dissipate my strength, hey, I'm not that stupid to face him head-on, and turned my palm into a finger in front of his eyes, and swept his left eye, haha, haha, blood spurted out immediately I... I saw him..." Ah Qing took two steps back and looked at Daozeng in panic. At some point, his eyes were staring straight ahead, his hands were tightly clenched in front of his chest, his face was strange, and his expressions of excitement, surprise, anger, and rage were twisted together. .His breathing also became rough, his face was flushed red, but between his brows was blue and black.He seemed to be still standing in front of Lin Pu, fighting desperately, his veins popping out of his clenched hands.Listening to his narration, Ah Qing almost felt as if she had witnessed his attacks with her own eyes. She couldn't help trembling all over, and said in her heart: "So... so I can punch like this... It seems that my understanding of master's martial arts is far worse than that of master's martial arts." Daozeng..." Daozeng continued: "Okay! I hit him! I kicked him in the waist and hit him three times in a row, and he blocked me twice with the 'Great Compassion Hand'. He thought that this move was all in the air and he had nothing to rely on." , only the last time, so I used the opportunity of my waist and abdomen to dissipate the strength of my last kick. Haha! He is so stupid! He...he doesn't know how exquisite my mother's martial arts are! I use two fingers Cutting the pulse gate of his left hand, he swept it away with the edge of his palm, and he also brought downward guiding force. He thought I had to borrow force again, hehe! No need! I exhaled violently, raised my body a foot, With such a little force, I kept kicking five times, almost kicking his inner breath away, and now he is finished! Haha, hahahaha..." Daozeng looked up to the sky and laughed loudly, and said, "Master! I...I defeated you! Haha, haha! You can no longer tell me those reasons...haha...hahahaha...cough cough...ha..." He paused suddenly, and his voice stopped abruptly, as if someone had punched him hard in the head, his eyes almost popped out of their sockets, and he froze on the spot for a moment. Ah Qing nervously said: "You... you... are you alright?" After a while, Daozeng's eyes turned twice with difficulty, and he glanced at Ah Qing, with an indescribable pain in his eyes.他僵硬地向前一步，再迈一步，扑通一下跪倒在地，叫道：“师傅……师傅……”开始时声音还只是呜咽，叫了几声，不顾一切哭出声来，竟而至于以头抢地，实难自抑。 阿清惊骇莫名，呆了好一阵，才想起蹲下扶他。她也不知该说些什么，把道曾扶起来靠着桌子坐了，道：“别说了……别想这些了，不是都过去了吗？是吧？你也没把你师傅怎么样，对不对？” 道曾喘息一阵，缓过两口气，道：“是……哎……我……我失态了……阿弥陀佛……师傅常说我至情至性，我……我修行了这么多年，却好象一点改观都没有，真是无颜面对师傅，唉……阿弥陀佛。”他合十念了一阵经文，终于镇定下来。 阿清道：“那……那你究竟对你师傅怎样了呢？” 道曾道：“是……那几脚踢中师傅，他退后几步，当时就吐血了。看着血将他花白的胡须染红，我……我也停了下来，但不是停止进攻，而是我知道已经胜券在握了，所以聚集力量，我要给他……给林晋最后一击，最后一击！我……咳咳……我盯着他的胸膛，所有的气都已聚到右手上，准备一拳将他胸膛打得四分五裂……我知道我做得到！” “我准备好了……我死死盯着师傅……不……是林晋……我看着他，我知道我们俩的恩怨今天就会了结。我要杀了他……我出拳了，直奔他的胸膛而去！” “忽然，师傅站直了身体，闭目合十，朗声念道：'阿弥陀佛。'就在那一瞬间，我悟了，我脑子里一片澄清。以前百思不得其解的问题，象闪电一样划过我的心中，那些我苦苦追寻的答案突然间都无比清晰地出现在我眼前。谁是林晋？谁是林普？道曾又是谁？谁生了谁？谁救了谁？谁又杀了谁呢？该如何观我？该如何观人？该如何观相？何为法？何为非法？何为非非法……” “我象着了魔一样全身战栗，不能自已。我明白到我所做的一切是多么荒唐，我执作的东西是多么可笑……我的出生就是一个错误，而现在我又将这错误延续下去，多可笑……多可笑……” “于是我那击向师傅的手转了个弯，径直向我自己袭来。我知道那才是它该去的地方，我的归宿，该有的报应……” “后来的事你大概也猜到了。师傅在最后一刻拉开了我的手，让我留了一条残命。后来他才跟我讲，他知道我的心魔太重，寻常的劝导根本没有什么用了，于是故意传我武功，让我自己在练武中发现自己。这次他主动寻我挑战，并且故意将我激得发疯，其实已经决心让我杀了他，好让我彻底泻去心中的愤怒，知道人生无常的道理。哎，师傅对我恩重如山……那一战，他也受了极重的内伤，几乎成为废人。我从此放下了暴虐之心，潜心向佛……所以我说，那孩子十二岁那年死了，并没有骗你。从那时起，须鸿与林晋的孩子已经死了，活着的是师从林普的道曾。” 他说完了，长出一口气，脸色重又恢复了平静。一时间两人都没有说话，听着四周林子里此起彼伏的虫鸣之声。阿清想到道曾竟然以十八岁之身战胜林普这样的当世绝顶高手，实在匪夷所思，心中对师傅的武学更加神往。 忽听道曾轻声道：“如果将来你见到我娘，我希望你告诉她，我……我不会做林晋那样的人，可是也不会象她。他们两人的恩怨，就在我这里结了罢。” 阿清道：“嗯，你放心，我一定会告诉她的。但是你……你不去寻她么？天下大乱，师傅也许已经回昆仑去了。你如果到了……” 道曾郑重地摇摇头，合十道：“阿弥陀佛。不了。我已将此身献于佛前，心中已经不再有任何俗世之心。娘将我带到世间，这是缘分，我今日给你说这些，除了想还她一个交代外，也想告诉你，你所学的武功，其根基在于格斗，其精髓在于'身外无物'四个字。只有当你将人世一切善恶之念抛开，将你自身都抛开时，才能体会到它的力量……不过，我但愿你永远也体会不到。你……真的决心要走了么？” 阿清站起身来，道：“是！” 道曾道：“你的心意坚定，万难撼动，这一生成败大概都在于此了。你走吧，小靳是个可以托付的人，他会照顾好小钰的。” 阿清感激地道：“谢谢你！”自她孤身一人寻找父亲以来，道曾和小靳一直是她心中可以信赖依靠的人，想到从此后又要孤身一人了，心中无限感慨，鼻子忍不住酸了起来。但她可不想让道曾瞧见自己软弱的一面，当即拱一拱手，纵身上了墙头。 忽听道曾道：“阿清！”声音有些奇怪。阿清回头看他，只见他跟到墙下，站在月华之中，仰面看着她，神色焦急，张着嘴，却又说不出话来。月光照耀下，他一脸沧桑，有些日子没剃头了，头顶长出寸长的头发，可以清晰地看见不少白发混杂其间，实在让人不敢想象，这就是曾经名动天下的须鸿与林晋之子。 阿清道：“怎么？” 道曾犹豫了老半天，终于迟疑地道：“我……我和我娘亲象吗？” “……象，很象！”阿清强忍着就要夺眶而出的泪水，拼命点头道：“真的，简直一模一样呢！” 道曾怔了片刻，慢慢露出一个笑容，长出一口气，道：“是吗？那可……多谢了。你多保重吧。”
