Chapter 17 Chapter 12 Farewell to the Maiden's Night (2)

I nod. "What do we do next?" "Go to Asahikawa, um, Asahikawa." She said, "A friend of the Music University set up a music classroom in Asahikawa. Two or three years ago, he persuaded me to help, but I refused; he said he was too lazy to go to such a cold place. But you know, after becoming a free body, I can't think of any other place to stay besides Asahikawa. I'm afraid that place doesn't look like a big trap made by accident, does it?" "It's not that scary." I smiled, "I've been there once, the town is not bad, and the atmosphere is quite interesting."

"real?" "It's true, it's better than in Tokyo, for sure." "Anyway, there is no other place to go, and the luggage has been sent." She said, "Watanabe-kun, can you still find time to go to Asahikawa?" "Of course I will. But why don't you rush there? You should stay in Tokyo for a few days before you go!" "Well. Plan to stay for two or three days, if you can. Can I borrow a night with you? I won't get you into trouble." "No problem. I got into my sleeping bag and slept in the closet." "Sorry sorry."

"It's okay, the closet is roomy." Reiko tapped lightly and rhythmically on the guitar shell sandwiched between her legs. "I'm afraid. Pat needs to train his body before going to Asahikawa. He is not familiar with the outside world at all. Many things are confusing and nervous. Can you help me with this? The only person I can rely on is you." "As much as I can help," I said. "Aren't I bothering you?" "What the hell can bother me?" Reiko looked at my face, twisted her lower lip and smiled, and said nothing more. We got off the tram from Kichijoji, and before we took the bus to my residence, we didn’t say anything formal, we just talked intermittently about the changes in Tokyo’s cityscape, about her Otaku era, and about my past trip to Asahikawa.Nothing was said about Naoko.I haven't seen Reiko for ten months, but now that I am walking alone with her, I still feel an incredible sense of peace and relief, and I feel as if I have felt similar feelings before.In retrospect, when Naoko and I were shopping in Tokyo, we had exactly the same feeling.Just as I shared Naoko's death with Naoko, now I share Naoko's death with Reiko.Thinking of this, I suddenly couldn't say anything.Reiko talked for a while by herself, but when she realized that I was silent, she stopped talking.So the two of them took the bus in silence; they came to my place.

It was a bright and clear afternoon in early autumn—exactly the same as when I went to Kyoto to visit Naoko exactly one year ago.The clouds are like dry silk, thin and white, and the sky is empty, seemingly unobstructed.Another fall, I thought.The breath of the wind, the hue of the light, the little flowers dotted in the grass, and the echo left by a syllable all tell me that autumn is coming.As the seasons change, the distance between me and the dead also widens dramatically.Kizuki is still 17, Naoko is still 21, forever. "I'm relieved to be in a place like this." Reiko said as she got out of the car and looked around.

"Because there is nothing." I walked into the courtyard through the back door, and led Reiko into the hut where Qingran was alone.Reiko admired almost everything she saw. "Great, this place is wide," she said, "You did it all?"shelf, table? "Yes." I said while pouring water to make tea. "You're pretty smart, you. The room is neat and tidy, too." "The Death Squad affected me. He taught me hygiene habits. But the landlord was happy about it, saying that I lived very cleanly. "Oh, by the way, I need to greet the landlord." Reiko said, "The landlord lives across the yard, right?"

"Greetings? Do you need to exchange pleasantries?" "It's reasonable. If a weird-looking half-grandmother comes to play guitar at your place, the landlord will be puzzled, right? It's better to make sure about this first. I even prepared a pastry box for this." "Thank you for being thoughtful." I admired. "It's about age. I've already figured it out. If you say that your aunt is from Kyoto, you should speak with the same voice. Speaking of which, it's easier to keep the age apart at this time, and no one will think it's strange. "

After she pulled out the pastry box from her travel bag and came out, I sat on the porch and drank another cup of tea and played with the cat.After 20 minutes, Reiko finally came back.When he came back, he took out a jar of biscuits from his travel bag and said it was a gift for me. "What the hell were you talking about for 20 minutes?" I asked, chewing on a biscuit. "Of course I'm talking about you." She hugged the cat close to her face and said, "Praise you for being a decent student." "About me?" "Yes, of course it's you." Reiko smiled.Then I caught a glimpse of my guitar, held it in my hand, tuned it down slightly, and played Karl Rose Jobin's "Not the Finale."Haven't listened to her guitar for a long time, and that sound warms my heart as always.

