Chapter 26 Section ten

Hui Xin looked at their backs in a daze, apparently greatly shocked. Along the way, no one spoke, until the car drove into the gate of the team, Hui Xin said as if dreaming: "How could this happen?" Xiao Shi hugged her shoulder comfortingly. Then, Hui Xin seemed to ask herself, and also Xiao Shi: "Could it be my fault?" "What does this have to do with you?" Xiao Shi was taken aback, and quickly vetoed it, then opened the car door and pulled Hui Xin down, as if hoping that the outdoor air would make his girlfriend more awake. But if he hoped so, he would be wrong.

"No, you don't know," Hui Xin's voice was still full of self-blame, and she seemed to explain in pain, "A few months ago, Jiang Yao told me that Ah Liu's parents have always refused to accept her, and they did not accept her offer. The things they bought were always indifferent to her, and she was unwilling to support them. She said that she didn't care about the money, but the attitude of his parents made her sad. She hoped that I could help persuade her. And she said, Ah Liu is very stubborn, and easily refuses to prescribe expensive medicines to patients, and their income is not high, so their life is very difficult. She begged me several times, and said that if this continues, she will—"

Hui Xin seemed to blame herself so much for a moment that she couldn't continue speaking. After a while, she continued to say to Xiao Shi: "You know, because you don't approve of me dating her anymore, I refused, but I didn't expect her to be so serious. self-defeating—” "Don't take responsibility indiscriminately." Xiao Shi was a little impatient, but he still comforted him patiently in a low voice, "This is how people are. If you want to degenerate, everything is a reason; if you want to make progress, everything is also a reason!" Hui Xin stubbornly shook her head:

"You are talking about the kind of strong-willed person. Jiang Yao is the kind of weak-willed person. Maybe I should talk to my aunt and uncle. Maybe they can change everything by changing their attitude." I was full of smoldering anger along the way, but when I heard these few words, the anger suddenly jumped up, and I blurted out: "Everyone says Ah Liu is noble, but I think you are even more noble." Hui Xin didn't hear the sarcasm in my words, and immediately explained seriously: "No, no, I'm not a particularly kind person, or—" "Otherwise what?" I interrupted her, "Otherwise, I would have talked to Ah Liu's parents, right? Haven't you already talked about it? And achieved the desired result, Jiang Yao married Ah Liu as he wished."

Xiao Shi was taken aback for a moment, he obviously saw that I was not in the right mood.But Huixin didn't. She was too unfamiliar with me, so she thought I would talk nicely. So with self-blame, Huixin continued to explain sincerely: "But later——" "There is no hope of continuing to ask Ah Liu's parents to submit to Jiang Yao, right?" I interrupted Hui Xin again, feeling bored and angry on the verge of breaking out. I pressed again and again, but my tone was still more mean: "That's why I said you are noble. I heard that Jiang Yao used the method of 'If you don't like me, you will immediately degenerate' to win Ah Liu. This kind of behavior was not taken seriously by Ah Liu at the beginning. I was very moved. I can understand , but you should understand that this is Jiang Yao's trick, and you should be angry? I didn't expect that you would still help Jiang Yao "regardless of the past" so that she could marry Ah Liu as she wished, and now it's because you didn't continue to satisfy Jiang Yao's desire Guilty? Aren’t you more noble?”

Hui Xin froze for a moment, as if she had never thought about this question, "Maybe—" Hui Xin said while thinking, "It's because I don't love Ah Liu at all, so I don't care. Since they love each other, I hope' Lovers can get married'." "Really? Do you think so?" I finally couldn't help it. "Maybe not only that, but I believe there may be another explanation." "What?" Hui Xin looked at me in bewilderment, although at this moment she had already realized that my attitude was unusual. "Because Jiang Yao expressed her request and gratitude to you to satisfy your sense of value, just like how she satisfied the glory of Ah Liu when she wanted to die. Now you are an outsider, why not? Now you can finally be superior , without paying anything, you can fulfill your noble reputation with only saliva, anyway, it is other people who suffer and pay!"

