Chapter 3 Out of chapter

I give you the knife you who killed me Ray, she took my heart and I'm turning to dust. Lei, you are really, you have to use normal methods to live an abnormal life.I later confused you all, and kept calling you and Ying'er.I am a fool. Ying'er can kill me, anyone I love can kill me, but there can't be an accomplice against me. I haven't scolded anyone, I never have, and I don't now.I see that thing very clearly, that's what I'm looking for, that's what I'm going to do on the street in the afternoon, I can see it clearly on the street. Everything is normal, but when I wake up, my hands are gone, and when I want to use my hands to get things, they are gone.

I don't bother to be admired, but I want to win now.Winning is no fun, but losing is impossible. If Lei asks you to testify, you can testify, and I will use up some of your money and then pay you back.Don't be sad, you can talk about this, people's hearts are scales, don't be so bourgeois, you have to prove it. Lei, you lived a very long time, and your grandma lived a very long time. I want Ying'er to have a house to tidy up, she likes a clean house, I want to be nicer to fat people, but now I can't even live in a house.In fact, I am not rare. Lei, don't cry, there is nothing to cry, it's not worth crying, Ying'er only cries for herself, never for others.God, why is it so clear!

Now I don't want Yinger to keep, memory, about me, good, romantic, sentimental, I don't want people to leave something about me.She took mine. I don't think I deserve you, but I'm more than enough for this, Ray. I still like her girlishness and her crispness.One day she cooks fried noodles, you cook southern dishes, and she cooks northern dishes.I have used up the love of two lifetimes. Love is unnatural, love has never been natural. I've already taken several lives.I thought it was real, but then it's over.Ray, you can't blame me for being paranoid, I've been through too much.

If she doesn't let me live, I won't live. This is God's arrangement.How can there be God now? One time Yingli called, and you said: Yingzi!My heart lit up, and then I said no. I nailed houses at that time. Ray, I'm going to talk to you for the last time. I'm going to talk to you for three days and three nights. For three days and three nights, I won't sleep. I haven't said how much I love you in my life.I can't say it, and usually no one listens, and I don't have the time.It doesn't make sense to say a few words.I told Yinger once. I have nothing, just love to say, love you, this is true.I cried once in front of Yinger, that is, when you said this sentence.

What nonsense, it's all nonsense.And I despise all cheap feelings from the bottom of my heart.It's the only thing, mixed in a big mess. Lei, you have to put your things away, Lei, I love you, Lei, you should have some money.Ray I am not good enough for you in every way, but I am good enough for you in this. In fact, no one is as suspicious as I am. Everyone has conditions attached. I just know what is true because I understand it too well.It can be considered that I have been with you for ten years. If the devil comes to catch me, I will go with it.no way. Yinger, Yinger is more fun, Yinger thinks more about true feelings and uses less.True love has personality, her true love has no personality, but her person does have personality.

Lei actually only wants you to pass me, but it's not because of love, but because of light.This is not emotion, nor is it pride. It is pride in the eyes of others. You used this thing to protect me, but I found that no one has anything.They can't come up with this thing) that little romance, that concept. Ying'er's humor covered up everything else, and she was snarky, as if there was something going on, it was just a joke. I, no one knows, even our family, the blood connection is blood. I know what emotions are all about, and I don't care about being moved for a while.

When she loves the most, she will act like she is attached, artificial, and imaginary Yiren, and cry.She also tells you that she also wants this thing, and she wants your heart, and your heart is her heart.Like acting, playing a beloved character for a while.She is acting on herself, and she is still acting now, as if she can do this, that, one stroke, one stroke, one vertical stroke, one hook! I'm so sleepy, I can see everything.Really, God makes girls like water, how do you know she is not, just take a risk, in fact, after hesitating for a year, after so long, I finally believed it. Sometimes I am confused, sometimes I feel that life is a firework, and I am no longer afraid, the body is secondary.The body can't save anything, the body is like a boat, it's a pity that it landed on the wrong shore.

I really like Yinger's big eyebrows, and I also like the days with her.She also understands that sometimes it's fun for her to play tricks and play tricks on her feelings.In my case, none of this works.She knew that I ignored her because I knew everything, and I said nothing since I didn't mean it, it was really fun. If life is understood, it becomes playing the piano.A kind of fun, it was such a fun day, it was always funny, it was fun, it was fun for everyone, that's not bad. Ying'er knows that she is no better than you. Sometimes she thrushes her eyebrows, sometimes dresses up, and sometimes makes me beat my legs. She seems to torture me. She knows that there is one thing that she doesn't.Intangible, the greater kindness to her, is all that you do for her.

