Chapter 48 Chapter Forty-Six

Daniel and one of his girlfriends went to Inner Mongolia to play, and I started to clean up. First of all, the computer, it's time to return to Zhao.This computer suffering from chronic asthma, this second-hand product with extraordinary origins, has been with me for five full years, and it has actually produced a relationship like a married wife.I didn't write a work that allowed me to do it once and for all. At least it killed the time, exercised my knuckles, and allowed me to accumulate some subcutaneous fat.I saved the important data in the computer to the mobile hard drive and asked Lao Hong to take me to Yang Xingchen's place.I was sweating profusely, holding this dying broken computer and rushing to that magnificent office building.

A white-collar worker in the elevator said that no one wanted this computer as a gift, so he should call this computer brother.I smiled, and I said this broken computer is more than you and I have earned in our lifetime, and it was given to the museum. As soon as he walked into the door of Yang Xingchen's company, he heard his scolding voice: "...there are no three-legged animals, and the streets are full of two-legged people. Don't give me objective reasons..." The office was quiet, and the employees all lowered their heads in fright.A girl tremblingly reported to Mr. Yang, and then led me in, and a young boy in the face withdrew his head and withdrew.Seeing me, Mr. Yang stood up from the black swivel leather chair.I joked: "Boss Yang has a bad temper."

"If it were you, I would be mad." Yang Xingchen said that an employee actually sent the goods that should have been sent to Austria (Austria) to Australia (Australia). Fortunately, he discovered it in time and avoided a large loss. "It's too sloppy." I said, taking the tea from the clerk. "Oh, college students nowadays, I can't say, I'm so mad at you!" Yang Xingchen said, and asked me, "Are you leaving the day after tomorrow?" "Yeah, I should change my mind too." "I've already made an agreement with Li Hao, and I will give you a farewell party tomorrow night."

"It's time for us to get together. I've failed your expectations, and I haven't earned anything from this computer." I pointed to the computer and patted my belly, "Except for this fat belly." "Mr. Ge is too humble. Money depreciates day by day, and culture increases day by day. What I earn is banknotes, and what you earn is gold." Yang Xingchen joked, and moved the computer to the exhibition room with me. Several employees were busy. Come and give me a hand. Sure enough, his exhibition room of "Romous Years" was established.The exquisite glass cabinet is covered with red velvet, and the miniature black mechanical arm-like spotlights illuminate the precious rags, each of which has a name, number and extraordinary story.The computer was placed in the most conspicuous position, numbered 001.

The messy books and periodicals in the house were all sent to the bookstalls in the alleys.There are still a lot of clothes, books, periodicals, CDs and tapes that need to be kept. Fortunately, there is a large suitcase and several large cardboard boxes.Lock it, seal it, and put it in storage. Kohane's traces are everywhere.I looked down and saw the duck-down pillow she bought for me when we first met, which was still soft and flat on the head of the bed, and looked up to see the wool monkey hanging on the curtain, staring at me gleefully.Desk lamps, vases, pen holders, rubber figures, CD boxes, mosquito killers and humidifiers are scattered on the simple furniture... In the photo frame next to the computer desk is our group photo in Xiangshan, Beihai.Opening the drawer under the bed, the warm slippers that Xiaoyu bought for me were quietly placed.In the kitchen, Xiaoyu buys even more things, from pots, pans, knives, forks, chopsticks, to honey pots, rice jars, and kimchi jars... the can of Xiaoyu's favorite salad dressing in the refrigerator has become moldy, and the "Sanlu" milk powder has also hardened a cookie...

The pot of jasmine that Xiaoyu bought on the window sill is still alive and flourishing under my careful care.When I wake up every day during the flower season, it sends me a refreshing fragrance.My favorite thing to do when I'm tired of typing on the keyboard is to take a sip greedily like an addict taking a powder, and feel comfortable all over.After falling asleep, the jasmine still sends me a steady stream of fragrance, fragrant my dreams; even withered, the petals are thrown into the teacup by me, and the last ray of essence is sucked in.She is my unspoken and unfailing companion.I sniffed the petals and poured some water carefully.

