Chapter 4 Chapter 03

Most of the later things went beyond the track of love and were brought into military principles. What made Wu Dawang even more unexpected was that when he came back from his teacher's house that night, he was filled with deep contradictions and apprehensions, and he was confused all the way because he couldn't judge whether his actions were right or wrong.From the division commander's house to the dormitory of the police company, it takes more than a mile to walk, passing the division's large playground in the middle.The night wind blows from the east of the playground, blowing away the heat of the day.Some brave veterans, after the company was quiet, came out from nowhere, in twos and threes, in groups, gathered in the corner of the playground to seek the fun of life, talking and laughing, drinking and singing.The wine is baijiu, so strong that you can smell the poisonous aroma from far away.The song is a revolutionary song, and it is also extremely vicious. Listening to it makes people feel like their blood is running wild.

Wu Dawang did not return to the company.Without falling asleep, he bypassed the drinking veterans, went to the empty southern end of the playground, and sat down alone, seemingly in deep thought, exploring love, sexual desire, revolution and justice, as well as rank and duty, Some problems of human nature and instinct, but in fact, these problems flowed through his mind like a blurred cloud of filth, and in the end there were only two things left, one was Liu Lian's fair skin Second, if he really has that kind of relationship with her, what will happen if the teacher finds out.The former makes him feel sweet, makes him daydream and get carried away; the latter makes him fear and timid.The division commander was a man who killed many people on the battlefield. Everyone knows that during the Liberation War, he not only took off the head of an enemy face to face with a single shot, but also stepped on the head with his feet and twisted it a few times. toes.Thinking of the scene of screwing his feet on the red-blooded skull, Wu Dawang shuddered, and broke free from hesitation in an instant, deciding that he could not have that kind of relationship with Liu Lian even if he died, and he must maintain a revolution. The true colors of soldiers.

What is fair skin, he thought, if my daughter-in-law didn't farm the fields every day, she might be fairer than you. What's so good about being good-looking, my wife wants to dress like you, and she also uses cream every day, so she might be prettier than you. What's the point of having a nice voice? My daughter-in-law will be born in the city, and her voice is also thin and soft. It's not a big deal to have a woman's cinnamon white muscle fragrance on my body. My daughter-in-law sometimes has that smell on her body, but it's not as frequent as you take a bath.It's really nothing special, with your white skin, moist face, slender figure, slender waist, straight breasts, white teeth, big eyes, slender legs and plump buttocks twisting while walking, is it Can I be a revolutionary fighter on the hook?You too, sir, a veteran revolutionary, an old hero, and a senior cadre, why did you find such a woman?

Wu Dawang stood up from the ground. In addition to feeling infinitely puzzled and regretful to the teacher, he had temporarily broken free from the temptation of a woman and entered the role of a soldier. A sense of righteousness was floating and floating around him.He was proud of being able and daring to look down on a beauty whom the entire division said was the best beauty, and proud of his majesty.But just when he was proud to leave the playground and go back to the company to rest, the instructor appeared in front of him. You are here, let me find it easily. He looked at the instructor's face by the moonlight.

something?instructor. The instructor snorted coldly, and said in a loud voice, I never thought that you, Wu Dawang, would make me so worried, cause me such a big trouble, and make the teacher's wife get angry on the phone inexplicably.Say you Xiao Wu is a soldier who doesn't understand the purpose of serving the chief's family is serving the people.It means that I will replace you no matter what I say tomorrow, and ask me to send another smart recruit there.The instructor said Wu Dawang, tell me, where did you offend the teacher's family.Speaking of our service company, you are the old squad leader, the party member and backbone I am most assured of, and I am the first to vote for you every year for meritorious service awards, but how can you not even understand the basic principle of serving the people? ?

