Chapter 5 5. Wind flower

From January to February, Dongzi has been busy making hats. There's a hat show coming up in mid-March, and she has to make the exhibits. Even for hats for retail, Dongzi has always been very careful in making them, but she still puts extra care when making exhibits. Although she is mainly designing, she is worried about handing over the ribbons and brims to others. When making it, she forgot Guizhi and Mrs. Zhongshan.She forgets about everything when she is fully present at work.In part, it could also be said that she was so absorbed in order to forget everything else. She wasn't like this before.

No matter how much she devotes herself to work, she will think of Guizhi from time to time, guessing that he is at home or in the company now. Recently, she no longer cares about these things, and even if she thinks of them occasionally, she quickly forgets them. Perhaps, since she lost her womb, subconsciously, she began to ask herself to survive on her own. After that, Mrs. Zhongshan called twice, but Dongzi didn't go. The first time was because she had a cold, and the other time was because she suddenly took an order and needed to get out as soon as possible. "It's not too busy, but you must come over."

Madam took care of her like this, but Dongzi didn't take the initiative to call. She didn't hate Mrs. Zhongshan, nor was she afraid of the two women getting hot. On the contrary, she sometimes dreamed that his wife was caressing herself. However, Dongzi decided to maintain the status quo for the time being. She didn't have the exaggerated idea of ​​pretending to be innocent, but she just didn't want to get close to her wife before the end of the hat exhibition. This is the rule Dongzi gave herself.She has a sense of fear, fearing that without any restraint, she will fall endlessly.

At the beginning of February, the hats to be exhibited were basically completed. There are two exhibits this year, one is a sun hat with a deep crown and short brim, which was popular in the 1920s, with a bird pattern on the crown, and the other is a slightly masculine hunting cap in rouge. Regardless of whether it can be sold at that time, anyway, she strives to highlight the unique flexibility of women in bright tones. When Guizhi called, it happened that the second work was about to be completed. "How have you been all this time?" Guizhi is still the same opening sentence.

"Nothing special either." Dongzi tried her best to keep her tone calm, but her heart fluctuated a little. Since spending that unsatisfactory night at the end of last year, Guizhi hasn't called for two full months. "The last time I told you about the trip, I might find time next week." The meeting with Guizhi to travel together should have happened in October last year. I remember wondering if he proposed to go to the warm Kyushu together to comfort Dongzi who had just been discharged from the hospital. From then until the end of the year, Guizhi didn't contact her whether it was because of his busy schedule.In the past three months or so, he probably forgot all about it.

"At the beginning of next week, I have to go to Fukuoka, take this opportunity, let's go to Miyazaki, how about?" I have traveled with Guizhi several times, and each time I took advantage of his work, but never for a pure vacation. At first, Dongzi was very dissatisfied, but soon got used to it, and more or less admired him for being so clever. "It's still cold in Kitakyushu, but it's almost the rainy season in Miyazaki, so it should be warmer." "Go directly to Miyazaki on Sunday, and return to Fukuoka on Monday. I will stay in Fukuoka for three or two days. If you have something to do, you can come back first."

The shop's rest day is Sunday, and if she rushes back from Fukuoka on Tuesday morning, it means she has to rest for a day and a half. "It's not a big deal to rest for half a day, right?" What Dongzi was thinking in his heart was not that he couldn't let go of the work in the store. After a day or two, Maki and Tomomi would be able to handle it. What Dongzi was worried about was actually the matter at night. When the time comes when Guizhi wants to be himself, will he feel nothing at all?She was afraid that the two parties would not satisfy each other, which would make the whole trip boring.

"What's the matter? Are you inconvenient?" "no……" "Don't be bored by yourself, it's good to travel once in a while." Toko imagined the sun-drenched shores of the South.Going out for a trip may change your mood, cure your cold syndrome, and regain the lost happiness. "Well, are you okay?" "OK……" "Then I'll arrange the ticket right now. Remember there's a direct flight before noon, so that's it." Guizhi is still the same, he has an idea and immediately puts it into action. "I'll have someone deliver the plane ticket, or give it to you at the airport?"

"The airport." Dongzi immediately thought that Funatsu would send her over, so she quickly rejected Takashi. "Well, I'll call you when the time is confirmed. You should make preparations in advance." "it is good." Dongzi agreed and put down the phone. Originally, she planned to question Guizhi about his family going to Hawaii on New Year's Day when he called. Originally, she wanted to satirize him, but when she remembered this, she had already agreed to go on a trip together. "I'm really..." She hated herself for agreeing to him.

The flight on Sunday departs from Haneda Airport at 11:30 in the morning. Dongzi arrived at the airport at 11:50.She came out of the central hall and walked to the counter of the second departure hall for Miyazaki, but there was no sign of Takashi. Guizhi is very punctual, but never early. Dongzi stood in a corner of the hall and waited for a while, when Takashi appeared.He was wearing a gray coat and was carrying a bag in his hand. "Hey, it's beautiful." "what do you mean?" "I mean you're charming." As he spoke, Kishi patted Fuyuko on the shoulder lightly.

