Chapter 4 fourth quarter

Every time after a big disturbance, they are doubly gentle and tender, just like opening a warehouse to release food after a catastrophe.Like bugs becoming resistant to pesticides, I've grown accustomed to Dumay's hysterics and panic attacks.Sometimes after a period of silence, I would be taken aback for a while, as if I was missing something: "Hey. Why didn't there be any trouble this time?" I have tried to figure out the periodicity and intermittent regularity of her seizures.Some wise people have said that this has something to do with a woman's menstrual cycle.

Others think that it is related to tides and sunspot activities.According to my observations and records, it is not sure or foolproof.One thing is for sure, every time she comes back from going out alone, she needs to pick quarrels and make trouble, if she doesn't make trouble that day, she will have it the next day.The time she goes out is not fixed, sometimes several times a month, sometimes not for several months.Her explanation for this unknown purpose of going out was to visit an old neighbor of her family who had cared about her in life. control anger.I dipped ink on the white paper and wrote down the two big characters of flamboyant and phoenix dancing, and then neatly inscribed: The book is a gift to Du Mei's children for mutual encouragement.

After laughing, Du Mei tore up the paper: "Stop doing this." "Unfortunate families each have their own misfortunes, but happy families are all alike." Pan Youjun repeated Mr. Tuo's cliché, and extended: "My wife also quarrels with me." He was also married not long ago, to a female employee of a foreign company.Both the foreign boss and he have taken a fancy to the same advantage of this lady: she can speak fluent English. "Your wife is pretty good, at least she didn't play hard and soft with you, which is pretty cute. My wife is hard to the end. It's common to see my head after a few days, so now you ask me what she looks like, I really can't tell Come on. Let me tell you that you will think I made it up. Now she simply scolds me in English, just because she can't understand what she is scolding. I have been in a hurry with her a few times."

A friend of Pan Youjun opened a racecourse in Daoxiang Lake, and Pan Youjun proposed to go there several times to find the feeling of a gentleman. So we made an appointment with a group of friends, found a car, and agreed not to bring my wife. When I went home and said it, Du Mei refused. Ever since I got married, she has been my little tail, and she doesn't follow me except when I go to work.I have to carry her everywhere. "If you don't take me, who will you take?" "No one, a bunch of old men, are you uncomfortable with an extra woman?" "It's not awkward. Foreign presidents bring their wives with them when they go out. As far as China is concerned, there are a bunch of men from top to bottom."

Then he gave me a death order: "If I don't want to go, you are not allowed to go." I had no choice but to take her there, and when the car arrived, Pan Youjun also brought his wife.Several other buddies also brought two dubious women. Du Mei looked down on the two women with ambiguous identities, revealing that she was married to an official matchmaker, and only talked affectionately with Pan Youjun's wife in the car. There were four women on horseback, and there was screaming all over the paddock.I saw four horses lined up, galloping in the field, and sitting on each horse was a woman with loose hair, bulging eyes, and screaming wildly.When the horse ran in front of us, there was a begging voice: "Let it stop." Du Meishang was brave, although he was very nervous, but insisted on running a few laps, and came down calmly: "It's very fun." pride.Du Mei always saves face for me outside, except for her rare beauty, she also behaves generously.Never twitching, makes other men respect.

I got on my horse, stood on the horse and slowly patrolled, acting like a commander.In a moment, he pushed his palm forward and called out: "The troops follow." He galloped his horse. As soon as the horse started running, I felt dizzy, and my ankle was so painful from the iron pedals.I tried my best to run around, passed by women standing under the shade of trees and shouted without a hoarse voice: "For Stalin!" But I was secretly worried about how to stop my horse.The poor horse ran faster and faster, and I was bouncing on the horse's back like a big burden, and my ankle bone was probably worn out and bleeding.At this time, the horse probably saw his lover, and stopped suddenly in front of Pan Youjun's horse, which was tremblingly dismounted by the owner of the racecourse. I rolled off the saddle and fell into the dust.Over there, under the shade of the trees, there was wild laughter.

