Chapter 10 ten

It is impossible to go back to the past, Li Shuizhu and Cui Yaming completely ended a date.Afterwards, Cui Yaming will rush back, his studio is in the original place, and he will hold an art exhibition. Human beings have become behavioral machines since birth. This cannot be avoided, it seems to be the reason for people to go to jail, so everyone has to find a place, when Cui Yaming opened the door and left, Li Shuizhu realized something, he opened the door again, and Cui Yaming left.When a man leaves a woman, he will not appear sentimental like a woman, because a man can be tempered into steel, but a woman can only be tempered into flowing water.Li Shuizhu is a woman like running water. She paid off the phone bill and room bill. The waiter looked at her and said, "Be careful in the future, there are more and more thieves in this world." The waiter returned the withheld ID card to her. Admonish: "Be careful."

This is completely an unconscious reminder, but it made Li Shuizhu feel a kind of unconscious terror. Now that she has returned to the hotel, she counted the money. The money in her hand is really easy to come by. , might not exist.There are so many things that don't exist in this world, they still existed yesterday, such as Li Shuizhu's home, which is a two-bedroom house, so, as far back as she can remember, she lived with her younger sister Li Shuimiao, and later, she After being admitted to university, when I returned home, I still lived in the same room with my sister, but now, this room no longer exists. It is like a mirage cutting off the beautiful moments you saw in your fantasy and ideas from the desert.That’s right, the cutting technique is very cruel. It comes like a howling wind. It doesn’t care about your feelings at all, and it doesn’t discuss with you what to do. This cruel cutting technique has already cut the lives of Li Shuizhu and Li Shuimiao in the blink of an eye. The bond of Li Shuimiao has put the living Li Shuimiao into death.

This is why what exists disappears so quickly.The money was just taken out of the bank, so it is very new. When Li Shuizhu sees that kind of dirty, wrinkled, and old money, she will feel sick. Even so, she never throws away the money, even if Dirty, old, and wrinkled money will be put in her wallet. She has all the reasons for the world to exist in this world: except breathing, money is needed to maintain all the details of real life.Every means of living cannot be separated from the details. For example, the money spread out in her hands can let her stay in a hotel, take a train, and buy bread. These are the details and means in life.

Li Shuizhu left the hotel with the same amount of money. Since she has come to this city, she should stay, not to mention that this city is a few hours away from the city she used to live in. It is not far or near here. She just happened to be able to observe the tense quietly, and she wanted to rent a room. The idea came to her at the moment when she was counting the money. It was too expensive to live in a hotel. Only at such a moment would she count the money and calculate Days, so, she carried her bag and walked out of the city. She knew that it would be cheaper to rent a house in the district. At this special moment, she knew that she could only rent the cheapest house in the city.

So she moved her feet, she didn't want to take a bus, she didn't want to take any transportation.At this moment, she used her feet to explore the city's routes. She had walked for more than two hours and had already reached Xixiao District. She saw the bus sign saying Mayuan Station.The name on the license plate stop made her stop moving her feet, and her feet were already tired. There were all kinds of people under the Mayuan stop sign. They pointed and talked about a country. It seems that this is the world that Li Shuizhu is looking for. This world is pushed into ambiguity with mixed group consciousness.Li Shuizhu, who has become a fugitive, needs this kind of ambiguity.

However, she never expected that the man named Wu Xueen was mixed in this world at this moment, and the reason why he found this world was all based on ambiguity.Since his ignorance of the city made him disappear from Li Shuizhu at the train station, he began to flood into the city based on vague concepts.However, the zebra crossings and high-rise buildings in those cities suffocated him, so his feet could only walk slowly beyond the edge.The suburbs appeared in front of my eyes, and so many foreigners appeared in the suburbs, so Li Shuizhu also appeared in the suburbs. In this suburban world, Li Shuizhu has long hair, and she no longer cares about her image and posture, let alone, In the past time, her posture and image have no fixed pattern. If there is any posture, it is to push Li Shuimiao to the edge of the top floor of the hotel.

When people are close to the edge, they are close to the boundary between heaven and hell.Therefore, Li Shuimiao must fall down, and that may be the land of paradise where Li Shuimiao ends her youthful life.We have become accustomed to comparing invisible places to heaven. This fantasy skill is accompanied by our pragmatic spirit, and then we come back to our senses again and face everything.But at this moment, the suburbs are the edge where Li Shuizhu stands, she is like a confused picture, floating in the chaos of the suburbs. At this moment, a man who looked around suddenly appeared in front of her with surprise.The man tugged at her clothes and said, "I finally found you again. Where have you been?" To move forward, the man grabbed her by the sleeve again and said: "The moment you disappeared at the train station, I was very scared, because we have already walked together, how difficult it is, now you come back Come to me, let me tell you, I have already rented the house, the rent is very cheap, I will take you to have a look, okay?"

She wanted to refuse, but the way she refused was very charming. It was afternoon, and this moment was the most lethargic moment in the suburban world, as if the whole world was filled with the smell of yawning.Yes, the smell of yawning has been rippling, it made the fugitive Li Shuizhu's face appear charming, Wu Xueen took the opportunity to hold her arm and said: "Let's go, let's go, let's go."