"You keep a hat shop, why don't you wear a hat?" "Not good-looking?" "no……" Until yesterday, Dongzi was still hesitating about what to wear, but in the end, she decided to wear a suede sweater, a thick georgette skirt, and a navy blue straight coat. She had thought about wearing a hat, but felt that it would ruin her smooth hair, so she decided against it. "I'm going to check in. You just have that bag." Toko carried a slightly larger Louis Vuitton tote. "I'm going to take it on the plane." Kishi nodded and walked towards the counter. On Sunday, the counter to Miyazaki was packed, and there were even tour groups with golf equipment. "Basically it can take off on time." Kishi came back with the boarding pass in his hand. "One o'clock to Miyazaki." The two walked to the bus waiting room together, boarded the bus and entered the apron. The plane was almost full.Dongzi sat by the window, and Guizhi sat next to him. Recently, the weather in Tokyo has been sunny and dry, but it is often windy. "What did you tell the family?" After takeoff, Dongzi asked. "It doesn't matter what..." Guizhi hesitated and lit a cigarette. "In Miyazaki, I booked a hotel with a beautiful view of Qingdao. It's a bit far from the city, but I believe it will definitely feel better." "How strange." "What's wrong?" "Is not it?……" Two people who once broke up travel together again.People who didn't know the inside story saw it, and they must have thought that the two of them were a couple. The two are indeed lovers, but they don't have the freshness of young people. It is an inexplicable relationship with a long way to go. Even so, the two are still attracted to each other. Under the wings is the vast blue sea. From a bird's-eye view, the sea looks like a green carpet. I heard that it is snowing on the Sea of ​​Japan side today, but it is sunny and sunny on the side of the Pacific Ocean, which is really unbelievable.Dongzi watched for a while, and began to feel a little sleepy. When traveling alone, I never feel sleepy, but as long as I am with Guizhi, I feel very at ease. How can there be such a sense of solidity? ... Is it the sense of security brought about by a long-term gluey relationship? Fuyuko leaned her head against the window of the plane, and Takashi also leaned over. "See anything?" "The sea, and two boats." "Have you been in good health?" "I met Mrs. Zhongshan a few days ago." As soon as she heard about Mrs. Zhongshan, Dongzi turned her face away from the window and stared at Guizhi. "She came to my company." "I need you for something?" "She said she stopped by to have a look. She said that you visited her house on New Year's Day." "yes……" "She said she had a good time drinking wine with you." Dongzi remembered the scene after drinking that night, and couldn't help feeling a little nervous. "The professor's wife seems bored, as if she has no way to pass the time." "Did she say anything?" "I've been talking about how the professor was unfaithful to her for a long time." "Is there really such a thing?" "Maybe there is such a thing, but it may not be as exaggerated as she said." "She was a little hysterical, and she was a little persecuted and delusional." Dongzi remembered the scene where his wife was suddenly naked. "It's better to keep a little distance from someone like her." "Neither have I..." "She likes you to go. Anyway, she just wants to do everything possible to have fun." "Since her husband has a lover outside, it is understandable for her to become hysterical." For some reason, Dongzi tried to defend his wife. "My husband has a woman outside, so there's no need to come here and tell others." "Madam probably likes you, that's why." "Don't be kidding..." "Don't you notice?" "Even if she has this idea on her side, I don't want to mess with such a chattering and talkative woman." "Did she say anything else?" "Just said these things in a long-winded manner, and then left." "She must be so lonely." Dongzi's eyes flashed in front of his wife's eyes at that time.At that time, the wife walked up to Dongzi while saying "there is no uterus". The plane arrived at Miyazaki Airport a little bit late.From the moment the plane touched the runway, Dongzi felt the sunshine of the southern country. The two of them walked through the hall, took a taxi at the exit, and went straight to the hotel in Qingdao. "This season, not many people come to travel, right?" Guizhi asked the driver. "This year is relatively small, and the recession is not good. Besides, it is convenient to go to Guam and Hawaii." Miyazaki's selling point is the southern style, and the evergreen island in the Pacific Ocean is undoubtedly a strong competitor. "It's only been flying for two hours, and it's so warm all of a sudden. It's a good place." Looking out from the car window, I can see the coconut trees on both sides of the road, and the blooming camellias and camellias are competing for beauty. It took about twenty minutes to arrive at the tourist hotel.Their room was on