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Chapter 4 Chapters Ten, Eleven, and Twelve

A Tale of the Wild Goose 苏曼殊 5328Words 2018-03-22
As soon as I arrived at my aunt's promise, the savior notified me, and my aunt went out to my mother.Already, he led Gu Yu to ask, "Whose family is Ningxin?" Yu's mother pointed to Yu Xiao and replied to her aunt, "Sanlang, he just returned home the day before yesterday." My aunt was very happy when she heard the words, and said, "Of course, Sanlang Are you still alive? Hu Weichi telegraphed me?" After saying that, he threw his hands at the snowflakes on his shoulders, sighed slowly and said, "Sorry Saburo! I haven't seen you for more than ten years, and I can still vaguely recognize your appearance today, but your ears are thinner than when you were a child. Let’s stop now, let’s go into my door.” So they all went into the hall and took off their coats.Suddenly, I saw a girl, holding a tea set, pretending to be light and charming.And I waited for the ceremony.For a while, I stood by and stared at it, and it turned out to be so clear and beyond the vulgar.The first heart is very suspicious, and it seems to be someone who has met before.My aunt picked out the cold ashes of the fire bowl with an iron pipe, and said: "Don't come for more than ten days, so that people will miss it. I received the book the day before yesterday, and I didn't know that my sister was sick. I am relieved. Now that Sanlang is back, it is like a dream. Take care of me. Very happy!" Yu's mother replied: "Sister Xie is closed down. Although I am old and sick, I am happy to see Saburo now. But this son is special!" Mother, the second is to offer the rest.Miss Yu Jue flinched and didn't know what to do at this moment.Knowing the case, my aunt looked back at the girl and said: "Jingzi, I still remember that when Sanlang left, I also knew how to say goodbye and shed tears. Do you still remember it?" In the month, that is, Saburo is my younger brother, so don't hesitate to act as normal. The girl did not answer in silence, and slowly stretched out her bare hands to trim my younger sister's sideburns, and her cheeks were slightly dizzy. After dinner, Yu felt dizzy The limbs are all hot, like living in a house on fire. It was a night of tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, and the disease was serious. The next morning, the snow was endless. Yu's mother and the people who raised the house were salty and unsightly, saying that Yu's illness was serious. Although Gu Yu moaned The mattress is new, and it is the first time to be in a happy family environment. But I feel that I have never been so happy since I was born. So I think about it one by one. I have met the master, the nurse, the mother and the child, and the family of the pastor Luo Bi. Love is no different from flesh and blood. Then I will give you all the hard work I have done before, and I will pay for it. The first thought is that Xuemei is lonely, and the center is hard to hear. However, Yu’s monk and Xuemei’s affairs are kept secret, so as not to let my mother hear. I am so sad. The two things of becoming a monk and getting married are running in opposite directions. Since Yu has proved the body of the Dharma, he will never marry, although he depends on his loving mother. Holding the decoction in hand, Shi walked to the side of the couch and said to Yu: "Sanlang, your illness is caused by a cold.If you take the medicine now, you will be fine in a day or two.I picked this medicine by hand.Saburo, if my aunt has nothing to do in the daytime, she can only go to the mountains to gather herbs and make medicines by herself, which will be given to the poor and sick.It should be known that doctors in the world are all greedy for money, so the poor unfortunately fell ill and had to wait for death, sad and miserable, nothing more than this.I have spent the rest of the year on my own, and it is no fun to give up this matter of collecting medicine to help others.If a village woman burns incense and recites Buddha's name, I will not do that.Saburo, your mother and I are old people.As the proverb goes, 'the old man pre-arranges the account', which means that old people should only seek happiness for future generations, but their own hard work is not counted.Gu Wuzi is now in the navy and has married a wife, so there is no need to worry about him.This is Jingzi, who cares most about me.Jingzi has lost her parents, and has been relying on me for more than ten years, but I entrust it to my destiny. " At this point, my aunt said, when she contemplated, she took a long breath, and said to her face again: "Sanlang, first your mother came back, and in less than three months, I received a letter from your adoptive father's house, saying that Sanlang went up the mountain and was eaten by a tiger.I think that there are many tigers in the other side, so I think it is true.Yu and your mother, after suffering such a terrible loss, wept for several times, and suddenly became senile for more than twenty years.There is nothing to do with this matter, but to pray to God every morning and evening, and wish the boy wandering soul, and come back to grandma. "Yu listened to my aunt's words, the sound of Jue was so miserable, I suddenly touched my old hatred, my lungs shook, and I didn't know what to do. After a long time, I saw Yu's mother's appearance on my back, and there was no sorrow, so I tried my best to control Yu's sorrow, and said respectfully: "Ming thanked Auntie for her love.The encounter with the first child cannot be traced back, and it has become a relic of the past. Please let the aunts and aunts put it away.This morning and evening, the child will be honored by the kindness of his aunt and mother, even if the child is happy! "After I finished talking, Mother Yu quickly drank the medicine. I chose less, and my upper body was sweating profusely. I was extremely exhausted, and I lay down comfortably.

