Chapter 5 How far is forever (4)

At that time, Bai Dasheng often asked me, if you were to marry a man, would you choose the one who loves each other, or the one who loves you more than you love him, or the one you love him more than him? Who loves you more? ——Of course, you must choose to love each other, and you and Wang Yong love each other.Bai Dasheng answered for me.I asked her what she would choose, and she said, maybe I have to choose that I love him more... more... than he loves me. She didn't go any further.But I know from now that she set a low standard for herself at the beginning of the matter, a low standard that is selfless, paid for others, and makes people feel a little sad.She seemed to have a hunch that men in this world would never love her as much as she loved them.The problem is that I still want to continue to cruelly ask myself, who in this world has any real love for Bai Dasheng?Guo Hong and Bai Dasheng made friends because they wanted to confirm their relationship so that he could stay in Beijing after graduation.I've seen this for a long time, and I reminded her that Guo Hong doesn't have a family in Beijing, and she said he would have a family when we got married.

Maybe Guo Hong was going to marry Bai Daxing, and they have already lived together.Bai Dasheng regards serving Guo Hong as his greatest pleasure. She buys him cigarettes, washes his socks, cooks for him, and invites a group of classmates to hold a birthday party for him in the alley of the son-in-law, so that everyone can know their love. Love is serious, the kind that goes on the road to marriage.She accompanied Guo Hong's family when they came to Beijing, taking care of food, housing and shopping.She began to have the cheek to ask the family for more money. Once, in order to buy a "Shar Pei" for Guo Hong's nephew, she actually sold an old electric fan at home behind her uncle and aunt's back.What a pain.But suddenly, just before graduation, Guo Hong met a Japanese female student in the school. After visiting there, Guo Hong didn't come to the concubine alley anymore.He wanted to go to Japan with the Japanese student, a friend of Guo Hong once revealed.This is a man who has made up his mind to eat women. Why should he stay in Beijing when he can go to Japan.He didn't need to stay in Beijing, so he didn't need to marry Bai Dasheng.

To this day, I still remember how Bai Dasheng cried when she told me all this. She had swollen eyebrows, her hair was swollen, she was sitting cross-legged on her big bed, gritting her teeth (I just found out that Bai Dasheng can also gnash her teeth. ) said that I really want to take revenge on Guo Hong, I really want to take revenge on him, so that he cannot stay in Beijing and let him go back to their hometown in Northeast China!Then she planned a whole series of ways to get back at him, which in my opinion were childish, ridiculous and powerless tricks.When she mentioned the excitement, she hiccupped, mournfully and loudly, as if she had gone through a great vicissitudes.However, when I encouraged her to vent her anger no matter what, she stopped talking.She threw herself heavily on the bed, pulled off a quilt, and fell asleep with her head covered.I looked at the "Cotton Mountain" in front of me, and thought that sometimes, the quilt is indeed a good thing to prevent disasters. It can resist your cold, blur your hatred, relieve your anxiety, and cover up your pain. sad.Bai Dasheng fell asleep under the quilt for a day, and when she woke up, she never mentioned revenge on Guo Hong again.When I questioned her, she said, well, it would be great if I had the skills of Xidan Xiaoliu, but I am not Xidan Xiaoliu, the problem is - if I were really Xidan Xiaoliu, I would not have these things up.Does Guo Hong dare to do this to Xidan Xiaoliu?He dares!What he said, it seems that Guo Hong should be punished for daring to treat Bai Daxing like this.

