Chapter 42 4. Emotional crisis

I've never doubted that: John is perfectly capable of escaping from the hospital, it's just that he wants to. I naively thought that John didn't need this!In the hospital, someone raised him and someone provided him with entertainment. In this natural "prison", he lived freely, and as long as he didn't suffer from convulsions, his wishes could be fulfilled. Otherwise, how could I suddenly receive a camera as a gift? If John had gone outside, it would have been worse, he had no job, no money, maybe he had a home once, but since he lost his memory, it was nothing. There is no need for John to run away, he will have a hard time in the outside world!How much money did the family take with them?Oh, everyone who comes to the hospital may have to bring some money, but at most it's 10,000 yuan at most, right?The 10,000 yuan can keep him alive for a while, but what will happen after that?When he's not crazy, John is smarter than anyone I've ever dealt with without missing this verse.In addition, he doesn't even have an ID card, where can he spend the night? In this freezing day, he can't sleep in the underground passage!

If you want to say that, it is the most reasonable choice for him to come to me to spend the night! Does he have the ability to find my home?Not sure, anyway, he found Lao Wei's company. My blood vessels are cold, this moment of sobriety is unprecedented! I gently pulled Song Yang over, sat upright, and said to her as calmly as possible: "Let's discuss something, don't come to me in a short time." "Huh?" She thought I was joking, but after she saw my serious eyes, she realized that there was no joke in my words. "You..." She pushed me away, moved her body back, and sat far away from me, "What do you mean?"

"This is only temporary. We will be separated for a while temporarily, and wait for me to figure out a way." "As expected, you still don't trust me!" Her eyes were full of grievance and anger.She stood up suddenly, grabbed her coat and went out. "Wait!" I grabbed her. "Don't drag me!" She struggled hard, but it was hard to get rid of me.She dragged me to the door, and suddenly turned around again, with tears in her eyes, "I lied to you that time, so you don't want me?" "No, no, no!" I shook my head a series of times, "That's not the case, listen to me."

Well, what shall I say? Before that, I often talked about John with my friends, and everyone worshiped John as a god; to this day, I still occasionally talk about him, and everyone still worships him as a god. John's topic can always easily occupy everyone's nerves - he is a crazy genius, but please note that "crazy" is an attributive, even if he is a god, he probably won't be too kind when he goes crazy. Tonight, talking about John, I'm in the worst mood.I said to Song Yang: "It's not because of you that I made this decision. You just saw the escaped mental patient, I know him!"

She was stunned, this sentence surprised her, so she stopped resisting vigorously and stared at me blankly. "I saw him this morning, but I didn't expect him to run away in the afternoon." I pulled Song Yang back to the bed and sat down. "The most likely outcome I can think of is that he came to me." "Huh? He knows your family." "No! In theory, he doesn't know him yet, but he is almost omnipotent, so I can't rule out this possibility." As I explained this, I listened to the door, and a little trouble could make me tremble. . Song Yang could see that I was really scared.

What am I afraid of?Are you afraid of death?In general, I dare not say that I am not afraid at all, but it is not bad at all.But I'm sure that if John wants to, he's capable of making my life worse than death.What I am really afraid of is none other than Song Yang in front of me. What should I do if John makes a move on Song Yang? ! There is a painter in China that I admire very much, named CMJ, who painted something called "Sunny Day".It was a first-person painting, describing "I", who is a very powerful person, who can play both Sanda and boxing anyway.On a sunny afternoon, "I" was walking on the street, suddenly attracted by the noise in a small alley.When I walked in, I saw a few ruffians beating up a poor young man. "I" is a man of flesh and blood, so I am ashamed of such acts of bullying the weak, and I will act when it is time to act!Seeing the little ruffian pull out a knife to hurt the young man, "I" roared and rushed forward.This painting is very short, turn over and read, in this sunny afternoon, "I" died!With a bunch of knife wounds on his body, he was stabbed to death in the alley by the little ruffian.

