Chapter 42 Thirty-eight evening fog 2

Yun Juyan didn't know what the relationship between Xiwu and Princess Luoye was. She had only seen correspondence between Xiwu and the old lady in the past, and the writing was very detailed, but she didn't see any letters from Princess Luoye, so she felt baffled.One day, Xiwu lay down, staring at the evening sky, lost in thought.Yun Juyan sent her youngest son to send a note, and one end of a small piece of paper was written: "To comfort you, your heart is suffering, but your heart is unknowable: Is it sad to say goodbye to death, or to sigh at life and separation? Missing the point, it worries me. "Xiwu looked at it, smiled on her face, and thought: "It's not appropriate for her to say such words after thinking so much, thinking that I miss the late old lady. "He immediately replied as if nothing had happened:

"If you don't sigh for the living, don't you mourn for the dead! But it hurts people's lives, and it seems to be exposed to the morning sun. I lament the impermanence of the world. "Yun Juyan read the answering poem, and knew that her husband concealed it deliberately. She didn't care about life like dew and other things, but she felt even more sad. Xiwu finally couldn't forget Princess Luoye. She was very worried, so she went to Xiaoye Mountain Villa to visit again. He originally He has suppressed his emotions and planned to visit him calmly after the heat mourning on July 49. However, he couldn't bear it any longer, and thought: "Today, there is no need to worry about such false names.As long as you woo her as usual, you can get what you want. Regardless of my wife's suspicions, I didn't make up excuses anymore. I thought again: "Even if the princess herself is tough and doesn't get close to me, but I have the old lady's letter of hating me for 'staying in a hurry' as evidence, so she can't think she is innocent. up. "Thinking of this, he became courageous.

After the tenth day of September, the mountains and fields are bleak in autumn. Even if you are not a person who is deeply interested, you must be sincerely moved.The autumn leaves at the ends of the trees and the kudzu leaves on the mountain were unbearable to the wind blowing, and they scattered in a hurry.There are few people in the room.Blown away by the cold wind, the herd of deer wandered around the fence, or hid in the dark yellow rice fields, not afraid of the sound of the bird repellent, and their necks chirped for a long time, which made people worry.The sound of the waterfall keeps roaring, which makes the sorrowful people more sad.Only the chirping sound of autumn insects in the grass is faint.The gentian protrudes from the withered grass, which means that I am the only one who grows.These dewy flowers and plants are the usual scenery in autumn, but looking at this time and place, they feel particularly sad and embarrassing.As usual, Xiwu approached the side doors on both sides, stood there and looked around.He was wearing his usual frock coat, with his dark calendered shirt showing brightly.The faint setting sun shone on him without any scruples, making him feel dazzled, so he carelessly raised his fan to block the light.All the maids looked at it and felt that such graceful gestures should belong to women, and women can't even do it.He pretended to be a pleasant smile that could comfort the sad, and called the maid, the young major general, by name.The young major general was ordered to come and stand very close to the porch where he was standing.But he was afraid that there would be other maids in the curtain, and it would be inconvenient to talk to her in detail, so he said to her: "Come closer! Don't alienate me! I have taken the trouble to come here in this deep mountain. Sincerity cannot be ignored! Besides, the fog is so heavy." He pretended not to look at her, but looked towards the mountain, and said: "Come closer, come closer!" The little major general pulled the light black curtain from the curtain Pushing away slightly, he pushed the skirt aside and sat down.This little major general is the younger sister of Yamato Mori and the niece of the old lady. She is closely related by blood and was brought up by the old lady since she was a child. Therefore, the clothes she wears are very dark. .Xiwu said to her: "The death of the old lady made me feel so sad, needless to say; in addition, the princess didn't say a word, it was so ruthless, it reminded me of my heart and soul! When outsiders saw me, they all blamed me for being so sad. .Now I can't stand it anymore." Then he said a lot of words of resentment, and mentioned the letter the old lady sent him before she died, and wept deeply after speaking.The little major general cried even harder, and then replied with tears: "That night, the old lady was waiting for the general, but she didn't even come to the message. It was near the end of the day, and she was in a coma, so she felt desperate. The sky was getting darker, and the condition was getting worse. Heavy, the ghost took advantage of people's danger and killed people. When the guard passed away in the past, the old lady also passed out because of excessive grief. Seeing the princess was also sad, in order to comfort the princess, she reluctantly cheered up and was ashamed to recover. Healthy. But this time the princess was mourned by the old lady, and no one comforted her, so she lost her mind and passed out.” When she spoke, she felt the pain of the past, and she kept lamenting, so her words were choked up intermittently.Xiwu said: "That's true. The princess is indeed too sad, and her mood is very depressed. But the matter has been like this, let me be blunt: who will the princess rely on in the future? The Suzaku Courtyard is closed in the mountains, white clouds and wild cranes, left behind. The world is independent, and communication is not easy. Please be good at persuasion, so that the princess knows the predicament she is in. Everything in the world is determined by the previous life. Although the princess does not want to follow the customs, she has nothing to do with her wishes! If you want to be happy in life, you must first have nothing The sadness of parting is only possible!" He talked a lot, but the young major general didn't answer a word, he just sighed.At this time, the outdoor herd of deer whined.After hearing this, Xi Wu recited the ancient song "Pity me sleeping alone at night, the sound of crying is as long as this".Then he wrote a poem:

"Walk away from Renli, and come to Xiaoyezhuang far away. The sound is like the pain of a deer, and he does not hesitate to wet his clothes. " The little major general replied: "Tears stained mourning clothes, Qiushan people are good-natured. The crowing of the deer is bitter, and the sound of crying is sad. " This poem is not very good, but at this time, it is sung by her daughter in a low voice, and Xiwu thinks it is also very beautiful.He asked the little major general to spread a few words to the princess.The princess ordered the little major general to answer: "At this moment, I am in the world, as if I am in a dream of sorrow. And when I wake up from this dream, I should thank you for your many times of vain driving." Only these few words are really very cold. entertainment.Xiwu felt that the princess was too heartless, so she had to return to Beijing alone with a long sigh.

