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never lost my love

never lost my love

王朔

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Chapter 1 first quarter

never lost my love 王朔 9286Words 2018-03-19
That day, the newspapers and TV stations all predicted that it would be a sunny day with a wind force of level two or three, but when we gathered in the open space of the construction site, the sky turned overcast instantly, accompanied by uninterrupted strong winds, and the cement floating ash on the construction site was blown away. Flying all over the sky, gravel hit the sides of the trucks lined up with clangs. I lost my eyes, got a mouthful of sand and turned my face gray.The colorful flags beside the empty field also dimmed in an instant. It seems that countless bombs have fallen on Nuoda's construction site...

Then, tons of rainwater poured down, and the ashes disappeared. The huge unbuilt house and the outline of the dinosaur-like crane appeared vaguely, shrouded in a mist of water. People ran with their heads in their arms, Shi Jing ran towards us across the chaotic crowd, her hair was wet on her forehead and cheeks, rainwater flowed into her wide-open mouth, her white teeth swayed, and the noise of the rain made it hard for me to hear clearly What is she shouting.We split up and climbed into our respective trucks.The driving building is very stuffy, mixed with diesel oil, and the continuous flow of water makes the surrounding scenery, objects and people hazy.I turned on the windshield wipers, and the water was scraped away layer by layer. The foreground suddenly became clear and then blurred. The trucks on both sides rumbled into motion.I rolled down the side window, and saw that she had turned around and walked back step by step, the wet hair at the back of her head was messed up like a mess of black wool.

Xiao Liu from the trade union wore an orange plastic hard hat, and like a scout moving swiftly under the blockade of enemy fire, he bent down and sprinted to appear in front of the car, holding a whistle in his mouth and puffing his cheeks. After blowing, holding Yao Xiaohong Flag in one hand, he waved down abruptly, and ran away. The two cars next to me rushed out suddenly, and by the time I realized it, the whistle that hadn't appeared was drowned in the sound of the rain, half a beat behind.Dong Yanping's car had already run in front of me and blocked my sight. The shovel-shaped rear of the car jumped and trembled in front of me, emitting puffs of black smoke.

The roar of the engine overwhelmed the sound of the rain, the steering wheel seemed to be electrified and the earthquake made my hands numb, and the body of the car shook me greatly, as if I was riding a horse.On the left and right are trucks driving at the same speed, and the yellow-headed thieves of the workers flashing past in the gap between the cars.I approached the same orange rear of the car several times, and watched it pull away—Dong Yanping intentionally blocked my route, and I swung him to the right as well.The rear of Dong Yanping's car suddenly grew larger and rushed towards me. I turned to the left, and Xiao Qi's rear suddenly appeared in front of me. At the same time, Lao Wu's car roared away from my eyes, and a row of heavy mud spots rattled and slapped horizontally on my front windshield.

When I restarted the vehicle and drove towards the finish line, Dong Yanping and the others had already stopped at the finish line, laughed and climbed out of the cab, stood there and whistled at me. I drove towards them at a high speed, and when I stepped on the front brake, the car body turned sideways, and the high-speed rotating rear wheels scraped up their heads and faces with mud. "Is it revenge?" Dong Yanping and Qi Yongsheng rushed up, opened the door and dragged me out. I was twisted by them, and I struggled with a smile and said, "Revenge you, what's the matter?"

"Fuck you." Then, I was pushed into a muddy puddle by them. I was pulled up by them, spat on the muddy water and said, "What's the matter, isn't it just a muddy water bath?" "Still stubborn?" Dong Yanping pressed my head again. At this time, the bosses and Shi Jing walked over with umbrellas and smiling.Xiao Liu shouted: "Accept the award, accept the award, the top three blankets, and the rest one by one thermos bottle." Dong Yanping said to Shi Jing, "If this is in the past, to be honest, I have to reward you." "I'll reward you with a big mouth." Shi Jing said with a smile, "It's not like you. If you ride a person and drive, according to the temper of the minority, you will be fried."

"It's like a family." Dong Yanping smiled and glanced at me, then turned to Shi Jing, "Why am I not as good as him? The emperor's daughter knows how to do some trials, so give me a chance." "That's it," Xiao Qi interjected, "It's a puddle of cow shit, you can try it." "Smack you?" Dong Yanping threatened Xiao Qi. "You're useless." I said sincerely to Dong Yanping, "Don't get maggots if you have nothing to do. Brother, all the seams here have been erased, and the concrete is poured. In the words of a model opera: I am not afraid of wind and rain—yes." Not Shi Jing?"