Ah Qing sat on the roof and glanced at the moon which was flickering in the clouds.The moonlight is like water, moving with the wind and clouds, flowing lightly between the green tiles and blue bricks, and flowing on Aqing's jade-colored bare feet.The luster was so cool and heart-stopping, Mr. Ah Qing stared blankly for a long time, thinking of nothing. Meanwhile, the courtyard below her was full of noise.In the courtyard on the left, someone yelled for Mrs. Zhong, and Mrs. Zhong yelled for Mrs. Zhong. Mrs. Zhong returned to him impatiently, and ordered someone to look for Ah Qing... In the backyard on the right, Xiao Jin once asked Xiao Jin to dispense medicine. The servants boiled water and made soup, Xiao Yu called Ah Qing, and at the same time greeted Xiao Jin. Ah Qing huddled under the tall eaves, in a corner where no one could see, held his breath, and used the "cold breath method" to hide all his breath.The lights below are bright, she can see Xiao Jin, she sees him walking around the window she jumped out of just now, gesticulating, and she can also hear him say to Boss Zhong: "What? Not here? I don't know... ..." Later, he said to Mrs. Zhong who also asked him: "At night? Oh, I really didn't notice... Maybe I didn't go far..."... Her eyes never left him. She saw the calmness on his face, the brows that were deliberately raised.Although he spoke nonsensical words, his eyes kept searching from room to room...very bright eyes... Ah Qing stared blankly, thinking that maybe he would never be able to go deep again. When looking directly into these eyes, there is an indescribable despair and sadness in my heart, but on the other hand, there is a kind of relief-like pleasure.She bit her nails to watch, bit off her nails, and watched. After a while, Daozeng came out.Standing in the corridor, he looked in Ah Qing's direction at first sight.It was with great difficulty that Ah Qing couldn't hold back, knowing that from his position, she couldn't see herself.Daozeng's expression remained constant, he only paused for a moment, and walked up to Xiao Jin. "What, you're looking for that little girl again?" Xiao Jin said, "Ah, I haven't seen you all night, I really don't know... Hey, Xiaoyu is so pestering again... When you tell me to boil water Yao, I went straight to the firewood room. Where did I see her? Did she go out again? This little girl can run away with her legs and feet... Damn, what the hell is the weather? I can sweat! How about... let me help you?" He wiped his forehead. Dao Zeng looked at him for a while, then said, "Okay." Then he turned and walked away.From a height, Ah Qing saw Xiao Jin staring at Daozeng's back and let out two breaths. He lowered his head and was stunned for a moment, then shouted with a high air, "Ah Qing! Damn brat!" Ah Qing suddenly couldn't restrain the thought of wanting to jump down and beat him severely.Hold him and give him two punches!Ask him why why! why? ! But in the end, he still hugged himself tightly and remained motionless.She knew she couldn't do it.No way is no way, she can't do it.The impulse this time almost made her burst into tears. She wiped her face fiercely and shrank into a deeper and darker place. Ren Xiaojin shouted and did not answer. Xiao Jin yelled for a while and ran to the front yard.In the lights below, countless people hurried to and fro, unknown, acquainted, unfamiliar, familiar... However, Ah Qing's heart was empty, as if he had returned to the icy battlefield, alone, only left one person…… Startled suddenly, Ah Qing stared into the distance, and saw a faint figure swaying on the eaves of a distant place, drifting towards Zhongfu under the moonlight.No need to think, she knew it was Xiao Ning.He must have heard it a long time ago, and after enduring it for so long, he finally came to have a look regardless. His desolate figure crossed the roofs, his movements were as calm as ever, but he was unimaginably fast. Under the moonlight, the shadows flew by the corners of the walls and in front of the windows, like ghosts.Ah Qing only took a few glances, and knew that his kung fu was far superior to her own.He has been giving way to himself, but now, he has come to find himself... He stopped at a place about ten feet away from the courtyard wall of the Zhongfu, hid in the dark, looked into the courtyard, and changed places after a while.He circled around the Bell Mansion a few times, but he never showed up, and he didn't go down to inquire. Ah Qing was very satisfied with his hiding place.This is the center of Zhongfu, outsiders dare not come in easily, and they will not be seen by others in the dark.What's more, the Zhongfu was originally built on the highest slope in Wei Village. Looking down from the top of the second floor, you can almost overlook the entire Wei Village. She