Chapter 47 See along (7)

In the Japanese restaurant in the alley that he frequented, Lian saw Zhuo Yuan's hand.He was making sushi behind a counter with no grooming on his hands, no watch, no ring, no bracelet.Hands are very clean.Washed a little whitish.Delicate fingers, slightly protruding joints, obvious veins, and large round moles on the skin. Flatten the seaweed first, line the sushi rice, then pinch lightly and firmly, and then spread a shelled prawn.All the substances under his fingers are filled with a kind of supple life force.When she is not working, Lian An eats dinner at the sushi restaurant near this apartment every day.She also watched him knead sushi and gradually got to know him.

Zhuo Yuan is just an extremely ordinary Shanghai man, graduated from a vocational high school, a little fat, and has not been able to find a suitable job, so he started a sushi restaurant to make a living.In my free time, I just like to watch sports channels on TV and have a few drinks.Such a man is easy to grab in the crowd.She chatted with him, talking about everyday things.TV, sushi, or whatever.He didn't seem to recognize her, and he always treated her casually, and never asked her what she was doing.She thought that she seldom appeared on camera and rarely showed photos in the media, so most people would not recognize her in reality.

Maybe he just thought she was a woman approaching him.Not too obnoxious. Her experience made her doomed not to be a woman who can be interested in love itself. She also hasn't been in love for a long time. The circle of life began to become narrow and closed. The men and women in the circle were artificial and extremely utilitarian, and she was unwilling to get close to them, feeling that there was no emotion in them.As for the people outside the circle, she has completely distanced herself from them, and there are few ways to contact them.She is also unwilling to commit herself to the children of rich families or businessmen like other colleagues, just asking for the day and night, and saying goodbye lightly.She wanted to get a clean and warm man, but it was very difficult.

It seemed strange to be so close to an ordinary man outside the circle, but it was natural.Because she is just a lonely woman.Want to get some warmth from the world.She is extremely tired of those who look up to her in the audience and regard her as an idol.I just want someone to treat her gently, like this extremely ordinary man in front of him, he only treats her as an ordinary woman, eating with her, chatting, or sitting together watching TV without saying anything.All she wanted was so much. For feelings, because it is not easy to know, she is so humble and shocked.And this man made her feel at ease.Peace of mind.

Because strangers can ask for nothing from each other.She is very comfortable in his presence.Do whatever you want.Say whatever you want. She offered to take him to the movies that day.At the crowded entrance, the crowd pushed them together, and he reached out and grabbed her fingers.Turning to look at her face, in the dim light, her face opened like a flower, shining with luster.In the corner of the movie theater, he suddenly turned her face and kissed her hard.The taste in his mouth turned her on quickly.They kiss throughout the movie.Her face was covered with sticky drool.It had been a long time since a man hugged and touched her.She felt like a flame was passing over her skin, making a slight sound of burning.When the movie ended, she followed him to his residence in the remote Zhabei District.

He didn't turn on the light and dragged her inside in the dark.She touched his bed.A hard, narrow plank bed with cotton sheets.When she lay down, she smelled the strange man on the pillow.For a moment she felt slightly stiff and doubtful.But his body quickly covered her.She touched the skin of his back, the bare, warm skin.The moment he hugged her, she felt that this body was what she wanted.Not a trace of life. After the light was turned on, he saw that her whole body seemed to have shed a layer of skin, shining with a biting luster.She got up to make coffee in the dirty and cluttered kitchenette.His house is an old workshop left by his parents, with a small kitchen and bathroom.The ventilation is also not good, and there is a smell of humidity and various items mixed together.

She walked barefoot on the cold concrete floor, wearing his shirt, leaning against the kitchen door and watching him while smoking.She said, your bed is too hard, and my back hurts from lying on it. Tomorrow we will go to IKEA to buy a new big bed.He said, I have no money.She said, I have.I'll buy it. She drinks coffee and slowly puts on her corset and skirt.Under the light, she could clearly see that her boots were moss-green suede, including the coat trimmed with pink fur. They were all old and tattered, but they looked expensive, and she didn't care about wearing them.Someone called her on the cell phone, she answered, and suddenly became focused, talking about things like signing a contract.She was immediately different from the sloppy, lazy woman in the sushi restaurant.The radiance on her body only flashed in an instant.

After all, she is different from ordinary women. He said, you are busy.She saw him looking at her.She said, do you know what I do?She wanted to joke with him, telling him that she opened a small clothing store in the subway station.But he was very calm and said, you are Yin Lian'an.Some of my colleagues around me have your records.But I don't buy it.I don't like to hear it either. when did you know me It starts when you walk in and order sushi at the table in front of me. All this time, you've always known? yes.so what.I never told anyone else.Nor am I with you because of who you are.

She suddenly felt cramped and disappointed, like the isolation when surrounded by strangers in the crowd.Her mind was spinning rapidly, wondering if she could just disappear.Such a long period of loneliness is only because she is Yin Lian'an, not an ordinary woman, so she cannot easily have an ordinary love. And she just wants to be a simple little girl, with the man who loves her.With her free heart, naked baby-like affection.But what the man saw was her who was forced to wear a heavy armor in the world of dust and chaos.It is also a she who looks glorious.This is different from what she thought.

Zhuo Yuan saw her disappointment, came over and hugged her, he said, what kind of bed would you buy.I love the strongest cast iron queen bed from IKEA.I will repaint the kitchen.I'll cook for you in the future.