"That's right," Shi Jing said with a smile, "Go play all of them." "It's really rough." Dong Yanping shook his head and sighed, "It's boring, it really makes me sad, it seems that this ordinary girl can't do it." "How do we usually deal with this kind of people?" I pointed to Dong Yanping and asked Xiao Qi. "Look at the melon." Xiao Qi shouted, and a group of people swarmed up and pressed Dong Yanping to the ground. "Chuck up!" Dong Yanping lay on the ground and yelled, "I haven't changed the pants I wore yesterday."

"Is the twitch in the left eye a fortune or a disaster?" "disaster." "It's money that can't escape, it's disaster that can't be avoided." I unlocked the bicycle, pushed it outside, and it was raining like a bet outside. "Let's go when the rain subsides." Shi Jing looked at me while holding an umbrella and pushing the car. "Do you know what a bath is? This is called a bath." I lifted my legs and rode into the rain. The trees on the street are shaking in the wind and rain, the windows of the buildings on both sides are tightly closed and reflect the light shiningly, the drainpipes of the buildings are rushing to flow water, the green lawns on the street are soaked in white water, the roads, vehicles, street lamps, The buildings and buildings were washed clean by the rain.The torrential water comes from all directions at various intersections, swirls with leaves and flowers, and flows along the arched road to both sides.Rows of people sheltering from the rain and bicycles stood under the eaves of every store, and people were fascinated by the rain.

"What a happy thing," I said to Shi Jing, who caught up with me and rode side by side. Serve two or two soul-chasing wine." "Don't be shameless." At the end of You Jing's words, the flower umbrella in her hand was blown by the wind so that her toes turned upwards, and she immediately left her hand, flying and stopping in the wind, turning upside down, becoming a distance in an instant A floating lotus lantern in the water.There was a burst of enthusiastic applause from the crowd sheltering from the rain on the side of the road, and everyone was smiling.I waved my hand to greet the crowd, and Shi Jing, who had suddenly become drowned, looked crying.