In the grief of losing Guo Hong, Bai Dasheng ushered in her graduation assignment. In the Karen Hotel, she started another scene in her life.She is active in her work and treats people with enthusiasm. Apart from gaining two kilograms of meat when exercising in the western restaurant (going to the restaurant to exercise is a compulsory course for every employee after entering the store), she has not changed much elsewhere.She was still like a student, without the sharpness and indifference of the fake politeness of the big hotel.Occasionally, when she was squeezed by a colleague, she either couldn't hear it, or she laughed and passed it.She won a good popularity, and even the aunt on duty in the locker room praised her: Don't look at our hotel's beautiful girls, I just look at Bai Dasheng pleasing to the eye.When we saw each other, we all greeted each other, and the aunt was big and the mother was short, which made people feel warm.Don't be afraid of your jokes, now my daughter-in-law is too tired to call me mom, hey, I said Bai Dasheng, why are you wrapping a small silk scarf under the collar of your shirt today, silk scarves shouldn't be worn around your neck Is it... the aunt in the locker room doesn't treat Bai Daxing as an outsider, and chats with her when she catches her.

After some time, Bai Dasheng started her love affair again.This time, the other party's name was Guan Pengyu, from the guest room department of Karen Hotel, one year younger than Bai Dasheng, and about the same size as Bai Dasheng.They got acquainted during the rehearsal of the hotel's Christmas party. Guan Pengyu sang the bel canto "Song of the Yangtze River", and Bai Dasheng's program was the folk song "Return to My Mother's Home".This song "Back to My Mother's Home" was sung by Bai Dasheng when he was in college.Another advantage of her is that she doesn't stand in the way, which has something to do with being the propaganda minister in the student union.It's just that during the rehearsal process, she always had some small troubles. For example, when she sang "a chicken in the left hand, a duck in the right hand, and a fat baby in her arms", she should stretch out her left hand first and then her right hand, but she Always extend the right hand first and then the left.Although the trouble is not big, it makes people look awkward.At that time, Guan Pengyu, who was sitting under the stage, quietly gestured at her, reminding her to "left first, first left".Bai Dasheng saw Guan Pengyu's hand gestures and heard his reminder. His little gestures made her feel inexplicably moved, and she felt at ease as if she had a backer and strength. She followed Guan Pengyu's instructions. Instructed to reach out to the right hand - "left first".Later, in the rehearsal, before singing "a chicken in the left hand and a duck in the right hand", she turned her attention to Guan Pengyu in the audience in advance, a bit like a hint, and a bit like acting like a baby.She hinted that Guan Pengyu should not forget to hint to her: I am about to make a mistake, don't forget to remind me.At the critical moment of reaching out, she was actually able to "left first" smoothly, but she still pretended to hesitate, pretending that she didn't know how to extend her hand.Guan Pengyu in the audience was really anxious, he stretched out his left hand to her.Bai Dasheng likes to see Guan Pengyu anxious, it's not worrying for others, it's worrying for her alone, Bai Dasheng.Bai Dasheng was overjoyed, and her "flirting" skills could be said to have reached a small climax - that's all, she has no other tricks.

Guan Pengyu is different from Guo Hong. He is a man who naturally likes to live at home. He pays attention to women's fashion, can knit sweaters, can play the piano a few times, and can make beds.The first time he accompanied Bai Dasheng to the concubine's alley, he showed her the professional bed-making and "opening" techniques from the guest room department.He never seemed to be bored with his ordinary job, and even developed a professional hobby: when he saw a bed, he wanted to make it and "open" it.He ordered Bai Dasheng to bring him a set of sheets, and he stood at the foot of the bed, grasping the corners of the sheets with both hands, and shaking them open, the clean sheets were undulating like waves under his decisive gestures, and fell silent in an instant Come down and stretch out squarely on the mattress.Then he fluffed up Bai Dasheng's pillow, and asked her to sit by the bed, letting her appreciate his skills and labor.They——Guan Pengyu and Bai Dasheng, are with the bed at this moment, but none of them realize that they can have something to do with this bed. It makes people feel that the person who makes the bed is always away from the bed, just like the person who builds the house After all, stay away from the room.Bai Dasheng only saw from Guan Pengyu's face a kind of innocence and tranquility after labor, without desire or sex.