Du Mei ran towards me, helped me up, and asked with concern, "Is it broken?" "It's okay." I made a relaxed gesture, and patted the horse with a smile: "Be naughty with me." The horse snorted and kicked me, so I ran away in a hurry. There was another laugh.Du Meizhou dusted me off, I walked away from her, and said angrily, "What do you really care about? What is there to make a fuss about?" "I really don't know good from bad." Du Mei glanced at herself and walked towards the group. At noon, we were fishing on the bank of a fish pond that was as green as black jade, and the surrounding fields wafted a strong smell of dung.In a row of pigpens not far away, the pigs were eating, squeaking and screaming.Du Mei kept ignoring me, and stood in the shade of a tree with Pan Youjun's wife, muttering to each other.I made a loud noise on purpose here: "Hey, I caught another big one." She didn't even look at it. "Pan Youjun watched his wife talking mysteriously with Du Mei, worried and very disturbed: "Your wife won't tell me nonsense, right? "

"No, she dare not." I defended Dumei. It is best not to let the wife and the wife collude. "Pan Youjun said, "It's too much for them to pass on their experience to each other.Originally, he took out a wallet and went to prison, but when he came out, he was full of five poisons. "After a while, the two of them came over with smiles and kept looking at us, which made Pan Youjun and I feel guilty and suspicious. What are you two talking about? "Du Mei sat beside me, and I asked her in a low voice. "It's nothing to talk about, just nonsense." She smiled and stared at the water surface, thoughtfully.

When I got home until the evening, she always had a smile on her face, didn't speak, and watched me coldly.I'm not afraid of Pan Youjun's wife, but I'm afraid of what Pan Junjun said to her secretly, and the words passed to Du Mei through her mouth. "Why do you keep looking at me like that, like you're staring at a thief?" "It's okay, I like you, just take a look." She still looked unpredictable. "What did Pan Youjun's wife tell you?" "Why are you afraid? Why are you guilty? What are you afraid of being told?" "What can I have?" I pretended to smile heartily, "Don't be afraid, your life will be bright and aboveboard."

"Still. She didn't say anything." "Why did you talk for so long without saying anything?" "Heh, let's talk about our husband. Don't worry." She looked at me and smiled, "I always say hello, how considerate and how to take care of me, I always praise you in front of outsiders, unlike you, always with you People say I'm not good." "When did I ever tell anyone that you were bad?" "Who said that I always quarrel with you and make trouble for no reason? Come on, I don't want to settle accounts with you, so don't be nervous."

"What about her? What are you talking about about Pan Youjun?" I said awkwardly, and changed the subject. "Say Pan Youjun is nicer than you are to me." "Come on, I don't know him yet, he's spending time outside." Regardless of how people spend their time outside, when they return home, they are gentle with their wives, which is better than you.People have to kiss each other when they leave the station every morning, and say I love you to each other.Pan Youjun still made a phone call every day when he was on a business trip. " I laughed: "Is it in English?" "No matter what words you use, it means he has her in his heart. You have never treated me like this. Sometimes people want to be clingy with you, but you always push me away and say that I am sour. They are a couple How can that be?" "That's all learned from foreign movies. Why do you like this set? It's disgusting." "I just like this set." "Du Mei, we are Chinese, so we must pay attention to a Chinese style and a Chinese form." "What's the matter with the Chinese? The Chinese are all hypocrites. You have never said a word of love to me. I haven't heard you say it since we met. No, today you have to tell me whether you love me or not?" "Does this need to be said? I have already proved it with practical actions." "What practical action? I want to listen to your words, love or not?" "Of course..." "Don't beat around the bush, be straightforward...Why is it so difficult? It's harder than killing you?" "I'm an introvert..." "Stop talking nonsense! Do you want to talk? Okay, don't you?" If you want to say it, it means that you don’t love me.” “No, no, no.” “Then just say it!” I looked at her, my lips moved, and the person laughed before I could say anything: “Why do you pay so much attention to me? Form?" "I just pay attention to form, you say!" "Love." I said, blushing. She put her arms around my neck, her face glowing with excitement, her