The instructor said, talk, how can I feel sorry for Liu Lian? The instructor said, are you dumb?You're so smart, why did you become a bear in a blink of an eye?He has become a mute who can't even speak. The instructor said that revolution is not a dinner party, revolution is not painting and embroidery, revolution is bloodshed and sacrifice.You see, two-thirds of the people in the world are living in dire straits; you see, Taiwan is still under the rule of the Kuomintang, Chiang Kai-shek.U.S. imperialism is rampantly clamoring on the international stage, and Soviet revisionism has millions of troops on the border. Every soldier, every soldier should stand tall and look far, with the whole of China in mind and the whole world in mind, do their jobs well, and contribute to the cause of human liberation. Make your due efforts.But you Wu Dawang, the instructor said, the teacher is not at home, you can't even serve Liu Lian well.If you say that you are not good at serving Liu Lian, the division commander may not feel at ease in meetings and studies in Beijing; if the division commander is not at ease, it will affect the work and study, combat readiness and training of the whole division; It will affect the combat capability of an army; if the combat capability of an army is weakened, it will affect the strategy and deployment of the whole army. When the third world war really breaks out, you can see how much impact a little thing about Wu Dawang will have.At that time, it was not enough to shoot your surname Wu a hundred times, it was not enough to shoot me as an instructor, it was not enough to drag out the company commander and shoot him.

The instructor said, just now we talked about the large area, now let's talk about the small area.Speaking of Wu Dawang, why are you so stupid?Don't you want to work longer and take your wife and children with the army?Aren't you eager to be promoted as an officer one day?Follow the army and be promoted, that is a word for the teacher.One sentence solves your whole life.But who can make the teacher spit out that sentence?Liu Lian.Teacher's wife, lover, wife, daughter-in-law, wife. The instructor said, go back to sleep, and I won't force you to ask how you offended the teacher's wife anymore.Liu Lian asked me to replace you tomorrow, and I also promised to replace you tomorrow.But I tossed and turned, thought about it, and felt that it should be based on the principle of curing diseases and saving people instead of beating people to death with a stick, and I should give you another chance, let you go to the teacher's house to cook a meal tomorrow, and be a civil servant for a day.Tomorrow, if the teacher's wife blames me, let her blame me, but you Wu Dawang-everything depends on your performance at the teacher's house tomorrow.

The instructor said that fate is in one's own hands. An excellent soldier should not always let the revolutionary beacon light up his future. The instructor was born to be a talker, a genius expert in military ideological and political work.When he spoke one sentence after another, like the Yangtze River and the Yellow River, Wu Dawang stared at his face at first, but the anger and hatred were deeply rooted in his heart, and the old trees towered to the sky.Several times he almost wanted to tell the story of bourgeois corruption that Liu Lian had seduced him into bed with, but he swallowed the words for some reason.Without saying it, we certainly admire Wu Dawang, as a soldier and a man, for his respect and protection of a woman's dignity, and his personality and spirit that he would rather be wronged than let another person be humiliated.But on the other hand, wasn't he selfish in not letting his secrets be enjoyed by others?The prelude to love has just begun, he can't tell the audience the plot before he goes on stage, even if the audience is his leader instructor, his party introducer.While listening to the instructor's reprimand, he thought that the division commander once took off an enemy's head with a single shot, and then stepped on it with his toes; Clumps of grass, with the forefoot and five toes powerfully twisted on the ground.When the instructor asked him where he offended Liu Lian, the instructor asked him a question, and he twisted it hard on the ground, thinking that I stepped on Liu Lian's face; Red lips and white teeth; once again, it was Liu Lian's smooth forehead and straight nose bridge that stepped on.The instructor continued talking all the way, and he stepped on it all the way, but when he stepped on his toes, starting from the hair and forehead, and when he was about to reach Liu Lian's protruding breasts, his feet had no strength, and he unconsciously moved his toes. Moved away from the deep foot socket on the ground.

The plumpness and elasticity of Liu Lian's breasts defeated the force on his feet.It made his hatred for her seem extremely empty and meaningless at that moment. The moonlight had moved from overhead to the southwest, and the silence on the plain diffused into the barracks, as if the barracks were submerged in the deep water of a lake.The soldiers who were drinking and chatting had separated at some point and returned to their respective companies.The wind is flowing like water, and there is a slight trickling sound on the playground.At this moment, Wu Dawang saw a bowl-like hole under his right foot. The loess was bloody and naked outside. The breath of raw soil was vivid and vivid in the cool air.There are a few weeds of the earth dragon, scarred and scattered in the foot socket.