the fifth floor, and they had a panoramic view of Qingdao from the window. "Should I take a rest, or go out now?" "I do not mind." "Then let's go downstairs to eat something simple, and then go for a walk." Dongzi didn't wear a coat, only wrapped the mink cloak around her neck, and walked out of the room. "There are still more newlyweds." In the sunshine hall on the first floor, Guizhi sipped his coffee, shy and authentic. They asked the hotel to prepare a taxi and went to the cactus garden from Jueqieling first. "This area is the warmest place in Miyazaki." The driver explained to them. Although it was winter, it was as warm as spring.At the entrance of the cactus garden, aloe blooms with beautiful yellow flowers. After visiting the cactus garden, they went to the children's world.On the well-proportioned coastline, Manjushri can be seen everywhere swaying in the wind. On the way, the two sat down on the beach. "It would be great if I could live here for a long time, leisurely." Looking at the coastline, Dongzi couldn't help feeling emotional. "Staying for two or three days is about the same. If you stay for more than a week, you will get tired of it." "can you?" "Because I am usually very busy, I feel very relaxed when I come here once in a while." Indeed, such a quiet place may not be suitable for Guizhi. "It's been a long time since I traveled with you, right?" "The last time was three years ago, when we went to Tsuwano together in spring." "Yep……" After that trip, they broke up. "so funny." Kishi smiled slightly. It is indeed funny that the two people who have broken up are traveling together again, but Dongzi has another purpose for this trip. It was already six o'clock when I returned to the hotel from the beach and took a shower. The sun slipped into the valley behind, and Qingdao was glowing red under the sunset. The hotel will send dinner to the Japanese-style living room. In addition to sashimi and tempura, there are also local unique sea urchins with grilled anchovies, casserole tea powder soba noodles, etc. "Come, have a drink." Guizhi pours wine for Dongzi. "I could be drunk right away." "Anyway, all that's left is to sleep, what are you afraid of?" Dongzi nodded, thinking about how to spend the night. Can each other be satisfied tonight?Just get drunk and forget all your worries, maybe everything will go smoothly. Dongzi has made up his mind. Dongzi didn't eat, and he was already full from the dishes.After drinking a small pot of wine, his face was hot. "Go down to the bar and have another drink, okay?" After dinner, Guizhi suggested this, and Dongzi followed him after finishing her makeup. The windows of the bar on the first floor are facing the sea.It is said that in the past, at night, colorful lights were put on everywhere, illuminating Qingdao brightly. Now, Qingdao is swallowed up by the endless dark sea without a trace. The bartender came over, and Dongzi ordered a country soda. "Not too thick." The country soda contained alcohol, so Dongzi specifically ordered the waiter to do so. After lingering in the bar for about an hour, the two returned to the room. Dongzi leaned against the window and looked at a dark sea.Guizhi walked over. "Tired?" "A little……" "It must be tiring to fly or take a car all day." Saying that, Kishi put his hand on Fuyuko's shoulder. "It's so quiet." There is a star in the distance. "Go and change into your bathrobe." Dongzi returned to the bedroom obediently, and opened her luggage bag. Toko changed into her pajamas and was folding her own clothes when Kishi walked in. "It's been a long time since we were together." Guizhi hugged her impatiently. "do not……" "Don't push it off." Guizhi carried Dongzi to the bed. "Today I will take good care of you." Dongzi didn't make a sound and closed his eyes. Forget everything, let your mind go blank, commit yourself to Guizhi, obey everything, let him do whatever he wants. "I'm a good woman..." Dongzi said to herself in her heart, while burying her head in Takashi's arms. I don't know if it's because he's in another place, but Kishi's caresses are more passionate than ever, and he is guiding Dongzi gently and considerately. However, this time Dongzi still failed to burn. During this period, she also had a sweet feeling for a moment, but that feeling did not develop and grow, leaving only an inexplicable sense of loss in the end. Dongzi felt sorry for Guizhi's efforts in every possible way, and her brain quickly became extremely sober. Kishi finally finished, slipping off Dongzi's body.Dongzi suddenly felt sad. "What did you do?" "pain?" Dongzi didn't answer, sobbing. "I'm being rude?..." Dongzi is not crying because of Takashi, she is sad for herself.People caress themselves so seriously, but they can't reach orgasm. "Calm down." Kishi tightly hugged the sobbing Dongzi with his thick and powerful arms. "Okay. Get some sleep." Dongzi lay in Kishi's arms and closed her eyes.Kishi kept his posture and soon fell asleep. In the silent