portrait lit up with a beam of light, and she looked into my eyes affectionately: "Is it the truth?" "Yes." "Look at you, look at you, as soon as I hug you, you count my ribs—you've become used to it." "Hey, Jia Ling, why did you go?" Du Mei and I came out of the hospital just as Jia Ling came back from the outside with her head bowed alone. Du Mei greeted her. "It's nothing, I went out for a while." Jia Ling responded indifferently, and passed us. "Your 'Qing'er' is not in a good mood." Du Mei said to me with a smile, "I heard that she recently broke up with her. It's so easy to fall in love with someone, but he doesn't like her." "Don't keep saying 'your love', 'your love', she's still a big girl, so what's the matter if you keep saying that." I wasn't in a high mood that day either.When I was at work, my colleagues in the office were talking about it, saying that a resigned person in our unit got rich, bought a house and a car, and some of our unit who had a good relationship with him in the past were invited to play at his house, and came back and said His house looks like a hotel.From this point of view, everyone counted who among the people they knew had gone abroad and who became the "boss".We chatted all morning, and everyone in the office was full of jealousy and hatred, which created an impression: It seems that those who dare to hang out outside are all top-notch, and these people were not under my attention in the past.Then there are complaints, complaining about the unfair distribution, complaining that the legal system is not perfect, and lamenting that the honest people suffer. When I got home from get off work, I still couldn't extricate myself from the anger and resentment. I sat silently, chewing my nails and meditating.Du Mei caught a cold and didn't go to work. She stayed at home all day, had enough food and sleep, and was happy to see me back.He came straight and sat on my knees, leaning his whole body in my arms, resting his head on my shoulders and rubbing my face kissingly. "Hey, why do you sit on other people's ass?" I pushed her with both hands, "I'm tired." She couldn't get up: "Why are you tired? You also sit and talk nonsense at work." "What are you talking about, are we talking nonsense? We are talking nonsense that the economic life of this country has come to a standstill." I put my hands on her waist, and withdrew myself, leaving her on the sofa.He found another chair and sat down.She came over again and sat on my lap. When I straightened my legs, she slipped to the ground like a slide and squatted on my feet, looking up at me: "Is that what you do to me?" "Don't be annoying, you are so tired after a long day of work, and you are making trouble." I pulled my feet out from under her buttocks, made her sit on the ground, and took a newspaper to cover her face. .As soon as she glanced at the headline, she snatched the newspaper out of my hand, stood in front of me and said, "Are you still bothered? What are you bothered about?" "Don't make trouble, bring the newspaper." I reached for the newspaper.She hides the newspaper behind her back: "Who is making trouble? Tell me first, who is bothering you?" I ignored her, picked up another book and flipped through it, and she knocked it down with a "slap". "Look at your shamelessness." I bent down to pick up a book. She kicked the book far away, and the book flew around and spread out on the ground with curled corners and wrinkled edges. "You want me to clean you up, don't you?" "Come on, come on." She smiled and took a few steps back. I glanced at her, expressionless, and turned my face to look at the trees with yellowed leaves outside the window. "Here, here you are." She put the newspaper on my face and walked away: "It seems that you care more about the affairs of the country." I caught the newspaper and looked down.She was preparing dinner, kneading dough in a basin, nagging me about the things in their hospital, who did not follow the doctor's prescription, the patient had a problem, and the family members called; an old cadre complained that the hospital treated him He didn't pay attention to his illness, scolded the dean and political commissar, and called the head of logistics; the security department checked the lost morphine, and found that all the nurses had hospital gauze and dressings in their lockers, "Your love" Had a quarrel with the security chief. When she mentions Jia Ling now, she never mentions her name, only "your love". I read the newspaper page by page without answering. "Who's here today?" She kneaded the dough, patted the smooth and round dough with her right hand on her shoulder, straightened her waist and asked me. "Who's here?" I flipped forward to