"Learning guitar?" "Throwing it in the warehouse, Xilai played it casually." "Then, I'll teach you for free later." Reiko put down her guitar, took off her tweed jacket, and leaned against the pillar of the eaves to smoke.Under the coat, a two-color checkered half-sleeve shirt is worn. "Look, isn't this dress pretty?" "Not bad." I agreed.It was indeed a very chic checkered shirt. "This is Naoko's." Reiko said, "You know? Naoko and I, the clothes are about the same size, especially when she first came in there. Later, the child became plump, and the size changed a little, but basically it was not big. , no matter the jacket, trousers or shoes and hats, the only difference is the bra. Because I don’t have breasts. So, we often change clothes, or almost communism.”

I looked at Reiko's body again.In this way, his figure and size are indeed similar to Naoko.Due to the shape of the face and thin wrists, Reiko is more skinny than Naoko.But if you look closely, the body looks extraordinarily strong. "The trousers and jacket are also Naoko's. Do you feel uncomfortable seeing me wearing Naoko's?" "Nothing. I think Naoko would be happy if someone wears her clothes. Especially if you wear them." "It's really strange," Reiko said, snapping her fingers lightly, "Naoko didn't write a suicide note to anyone, but she made it clear about the clothes. She wrote a line of cursive script on the note: Please give all the clothes to Reiko Don't you think this kid is weird? Why would he think of clothes when his life is about to end? Doesn't it matter what this thing is? There should be too many other things I want to explain.

"There is nothing and nothing else to know." Reiko smoked a cigarette and thought for a long time. "I said, you really want to hear me start from the beginning?" "Please tell me and listen to me. "The results of the hospital examination said that although Naoko's condition is improving now, for the sake of the long-term, it is better to focus on radical treatment immediately. So Naoko was transferred to a hospital in Osaka, planning to live there for a longer time. I must have written to tell you about the above situation. For you, around August 10th..."

