Chapter 41 Section 25

At noon the next day, I suddenly received a call from the police, a traffic policeman. He told me on the phone that there was a sudden car accident just now, and the injured were seriously injured. To my name, meaning obviously anxious to contact me. Immediately, I had a very bad premonition in my heart, and when I asked, it really was Ah Liu! I rushed to the scene of the accident quickly, the place was not too far from the police station, it was the place where Ah Liu and I broke up last night, and it was also the high-accident area where I almost bumped into someone. When I got there, the scene had already been cleaned up. The traffic policeman who called me told me that there was a little boy crossing the road to pick up a small ball in the middle of the road, but a jeep happened to be coming quickly, and the little boy might have been frightened for a while. In the middle of the road, I stood there bewildered and forgot to run away. Ah Liu who was passing by happened to see this scene, so he ran over. Fortunately, the little boy was pushed away in time, but Ah Liu was ruthlessly pushed away. He slammed and flew out.

"Is it badly hurt?" "I think it's very serious, and after the ambulance came, the emergency doctor got out of the car and shook his head." The traffic policeman replied, and then looked at me with some guesswork, "So if you need to know something urgently, Guo Detachment Team, I'm afraid Go as soon as possible." "Thank you," I nodded, "I see. By the way, do you know which hospital the injured were sent to?" "It should be the Second Hospital, because it's the closest, so I'll call right away to make sure." At this moment, a muscular woman walked over with a five or six-year-old boy in her arms. The child held a small red ball in his hand, but he seemed to be still in a state of fright, and his eyes were dull.

I guess this child is the little boy who was rescued. The traffic policeman quickly confirmed it for me, and it really was the Second Hospital. I nodded and was just about to get in the car and leave. "etc!" I heard two blocking voices behind me, and when I looked back, my colleague was coming over and handing me a folder: "Guo detachment team, this belongs to the wounded, I wonder if there is anything useful for you in it." "Thank you!" I took it. Then the woman holding the child asked in a low voice with some fear: "Can I take your car there? I haven't thanked him yet."

I nodded: "Of course." The Second Hospital soon arrived, but we didn't see Ah Liu right away because we were in emergency treatment. Sitting on the bench outside the emergency room, I half-closed my eyes, feeling my mind was in a mess. The little boy next to him was put down from his arms by his mother, but he was firmly pressed on the chair and sat still. There was an oppressive silence in the air, mixed with complicated emotions. I don't know how long it took, and suddenly, there was a loud sound—— "do not move!" I was so shocked that I turned my head away. The woman was staring at her son fiercely. It turned out that the little ball rolled to the front at some point. The little guy might want to pick it up, but was held down by his mother fiercely. Seeing me looking at them , the woman lowered her eyelids, not daring to look at me, but maybe she felt that scolding her son could express her guilt and apology, so she suddenly scolded more fiercely:

"You are not allowed to play with that damn ball again! Let me tell you, let me see you play again in the future, don't talk about playing, just touch this damn ball! Whichever hand you touch will chop off your hand! Two If you touch it with your hands, I will chop off both of your hands! It’s not like you, a damn child, played with this damn ball, and it wouldn’t happen! You don’t know how to change it? Want to play? You don’t know what to do. , see if I go home and don't peel your skin!" The more the woman spoke, the more angry she was, she grabbed one of her son's arms, and she seemed to want to beat him up right now!

The little boy's mouth was flattened, and tears were already in his eyes. "Cry, dare to cry!" The woman seemed even more annoyed, and shouted like a yaksha with her hands raised, "If you dare to cry, I'll kill you!" "Enough!" I couldn't listen anymore, "What does he know when he's still a child? Is the problem on the child or on you as the parent? That road is full of fast cars and you can't usually see them? Children are messing along the street. You can't even imagine how dangerous it is to run jaywalking? Why are you angry with the child now?"

After hearing my angry rebuttal, this yaksha-like woman didn't get angry, but became discouraged, and explained in a crying voice: "I know that too, but I can't take care of the store every day, you don't know, so How naughty is the older child, he—” "Okay!" I interrupted her again. To be honest, I was not in the mood to listen to her explain the reason at that moment, and blocked back angrily again, "Explain to me? You can think about it yourself! If it continues like this in the future , the next time something happens, I'm afraid you won't be so lucky."

"Yes, yes! I know it too, never again!" The burly woman who was still fierce just now, as if she wanted to kill the little boy immediately to vent her anger, suddenly hugged her son tightly again, sobbing Put it bluntly: "I know, I know, never again, thanks to God this time, no, thanks to him! When I watched him enter the clinic next door earlier, I thought, why is this man so kind-hearted? He is a good man, who knew that he came to save our family Xiaojian, Xiaojian," she poked her son who was once again frightened, "it was that uncle who saved you, you have to remember it, you must remember it for the rest of your life, hear No, Xiaojian, your life was given by that uncle, ah—”

Clinic?I was taken aback for a moment, and then my mind began to return to normal. I didn't care to listen to her rambling, and immediately asked: "You said you saw him enter the clinic next door to you?" "Yes." The woman replied, her eyes were a little strange, and she didn't seem to understand why I was asking this, "Go to the doctor and buy medicine, we have a headache and a fever, we go to see it somewhere—" I ignored her, and immediately opened A Liu's handbag, and there were indeed two small bottles of ordinary medicine in it, but the dosage was not a lot. The instructions told me that each bottle was 100 tablets, and the name of the medicine was Estazolam. Commonly known as "Shu Le An Ding" - sleeping pills.