the front page of the newspaper. "I don't know either. When I go out, I see flags all over the street. I don't know which flag." "You went out today?" "I went to the street to get my hair done this afternoon. Didn't you notice?" "The head of Trinidad and Tobago." I put down the newspaper and glanced at her: "It's so ugly, why are you still curling your bangs?" "People say it's the most fashionable hairstyle in the world this year." "You're not suitable. You're talking about the most fashionable hair style for older women in the world this year, right? Like Barbara." "You think it's bad?" "It's too bad. It's like someone's pet. " "Then what should I do? I have to go to peel it tomorrow." She put the dough on the chopping board and pulled it away vigorously, then cut into a handful of thin noodles with a knife, sprinkled with dry noodles, and shook them off one by one. "After dinner, I put down the bowl and climbed into bed to lie down and read a book. After she finished washing the dishes, she came over and said, "Tonight, the Chief Executive will come to the hospital to visit the wounded and sick, and perform songs and dances in the auditorium." "No." "'Wrists' are all here, and I want to go." "I'm going to go alone." "Hey, what's the matter with you? I'm talking to you, and you just read the book. What's so good about a broken book?" I turned the page again without saying a word. "Are you going to let it go or not? If you don't let it go, I'll steal it." "Dare!" "Hey, what's the matter with you today? Is there something unhappy in your heart?" She sat down beside me, and the mattress sank. "Is your boss picking on you again?" "No." "That's who in your office got promoted again, isn't it your share?" "Why are you so annoying?" I put down the book and showed my face. "If you want to see the performance, you can go, chant, why do you have to drag me?" "Surely, all of you in the same year were directors, and you haven't even become a chief staff member." I "slapped" the book and folded it on the side of the bed: "Don't take your vulgar views Come to think of me! I love being the chief clerk so much? It is not impossible for me to become the director. Tch, women are fucking snobbish!" "Then why are you?" "No reason." Indignantly, I picked up the book again, and sat up straight again: "Oh, I can't lie down quietly for a while if I have nothing to do? I feel lonely, my thoughts are melancholy, and I feel sad , with a strong petit-bourgeois sentiment—isn’t it?” "It looks like you too—moaning without illness." Du Mei got off the bed, adjusted her makeup in front of the mirror, and was about to go out. "Lonely - who do you miss? Feeling sad - who are you dissatisfied with?" While reading a book, I waved to her again and again, telling her to go quickly. "Don't be impatient, if you kick me out again, I won't leave." She continued to mutter, "What are you putting on airs for, are you the only one with flair? What are you using? A small employee, earning less money I have too much. I was in a hurry, and I was thrown out of the house without even a place to live." "Don't talk too much!" "I will talk too much!" She turned around at the door: "I will talk to you about everything. Said, you hide everything in your heart. How about saying that you are always treacherous and slippery, you don’t know what to think about all day long, you are as gloomy as a diabetic, and you don’t know when I will tell you to sell it. "I didn't pick up on it, but she suddenly got angry and yelled at me: "Don't think you are amazing, what skills do you use? You will say it. I have seen through you a long time ago. You are a typical high-spirited and talented person who has no ability to repay this. I don’t look down on that, I don’t think anyone is as good as you in the world. Hmph, pondering is blind thinking, and anger is self-aggrandizement, you’ve been like this for the rest of your life, and I’ll sue you!” I was so angry that my face turned pale, and my heart was throbbing. It's okay for others to say this, and you can say this too.I turned from anger to bitterness, and sneered repeatedly: "You can see it, it's good to see it. I don't have the skills for someone like me, but there are still people who come to the door crying and shouting. I don't understand. How can such a person Stupid like this?" "Don't think you can't do it without you." She didn't notice my strangeness at all, but was rather complacent. "There are too many people chasing me. I'm leaving you today, and tomorrow I can find someone who is a hundred times stronger than you." "Then you go find it." "What's the matter? It's not new, I'll give it to you tomorrow." Get a dozen back. I am like this, no one else can