Chapter 18 Chapter 18 The Responsibility of Love

News of the Oracle's political instability quickly spread to the Victims' Association.Because most of the members of the association are family members, their property is occupied by oracle angels, and their families and lives are destroyed, so they also have their own intelligence network within the church.The command of Faquan declined, the morale of believers was shaken, and the secrecy ability of the sect was also weakened. "It seems that a coup has taken place in the religious group, and several cadres including Jiangtou General Affairs Chairman have also been purged." Guan Wu said at the regular meeting of the Victims Association.The Victims' Association is ready to use this opportunity to carry out further attacks on the religious order.

"Su Qing was executed?" Yamaguchi asked. "This information has not been confirmed yet. It is said that four cadres including Jiangtou launched a coup, which ended in failure. They were respectively dismissed from their posts, and there is no news since then. They were probably executed." "Execution... is to be killed..." "Faquan will definitely do this, he will never allow people who try to plot against him." "Did Faquan kill them?" "The evidence is not convincing. Not only Jiangtou, there must be many dead believers who have been hidden. Among the relatives of our association, there are many people who have not heard from them. The religious group said it was their own wish, but it is prohibited Correspondence with the outside world, travel, and exercise of the right to vote are violations of basic human rights under the pretext of religious belief..."

Although Guan Wu took back her daughter safely, because of the severe stimulation she suffered in the religious order, she kept having nightmares at night and was tormented by hallucinations, auditory hallucinations and other sequelae.Guan Yu's hatred for the oracle angel has not diminished in the slightest. "Shut down, I heard that our association has supporters within the church." Yamaguchi seemed to suddenly remember something. "Some of the believers have doubts about Faquan, and some are dissatisfied with him. They are our partners and continue to provide us with information."

"Can I ask them to introduce me to religion?" "Mr. Yamaguchi, you want to join the religion..." Guan Ya had a surprised expression. "Actually... I suspect that when my wife was burned to death in the restaurant, her companion was Faquan. I want to join the religion and find out this fact." Yamaguchi shared the information he had obtained from Ayao. The companion who gave out his wife can no longer hide the news in his heart. "Mr. Yamaguchi, it's too dangerous." Otawara said. "Of course I know the danger." "If your wife is really the companion of Faquan, you may not be able to come back alive."

"If I don't come back alive, it will prove that Faquan is the object of an affair with my wife." "That's too dangerous. Even if you believe in religion, and the religious group has millions of believers, it is difficult for you to get close to the Faquan." Guan Wu said. "I want to ask you to ask the insiders in the teaching group to help me get closer to the Faquan." "This is very difficult. If it is not done well, the insider will be exposed." "Now is the opportunity. After the unification of the wedding ceremony and the coup, the religious group is in a wavering stage, and its power is slowly expanding, and now it is expanding its power again. Therefore, the identification of those who join the religious group will be very loose." Yamaguchi's attitude is very firm.

Yamaguchi did not encounter any problems in joining the religion, and the religious organization did not conduct a detailed investigation.Now the church only requires believers to provide proof of property. According to the amount of property provided, the class of believers is divided.They especially welcome employees of leading companies and people with special skills.Yamaguchi is a key employee of a well-known sporting goods company, and the religious group immediately accepted his application for admission. At the same time, he paid a deposit of 10 million yen and was awarded the title of "Chinese teacher" by the religious group, which is equivalent to the rank of lieutenant in the army and equivalent to the section chief in the company.Now Yamaguchi's status is equivalent to the position of section chief in a first-class company.

On the one hand, they keep saying that they want to save the human beings polluted by evil, but on the other hand, they can buy a class of believers with money. It is difficult to get close to Faquan only with the status of a lieutenant. The four people including Jiangtou who failed the coup d'état are all equivalent to the rank of general.Now this status not only can't get close to the Faquan, but if it doesn't work, it may be sent to a remote collective living area of ​​believers. For believers who have jobs, the order allows them to live at home, but even so, it is difficult to get close to the fountain.

Captain Yotsuya took a fancy to Yamaguchi's identity and asked him to help purchase a large number of hard hats, hiking shoes, and rain or shine suits. Although he didn't know the purpose, it was probably the equipment of the guards.Perhaps accepting the lessons of this coup, Yotsuya is strengthening the armed forces of the Divine Guard. Yamaguchi used his position in the company to provide maximum convenience for Yotsuya's order.In addition to the original items, light and high-calorie mountaineering food and rain lanterns were added, which left a deep impression on Yotsuya. Perhaps for this reason, shortly after Yamaguchi joined the teaching, he was promoted to the head of the equipment supply squad of the headquarters, providing the oracle angel with necessary materials, food, furniture, clothing, communication recording equipment, medical supplies, hygiene supplies, office supplies, and animals raised by the headquarters. Feed for animals and pets, etc., is a very important sector.

