Chapter 92 Forty-one, situation and situation

I called Lu Jianfei and asked him not to pass on the materials for the time being.He didn't seem surprised, and he agreed without asking why.After answering, he said: "Director Chi, this material is copied from the original words of those suggestions, and I didn't participate in the compilation. You can tell everyone about this situation at an appropriate time." Before I said quit, he was quitting.I said, "What are you afraid of what I want you to do?" and hung up the phone. I couldn't figure out why the people who started to support me retreated faster than me. They didn't even have the courage to stand up and say something like Ding Xiaohuai.I want to rely on them to do things, that is called running into a ghost.This made me feel even more lonely. Lu Jianfei was considered a general, and he even planned the retreat route from the very beginning.

I hesitated for a few days. If I really wanted to give up, I felt that I couldn't step down. I only blamed myself for being too confident.At this time, I saw clearly that my self-confidence came from a kind of self-illusion, thinking that if I refused bribes and my personality image was established, everyone would follow me.How can there be such a thing in the world?Don't say that I am just a person, I am God, as long as their interests are harmed, they will have the courage to stand against God.If only little people had such courage, no.When one arrives, he demands special privileges, which is understandable.It is impossible, impossible at all to curb this impulse.I have to acquiesce to this fact, because the results will not be different if another group of people come up.As long as they don't go to the black zone, but that line, I can only acquiesce in how to play in the gray zone, the general trend is like this.I also want the masses to be convinced and satisfied, which is impossible, impossible at all.Whoever can't put the sand in his eyes can't sit in his seat and recognize the truth in everything, it's endless.Not only Ding Xiaohuai, but also a large group of people want to be involved, can I be serious?Besides, none of the above mentioned such a high requirement, and they all acquiesced to this fact, so why should I?I want to create a miracle. Under the guidance of the head of the Department of Health, who still has a little bit of civilian thought, I will establish a channel for dialogue so that the little people have the opportunity to express their wishes.Thinking about it now, this is an impossible idea, impossible at all, it seems that there is an inexplicable but ubiquitous force that covers people.There is a trend here that no one can stop; this is another situation that no one can surpass.In the past, I was ashamed and felt that the role I played was preset, and I was sad but helpless; today, I felt that the role I played was still preset, and I was still very helpless.I have gone through thousands of mountains and rivers, thousands of difficulties, dangers and hardships to get to where I am today. I originally wanted to do something, but it is not up to me.

Seeing that I was unhappy, Dong Liu said, "It's fine for you. If you don't do something different, no one will say that you are not qualified to be the head of the department. If you do, it will be dangerous." I said: "I sit I just want to do something special there, otherwise what is the difference between me and others? I was born in a small person, and I know how hard the small person feels. I want to give them a chance, and they are still afraid." She said : "It's right for them to be timid. Whoever jumps out like a big fool, like the rebels before, how will he end up? He will blame you for selling him, and he will take the stairs halfway up the climb "Thinking about how far-sighted they are for not signing their names, they can see things more clearly than me, and my mind is getting a little hot.I said, "I still know who supported me. After a year or two, I have straightened out the cadre team, and I will make a comeback." She pouted in disbelief and said:

"If a person falls twice in the same place, I don't think he is very good. It's not a question of which people to straighten out." He also said: "Dawei, the situation in our family has just improved. Don't be ingenious, don't think about who you are. You used to think about who you are, but you didn't make any progress. Only after you put it down, you have today, and you have revived." I said: "After all, I came out of suffering. Yes, after all, I am Chi Yongchang’s son, and I’m still an intellectual after all.” She smiled and said, “I’m not trying to persuade you, and you will naturally think differently when the time comes. A lot of people just came on stage and patted their chests to promise this. That way, when I got on the stage, I wanted to set off three fires, and finally got on the track.” I thought about it, too, how many people took up the post as a commoner, and within a year or two, their ideas completely changed, and they walked on the road calmly. On the established orbit, the circle seems to be a black hole, as if there is a mysterious magic that arranges everything, and once you enter it, you can't help yourself.I said: "I want to come up with something different, and the bureaucratic mold wants to put me in?" Dong Liu smiled and said nothing.

