Chapter 44 Chapter 43 Burning

"Are you happy here, Mrs. Emma Millett? Well, may I call you that? Oh, you needn't tremble, you know, I don't mean to hurt anybody. I've asked you to come just for a chat, Do you know what chatting is, Mrs. Millett? Please allow me to introduce myself first, I am a researcher, oh, this title can be said to be the best interpretation of my work. The subject of this research is, What the past can do to his psyche. Mrs. Millett, I am fascinated by the past. Do you feel the same, Mrs. Millett, oh, sorry, did I call it wrong, because you I'm not married yet, so I'll call you Emma...why do you look so nervous? Very interested, about your past...you know, 30 years ago...sorry, 34 years ago to be exact, do you remember? You were standing on the side of the road, man, it was really cold. Before that Did it just rain heavily? By the way, can you tell me what day it was... You don't want to say, but it's okay, I will continue. Okay, you feel cold, why? Apart from the weather , you wear very little, yes, very sexy. You only wear a skirt, no panties, right? Oh, if you don’t answer, then I will take it as a default. You wear a very thin skirt, No panties, what else in there, suspender stockings I guess, oh, you are so charming. You already know, I am interested in people's past, why do you dress like a whore? I found it in the past Answer. Two weeks before that, the man you loved left you. Left you, young and beautiful, to marry the manager's daughter for his promotion. God, what a crime. You What to call him, Joseph? A good name. It is unforgivable that your Joseph threw you down. I beg your pardon, Emma, ​​I took him out for you, you know, I stripped him Is it a consolation to you that his marriage to the manager's daughter ended quickly, because she was really good-looking It's so ugly, how can it compare to your ten-thousandth. As of ten days ago, he has changed 6 wives in his life. Sorry, I didn't add you because you are not married yet. He is a lecher man, but you still love him so much, he is a little younger than you, maybe 6 years old, you love him, you allow him to squirm dirty on you. Oh, what a pity, who called that You didn't see him clearly at the time! But it's okay, Emma, ​​crimes will be redeemed, I helped you redeem him, how do you feel? Please don't plug your ears, it's no use, you want to Know what happened next, don't you, Emma?"

"You dressed so sexy that night, it was maddening, what are you waiting for on the side of the road? Man? ... You can't forget what little Joseph did to you, don't be shy, Emma, ​​human beings have sexual desires, Far more disgusting than animals in this matter. Other mammals have a fixed estrus period, but Emma, ​​you are different, you are human, and you want to be penetrated by a man again. How old were you then? You are almost 30 years old, you are not a whore, you can't be satisfied every moment of the day, you are... a proud woman. What is a proud woman waiting for on the side of the road late at night, a ride? Hehe, I think, you are waiting Raped by your next Prince Charming...you fantasize about him being a handsome, young, gentle, caring man who gently caresses you and puts his precious dick inside of you, oh so beautiful. An oncoming car stopped, and unfortunately, an ugly black man got out. Oh, God, what a terrible thing, how, how could it be a black man, a black man! You are afraid, Do you want to run away? Too bad Prince Charming becomes Prince Charming...will he tell you to run away? Huh, you know? Pretty women who are waiting for a ride in the middle of the night getting raped get what they deserve. He got an erection, can you tell me if that was before or after she caught up to you? I think maybe before. After he tore your skirt, I think he got more bloodshot. He dragged you In the bushes, or maybe in his car. Did he gag you with a big hand? No, maybe it wasn't necessary, who would bother to interfere with a man and a woman having sex on a night like this What? Did you suck on him? Did you feel tearing when he penetrated? Must be big? Do you like it? Did you cry? Or, are you both scared and enjoying it... pardon I can't understand women, and I can't understand men, but, I guess, you've done it a few times?"

"You have a sense of humiliation. It's not just because you're being raped by an ugly man of a lower race. I think it's because your body is responding. Do you twist your waist to cooperate with his work, or , you shed... Ah, sorry, I shouldn't have said bad words. Personally, tears are nothing, it can also be an expression of extreme happiness and excitement. How did you get home, did you walk back by yourself, That's also possible because your home is not far away and you're just waiting for the rape to stand on the side of the road... Of course, he may also be kind enough to drive you back after satisfying his desire... But, you did after being happy What? Don't cry, Emma, ​​look me in the eyes, what did you do? You took advantage of his kindness, you denounced him, he was caught by the police. I'm curious, at the first trial , have you ever looked at your man? Excuse me...it's not nice of you to do such a thing, you betrayed your own desires, but it's okay, it doesn't hurt. In fact, you dare not look at him , you keep your head down, are you confessing?...Emma, ​​why did you withdraw the lawsuit, hehe, this question does not need you to answer. Because, you found out that you were pregnant, you were pregnant with that black man Crystallization. The only witness withdrawing the prosecution, this must make the police very angry, why do you do such an immoral thing... What do you think of, is it his strong piercing, or he soaked you there Physical...Sorry, I'm swearing again. Then, Emma, ​​are you planning to give birth to that child? It really takes courage. You plan to give birth to him. Of course, you don't need to find the child's father again Trouble... Is that baby cute? Oh, little black baby, haha, what's going on? Well, his genes won... It's kind of unacceptable, a girl who is not yet married , gave birth to a dark-skinned baby, looking at him, what did you think? Why don't you hurry up and find a man to marry? That can give the baby a proper status, or... you guessed it What about a black child? You're a not very nice lady, and who can blame it? It's your choice, do you love him?"