"Let you hide it." I laughed at her. "Why is this person so bad?" Shi Jing said angrily, "I gloat when I see someone's misfortune." We turned into another street, only to hear the cheers of idlers on the side of the road. A flood swept across a melon stall on the side of the road. A big watermelon with emerald green skin was floating in the mighty water, bumping and hitting fat heads and big ears. "What is loss outside the dike and compensation inside the dike? Hug two!" "When will you die with the heart of harming the country and the people?" Shi Jing gritted her teeth, stumbling around in tears, surrounded by watermelons. "It's called not being able to advance if you want to, and not being able to retreat if you want to." I turned over and got out of the car, went upstream, bent down and took advantage of the situation to pick up two big watermelons, before I could show off, a shirtless boy in shorts waded in, took the watermelons, and said: thanks. "What's the advantage?" Shi Jing got out of the workshop and laughed at me in the water. We moved the car to the side of the road and stood under the tree to watch the bitter master bravely catch the claw fruit. Every time we caught one, we clapped our hands and applauded. "Are you bored or not?" Shi Jing asked angrily seeing my cheerful appearance. "Fuck, it's not easy to get excited." At this time, there was a "bang beep" from behind, and the glass of a window room upstairs on the street was shattered, falling leaves continued to fall, billowing black smoke came out, and a girl's head poked out the window and shouted loudly: "Help! It's on fire!" Then disappeared. Black smoke boiled out of the room, and the wind and rain immediately thinned and cleared without a trace.Pedestrians on the street looked up at each other in bewilderment, bewildered. "No way, this is not a day of fire." "Crack"!Another window was broken, and a brown man's head stuck out, and he roared in the same rough voice: "Help! It's on fire!" Then he shrank back. Another window was broken, and a bitch's head protruded out, shouting for help at the same level, and did not retract, and leaned on the window with a high and low sound.From time to time, the black smoke engulfed the head, and then he stopped shouting, coughing violently, and when the black smoke dissipated, the shouting resumed, its high pitch and loudness remained unchanged.Its feeling is sad, its appearance is sad.The idlers downstairs stamped their feet anxiously, shouting repeatedly: "Jump! Jump!" "I'm afraid I'm the only one who stepped forward." Shi Jing didn't hold back, and I had already abandoned the car and shot into the building like a bullet. The first floor was peaceful, and the staff and officials were mediocre in and out of the various departments with signs, holding documents and holding teacups. An old janitor with an ignorant face but wearing glasses rushed out from the concierge and stopped me with raised eyebrows: "There is no toilet in the building." "The second floor is on fire." Taking advantage of the old man's shock, I left him and rushed upstairs. A group of intellectuals fled in panic along the corridor, one of them grabbed me, pointed to a room at the top of the corridor where the smoke was the thickest, and said, "There are important materials there, hurry to rescue them." After speaking, he hurried downstairs . There was no fire in the corridor, but thick smoke was seen flowing out of symmetrical rooms one after another.I broke into the first room, picked up a chair, and smashed all the wide windows, and smashed the first one and the second one.There were no people or flames in the offices, only thick smoke permeated through the walls that seemed to have no gaps.After the window glass was smashed, the rain slanted in, the curtains fluttered in the wind, and the smoke dispersed.It was only in the last office that I saw the firelight and the old woman fainted by the window. Tongues of fire rushed along the floor and the paint layer on the wall, spreading out like ripples in water. A few flames rushed to my feet, then dodged and spread around with the smell of burnt plastic.I picked up the teacup on the desk and threw it on the floor hard. The shock wave and splash of tea made the flame instantly extinguished when it shattered, and then I jumped over the water stains and ran to another place more happily.I danced in circles and walked to the window, trying to lift up a puddle of muddy old women, and the people watching the excitement downstairs cheered. "I can't carry it." I put down the old woman's arm from my neck, patted the old woman's fat shoulder and rushed down, "It's more than two hundred catties." "Drop it, drop it!" A few lads came running with their arms outstretched like joint pockets. "Don't do this." I smiled and said to the people downstairs, "You will hide when I throw it down, I don't know this yet." The people downstairs laughed: "I promise not to hide, just throw it away." I picked up the drooping head of the old woman, flicked the bowl hard, and twisted my face to face the fast rainwater. "Wake up, wake up, don't sleep right now." The people downstairs smiled and pointed at my conduct: "Grandson, be gentle." The old lady woke up with a start, hugging my neck and crying. "Don't mind me," I blushed and broke her. "Don't cry, open your eyes and see if it's your relatives." I don't know how hard it is for people to grab life-saving straws. Fortunately, a flame rushed like a snake, and we hurriedly