The job also has to deal with businessmen from all walks of life.The religious order is very short of talents like Yamaguchi. Although he has not been a member of the religious group for a long time, he has been reused very quickly. Yamaguchi can see Faquan from a distance at the headquarters of the order, and he can finally get close to Faquan. Although the oracle angel concealed the attempted coup d'etat, the Victims' Association revealed the incident on its own web page, and it quickly spread to the society.The intelligence network of the Victims Association has preempted the media's reports and interviews, and the media has begun to follow the reports of the association.Facing the swarm of media.The oracle denies there was a coup.

"Why did you fire four cadres including Jiangtou General Affairs Chairman?" "They were expelled because they took advantage of their positions to do illegal things. It has nothing to do with the coup, not to mention that there has never been a coup in our church." Ruoshan, Minister of Affairs, replied. "It is obviously abnormal to expel four cadres, including Chairman Etou General Affairs and Secretary General Kawashima, at the same time. What do you mean by illegal acts related to your duties?" "This is the secret of the religious order, and there is no comment."

"Where are the former general affairs chairman Ezumi and the former secretary-general Kawashima now? We want to interview them." "After being expelled, we don't know where they are going. The religious group has nothing to do with them." Ruoshan said coldly. "According to the Victims Association's website, the four are now imprisoned at the order's headquarters or in a communal living area." "What their association says has nothing to do with us, I can only say they are speculating." "However, the Victims' Association already knew this fact before you publicly disclosed that these four people were fired. This is by no means just a simple guess." The church originally wanted to conceal the news of the expulsion of these four people, but it had already been announced to the believers, so it could not be concealed. "Recently, the leader rarely appears in the media. Does it have something to do with the expulsion of these four people?" "Not at all. Because there is no need for the leader to announce this matter to the outside world." "Isn't it a big deal that the second person of the sect and the cadres of the sect were expelled?" "Jiangtou is not number two." Ruoshan was evasive. However, the media has confirmed that the religious group did have a coup attempt.The originally tough sect has been avoiding the media. The Chubu Ryuichi and Yoko couple who took refuge in Izu Dapingshan Villa also heard the news of the attempted coup d'etat by the oracle angel. "With such a serious incident, Faquan probably doesn't have the energy to hunt us down." Long Yi judged. "Are we going home now?" Yoko said a little unhappy. "Don't you want to go home? You are not tired of this kind of life in the mountains." Long Yi asked in surprise. "No one disturbs us here, and we can be with the two of you again." "Facing each other here every day, are you still not tired?" "You are tired." "No, no, not only am I not bored, I can have you alone now, and it's too late to be happy." Long Yi changed his words hastily. "If it wasn't for being hunted down by Faquan, we wouldn't be able to get along as husband and wife intimately, perhaps for a lifetime." "It's an exaggeration to say it's a lifetime." "I'm so proud. You protected me when I was kidnapped by Faquan." "However, I failed to protect you. If the savior didn't show up, we would be in danger. I'm really ashamed." "I'm so glad you've fought hard for me." The two were immersed in the excitement of husband and wife working together to overcome danger.The danger has not been completely eliminated, Faquan will not give up the goddess so easily, and the vigilance cannot be lifted yet. After the two left the villa, they did not go home directly, but lived in the high-end apartment of the Central Group Real Estate Company. There is a permanent administrator in this apartment, and strict checks are conducted on the entry and exit of outsiders, which is at least safer than his own home in Denenchofu. In addition to Faquan, the couple still has an unsolved mystery.It's about the savior who turns up and fends off the oracle angel when they're in trouble. He is very similar to the hero in the rescue drama where the unified wedding ceremony was staged, why did he appear there to rescue them?Although the reason is unknown, it is certain that the savior has no hostility towards them.But the couple didn't know him at all, and Chubu Junying said he didn't know him either.Could it be that Junying secretly hired guards for them?If that's the case, there's no need for Junying to keep it a secret from them. Asakura and Mayumi have been living a wonderful cohabitation life.Since the rescue incident, the lives of the two have gained a little peace.Asakura reduced his irregular outings and spent more and more time at home. This time I live in a corner of Nakano District, which is the junction of Yamate and Shitamachi.In the deep alleys, there are small shrines and Chinese watches, and there is a commercial street nearby, where traditional festivals and temple fairs are often held. Although they