room, only the monotonous snoring rises and falls.After a long day of flying and driving, Takashi was probably tired too, and his snoring sounded sweet. Dongzi listened to the slight snoring, and slipped out of bed after a while. In the room, only the desk lamp by the table was still on, and the light was very dim. Dongzi put on her slippers and sat down on the chair by the window. There was still music coming from the hall downstairs just now, but now it is completely silent. Looking out from the window, there is a dark sea in the distance, only the nearby lawn is very distinct under the fluorescent light. Dongzi shifted his gaze to the distance. In front of the right is a row of dotted lights, outlining the coastline winding to the right.Listening attentively, the sound of waves could be heard faintly in my ears. Looking at the sea, Fuyuko thought gloomily about her body that seemed to have lost its excitement. Perhaps because of the joy brought by the journey, she seemed to be somewhat satisfied, but compared with the past, there was still a world of difference. Guizhi is experienced, so he should have noticed her changes. Knowing it clearly, but going to sleep alone as if nothing had happened... When I wake up tomorrow, Guizhi will probably not mention this matter. As long as a man performs that kind of behavior, he will be satisfied to a certain extent, whether he enjoys himself or not during the whole process, as long as he is released, he will be satisfied to a certain extent. Women are different, just passive acceptance is not enough to be satisfied.In short, women's physiology is a little more complicated. In intercourse with a man, a woman needs to climb to the peak both mentally and physically in order to truly gain the sense of fulfillment of being loved. For a pregnant girl who is just in love, tonight's intercourse is already a dream. To be hugged by the man she likes and to hear the sweet words of love, I am afraid that she has already fallen asleep sweetly. However, I don't know whether it is luck or misfortune, the current Dongzi can no longer be satisfied with this.For her, this kind of intercourse ultimately results in less joy and hatred and more loneliness. Perhaps, I myself have had too much joy in the past... In the past, the experienced Guizhi really taught her too many things. Although she started slowly, she matured very quickly, and climbed to the top of the pyramid of joy in no time. In the past, she thought that as long as she had intercourse, she would be satisfied. Now, this sense of satisfaction is gone forever. Where is the joy of losing herself in a trance? How I wish I could go back to my old self... Since it was Guizhi who transmitted this kind of happiness to her, now he can only rely on him to find it. Whether the result is good or bad, this body is created by Takashi. This endless sense of loss will definitely disappear... Dongzi sat motionless in front of the window. The next morning, although the sky was covered with clouds, the temperature was not low. At nine o'clock, the two went to the downstairs restaurant for breakfast. Cornflakes with milk, toast, ham and eggs.Guizhi was swept clean like a storm, but Dongzi just took a few sips of coffee. "You don't eat?" "That's what I eat for breakfast every day." Guizhi didn't make a sound, moved Dongzi's ham and eggs in front of him, and picked up the knife and fork. "It's rare to come here, let's go to the hunting park today." Guizhi has a strong curiosity about everything.Miyazaki imitates the natural parks of the African continent, enclosing a land of one million square meters as a safari park.That's what Kishi was talking about. "The plane to Fukuoka doesn't leave until two o'clock, so there's plenty of time." The two returned to the room and packed up their things. At ten o'clock, the taxi came to the door of the hotel.The sky has cleared, and Qingdao is floating on the blue sea, which is breathtaking. The car soon entered the highway to the hunting park, with the jujube trees on the left and the endless sea on the right. It was still February, but what came in from the car window was the breath of early spring. "A little further ahead, there's a golf course, which is quite nice." "You wanted to play golf, too?" "No, I didn't think about it this time." Guizhi's handicap was only one stroke, and it is really rare to go to the warm and spring-like south without playing a game.Dongzi doesn't know how to play golf, so Takashi probably didn't go to accommodate her.It's hard for him. "Did you get up in the middle of the night last night?" "So you know?" "Not necessarily. It feels vaguely like you've woken up." "I can't sleep, just get up." In the past, as long as Guizhi was by my side, I would definitely sleep soundly, and I never had the experience of having difficulty falling asleep. "I changed the bed, I'm not used to it." Maybe it has something to do with it, but the main thing is feeling uneasy about your own unsatisfied