"I see you." "On August 24th, Naoko's mother called and said that Naoko wanted to go back once, and asked if I could. She said that Naoko wanted to tidy up things by herself, and wanted to have a good chat with me, because she won't see me again in a short time, so it's ok. If so, I want to stay for one night. I said that I can do it. I also want to see Naoko very much, and want to talk to her. So, the next day, the 25th, she and her mother came by taxi. The three of us went from side to side While chatting, tidying up things. In the evening, Naoko told her mother that it’s okay to go on and ask her mother to go home. Her mother called a taxi and went home. Naoko looked very energetic, and her mother and I didn’t expect it at all. Others. To be honest, I was terribly worried before the meeting. I was afraid that she would suddenly become thin and emaciated. Because I knew that the body would be exhausted during the examination and treatment in that kind of hospital, and I was worried that she would not be able to bear it. But When I saw her, I felt relieved. Her complexion was healthier than expected. She was smiling and joking. Her expressions were much more normal than before. She also said that she went to the beauty salon and was proud of her new hairstyle, so I felt that her mother It doesn't matter if I'm not here. She said to me, Miss Reiko, I think I will fully recover in the current hospital. I said yes, maybe that's the best. Then we went for a walk outside and talked about everything. Talk about how to plan for the future or something. She said it would be nice if we could live together after we got out of here." "Naoko said to live with you?" "That's right." Reiko said, shrugging her shoulders. "So I said, I don't care, you don't care about Watanabe's affairs? Then she said: "I will take care of his affairs. "That's all. So we talked about where to live and what we were going to do. Then we went to the bird house to play with the horses." I drank beer from the fridge.Reiko lit a cigarette, and the cat fell asleep on her lap. "She decided everything from the beginning. So she looked so energetic. She was smiling. It was almost settled. The mood was relaxed. Then she tidied up the things in the room one by one, and put the unnecessary things in the yard. The gasoline barrel was burned, including the notes used as a diary, letters, etc., even your letter was burned. I felt strange and asked her why she burned it. Because she always cherished your letter and reread it often. She said: "I got rid of all the things in the past and started a new life in the future. "I don't doubt it, but simply agree with Ding. I think it makes sense. I thought it would be great if she could regain her spirit and be happy. Naoko was so cute that day, I wish I could show you too. Then we do as usual.Go to the restaurant for dinner and take a shower.I opened a bottle of fine wine to drink, and I played the guitar.As usual, it was her favorite tune.The Beatles' "Norwegian Forest", "Michelle Star" and so on.We were in a good mood, turned off the lights, took off our coats, and lay on the bed.It was very hot that night, and almost no wind came in even with the windows open.It was pitch black outside, the sound of insects was very loud, and the room was filled with the scent of summer grass.Then Naoko suddenly started talking about you.Talk about having sex with you, and be very detailed.How to be removed by you, how to let you touch the body.How to wet myself, how to let you penetrate.Tell me very frankly how wonderful it feels.I asked her why she was suddenly talking about these things, because Naoko had never been so open about sex in the past.Of course, talking frankly about sex was also a form of therapy, but she was too shy to talk about it in detail.And now the sudden chatter out, even I was startled. "I just wanted to say it," Naoko said. "If you don't want to hear it, I won't say it." "Okay, just avoid saying what you want to say, I will listen." I said. "When he came in, I was in such pain that I didn't know what to do," Naoko said. "That was my first time. Although it was wet, I came in at once, but it still hurt so badly that my head was almost numb. He went in all the way. When I thought it was the limit, he took my I lift my feet up and go in deeper. As a result, I feel cold all over my body, as if soaking in ice water. My hands and feet are numb, and the cold hits me. What happened? Will I just die like this? It doesn’t matter if I die , I thought. But he knew I was in pain, so he kept his posture and didn’t move, then hugged my body tenderly, kissed my hair, neck, chest, and kissed for a long time. Then my body gradually returned to warmth, and he It began to twitch slowly... Sister Reiko, that was really wonderful. The whole person seemed to be melting away. I even felt that it would be okay to be possessed by him for the rest of my life." "If it's so wonderful, why not live with him, isn't it possible to do it every day?" I said. "No, Miss Reiko," Naoko said. "It's clear to me that it came and went: it's never coming back. Somehow, it's only once in a lifetime. Before and after that, I didn't feel anything, and I didn't think about having sex with him. Never again Wet." Of course I explained it to her. , I said that these situations are easy to happen to young women, and they will get better as they grow older.And having had a smooth experience, don't worry.I said that when I first got married, it was not smooth, and it was quite troublesome. "Not this one," Naoko said. "Reiko, I'm not worried about anything. I just don't want anyone inside of me anymore. I don't want to be violated by anyone anymore." I finished my beer and Reiko smoked a second cigarette.The kitten stretched itself on her lap, changed its position and fell asleep again.Reiko hesitated, then lit the third cigarette. "Then