A few bamboo tubes are tied on the wooden board, and the strings are pulled to make the sound, so as to drive away birds and beasts. Dyed with the sweat of the oak tree, that is, black.Those who are close to the deceased and mourn deeply wear dark black mourning clothes. An ancient song: "Autumn comes and the deer sings bitterly, resounding through the evening mountain sun. Pity me sleeping alone at night, and the sound of crying is as long as this." See "Ancient and Modern Waka Collection". On the way back to Beijing, Xiwu was staring at the sky in the autumn night, just as the moon was shining brightly in the sky on the thirteenth night.When the vehicle drove past Xiaocang Mountain calmly, the road passed by a courtyard of the residence of Princess Fallen Leaves.But seeing that the palace is already very desolate, the earth wall in the southwest has collapsed, and you can see various palaces inside, the windows are closed, and there is no one in sight, only the moon is reflected brightly in the pond.Xiwu recalled the scene when Sibaimu Danayan held an orchestra meeting here in the past, and recited poems alone on the spot:

"Where is the handsome man? He died in a bubble! Poor autumn night moon, staying alone guarding the pond. " After returning to the Sanjo residence, he still looked at the moonlight, his soul rippling in the sky.Seeing this appearance, all the maids murmured behind their backs: "How ugly this looks! I have never had such a habit." Madam Yun Juyan was really worried.She thought: "His heart has completely flown there. For some reason, he took the ladies in Liutiao Courtyard who are used to wives and concubines to live in harmony as an example, and regarded me as an idiot who doesn't know how to feel. It's so unreasonable. If I have been one of many wives since the beginning, then outsiders will be used to it, and I can live in peace. However, from his parents and brothers down, everyone praised him as a typical honest man in the world, saying I am a carefree and happy lady. Who would have thought that such a shameful incident would suddenly happen after the peaceful days have passed." She was very unhappy.At this time, the night was almost dawn, and the two of them did not exchange a word, turned their backs to each other, and sighed each other until dawn.Xiwu waited until the morning fog cleared, and hurriedly wrote to Princess Luoye as usual.Yun Juyan felt very resentful, but he didn't win his trust like that day.Xiwu's letter was written in great detail, during which time she stopped writing and recited verses.Although the chanting was very low, it was heard by Yun Juyan:

"It is said that sorrow is like a dream, and it is unknown in the middle of autumn night. When will you wake up from your dream and see Qingqing? It's like 'the waterfall falls silent'! This is roughly what was written in the letter. After sealing it, he recited the sentence "How can I comfort you?" Then he summoned his servants and delivered the letter. Yun Juyan wanted to read the other party's reply, she always wanted to know the two What is the relationship between people. An ancient song: "The deep mountain is named Xiaoye, and the waterfall falls silently. How can I comfort myself if there is no news?" See the quotation in "He Hai Chao".

When the sun was high, Ono wrote back.The letter paper is thick purple, very plain, as usual written by the young major general.The letter told him: The princess still refused to retaliate.Later it wrote: "I'm very sorry: the princess scribbled on the letter. I stole it. Please see the attached document." Sure enough, a piece of paper torn from the letter was stuffed in the reply.Xi Wu reckoned that the princess had read his letter, and she was very relieved just because of this, it's so pitiful!He carefully pieced together the princess' scribbled words, and came across a poem like this:

"Sorrowful people live in Xiaoye, crying day and night. Tears know how much, the silent waterfall flows. " In addition, there are some ancient songs that worry people think of, written in a mess, and the handwriting is very good.Xiwu thought: "I usually hear other people sad because of such pornographic things, and I find it ridiculous and annoying. But when it happens to me, I feel really painful and embarrassing. Strange, why are you so sad?" He Want to change your mind, but powerless. Genji Rojoin also heard about this.He thought: "Xiwu is a mature and prudent person, she handles everything calmly, never gets ridiculed by others, and has always lived in peace. As a father, I also feel that my face is radiant. Looking back on my youth, I might have been a little procrastinated, so that I spread frivolous rumors. I am glad that he can help me. However, if this happened now, it is not good for anyone. If the other party is a distant person, it can be said, but it is also his close relative. I don’t know what the former Taizheng Minister said about it What do you think? Xiwu will not ignore this point, which shows that the fate of the previous life is inevitable. But in any case, I should not interrupt this matter." He felt that this matter was not good for both Princess Luoye and Yun Juyan, so After hearing the news, I was very sad.