I wrote a note, hoping that the latecomers would treat jasmine well and explained how to preserve the pickles, which were placed next to the flower pot and the pickle jar.I opened the drawer of the bedside table, removed a pile of letters and periodicals, and two boxes of ultra-thin "Durex" came into view.One box was unpacked, half of it left.I sat for a long time, and wrote a note: "Look at the watch, count the seconds, every second of happiness counts every second.——Shall encourage those who come after me!" Opening the dusty photo album, Xiaoyu's smiling face and grimaces are unbearable.On a whim, I couldn't help laughing at the few articles that only had the beginning, like a writer who would squeeze toothpaste.A few Zhang Xiaoyu's surgery and medicine invoices during the abortion scraped my internal organs like sharp weapons, causing severe pain all over my body.If he had left that life, he would be running all over the place now.A thick stack of Xiaoyu's handwritten letters is like ten thousand termites eating away at the strong dam of my tear glands that are drying up day by day.After reading the letters intermittently, I was already dazed and tearful, I stumbled to the stove and burned them one by one.

Dejected and powerless, I lay powerlessly on the large and comfortable Simmons, feeling ashamed.Besides that digital camera, this Simmons is my biggest asset in Beijing.If Xiaoyu hadn't threatened to break up at the beginning, she couldn't even sleep peacefully for six years.This mattress is as new as before, soft but firm, and firm but considerate. Only the dream weaved with the passion of Xiaoyu's whispers in his ears for four years left no warmth. When tidying up the closet, a lot of Xiaoyu's clothes were found, and the bed was piled up into a hill.The pair of red and one black thong underwear and mesh black stockings made me feel warm and desolate.Fetishes and sensualists alike caress these soft silk fabrics as they caress Kohane's warm skin.Carefully fold the clothes and put them into three big bags.I didn't wear much of them, so Xiaoyu must still need them.It's time to see Kohane.

I asked Bai Juan for help, and she readily gave Xiaoyu her new number, and said that Xiaoyu got married half a year ago, and it was also a flash marriage.In a few words, I have learned that the guy is a successful bastard who makes imported furniture.I'm not surprised, it's just a bit sad.Bai Juan was a little surprised that I went to the United States, and asked like everyone else: "Are you coming back?" "Come back, I bought a round-trip ticket." "It's better not to come back, I think the United States may be more suitable for you." "It's up to me." I proposed to invite her and Xiao Yu to dinner, Bai Juan hesitated for a moment, thinking that it would be better for me and Xiao Yu to meet alone, I was quite sad: "Okay then, it's the last time."

"If you can't be a husband and wife, you can still be friends." She comforted me like this, "I talked vigorously once, didn't there be a song "Once Owned". I envy you all, my love history is too pale." "It's dangerous for you to have such thoughts." I reminded me jokingly. Bai Juan smiled: "Hey, I've also had a mouth addiction." The sound of a baby crying came from the phone, and the call ended.When I called Xiao Yu a few minutes later, she already knew.It sounded like she was very happy. Because it was inconvenient to go to work, she made an appointment to give me a farewell party right after work, and I chose the place.I asked if we should eat fried slices of pulled strips or the meatloaf from home, Xiaoyu smiled: "Boss, you underestimate me too!"

"Could it be 'Little Prince'?" I joked.She said that she would go to the 'Little Prince's Mansion' and take the subway after work. Unable to sit still, he left the door early.With the "big refrigerator" as the center, I know how many kilometers around it.The Fangcaodi area is known as the second fashion center in Beijing. Various avant-garde buildings have sprung up and are in the stage of decoration and debugging.Flashy lights, perverted buildings and stylish shops create a gorgeous illusory world.In the empty area between fashion office buildings, fashion restaurants and fashion shopping malls, an LCD screen larger than two standard swimming pools is supported by several huge metal pillars, hanging upside down like a sky, known as "World Trade Center Paradise".In a small square below, there are fashionable small fountains, mini rockeries and covered bridges, and more open-air drinking seats.When the LCD screen is turned on, there are coconut trees surfing on the beach, coral fish and shrimps shuttle on the seabed, sharks and whales swimming in the air, penguins and dolphins dancing, cartoons playing in space fantasy, and flowers and beauties on the runway. Later, I saw the electronic curtain wall on Times Square in New York and the three-dimensional curtain wall next to the Chicago amphitheater.Posing businessmen in disguise, white-collar workers in ragged clothes, suspicious beauties, idlers jumping up and down, little kids of all colors, foreigners of all