I was ill for four days and nights, and I began to seek no medicine.Yu's mother and aunt's family were overjoyed.It was March 3rd, the weather was fresh, and I looked out of the window for the second time with the rolled-up curtain.Suddenly thinking about something, Gai Yu woke up in the morning for several days, and immediately felt the clear fragrance through his nose. On the red sandalwood table beside the couch, there was a bouquet of Biyi flowers, put them in a vase, bright and bright, and the flowers were still dripping with dew.This morning, I suddenly saw a jade brooch left behind a few times, and then I realized that it belonged to the other sister, and it was also the gift of the beauty of Huagu.Yu suddenly recalled the person who seemed to have met the jade man the day before yesterday, because Yu Xian was in Ms. Luo Bi's room, and saw the "Shadow of the Sand Floating" by the German painter A Tuofu, which was not much different from that of her.Fang Ning stood there, and suddenly looked under the gauze curtain. The furnishings are very elegant: there is a marble case in the shape of an oval, on which there are mirror screens, silver boxes, pens and inkstones, and crimson Luo, which are spotless.Next to it is a teak bookcase, shaped like a pigeon cage, with a rich collection of books.Yu Jianzhi, are all ancient books of Han and soil.Looking back at the left wall, I saw a small table, on which there was a wild goose column playing the zither, and it seemed that there were still lingering sounds lingering on the strings.At this time, Yu Shi was surprised to see that this building was Bishu's makeup pavilion, and he fell in love with Bishu Xueshen, who came out of the world like a fairy.At this moment, Yu Zhengjue seemed to have something in his mind, but when the time changed, he seemed to lose it.Suddenly, seeing Mother Yu ascend the building, she took the spring clothes twice in her hand, and asked Yu to say, "Sanlang, the cold weather has receded, so try changing this dress." Yu took the clothes and sat on the blue satin spring bench with Mother Yu. on the chair.Yu's mother looked at Yu Zuo's kindness, and asked with the balance of the case in her hand, "how is my son like this morning?" Home? Yu hasn’t met my sister yet.” Yu’s mother said, “It’s fine anytime. My initial intention is to go as soon as your illness recovers, but if my aunt stayed with my mother and son last night, don’t rush away. I have written to my sister this morning. Aunt Gai Ruo has something dear to her heart, and she will discuss it with me. Gouer lives here in comfort, and I have no intention of returning for a while. You know that my age is old, and my relatives are old in my life, and they are bound to be estranged. There is no end to contact? I look around now, but I am inseparable with Auntie Ruo. And if Auntie sees you, the center is very happy, then you can live here. If you are at home, you can. I know that you are lonely, and you live in this building Most suitable. This building is the residence of Jingzi. You came here the day before yesterday and moved downstairs to share the same room with your sister. Sanlang, you live here. If you feel comfortable, you can talk to me." Yu said: "Respect and obey My mother said. The scenery outside Auntie’s house is beautiful, and I’m happy to stay here for a while.” At this time, the waiter rumored that the morning meal was ready, and Yu’s mother happily asked Yu to change her clothes and go downstairs to the imperial meal.Yu followed his mother to the cafeteria and bowed to thank his aunt for her kindness.The aunt greeted Yu with her face, and she was very happy. She led Gu Bishu and said: "Thank the heavens for protection, Saburo is safe. Jingzi, please come forward and say goodbye to Saburo in the morning." , to Yu Qian, awe-inspiring.But at this time, the beautiful woman has dense hair and empty hair, and her appearance is becoming more and more beautiful.Yu didn't dare to look back and look at it, but his mind was drifting, like leaves falling in the wind, and he didn't know where to stop.Brother and sister Yu accompanied A Niang to stay in my aunt's house, as if they were in Tianyuan.My aunt is the most pitiful to Yu, but Yu Weifan is very respectful and respectful, and he consciously entertains the bandits by showing his aunt and mother a happy face.If there is a touch in the heart, that is, leaning on the tree and facing the stream, or entertaining yourself with books.Many of the books on Confucianism in the Song Dynasty in Gu Tingzhong's collection, including Sanskrit chapters and donkey scripts, have been eaten away by insects and cannot be identified. They are all Tang editions.There are two Chinese translations of "Bharata" and "Ramayan", which are long narrative poems.The second book Hantu has been lost, but its name is occasionally mentioned in the "Huayan Sutra", saying that it came from Maming Bodhisattva, and the English translation of "Mahabharata War Chapter" by the Indian scholar Doshi is one of them. .

