Chapter 6 six

Ah Mei likes shopping, wearing floral clothes, and watching movies.I just like going to the movies - we go to the movies a lot.Under normal circumstances, she arrived in Beijing very late, and we couldn't go to the city to watch the movie theater, so we watched outdoor movies on the playground in our compound.There happened to be a flight transfer to Beijing that Saturday.Because I was no longer so crazy that I ran to the Capital Airport every day, so after the plane landed, she came to my house by car alone.It happened that I was carrying a chair to go to the movies.Ask her, she will naturally go.On the way to the playground, she said, she thought on the way to Beijing: If only I had been waiting for her at the airport.But when I get off the plane, I'm not there.

"That's natural." I said, "I'm not the roundworm in your stomach, who knew you would fly here today." She kept silent, pouted her lips, and said that Beijing was cold. After the movie opened, she said it was cold again.I took off my coat to her, but she said it was cold.I said, "If I take it off again, I will be shirtless." After the movie was over, she ignored me.I coaxed it, but I couldn't coax it, and I was still wondering in my dream. In the morning, she comes to my house and asks me, "Where do you keep my perfume?" (She keeps a make-up set at my house.)

"Drink it." She smiled and glanced at me.I found the perfume and sprayed a few drops in her hair while asking her. "Are you mad at me last night?" "Ok." "why?" "You ignored me." "How can I care about you? You said it was cold, didn't I even give you clothes?" "I didn't ask you to give me your clothes. I said it was cold, but I just wanted to hear some warm words from you." I feel so stupid that I didn't make a fuss about such a simple trick.For the first time, I envied the masters in those fields.

Later, as I drove her to the airport, she told me that, in fact, she had been very unhappy these days.The last time I went to Beijing for an overnight stay, I brought paper patterns of several newspapers and some documents with me on the plane.But she and her boyfriend were also happy to be patrons of flight attendants in Beijing. When the plane landed in Guangzhou, the two fascinated girls forgot to unload the paper models and were dragged around to Hong Kong again.Not to mention the delay in the publication of several southern newspapers, because there were documents, it also caused a moderate "secrecy".The girl was the purser, and she was punished.Ah Mei was also reprimanded, and some violations of the system were found, such as not going to the restaurant to eat, and running away before the customer finished ordering.

"I've never, um, been criticized so badly before." "Then, this account should be settled on my head." "I didn't say it. But..." She looked at me cautiously, "I will go to the city less and come to your house less in the future." "Okay." I said calmly. What can I say, she makes sense.I should have known long ago that what she can ask me to do, I cannot ask her to do.Because there is a difference, a big difference: she has an important job.This work is so important that it can only affect me, but I cannot affect it. There is another shadow that lingers in her heart that she didn't mention, and that is the guilt of being punished by her companion.It is easy for a girl like Ami to exaggerate her responsibilities.It was this sense of guilt that made her feel compelled to sacrifice some personal pleasure to pay.

I have had this experience.When I was a recruit, I was unaccustomed to the environment and developed hives all over my body.Some people say that eating dumplings can cure the disease, and we Yankees are arguing about eating pork and green onion dumplings every day.Because the training was busy and there was no one to help, the cooking squad leader borrowed the dough mixer from the destroyer.Not used to it, twisted an arm in.Those days, I held my head up like a criminal, thinking it was all my fault.At our pier, there are often some seagoing girls joking with the soldiers.In those days, I was disgusted by the laughter of these girls.God!Does she hate me a little too?

"I just can't figure it out," she told me from thousands of miles away. "Let me help you analyze and analyze." I enthusiastically said into the microphone like a half-bottled political commissar, "What problem can't be solved?" "you." "I?" "Why do I feel as if you are someone else?" This is disgusting! "So, there is another person who looks very similar to me." "Don't be kidding, let's be serious. You're not the same as you used to be." "What was I like in the past?" I asked blankly, "Three eyes?"

"In the past, you were tough and unrestrained. Wearing your hat crookedly, carrying a pistol, standing on the deck of a warship, I fell in love with you at first sight. At that time, I always thought, there must be something in your heart that I don't know, Far away, beautiful things. And now, I can see right through your heart at a glance." "I only have you in mind." "You're still fat," she muttered. "You think I'm fat and unseemly, don't you?" What a typical "lost generation".My ears turned red with anger, and I screamed and roared:

"I'll teach you a way to relive old dreams. Just pick any Navy Pier for a walk. You'll meet thousands of tanned guys with hats askew. Take your pick." She cried on the phone. I have said that adoring love is impure and unreliable.