Chapter 26 the cross

(one) I live just opposite the church and look at the cross. There are churches, and there are crosses, but the people nailed to them are gone. He wanted to walk around and didn't want to go back to the cross. My distaste for the whole story has already set in. Ying'er still has dreams, one after another, but her faces are blurred.I knew it was Yinger, and we huddled together in the elevator to take pictures.Watch cats the size of bugs crawling on glass.To dust her off, Ying'er said: She has been crawling for a long time. I don't like these vague things. I stood at the corner of the street looking at the mountain in the sun, I knew I could finish these things, I shed this story, like a cicada crawling out of its shell, I took off the feeling of doing evil in my heart like clothes .

I'm still going back to the glass bottle.People, you people.Those I know and those I don't know are busy on the glass.You don't know that the glass can't go out. If you move away a little, you will see the shadow go by.When you touch your shadow forward and come back to block you, how is it possible that you want to hold on to your own shadow? With people, I'm lonely.Really, I fly lightly.This is how we came into the glass bottle, you all forget; this is how we met, you all forget.You don't want to go to that vast world with me anymore. I'm just writing this so that you can box everything you throw away.

(two) Only when I woke up did I realize how cold my heart was. Usually it’s pretty good, welcome and send off, when it’s real, I only think about myself, my little treasure, I am the same, Ying’er is the same, Lei is the same, everyone is the same. Morality and righteousness are all said when they are not hurting the muscles and bones. They are addition and subtraction in life, and they cannot be said in death.If you want to die, save money and be cheaper, this is what I said to myself, and I always feel a little disapproving of hearing other people's calculations. I wanted to do something good in the end, because I was grateful, but after I suddenly discovered Yinger's plans and waiting, my heart was darkened.Without a soul, it has nothing to do with anyone, it's all a transaction.I walked down the sunny and warm street, so sad.

I owe so much to people, those who owe Lei, those who owe Yinger, and I will pay them back in the end. No one will give up everything. To put it bluntly, that’s the thing. Some people will cry once, some will die, but they will not stop laughing because of it. Just like it is impossible for wood not to float on water.And why not laugh? It is really sad to see the Confucian and bright appearance of people in order to live.Such a good person will do the same, just like looking at flowers beside a tall building.When I'm cold, I I saw the little tricks that were intentional or unintentional, and I usually think they are clever.

She was right and wrong, because she forgot that she was not speaking to the living, but to the dead.Anyone who wants to die knows everything. When the wind blows, the flame will shake, and he has become a soul. Anyone who wants to live has to count that small account, so cute.Can't you go to church?Take a look at the shadow in the water, you must know that money is not so useful, things are not so useful, they have to be moved, look at what I am like. They pulled out the nails, only to find that the nails were not in the right place. They should have been nailed to the heart, but now they were all nailed to the hand.

This person cannot die.