Chapter 51 Chapter 50

5:30 in the morning. Ma Da woke up on Rongyan's bed. Her bed was so big and soft that she could almost sink her whole body, as if she was wrapped in a group of soft flower petals.He finally opened his eyes, and the morning light reflected the corner of the room white through the curtains.He took a deep breath, as if he had just been rescued from the water.He stretched out his hand to touch the side, but couldn't touch anything, it was empty. "Appearance?" He softly called her name. No one answered, Ma Da almost struggled to sit up, she was not in the room, only he was lying alone on the bed where Zhou Ziquan and Rongyan had slept.At this time, he saw the mirror on the ceiling, Zhou Ziquan's face was once reflected in this mirror, and now, Ma Da's face had replaced the dead man.Ma Da looked ahead again, and he saw a photo of Zhou Ziquan and Yanyan's wedding dress hanging on the wall opposite the big bed. Looking at Zhou Ziquan's face in the photo, Ma Da suddenly felt a little embarrassed.He watched Zhou Ziquan be killed, and now he is lying on Zhou Ziquan's wife's bed. Maybe Zhou Ziquan, the dead soul in hell, will hate him at this moment.

Ma Da got up from the bed, put on his clothes, and walked to the window. He didn't dare to open the curtains, but moved to the edge of the curtains and looked out through the gap.It’s still just dawn, and from here you can see the roofs of many villas within a few hundred meters around. Downstairs of this house, his red Santana is still parked on the side of the driveway, surrounded by dense bushes and mist hangs over it all. He walked out of the bedroom and tiptoed down the stairs, trying not to make any noise, he didn't want to disturb her, he just wanted to leave like a gust of wind.

"motor." She was calling him, he turned his head and saw the face, she was wearing a pink pajamas, standing lazily at the door of the kitchen. "I'm sorry, I think I'd better leave earlier to avoid being seen." He said softly, now facing the face in front of him, he suddenly felt a little shy.Perhaps, it was because everything that happened a few hours ago was so sudden and so unbelievable. "Okay, but you have to finish your breakfast before leaving." She smiled slightly. Ma Da walked into the restaurant with some embarrassment, and a Western-style breakfast was prepared for him on the table.

"Sit down and eat." They sat at the dining table. In fact, Ma Da was not used to eating Western-style breakfast, but at the moment he was willing to accept everything he did for his appearance.Ma Ma started eating without any scruples, while Rong Yan looked at him quietly. "Why don't you eat?" "It's only 5:40, and I've never had breakfast at this time." Rong Yan said with a smile, "Eat, I like to watch you eat." Ma Da nodded, this woman had already fascinated him, he said while eating: "Your face, last night—no, it was early this morning, maybe I did something I shouldn't have done."

"No, you didn't do it, but we did it together." "Maybe I'm being too reckless." The face said softly: "Ma Da, what are you thinking? Are you blaming yourself?" "Am I not responsible?" "Of course you are, of course not responsible. Do you understand? It's not anyone's fault, it's just fate." Ma Da nodded. Fate made them meet, and fate made them suffer the happiness and suffering of life. This incredible fate arranged a bizarre story. Is this really what people call "love"?Ma Da lowered his head and kept thinking about this question. Suddenly, he asked a question that he had thought about for a long time: "Young Yan, you never loved Zhou Ziquan, did you?"

She was silent for a moment, then nodded slightly, and said slowly: "Yes, I never, never loved that man, from the beginning to the end." "why?" "Don't ask why? This kind of thing needs no reason, just like what happened in my bedroom a few hours ago. If you don't believe it, I was married to him for a year and never really felt it. And today In the early morning, I found that feeling in you, an indelible sense of happiness from body to soul." He couldn't believe it: "Is this true?" Rong Yan nodded: "Yes, the one-year married life between Zhou Ziquan and I is not as good as the few hours you spent with me."

"Perhaps, there is really no need for a reason." "Yes, I don't love Zhou Ziquan, and Zhou Ziquan never really loved me. What he loves deeply is always a dead person." "You mean Luo Qinxue?" The face that he will never forget appeared in front of Ma Da's eyes again. "Yes, the only reason for him to marry me is for my face that resembles Luo Qinxue." She tightly grasped Ma Da's hand, put it on her face and gently stroked it , "He didn't marry me, but just this face." Ma Da's hand was firmly grasped by her, sliding over her smooth skin, he said softly: "Maybe, he has the same mental problems as Luo Xincheng."

"At the beginning, I didn't know this. I didn't even know that Luo Qinxue existed. Zhou Ziquan kept pestering me. I didn't have much affection for him, but I didn't have much dislike for him either. I just faintly I really feel that I must meet this man in my life. Moreover, I also feel very tired at that time, both physically and mentally. I need a time and place to rest, and he has enough ability to provide this need." "So you married a man you didn't love?" She nodded and said, "Yes, I married a man I didn't love. Until at the wedding, I found that many people looked at me strangely, as if they were looking at a ghost. , I felt faintly uneasy. Not long after we got married, I discovered that he often called me by the wrong name, and the name 'Qinxue' often appeared in his mouth. Only then did I know the existence of Luo Qinxue, and that she and I look almost exactly the same. Only then did I realize that to him, I was just a phantom, a phantom of a dead woman. I would never be able to take Luo Qinxue's place. In the depths of his consciousness, Luo Qinxue Qinxue didn't die, she just attached her soul to me again. You wouldn't believe that Zhou Ziquan actually regarded me as a ghost."

"A ghost that resurrects the soul." Ma Da suddenly remembered this apt idiom. "Yes, he really said that to me." Ma Da's hand was finally withdrawn, and he asked her, "Don't you hate him?" "No, it doesn't matter whether you hate it or not. Since there is no love, there is no more hatred." "You're right. Only love can have hatred. Without love, of course there can be no hatred." He suddenly approached Yanyan and asked, "Will you hate me?" She was silent for another moment. "Maybe." After she finished speaking, she smiled slightly.

Ma Da quickly finished his breakfast, so he had to leave here and walked quickly to the door.Before opening the door, he whispered in Rongyan's ear, "No matter what, I still want to thank you." "no need thank me?" "Thank you for the breakfast, and thank you for the - unforgettable evening." She smiled slightly: "No, I should thank you." "Goodbye." "You must be careful." "I see." The motor gently opened the door.