Speaking of this, a beautiful little boy with an innocent smile and a dead body after being poisoned suddenly appeared in my mind (see "The Story of Little Tail" in "Guo Xiaofeng Detective Series - "Death Factor" for details) "), which made my heart throbbing even more. I don’t know if this is reflected on my face, because Xiao Shi, who has been anxiously looking at us looking for a chance to interrupt, suddenly gave up helping Hui Xin who was stunned, and stepped forward to ask me: “Are you okay, Guo? Team?" "I'm fine." I pushed Xiao Shi away impatiently.

"It's not like this—" Hui Xin was stunned and aggrieved, "I just want them to be happy." "You hope? Then why don't you burn incense and kowtow for them at home?" My roughness and sharpness made Hui Xin look even more aggrieved: "But Jiang Yao—" "Enough!" I interrupted Hui Xin almost angrily, "If you think that Jiang Yao is a sun, you should be infinitely succumbing to her wishes to prevent her from falling, then you better understand that others may not be like that Think! Before you persuade Ah Liu's parents in a very noble way, remember how you felt when Ah Liu asked you to be noble and patient!"

Hui Xin looked terrified, and again muttered aggrievedly, "I just hope things get better—" But this kind of talk just irritated me even more: "I believe it! So I say that you are really noble! I just hope that when you are noble, you pay yourself and not others!" After saying the last sentence, I suddenly felt that my stomach hurt unbearably, I quickly clutched that place, turned around and walked quickly to my office. As soon as I sat down, I saw Xiao Shi following closely. He looked at my face in panic and worry, and quickly poured me a cup of hot water: "Shall I drink some water first?"

I took it, took a few sips of water, and felt a lot more emotionally stable.After a while, I began to regret my attitude—as I got older, I usually lost my temper less and less. "I'm sorry," I whispered, "I was so excited just now." "It's okay!" Xiao Shi still looked at my face with concern, and asked cautiously, "Is your stomach okay?" I shook my head: "It's okay." Xiao Shi let out a long breath, and suddenly sat down on the chair opposite the table: "Scare me." By this time I had completely calmed down and was starting to feel a little embarrassed.