find me, I want to confess me, put it on my head for fear of falling, and hold it in my mouth for fear of melting. Right here with you, nothing, even I’m not as good as a maid. I can’t get a good word from you every day. Tell you, I’m really good at you, no one like me. How many other wives cook besides dressing up? Fuck me It's really cheap, I'm not enjoying my blessings, but I'm here to be treated by you. Divorce! I still don't believe that there is no one in the world who treats me well—a person is better than you." Scolding: "What? The better you treat him, the worse.People just don't know what is good or bad, they are ungrateful, the more honest they are, the more they bully you.Divorce, I've made up my mind, but it's over..." "Leave as soon as you leave, the bastard will never leave." 'You just wait for me to say this, right?Are you forcing and torturing me to let this sentence come out of my mouth? "Du Mei forced me in front of me viciously," you have been looking forward to divorce me, right?That's what I was thinking about tonight. " "Who is forcing whom? It's not the divorce I said first." "What I said was angry, but what you said was true!" Du Mei cried. "Okay, okay, since you don't want to leave, don't keep talking." When she cried, my liver trembled. "I don't want to leave." "Li, the grandson will not leave!" She was excited. "Do you think it's interesting for you to say that all the time? Do you really dare to leave? If you really want to leave, then we will leave. If you really want to go, you won't go. Aren't you afraid of hurting your feelings by threatening people with this?" I suddenly felt sad, and the circles of my eyes were red: "I always say that I am not good to you, except sometimes I don't care when someone told you...you can talk to me with any stupid insults... " "I don't really think that way, I'm just angry. Whenever you ignore me, I feel anxious..." "Why are you scolding me?" "If you are angry, I will not be angry? But dare I say it? If I say anything casually, you think I have ulterior motives. To tell you the truth, I have endured it for a long time. Who have I been angry with? Marrying you and saying something like that Self-esteem and masculinity..." I choked up and couldn't continue, sucked in the snot that was about to flow, and looked up sadly. "That's not because I love you, and I'm so afraid of losing you." She looked at my face and posted it carefully. Seeing that I didn't refuse, she leaned her head against my chest. "There is no love like you. You should love me as a person, not like a thing, so you can only lose me." "I will change it later." "How many times have you said that you have changed it? Have you changed it once? ? Afterwards." "It's true this time. You don't believe me?" "To be honest, I don't trust you very much, but what can I do if I don't believe it? I can't break with you and I can't do it, so let's make up." She looked into my eyes, and I looked at her for a moment, then looked away. "I don't want you talking to me like that." "There's nothing I can do if I don't want to. I'm not in the mood to say what you like to hear." "You hate me?" I sighed, hugged her tightly, and looked out of the already dark window: "Stop thinking about it." In fact, I did not tell Dumay about my most violent thoughts.That jaw-chilling feeling that I felt terribly hurt carried me to bed, and even making love didn't make me get over it.Even though I knew she was innocent, I couldn't forgive her.I have never forgiven anyone on this issue.I can tolerate others' abuse and attacks on me, and tolerate others doubting my quality, even if I belittle my personality, but I will never tolerate others doubting my ability!In this generation, I will pursue him to the ends of the earth and seek revenge for my whole life.I am alive, and the purpose of everything I do is to step down one by one those who have underestimated me! I was lying on the dark bed, and Du Mei's even breathing after falling asleep could be heard next to me. I was emotionally agitated and extremely excited.The faces of those who had humiliated me appeared before my eyes one by one. I imagined the scene after they fell into my hands, and I gritted my teeth trying to feel the pleasure of revenge. Don't be beautiful!I have the time of my life waiting for you. I wept silently when I thought of the result of my revenge on her.She took out two "Peony" cigarettes from her bag, and another "Zhonghua" cigarette, both of which were old brands without filters.Now that this kind of cigarette is not easy to buy in the market, she took out two "Baiyu" toothpaste produced in Shanghai, which is also an old brand that is not very popular.The next day, she went out all day