Looking at the two bottles of medicine and thinking about Ah Liu going to a small clinic, I had mixed feelings... At this time, the door of the emergency room opened, and a doctor led several nurses out. After looking at me twice, and then at the police uniform on my body, the doctor came over hesitantly and asked, "Excuse me, are you Guo Xiaofeng?" I quickly stood up and nodded. "Great," the doctor seemed relieved, "Ah Liu must see you." Then, he looked at me with some doubts, and I guess he was probably thinking: Strange, why does Ah Liu have to meet a stranger?He had reason to be surprised, after all, he and Ah Liu were colleagues in the same hospital.

But the doctor didn't let his curiosity go, and immediately said to me in a low voice: "Ah Liu obviously has something to say, let's say it as much as you can." Then he shook his head slightly and walked away. I stretched out my hand to hold the rescued child, and whispered as gently as possible: "Come with me to see that uncle, okay? Just for a while, and then come back to find mom, okay?" "Go, go with uncle!" The woman immediately ordered her son majestically. The little boy nodded in surprise. I walked in with the baby in my arms. Ah Liu was lying on the bed, his body was full of tubes, only a pair of eyes were still alive—— "You saved another person." I patted the kid and said to him, "Look, he's fine, except he's a little scared." Ah Liu looked at the little boy and seemed to smile in relief, but then turned his eyes to me again, his eyes were urgent, and he seemed to have a thousand words—— I put the little boy down and said in a low voice, "Go and find mom." The little boy immediately turned and walked out with some panic. There were only two of us left in the room, I carefully closed the door and sat down on the stool next to the hospital bed. "I'm sorry—" Ah Liu spoke weakly and with difficulty, and then opened his mouth again, but failed to speak. He opened his mouth again to try to express, but after still failing, his eyes suddenly filled with anxious despair. I took out two bottles of medicine: "Want to talk about this?" Ah Liu widened his eyes slightly, as if he was a little surprised, but more anxious. "I'm sorry—" he tried again, "I, I don't want to, Mom and Dad—" "No." I intercepted A Liu Feili's expression, and then assured him with a solemn promise, "Don't worry, they won't know, and besides us, no one will know." After a moment of astonishment, Ah Liu closed his eyes for a moment, then opened them again, filled with gratitude, and moved his lips vigorously: "I know, you will help me." I smiled: "Of course, of course I will." Perhaps the biggest worry has dissipated, and there is no longer any anxiety in Ah Liu's eyes, but after a momentary flash of An Xin's eyes, it is full of a touch of loss, and it seems that self-resentment, guilt, and unwillingness are mixed in the loss... … After a long time, Ah Liu issued a weak apology to me again: "Yes—no——" Looking at the face of Ah Liu who still couldn't let go of it at the moment, I secretly sighed. "No need to apologize," I said, "Ah Liu, you have judged yourself and made the best compensation. Rest assured, because there is no better ending than this." Ah Liu looked at me quietly, his eyes seemed to be touched a little bit, and then he seemed to be facing me, more like facing the void, and muttered my last few words: "A better ending——" It's a pity that my consolation at that moment was still inappropriate, because it seemed to arouse Ah Liu's painful feelings even more, and Ah Liu's original complex gaze added a stronger content of regret or sadness or something else. . The complexity and unwillingness made me turn my head, looked out the window, racked my brains for a moment, and then turned back: "Ah Liu, do you know?" I said, "Since I met you, you always remind me of a poem written by a popular poet when I was young, a great poem, but that poet is even better, because And he wrote quite a few other great poems, some very philosophical and thought-provoking, like one where he said: All is fate; all is smoke—” Watching Ah Liu's expression, I stopped temporarily. After a moment of indifference, Ah Liu seemed to be touched by these two lines of poems. His eyes were a little dazed at first, but slowly, his lips moved slightly again, and he could vaguely hear Repeating these two sentences: "Everything is fate; everything is smoke..." Then, Ah Liu looked at me, as if hoping that I would continue to recite. After hesitating for a while, I slowly recited it to Ah Liu while recalling: "Everything is destiny; all is smoke; Everything is a beginning without an end; All are fleeting pursuits; All joy has no smile; All suffering has no trace of tears; All language is repetition; All contacts are first encounters; All love is in the heart; All the past is in a dream; All hope is marked; All faith groans; There is a moment's stillness in all explosions; All death has a long echo. " As I slowly and lowly recited this poem with its unique rhythm and charm, I was relieved to find that I, who always failed to persuade Ah Liu, finally succeeded when Ah Liu was dying. Finally seeing Ah Liu, who was still suffering from loss just now, his mood became more and more stable, his expression became more and more serene, and those eyes gradually returned to the feeling when he first saw him-simple, friendly, and as clear as a boy!