"Oh, you may not know how much Ah Liu's appearance has changed just now! I have never been so grateful to a person. Xiao Shi, you are still young, and you may not have the experience of suddenly falling ill and thinking that you are going to die. That day, I Suddenly, I was sweating profusely from the pain, and blood was spitting out of my mouth. At that time, my body was so soft that I couldn’t squat. Don't even look at me—" "I know, I know—" Xiao Shi quickly sat up straight, and said sincerely, "Captain Guo, it hurts you to see Ah Liu become like this." "Ah Liu has not only helped me, he has also helped many people. He is also a very patient and good doctor. He can relieve the pain of many, many people every day. You have never been seriously ill. You don't know how much people long for relief when they are sick A good doctor—” I was so sad again that I couldn't go on. "I know I know--" Xiao Shi became nervous again, and while observing my face, he began to find more convincing words to persuade me: "Ah Liu looks haggard, maybe it's just too tired, don't worry too much, noble people sometimes have different ideas from us - look at those revolutionary martyrs, how many have families and jobs and live comfortably, but you have to Taking the risk of beheading and exterminating the whole family to go up the mountain to fight guerrillas, why? Do you feel that the bitter people feel happy! People are different, maybe this is the life Ah Liu wants, he is helping Jiang Yao, it is only a matter of time .” I looked at Xiao Shi who was trying to comfort me. Although I felt that today's problems were different from those in the past, I decided to accept his kindness. "Yes, you're right, I was overthinking. By the way, first apologize to Hui Xin for me, I must, I feel sorry, I lost my composure just now." "It's okay." Xiao Shi waved his hand indifferently. "Don't be so stubborn, I'm done, you can seek justice for your girlfriend." "No——" Xiao Shi leaned forward, somewhat furtively, "It's fine if someone scolds her, sober up, you know, I can't scold her, oh—" Xiao Shi slumped back on the chair again, scratching his hair with some annoyance: "Sometimes it's a headache to be with so-called 'good people', and Hui Xin is also sober in other things, it's just because of her mother, I told you -" I nodded, and Xiao Shi told me about this later. Because of her background, Hui Xin has always subconsciously associated Jiang Yao and Ah Liu as mother and father, and for this reason, she couldn't reject Jiang Yao all at once emotionally. Yao's request, he felt that helping Jiang Yao and A Liu was like helping his own parents. Xiao Shi told me that maybe he hoped that I could understand Huixin's behavior. so what?Having a reason is not the same as having a reason. Moreover, I am not a very tolerant person by nature. In my opinion, there are good factors in Hui Xin's self-blame, but I'm afraid there are also reasons for what I said.Even more mean, I believe it is hard to say that Huixin, who is now happy, has the mentality to fully regain her self-confidence by subconsciously bestowing on the victors who defeated her in the love field back then. Xiao Shi continued: "I don't know what Hui Xin thinks, but I always feel that Jiang Yao should be more tolerant. You know, I firmly oppose her mixing with people like Jiang Yao, 'There are only those who have been thieves for a thousand years, but there are no ones who have been guarding against thieves for a thousand years', Jiang People like Yao are not something we can get along with. If you don’t listen to persuasion, you think I’m cold. Do you think I’m wronged? In the end, I followed what you said, and I said to Huixin: “Jiang Yao is not your mother. They are two people, and their characters and pursuits may be completely different. If you think about it like this, you are belittling your mother.” She agreed to ignore those trivial matters, and she regretted it again today. It just so happened that you scolded her." "Oh, I said you are so kind, not only did you not feel wronged for your girlfriend, but instead came to comfort me, it turned out to be right in your arms!" Xiao Shi chuckled: "Of course, otherwise how could I do this? Can I think you are more important than my girlfriend? Don't worry, Team Guo, I wouldn't think so even if you became the Minister of Public Security!" Then, Xiao Shi scratched his hair again: "However, I also have to talk to Hui Xin. Since her mother wants her to live a sober, self-disciplined, and strong life, she also needs to be wise, so when things happen—" Xiao Shi pointed out. Pointing to his temple, "Make good use of it too." Xiao Shi’s words once again aroused my emotion: "You're right. Sometimes when I see these 'good people' being manipulated around by Jiang Yao, I feel angry and don't understand. I just got angry with Hui Xin just now. Why can't they see Jiang Yao's character clearly when they are repeatedly injured? See What's the crux of the problem? Don't understand the result of 'drinking poison to quench thirst'?" Perhaps seeing that I was a little excited again, Xiao Shi quickly laughed again: "No way, as you said, Jiang Yao has her way. The so-called 'despicableness is the passport of the despicable'!" I smiled wryly: "You remember clearly." "Of course." Seeing that my mood seemed to have stabilized again, maybe I was afraid that if I continued talking about this topic, I might get excited again, so I might as well change the topic to a more relaxed direction, Xiao Shi continued with a smile: "Don't think that I can only Take a scalpel, I am also very humane! By the way, Team Guo, I heard you say that poem last time, and I said: "Well, it is full of philosophy! I have to look it up and see when I will use it later. The last sentence is very humanistic!' So, I checked it when I went home, and it was easy to find it. That sentence is a sentence in a poem. I nodded: "Probably, I forgot, forget it, don't talk about this poem!" "Why, the poems are written very well," Xiao Shi became more energetic, and the more he talked, the happier he said: "I didn't expect that modern poems can be written so well. I always thought that modern poems were not written about 'lower body', or just casually written sentences. How about hitting the Enter key again? Hehe, this song is really good, it’s philosophical and not cryptic, I even recited it, listen——’Despicable is the passport of the despicable; noble is the noble The epitaph of '...' As soon as I recited it here, Xiao Shi suddenly stopped talking, as if he realized why I forgot and asked him not to talk about it. After a while, Xiao Shi muttered embarrassingly: "No, Team Guo, no—"