couldn't express the emotion in her heart.The faint shadow standing in the cold wind is the only person who can comfort her at this moment.He never asked himself anything, he just watched quietly from a distance, pushing himself occasionally.This is enough. Ah Qing once again tried her best not to cry out, she didn't want this person to see her at the moment.She buried her head in her bosom, praying that Xiao Ning would go fast, go as fast as possible, the farther the better, never see herself again... No... Not only him, everyone should not see herself! ... After an unknown amount of time, Ah Qing suddenly felt the surroundings quiet down.She raised her head in amazement and looked around, everything was quiet, Xiao Ning had already left, and the originally brightly lit courtyard was only lit with two or three porch lights at the moment, no one could be seen. Ah Qing was startled, thinking she saw a ghost, she jumped up in shock. There was a soft "ding", and something fell from itself.She squatted down and fumbled around, and picked up something, which seemed to be something like a jade cicada.Ah Qing herself hadn't worn accessories for a long time, and she was even more surprised. She moved closer to her eyes and took a closer look under the moonlight, and found that it was indeed a piece of jade cicada.The jade was cold to the touch, and there was a faint blue light in the reflected light, it was considered top grade.She was watching carefully, and she seemed to catch something out of the corner of her eye. Looking intently, she saw two words written with the tip of a sword on the bluestone tile beside her: Treasure. The shape of these two characters is smooth and sharp, and it can be seen that they were completed in one go, and they are deliberately tilted so that when the moonlight shines, they can be clearly reflected.The person who wrote it must be cautious and considerate for a long time before writing. Xiao Ning!is his!He...he found me! Ah Qing's shock was no small matter, could it be that he fell asleep because of his excitement just now?She looked up at the moon, and sure enough, the one that was still above her head just now had fallen to the point where it was close to the treetops, and it seemed that at least an hour had passed. She didn't know when Xiao Ning found her, and she didn't know how long he had been by her side.But from this position, he must have found that he could see the path he came from, so he deduced that he didn't want to see him, so he left the hairpin and left silently.Ah Qing can almost imagine the expression he looked at himself, quietly, always as light as smoke... Suddenly hearing a sound from below, Ah Qing shrank back under the eaves, looked down, and saw a person walking slowly into the courtyard.He stood still, waved in his direction, and said: "Come down, I can't go up now." It was Daozeng. Ah Qing was stunned for a moment, then quietly jumped down to the ground, and said, "You...you really have discovered me a long time ago." Daozeng didn't say a word, but nodded to signal for her to follow him.The two walked silently through the empty courtyard, through the cloister hung with lights but also empty, along a stone road through a dense bamboo forest, and came to an open space.There is an old stone table in the open space, and a lamp is lit on the table. The light dances weakly in the evening wind, and may be extinguished at any time.But it doesn't matter, there is no bamboo in the southwest, there is a row of stone walls, and the moonlight shines from just above the top of the wall, reflecting the forest in silver. Ah Qing took a deep breath facing the bright moon, and felt a sense of clarity in her internal organs, and sighed: "What a beautiful moon... what place is this?" Daozeng folded his palms together and said, "Amitabha. This is the backyard I borrowed from the benefactor Zhong. There is no one around, don't worry." Ah Qing said: "Brother Zhong? He is really elegant... Did you notice me as soon as you came out?" Dao Zeng said: "Have you practiced the 'Cold Breath Dafa' to the fourth floor? With my current skill, it is impossible to find you. But later, a benefactor waved to me on it, and I was able to I know. You also know the benefactor, girl." Ah Qing thought for a while, then said: "Xiao Ning...why did he tell you?" Dao Zeng said: "I don't know about this, you should ask him. But he purposely only signaled to me, so I had to wait until everyone had gone to bed before coming back. Ah Qing, are you leaving?" ?where do you