left like stepping on a switch. No nonsense at all, if you stare wide-eyed, you won't be able to find anyone, and you don't know when they disappeared. At this time, several writing desks in the room had been burnt very nicely.Flames burst out from all the drawers, and from time to time there was a "ping" sound bursting out from the four walls of the tabletop.After a while, it became transparent, and the frame door of Nuoda's writing desk was crystal clear.Finally, it collapsed with a "wow", and the fire weakened, and then it rose high and reached the roof.I went out of the room, picked up a foam fire extinguisher from the wall of the corridor, rushed out of the corridor, threw the fire extinguisher and went downstairs. Everyone on the first floor ran away, throwing all kinds of shoes.I heard fire engines roaring from far and near, and firefighters in helmets swaying outside the door.As soon as I came out of the building, I was hit by a jet of water from a high-pressure water gun, and my feet slipped and I sat on the ground. "Have you enjoyed it?" Shi Jing asked with her eyes shaking. "What!" I said angrily. "What's wrong with the hero? I don't say anything about flowers and hugs, at least you have to look at me with admiration." Shi Jing looked at me and smiled, "Okay, it's lenient enough to admit that you are fighting fires rather than starting fires and looting." "What kind of master do you think of me?" I laughed, "It's chilling." "What's wrong with your arm?" Shi Jing suddenly caught my right arm and screamed. "What are you shouting about?" I shook off her hand, raised my right elbow and took a look, only to see a big gash on the outside of my right elbow, which was long but not too deep, because the oozing blood had scabbed over. "You have to go to the hospital for medicine." "Don't make such a fuss." I said to Shi Jing, "Which hospital did you go to? Didn't you see that the blood stopped? Go back and wash it, and just apply some medicine yourself." I dragged Shi Jing out of the crowd, and the rain was much lighter at this time, almost to the point of pattering.We picked up the bicycles that had fallen by the side of the road, rode on and pedaled away.Along the way, Shi Jing always looked at my arm worriedly. At night, we paint houses in our empty new home.It is said to be a new house, but it is actually an old house that someone lived in. The walls are mottled, peeling and dirty.Shi Jing is using cement to wipe the depressions on the wall.I'm putting my arms up and rubbing red syrup on myself. "What medicine did you apply?" Shi Jing said while wiping without looking back. "Don't mess with the medicine." "What do you mean by random medicine? Seriously, you subtract thirty to two hundred and two." I threw away the cotton swab, stepped forward to take Shi Jing's plasterboard and trowel, and played with the viscous cement. Said, "Go and talk to Dabai." Although the four walls are of different shades, they are already flat, and any one of them can be brought down to play Klang chess. Shi Jing put the reconciled white jade barrel under my feet, and covered my head with her own handkerchief tied at the four corners.I stepped on a bench and brushed the wall up and down with a row brush dipped in gray water. The gray water flowed straight down one after another, with different lengths, but without exception, the exhibition hall came to a heavy end when exhausted.The thin, transparent gray water seemed unable to cover the flaws on the wall, but after drying and congealing, it became white and dazzling. Shi Jing was brushing at the other end of the wall. She was wearing a nurse's cap and shirt tied around her waist, with one hand on her hips and the other waving the brush. Her movements were gentle and rhythmic, calm and patient, and she knew I was looking at her without looking up: "Work hard, don't look around, this is for yourself." "I find that your posture of painting the wall looks better." I simply stopped and said to her with a smile. She glanced at me quickly, smiled charmingly, then lowered her head and said softly, "What do you mean? "It's nothing, it's just a general flattery." "Don't you want me to paint the whole wall alone?" "Why are you so boring?" I smiled and slid off the bench, sitting and swinging my legs, "You have lost all my tenderness." "Are you tired?" She turned to look at me and asked. "I'm not tired, what kind of work is this? Aren't we doing it for ourselves, taking a break from our busy schedule to express our emotions. Shi Jing took a few steps back to examine the freshly painted wall, and walked over with a brush in her hand, smiling: "Take a break when you're tired." She picked up the ash bucket, walked to another wall and continued to drive.I turned around with her and continued looking at her with a smile. "My own is different from the public's. I cherish it and plan to keep it for a lifetime?" "It's not like you, it's a short-term behavior for everyone." Shi Jing said with a smile, her hands and feet didn't stop. "Come here." I called Shi Jing. "What are you doing?" Shi Jing ignored me. "Something happened." "What can you do? It doesn't matter the occasion or the location, can't you just stay for a while?" "You really have a problem with your thinking. Why do you keep thinking dirty? How do you know that I can't have anything else with you?" "I know you have a lot of things to do." Shi Jing walked over with a smile, "Tell me what's going on." "Throw away that row of brushes, it's