In the moonlight, he looked at the weeds with some guilt, and after moving his feet away, he pushed the loess with his toes to fill up the foot socket. The instructor said, go back to sleep, it’s getting late, remember my words, this opportunity is not to be missed, and it will never come again, if the teacher’s family really doesn’t let you cook, and you are not allowed to be a civil servant at the teacher’s house, then you will be in trouble for the rest of your life. It's over. He said thank you, thank you instructor, if I was not wearing a military uniform, I really wanted to kneel down and kowtow to you.

The instructor slapped him on the head, said that this is not what a revolutionary soldier said, and walked back. He followed the instructor back to the company and went to bed. Looking at the life at that time with today's experience, you will find that the life at that time was superficial and did not have such deep contradictions and meanings.Complexity, in many cases, is only in the pen of the writer, not in the mind of the character.Comedy, more often than not, presents the superficial rather than the profound.Wu Dawang had a good night's sleep in the company that night, and also had a sweet dream.In the dream, he and Liu Lian shared the same bed, caressing in every possible way; when he woke up, there was dirty liquid on his quilt.For this reason, he felt a little ashamed and felt ashamed, so he squeezed out a few bruises on his thigh with his hands.Then, he took out a letter from home from the bedside, and while the comrades in arms were still awake, they lit it with a flashlight under the covers and read it carefully again.I received the letter yesterday, and my wife didn’t say anything else in the letter, only that the wheat had been harvested and the autumn crops had been planted; she said that she accidentally cut the wheat on her hand, which bled a lot, and now Okay; when she was cutting wheat and hoeing, no one took the child with her, so she tied the child with a rope, tied the child in the shade under the field tree, found some tiles for the child, caught some grasshoppers for him Unexpectedly, the child ate the grasshopper into his mouth and almost choked to death, even the eyeballs flowed out. He shed tears when he saw the child nearly choking to death.Then, after a moment of silence, I received the letter, got up, resolutely left the company that was still in my dream, and walked towards the teacher's house. No one knew what he was thinking at this moment, and no one knew what he was planning in that moment.However, there is no doubt that when he read and received the letter, he had new ideas and plans in the style of Wu Dawang in his mind.In the following stories, after he puts the plan into action, his behavior will change from passive to active, or in other words, he is trying to make himself the master of life, the protagonist of the story and the emperor of love. Originally, it wasn't a disaster where the head fell, but Liu Lian told the company that he was determined not to let him cook at the division commander's house again, and that he had to be replaced by a smart soldier.He hated Liu Lian a little, and he hated himself a little.In the relationship between him and Liu Lian, at this moment, the light splash covered up the depth, or in other words, the light splash replaced the depth. Walking out of the company sleeping in his dream, stepping on the morning light, Wu Dawang was about to walk towards the teacher's house as usual, but he ran into the company commander who came back from the sentry.The company commander was sleepy, but his mind was clear. He stopped him at the entrance of the company and said he was going to work? He hummed and gave a military salute at the same time, saying hello, company commander. The company commander returned a military salute, and when he was about to leave, he thought of something, and suddenly said Xiao Wu, I will test you, what is the purpose of working at the chief's house? He said that he should not say what he should not say, and he should not do what he should not do. The company commander said, no. He said that serving the chief's family is serving the people. The company commander is right, but his voice is too low, so answer again. He glanced back at the company dormitory, raised his voice, and then suppressed it, saying that serving the chief's family is serving the people. The company commander became a little angry, fixedly staring at his bewildered and somewhat determined face, shouted and ordered him, loudly. He looked back hesitantly and said that even the team was still asleep. The company commander said that if I tell you to speak louder, I will give you a reward if you can wake up the company.Then, the company commander took half a step back, like training recruits, and began to call out, one, two, three. Wu Dawang was really like a recruit, pulling his throat and roaring bloody, serving the chief and his family is serving the people.He roared sonorously and rhythmically, and when he finished, he looked at the company commander, who smiled with satisfaction and said that it was not too bad, let's go to work, and went back to the dormitory. He just stood there for a while inexplicably, looking at the company commander's back, until the company commander disappeared from his sight, and then went to the division commander's house again.Behind him