Naoko twitched and made her cry," Reiko said. "I sat down beside her bed, stroked her head and said, it's all right, everything will be fine. A young and beautiful girl like you deserves to be pampered by a man so that she can be happy." On a sultry night, Naoko Sweat and tears.The whole body was soaked, and I took a bath towel to help her wipe her body.She even wet her panties.I'll help her take it off...don't think about it.Because we take a bath together every day, she is like my sister. " "I know that," I said. "Naoko asked me to hug her. I said it was so hot, how could I hug her? She said it was the last time, so I hugged her. I covered her body with a bath towel. Don't let the sweat stick to her. Wait. When she calmed down, she wiped her sweat again, put her nightgown on, and put her to sleep. She fell asleep immediately. Maybe she pretended to be asleep. Anyway, her sleeping face is so cute. Like a baby after birth Like a thirteen or fourteen-year-old girl who has never been hurt. Seeing this, I also went to sleep with peace of mind. When I wake up at six o'clock.She is no longer here.The nightgown was there, and the clothes, the sneakers, and the flashlight that had been sitting next to the pillow were all gone.I felt terrible then.is not that right?She went out with a flashlight, she must have come out from here in the dark.To be cautious, I looked at the desktop and found the note ""Please give all the clothes to Sister Reiko. "I'm going to ask everyone to find Naoko separately. So everyone searched thoroughly in and out of the woods from the dormitory. It took five hours to find her. She even prepared the rope for hanging herself." Reiko sighed and patted the kitten's head. "Do you want some tea?" I asked. "Thanks." she said" After I boiled water to make tea, I went back to the verandah.Evening was approaching, the sun was fading, and the shadows of the trees stretched long to our feet.While drinking tea, I looked at the ditang flowers, rhododendrons and rainy bamboos that were randomly planted in the courtyard. "Soon, the ambulance came and took Naoko away. I was asked a lot of questions by the police. Actually, I didn't ask anything. Since she left a note that looked like a suicide note, it was obvious that she committed suicide, and those people thought that the mentally ill Suicide is not surprising. So it's just a formal question-question. I'll telegraph you as soon as the police leave." "What a lonely funeral," I said. "It was quiet, and there were not many people. Her family always wondered how I would know about Naoko's death. I shouldn't have attended her funeral, so I felt bad and went on a trip right away." "Watanabe. How about going for a walk?" Ling Yu said. "By the way, let's do some shopping and make dinner. I'm hungry." "Okay. What would you like to eat?" "Hot pot." She said. "I haven't eaten hot pot for several years. I even dreamed of hot pot. There are meat, onions, shredded mushrooms and vegetables, tofu, and gou sang vegetables. It's piping hot." "It's good, but I don't have a pot for hot pot." "No problem, leave it to me. I'll borrow it from the landlord." She walked quickly to the main hall, borrowed a beautiful pot, a gas stove and a long rubber hose and came back. "How? It's amazing." "Indeed!" I said in admiration. We bought beef, eggs, vegetables and tofu in a small shopping street nearby, and bought a drop of decent white wine in a wine shop.I insisted on paying for it myself and she ended up paying for it all. "If people know that I let foreign pounds pay for vegetables, I will become the laughing stock of relatives and friends." Reiko said. "And I'm a little rich woman. So don't worry. No matter what, I won't run out penniless." Back home, Reiko washed the rice and cooked, and I stretched the rubber tube to prepare hot pot on the verandah.When the preparations were finished, Reiko took out her own guitar from the guitar case, sat on the dark porch, tuned it up, and slowly played the origin of Bach's fugue.The delicate parts are deliberately played slowly, or quickly, or roughly, or sadly, and listen lovingly to various sounds.Reiko, who plays and watches the guitar, looks like a 17- or 18-year-old girl staring at her beloved skirt, with bright eyes, tight lips, and an occasional smile.After playing, she leaned on the pillar and looked up at the sky, thinking about something. "Can I talk to you?" I asked. "Okay. I just feel hungry." Reiko said. "Aren't you going to meet your husband and daughter? They live in Tokyo." "In Yokohama. But I'm not going. Didn't I say that last time? It's good that they don't have contact with me. They have their new life. If they see me, they will hate pain. It's better not to see me." She crumpled up the finished Seven Star cigarette pack and threw it away, and took out a new pack from her purse.After tearing it apart, I opened one, but it failed to ignite. "I am a person who has passed away. This is just a remnant memory of my past before your eyes. The most important thing in me has long since died. I just acted on that memory." "But I really appreciate you now. Whether you're a remnant or something. Maybe that doesn't matter at all. You're willing to wear Naoko's clothes. I'm happy." Reiko smiled and lit the lighter with a lighter. "You are young, and you know how to please women." I blushed a little. "I'm just speaking frankly what's on my mind." "I know." Reiko said with a smile.Soon after the rice was cooked, I greased the pot and started to prepare for the pot. "This is not a dream!" Ling Yu sniffed and smelled the smell. "Based on my experience. This is 100% realistic hot pot." I said.We didn't talk about anything, just ate hot pot, drank beer, and ate in silence. "Sea Eagle" came running after smelling the aroma, and I gave him the meat.After eating, we leaned on the pillars of the verandah to watch the