and came back exhausted and in a bad mood. She started knitting, with that strong black pure wool thread. Jia Ling lived alone in the dormitory of the hospital. Sometimes she came to my house to watch TV when she had nothing to do or there was a good program on TV.The food in the cadre cafeteria of the hospital is not good, but they often share some beef, mutton, chicken and fish, so she brings them to us, and Du Mei also invites her to eat together.Once she saw a vice chess in my bookcase, and asked me: "Can you play it?" "Of course, high-level player, can you play it?" She said that her father loves to play, and she always watched from the side when she was a child: "You can move." Then she invited me to play two sets. "Oh, you really don't know what to do, let's play a game of guiding chess with you." I hurriedly took the chess to clean up the table, and at the same time greeted Du Mei, "Du Mei, serve the chess game and pour tea." I sat at the table proudly , lit a cigarette: "Although I haven't played it for a long time, I still have a fortune if I win you. Do you want to give you a half blow?" Jia Lingguang pursed her lips and smiled, without speaking, and began to walk in an orderly manner. After a while, I became serious and started to think. Jia Ling smiled, looked at me innocently, and called Du Mei: "Come and see." Du Mei came over with her sweater on and took a look, and said to me: "Have you found it?" "A good man doesn't win the first board." I fumbled the chessboard and rearranged the pieces. "Let you play a game, be happy." "Don't let me, really don't let me, I am also happy." I lost the second game again, Jia Ling smiled. "Then I really won't let you." After a long time in the third set, I said, "Let this set go to you." I praised Jia Ling: "The progress is so fast. Seeing young people so promising, I Happier than winning chess yourself. You really have the charm of my youth when you play chess." "How many games are you playing?" Du Mei asked. Jia Ling extended a slap. "You have to be a bad chess player, right? You can't even win with women." "Don't worry, I haven't used any tricks yet." I finally gained the advantage in the sixth set, which forced Jia Ling to think hard. "I can say responsibly: you are out of action." I smiled and stood up to drink tea and light a cigarette. "You can't just lose and it's over. Why do I jump like this? There's a story to tell." Jia Ling pushed the plate and said with a smile: "I only won one game, so I am so proud. I can't bear to win you again, I'm afraid you won't want to hang yourself." She said: "If you want to improve in the future, come to me. Don't be shy. I'm not like them. I have no airs. I like to teach." "If you don't say that I play chess with you, I will smell bad." Jia Ling smiled. leave. From now on, Jia Ling and I will fight every now and then.If she doesn't come, I will drag her hard, blocking the door of their dormitory to play the game: "Are you afraid of losing? Don't you dare to play?" One weekend, Jia Ling and I fought fiercely all night.I was very aggressive that day, and I drew with her several times in the number of rounds.I am no longer satisfied with tactical victories, I must win the entire war physically.I have been looking forward to this victory for a long time. 1. At half past one, Jia Ling wanted to leave, but I stopped her. "Well, in another half an hour, I will definitely leave at 12 o'clock." At 12 she was still one game ahead of me. "In another half an hour, leave at 12:30, it's not interesting for you to leave now." "Just let him win. Jia Ling." Du Mei said.She was still interested at first, watched it for a while, and taunted me a few words, and then the TV show was over, and she went to bed and lay down. "I want him to win, but he can't win, unless I don't leave and wait for him to eat." Until one o'clock, I saw that Jia Ling was really sleepy, and I didn't feel emotional anymore, so I let her go. "Don't go." Du Mei said lying on the bed, "It's not an outsider, so just sleep here." "Then you have to sleep on the floor." Jia Ling smiled. "Hurry up." After Jia Ling left, Du Mei lay on the bed and stared at me and said, "She's the only one in their dormitory tonight." After speaking, she rolled over and fell asleep. Next time I bring Jia Ling to play chess, but when I look for the chess, the chess is gone. "Where's chess?" I asked Du Mei. "I don't know." She opened her eyes wide with an innocent look. I turned around and looked again, but there was nowhere. "Did you throw it away?" "Hey, why are you talking like that?" Du Mei looked at her pen and immediately became serious. "Why am I throwing chess? Where did you put yourself?" "I just put it on this table, why