can't relax their vigilance against the religious group, the two still often eat out, go shopping, and watch temple fairs together.Whenever this time, Mayumi can feel the happiness of having a family.People living in the same apartment thought they were husband and wife.Mayumi prayed in her heart that this happiness would continue forever. However, sometimes the two are like strangers.Mayumi had told Asakura that he was "prepared for everything", and Asakura must have understood the meaning, but he still never touched Mayumi.It's not that he hates Mayumi, otherwise he wouldn't have sacrificed his life twice to save her and live under the same roof as her. Asakura likes her but doesn't want her now.The scene of his wife and daughter being burned alive in the car left him with a trauma that was deeply etched in his heart. Trauma can be healed by meeting a new relationship, but Asakura Jae refuses to heal. After rescuing Mayumi from the police and religious order at the scene of his wife and daughter accident, Hoizumi was terrified of Asakura.Asakura smiled and said, "The more scared he is, the more effective my revenge will be." Asakura is afraid that healing his wounded heart will make him forget his hatred, and he can't give up his belief in revenge.He won't want Mayumi until he avenges his wife and daughter. Now Mayumi and Asakura enjoy an ordinary and quiet life, but all this seems to be just a short calm before the storm. A few days ago, Asakura went out without saying anything. It had been a long time since he left, and he didn't come back until late at night.Mayumi looked at what looked like a violin case in his hand, and understood the purpose of his going out, but she didn't ask anything, nor should she.Mayumi couldn't sleep at all until Asakura came back.When Asakura came back and stood at the door, Mayumi jumped on him all at once, and she smelled a faint smell of gunpowder smoke from Asakura's body. "Great, you're back safely." Unknowingly, there were tears on her face, tears of joy. "What's wrong? You should go to bed first." Asakura said a little surprised. "I can't sleep without seeing your face." Mayumi said a little excitedly. "It's not that I went to a foreign country. I came back late because I had work. Don't worry, go to sleep." Asakura gently stroked Mayumi's back. He didn't use the opportunity to make further demands on Mayumi.Although she didn't push Mayumi away, she didn't kiss her either.But all this is more cruel than rejection. "To Mr. Asakura, what am I?" Mayumi asked, hugging Asakura tightly, but Asakura remained silent. "Although I am a woman and shouldn't say this first, I still want to say, don't you think our relationship is abnormal?" Mayumi said stubbornly. "Please forgive me," Asakura said. "Mr. Asakura, you don't need to ask me to forgive me. I am an uninvited guest who broke into your family. I should be the one who feels sorry, especially for your wife and daughter. But as long as you don't tell me to go, I don't plan to leave here .That's why I said there was something abnormal between us." "As long as you want, you can live here forever, although it's a bit abnormal I shouldn't keep you, it's because I didn't think carefully, I apologize to you." "I am willing to stay here myself. Even if it is abnormal, I still want to be with Mr. Asakura. Many dangers are caused by me, not you implicating me. It would be great if we could be more normal. " This is the confession of love, which has not been expressed in words before, because there is already a tacit understanding between the two people.Now Mayumi has to take the initiative to confess to Asakura. "I understand your feelings very well. However, I cannot take responsibility." Asakura said with difficulty. "I don't need you to be responsible for me. Loving someone and taking responsibility are two different things. When loving someone, you can't consider responsibility. Responsibility is something after you have loved." "For a man, it is his duty to make the woman he loves happy. Not being able to make the other person happy, or even make her unhappy, is not love, but selfishness." "It's better to be selfish than being abnormal like us," Mayumi said bitterly. The duty of love is worthless before the duty of man.This is Mayumi's personal experience.When she was abandoned by Long Yi, she had already realized that love does not need to be responsible.The love between a man and a woman is even the love of eachother, as long as the loving party cools down, this love will cease to exist.Merely doing duty will not regenerate love, only compensation can be paid in the name of duty. For Mayumi, the responsibility of love is nothing more than calculating personal gains and losses, and any compensation can hardly bring back the broken love.Mayumi doesn't need this kind of love. After being rescued by Asakura several times from danger, she just wants to give her own love. "Please wait for me for a while." Asakura said.Mayumi felt that his words meant a lot. "My wife and daughter were burned alive while sealed in the car. I was working overseas at the time. Although two people died, the case was closed after a simple prosecution procedure without a formal court decision. The other party only paid a small fine. Why is there such a result? The investigation of the accident was carried out between the police and