moon. "Are you satisfied with this?" I asked. "There's nothing to be picky about." Reiko said as if she was struggling. "It's the first time I've eaten that much." "What are your plans for the future?" "Take a break, I want to go to the bathhouse. My hair is messed up, I want to wash it." "Okay. The bathhouse is nearby." I said. "By the way, Watanabe, if it's convenient, please tell me, have you slept with that Miss Midori?" Reiko "You mean did you have sex? No. We decided not to do it until many things were cleared up" "Isn't everything clear now?" I shook my head to express my understanding. "You mean Naoko is dead and everything is settled?" "That's not what you mean. Didn't you make a decision before Naoko died that you won't be separated from Midori? This matter has nothing to do with Naoko's life or death, right? You chose Midori. You chose death. You are already an adult, and you must take responsibility for what you choose. Otherwise, wouldn't it be a mess?" "But I can't forget her," I said. "I told Naoko that I would wait for her forever. But I didn't. In the end, I let her go. It's not about who is right or wrong. It's about me. Maybe I won't let her go halfway." Let her go, the result is still the same, until after all, I still choose death. But I think I just can't forgive myself. Although you think horses are a natural spiritual activity, there is nothing you can do, but my relationship with Naoko is not so pure. Think Arise, we have been united to each other from the very beginning on the boundary line of life and death." "If you feel some kind of sadness about Naoko, you can live with that sadness for the rest of your life. If you can learn something from it, learn it. But that's another matter, and you should Create happiness with Alu. Your sorrow has nothing to do with Alu. If you hurt it again, it will become an irreparable situation. Although it is painful, you still have to be strong, you have to grow up and mature .I left Ami’s dormitory on purpose and traveled a long distance to come here on a coffin-sized train just to say this to you.” "I know exactly what you're talking about," I said. "But I'm not ready yet. Don't you think? That funeral was so lonely. Nobody's supposed to die like that." Reiko reached out and patted my head. "One day, every one of us will die like that, including you and me." We walked along the river for five minutes to the bathhouse.After washing, I returned home with a cheerful mood.Then uncap the wine bottle and sit on the verandah to drink. "Watanabe, would you like another glass?" "Okay. What do you want to do?" "We're here to hold a funeral for Naoko," Reiko said. "A funeral that isn't lonely." After I brought the glass, Reiko filled the glass with wine and placed it on the stone lantern in the yard.Then I sat on the verandah, hugged and watched the guitar leaning against the pillar to smoke. "If you have any matches, can you bring them to me? The more the better." I got a big bag of matches from the kitchen and sat down beside her. "I'll play the first one, and you'll just set a match there, okay? From now on, I'll pop out all the ones I know how to play." She played Henry Mancini's "Dear Heart" first, beautifully and peacefully. "Is this record for Naoko?" "Yes. Christmas the year before last. Because she loved the song." "I like it too. It's very beautiful." She played a few more "Dear Hearts" and took a sip of her drink. "How many songs can I play before I get drunk? Hey. Such a funeral shouldn't be lonely!" Reiko changed to play The Beatles' "Norwegian Forest", "Yesterday", "Michelle", "Something", "The Sun Comes Out", and "The Fool on the Mountain".I made seven matches. "Seven." Reiko said, take a sip of wine and smoke. "These people do understand the sorrow and grace of life." The "those people" in her mouth, of course, refer to John Lennon, Paul McCartney and George Harrison. She sighed, rolled out her cigarette, and picked up her guitar again to play "Alley," "Dark Horse," "Julia," "When I'm Sixty-Four," "Where Are People," "I Love Her" and "Nam, Judy". "How many songs are there now?" "Fourteen." I said. "Hmm." She sighed. "You can also play something!" "I can't play well." "It doesn't matter if it's not good." I brought my guitar and played "On the Roof" with great trepidation.Reiko took advantage of that to rest for a while, smoking and drinking.After I finished playing, she applauded. Then, Ling played "Requiem for the Princess" and Debussy's "Moonlight", which were adapted for guitar by Iolaville, and played delicately and beautifully. "These two pieces were played well after Naoko died," said Reiko. "She loves the music to the point where she can't escape the sentimentality until the end." She played several Bakarashu pieces: "Closer to You", "The Rain Keeps Dropping on My Head", "Kyu by Your Side" and "The Complaint of the Wedding Bells". "Thirty." I said. "I'm like a jukebox," Reiko said happily. "The teachers at the Music University probably fainted from fright when they saw this scene." She drank the wine, smoked a cigarette, and played one song after another.Played ten bossa Luohua, including Roger.A piece by Hart and Ko So-eun.And the music of Bowhollen, Ray Charles, Kellerk, The Beach Boys, Stevie Wonder, and more. "Blue Velvet", "Green Grassland", all the songs have been played.Occasionally close your eyes and shake your head gently, humming to the melody. When the wine ran out, we switched to whiskey.I fluked the wine from the courtyard on the stone lantern, and filled another glass of whiskey. "How many songs are there now?" "Forty-eight." I said. On the forty-ninth song, Ling played "Irina", and the fiftieth song was "Norwegian Forest".After playing fifty pieces, she stopped and took a sip of whiskey. "I played so much, it should be enough." "Enough." I said. "amazing." "Understood? Watanabe, forget about the lonely