is it gone? There is only such a big space in this room." "I can't find it." Jia Ling said. "There is no game left." "No, why did it disappear?" I looked at Du Mei. "What do you see me doing? I didn't play chess with you." "There's no one else in this house, so I won't move, right? If you haven't moved, then a thief has entered our house." "Forget it, I'm leaving, I have something else to do." "I really didn't take it. How can you slander a good person?" "This is really weird." "I'm leaving." Jia Ling opened the door and left, smiling at us. After she left, we were all very unhappy, and Du Mei had a dark face. "Aren't you happy?" "You wronged me." "Come on, who doesn't know how narrow-minded you are?" Du Mei tore the newspaper in half, got out of bed and ran, was grabbed by me, and yelled at her sternly. "Do you know that what I hate the most is tearing up books and newspapers!" As soon as Pan Youjun entered the door, he said to me, "Look who I brought here for you?" Xiao Chaoying smiled and a low door frame appeared behind him, making him bow his head when he entered. "Ouch, Chaoying, why are you back?" I hurriedly jumped out of bed and greeted him happily. "I heard that our officers are here, why aren't they wearing military uniforms? What's the matter, are you still a colonel after being a lieutenant colonel?" "I'm a colonel now, the colonel and deputy of the fifth Brigade of Binsui Tujia security guards." "Why is the colonel still the regimental deputy?" "You really believe the joke." "The deputy chief of staff is in the division." Xiao Chaoying said in a low voice.Looking at my house: "It's so hard to find here." "Hey, just go to the kang when you enter the door, that's the condition." "Where's your wife?" Pan Youjun asked. "go to work?" "There was a murder in the suburbs today, and she followed the ambulance of their hospital to fetch the dead body." "Why?" Xiao Chaoying asked. I motioned for the knife to cut flesh: "For dissection." I asked them to sit down, poured tea and handed cigarettes, looked at Xiao Chaoying and smiled: "Not bad, no delay at all." "Normal." Xiao Chaoying said, "The last time our soldiers didn't leave that year was awarded a major." Is there a general?" "That's not true. I don't know if you still remember the guy named Cui Guoli from the third company in the past. He just mentioned the senior colonel: he was transferred to the military region as the chief of operations." "How are you? Is it possible to be a general? A few more years." "No, I'm at the end of it, and I won't do it in a few years." "Has your wife changed jobs?" Pan Youjun asked. "I came back last year, and the work has not been arranged yet." "Isn't her kind of political worker everywhere now? It's popular again." "No, it's not easy to arrange for her who is not high or low, and she is a woman. I advised her not to go to the agency, but to enter the company, but the company is not easy to enter. You have to come back early, otherwise you will be old everywhere." I don't want it anymore." "You're okay, you can still work for a few more years." "Just work for a few more years." We talked about the old people in the army, and Chaojun said that all the leaders in the army had retired in the past.The new ones came up with young people, those in their forties and fifties. "You don't know any of them when you go back." Speaking of our regiment, a Shandong soldier in my class in the past is now the regiment leader.This person was crying and fussing when he was demobilized. For some reason, he didn't leave and brought it up. Speaking of some dead people, our army also went up to Vietnam, and there were some casualties.At that time, most of my company members were also killed by shells, leaving behind a litter of children in the countryside of my hometown.Speaking of Wu Lindong, Xiao Chaoying sighed, saying that he did not expect it.At that time, he was a top fighter in our army, with the best military skills, and he had won rankings in military competitions. He had been a stabbing coach in the military teaching team for a long time, and he could stab three people at the same time.Several of us enlisted together at that time.Except for my five major skills, all of them have unique skills.Pan Youjun's marksmanship is extremely good, and Xiao Chaoying's obstacle course and bomb throwing are unmatched in the whole division.At that time, when it came to the whole army competition, our regiment relied on a few of us to go back and hold the pennant.I can also get a shot third place civil work ranking second place.After chatting for a while, I said to go out and treat them to dinner.Xiao Chaoying waved her hands again and again: "If you don't go out to eat, just