For a moment, the shadows of geese crossed the sky, and the sound of cicadas echoed everywhere.Yu hangs his head and walks around the embankment of the fish pond in the aunt's courtyard, his eyes are full of eyes, and the ripples are calm.In the morning of Yu Mo Nian, Yu's mother said that the Ming Dynasty will bring Yu's brothers and sisters back, so the white clouds and red trees here are not without love.Suddenly there was the sound of wind passing through my ears, rustling.Yu Nai looked up to the sky, but when he saw Su Ye Tuo Ke, Xiao Xiao fell down, he suddenly knew that Qing Qiu was also dying.So I didn't realize that I was in a daze, as if I was holding a heavy worry.Thinking that Yu's mother had shielded her belongings at this time, Fang Si went to the leisure house to see the weak girl.Walking to the Shilan Bridge, I suddenly heard the rustling of dresses.Choose less, the fragrance is overflowing, suddenly you see beautiful women and beautiful makeup, and immortals come floating in, leaving only a few martial arts;Yu bowed solemnly.At that time, although the jade woman's cheeks were flushed, she was not as shy as before, and she had no place to be ashamed.Yu Shao looked at it, and felt that the jade man seemed to want to speak but did not speak.Yu Yu hesitated, not knowing what to advance or retreat, so he could only look down at the ground.After a long time, suddenly there is something on the remnant chrysanthemum, which catches my eyes, flutters like a white butterfly, and is about to go over the fence.Yu went forward to catch it with his hands, only to know that it was the light gauze of cicada wings falling from the jade man's head.At that time, I wanted to throw it on the ground, but also thought about the slight disobedience of etiquette, so I returned to the jade man.Knowing the purpose, the jade man immediately went in to meet Yu with both hands, and said in a shy and tender voice, "Thank you, Sanlang, for your help." So Yu Jiaojiao didn't know what to say.But seeing the moving place of the jade mouth, and bringing the sand back to life, there is no such Zhuangyan.At this time, it is really ecstasy!The jade man bowed his neck again, and in Ye Wanmiao's voice, he said softly, "Is it safe for Sanlang to come? Zuzi's climate is mild, and I really want to build a mansion to pay homage to him, but I'm afraid I won't be able to get away within the year because of my mother's affairs. The room is clearer and more secluded than Zuzi, but the climate is suspended and covered with deep mountains. Tang people chanted Luo Fu's poem: "Tourists should not go with single clothes. In June, flying clouds bring snow and cold." I think this phrase is used here , quite kind and interesting, I don’t know if Saburo is right for my words or not?” Yu listened to Yuren’s words and was surprised, but he couldn’t answer, Jiu Nai respectfully said: “Thank you, sister, for distracting me. Goa sister How lucky is it to see a poor house in vain, so that my younger brother has to wait on him day and night, fishing in the deserted village? Otherwise, there are many collections of poetry in the poor house, and you can also carry a lamp and wrap it in scrolls. Sister, don’t you think it’s soft and dusty? Dare I ask my sister? Whose poems do you like to recite?" The jade man lowered his head and meditated, then stared at me with his starry eyes, and replied calmly: "I feel the kindness of Sanlang in seal script. The question of what poems I like to read is sincerely a joke. You must know that I have never learned it. Sanlang Since you don’t call me blasphemy, how dare you tell me without my liver? Fortunately, Saburo taught me.” Then he said like Guanzhu: “I always like to read Chen Houshan’s poems, and I also love Lu Fangweng, but the westerly wind in my homeland is full of tears. The paper is heart-warming. Recently, I have read "Tao Poetry", and I have been consciously wandering in the world. It can be seen that there is a lot of learning about temperament. Sanlang Guanwu's book collection is a polymathist saying that this book is Zhu Shunshui, the survivor of the Ming Dynasty. It was a gift from Mr. Anji, my distant ancestor. Gai Anji was involved in Tokugawa political affairs at that time, and served Zhu Gong as a disciple, so my family was gifted by Zhu Gong. This book has been in my family for more than 230 years. The year is over." As soon as these words were uttered, Yu Geng opened his eyes and stared at the jade man in astonishment.The jade man continued: "When I was a baby, I heard about the legacy of Zhu Gong, the ancestor of the emperor, and I have never forgotten it so far. I will repeat it to Sanlang to