flesh. "You're still the same, a little nervous. Did it get worse after the operation?" "I heard that most people will gain weight after surgery, but you lost weight." "Nothing." It is true that I have lost some weight, but it is only a kilogram at most. "It's fine if you don't. Anyway, since you're out on a trip, you should relax yourself completely." Without Guizhi's reminder, Dongzi herself wants to relax herself completely, but she can't control her emotions at will like Guizhi.This is the nature, and it cannot be changed overnight. "I can sleep anywhere, but sometimes I really want to be a little insomniac?" Indeed, Guizhi can eat and sleep, is in good health, and can let go. But that's not to say Kishi isn't sensitive enough.Although his words just now seemed to have not been filtered through his brain, they were actually subtly enlightening Dongzi. The Hunting Park is located in Satowara Town, north of Miyazaki. When the park first opened, it was said to be an unprecedented event. Every day, there are huge crowds of people. Today is not a weekend or a holiday, and there are not many tourists. There are tigers and lions in the park, but it's not 100% nature. The animals can hardly be called wild, but they just gather together in twos and threes in the open space, looking very lazy. In short, they neither chase other animals nor run in groups on the grassland. "This is just a magnification of the iron pets of ordinary zoos." Guizhi has been to the African continent, so he feels mediocre. "Next, we will take a short stroll in the city and then go to the airport. The time is just right." After returning from the hunting park, they visited the Miyazaki Shrine and the Yahiro Pyramid, and then returned to the urban area. "hungry." He raised his hand to look at his watch, it was past twelve o'clock. "Let's go to the hotel by the Oyodo River and have something to eat." Kishi seemed to be quite familiar with the city of Miyazaki, so he told the driver where he wanted to go. After having dinner on the second floor of the hotel, Guizhi hung up the phone to his company. He seemed to be telling the other party something, the voice was very loud, probably the people around heard what he said. Seeing Guizhi on the phone, Dongzi also became a little worried, and dialed the phone number in the store. "Oh, Mommy, it's you." It was Maki who answered the phone. "Is there a problem?" "Nothing special, just two or three phone calls." "Who's here?" "One is Fushiki, one is the Yokoyama Hat Company, and the other is from Funatsu." "Funatsu?" "Said there was something urgent for you." "I don't know what's urgent?" "He said he will call you when you come back." Dongzi asked if there was nothing wrong in the store before returning to his seat. "Is there anything going on in the store?" "No……" "Then let's go." Guizhi stubbed out his cigarette and stood up. I picked up the car at the hotel again, and when I arrived at the airport, it was exactly half past one.After waiting for half an hour, the plane to Fukuoka departed. "What's for dinner tonight?" As soon as he boarded the plane, Guizhi asked. "I'm fairly familiar with Bodo, so let's have a few drinks together then." Guizhi was a little excited that he was going to a familiar city soon. However, Dongzi was always thinking about the phone call from Funatsu. It was a quarter past two when the plane landed in Fukuoka, and the flight from Miyazaki to Fukuoka was only forty-five minutes. Fukuoka is cloudy, but not very cold. Before departure, I saw the weather forecast saying that Kitakyushu was very cold. I was very surprised at the time, but the temperature like today is not special. Perhaps it is because of the cloudy sky. The two took a taxi at the airport and went straight to the hotel. During her study tour, Dongzi passed through this city, and when she really arrived at the treasure land, she realized that Fukuoka was so big. The scenery around the hotel is no different from the central area of ​​Tokyo. "Take a break. They'll pick us up at six." Guizhi went to take a bath first, and then told Dongzi after he came out. "Is anyone coming?" "People from the local newspaper office have met many times and know each other very well." "Then you plan to..." "After dinner with him, let's have a drink together, will you go too?" It was rare for the two of them to go out for a trip, and suddenly a stranger wanted to come in, and Dongzi was very reluctant. If possible, she hoped to be alone with Guizhi, but Guizhi seemed to have made an agreement with the other party. "That guy is nice, you'll know it when you meet him." Dongzi is not worried about the other party's good character. As a woman, as long as there are strangers present, it is inevitable to socialize. Guizhi seems to not understand this at all. "Does he know about our relationship?" "I didn't tell him, but he must be very knowledgeable." "What's interesting..." "That guy understands this kind of thing best." Guizhi meant that Dongzi didn't