Princess Fallen Leaf is Xigiri's cousin and uncle. He recalled the past and speculated on the future, and said to Mrs. Zi: Seeing the case of Princess Luoye losing her husband, I can't help worrying about what will happen behind me.Mrs. Zi blushed, and she felt unhappy when she thought to herself whether my husband would stay alive for a long time after my death.She thought: "It is difficult for a woman to hold her own body, and she suffers so much, there is nothing like it in the world! If you are completely indifferent to sorrow and joy, and just keep a low profile, then you can enjoy the glory and happiness of the world and comfort the impermanence of life." Besides, a woman is ignorant, like an idiot. Wouldn’t she let her parents down and make them sad and disappointed? Everything is hidden in her heart, like the so-called silent prince in ancient fables, that is, the one who was brought up by monks as suffering. A typical person, knowing what is good and what is evil in the world, but burying his opinions in his chest is too boring after all. Although his heart is free, he doesn’t know how to keep it just right.” Thinking so much is not for himself, but for the princess future.

The prince of the Bolunai Kingdom in Tianzhu, named Ti Nong, did not speak for thirteen years after his birth, so he was known as the silent prince. Specify the eldest daughter of Empress Shi, who will be raised by Mrs. Zi. Yugiri came to visit Liutiaoin, and Genji wanted to know what was on his mind, so he said to him: "Old lady, Qiqi has already passed. I recalled that when this person changed clothes to serve, it has been 30 years. Impermanence is fast, it is true It's so sad. What I crave in life is only the joy of the morning dew! I really want to shave off this hair and leave everything in the world behind. But up to now, I'm still living in peace and living by the rules. It's really not good." Xi Wu He replied: "That's true. Even a person who seems to have no attachment on the surface, he really has the pain of giving up." Then he said: "All the Buddhist affairs of the old lady during the forty-nine days are all handled by Yamato. It's really desolate to keep one person in charge. A person without a reliable protector is fine in life, but it's really sad after death." Genji said: "Zhuqueyuan must have sent envoys to comfort him. His second princess is so sad How about it? According to what I have seen and heard in recent years, the dresser is much better than the previous rumors. She is actually a flawless lady. The world is mourning her. The person who should be alive, but why He died short-lived. Zhuqueyuan must have been greatly shocked and sad. His love for the second princess is second only to the third princess who has become a monk here. I think the appearance of the second princess is also very beautiful." Xiwu said: "I don't know what the second princess looks like. The old lady's character and temperament are really flawless. Although I am not close to me, but in some small things, it is obvious that this person's temperament is superior." Regarding the second princess, he never talked about it and pretended not to know anything about it.Genji thought: "He has already devoted himself to this matter. It would be useless for me to persuade him. It would be too boring to solemnly propose to him knowing that he would not listen." He put it aside. The old lady's ritual affairs are all handled by Xi Wu.Naturally, all kinds of news cannot be concealed, and the former Minister of State Affairs also heard about it.He thought that Xiwu would not be so intentional, it was always because of the shallow thinking of women.On the day when the ceremony was held, all the brothers of Baimu came to pay homage because of their old feelings.The former Minister of the Taizheng also sent Longyi for the chanting of sutras.All the offerings are extremely rich, and the ceremonies are as dignified as those of the powerful family at that time. Princess Luoye once determined to live in this villa all her life and become a nun.But this news reached the ears of Zhuqueyuan, and Zhuqueyuan said: "This is absolutely impossible! It is certainly not a good thing for a woman to have two husbands. But if a young woman without a protector becomes a nun, it will cause unexpected notoriety. However, it will be detrimental to both present and future generations, and it will only be condemned by the world in vain. I have already been sent to the mountain, and the three princesses are also dressed in nun clothes. The world laughs at me for cutting off my children and grandchildren, but those who become monks in my generation do not feel sorry. But I want everyone to be like this, and it is meaningless to rush to become a monk first. It is not good to go to Buddhism for the sake of the world's troubles. It will not be good. You must truly understand, meditate and worry, and have a clear heart, and then you can go and stay as you please." He repeatedly said These words taught people to tell the princess.He had also heard about the flimsy reputation of the princess and Xiwu.Everyone in the world said that the princess was disgusted with the world and became a monk because of the