want to go?" Ah Qing said in a daze: "I don't know where to go...Maybe I should go back to Xiangcheng. But...I really have to go." "Why are you leaving?" "I... I can't say." Ah Qing went to the stone table and sat down, propped his head with his hands, and said, "Probably... probably I am a guilty person, and others who follow me will suffer retribution." "Stupid." "Really! Hey, you don't know, what I did..." At this point, Ah Qing suddenly paused, as if realizing that what he had said was too much.She secretly glanced at Daozeng, saw that he was not paying attention to her, and changed her words: "...I...I have to go back to Xiangcheng to find my father. You also know that the situation in Xiangcheng is critical now, maybe The sky will be breached. Our Great Zhao...is already considered a subjugated country. I can still fight and run. Even if the city is broken, there may still be a chance to escape, but Xiaoyu...if she goes, she will definitely die. So I Just now I begged Xiao Jin to take her to a safe place. Now I also beg you, okay?" "But you don't have to leave like this, do you?" "If Xiaoyu knew that I was going back to Xiangcheng, she would definitely follow. Although she looks weak, she is actually stronger than me. I asked myself that there is no way to convince her, except for this method, it is really..." "Well," Daozeng nodded slowly, "That's true. However, I'm afraid it's not the only reason why you want to leave, otherwise you don't have to come to Miss Xiaoyu, and go back to Xiangcheng by yourself." The expression on Ah Qing's face was erratic, gradually turning rosy, and then turning pale again.She was silent for a long time before she said: "Yes, you are right. I think... I hope Xiaoyu can be happy. She is happy, just like I am happy... She is the person who should be blessed by the God of the Grassland, and I ...She likes Xiao Jin, how good is that? Xiao Jin is a very nice person, and Xiao Yu probably won't suffer if she follows him. So...so I think...cough...I'd better go. Right? " "Yeah." Dao Zeng nodded and said, "If you want to go, just go. If there is a cause, there must be an effect. If there is a fate, we will meet again. If there is no fate, it is useless to ask. I just want to say, your martial arts talent Extremely high, if you practice hard, one day you will reach the realm of harmony between man and nature. But...don't be too obsessed with doing it. If you are too obsessed with one thing or one person, you will not be able to see further. Just like my father, like that Such wisdom, such comprehension, but he is still obsessed until death, oh..." This is the first time Ah Qing heard Daozeng talk about his life experience without any scruples, and he couldn't help but widen his eyes, and said: "You...your father..." "It's Lin Jin from the White Horse Temple, you know." "But...but..." Although Ah Qing knew it a long time ago, he still found it very strange when he heard it from Daozeng's mouth, and said hesitantly: "You...you didn't mean that the child followed your master, when he was twelve years old Fighting with someone over a trivial matter, died?" Daozeng slowly pulled down his clothes, leaned on his left shoulder, and said, "Come and take a look." Ah Qing approached and took a closer look, and saw a very wide and deep scar on it, extending from near the throat to the end of the collarbone. I gasped. "Yes, this time, if the master hadn't pulled me at the last moment, he would have split me in two." "Who did it?" "Me." Daozeng pointed to his nose and smiled, "It's me. When I was twelve years old, I heard about my own life experience for the first time. At that time, I was still very young and didn't understand anything. All I know is that my father would rather self-mutilate, and he would not recognize me even if he watched his fellow disciples being killed. I am afraid that few people will believe such a thing. I am so mad that I cannot restrain myself. Make a poisonous oath, if you can't kill him with your own hands, there is no point in living." "So I practiced martial arts desperately, practiced desperately... But I know that practicing martial arts alone is not enough. He is the top master in the world, and he is on par with my master. I have seen the master's skill. With my strength, I don't want to learn it. I have been studying for more than ten or twenty years, and I am not his opponent at all, but I really have to study for ten or twenty years, and I am worried that he will not live so long, and he will die before I finish my