in the way." I grabbed the brushes in Shi Jing's hand and threw them on the ground, and grabbed her. She straightened her body to hide from me, and said, "He Lei, He Lei, I'm already your wife, and I can't run away even if I leave it alone, as if I can't be caught." "Come on you." ... "You're suffocating me." Shi Jing straightened her body, wiped her mouth and stared at me and asked, "What's on your mouth? Snot or rice?" "Don't worry about it, it's Gaba anyway." I said cheerfully, "It's clean now." Shi Jing went to the side and continued to paint the wall, and I stood on the stool again to paint.I felt something dripping down. At first I thought it was gray water dripping, but then I realized that the scab on my arm had split open and blood was dripping down. I clutched the wound and went to the kitchen faucet to wash it. The blood oozes out after washing away. It can't stop, and the white pool is also stained red.Later, I pressed hard on the bleeding spot with my hands, until my elbow turned pale. The bleeding seemed to have stopped. Although there was still oozing from time to time, the bleeding was not so fierce. "What happened to you?" I went back to the room being painted, and Shi Jing asked me. "It's okay." I said.I poured myself a cup of tea, broke another piece of bread and chewed, "It's a bit cold." "I said it's cool in rainy days. I told you to change into long pants. If you're flirting, wear shorts." "Isn't that sexy." I sat down against the wall and drank tea. After finishing a paragraph, Shi Jing turned to me with a smile and said, "People who don't work eat and drink." I smiled and didn't speak. Shi Jing came over, took the teacup in my hand, drank tea, and looked at the half-painted wall: "Do you think we can finish painting this house tonight?" "What's the hurry? You can count as much as you can." Shi Jing glanced at me, put the teacup on the ground, walked back and continued to paint the wall: "Are you tired?" "Sleepy." I said. "Then just squint for a while." Shi Jing turned her face, I was already lying on the ground, on two spread newspapers. "Catch a cold." "Call me in an hour." I said drowsily, with my eyes closed and a piece of clothing gently covering me. When I woke up, it was dawn, the sun was shining on the ground next to my face, and the room was white and dazzling.Shi Jing was squatting on the ground, brushing the last corner. "Awake?" she said cheerfully.He straightened his back and turned his head and said to me happily: "Look at me, I've painted this whole room." "It's amazing." I struggled to get up from the ground, moved my sore limbs, and looked at the four walls of the room. "You've done a good job. It seems that there is no need to hire another big girl." Shi Jing looked at me. "What's the matter?" I rubbed my face and asked her, "My face was stepped on by a horse's hoof?" "What's wrong with your eyes?" She came closer and stroked the corner of my right eye, "Why is it slanted?" "It's been wrinkled all night, and I haven't had time to open it yet." , I also feel that the corners of my eyes are drooping and heavy. "Is it windy? I told you that you would catch a cold when you sleep on the floor, but you didn't listen." Shi Jing complained. "It's okay." I said, "Use the electric fan to blow it backwards and it will be straight." I went to the kitchen to wash my face. When I held water, I felt weak and my arms were heavy and numb.I raised my right elbow and looked, only to see that the wet wound was a little swollen.I can't tell the color because I rubbed the red lotion, but I guess there must be some inflammation, and yellow tissue fluid oozes from the crevice of the scab. "I think it might be a cold." In the infirmary of the construction site, Wu Shan was cleaning the wound on my arm. I rushed to tell her. "I don't think anything else is wrong, but I feel weak and very tired. It's better now. Last night, I was so tired that I didn't even bother to catch my breath. I just wanted to lie down, and I was tired even when I lay down." "The wound is a bit inflamed." Wu Shan held the blood-stained alcohol cotton ball with tweezers, stepped on the lid of the dirt bucket and threw it in. "But it's not a big problem. It's best to bandage it to avoid further infection. The construction site is dirty and dusty." "Do you need to hang it up?" "That's not necessary." Wu Shan said, "There is no broken bone." She quickly reapplied the medicine for me, put on the gauze, tore the tape into strips with her hands, strangled the gauze and stuck it to my arm. "It's time, take out the thermometer." I let go of my right armpit, and the thermometer stuck to my skin, and I took it out with a tug. "What if there are smelly armpits?" "Then use an anal watch." Wu Shan didn't smile at all, and held up the thermometer to look at the mercury column, "Thirty-six degrees seven, no fever." She shook off the mercury column, inserted the alcohol bottle back, and sat down at the table: "I'll prescribe some anti-inflammatory medicine for you, just go back and pay attention to rest." "Don't give me sulfa, I'm allergic to sulfa." "Okay... Do you want to rest for two days?" She looked at me fixedly. "No need." I picked up the two bags of medicine she wrapped and stood up, "I still have compensatory time off." "Well, three times a day, two tablets at a time, don't forget to eat." "I can't forget to eat, it depends on what I eat." I said with a smile. Wu Shan has already lowered her head to read her medical book. The large