get some at your house. It's convenient for chatting, as long as there is wine." I really didn't have any wine at home, so I went to the service agency to buy wine with my net bag.Tell them what's in the fridge and let them watch and do it. There are only some low-quality liquor and wine in the service agency, and the beer has just been sold out.Jia Ling happened to be shopping too, and when I asked about beer, she said she still had a few bottles, and if I needed it urgently, I would give it to me. "Are you still drinking?" "It's okay to take a few sips." I bought two bottles of Red Star brand "Erguotou" and brought them home. Not long after, Jia Ling also came with two and a half bottles of beer: "There's only so much left, I brought it all for you." "Enough is enough." Xiao Chaoying said, "Drink liquor and beer to rinse your mouth. " "Not enough." I begged Jia Ling to buy a few more bottles at the store outside. "I have money." Jia Ling didn't ask for my money and went all the way. "Porcelain enough." Pan Youjun said. "That is, this is my second room." I was a little carried away. We simply mixed a few cold dishes, cut some cooked food, and sat down to eat and drink. I took a sip of "Erguotou", sucked my teeth, winked and said, "It's not easy, but we can get together again." "It's not easy for me, but it's not easy for you?" Xiao Chaoying said. "Similarly, don't look at living in a city, you don't see each other a few times a year." "The main reason is that you moved too far here." Jia Ling came back with a bag of beer, squatted on the ground, took out bottles and stacked them in a row.He took out two paper bags of bean products and served us wine. We left her for a drink, but she said she had something to do and left. I chased her out to give her the money, and she frowned with a wave of her hand: "Hey, why are you like this?" At 2:30 noon, I saw the grass-green ambulance of the hospital slowly passing by the window and parked next to it. At the door of the autopsy room, some men and women in white coats came down and carried two stretchers wrapped in white sheets into the autopsy room. "Domey is back." I said. After another ten minutes, Du Mei came in with a tired and pale face. "This is my former comrade-in-arms, and also...a good friend." I stood up and introduced to her with my tongue out. "Xiao, Xiao... Xiao Chaoying. "Xiao Chaoying also stood up. Du Mei nodded at him: "Hello." Then she looked at the sliced ​​ham sausage and oily vegetarian chicken legs on the table with disgust. "Shall we have some together?" I blushed and asked her thickly. "Don't eat, you can eat." She walked to the side, poured a glass of water and gulped it down, and took a breath after drinking.She probably wanted to go to bed and rest, but there were two other men present, and it was inconvenient for her to lie down, so she went to the side sofa and sat down. "Let's eat something together." I said again. "Don't eat, just watch it." Her voice was a little louder. "She just touched the dead, and she hasn't had enough energy yet." I persuaded Xiao Chaoying and Pan Youjun. "Continue to drink." "You drink less." She said aside. "Leave me alone, I'm happy to drink more today. Drink, and live here when I'm drunk." "You don't drink too much and you like to be brave. No one cares about you if you vomit later." "Don't nag, okay? Can't you see that I'm happy today?" "Hey, what kind of wine are you drinking? 'Erguotou', why did you drink so much wine?" I put down the glass, stiffened my neck and turned around: "I said, what's the matter with you today? Can you say a few words less? "She stopped talking, and leaned her head on the back of the sofa to look at the ceiling." "Why don't we drink for a while." Xiao Chaoying said, "I think it's fine too." "It's okay." Pan Youjun said, "These are people I know very well, so it's okay to drink." "How can that be?" I also firmly refused. "I just got a feeling after drinking it. Forgot? At that time, during the Chinese New Year, Guan Lianchang and the instructor, I drank almost two bottles of liquor. The whole table vomited——I didn't vomit." "You can't do it now." Xiao Chaoying said, I used to drink 8 Liang without any problem, but now I feel dizzy after drinking 8 Liang. " "Don't be ridiculous, let's drink if you don't believe me." We drank until 5 o'clock in the afternoon, and we basically drank the two bottles of "Erguotou" before we felt hungry. "Du Mei cook some noodles." I raised my head and called her. She fell asleep on the sofa and woke up to cook noodles. Pan Youjun blushed like a ripe peach with its skin peeled off, and he sat in a daze, and if he didn't support the table with his hands, he could be blown down with one breath.