colors strolling or taking pictures or stopping, all craned their necks looking up at the flashy illusion and drooling.A migrant worker whose neck was sore from watching it praised: "My god, how much is the electricity bill!" Passing through the sky, passing through the dense and bright "Golden Teeth", I came to the vicinity of Guomao, which is still within my walking radius.It's the rush hour and it's extremely busy.Compared with the majestic and magnificent buildings, the crowd is as vast as rice and wheat, and the individuals are as small and humble as ants.At the subway entrance, people flow in and out like the Qiantang tide. Squatting at the subway entrance for a while, watching Xiaoyu rise from the ground from a distance.She was wearing a decent cream suit and skirt with black high heels and a purple collar turned up.Carrying a small black bag.The previous curly hair was straightened again and hung down naturally, floating.Xiaoyu stood on the elevator and climbed slowly, climbing the escalator with one hand, her body straight and thoughtful, breaking out of the ground like a solidified statue, and growing like a plant.After rising to the horizon, I suddenly looked up and saw me, smiling slightly.She quickly gathered her five fingers together and separated them a few times as a greeting.This is Xiaoyu's characteristic gesture, which is familiar and long-lost. Xiaoyu looks more dignified and mature, with a special charm.She approached me slowly and stood one meter away from me, standing like a cluster of cannas.In private, she is always so temperamental, like a wild child; as a trainer, she is always so well behaved in public.At the moment, without saying a word, she stares at me and smiles.I noticed that she was wearing a platinum and diamond ring on her finger. The red fingernails that were carefully cared for before had returned to their natural color, and the short, slender and delicate fingers that were as pale as light green were still full of charm.Her gentry bag is not LV, but compared to the 200 yuan Wenzhou LU I bought her before, the quality is obviously much better. She just kept smiling at me.I was very unnatural: "What are you laughing at, do I have any abnormal human symptoms?" "Are you still so unkempt? Look at the holes in your T-shirt. It was worn when I first met you." "Yeah, I've worn it for ten years." I regretted not wearing that FBI shirt, and I smiled, "It's called temperament. What have we worked hard for so many years, that's all." "Hehe, I figured it out." "Where, where. You are becoming more and more like a white-collar worker." She glared: "It's getting more and more similar. It was a small white-collar worker at the beginning, but now it's a big white-collar worker. We're in charge." "You're successful, congratulations!" I stretched out my hand, smiling all over my face. "You are still promising. Someone has invited you to the United States. You have survived, kid. Congratulations!" Xiaoyu also stretched out her hand with a smile, and shook it tightly with me for a long time. It was as if the heads of state of the two emirates met, and then walked towards the "little palace".I said she was newlyweds, she looked very moist. "Don't talk about this, today is for your farewell party, and the second is to pick up clothes. To be honest, you don't need the clothes, or you can send your new girlfriend as a gift." "Then you can't kill someone?" I turned around and walked side by side with her, "Besides, I don't have a girlfriend." "Then give it to charity, the 'Red Cross' or something." "That's your property, it's up to you. A lot of it is new." "What have you written recently?" "Translation. I'll do it this year." "Huh, the kid is quite talented." She smiled at me, and I promptly added "compound type", she gave me a sideways look, "I've seen narcissistic ones, but I've never seen you so narcissistic." "Narcissism is the psychological source of living." I plausibly said, "I am a body that treats sins, if I don't be narcissistic, can I survive? Don't talk about this, your life is okay." "Not too good but not too bad." "Is your husband okay with you?" "Very good, why don't I marry him?" "I heard that your husband is very good!" "Just you cow!" "I heard that you bought a house and a car." "Is that worth mentioning?" "Where do you live?" "Aren't you bothered? How about checking your household registration?" Xiaoyu stopped and looked at me sullenly. I gritted my teeth with a playful smile: "I, I want to violently demolish your husband's ribs, give him a castration, and finally arrange for him to work in the Forbidden City." "Then I can't say anything more." Xiaoyu turned to laugh, "From now on, don't ask me about my personal affairs, it has nothing to do with you." "what about work?" "It's okay, now I'm focusing on etiquette training." Xiao Yu said. "It's no wonder they are meticulously organized. How is the family?" "Fine. Where's your family?" "It's also very good." The "Little Prince's Mansion" restaurant is located behind several very inconspicuous residential buildings. The environment, dishes and drinks are all Chinese