disharmony.Zhuqueyuan was very worried when he heard this.He thinks that it is too rash for the princess to blatantly become attached to Xiwu, and it is really inappropriate.But if Nian mentioned it to her and made her shy, it would be very pitiful. "Why should I waste my words!" So I never talked about this matter. General Xiwu thought: "I've spoken to the point that my tongue is rotten and my lips are burnt. So far, there is still no hope. It seems that it is difficult to ask her to agree. I might as well tell outsiders that this marriage was promised by the old lady before her death. Out of helplessness, I have no choice but to teach the deceased to take the blame of thought and negligence for a while. If you don’t teach outsiders to know when to start a relationship, let’s just let it go. Now that I want to go back to my youth, shed tears for love, and entangle women, I don’t seem worthy.” It is planned to welcome the princess back to a courtyard and officially get married.So he chose an auspicious day for the zodiac, called Yamato Shou to come, and told him everything he should do.Let's sort out the important affairs of the palace first.Although the palace neighbors are also very gorgeous, but because the residents are all women, the courtyard is overgrown with weeds.Now it has been cleaned up and decorated.Xiwu is very thoughtful, and strives for perfection in everything.Regarding the curtains, screens, curtains, mattresses, etc., they also worried about each one, and asked Yamato to guard and prepare in the palace quickly. On the day of moving in, Yugiri went to a mansion in person, and sent vehicles and pioneers to Ono to greet her.The princess vowed never to return to Beijing.All the girls tried to persuade them.Yamato Shou also persuaded: "Princess's words make it difficult for people to obey orders. Seeing the princess's loneliness and misery, the humble people can't help sympathizing, so they do their best to serve the princess. Now there is something in Yamato, so I must go to take care of it. And all affairs here, No one can take over. If you ignore it, you will be really negligent. When you are in a dilemma, it is fortunate that General Yugiri cares and takes care of you so wholeheartedly. The princess thinks that this gentleman has bad intentions, so she is not willing to condescend, and she is justified. Even so , but since ancient times, there have been many examples of princesses who have been forced to marry. The world will not teach the princess to bear the blame alone. Hesitating, but appearing naive. Even if you want to stick to your will, as a woman, you have to take care of yourself alone , in order to live a stable life, how can I get it! After all, there must be a man who loves and takes care of him. Only with the help of this can he display his wisdom and talents. People on the left and right don't know how to persuade the princess with this righteousness, just do things that shouldn't be done There are some things." He said a lot of words, blaming the maid Zuo Jin and the young major general. When the maids heard Yamato Shou's reprimand, they all gathered together to persuade the princess to move.The princess was out of control at this time.The maids brought out gorgeous clothes to wear for her, but she was reluctant.Her hair was black and thin, and she still wanted to cut it off, but now she pulled it up and looked at it, it was six feet long, and although the ends were a little sparse due to worry, the maids didn't think it was inferior.The princess looked at it for herself, and felt that the attenuation was too much. How can this appearance be used to trouble others? This body is really unfortunate.After thinking for a while, he lay down again.The maids urged: "The time has passed! The night is getting deep!" Everyone made a noise.Suddenly there was a burst of rain with the cool wind, and the surrounding scene was very bleak.The princess recites poems: "I would like to ride the smoke with my dead mother, Swear not to be popular with unexpected people. " Although she was determined to become a monk, all the scissors and other items were hidden at this time, and the maids were very strict around her.The princess thought: "Why make such a fuss! I don't care about my body. Could it be that I would run away like a child and cut off my hair secretly? It's such a nuisance that outsiders will laugh when they hear it." Then she gave up her determination to become a monk. All the daughters were busy preparing to move, and each of them had already transported their combs, boxes, cabinets and other things packed in bags to Beijing.Princess Luoye couldn't stay in the villa alone, so she had to board the car crying.When I was leaving, I just looked around and recalled that when I came here, the old lady stroked her hair in pain, tidied her up, and then helped her out of the car.The saber and scripture box left by the old lady are never far from her side, and they are also taken with her at this time.Then he chanted a poem: "Things are man's consolation, Rubbing the jade box with tears in his eyes. " This scripture box has not been blackened for funerals, it is a mother-of-pearl box that the old lady usually uses, and