was the soldier who was awakened by him, looking out through the door and window, and went back to sleep as if everything was normal after reading. Most of the chiefs in the chief's courtyard have already got up, moving around in their small courtyards, waiting for the wake-up call in the barracks, and then rushing to the playground or a roadside camp for exercise.Wu Dawang walked into the commander's small courtyard, nodded his greetings with the sentries, and saluted an early-rising deputy division commander. He took out the key from his body, opened the small iron gate on the large iron gate of No. The door was buttoned, turned around and was about to make a detour downstairs, and walked into the kitchen from the back of the building, preparing to make the best for Liu Lian, her favorite lotus seed rice soup in the morning, did not expect that in the past, it was always after the sound of the horn Liu Lian, who just got up, got up and sat in the courtyard downstairs before the wake-up call sounded today, and she was wearing a military uniform that she had always folded in the closet for nearly five years and rarely wore on her body. .The waking red collar badge, like two red flags stuck under her palate, reflects her slightly pale face that has not slept enough, making her look a little sick, like a patient who just came out of the hospital. He didn't expect that she would sit in the courtyard, let alone that she would be neatly dressed and solemn. Wu Dawang was taken aback for a moment, and he hurriedly put a smile on his face, saying, Auntie, you got up so early. Obviously, his appearance also surprised her.She didn't answer his question, but just glanced at his face twice, and asked him half coldly, didn't your instructor tell you?He lowered his head again and said, yes, but I want you to give me another chance to serve you for another day. If I am not considerate again, you don’t need to tell the company to replace me. Will go back to the company. After watching him quietly for a while, she got up from the chair, and she said calmly, don't boil the soup in the morning, and make me two eggs, and you can go back to the company.Then, without waiting for him to beg for another word, she went back to the house and went upstairs alone, leaving behind the sound of closing the door and footsteps, like a huge hailstone falling from the sky, pounding in front of him. Everything was as Wu Dawang thought, and everything seemed to be beyond his imagination.The reveille sounded, and the loud and clear sound of the horn brought the new day's barracks into a new heat.After all, Wu Dawang is a veteran with five years of military service, a civil servant and cook with rich experience in serving the people, and the most conscious political model and model party member in the company.The experience of serving the people accumulated over the years has now become a powerful weapon for him to overcome difficulties and destiny.After Liu Lian's footsteps were heard, he followed her instructions and quickly went to the kitchen to boil a pot of boiling water, crack two eggs in the bowl, beat the egg white and egg yolk into a paste, put two spoonfuls of White sugar, then pour boiling water into a thread shape, let the water thread slowly flow into the bowl, and use chopsticks to quickly rotate in the egg batter. After a while, a bowl of golden egg soup soaked in boiling water will be ready.Because the egg soup was boiling and hot, at this moment, he saw the needles, took a pen and paper, lay down on the kitchen table, and wrote a review like a study experience. On the outline and online, the review After clearing his mistake of not having a deep understanding of serving the people, he served egg soup and went upstairs with the review. Everything went as he had planned.Standing at the door of the house, he knocked on the door twice. He boldly tried to call Sister Liu twice, saying that the egg soup is ready, and I'll bring it to you.There was a lazy and ruthless response in the room, saying, put it on the dining room table, you go back to the company, and let your company commander and instructor send the recruits to be replaced as soon as possible.Her reply surprised him deeply, but it seemed to be all reasonable.So, he was dazed, and continued following the preset train of thought, Sister Liu, it’s okay if you don’t let me stay at the teacher’s house, the egg soup is already cold, it’s not okay if you ask me to serve you this soup for the last time ?Then, seeing that she was silent, he opened the door and entered the room, saw her sitting by the bed, had already taken off her military uniform, and changed into polyester clothes that were popular at that time, with a pink collared shirt on top and a blouse on the bottom. They are light blue straight-leg trousers. Immediately, he looks much younger and more energetic, but the resentment on his face is also much stronger.He carefully put the egg soup on the table, glanced at her face secretly, and said that the soup is not hot, you should drink it quickly.He handed over the inspection in his hand, saying that this is the inspection I wrote for you. If you think it is not deep enough, I will write another one. She didn't go to take the test in his hand, but just stared at him coldly and said, do you know it's wrong? He said, got it, Sister Liu, give me a chance to change it. She said, there is no chance to