studies... Hey, actually thinking about it now, Why should he learn? If he sees me, he is afraid that he will kill himself without waiting for me to take action... No! He must not let him know who I am, because I must kill him with my own hands!" "My master said that martial arts is the biggest karmic obstacle for practitioners. The more profound you learn, the farther you will be from liberation... The master sees the truth. He is a person who sees through. In addition to teaching me the inner strength of the 'Duo Nua Heart Sutra' In addition, he almost refused to teach me the art of fighting, saying that as long as he could protect himself, it was enough. But I didn't see through it, and I couldn't restrain it. The master often went out to treat people's diseases, and he went for several months. As soon as I left, I frantically went out to study with my master, looking for all kinds of martial arts secrets, wishing I could learn all kinds of martial arts in one go. It's a pity that I can't even compare with the master's skin, let alone compete with him So I want to peek at the master practicing kung fu again, but unfortunately, he has almost given up on martial arts since he came out of the White Horse Temple. Apart from practicing Zen and meditating, he is studying medical skills and no longer practicing martial arts. I was very disappointed, so I tried to find a way to see Does he have any secrets?" "Finally one day, a corner of the futon that Master sat on was broken. When I was tidying up, I found a copy of the "Enlightenment Sutra" hidden inside. In addition to my mother's martial arts, there are also master's Some experience. I feel like I have found a treasure, and I have devoted myself to practicing it since then. In just two years, I have fully understood the above martial arts. I often think that the day of revenge may not be far away." Ah Qing said: "You practice martial arts like this, didn't your master notice it?" Daozeng lowered his head and sighed: "How could it be? He discovered it long ago. In fact, from the day he told me about my life experience, he knew that there would be such a result. But he still wanted to tell me, and not only didn't I Stopped me from learning my mother's kung fu, and even several times, when I encountered a martial arts barrier, he even gave me advice, just like I advised you that day, and made me suddenly enlightened. Otherwise, at my young age, how could I To learn such profound martial arts so quickly? One day, he saw that I had basically learned my mother's martial arts, so he called me over and passed on the supreme martial arts of my White Horse Temple." Ah Qing heard him tell these old things slowly, but felt a burst of chills, couldn't help but said: "You...why did your master do this? Doesn't he understand what your purpose of learning martial arts is? It's hard... ...Could it be...he wants to use your hand to kill Master Lin Jin?" Dao Zeng said: "No, on the contrary, the master is persuading me in his way. My master believes that if a person wants to get rid of his obsessive thoughts, he has to see himself clearly. Other outsiders can persuade or threaten him. Nothing could unravel the most fundamental knot. So he did everything he could to get me as close to what I wanted to achieve." "Master guessed right. When my martial arts became more and more sophisticated, even far beyond my imagination, when I didn't even pay attention to Master, and even surprised myself, my confusion became more and more complicated. It deepened. I don't know what's the point of killing Lin Jin with such force. Do I have to kill him? Yes, he won't recognize me even if he dies, but is it necessary to kill Lin Jin just because he gave birth to me? Do you recognize me? All pre-existing dharmas are like dew and lightning. When karma gathers, there is Xu Hong, Lin Jin, and my Dao Zeng. I have no way of knowing how this cause came about, but what I planted Because of the cause, I have to pick the fruit myself. What kind of cause will I plant and what kind of fruit will I bear?" "This question is tearing at my heart like a poisonous snake, and I can't have a moment of peace. Killing him with a knife is certainly a pleasure, but what happens after killing him? For a person like him, is there any difference between life and death? What's more, what's the difference between me and him? The same obsession, the same unrepentant, the same hopelessness... When I think that what I get in exchange for blood and sweat is the person I hate Doing the same despicable