the perpetrator, and it was decided whether to file a lawsuit with the procuratorate based on the results of the investigation, but we victims had no chance to participate in the investigation and were excluded from the investigation. Simple In fact, the prosecution procedure has the same legal effect as the formal judgment, but it is the final judgment, and we can no longer appeal. "In the absence of the victim's family, the murderer was sentenced to pay a fine. I cannot accept it anyway. It was a major accident in which my wife and daughter died. I asked to see the other party, but I didn't see Faquan. I only saw it. President Jiangtou, who was in the car at the scene of the accident, had already passed the verdict, and the other party did not show any sincerity. My dead family members will not rest in peace like this. "Jiangtou conveyed Faquan's words, 'They collided with Faquan's car and were called back by God. Shenhuo purified the evil in the world, and they lived forever. The car that met Faquan was arranged by God, and the survivors should follow suit. The family members who are called back by God will immediately join the church and become a member of God's family as soon as possible'. They have no remorse after killing people, and they explain their faults and crimes as righteous behaviors in the name of God. I will never forgive them The leader of this cult. "Facing the tragedy of my wife and daughter being burned alive, Faquan regarded it as being cremated in divine fire. I swore at that time that no matter what time or form, I would have to take revenge on Faquan, otherwise my family would not be able to rest in peace. "However, I was working on an important job and couldn't do anything about it. By the time the job was done and I was free, it would have been a few years. So, until I get my revenge, I can't... please, wait for me For a while," Asakura said. "Would your wife and daughter be happy with your present actions?" "Happy?" "Maybe your family is waiting for you to avenge them. But Faquan is also guarding against you. You lost a chance at the unified wedding ceremony for me. Next time you get close to Faquan, can you guarantee that you will come back alive? Your wife and children don't want you to take risks, nor do I want you to take risks." "I can't stop now. I'm on TV now, and the oracle angel and the police know my identity. Even if I want to stop, the oracle angel will not let me go." "We left Tokyo, and I wanted to live with just the two of us in a small town where no one knew us. I thought, if you keep thinking about your family, the two of them won't rest in peace. If you are freed from the memories and concerns of the dead, you must start a new life. The dead will also be freed from the living. Your current behavior may be to force your wife and daughter to stay in this world." "Maybe I forced myself, because my wife and daughter's cries for help often sounded in my ears. At that time, I couldn't help at all, and I could only let them die in the fire. And Faquan killed my wife and daughter. Daughter, but lied that they joined the family of God. If they don’t take revenge on Faquan, their souls will be imprisoned in the cage of the cult forever. Before I take revenge on Faquan, please wait for me.” At the unified wedding ceremony, Asakura missed a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity for revenge in order to save Mayumi.Rescuing Mayumi is more important than avenging his wife.Mayumi understands her position in Asakura's heart, Mayumi is already very satisfied.But he has never touched Mayumi, which is also extremely painful for her, and it is a knot in her heart. "We agreed that after taking revenge, you will come back alive." "We agree." "That is your responsibility, and you must fulfill your responsibility." Mayumi knew that her words had no effect.Even if Asakura has this idea, there is no guarantee that he will survive after revenge on Faquan.However, Mayumi still wants assurance from Asakura. Among all the oaths in the world, only those between men and women are the most hypocritical.But Mayumi believes in Asakura, and it is precisely because of her trust in him that she supports her life in instability. The rescue event of the unified wedding ceremony has been broadcast nationwide, and Asakura has become the protagonist.It is also difficult for the two to escape the police's arrest even though they disguised themselves.Now the place where she lives in seclusion cannot last long, and Asakura is being tracked by both the police and the oracle angel.No, Asakura hasn't told Mayumi that he is the assassin who attacked the leader of the gang, maybe the gang is also looking for him. However, Asakura didn't change his hairstyle, he still wore sunglasses, he didn't have any disguise, he was still the same.Mayumi has also appeared on TV. Although she has changed her hairstyle and dress now, it may be difficult to escape the eyes of sensitive people.Both of them use pseudonyms, and life is a bit like walking on eggshells right now. Despite this, Mayumi still cherishes every minute she spends with Asakura, because once they are separated, they may never see each other again.During this precious time like blood, the two of them don't want to be separated for a moment, but the time is ruthlessly passing by drop by drop, which is really beautiful.