and Western.The compradors, white-collar workers and foreigners who dress well and behave elegantly or seem to be elegant are full of friends.Wearing a slack shirt, slacks, and loafers, I seemed cut off from civilized society. Fortunately, I was accompanied by Xiaoyu. The contempt reserved for me by the foreman was instantly dispelled, and I switched to the charming smile of a small Chinese character as easily as I changed the TV channel. Xiaoyu said that she didn't expect to be so close to Huaishu Street, and she didn't find it for so long. I said, isn't Jingguang Jiali International Trade Fortune Center closer? What does it have to do with us? "That's right." Xiaoyu added a glass of dry red wine to me and asked me, "Are you coming back?" "Why are you asking that? Of course. I bought a round-trip ticket, which was short for half a year and long for a year." Xiao Yu asked me: "Can I stay there?" "It depends on the situation. If the project runs smoothly, it mainly depends on whether the American friends are determined to help the brothers." "Are Yankees reliable?" "Look at your wording, it must be unreliable." I laughed. "It doesn't matter if he's reliable or not, just stick to it with all your strength, as long as it doesn't get hacked there." Xiaoyu joked again, "Go to your ex-girlfriend and have an American baby with her, people will watch It's shabby, but she's a female doctor, in your words, it's her temperament." "Don't mention her!" I crossed Erlang's legs and spread the tablecloth on them, "You can't even handle a little girl in Beijing, and you still want to study in the United States for a doctorate?" Xiao Yu reminded me: "Why do you still stand up and sit down? How many times have you been corrected! You always look like a prisoner, and you live in an American house like this?" I looked at her with a look of embarrassment and grievance.As if thinking of something, Xiao Yu took out a stack of paper from her bag and handed it to me, which was the printed "Knowledge of American Etiquette". "I knew you would show your eyes." Xiaoyu demonstrated to me, "Sit up straight, keep your knees together, chest up, head up, neck straight, eyes level, mouth slightly closed, smiling, neither arrogant nor humble, like I do." "As expected of an etiquette trainer." I embarrassingly corrected my posture according to the action essentials and demonstrations she suggested, just like Zhao Laolan giving a report at a conference.I laughed at myself, "I know I'm a wretch. The fugitive and unsuccessful criminals also pretended to be coercive criminals, and they were punished for several crimes. Can I hold my head up? But everyone is a prisoner, and there are no walls." Xiaoyu corrected my sitting posture again, and instructed me to put the napkin flat on my lap correctly, and then asked: "What kind of project are you guys doing? Can you tell me something?" My petty self-satisfaction is fully exposed: "When I grow up, I want to have cultural exchanges between China and the United States; when I grow up, I just operate a few textbooks specifically for Chinese people to learn English. The purpose is to make some money. I can get a U.S. hukou." What, that counts as added value." "I really forgot that you still have this skill. You are hoarding it." Xiao Yu smiled and toasted, "You have not been in vain all these years, and you have finally achieved something. Let me toast you." "Achievements are ignored. At best, grades are a little bit, and there are a lot of problems." I acted modestly, carefully choosing my words, "However, considering that I am the first batch of laid-off workers, a third-rate university junior college student, and a despicable scumbag floating in Beijing. In eight years, he has not been thrown out of the world’s biggest millstone, and he can still go to the United States. It’s not a shame to say that. It’s not that I’m lucky, it’s just God’s eyes.” Xiao Yu burst into tears suddenly, her throat and nose were blocked, she put down her wine glass and began to sob, several foreigners looked at her curiously and concernedly.I handed over the tissue and said sadly and tremblingly, "Are you okay?" "I'm sorry." Xiaoyu took the facial tissue, cleaned it up, and said incoherently, "I don't know what to say, I used to be too demanding of you, I was too selfish, I only found out after working hard in Shanghai for a year-how difficult it is for you! " My eyes are also moist, and my voice is low and hoarse: "Don't say that, you are also frantic and scheming, but many things have internal laws, which do not depend on your will. I am very grateful for your encouragement, Huang Ke Talent comes out of sticks." "Hehe, I forgot that you are a masochist. If I knew it earlier, I wouldn't be a gentleman." Xiaoyu smiled wryly, and I was once again complacent: "It's too late! I am now, double happiness. " "Ah, is there any good news?" She smiled through tears, and I raised my glass: "Drink this first." "I'm sorry, I still respect you, but I put down my cup." Xiaoyu and I drank it down, and said impatiently, "Let's talk now, and I will be happy too." I swallowed, as