funeral!" Reiko said, looking into my eyes. "Just remember the funeral. Isn't it wonderful?" I nod. "Present." Reiko said.The fiftieth is her favorite Bach fugue. "Watanabe, do that with me!" Reiko whispered after finishing playing. "Unbelievable." I said. "I was thinking the same thing." In the dark room with the curtains drawn, Reiko and I hugged each other as if it was a matter of course, we needed each other's body.I help her take off her shirt, trousers and panties. "I've had a pretty tortuous life, never dreaming of meeting a boy nineteen years younger than me and taking off his underwear," Reiko said. "Do you want to come by yourself?" I said. "It's okay, you're here," she said. "I have wrinkles all over my body, so don't be disappointed." "I love your wrinkles." "I'll cry." Reiko said softly. I kiss her all over, sweetening her wrinkles with my tongue.I put my hand on her small breast like a girl, gently biting its nipple, and stretched my fingers into her warm and wet vagina to stroke slowly. "Watanabe, not over there." Reiko whispered in my ear. "It's just wrinkles." "Why are you still joking at this time?" I said helplessly. "Sorry." Reiko said. "I'm scared because I haven't done it in a long time. It feels like a seventeen-year-old girl who went to play in the boys' dormitory and was stripped naked." "I really felt like I was violating a seventeen-year-old girl." I ran my fingers into her wrinkles, kissing her neck and earlobes.I opened her legs when her breathing came fast and her throat began to quiver.Go inside slowly. "No problem, you won't make me pregnant." Reiko asked me softly. "It's embarrassing to be pregnant at this age." "It's okay. Don't worry." I said. I went deep, and she trembled and sighed.I stroked her back tenderly, pumped hard a few times, and ejaculated suddenly and without warning.I couldn't control myself, I could only hug her tightly. "I'm sorry. I can't help it," I said. "Fool, why do you think so." Reiko patted my butt. "This is the kind of thing you're thinking about when you're having sex with a girl:" "Maybe." "Don't think about it when you're doing it with me. Forget about it. Just as long as you like. How? Comfortable?" "It's so comfortable, I can't help it." "Why put up with it? It's fine. I think it's great, too." "Reiko." I said. "what?" "You should start dating again. It's such a pity." "I'll think about it." Reiko said. "But, do people from Asahikawa fall in love?" After a while, I got an erection again.Reiko held her breath and twisted her body.We do it and chat.It was wonderful to talk like this inside of her.She giggled and laughed whenever I told a joke, and the vibrations of the laughter came to me.We have been doing this for a long time. "It feels so beautiful." Reiko said. "It's not bad to move." I said "Try it." I hugged her waist and went deeper, savoring the taste of ecstasy.We made out four times that night. After it was over, Reiko closed her eyes and sighed deeply in my arms, and her body couldn't help being extravagant. "I don't have to have sex anymore," Reiko said. "I have done everything in my life, and I can do other things with peace of mind." "Who knows what tomorrow will hold?" I said. I suggested that Reiko go by plane, which would be quick and comfortable, but she insisted on taking the train. "I like the liaison ship, I don't want to fly," she said.So I took her to Shanghao station.She was carrying the guitar case, and I was carrying the suitcase. We sat side by side on the bench on the platform and waited for the train.She was wearing the same tweed jacket and white trousers as the day she came to Tokyo. "Asahikawa is really good?" asked Reiko. "Nice city," I said. "I'll see you later." "real?" I nod. "I'm writing to you." "I like your letters. But Naoko burned them all. Such a good letter." "Letters are just plain paper," I said. "Even if it is burned, what remains in the heart will still remain, and it is useless to keep what cannot be kept." "To be honest, I'm really scared. It's scary to go to Asahikawa alone. So, remember to write to me. After reading your letter, I will feel that you are by my side." "If you like it, I will write to you every day. No problem. No matter where you go, Ishida Reiko can live well." "I always feel like there is something blocked in my body, is it an illusion?" "That's a lingering memory." I said and laughed.Reiko also smiled. "Don't forget me," she said. "Never forget you." I said. "Maybe I won't have the chance to see you again in the future, but no matter where I throw it, I will always remember you and Naoko." I looked into her eyes and she was crying.I couldn't help kissing her.Although people passing by around stared at us frequently, but I didn't care anymore.We live to see, we only need to consider how to live. "I wish you happiness." When we parted, Reiko said to me. "I've told you all the advice I can give you. I have nothing more to say. I can only wish you happiness. Let me and Naoko give you the same happiness." We shake hands and say goodbye. I called Midori and said I had to talk to her no matter what.I said I had a lot to say and had to say it to her.In this world, there is nothing but her.I want to see her, everything from scratch. Ah Lu was on the other end of the phone, silent for a long time.It was as silent as rain from all over the world on green meadows all over the world.During that time, I closed my eyes, pressed my forehead against the glass window, and finally Midori spoke.She said in a calm voice, "Where are you now?" where am i now I continued to hold the handset and put my face up, looking around the phone booth.Where am I now?I don't know where that is.I guess not to watch.Where is this?What caught my eyes were people who didn't know where to go, walking past me in a hurry.And I could only stand in that unknown place, calling Ah Lu's name non-stop.