They still communicated.The restaurant eliminated the next batch of furniture and sold it to employees at a very cheap price. The three-piece brocade satin sofa was only 120 yuan.Bai Dasheng bought a lot of things, from sofas, carpets, microwave ovens, to floor lamps, small wine cabinets, and writing desks. Guan Pengyu helped her redesign and furnish the room.Thinking that Guan Pengyu liked to play the piano, Bai Daxing gritted his teeth and spent 500 yuan to buy an old piano (with a piano bench) in the hotel.The era of Bai Daxing asking her parents for money or secretly selling electric fans is over. She is far from rich, but she feels that she is not short of money.She celebrated Guan Pengyu's birthday once in the newly furnished room, and this time she was extra thoughtful, unlike the time when she celebrated Guo Hong's birthday and invited a bunch of people.This time she invited no one, just her and Guan Pengyu.She ordered an extra-large "Black Forest" cake from the western restaurant of the hotel, and bought a bottle of moderately priced "Great Wall Dry Red".That night, they ate cake and drank wine, and Guan Pengyu played the piano for a while.When Guan Pengyu played the piano, Bai Dasheng stood beside him and looked at his profile.She was so close to him that one of his ears almost touched the skirt of her chest.His ears are red, like a rabbit.Bai Daxing later told me that she really wanted to bite that ear.Guan Pengyu has been playing the piano, but the more he plays, the less he knows what he is playing.The hot air around him blocked his thinking, he didn't know whether to keep looking at the keys, or turn his head away from the hot air, and then he turned his head to Bai Daxing.When he turned his head, for some reason, his head and his red ear were leaning against Bai Daxing's arms.This was a posture that caught Bai Dasheng off guard. Maybe she wanted to wrap her hands around the head in her arms, but when her knees softened, she let her body slide down, and she knelt on the ground.Compared with Guan Pengyu who was sitting on the piano bench, her body kneeling on the ground looked a bit fleshy and heavy, even though she was already shorter than him.She looked up at him, as if to accept.He also bent down towards her, kissed her on the mouth, and caressed her body for a while.She hooked his not so thick neck with her hands, she hoped that everything would continue, he should hug her or press her down.But he was obviously a little timid, he didn't seem to have the strength to hug her, nor did he have the strength to hold her down.It is likely that he already regretted his fatal turn of the head just now.He seemed to have nothing else to do before he decided to turn his head like that, and it seemed that it was this turn of the head that made him understand that the Bai Daxing in front of him was actually so huge that he couldn't manipulate it.Or does he also feel inferior about his height and his education?Bai Dasheng has a college degree, and he studied in a tourism technical secondary school.Maybe none of these reasons, Guan Pengyu, he was never sure if he fell in love with Bai Daxing.He finally got out of Bai Dasheng's arms.He sat back at the table, and Bai Dasheng also sat back at the table, both of them looked very tired.

Suddenly Bai Daxing said, if we live together, things like changing gas tanks must be mine. Guan Pengyu said, if we live together, things like changing light bulbs must be mine. Bai Daxing said, if we live together, I won't let you do anything. Guan Pengyu said, you are so kind, I have already seen it. He was telling the truth, and he understood that not every man can meet this kindness.Just because of Bai Dasheng's naked kindness that he had discovered long ago, he kissed her again.Then they took a peaceful, cheerful farewell. They haven't talked about getting married yet, but both of them are tacit.When colleagues in the sales department asked about Bai Dasheng, she just smiled and didn't answer.After all, Bai Dasheng had accumulated some experience, and she endured the happiness she thought she had.If our other cousin, Xiao Ping, hadn't come to Beijing, I think Guan Pengyu would marry Bai Dasheng.But Xiao Ping came.

Xiao Fing is our uncle's daughter, who lives in Taiyuan.After failing to enter university for three years in a row, he made up his mind to go to Beijing to explore the world.Her ideal is to be a fashion designer, so she chose a fashion school in Beijing that does not have a diploma, does not care about board and lodging, and is not responsible for assignments.She spent money to attend this school, and came to Prince Consort Hutong to ask to live with Bai Dasheng.She was confident and confident, without any explanation.