Mr. CMJ also added a narration, roughly saying: Everyone wants to be a hero, unfortunately, the little ruffian thinks so too. The meaning of CMJ is probably not difficult to understand. It is a good thing to be brave in the face of righteousness, but you have to weigh whether you have those two brushes. I have always thought that I have two brushes. I have been in street fights before, and my temper is relatively hot. I don’t think I am afraid of anyone.It is estimated that there are quite a few young men who have the same psychology as me.But who can pat his chest and stand up, "No problem, I am invincible".Don't say that there are people outside the mountain, just like John, normal people can't beat him.

Does he know kung fu?Probably not, but he's got a crazy mind, and it's not illegal to kill you. It is difficult for me to protect myself, let alone Song Yang by my side? I was scared, so I begged her not to come to me for a while.In order for her to understand, I had to explain how I met John. "Then he's a good man!" It could be seen that Song Yang was both a little scared and a little admired. "Maybe, at present, he has indeed helped me a lot, but who can say for sure about this kind of thing!" I was completely scared. There is no need to make up things to scare her, calm down, Song Yang also feels the seriousness of the situation.

"Then I'm leaving now?" "No, it's late at night! I'm worried about you going out. How about it, I'll take you to work tomorrow morning, and then you can go home and stay for a while." "Okay then, but... when will we have to wait like this?" She stopped me. How do I know! After being stunned for a long time, I said: "When he is taken back to the hospital." "What if you can't catch it?" "Then I'll move!" When it comes to moving, I have a vague sense of danger. I don't know what time John was discharged from the hospital, but it should be in the afternoon, otherwise it wouldn't be inserted into the news.If he wants to find me, he will go to Lao Wei's company.I have been away from the company for several hours, don't let something happen!

I hurriedly called Lao Wei on the cell phone, but fortunately, he answered, and it was still Lao Wei's voice that appeared on the microphone. "Something happened!" I said quickly, "John escaped from the hospital!" "John? Who... ah! What's going on, how did he get out?" No one knew John's name! "Go back and read the news for the details. Has he approached you?" "No, why did he come to me?" "It's fine if you don't go!" "Wait a minute, he doesn't know my company." "Nonsense! He doesn't know your company, how could he send the gift to you?"

Lao Wei was also dumbfounded: "Shang...that morning...he sent it?" "right!" "It doesn't make sense, how would he know that I can find you here?" "Why are you still lying at this moment!" I was impatient, "Didn't you have a girlfriend? It's a nurse in their hospital." "What girlfriend! When will I have a girlfriend!" "..." I found that this call might as well not be played! "Did you not pay?" "You are confused, you have a girlfriend, when did I have one!" "Really?" "Nonsense! It's all at this juncture, why am I hiding it from you? If you don't, then you don't!" "Then how did John know about your company?" "How would I know! Fuck, this is disgusting." If John lied about Lao Wei having a nurse girlfriend just to create a crisis of trust in me, then he succeeded.I did experience a crisis of trust. Except for my parents, it seemed that no one around me was trustworthy.But what scares me more now is not trust, but John himself.What was the point of the lies he told? "Forget it, anyway, don't come to my house recently, and delete all my information in the company. You have to be careful yourself. If he comes to your door, don't be fooled by what you have to say. he." "Okay, I understand that, you be careful," Lao Wei is worthy of being a confidant big brother, "Also, Luo Li, uh, no, Song Yang, you should also let her pay more attention! By the way, there is one more thing, tomorrow The money raised in the morning has been collected, you can come with us and send the money to the old lady. Such things have happened in the past, and we have to come out on our own, for fear of arousing the old lady's wariness again. " "Okay, I see." Strange to say, when it comes to the case, my heart is not so flustered.It should come, it will come, I have never done anything wrong—at least I have nothing wrong with John, so I am not afraid of him knocking on my door.Precautions are always taken. Song Yang will leave early tomorrow morning, so I deleted all the contact numbers on my phone.Even if John can find me, he must not be allowed to find my woman.Just do it! As for Lao Wei and me, nothing else, just resign to fate!