change this kind of thing, you go back to the company, I told your instructor, you will retire and go home at the end of the year, and spend every day with your wife. These few words, Liu Lian's voice was neither high nor low, but the words were cold and hard, like a row of iron shell grenades thrown outside the playground in the winter camp, hitting Wu Dawang's head again and again , making him dazed and at a loss what to do. He thought that as long as he took the initiative to hand in the inspection, all conflicts would be resolved.But he didn't expect her attitude to be so tough, like an airtight and impenetrable copper wall.It was only at this moment that Wu Dawang finally began to rethink the scene at dusk yesterday. She was sitting naked on the bed, waiting for him to take off his clothes, and he had sex with her. It was a frivolity, but a bold act she took after careful consideration.Needless to say, his cowardly refusal had not only hurt her feelings, but had set her in irreparable contempt for him.Now, Wu Dawang began to really regret the righteousness he showed yesterday.It is not that he regrets the loss of the love between men and women yesterday, but that he regrets the serious consequences of the lost love, which will suddenly make his life full of hope dim, and make his fate on the smooth road fall suddenly. Into the abyss.At this moment, no one can understand Wu Dawang's contradictory heart, and no one can understand the real fear that his bright destiny will turn into darkness.He looked up at Liu Lian, and the check that was frozen in his hand trembled in mid-air.The sound of the trumpet for recuperation squeezed in through the doors and windows, filling the room like running water.After the sound of the trumpets, the silence that came back again weighed on his head in doubles and doubles, every ounce was more than a thousand jins, which made him feel like a building or a section of the Great Wall, a mountain range was on his head. . Hooking his head down heavily, his tears covered his eyes like mist, before the tears fell to the ground, he knelt down in front of Liu Lian with a thud, the tall soldier about 1.7 meters tall At this moment, her body was as weak as a pile of mud, paralyzed in front of Liu Lian, who was only 1.6 meters tall.His kneeling was unexpected for both Liu Lian and himself.After kneeling down, he knew what he had to say, but he didn't know what to say. In desperation, under the pressure of his tears, he said a sentence that both Liu Lian and he felt that the words could not convey the meaning, and that they were in love with each other. The word of God. He said, Sister Liu, give me one more chance. If I don’t serve the people well, I will crash into a car as soon as I go out; no matter which company’s gun goes off, the bullet will hit my head. Perhaps, it was this sentence that finally touched Liu Lian's heart.Perhaps, it was he who knelt down to her, softening her icy heart into a mass of ordinary flesh and blood.She didn't immediately say things like "get up, get up", but moved her body on the bed, saying how do you serve the people? He said that I will do whatever you want me to do. She said I asked you to take off your clothes and go to the big playground to run three laps. He just looked up at her to confirm whether she was talking casually or if she was really going to give him an unusual test.He put the check in his hand in front of his knees, and put his hands on the buttons of his military uniform. The situation was as if he was waiting in full battle, the arrow was on the bowstring, but he did not shoot it. He only waited for her order, and he desperately wanted her. He took off his military uniform and ran wildly in the barracks. The ending of the matter has slipped from serious to absurd.The degree of absurdity is beyond our imagination, and also beyond Wu Dawang's imagination, but it is in the ups and downs of the story.At that time, the absurdity of their behavior did not occur to them.Perhaps, in a special situation, a certain kind of truth can be proved only because of the absurd. He just put his hands on the military buckle around his neck so solemnly. She said, to serve the people, take it off. He unbuttoned it in a hurry, and took off his jacket, revealing the sweat jacket with the words Serve the People printed on his chest. She said, to serve the people, take it off. He took off his sweat jacket again. She said, take off, don't you want to serve the people? He hesitated, and took off his army trousers again.At this time, he showed the muscles of a strong soldier, and his whole body was exposed in front of her, just like she was in front of him last night.The air suddenly seemed thin and tense, and their eyes looking at each other were full of hatred and enthusiasm, as if there was a scorched thick dark cloud in the sun-baked sky, and a strong hot shower would immediately fall on the sky. The storm came, taking them and all they had.They stared at each other obsessively, with eager love and hatred in their eyes, like a pile of dry firewood about to burn in their eyes, making it difficult for them to breathe for each other Scarce air is like a thick smoke before a fire.The flames were dying out, and the thick smoke rising from the dry wood covered the sky and covered the sky. At this moment, Liu Lian said a timely and appropriate sentence. She said, serve the people, you do it.