it is used for reciting scriptures and offerings, and now the princess keeps it as a memorial.Going back with a jade box, it looks like Taro Urashima. Urashima Taro is a figure in ancient legends.This person is a fisherman, and he went to the Dragon Palace with the tortoise, where he lived for three years and enjoyed all the splendor.Parting, a beautiful woman gave him a jade box, and the city could not be opened.After returning home, the person broke the precepts and opened the box, and together with the white smoke from the box, he turned into an old man. When I arrived at a palace, I felt that there was no tragic scene in the palace, and there were many people entering and leaving, it was actually another world.The car stopped in front of the door.When the princess was about to get out of the car, she seemed to feel that she was not returning to her former residence, but in a strange place. She was afraid and refused to get out of the car for a while.All the maids felt that the princess was too childish, so they tried to persuade her, which was very troublesome.General Xiwu temporarily lived in the south chamber of the east hall, pretending to be used to it. The people in the Santiao Courtyard were all surprised when they heard the news, and they wondered at each other: "Why did you do such an unexpected thing all of a sudden! When did the relationship happen?" It turns out that people who don't like gentleness and flirtatiousness are easy to get married. Suddenly do unexpected things.But the people in the Santiao Courtyard all thought that Xiwu had already had a relationship with Princess Luoye for many years, but she just kept it secret.The princess is so steadfast, but no one can guess.No matter what they think, the princess is wronged. Let's talk about the pomp and equipment of Yiyi Courtyard, since the princess is still in mourning, it is naturally different from the general ones.Such a start would be ominous.But when everyone had eaten vegetarian food and the voices were silent, Xi Wu walked over.He repeatedly urged the little major general to guide her to meet the princess.The little major general said: "If the general really has a long-term ambition, please come back in a day or two. The princess returned to the old mansion, but added new worries, and was lying down like a dead person. We comforted the princess, but the princess returned to the old mansion. Pain. As the saying goes: 'Everything is for ourselves', how dare we offend the princess! So it is really inconvenient to report at this moment." Xi Wu said: "It's so strange! This is really unexpected! The princess's heart is like a child's I don't know why." Then he carefully explained to the young major general, saying that he was careful about his method for the princess and himself, and would never be criticized by the world.The little major general replied: "No way! We are worried: don't send this person away again this time? Everyone is flustered and at a loss. My good general! Please, don't force your words and do such inhuman things It's a problem!" He clapped his hands together and saluted him.Xiwu said: "I have never received such a cold reception. The princess despises me so much and regards me as more disgusting than anyone else. It makes me so sad! I want people to judge who is right and who is right." He had nothing to say, and his old shame turned into anger.Finally, the young major general also felt embarrassed, and replied with a smile: "The general said that he has never received such cold treatment, but it is because the general has not yet fully understood the relationship between men and women. Let people judge who is right and who is wrong." Although the major general is stubborn, he can no longer refuse now, so he has no choice but to follow him in.Yugiri guessed where the princess lived and entered the room.The princess was very annoyed, and hated this man's rudeness, so she ignored others who laughed at her childishness, and immediately put a mattress in the storage room, hid in it, locked the door from the inside, and slept there.But how long can you hide here?Those maids have gone crazy and are protecting each other.She couldn't bear to think about it.Xi Wu deeply blamed the princess for being ruthless, he thought: "You resist so much, I will never give up." Full of confidence, he slept outdoors alone, thinking about it until dawn, feeling like a mountain bird sleeping across the stream.It was finally dawn.Xiwu thought that as long as she persisted like this, it would definitely turn into hatred, so it's better to go out for now.So I pleaded earnestly outside the storage room: "Even if there is a crack in the road!" But there was no response from inside.Evening mist recites poems: "Winter nights are full of sorrow and hatred, Every time the deep valley locks the rock door. So cruel and ruthless, there is nothing to say. "He went out crying and crying. Mountain birds, male and female, sleep across the stream. Xiwu went back to Liujoyuan to take a rest.Stepmother Hua Sanli asked calmly: "I heard from the family of the former Taizheng Minister that you welcomed the second princess into a courtyard. What's going on?" Although the two were