"What a shame for a single lady with a black baby, what did you do next? Leave him to country parents, oh, you're so cruel, you don't raise your baby, put him Throwing it to grandpa and grandma... Why are you crying, because of your own sorrow, or because of that child, because you have not fulfilled your mother's responsibility." "Who named this child? It doesn't matter if it's you or your parents. Have you become his big sister... The child grows up day by day, he is really strong, he is strong and powerful, he... ...looks like a guy, do you think it's funny? He's 16 years old, he's a big guy, huh? What do you think, do you want to fuck your son? Oh, your rational side is scary, what do you think Incest, yes, incest, the most terrible original sin of human beings, do you find it interesting? Have sex with your own son? It is so exciting, I am shaking with excitement. Emma, ​​you were in your forties then, Not yet married, lack of man's touch, you must have a hard life, do you masturbate often? I think so, a woman who has tasted a man will never forget that feeling in her life, you must feel horny , by the way, can you tell me what brand of massager you use?"

"Unfortunately, you didn't have sex with your son, and you didn't have sex with any man again, because... although you are actually a very horny woman, why do you use your reason to override everything else? He doesn't know that you are his mother, you can seduce him, take him to the boudoir, tell him what is human need. Do you think you can remain a good wife and mother without doing this? Emma, ​​I am so sorry You feel pathetic." "Your son is a filial boy. After he heard from the dead adoptive parents that you are his real mother, he remembered the clothes and candy you bought him. You often go to the countryside to see him, Didn't you? You often took him out to dinner, and once you even brought him into your city, and I have to praise you, Emma Millett, you are a great woman."

"Your son didn't blame you after he knew the truth, oh, he didn't know the whole truth, he didn't know that he was born after you sold your body, do you think my explanation is appropriate? He's a good boy, he knows what you must be up against, you've been so nice to him, he's grateful for what he's done, after you've retired, put you in the best nursing home in Oregon, it should be a relief , You gave him to someone, but he really treats you well, haha, what a great kid." "A great kid... eh? This statement is not very accurate. How long has he not seen you? One year, two years... He hasn't seen you for six years. Why? He is also depressed The desire of the heart, no, no, he's not like you, he's a good boy. So why exactly? Because he can't come, he can't be noticed that he has a mother, you're surprised too, isn't it? ?Let me read an article to you, 'On August 25, 1999, Mr. Beetle Howard, a former congressman from Oregon, lived in Portland and was assassinated during his morning exercise...According to a neighbor's report, there was a Black youth wandered around the vicinity many times...'And this one,'In 2001,...a senior employee of the company was killed...'And here...'

"Have you noticed something? Yes, your son, your sweet little black baby who has become a hit man, has come to Portland and probably lives near you, but he can't come and see you, he doesn't How do you feel about wishing someone knew he had a mother?" "Mrs. Emma Millett, oh, I'm sorry, I called you wrong again, Emma, ​​yes, Emma. Why don't you talk, do you feel bad? Or do you think I'm lying to you? You like Are you kidding yourself, Emma? Stay awhile, and your lovely killer son will be here, with a pistol, oh, maybe he's got other tricks. What's he going to do? Kill me, maybe, that's a shame. It hurts, he's going to kill again. I'm just a kind person, a kind person who tells you the whole truth. I've come up with a good idea, Emma, ​​do you want to hear it?"

"There is a rape in this world, and then there is an extra killer. We are all sad. Emma, ​​I know you are innocent. It's just a small error in time. Emma, ​​you are innocent , you just want a man, it's just a low-level desire you have like anyone else, it's not a big deal. However, there is a time error, which is a bit intolerable, come on, Emma, ​​let me teach you How to correct errors, look, this fellow, is it beautiful? It can solve all troubles, look, Emma, ​​there is nothing to be afraid of, the sins you have made must be solved by yourself. Your Baby son, baby son born to the black man who raped you, he is a killer who endangers the world, think about it, Emma, ​​what are you going to do. Sins must be redeemed, only this way, this way can solve everything troubles, come, touch it..."

"Hey, you bastard, what do you want to do to my mother, let her go!" "Dear Emma, ​​look, the killer is here, the sustenance of all your sexual desires, Emma, ​​look, everything will be resolved properly, it takes courage, but, just like you stood there waiting It’s like being raped, you will do it. Emma, ​​look, I’m here to help you, I’m a person who treats you with sincerity and will save you, let’s be together, 'bang', 'bang', haha, Ha ha ha ha……" ... "Ah!" Dr. Waller sat up all of a sudden, his face full of horror, panting heavily, his back was soaked, his shoulders heaved and heaved, and sweat slid down the tip of his nose.

Hearing that, Najia ran in from the opposite room, "Did you have a nightmare?" She hugged his head in her arms, and her thin clothes were instantly soaked. Waller was gasping for breath, and it took a while before he regained his composure. "Are you feeling better? You looked scary just now." "Um... Phew... I finally know what that bastard is doing..." Waller said intermittently. "What did he do?" "Experiment, it's an experiment! An experiment of human nature, this guy treats humans as playthings, this guy..." Waller suddenly couldn't continue, and Najia was full of doubts.

"Dan, Dennis..." "What's the matter with Dennis, the old black person?" "I... I really shouldn't have gone to him... I, I want to go out." "No, you don't want to go anywhere," Naga pushed the doctor onto the bed. "If you want to go, I'll tell William and the others to go there. You must rest for a while..." Dr. Waller stopped insisting, and Naga waited until he fell asleep again. ... In a dark room, on a wheelchair, a woman in her 80s looks like she is hanging her head down, her hands are resting weakly on the armrests. She lowers her head, lower and lower...