dining hall on the construction site was crowded with people, and there were long queues in front of dozens of food-selling windows. People sat around hundreds of large round tables, eating, drinking, talking and laughing enthusiastically. The ceiling was spinning rapidly, blowing gusts of violent wind. I walked into the cafeteria, joking with the friends I knew, and stretched my neck to look for Shi Jing. Someone pointed to a window in the distance and told me that I saw Shi Jing queuing there just now. I walked through the long queues of people buying food, bypassed the big round tables full of people, and walked inside.From a distance, I saw Shi Jing and Dong Yanping pushing out of the dense line with several bowls of food each, and walking towards the big empty dining table farther away, I hurried over and stopped them on the way. When Shi Jing saw me, she called, "Hurry up and serve me a plate, the one in the middle." I took an enamel pot of rice from their palms, my hand softened, and almost dropped it, so I hurriedly held it with the other hand. "It's really useless." Shi Jing said to me. I smiled wearily, unable to argue. "I have to ask you," Dong Yanping said to Shi Jing as he walked, "what's the matter? Let our buddies play tricks on you." "Stop talking nonsense." Shi Jing said with a smile. We sat down at a table, and Xiao Qi and Lao Wu came over with meals one after another. The people at the table began to eat and talk, mainly making fun of Shi Jing and me. "Shi Jing, He Lei," Xiao Liu Duanpan from the trade union walked past our table and called to me. "Drive at two o'clock in the afternoon and go to the hospital for pre-marital checkups." "Oh——" people from several nearby tables coaxed us together. "Can those who are not married go?" "Only reserve brides and grooms." "Will no one care if our militiamen get sick?" "Yes," Xiao Qi said to Dong Yanping in a serious voice, "the gynecology department in that hospital is not all specially set up for you." "Check it out." Dong Yanping said to Shi Jing and me, holding a bowl of rice. "Wipe what needs to be wiped, change what needs to be replaced, and pass it slowly, second and third, and set his record of 100-day driving without accidents." Everyone roared with laughter. Shi Jing blushed and said to Yanping: "Are you stupid?" "Hey, I'm still embarrassed." Dong Yanping teased us shamelessly. "How long have you been driving without a license?" "He Lei, are you immortal?" Xiao Qi picked at the side. "Talk to him, let him enjoy the pleasure in his own mouth." I squeezed the chopsticks hard, not letting my hands tremble, and tried my best to pick up a bean. I picked it up several times, and finally picked it up, and put it into my mouth tremblingly. I tried to bite hard, but the beans slowly slipped out and fell on the table. Wu Shan sat on a table opposite me to eat with a meal, and occasionally glanced over here. "Look at you, I didn't eat much but I wasted more than half of it." Shi Jing said to me, "Don't you like this dish?" "You really need to pay attention." Dong Yanping continued, "It's going to be a day in the future, and every penny will have to be spent, why don't you buy something big?" "What's the matter with He Lei?" Xiao Qi said to me, "I didn't eat a few mouthfuls of rice, but half a bowl of Harazi was poured back. Who are you greedy for?" "What do you know, this is called Longlong Birthday..." I forced myself to smile and said to Shi Jing, "Put that dish in my bowl." Shi Jing glanced at me, and brought over the leftovers, soup and juice, and put them in my bowl.Stirring with chopsticks, I said, "I like rice with soup." I picked up the bowl vigorously, and the whole bowl of food was folded on my chest. Wu Shan raised her head upon hearing the sound, and looked at me from afar. "Are you going to sleep if you don't feel well? I'll call you at two o'clock." Shi Jing said, letting me lie down on the bed in her dormitory. "If you want to get sick, don't do it now, it will delay things." Ma Minghua, who lives in Shi Jing's dormitory, said with a smile. "Have you taken the medicine you took in the morning?" Shi Jing asked me. "Oh, forgot." "I knew you had to forget, take it now." Shi Jing poured water, took out a medicine bag from my pocket, and watched me take it. "I'd better go back to my dormitory and sleep." "Just sleep here!" Shi Jing ordered, "The smell of stinky feet in your dormitory will make you sick even if you are not sick." "Don't pretend that it's the first time you sleep here." Ma Minghua said with a smile, "You've made me stay up all night so many times, it's more polite this time." "It's not like we, Shi Jing, never had a family where we couldn't get in." I said to Shi Jing, "I'm going to the bathroom." I left Shi Jing's dormitory and walked a few steps. Seeing no one in the corridor, I quickly came to a room with a white curtain and knocked on the door. Wu Shan said in the room: "Come in." I opened the door and walked in. She was the only person living in this room. She was eating tomatoes in her pajamas, and a stick of incense was lit on the table. "Eat?" she asked me. "Don't eat." I said.Sitting on her bed, she asked, "What's the matter? Why can't I even eat food with this disease? I can't even hold the chopsticks, and the soup flows out of my mouth when I drink it. It doesn't look like a cold." "Are you still feeling bored?" Wu Shan finished eating the tomatoes, threw the leftovers into the dustpan on the wall, washed her hands