separated by a curtain, another curtain was added. But Xiwu could see Huasanli's posture from the side.He replied: "People always make a fuss. The fact is this: the late old lady was tough at first, and thought it was unreasonable, and refused my request. But when she died, she was weak physically and mentally. I think it is because the sad princess has no protection. , asked me to take good care of her after her death. I had this intention, so I did so. The world always likes to comment on the short and the long, and the ordinary things, and talk about the hype, what a lot of talk!" Speaking of this, I laughed.Then he said: "But the princess herself hates secular life and is determined to become a nun. What can I do? Rumors spread everywhere, which is really annoying. Simply let her become a monk to avoid suspicion. But I I can't bear to violate the old lady's last words, so I just take care of her life. If my father comes here, please tell me what I mean. I am afraid that my father will be blamed. I thought that nothing happened until today, and suddenly this kind of trouble will happen again. But in fact, when it comes to love, other people's advice and one's own will seem to be helpless." The voice of the next few words is very low.Hua Sanli said: "I also suspect that the rumors outside are false, but there must be some truth. This is a common thing in the world. It's just that the wife of your Santiaoyuan must be unhappy, but it's pitiful. She is peaceful. Nothing happened until now." Xiwu said: "Do you think she is a lovely young lady? In fact, she is as fierce as a ghost!" Then he said: "But I will never alienate her. Forgive me for my presumptuous words, You can infer from yourself: As a woman, if you are calm, the result will be cheap. If you are jealous and utter bad words, then for a while, your husband will let her be a little bit in order to calm things down, but after all, you cannot always rely on her. Once something happens to her, she will definitely hate each other and become enemies. In short, like Mrs. Zi in the South Palace, she has a really kind heart and is very gentle in all aspects. Also, an old man like you is even more amiable, which is a must in everyone's eyes It's an obvious thing." He praised the stepmother very much.Hua Sanli said with a smile: "You took me as an example, but it made my shortcomings more obvious. What's strange is that your father has committed a lustful problem. He seems to think that others don't know, but you are a little bit romantic. Words and deeds, he regards them as a big matter, admonishing them face to face, and worrying about them behind the scenes. It’s really the so-called ‘responsibility for others makes you wise, and forgive yourself makes you faint’.” Xi Wu replied: “That’s true. My father often admonishes me for this matter. .In fact, even if he doesn't teach me, I will be cautious." He thought his father was ridiculous. Yugiri went to see his father.Genji already knew about him and Princess Luoye, but he thought, "Why should I pretend to know?" He just looked at Yugiri silently.But seeing that he was handsome, with delicate features, he was in his prime of energy.He thought: "Even if such a beautiful man engages in some romantic activities, others will not criticize him, even ghosts and gods should forgive his sins. That gorgeous and delicate appearance is full of youthful vigor, but there is no childishness that is ignorant of the world." Perfect and mature, with no faults to blame, it is only natural to look for flowers and willows at this time. How can a woman not admire him? Looking at himself in the mirror, is he not proud?" He looked at his son and thought in his heart . After noon, Xiwu returned to the main residence of Sanjoin.As soon as you walk in the door, a group of lovely children greet you, entangled in the show.Yun Juyan was lying in the tent on the sleeping platform.Xi Wu walked in, but she didn't even look at him.Xiwu knew that she was holding a grudge, and thought it was no wonder, so she pretended not to blame her, and pulled the clothes covering her body away.Yun Juyan said: "What do you think this is? I'm already dead! You often say that I'm like a ghost, so I might as well be a ghost!" Xiwu replied: "Your heart is more terrifying than ghosts, but your heart is more terrifying than ghosts. You look very cute, so I can't bear you." He said this incomprehensibly, and Yun Juyan got angry, and said: "A person like you, who is handsome and personable, is not worthy of my long-term company. Let me go to whatever Go somewhere. You simply don’t want to think of me. I really regret having spent so many boring years with you.” He sat up with an unusually charming posture, and his blush-filled face was very cute.Xiwu joked with her: "Probably because you are often angry like a child, so I am used to seeing this ghost, and now I don't think this ghost is scary. It would be better to add some more fierce looks." Yun Juyan said; "What did you say? People like you, please die obediently! I am going to die too. I am annoyed when I see your face, and unhappy when I hear your voice. I will die first and leave you in the world. Don't worry." When she said that, her