thing, I'd rather die..." "Gradually, the daily practice has become a kind of torture. With each palm, I seem to shake his blocking palms, strike directly on the top of his head, and smash his heavenly spirit...or kick him in a row. , avoiding his 'Vajra', and kicked him in the thirteenth form of the 'cloud piercing leg', shattering his heart... day after day, I repeated this illusion, in the illusion Fight him, defeat him, kill him... Every time I practice boxing, I am extremely excited and manic, but after the practice, I feel extremely lost, painfully feeling my own depravity..." "That day was the day when I turned 18. Since I was 12 years old, every year on this day, I have been in great pain, as if I saw countless bloody faces hanging in front of my eyes, and countless broken limbs Scattered all over the place... These are the people who died because of me, I was born, they died... It's terrible... Every year on this day, I am also very manic, the strong desire to kill Lin Jin almost swallows me ..." When he said this, his voice gradually became indifferent.Seeing that his fingers with his sleeves exposed were trembling slightly, Ah Qing felt nervous, not knowing what he meant by "died once". Daozeng said: "Before practicing boxing that day, the master who didn't care much about my martial arts practice suddenly stopped me and said: "Today, I will accompany you as a teacher to see how far you have practiced. I didn't understand his intention at the time." , I just thought that if I could compete with the master, I could have a taste of the feeling of competing with Lin Jin, so I immediately agreed." "Before the competition, the master said that I am too far away from him, so I must try my best and not take chances. Of course I think what he said is true, but I didn't think about it at all... Alas... So, I prepared After a while, he raised his skill to the highest level and attacked the master." "At the beginning, the master was very strict, and my attacks were easily resolved by him. The depth and purity of his power is really unimaginable. Now that I think about it, he probably has the deepest internal power among the three white horse monks. I The more I fought, the more frightened I became, and I felt that the gap between myself and him was so far, and I gradually became timid." "The master saw my timidity, and kept saying to me: 'Don't doubt yourself, come on, treat me as Lin Jin, come and kill me.' He kept talking, trying to provoke my vendetta. Heart, so that I can attack him with all my strength. Well, then I will not be polite. I have changed several kinds of martial arts from Baima Temple, but I can't break his defense of turning the 'Vajra' into fists. He will always be just Simply lifting and pulling, it seems clumsy, but in fact, the extremely rigid and strong internal force has enveloped the surrounding area, and there is no way to break through. After fighting for half an hour, I was already sweating, and my hand was punched by the master. The wind was so painful and numb that if it wasn't for the hard practice on weekdays, I might not even be able to lift my hands. I began to realize that the martial arts of the White Horse Temple was already unrivaled. Thinking of this, the offensive gradually Calm down." "At this moment, my master suddenly shouted: 'Bah! You unwanted bastard, never come to me!'" Ah Qing's heart skipped a beat, and he vaguely guessed what Lin Pu was going to do. Dao Zeng said: "After hearing this sentence, blood rushed into my brain suddenly, and I became mad, as if the person standing in front of me was really Lin Jin, the person I wanted to kill day and night. I couldn't do it anymore. I controlled myself, lost all benevolence, righteousness and morality, and also lost the dignity of being a human being, roaring and attacking the master like a wild beast... At that moment, it was really unforgettable..." Daozeng seemed a little tired, and slowly sat down beside Ah Qing.Seeing that his face was turning blue, and there were beads of sweat streaming down his forehead, Ah Qing put his hands on his chest, showing a pained expression, and hurriedly said, "You...are you alright? Stop talking!" "No!" Daozeng shook his head resolutely and said, "No...I want to tell you, maybe...maybe you will meet my mother again in the future, I think...cough cough..." Ah Qing said: "Yes, I understand, I will tell Master everything about you. Are you really okay?" Daozeng glanced at her gratefully, and continued: "It doesn't matter, it's just that my inner breath is