have to worry, but the word "knowledge" he used made Dongzi think a little more. Guizhi didn't care, but Dongzi felt uncomfortable.She went into the bathroom and came out after taking a shower. It was already around four o'clock.Looking out from the west window, I saw that the windows of the hotel were flushed red by the setting sun. "Take a break." Kishi didn't know what it meant, and had already changed into pajamas. "There are still two full hours." "I'm not going to sleep, you can rest for a while." "yes?" Guizhi was a little unhappy and lay down on the bed. Dongzi suddenly felt the urge to smoke. Thinking back carefully, she hasn't smoked since leaving Tokyo. She sat on a chair, smoked a cigarette, and just took a bath, she felt much calmer. "Then I'm going to sleep." "Hey." Two or three minutes later, Guizhi snored lightly. Looking at Kishi's peaceful face, Toko suddenly wanted to call Funatsu. However, it would be bad if Guizhi woke up and heard it in the middle.Dongzi put on Chemishan and went downstairs, and dialed the outside phone next to the front desk. After calling the sign, the lady from the office answered the phone. "Is Mr. Funatsu here?" "Please wait." Immediately afterwards, a thick voice came: "I am Funatsu, who are you?" "Oh, you scared the hell out of me." "You're Miss Kinochi. I've been looking for you since last night. Where are you now?" "I'm in Kyushu. I said you have something important to do. What's the matter?" "Is it convenient to talk now?" "Go ahead." "That's what happened last time. There was indeed something wrong with that hospital." "something wrong?" "They remove people's wombs at every turn, and many people know about it." This again.Dongzi was suddenly depressed. "Of course, there are times when removal is necessary, but in many cases, even young girls, they are indifferent and remove the womb anyway." "Why would they do that?" "I have inquired carefully, and the main reason is that removing the uterus is easier than removing the cyst." "No way?" "It's absolutely true. My friend told me that when an arm or leg is broken, it is more difficult to set the bone than to amputate it, just like repairing an old one is more difficult than buying a new one. It's the same reason." Dongzi didn't know how to answer.She couldn't believe that her uterus had been cut off hastily like buying a new TV. "But the doctor clearly said that it must be removed." "It's all been removed, of course he said so, and it's not all based on his mouth?" "That doctor is not as careless as you say." "I also want to believe him, but everyone said that the dean cut off the uterus even if it was a slight cyst." "But how do you know if it's mild or serious?" "I'm looking it up now. When will you be back?" "Tomorrow afternoon." "Then I'll tell you more about it then." Obviously, Funatsu also felt that it was inconvenient to talk about this topic in the company. At six o'clock in the afternoon, the person we made an appointment with came to the hotel to pick up Dongzi and Guizhi. Kishi shaved his beard and combed his slightly curly hair.At first glance, Guizhi seems a bit casual, but in fact he also cares about what he wears.He chose a brown suit jacket of a different color from his trousers and tied it with a bow tie. Dongzi changed into navy blue flared trousers, a rabbit sweater, and a coat. "If it's not convenient for me to be there, I can come back first." In the elevator, Dongzi said. "You don't have to worry, that guy is not that kind of rough guy." "However, going to the streets at night, all men, should be more fun." "You and I have come here, you still think about those boring things, I want to show you the style of Hakata at night, don't think about it." Guizhi seems to be very motivated, but to be honest, Dongzi doesn't want to go. Being with strangers is of course a burden in her heart, and more importantly, what Funatsu said on the phone just now is still ringing in her ears. Since everyone says so about that hospital... She denied that there would be such a thing, but also suspected that it might be true.Where there is no wind, there are no waves, otherwise, Funatsu would not have said it so seriously. You shouldn't be calling to hear what Funatsu said... Dongzi talked to herself secretly, seeing Guizhi happy, she hated him a little. After getting out of the elevator in the lobby, a man near the front desk raised his hand. That person was about the same age as Guizhi, but not as burly as Guizhi. "Oh, sorry." Guizhi hurried forward to meet him. "long time no see." "It's rare for you to come." The two of them seem to be quite familiar with each other, and they pat each other on the shoulders as soon as they meet. "This is Kinochi-kun. Let me introduce you, Fujii-kun from Kyushu Daily." Guizhi introduced Dongzi to the visitor. Dongzi bowed slightly, only to hear that Fujii ask: "Is this the first time you come to Kyushu?" "During the school trip, I came here with my classmates." "A school trip? Speaking