posture became more and more charming.Xiwu smiled slightly and replied: "If I am alive, even if I go far away, you will not see me, but you will still hear about me from the side, so you want me to die. But what you said is just teaching me The deep bond between us. When one dies, the other will immediately go to the dead—this is our vow." He said solemnly, and comforted her with all kinds of good words.Yunjuyan was originally a naive, gentle and honest person, after Xiwu prevaricated, his mood naturally calmed down.Xiwu felt that she was very pitiful, but on the other hand she was absent-minded. He thought: "Princess Luoye may not be a conceited and stubborn person, but if she refuses to remarry and decides to become a nun, then I will be very disappointed, too. I've lost face." Thinking of this, he felt that he couldn't let go now, and he was extremely anxious.Seeing that the day was getting late, and there would be no reply today, he was worried and just thought about it.Yun Juyan didn't eat anything yesterday and today, but now he ate a little. Yugiri said to her: "Since a long time ago, my love for you has been different. Your father treated me coldly, which made me notorious as a fool in the world. But I tried my best to endure this embarrassing pain, Everyone quarreled for marriage, but turned a blind eye. Everyone laughed at me, saying that even a woman would not be so stubborn. Looking back now, I don’t know how I could bear it at that time. I also believe that I was a stable woman since I was young. Although you hate me so much now, you already have a large group of children who cannot be abandoned, and you cannot abandon me arbitrarily. Please take a long view and wait and see the future! I am afraid that life is impermanent." He started to cry.Yun Juyan recalled the events of the past, and felt very emotional, and felt that he and he were really rare couples in the world, after all, the karma in the previous life was very deep.Xiwu took off the soft and familiar home clothes and put on a particularly gorgeous new one. After smelling the fragrance of the clothes, she carefully dressed and put on makeup, and was ready to go out.Yun Juyan watched him off in the shadow of the lights, and couldn't help but shed tears.Then she pulled the sleeve of the unlined garment that Yugiri had taken off to wipe away her tears, and murmured to herself: "Break off love and become an abandoned wife, How about wearing black clothes! I really can't live in this secular world! "Xiwu stood still and replied: "What a boring idea! I despise my old husband and shave off, In vain to teach the world to laugh at your idiot. " This poem was written in a hurry, so it is very ordinary. Let's say that Princess Fallen Leaves has been caged in the storage room.The maids persuaded: "The princess will not be able to live here for the rest of her life. When outsiders hear it, they will laugh at the princess for being too childish and acting inappropriately. It's better to come outside, live together, and explain the princess's ideas to the general." And make all kinds of persuasion.The princess felt that these words were also reasonable.However, thinking of the notoriety spreading to the outside world in the future, as well as all the pain in my heart in the past, all came from this hateful and bad person, so I refused to meet him that night.Xiwu said: "That's not how you make jokes, it's really rare!" He complained loudly.All the maids were also wronged on his behalf, and said to him: "The princess said: 'When I recover physically and mentally, if he still doesn't forget, I will always pay my respects to him. In this mourning dress, let me Undisturbed and dedicated to saving the dead mother.' Her heart is very firm. The general visits frequently, fearing that no one outside will know, and the princess is also very worried." Xi Wu replied: "My intention is different from others, and I will never do anything. Unbelievable behavior of indecent behavior, I can't think of being treated so coldly!" He sighed, and then said: "As long as the princess is willing to meet me in the daily living room, it doesn't matter through the screen. I just hope to tell my heart. It will never violate the princess's will." You can tell me to wait for as many years as you want." He asked repeatedly, nagging endlessly.The princess ordered the maid to reply: "I am already in a state of poverty, and you still want to demand unreasonably. It is too cruel. Rumors spread in the world, and I am extremely unfortunate. Let alone that. You are so hardworking, why don't you make people hate you?" !" She hated Xiwu more and more, and just wanted to avoid it.Xiwu thought: "As long as it goes on like this, it's really unpleasant to be heard by outsiders. It's embarrassing to let these maids see it." Then he urged the little major general who had heard the rumors: "The actual relationship must follow what the princess said. But in For now, let’s be a superficial couple for the time being. It’s really strange in the world to be so nameless. Besides, if I cut off the visit because the princess insists on refusing, then outsiders will say that the princess has been abandoned, which will damage her