Dong Liu was sitting on the bed reading the newspaper, and suddenly threw the newspaper over and said, "Look, look. Be careful outside, don't offend anyone, or the safety of our family will not be guaranteed." I have seen this news before. Yes, it's about a case where the secretary of the political and legal committee in Henan hired a murderer to kill someone.I said: "What's the point? Don't think about it, scare yourself." She said: "What if? I mean what if? It doesn't matter if you attack me, I can't stand it if you attack me, then I will die. One." I said, "I don't know how many guts these people from the Health Department have and how much shit they can poop out? You have too many associations." She said, "A few years ago, someone wrote an anonymous letter telling you that you have a style. Question, was it written by someone from the Chemical Industry Department? These people are still lurking around you, they are still there, and their hearts are not dead. As for what method they take, you don’t know. Now that society is progressing, it’s a gentleman who writes an anonymous letter. What I did, last year a deputy county magistrate in Guangdong hired someone to kill the county magistrate, and now something happened in Henan, and he is the secretary of the Political and Legal Committee, so he should be the one to catch the murderer." Hearing what she said, I felt for a while I have lost the ability to grasp the world. Could it be that I have misunderstood the world?These things were indeed unheard of before, and the world didn't know what was wrong.After a while, I jumped out of the terrifying atmosphere set by Dong Liu, recovered my normal thinking, and said, "No one can scare you except yourself, but if you scare yourself, no one can save you." She said : "Then I still have to be careful. These days I will go to work late and send a wave to school."

After making the final decision, I said to Feng Qile: "The reform is too strong. I'm afraid everyone won't be able to bear it for a while. I think it's safer to proceed step by step. What do you think?" He said, "Take your time, take your time, After completing the battle, not to mention that everyone can't stand it, even I can't stand it. Am I not keeping up with the situation?" I reached a tacit agreement with him, and I told Qiu Liyuan again, and he said: "Director Chi, you Deliberate reform, I still support it with both hands. There are only a few places where I think it is better to adjust it. If you say take it slowly, then we will take it slowly.

Whenever you give an order to speed up the horse, I will definitely be able to keep up. "I looked at his smiling face and thought, who could tell what he was thinking from this face? This face has been tempered for decades. I'm a little embarrassed to tell Lu Jianfei what to say.This turn was too big and too fast, which made it difficult for him to step down. I explained the meaning of step-by-step, and he said: "I will follow the arrangement of the hall in everything, and I will not act without authorization. If the hall says go, I will go, and if the hall says stop, I will stop." I said: "Everyone is Don't you have some ideas?"

He said: "Think about it, it's all the same thing, everyone will listen to what the hall says." I comforted him and said: "You are very cooperative with the work in the hall this time, and the hall is also very cooperative." Satisfied." He shook his head and said: "We can do whatever we want in the hall. We don't seek meritorious service, but seek no faults, hehe." Then he said: "I didn't pass on that material, and I was going to delete it in the computer. It's just that Xiaogong and the others The specific operation of the individual may have spread, and it did not come out from me, and I will trouble the director to explain it to everyone when it is appropriate."

What happened later was not as embarrassing as I expected.After I turned around, the various departments still supported my work very much, and my words were still spiritual.As long as I don't touch their roots, they won't think about rebelling, and they will call out "Director Chi" in a hot and intoxicating way.I think these comrades are actually good comrades, and it is understandable that they have such a little shortcoming and such a little selfishness.As long as I don't cross the line, why should I be serious?It's not bad if you don't go to the black area, but let them run around in the gray area?Several opinions were adopted in the regulations passed at the workers' congress, such as not being able to travel by plane unless there are special circumstances, or drafting documents in the hall instead of going to a hotel.At my insistence, the retirement benefits for department-level cadres were also abolished, which gave me a little face.That's the end of the matter, and the masses didn't react much.If they want to discuss, they can discuss a few words, it is irrelevant.Thinking about it, there is no possibility of success at all for this big move. The people in the hall are also half-hearted despite objections from various departments.I was forced by the situation, and I had to lower my proud head, just like I lowered my head eight years ago.Besides, will the above support me?After reading that material, I made a comprehensive consideration of the matter, and only then did I have a clear understanding.The higher-ups shout loudly about government affairs, and that's for Beijing to listen to. Can they be serious?Some people can’t say it for that sake, let alone be serious when they say it, the gray area is not so wide, and the feeling of sitting there is not so strong.When I think about it carefully, I can't call anyone a double personality and a double-faced person. Everyone can't help themselves. This situation cannot be broken by anyone who wants to.Everyone is trying to play their own roles. The words spoken in the conference and small meetings are all the role language on the scene. Let go of the courage, be upright and honest, and let the manager speak out with confidence and passion. There is really no need to be thin-skinned and feel that the psychological endurance is not enough.The language of the characters has nothing to do with reality, and it is full of black humor when you step back and think about it.There are many humor masters, big players in our lives.Now even I am one.