if reading an order of release in court: "I can also buy a house! One-off payment! I can't afford a large house, and a medium-sized apartment of 100 square meters on the Fourth Ring Road is still no problem." "Ah—? So fast, did you get rich?" Xiao Yu looked at me in astonishment, "I haven't seen any news about a bank being robbed of a big money, being killed, a rich woman being cheated." "With that ability, you can still elope with someone?" I said with a shy face, and Xiaoyu became sullen again: "It's settled today, don't talk about my business." "Okay, talk while eating." We refill the wine and start to eat. I told Xiaoyu about Li Xiang from the beginning to the end.Xiao Yu was greatly impressed, and said, "It's also due to me." "What merits are you showing? Because of stock trading, I almost pissed you off, did you forget?" "Of course I have to thank me. One is to resolutely prevent you from cutting your flesh at the floor price; the other is to prove in fact that it is a win-win situation for us to separate." The atmosphere froze again.We stopped eating and drinking, and looked at each other in silence, without blinking, like a ninjutsu competition.Gradually, my eyeballs were covered with a layer of mist, sore, my eyebrows began to twitch, and I lost the battle.I laughed at myself and said, "This is not a win-win situation. You see, I lost." We added food and wine to each other one after another, thanking each other for coming and going, and being so hypocritical that we treated each other like guests.Xiao Yu asked me which community I was going to buy a house in?I smiled sinisterly, let's be neighbors.Xiaoyu raised her eyebrows: "Fuck you! No wonder you have ulterior motives for asking where I live!" "Just kidding!" I declared, "What kind of house should I buy? When I couldn't afford it, I was looking at houses in my dreams. Now I can afford it, but my brother, I don't want to buy it. I have already participated in the 'Don't Buy a House Movement'." "Then you're going to rent it like this? There must be a home, right?" "Hearing your tone, it's like a philosophical question. Destination, where is the destination of a person? The destination of a person is to be turned into mud and ashes. What's the matter with renting a house? I can tell you responsibly, buying a house is purely the biggest problem today. Scam! A pile of steel and concrete, leased to you for seventy years, one or two million! Slaves for generations!" I said angrily, drinking the soup with a snort, causing a severe cough. "Look at you, you only corrected yourself by sitting, but you can't do it when you eat! African disaster victims, you?" Xiao Yu blamed, and corrected me, "What do you mean by renting for seventy years? The property rights are yours." "Are you stupid? You don't even own the land. Why are you talking about property rights? When seventy years come, get out of here. You can build a hot air balloon and hang the house in mid-air. It's poetic to meet wild geese and swans. Earthquakes I'm not afraid, but can you hide from the aircraft missile hurricane? What are you dreaming of as a landlord and rich man!" "Hehe, creative." Xiaoyu was amused, "But don't worry, the mainstream experts said, don't worry about seventy years, just relying on our quality, if you can survive thirty years, you are considered a birthday person. Look at my grandma's room. , it has only been repaired for about ten years, how broken it is." "Isn't this the end? So there is no such thing as buying a house. If you are so desperate, you will pay the rent for several decades at once. What's more-can you live for seventy years?" "That's the truth. It's a pity that most people don't think so. They still think that only when they live in peace can they enjoy their work." Xiaoyu picked up a napkin and wiped it to show that she was ready to eat. I was so angry: "To live and work in peace and contentment, those who have permanent property have perseverance, bullshit logic! At a small scale, this is called Chinese-style small peasant consciousness; at a large scale, this is called slavishness. Life is full of dissatisfaction, what is there to be happy about?" Business? Even if you escape the once-in-a-decade raids on local tyrants to divide their land and a major earthquake, you may encounter barbaric demolition one day. If you can save your life, it will be considered auspicious. What are foolish people, mobsters, or idiots? It’s because they look at issues without a sense of history, like ostriches. I can’t encourage this unhealthy trend. What can I do with this money? I can’t use it up all over the world. I can Come to 'Little Prince's Mansion' every day for dinner, I can go to the United States to play for half a year, those house slaves dare? I have no house, no car and no wife - this is called 'New Three No Personnel', low-carbon, environmentally friendly, light-weight, Brother is cool!" "You're so selfish, why don't you leave some property to your offspring?" Xiaoyu scolded me, then laughed again, "Thanks for being separated from you, otherwise the child will suffer along with her." "Property? Chinese