Chapter 10 light line

After the age of 30, Kevin often forgets some people, and the ones he thought had long since disappeared come to mind one after another.Just like in this typhoon howling, in the empty night, at this long intersection with red lights. He parked there alone, looking out the car window, the street was a dry gray color, this old city had not been here for many years, and there was nothing familiar around him.Except this intersection. There was no one around, except for the distant electric pole, the wind was blowing the air mixed with dust, as if there was a shadow dancing. That's where I broke up with Cindy.He was here, watching her rushing to the zebra crossing with the red light on her head, the sound of many sudden brakes pierced his ears, but the voice of worry and restraint was stuck in his throat, the journey from heart to mouth was long and arduous, and in the end They are all broken halberds.Until the corner of her bright red skirt swept across the telephone pole at the corner, her eyes, which had been open for too long, couldn't hold back the soreness, and when they closed, two drops of cloudy tears came out.

I didn't know at that time, the last look is never repeated, thousands of miles or thousands of questions, you can't call it back. But because she said one more sentence, she said that the jewelry store in the east of the city was doing promotion, and it happened to buy the smallest ring, which was still needed for marriage.At that time, it seemed that every word contained irony.The impoverished boy at that time became furious.Order her to go.First love is as brittle as a layer of yarn, and it will be torn by pulling a single word. The love of my life is gone for a moment. After searching for so long, there is no news from Cindy.Kevin left dejectedly.Over the years, how many intersections have been walked.Every time he has to think about how much he should pay to catch up with her and call her back. Those regrets can't be exchanged.

If she is still by his side. Even the taste of the typhoon will be sweet. As in this night. This red light is really endlessly long.It's probably broken. He didn't want to go either.The car stopped alone.Memories are slender, wrapped in a thin layer of smoke before the heavy rain on the traffic lights. That dancing shadow is as unreal as a memory. This intersection is also the place where I met Cindy for the first time. She was on the safety island in the middle of the two roads. She was wearing a blue and white sailor suit. She looked panicked and embarrassed. It was probably because the bag was torn and a lot of books fell out. She couldn’t hold so many books in one hand. Taunted her, blushing.Suddenly with the help of another pair of hands, his body and mind softened, and he smiled from the side. Spring flowers bloom in March, and cardamom is jealous of rouge.Kevin was in a daze, and with a light hand, those unlucky books fell to the ground after all.

There was a good time, as beautiful as epiphyllum, as fragrant as crabapple. The first makeup on her girlish face was done by him himself.His eyes were wide and his brows were clustered, and he couldn't help kissing him for a moment, staining his face with pink, Cindy jumped up with a smile, bent over with a smile, and the voice made of silver was embedded in his bones by time, shattering strand by strand. , with flesh and blood.Waiting but can't see it again. Kevin turned his head and looked out the window, hiding his future tears from the non-existent audience. The wind is getting stronger and stronger, the air is humid, and the swirling shadows are so real in his whirling eyes, wandering back and forth, dancing a nameless waltz.

In this season, what is the difference between life and death, what is so special about crying and laughing.That dancing posture is as agile as an illusion, who can really say it is. The moment I buried my head on the steering wheel and started to sob, the sound of the wind in my ears seemed to have a problem. If, if you could go back to the past, would you catch up with her? If you catch up, would you say something to save her. do i love you Say, will I make you happy? Say, I love you. After a lifetime of hard work, the words that I gradually became unable to say are just this sentence.

A voice in my ear said, then I know, let's go, the green light is on. Kevin looked up from his trance and found that it was indeed a green light.The typhoon roared across the border.There was no one around. The dancing dust, gone. He left the city at a speed of 120 kilometers per hour, never planning to return.Leave the past and continue to choose amnesia. Behind him, at this intersection, before those days full of regret and remorse, the years flowed back and the space migrated. The young Kevin was suddenly pushed by something while watching his girlfriend leave. Girls are rushing through the streets, they will marry, have children, grow old together, and a lifetime of happiness is about to begin.

Neither Kevin at this time nor Kevin at that time would know that they had met a light star.Hearing the sound of his crying while dancing, suddenly willing to travel through the phantom of time to save his meager happiness. Even if it is the happiness of another life. better than nothing. Small comment on rice: I like dancing so much, maybe because it has a long way to go, from here to there, from this world to the other world, a shadow is on the road, and I don’t even have a chat partner, so lonely.If you can't talk about love, just dance casually.