a little messy, you listen to me. At that time, I had completely fallen into madness, and I used my mother's martial arts to the extreme. Regardless of everything, even he has completely forgotten about himself. Hey, this kung fu is indeed created for killing people. The more murderous intent there is in the heart, the more ruthless the attack will be. Conversely, more and more sophisticated killing techniques will make people I am even more obsessed with it... If the opponent is not my master, but someone else, I am afraid I will be torn into pieces... Amitabha." He said and read a passage of Buddhist scriptures. Ah Qing shivered, thinking of the pine forest and the dungeon, the feeling when she was possessed and frantically shot... Her face was also pale and blue, and she murmured: "Created for murder? Created to kill?" Dao Zeng said: "I used the 'Liu Lan Double Slash' to attack him in the upper plate, very violently, you can't imagine it! Can you chop twenty palms in one go? Can't you. The master once said, my mother is in full bloom. At that time, I could only use the 'twenty-seven' stance in one go, but at that time, under my rage, I reached the point where I slashed thirty-two palms in one go. I used all my strength in each palm, and each palm cracked stones Broken gold, shaking the surroundings flying sand and rocks." "But the master doesn't move! He often said 'moving like a mountain', but he didn't expect it to be as constant as Mount Tai. The more fierce and fast I attacked, the more calm he became, and he completely gave up on attacking, and just played on the defensive. I After storming for a while, I still couldn't gain the slightest advantage, and instead wasted my internal energy. Although my tyrannical aura continued unabated, my mind gradually became sober, and I realized that in terms of defense alone, my master has reached the perfect state. His pile skills were originally the first in Baima Temple, so the ancestor made an exception and taught him the "Duo Nua Heart Sutra" when he was 20 years old. Now based on this pile skills, he uses pure inner strength to perform the hard work of the first." "Vajra", unless his internal strength is exhausted, almost no one in the world can attack head-on. And his internal strength, I ask myself, is far inferior. I guess, to break his defense, you must first break his lower body , there is hope only when he loses his foundation and his internal force can no longer support the 'Vajra' moves." "So I changed my strategy. While continuing to pretend to attack the top plate, I used the 'cloud piercing kick' to attack his bottom plate. Later, I switched to Baima Temple's unique technique of 'eighteen broken array kicks' - although the 'cloud piercing leg' It can be regarded as the supreme combination of lightness kung fu and kick kicking, but from the point of view of offense alone, 'Eighteen Breaking Array and Jumping Kicks' is much sharper. This is a kung fu that came from Liaodong. The master was a little surprised at first, he probably didn't Thinking that I would attack the lower plate with all my strength, I was forced to take a few steps back, but he regained his stability soon. He protected the lower plate with the "Great Compassion Hand" and continued to deal with me. Hey, the master has worked hard, really Bodhisattva heart, Amitabha." "When the fight reached nearly 300 rounds, I finally gained the upper hand. Master probably didn't expect that I would learn the martial arts of Nianghe... and Lin Jin so quickly and combine them so well. I used 'Liu Lan' Double cut' and 'Phoenix Dance' - that's the set of boxing I taught you, combined with 'Eighteen Breaking Formation and Jumping Legs', it's almost perfect. His 'Vajra' is more than enough for me in the upper hand, but in the lower hand I But it was not very stable, and the 'Great Compassion Hand' couldn't resist my kick. I remember... It was in the 347th move, I bent down on the ground and poked his toe point with my finger. He suppressed me with one palm of 'Patting the Waves and Washing the Sand', but I suddenly used one hand as a support, swept my legs, and kicked him a few times. His Fenglong and Sanyinjiao were kicked through with strength, full of Taiyin Qi The movement was hindered, and the left foot gradually lost its strength." "I fell into a demonic barrier at that time, and I completely regarded the person in front of me as the person I wanted to kill. I didn't even think about stopping. I don't know where the endless power came from in my body, and I kept