people say that property is money, houses, gold and silver, and so on. What is vulgarity, this is vulgarity! Disasters and tossing are not wealth? Born in sorrow and died in peace! How many big-tailed wolves were born in ruins The house grows on the street, so let’s take Kong Qiu, the second child of the Kong family, why is he called Kong Qiu? He was born on a barren slope. Wei Xiaobao, who was born in a brothel, will not be mentioned, you go Look at the former residences of those great proletarian revolutionaries, which one is not a wooden house, a mud house, a thatched hut... Wealth is not passed down to three generations. Look at these local rich men. The Taihang Mountains fought to Nanjing, and from Nanjing to Sichuan, what did I leave behind? The status of laid-off workers and the spirit of hard work, to be honest, I am very grateful to the party. I can't fucking wish I was born in the chaos of war, and maybe I will become a hero for a lifetime." I am filled with righteous indignation, a pair of rogue proletarian revolutionary pride. "Old cynic, I won't talk to you anymore, I can't talk to you, besides——, I have no right to talk about you." Xiaoyu watched me finish the soup, "Would you like more food?" "Okay, they're all toads." I hiccupped a few times involuntarily, and shut up nervously under Xiaoyu's glaring gaze.Picking up the toothpick with a smirk, she still did not escape her lesson: "Don't pick your teeth in public, you won't change after repeated admonitions? It’s been a year, why do you still pay for the image of a peasant uncle? What kind of temperament are you? You let the Americans laugh at us?” I was ashamed: "Come on, it's a good thing we broke up, I can't live with you as an etiquette trainer at all." I couldn't stop arguing with Xiao Yu over the payment, and the waitress was watching with interest. I asked her for help: "Have you ever seen a lady arguing for payment?" "Rare." The waitress nodded and smiled.Xiaoyu grabbed her hand and handed her the money, while glaring at me: "Like a bitch, if you keep babbling, I'll leave!" I had to hold back. At dusk, street lamps, advertising lamps, and lights in buildings all came on.The bright worker bees coming out of the major office buildings in the business district are in a hurry, and the dirty worker bees on the construction site are still busy, with dazzling welding lights flashing from time to time, and the sound of ping-pong-pong beating one after another.Not far away, the steel skeleton of the "big underpants" has been repaired to the base of the thigh.Xiao Yu and I used to take walks in this area before, and sometimes we would take our badminton rackets to play in that small square, and everything is still familiar to us.I asked Xiao Yu if she asked her husband for leave? "Boss, this is my family business." I stopped talking and walked silently.I don't have health insurance, and as Daniel suggested, it's best to be prepared.Xiaoyu accompanied me to the roadside pharmacy to purchase a lot of daily medicines.The saleswoman of family planning products next to her came over and smirked at Xiao Yu: "Take some of our medicine too, it must be too expensive in foreign countries." Xiao Yu was taken aback, and declined with a smile: "No, he just left." Just as I took a step when the green light of the Jingguang Bridge was on, a car rushed over like crazy. Xiaoyu screamed and hugged me instinctively.As the car passed by, Xiao Yu immediately separated from me.Walking into the dark Huaishu Street, I tried to hold her hand, but she shook it off.Xiaoyu said, it's still a mess here.I said don't worry, once the Olympics comes, it will definitely change a lot.Xiaoyu asked: "I'm still thinking about the Olympics, come back and watch it?" "I'm a stinking foreigner who came back to fall into the trap? I just went out to prevent pregnancy (luck)." "Rogue!" She took my arm and walked into the community.Downstairs, Xiaoyu asked me to take off my clothes, but she didn't go up. I said that since I'm here, I'd better go up and sit down.Xiaoyu also hesitated for a while, and finally said okay, just ten minutes. "Have you received the money I called you?" After walking a few steps, Xiao Yu suddenly asked me.Surprised, I stood still and raised my head to ponder.She reminded: "I will borrow your money to buy a computer scanner." "I forgot." "I called you before the Spring Festival last year, and it was on the ICBC card, 12,000." "That card has long been out of money. Who wants you to pay it back? I forgot." My roar just rightly turned on the voice-activated street lights in the corridor, and Xiaoyu cried: "If I knew you would become a rich man, I wouldn't have returned it. It was all saved by me saving food and clothing, and I didn’t buy a pair of socks for a whole year, and I didn’t eat a skewer.” "Let's withdraw the money now, and return it to you!" I said angrily, "I'm not short of money now." "What do you pay back? It's your money in the first place. And——I don't need that money now." I still wanted to be wordy, but Xiao Yu frowned as usual, and glared, I'm being honest.Xiaoyu walked