reputation even more. It's a pity that children generally don't understand the truth!" The young major general thinks that Xi Wu's words are justified.She looked at Xiwu's appearance, but seeing that he was really in pain at this time, she felt extremely sorry.Then he opened the north door of the storage room where the maid came in and out, and let him in. Surprised, the princess was very sad and hated her maid.She thought: "People in the world are so unpredictable, and I will suffer a lot in the future!" She thought that she had no one to trust, and she was sad repeatedly.Xigiri said all kinds of reasons, and hoped that the princess would understand.There are many words, some are interesting and some are rich in meaning.But the princess only felt hateful and hateful.Xi Wu said: "You regard me as an insignificant person, which makes me feel ashamed. I have this ridiculous idea because of lack of consideration, and now I regret it, but it is irreparable. But how can the princess remain innocent? What about my name? I have no choice but to be humble. In life, when things are not satisfactory, there are often those who plunge into the abyss. Please, princess, treat my heart as an abyss and plunge into it!" The princess wrapped a single piece of clothing tightly Body, there is nothing to do but cry.The look of fear and worry is really pitiful.Xiwu thought: "There is nothing I can do! How could you hate me so much? No matter how steadfast a woman is, she will relax after reaching this point. Who knows that this princess has a heart like wood and stone, and she is determined not to give in. No A person who is karmic in a past life is just disgusting to meet, and this person is probably the same to me." Thinking of this, I feel that this matter is too unreasonable, and I feel very annoyed in my heart.He remembered that Yun Juyan must be in an unhappy mood at the moment, and recalled how childhood sweethearts, how they loved each other, and how they fell in love with each other and trusted each other over the years, and felt that asking for trouble this time is really extremely boring.So I didn't force myself to comfort the princess, just sighed sadly until dawn.他觉得每次空自来去，太不成样，今天就留在这里，安闲地度送一天。公主见他如此顽强，非常讨厌，越发疏远他了。夕雾则一方面笑她愚痴，一方面恨她无情。 这储藏室内设备甚不周全，只有藏香的柜子和橱子等物而已。把这些东西堆放到两边角落里，加以布置，使宜于居住，公主就住在这里面。室内阴暗，但早晨日出之时，亦有阳光射入。公主偶然解下裹在头上的衣服，用手整理散乱的头发，夕雾便得隐约窥见姿色。他觉得这是一个上品的女子，容颜十分娇艳。夕雾的姿态，放任不拘的时候反比一本正经的时候优美得多。落叶公主看了，想道：“我的故夫相貌并不优异，然而非常自傲，有时嫌我容颜欠美呢。何况我现在衰减得如此厉害，教这美男子看了，恐怕一刻也不能忍受吧。”她觉得非常可耻。左思右想，自我劝慰一番。但总觉得不胜痛苦：各方面的人闻知了定然怪我，使我罪无可逭。况且身在丧服之中，更加令人痛心，实在难于自慰。 公主终于走出储藏室，二人在日常的起居室中盥洗并进早粥。丧家装饰，此时似嫌不祥，故用屏风将做佛事的东室遮蔽。东室与正屋之间，张着淡橙色帷屏，此乃吉凶两用之色，并不十分触目。又设着一个两架的沉香木橱子，隐约表示欢庆之相。这都是大和守的计划。众侍女都把青蓝色丧服脱去，换上不甚鲜艳的棣棠色、暗红色、深紫色的衣服。绿面枯叶色里子的围裙也换了淡紫色的。她们都在奔走伺候。这宫邸内只有女人，诸事未免办理不周。全赖大和守一人在那里操心，略雇几个人夫来打扫整理。现在意外地来了这个身分高贵的娇客，本来已经辞退的家臣闻知了，纷纷前来复职，都到事务所去当差。 夕雾无可奈何，只得装作住惯的样子，安居在这宫邸内当主人。三条院的云居雁闻讯，心念这回情缘决绝了。但犹信赖夕雾，希望不致如此。既而又想：“谚云：'老实的人一变心，完全变作另一人。'这句话是真的。”顿觉看破世情，不肯再受丈夫的气。便以趋避凶神为借口，回娘家去了。其时适值弘徽殿女御归宁，姐妹相会，亦可稍稍解忧，就不象往日那样急急思归。 夕雾闻此消息，想道：“果然不出所料，此人本性非常急躁。她父亲也没有宽宏大量的气度，是个心直口快的人，说不定会骂道：'岂有此理！从此不再见他！从此不要说起他！'而闹出奇奇怪怪的事情来。”他心里害怕，立刻回三条院去。但见几个男孩还留着，女孩和婴儿都被母亲带走了。男孩们看见父亲回来，都很高兴，大家来亲近；有的想念母亲，向父亲诉苦哭泣。夕雾心中非常难过。他写了好几封信给云居雁，又派人去迎接，然而连回信也没有。他大为不快，怪怨她何以如此轻率而又任性。他深恐前太政大臣见怪，就在傍晚时分亲自去接。听说云居雁正在弘徽殿女御所居的正殿内。夕雾便走进一向熟悉的房间里，但见只有几个侍女在内，婴儿跟着乳母也在这里。夕雾叫侍女向云居雁传言：“你现在还同年青时候一样爱同姐妹们交际么？怎么可以把一群孩子东抛西舍，而自己到正殿里去闲玩呢？多年来我早就知道你的性情和我不合，然而恐是因缘注定之故，我自昔就时刻不忘地恋慕你。现在已经有了这一群孩子，个个都很可爱，我俩已经互相信赖，不会再抛舍了。为了一点些些小事，难道你就如此决绝么？”他严厉斥责，愤恨不已。云居雁叫侍女代答：“ 你已厌弃了我，认为毫不足取的了。现在我已不能改变性情，讨你喜欢。你又何必多言呢？但愿你不抛弃这些无知无识的孩子，照顾照顾他们，我就心满意足了。”夕雾说道：“好干脆的回答啊！归根到底，是谁丢脸呢？”便不强要她回去。这一晚他就在那里独宿。自念此时弄得莫名其妙，两头落空，不胜懊丧，便叫几个孩子睡在身边，聊以自慰。推想落叶公主此时亦必十分恨他，心情不安，难于堪忍。他想：“世间怎么竟会有人把恋爱当作风流韵事呢？”便觉此事深可惩诫。天明之后，他又叫人向云居雁传言：“只管象小孩一样胡闹，教人听见了可笑。你既说过情缘已绝，我也就作如是想吧。只是留在那边的几个孩子，正在可怜地想念你。你不选取那几个孩子，想必是有用意的。但我舍不得他们，总要设法安排。”他用这话威吓她。云居雁心念夕雾是个决决断断的人，说不定会把这几个孩子带到陌陌生生的一条院去，便担心起来。夕雾又说：“把几个女孩还给我吧。我为了要看她们而特地来此，甚是不便。况且我又不能常来。那边的孩子也都很可爱，总得让他们同住在一处，以便照顾。”几个女孩年纪都还很小，十分可爱。夕雾看了觉得非常可怜，对她们说：“你们不可听母亲的话！如此倔强不通道理，是最可恶的！” 前太政大臣闻知此事，想起女儿云居雁做了世人的笑柄，不胜悲叹。便对她说：“你何不暂时观望一下再说呢？他自然是有计划的。女子行事太性急，反而见得轻率。但也罢了，你已经说出，岂可无端自己打消而立刻回去呢？不久自会看出他的态度和意向。”便派他的儿子藏人少将送一封信去给落叶公主。信中有言如下： “因缘由宿命，无日不关心。 忆昔诚堪痛，思今实可憎。 疑即藤侍从。 忆昔，指柏木之死；思今，指夕雾之事。 你大约还不至于忘却我们吧。”藏人少将持信来到一条院，率然直入。侍女们在南檐下设一蒲团，请他坐地，却觉得难于应对。落叶公主更加狼狈。这藏人少将在柏木的诸弟之中相貌最为漂亮，姿态最为优美。他从容地环视四周，似在回思柏木在世时的光景。然后对侍女们说：“这里是我常来的地方，一点也不觉得生疏。但恐你们不当我是亲近的人吧。”他略微表示不满之意。公主看了信，觉得难于作复，她说：“我实在不能写。”众侍女围集拢来，齐声功道：“公主不复，太政大臣将谓公主太不懂事。这信是不可以由我们代复的。”公主早已在那里淌眼泪了，她想：“ 如果母亲在世，我无论做了何等疏误之事，也会庇护我的。”她的眼泪比笔端的墨水先涌出来，许久不能下笔。后来好容易写道： “我身无足数，岂敢蒙关心。 忆昔何须痛，思今不必憎。 " 只此数语，想到便写，似乎尚未结束，就此把信包好，送了出去。藏人少将和传女们谈话，其中有言：“我是常来之客，教我坐在帘外檐下，似觉孤独无依。今后我们又将结下新的缘份，我更要常常来访了。我想过去多年间我常来效劳，为此微功，请允许我自由出人，做个入幕之宾吧。”他表示了这意思之后，就告辞回去。 暗示她对夕雾并无关系。 落叶公主自从得了前太政大臣来信之后，对夕雾更加疏远。夕雾则日夜焦灼惶惑，同时云居雁忧愁苦恨，与日俱深。夕雾的侧室藤典侍闻知此种消息，想道：“夫人曾说我是始终不可容赦的厌物，不料现在来了一个难于抗御的劲敌！”看她可怜，常常去信慰问。There is a poem in the letter: “我身无此分，设想亦生悲。 双泪为君落，时时湿透衣。 " 云居雁觉得此诗略有讥讽之意。但忧患之时寂寞无聊，看了她的信便想：“连她也抱不平了。”复诗云： “他人遭苦厄，常使我心寒。 身有不平事，反怜自慰难。 " 只此一绝而已。藤典侍觉得此乃真情，很可怜她。 夕雾昔年向云居雁求婚不成，两人隔绝的时候，曾经私下和这典侍通情，但亦只此一人。后来求婚成功了，他就逐渐疏远她，难得和她相聚。然而藤典侍也生了许多孩子。云居雁所生的男孩有大公子、三公子、四公子、六公子，女孩有大女公子、二女公子、四女公子、五女公子。藤典侍所生女孩有三女公子、六女公子，男孩有二公子、五公子。共计十二人。其中不象样的一个也没有，都长得非常可爱。尤其是藤典侍所生的，相貌清秀，性情贤惠，个个都很出色。其中三女公子和二公子由祖母花散里悉心抚育，源氏也常常见面，非常疼爱他们。至于夕雾、落叶公主、云居雁之间的纠纷如何解决，实在说不得了。