in the washbasin filled with water, took a towel from the wire in the room, and wiped it. Walking over with my mouth and hands on, I looked at my face carefully. "Boring is still boring. But no matter how boring you are, you can't even hold your chopsticks." "How long has the corner of your left eye drooped?" "I don't know." I hurriedly stood up and looked at the mirror on the wall with the corner of my left eye. "I don't know." I turned around and said to Wu Shan sadly, "It's because the corner of my right eye is drooping in the morning." Wu Shan took a closer look at my left eye, two clear, black and white eyes flickered, and I smelled the faint scent of balm and Lysol on her body. She held out a hand to me: "You hold my hand." I took her hand full. "Harder," she said, "harder." "I did my best." Usually, I only lightly hold Shi Jing's hand, and she will cry out in pain, but now, I gritted my teeth and stared at Wu Shan, but Wu Shan didn't respond, I let go of my sweaty hand, and sat down again in a daze. Wu Shan sat down at the table slowly, frowning slightly, looking at me thoughtfully. "What's the matter?" I asked her. "It's hard to say now." She shook her head, her posture unchanged. "Is it serious?" "It's hard to say... Are you going to the hospital for a pre-marital check-up this afternoon?" "yes." "Then you can do some other checks along the way." She acted quickly, took out a pen and paper from the drawer, and wrote a hospital transfer slip for me. A large truck was full of candidates for brides and grooms, and drove out of the gate of the construction site amid the cheers of workers standing on the scaffolding on all levels of the construction building. Shi Jing stood close to me and held my hand.Under the scorching sun and the strong wind, the men and women in the car were all flushed, their eyes were slightly open, their hair was fluffy, and they were silent. The truck drove past the street that caught fire two days ago, pedestrians on the street were walking under the shade of trees, emerald green watermelons were piled up on the side of the road, shops and department stores were lined up with an assortment of tobacco, alcohol and beverages, the building was newly decorated, The intact silver-gray aluminum alloy window frame is shining brightly in the sun, and there is no evidence of burning.The white uniform of the traffic policeman under the parasol at the intersection in front is very eye-catching, and a continuous stream of large and small vehicles passes by him, making him appear and disappear from time to time. I looked at all this and giggled. As we passed the traffic post, I saw a charred and tired face under a white cap. It was a slack and blotchy face of an elderly man, very pale due to long-term indoor work, with a white hat pressed down to his brows, professional indifference replaced the kindness that should be due to this age. He stared at me intently: "Close your eyes...open your eyes...close your eyes..." Under his instructions, I repeated the movements of opening and closing my eyes.He looked at me without moving, and I looked at him without moving, and we both seemed to expect something from the monotony of the action.I felt the strength of his will, and at the same time felt that my confidence was fading away little by little.Finally, my confidence crumbled.I stared wide-eyed at him motionless. "Close your eyes!" he said firmly. Closed!I also frantically ordered myself in my heart, but my eyelids remained motionless. I saw the old doctor stand up and walk towards me, stroking my eyelids with a warm and soft hand. It was dark before my eyes. "But my other tests are all normal." The voice seemed to come from another person. "Yes, other suspicions can be ruled out." "What disease?" After a moment, I asked. There was no answer, only the rustling of the pen on the paper. I opened my eyes suddenly, blinked quickly, and exulted happily, "It can move again!" The old doctor glanced at me and said rigidly: "You are not in danger of blindness. It is recommended to rest in bed; it is recommended to inject neostigmine intramuscularly; it is recommended that the patient not be allowed to marry for the time being." "Why?" I stood up dumbfounded. "Because your current illness is not suitable for marriage." The old doctor said. "Are you wrong?" I said strongly to the old doctor, "You exaggerated my illness. In fact, I am not sick at all, but I am tired and lack energy. Well, it’s like my eyes. I haven’t heard that people with eye problems are not allowed to get married, where is this, and even a doctor wouldn’t make a diagnosis like this.” "If you don't follow the doctor's advice, it's not just a matter of temporary eye muscle paralysis." The old doctor said sternly. "Need an explanation?" The old doctor's tone softened. "Need." My tone was almost begging. "You have what we call 'myasthenic myopathy', which is specifically a disorder of neuromuscular transmission. Eye muscle weakness is only the first symptom. If it continues to develop, it will affect a wide range of muscles in the body. Once the bulbar muscle If the progressive weakness of the respiratory muscles reaches the level where the normal ventilation function cannot be maintained, you will suffocate and die. Therefore, the problem you face is not marriage or not, but life and death!" "I'm asking for another check." The old doctor stared at me expressionlessly. I stared straight at him.
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