hear it." In the first year of our country’s Zhengbao period, when the barbarians were rampant, they sailed alone to Nagasaki for several times. They wanted to cry for the Qin court for seven days, but they failed. Wanzhi was three years old, and the Ming Society was overthrown. Zhu The public thought that the subjugated people were ashamed to eat the millet of the two dynasties, so they lived in Nagasaki, which was close to the birthplace of Zheng Chenggong in Hirado. After hearing about it, the Tokugawa clan sent Confucian officials from Mito to hire them as guest teachers, especially the courtesy Gong Sui passed down that Wang Yangming learned from our country, and he and Yangming are indeed from the same hometown. To this day, Zhu Gong’s tomb is still preserved on Ruilong Mountain, Kuji County, Ibaraki County. Is Saburo interested in it? I also heard that the Duke loves cherry blossoms very much. Today, in the Koishikawa Korakuen Garden in Edo, there is still Zhu Gong’s legacy. This garden is managed by Zhu Gong himself. The people of Gongmuqing are as shy as they are human, and they are as sick as enemies. They speak Japanese to the utmost proficiency on weekdays, but at the time of Yichen, all the words spoken by Gongshu are in Chinese, so no one can listen to his deathbed instructions, isn't it great to be sad? "The jade man said that he looked up to the sky and sighed, and I was also sad.The two stood speechless, but the wind was bleak.Suddenly a piece of red leaf knocked on the jade man's shoulder.The jade man frowned at his moths, looking like he was cozy, bowing his head and saying in a low voice: "Sanlang, is the Ming Dynasty going? Hufu stays for a long time? I have been abandoned for a long time since my predecessors saw it. Sanlang is here, and I can write books." It is difficult to ask. If Saburo does not see abandonment due to weak qualities, then even though I wither, I will have no regrets." Yu didn't wait for him to finish speaking, his cheeks were big, and he bowed his head to his chest; Jiu Nai murmured, "My mother's words will come back to you tomorrow. Sister is so earnest, I can feel it." Shi Yu's sister also came out of the corridor, and walked and shouted: "Sister, don't you see that I have brought my kimono? Dinner is about to be prepared, do you want to enter the cafeteria?" The jade man let Yu go first, and followed me in at a leisurely pace.It was an evening meal that was rich and delicious, more than usual, Gu Yu really didn't know what it tasted like.After dinner, I sat on the roof of the building, thinking about it, and today I saw the beauty of the beauty, who is innocent and has a lot of knowledge.Even Fairy Wushe, who guards Tianyan, can't surpass this person!Thinking of this, suddenly I looked up and saw the moon and stars were sparse, because I recited the poem of Yiweng: "Thousands of rocks and ravines are untouched, and I fly alone in the bright moon."The heart is clear.Contemplating on the moon for a long time, looking back at the silver candle, it was darker, so I undressed and went to bed; then sighed and said: "Today and evening, the moon is like water, how do you know that tomorrow night will not be dark and cloudy?" The sound was faint, as if it came from outside the Furong Pond, because it was also full of sorrow.Xunfu sighed and said: "Yunye, electricity, rain, and snow are all the same thing, but they change ears due to the difference in heat. Thank you, God, for not binding me with soft silk!" Tomorrow, the morning meal will be unexpectedly , Yu's mother ordered Yu Yi to wear clothes for traveling, and Aunt Yan also brought Jingzi with her.Yu Wen said that he was very happy, saying that he could avoid the feeling of despondency.The rest of us boarded the compartment, and the frost marks were still on the glass windows.Yu's mother and aunt, referring to the cloud tree, feel relaxed and happy.In an instant, I heard the sound of the wind and the sea, and I didn't feel it arrived at my house.Since that day, besides Yu Xunkai, Jingzi has seen each other often, but soon Tan just smiled and showed respect.One day, when it was raining lightly, Yu Fang and his mother were leaning against the back to watch the sea. Suddenly there was a slight knocking sound. Don't choose, the waiter held a mailbox and knelt down on Mother Yu.Yu's mother sent a letter to apply for papers, to choose less, to see the results, and asked Yu to say: "Sanlang, this sister came here to write a note, saying that I will come here tomorrow. It just so happens that my master will go to the capital tomorrow, so I can separate myself and save me. The son is very pitiful." At this point, he sighed