slowly into her former "home", first looked at the kitchen, and then came to the bright, empty, warm and clean room with mixed feelings.Xiaoyu shook her head in disbelief: "You really have to leave!" "An old nine, leave as soon as you leave." I smiled wryly. "The flower is still alive!" She walked up to the jasmine, stroked the petals, and took a sniff.I unscrewed two of them and put them into the freshly brewed teacup for her.Kohane and I came to the balcony.Many high-rise buildings have been completed, and some spider and ant-like figures are still busy on the scaffolding, and the electric light from the electric welding torch emits dazzling light spots from time to time.After returning to the house to drink tea for a while, she began to organize her clothes.She sighed: "I didn't expect that I still have so much heritage here." "It's property, why talk about it." I reminded. "It's the inheritance. The former Zhen Xiaoyu is dead." Xiaoyu said, when she inadvertently took out the thong and black stockings, I had a smirk on my face, and she was embarrassed and embarrassed, "What are you laughing at?" "You said I was a rascal." I stared at her, and she pouted, "You rascal!" "That's called power, that's called energy, what a rascal is not a rascal." I held her in my arms, she struggled a few times, and lay down.She blushed: "I never thought I could do such a crazy thing!" "Then let's go crazy again." I clamped Xiaoyu tightly, and Xiaoyu struggled: "I want to cry." "For the last time," I begged. "This is our love bed, for the last time." "Dream your spring and autumn dream." Xiao Yu said, resisting.Gradually, the positive turned into negative, and the negative turned into acquiescence, so that they catered to each other.At this time, my hands began to tremble, like peeling an onion, just after peeling off a layer, my eyes were already covered with sour mist.Xiaoyu also had tears shining, her face flushed, and she murmured, "You must promise me one thing." I nodded silently. "Forget me—forever," she said.My heart was pierced like a knife, my tears gushed like a fountain, and I was speechless.She suddenly struggled desperately, "Or I'll leave immediately." I had no choice but to agree.She added: "Don't wear silk stockings, how embarrassing!" "What is the last time to love enough? What is the finale, what is the curtain call?" I was not reconciled, "It's okay, I will cooperate." "Hey, can you cooperate with this?" "Then what should I do?" "Close your eyes. No, you go take a shower first, come back and lie down, I'll cover you with a towel, and don't remove it without my order." Xiaoyu said sadly, "I'll just go crazy with you one last time, boss rogue." I was ordered to run into the bathroom, washed up, covered with a towel, and lay quietly on the Simmons.I heard Xiaoyu rustling in the bathroom, and my heart was filled with sadness.After a while, I heard the sound of the water flow weakening, I heard the sound of the water flow disappear, I heard the exhaust fan start, I heard the glass door of the bathroom being pushed open, I heard the bedroom door being pushed open and closed, Xiao Yu's light footsteps were getting closer, I had a sudden impulse.Kohane warned me not to move.She turned on the radio and tuned to a music station that happened to be "Don't Blame Me" on Powertrain. Suddenly Xiao Yu's cell phone rang, and my heart tightened.She motioned me to keep quiet, and said a few words very impatiently: "...I'm working overtime, just now? I went out to eat just now, and now I'm in the shopping mall. I'll leave later, okay, that's it." When approaching the bedside table, Xiaoyu took out the condom and read my message to the next person. She smiled and poked my head with her finger: "You!" We greeted and replaced each other with the greatest enthusiasm, and moved fiercely and silently. From beginning to end, we burst into tears without saying a word.The love bed we bought faithfully responded to the impact of the owner, sobbed empathetically, as if it was endowed with vitality... We lay silently, just embracing each other, wishing to be put into each other's body.Suddenly, a mournful voice came from the radio, and it was Faye Wong: ... I gave you the fireworks, I gave him the festival I gave you the movie ticket, I gave him the seat I gave you candlelight and dinner to him I gave you the song, handed him the microphone I gave you the sound, I gave him the picture, and I gave you the plot I gave him the ending, I gave you the glass slipper, I gave him at twelve o'clock, I gave you my heart, I gave him my body, I would rather leave nothing and have nothing to worry about, if I still have sorrow, let the wind Blow it away If I'm still happy, if I'm still sad, let the wind blow it away If I'm still happy, maybe ... In the night, Xiaoyu's crystal tears shone with unspeakable light. The scenery in the room, me and the city outside the window were all upside down, distorted and split in this miniature lake.Suddenly, there was a wave of ripples on the surface of the lake—I slid into it with strings of turbid tears, splashing broken, warm and salty stars...