attacking and attacking! I saw the Tianjing acupoint on his hand was hit by me, and I pulled it down violently, pulling his arm to a bloody mess... I saw his head was poked by my "returning hands and holding green" , although he used the supreme internal force to dissipate my strength, hey, I'm not that stupid to face him head-on, and turned my palm into a finger in front of his eyes, and swept his left eye, haha, haha, blood spurted out immediately I... I saw him..." Ah Qing took two steps back and looked at Daozeng in panic. At some point, his eyes were staring straight ahead, his hands were tightly clenched in front of his chest, his face was strange, and his expressions of excitement, surprise, anger, and rage were twisted together. .His breathing also became rough, his face was flushed red, but between his brows was blue and black.He seemed to be still standing in front of Lin Pu, fighting desperately, his veins popping out of his clenched hands.Listening to his narration, Ah Qing almost felt as if she had witnessed his attacks with her own eyes. She couldn't help trembling all over, and said in her heart: "So... so I can punch like this... It seems that my understanding of master's martial arts is far worse than that of master's martial arts." Daozeng..." Daozeng continued: "Okay! I hit him! I kicked him in the waist and hit him three times in a row, and he blocked me twice with the 'Great Compassion Hand'. He thought that this move was all in the air and he had nothing to rely on." , only the last time, so I used the opportunity of my waist and abdomen to dissipate the strength of my last kick. Haha! He is so stupid! He...he doesn't know how exquisite my mother's martial arts are! I use two fingers Cutting the pulse gate of his left hand, he swept it away with the edge of his palm, and he also brought downward guiding force. He thought I had to borrow force again, hehe! No need! I exhaled violently, raised my body a foot, With such a little force, I kept kicking five times, almost kicking his inner breath away, and now he is finished! Haha, hahahaha..." Daozeng looked up to the sky and laughed loudly, and said, "Master! I...I defeated you! Haha, haha! You can no longer tell me those reasons...haha...hahahaha...cough cough...ha..." He paused suddenly, and his voice stopped abruptly, as if someone had punched him hard in the head, his eyes almost popped out of their sockets, and he froze on the spot for a moment. Ah Qing nervously said: "You... you... are you alright?" After a while, Daozeng's eyes turned twice with difficulty, and he glanced at Ah Qing, with an indescribable pain in his eyes.他僵硬地向前一步，再迈一步，扑通一下跪倒在地，叫道：“师傅……师傅……”开始时声音还只是呜咽，叫了几声，不顾一切哭出声来，竟而至于以头抢地，实难自抑。 阿清惊骇莫名，呆了好一阵，才想起蹲下扶他。她也不知该说些什么，把道曾扶起来靠着桌子坐了，道：“别说了……别想这些了，不是都过去了吗？是吧？你也没把你师傅怎么样，对不对？” 道曾喘息一阵，缓过两口气，道：“是……哎……我……我失态了……阿弥陀佛……师傅常说我至情至性，我……我修行了这么多年，却好象一点改观都没有，真是无颜面对师傅，唉……阿弥陀佛。”他合十念了一阵经文，终于镇定下来。 阿清道：“那……那你究竟对你师傅怎样了呢？” 道曾道：“是……那几脚踢中师傅，他退后几步，当时就吐血了。看着血将他花白的胡须染红，我……我也停了下来，但不是停止进攻，而是我知道已经胜券在握了，所以聚集力量，我要给他……给林晋最后一击，最后一击！我……咳咳……我盯着他的胸膛，所有的气都已聚到右手上，准备一拳将他胸膛打得四分五裂……我知道我做得到！” “我准备好了……我死死盯着师傅……不……是林晋……我看着他，我知道我们俩的恩怨今天就会了结。我要杀了他……我出拳了，直奔他的胸膛而去！” “忽然，师傅站直了身体，闭目合十，朗声念道：'阿弥陀佛。'就在那一瞬间，我悟了，我脑子里一片澄清。以前百思不得其解的问题，象闪电一样划过我的心中，那些我苦苦追寻的答案突然间都无比清晰地出现在我眼前。谁是林晋？谁是林普？道曾又是谁？谁生了谁？谁救了谁？谁又杀了谁呢？该如何观我？该如何观人？该如何观相？何为法？何为非法？何为非非法……” “我象着了魔一样全身战栗，不能自已。我明白到我所做的一切是多么荒唐，我执作的东西是多么可笑……我的出生就是一个错误，而现在我又将这错误延续下去，多可笑……多可笑……” “于是我那击向师傅的手转了个弯，径直向我自己袭来。我知道那才是它该去的地方，我的归宿，该有的报应……” “后来的事你大概也猜到了。师傅在最后一刻拉开了我的手，让我留了一条残命。后来他才跟我讲，他知道我的心魔太重，寻常的劝导根本没有什么用了，于是故意传我武功，让我自己在练武中发现自己。这次他主动寻我挑战，并且故意将我激得发疯，其实已经决心让我杀了他，好让我彻底泻去心中的愤怒，知道人生无常的道理。哎，师傅对我恩重如山……那一战，他也受了极重的内伤，几乎成为废人。我从此放下了暴虐之心，潜心向佛……所以我说，那孩子十二岁那年死了，并没有骗你。从那时起，须鸿与林晋的孩子已经死了，活着的是师从林普的道曾。” 他说完了，长出一口气，脸色重又恢复了平静。一时间两人都没有说话，听着四周林子里此起彼伏的虫鸣之声。阿清想到道曾竟然以十八岁之身战胜林普这样的当世绝顶高手，实在匪夷所思，心中对师傅的武学更加神往。 忽听道曾轻声道：“如果将来你见到我娘，我希望你告诉她，我……我不会做林晋那样的人，可是也不会象她。他们两人的恩怨，就在我这里结了罢。” 阿清道：“嗯，你放心，我一定会告诉她的。但是你……你不去寻她么？天下大乱，师傅也许已经回昆仑去了。你如果到了……” 道曾郑重地摇摇头，合十道：“阿弥陀佛。不了。我已将此身献于佛前，心中已经不再有任何俗世之心。娘将我带到世间，这是缘分，我今日给你说这些，除了想还她一个交代外，也想告诉你，你所学的武功，其根基在于格斗，其精髓在于'身外无物'四个字。只有当你将人世一切善恶之念抛开，将你自身都抛开时，才能体会到它的力量……不过，我但愿你永远也体会不到。你……真的决心要走了么？” 阿清站起身来，道：“是！” 道曾道：“你的心意坚定，万难撼动，这一生成败大概都在于此了。你走吧，小靳是个可以托付的人，他会照顾好小钰的。” 阿清感激地道：“谢谢你！”自她孤身一人寻找父亲以来，道曾和小靳一直是她心中可以信赖依靠的人，想到从此后又要孤身一人了，心中无限感慨，鼻子忍不住酸了起来。但她可不想让道曾瞧见自己软弱的一面，当即拱一拱手，纵身上了墙头。 忽听道曾道：“阿清！”声音有些奇怪。阿清回头看他，只见他跟到墙下，站在月华之中，仰面看着她，神色焦急，张着嘴，却又说不出话来。月光照耀下，他一脸沧桑，有些日子没剃头了，头顶长出寸长的头发，可以清晰地看见不少白发混杂其间，实在让人不敢想象，这就是曾经名动天下的须鸿与林晋之子。 阿清道：“怎么？” 道曾犹豫了老半天，终于迟疑地道：“我……我和我娘亲象吗？” “……象，很象！”阿清强忍着就要夺眶而出的泪水，拼命点头道：“真的，简直一模一样呢！” 道曾怔了片刻，慢慢露出一个笑容，长出一口气，道：“是吗？那可……多谢了。你多保重吧。”