of which, we have had that experience too, right?" As he spoke, he laughed. "The car is waiting outside, let's go now." "Where are you going?" "There is a place near the Naka River where fugu is delicious. Fugu is fine, right?" Fujii asked. "Favorite to eat." "When you arrive in Fukuoka, the first thing you should do is eat fugu." What Kishi said is right, Fujii is indeed a generous person. Fujii took them there.It's a restaurant called "Yamane". He obviously has reservations.They were taken to a room on the second floor. Looking out of the window, they saw the reflection of the neon lights on the river swaying erratically. "Hakata is on the east of this river, and Fukuoka is on the west." Fujii also leaned over to look at the night scene. "This is the castle town of the Kuroda family with a fortune of 520,000 koku. Hakata is for the citizens, and Fukuoka is for the samurai. The boundary line is clear. The place we are standing at now is also for the citizens." "So, even if we were born hundreds of years earlier, people like us can only come here." Guizhi lost no time in making jokes. The first dish served was sashimi fugu, followed by fugu rice bowl.After all, it is made from nearby materials, and it is very delicious. Fujii ordered fin wine, and Kishi ordered whiskey with water, saying that he would only drink whiskey tonight.Like Fujii, Fuyuko ordered fin wine. Dongzi was worried that he would lose his composure after being drunk, but in his heart he hoped that he would be as drunk as mud. "It tastes good, doesn't it?" "It's really delicious." "Eat here once, and when you return to Tokyo, you probably won't want to eat fish anymore." Fujii is obviously a native of Hakata, and he always likes to show off Hakata, but it doesn't sound offensive. "Oh, by the way, try white fish again, it's just in season." Fujii immediately asked the waitress to come in and ordered white fish soaked in vinegar. "I wanted you to try the dance diet, but I guess you won't be able to accept it." "What is dance diet?" "Bring the live white fish, pour two cups of vinegar over it, and start eating." "too terrifying." "That's the best way to eat. Kishi, remember you tried it?" "I tried it, it still moves in my stomach." "Oh, it's disgusting." Dongzi frowned, but when the dishes came and tasted the snow-white fish in a big bowl, she was jealous that such a fish was born so delicious. "Is this also from Fukuoka?" "Not far from here, there is a river called Muromigawa. They fish when they swim back after laying eggs." Dongzi suddenly thought of Funatsu, and remembered that Funatsu's hometown was Fukuoka Muromi. In other words, Funatsu grew up watching white fish. Dongzi began to be absent-minded.At this time, Fujii suddenly thought of something, and said, "By the way, my wife will be hospitalized next week." "Hospitalized? What disease?" Guizhi asked. "Uterine cyst, it is said that an operation is required." Guizhi glanced at Dongzi, but immediately looked at Fujii as if nothing had happened, and said: "That's really hard." "I said I was uncomfortable half a year ago, and I heard that the uterus had to be removed." "Is the hospital booked?" "I have an acquaintance in the National Hospital, ask him to do it." "How old is your wife?" "Exactly forty." Dongzi silently looked at the window. "My wife will no longer be a woman." "Nonsense, even if there is no uterus, a woman is still a woman." "I have some doubts." "The uterus is only used for giving birth, and the key is the ovaries. I didn't expect you, a great reporter, to have such poor knowledge." "I don't know anything about science. You know a lot, of course." "That's true." Kishi took a sip of his whiskey somewhat uncomfortably. "It should be said that there is no major problem in theory, but it is indeed difficult to accept that the wife does not have a uterus." After a pause, Fujii said again: "I'm going to start a sorority for husbands without wombs." "What's the meaning?" "Same sickness and sympathy, gather together such men. I have inquired, there are five people in our newspaper office alone, which is quite a lot." "Where were there so many before?" "I don't know." "I have learned that those who are said to have uterine cancer usually have more children, and those who have cysts are mostly old maids, or have a normal relationship with their husbands." "really can not believe it……" "What our colleagues said may not be reliable, but I heard that some people have made statistics, saying that those who get cancer are generally low-income people, and most people who get cysts are richer women." "Then which one are you?" "Thanks to you, I'm a high-income earner." After Fujii finished speaking, he smiled and said to Dongzi, "I'm sorry to say so many boring things." "there is nothing." "As soon as a person gets older, he is plagued by all kinds of diseases." "Then does your wife agree to the operation?" "She doesn't want to, but since the doctor says it's okay, what else can I do?" "It's better