slightly, and continued: "The proverb says, 'It's useless to raise a daughter', isn't it true? A woman is a concubine's family, and she must be put in the back of her mind, that is, every festival, thinking about seeing a daughter On the face of it, it is not easy. Although this is complicated by the middle school, it is also the heart of women in the world, and they often forget themselves. In the past, there were poor women who married for a few years, and their husbands became rich. The parents of the daughters are selfish and happy, so it is said The couple can live without hunger. Unexpectedly, within a few days, the female messenger will return her old clothes to her parents, and spread the word: "A good girl doesn't wear her wedding clothes." It means that the dowry is thin when she gets married. The world's psychology is like this, so be safe. Can't the rivers and rivers go down?" Yu's mother said, she was about to put my sister's book on the table, looked back at Yu with kindness, and said: "Sanlang, don't you feel cold in the morning? I feel cold and my arms are born." Yu immediately replied: " No." Yu's mother then slowly ordered Yu to say, "Sanlang, sit down." Yu then sat down.Yu's mother asked: "Sanlang, how do you think Jingzi is like a man?" Yu said: "Huixiu is lonely, and she is a good girl." Jingzi is gentle and graceful. My mother has something to say to you, please listen to it: Sanlang, I decided to accept Jingzi as Sanlang's wife. Jingzi is older than you two years old, so I should not agree with you. No spouse is more than a human being. Gu Jingzi's parents are incomplete, so he must recruit a spouse as usual, so he can inherit his father's shadow, but I can definitely live with Aunt Ruo. It will be a ceremony at the beginning of spring next year, and I will move to Hakone in Poxia. This is a matter of reason, that is, if my aunt must be my son-in-law, Saburo, she will be released in her arms. Aunt Gai Ruo is a person who cares for her orphans. The embrace of time is not tied. Since Gu Lian's age, although there are many suitors, Aunt Ruo doesn't care. If Auntie's intention is not to close the door, because the world's good and bad people are mixed, people's hearts are not old, and Gou Jingzi can't be served by a good wife. What will Auntie Ruo do to herself? Now that she has her son-in-law Saburo, Auntie Ruo’s heavy shoulders will be lifted." Yu’s mother said up to this point, and she wanted to cry sadly: "Sanlang, my mother has been lonely all her life, and now I will see you to celebrate the ceremony, that is, Ruo Ruo and I My aunt's evening scene is also a comfort. From now on, I will only rely on destiny, and I know that God will give you two little blessings and wisdom." Yu's mother Fang Xuxu spoke, and Yu's heart beat suddenly.When Yu's mother finished speaking, Yu Yi still didn't dare to answer quickly.It is not the way of a son of man to think about what he has experienced before.I thought about it for a long time, with tears in my eyes, and said slightly: "I have something to say to my loving mother, and Gaier has made up her mind..." Yu's mother asked anxiously: "What do you mean?" Yu said: "My son will never marry an ear. " Yu's mother was terrified when she heard the words, she stood up and opened her eyes to look at Yu, saying: "Wu, what did you say! How did you say that because of what you saw? If you are stubborn? This sentence really makes me puzzled. I am young and weak. Marriage, what do people call me? Ruoyi loves you, isn’t it sudden? Er Cheng thought, this word can make Ruoyi listen? Jingzi is always my word, She Sanlang has no one who is interested. I'm sick at my aunt's house, and the soups and medicines are all made by Jingzi himself. I have been sincere for a long time, but I don't know that you are actually saying it now!" Yu's mother said to the last sentence, her voice became more serious.Yu Ji held back his tears and said: "Lovely mother, listen carefully. My son asks himself, he loves Jingzi, he is no different from flesh and blood; and he deeply respects him as a human being, and he must know it when he thinks of Jingzi. My son, whoever said this, does not dare to say it." Resisting the orders of my loving mother and aunt, this is really out of my last resort, I hope my loving mother will forgive my childishness." Yu's mother was so sad that she couldn't answer, and for a long time she choked up and said: "Sanlang, you should be kind to my thoughts. My clock leaks Let's rest, but I hope that Er and Jingzi will get married soon, so even though I am buried in the ground, I will still be smiling."

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