not to do it." Dongzi interrupted. "You think so too?" "Don't pick it..." "I also have the same opinion, but I am afraid that the disease will be worsened." "But……" As soon as Dongzi spoke, Guizhi straightened up. "Let's go." After leaving the puffer fish restaurant, the three of them took a walk on Hexin Island for a while. It is said that there are 1,500 nightclubs and bars of all sizes on this river island surrounded by the Naka River and the Hakata River. There are high-end restaurants in the 1-chome area to the south, and the music of the shamisen is heard from there. "Would you like to go underground?" Fujii whispered to Takashi. "Also." Guizhi thought for a while and said, "Just get on the horse." Obviously, this is a code word between them. 三个人向前走了大约一百米，在一幢屋宇处上三楼，进了一家叫“蓝马”的夜总会。 他们说的马，大概就是指这里。 在东京，贵志带冬子去过几处酒吧，但这里要宽敞得多。 "welcome." 身穿和服的女人迎上来。 “您可是好久不来了，昨天还说起您呐。” 贵志显然是这里的常客。大概因为冬子在场，贵志的表情有些不自然。 斟上酒，兑好水，大家一起干杯。 “从东京来的？” “我来介绍一下，这位是贵志先生的秘书，木之内小姐，这位是这里的妈咪。” 藤井介绍的时候一本正经的。 "Please take care of me." 妈咪客气地躬下腰，然后点点头道：“真漂亮。” 妈咪看得冬子有些不自在，但在心里，她对藤井的介绍更感到吃惊。 也许，只要是女人问起来，他都这样回答，反正，男人是最会随机应变的了。 加上妈咪，共有四个女人围住，这一圈一下子变的热闹非凡。 蚂咪很漂亮，看上去三十来岁，丰满的恰到好处，正是贵志喜欢的那种类型。 藤井则似乎喜欢右边那位穿黑礼服的，樱桃小口，正中突着个小疙瘩，十分可爱。 “您从东京来？” 身旁穿金镂礼服的女孩子跟冬子搭讪。 “去了一下宫崎，下午刚到的。” “我就是宫崎的。” "yes?" 冬子高兴起来，开始跟她聊宫崎的事。 不知过了多久，只听藤井在醉汹汹地高声说着什么。 “这回我老婆子宫囊肿，要住院。” “你夫人要动手术？” 女孩子问。 “医生说，不做手术就治不好。” “藤井先生老在外边混，老天惩罚他了。” “真会瞎说。” “听人家说，男人在外边混，女人就容易得妇科病。” “就算得也是得别的病呀。” “不光是那些怪病，一般的妇科也有呢。” 女孩子很认真。 大约一个小时之后，三个离开“蓝马”。 “去'十三号'坐坐吧。” 贵志先征求藤井的意见，然后转过头来问冬子。 “是间小酒吧，一起去坐坐吧？” 贵志每逢喝酒就是这样，一家又一家的，冬子有一次在东京陪他一夜去了五家酒吧，当时吃惊不已。 刚才那个夜总会环境不错，冬子似乎还能喝。 再说，在陌生的地方闲逛，本身就是一种乐趣，而且有贵志在身边，冬子感到心里踏实。 更何况，一想到又到了夜晚，冬子希望自己能喝个烂醉。 烂醉如泥，任由男人随心所欲，说不定能找回失去的快乐。 “十三号”这个名字很怪，酒吧本身比刚才那间小一些，别有一种情调。 贵志似乎熟门熟路。伶利的妈咪过来一起坐。 “您也喝威士忌？” 冬子希望一醉方休，于是点点头。 妈咪离座后，又有别的女孩子过来坐，但贵志和藤井正在高谈阔论。 “那种设计，真是可笑！” “根本不是什么独树一帜，那纯粹是标新立异。” “还以为只要是名家手笔，就无可挑剔呢。” 藤井忿忿的。 两个人似乎在议论福冈新近建成的一座大楼。 藤井注意到冬子一个人在喝，喷喷地叹道：“你酒量不小啊。” “我哪里有什么酒量，不过，今天特别想喝。” “喜欢福冈吗？” “喜欢，非常喜欢。” 见面之前的紧张，现在早烟消云散，冬子非常开心。 “别那么疯。” 反倒是贵志开始担心她。 约莫一个小时之后，他们才离开“十三号”。刚好十一点。 已经连续喝了差不多五个小时，也确实喝了不少。冬子肯定有些醉了，走路的时候，老觉着膝盖要打弯。 "How about it?" 藤井问贵志。 “今晚就到此为止，你看如何？” "Ok." 藤井点点头，朝停在那里的出租车扬了扬手。 “愿你们睡个好觉。” “真是太感谢您了。” 冬子鞠躬致谢。藤井愉快地笑笑，点点头。 两个人上了车。 “现在就回酒店？” 车子启动后，冬子问贵志。 “难道你还想吗？” "yes." “别了，今晚别喝了。” “我不干。” 冬子撒娇似的，摇了摇头。 从中心岛出来，很快就到了酒店。 “上边有酒吧，我们再去坐会儿？” 进了电梯，贵志征询冬子的意见，冬子将背靠在电梯上，没有做声。 她本来以为自己还能喝，但现在剩下她和他两个人时，醉意突然袭击过来，地板似乎在微微地晃动。 “今晚看来是去不成了。” 贵志苦笑。 冬子嘴上虽然逞能，可到底酒量太小，连喝了三家，又怎么能不醉。 平时，如果有别的男人在场，冬子一般都很谨慎，可今晚却不同，别人斟多少，她就喝了多少。 这多少是受藤井爽朗性格的感染，更为主要的，则是冬子自己想早些喝个烂醉。 在吃饭的那家，藤井说他的妻子也得了囊肿，这恐怕也是她喝醉了的原因之一。 回到房间，冬子没有脱大衣，就一屁股坐在床上。 “醉的不轻呢。” "No." 冬子使劲摇摇头，但浑身没有半点力气。 贵志自己脱下大衣挂好，又脱去外衣。 “今晚看来得让你睡了安稳觉。” "don't want." 冬子又拼命摇头。 “你得要我。” 贵志惊奇地回头看着她。 冬子从来不主动提的，看来都是因为她喝醉了。 “那你赶紧脱衣服啊。” 冬子站起来，头晕晕的。摇摇晃晃当中，她脱掉大衣，解开毛衣的纽扣。 贵志已经换上了浴衣，正在拉窗帘。 “喂，你行吗？” “我才没有事呢。” 冬子褪下灯笼裤，身上只剩下内衣。 "Don't look." “我没有看。” 贵志嘴上说没有看，睛睛却盯着这边。 “我还是第一次看到你这么醉。” “我才没有醉呢。” “喝醉了才可爱呐。” “那平时就不可爱了？” “可爱！平时装的挺像，好像很讨厌那事似的。” “你喜欢哪一种？” “当然是现在醉醉的这个样子啦。” 贵志走过来，猛地吮吸她的唇。 "what!……" 冬子不由自主地叫了一声，然后就驯服地任凭他吮吸了。 “满嘴酒味吧？” "Each each other." 贵志的手在她的背上滑动。 全身懒洋洋的，甜丝丝的。 这样下去，说不定能寻回过去的欢乐呢。冬子忽然想。 一阵热吻之后，贵志把冬子放到床上。皮肤触到柔软的床单，冬子感到十分惬意。 贵志把冬子的脸扳正，又开始吻她。 贵志的舌头绕住冬子的舌头，吻的异常大胆，异常诱惑。醉意连同渴望，传遍冬子全身。 不久，贵志放开她的唇，探手解开乳罩。 "do not……" 冬子呢喃了一句，但贵志的手并没有停下来。 同时，贵志的另一只手扯下她的内裤。 全身一丝不挂后，冬子自己钻进贵志的怀里。 “来，快来……” 现在，身体在猛烈地燃烧，她觉着能够重温过去的旧梦。 "bring it on." 冬子蹭了蹭额头。 贵志迫不及待的半爬起来，压了上来。 一切会好的…… 冬子感受着贵志的雄壮，在心里安慰自己。 今晚一定会十分美好…… 火热的、细腻的男人插到深处来。 “冬子……” 贵志在耳边轻声喃语。 "I love you." 贵志的身体开始猛烈地晃动，双手紧紧抓住她的肩膀，身体有力地推过来。 奇怪的是，从那一瞬间起，冬子一下变得十分清醒。 贵志在剧烈地运动，在有力地抱她。她知道贵志在拼命地展示了他的爱意。 可是，她越是明白他的心情，身体就越变的冷淡，仿佛变成了一个空壳，贵志的喃语也似乎变成了他的梦呓。 他心里肯定是在想另外一个女人，在对那个女人说爱她，他对我根本没有兴致，不过是在敷衍我。 我这么个身子还能有什么吸引力…… 男人在冬子身上激烈地动作着，像是运动员似的，呼哧呼哧地喘着粗气，压上来，又压上来。 没完没了的…… 冬子像殉教者似的，默默地奉献着自己的肉体，乍看上去她很温顺，其实她毫无感觉，只不过听任别人动作罢了。 快完了吧……冬子这样想的时候，随着一阵剧烈的运动，贵志结束了，身体瘫下来，沉沉地压住冬子。 好久好久，贵志就像死人似的，压在冬子身上。 "Hey……" 冬子蠕动了一下上身。贵志这才猛然醒悟了似的，从她身上滑下来。 过去，每次完毕之后，冬子都尽量拖住他，哪怕只能多短短的一秒钟。贵志如果试图下来，她就使劲拖住他，因为她舍不得他带走高潮后甜蜜的馀韵。 而现在，完事之后，她立即就想分开。 继续搂抱在一起，简直就是痛苦。 why? ... 冬子百思不得其解。 现在结束了，她甚至不敢相信刚才是自己主动要求的，心里感到一阵阵虚幻。 这时，仰面躺着的贵志转过身来。 "OK?" “不太好？” 冬子没有做声。连这些都给看穿了，她还能怎么回答呢？ 贵志反了个身，爬着，从床头柜上取了烟，点上火。 火柴的光亮一下子照亮了房间，即刻便又恢复了幽暗。 “什么地方不舒服？” "No." “是不是想的太多了？” “如果老这个样子，迟早会不行的。” 冬子望着贵志的烟头。每吸一次，烟头红红的燃烧一下，然后又暗淡下去。 “你是不是在担心子宫没有了？” “你应该更自信一些。” "Can……" “他们没有征得你的同意就擅自摘除，你肯定很受刺激，这个我明白，不过，你老是念念不忘，终究不是个办法。” 贵志将刚抽了一半的烟在烟灰缸里掐灭。 “既然以前那么好，肯定能变好。” “好不了了……” 冬子转过身去，闭上眼睛。 第二天，冬子八点半醒来。 昨晚跟贵志说完话后一直睡不着，她是服了藏在手袋里的安眠药，才好不容易在天快亮的时候睡着的。 看来是睡过头了。 冬子睁开眼睛，发现贵志已经起身了，在靠窗的的地方抽烟。 “你还可以再睡一会儿。” 尽管贵志这样劝她，冬子还是赶紧起床，去浴室淋了浴。 睡眠时间并不短，但大概因为服过安眠药，身体还十分慵懒。 冬子梳好头发，从浴室出来时，贵志已经换上了西装。 “天气真好！” 明快的阳光从拉开的窗帘缝里照进来，撒满了房间。 “你今天就回去了？” “哎。不知道几点有飞机？” “去东京的航班多的是，不过，难得来一趟福冈，你不到处去看看？” 的确，冬子自己也觉着这么回去有些可惜。 “去太宰府走走吗？” "how long?" “来回大概三个小时就差不多了。梅子还不到季节，不过景色应该不错。” 给贵志一番怂恿，冬子也开始有些想去了。 “我想四点左右能回到东京。” “那我们现在吃点东西就出发，应该来得及。” “那岂不是耽误你工作了吗？” “我早安排好了，今天专门陪你。” 难得贵志能这么轻闲。 两个人去十二楼的餐厅简单吃了点东西。 “对了，藤井这人还不错吧？” 他们呷着咖啡的时候，贵志问。 "When did you meet?" “三年前我给这里设计一座楼，他来采访，之后每次来福冈，都和他见面。他是报社文化组的，不过对建筑和美术特别有研究。” 冬子点着头，心里想起藤井说的，他妻子得了子宫囊肿要去动手术。 如果真的子宫给摘除了，他们会怎么样呢？藤井表面上玩世不恭，其实应该很懂得体贴人。 凭感觉，他似乎不像中山教授，会在外边找女人，但男人毕竟是男人，冬子也不敢十分肯定。 “他多大年纪了？” &quo