Girls are really fun, and they will suddenly show up with some tricks. This trick can deceive yourself, it is more fun.Ying'er feels like a genius in this, otherwise she wouldn't take it back.Her genius is to groom herself without showing timidity. I know that Ying'er wants me to die, she can think about it like a song, but unfortunately she can't do it.She can look down on me, she is not Jane Eyre, she is not that strong. They knew what was going on with me and couldn't tell.Girls are all a little bit wrong, which annoys me, otherwise, I would have been a scumbag long ago.I can't keep pretending to be there all the time, why do I want this?At that time she felt that I hated her for nothing but this.Not at all pretentious with her.Yeah, I'm going to give it to you.Can you bear it?Ying'er still has some concepts, and she will die if she loves it.

People are neurotic. Today I finally know why I didn't become a hooligan.It can't be changed, it's because the thread is broken. I'm tired, I'm sleepy, I need to sleep.My mind and body go their separate ways. Lei, people really have a soul, they are born with it, not just nonsense. Ordinary people are like a bell, which is dumb. When the soul swings, life rings, and it is all echoes, which travel far away. Death is not empty, death is real, too dense. My soul goes there, and sometimes I love, and sometimes my soul flies away.It's really like an eggshell.I have this baby, no one else does.Sometimes it's really lonely, and I can't find a soul.All you can find is life.

What a longing to be beautifully loved.But I know that there is nothing more beautiful than lovesickness. Lovesickness is really like a thread floating in the light.It floated down without grabbing one end. Two threads dance the same dance, and when stretched they become a loom.It's broken if you are all tempted, the piano can only play one key, a kind of beauty that you don't know, and a kind of beauty that you seem to know. The first time I saw Yinger, I really thought it was blue.In fact, it was not a dream. In the house surrounded by rain, I kissed her lightly, and she woke up.Later it was made up. Ray, you are like that song: You are my queen, I like you to rule me.No one can rule me.Ying'er knows, on this point, she knows that it's useless to be girly, she must get through that matter, and don't slip, so she knows that she can't compare with you. She liked Heathcliff, but was afraid she couldn't bear it. Ying'er, if you can't pay for this thing, how can you get it.What's the use of blaming me? Ying'er knows that she has been making flirts, what's the use of flirting, she wants me to treat her like I treat you.She fell asleep when she was making clay pots, and she knew that it had nothing to do with her. Life is soaked, page by page, longer than life.People are printing books, it's up to you to read them or not. Lei, I love you, I respect you, not love you.You always won't let me go out, I really like the security. There was a sentence you didn't hear when you bought copper coins that time.They were looking for something and I thought you were gone.I said, "That's impossible, she's my wife." No one heard me at the time. Although I want you to be my accomplice, but I know you don't like it, it's impossible.Every time I walked by, you pulled me back and stood in a safe place. Ray I love you, love you.Ray, my goodness.You have sent me till the end and I will love you forever.You don't embarrass me too much, and I don't like making a fuss about myself.I know you will finish the chess quietly.It's pretty good, how good can you look at it, even though it's all stinky moves, what can you do if they don't play good moves? Lei, let me tell you, my heart is a girl, anyone who touches my heart will offend me.I'm talking, talking, talking, talking.If I were a girl, I must be very presumptuous, but maybe I will talk about it. No way, they gave my things to others.They think it's their own, this spirit is mine, and they can't destroy it, they keep saying it.At one parade, the boys made fun of me and smashed them all with quotation cards. I like that I am good-looking and I don't like people touching me. When there is nothing to do, that is the most beautiful day. The feeling of the snow, the feeling of the tender body, the feeling of the bird flying in the moon, it's all wonderful.I love the radiance of the spirit. Painting is also a kind of life, painting goes where you can't see it. Lei, I'm really emotional with you, so I left the devil. I'm with myself, just like being with the devil. " There is no way, the flowers are so beautiful when they bloom, and they are packed into pockets in bags, and your Lili are also beautiful.I found that people are not good, the world tells them some truths, and they are stupid if they tie silk ribbons.Damn it!There is nothing good about men.Just like Daniel.what!Like Jasmine singing, it's a button.Once pressed, the devil is released, and the devil's button must be a flower. If you don’t want it, then don’t, it doesn’t matter, if you really don’t have anything.Stop there, sincerely, I don't care) People are fucking assholes.Palm trees, bask in the sun, take a vacation!A bunch of small toys, boys playing in the mouth, girls shopping in clothing stores, walking all over the street.I don't buy clothes, I talk and talk, I only make gestures, and I don't even let gestures, what a little romance. Yinger is romantic, what!I thought the real thing was over there, but later I knew it wasn't there, so I went there too, how could Rose be so clear. People can live and die. Hey, how did my mother pass on my temperament.Of course you can walk away, and so can I.No way, there is only one situation in which a person can't be stronger than his own destiny. At that time, it was on the bank of the Weihe River. Ordinarily, people draw back and forth in life according to the happiness of the society, like a paper knife. The world is so big, I don't want to dance, but I still want to dance like this. I know Ying'er, she is playing with me, she is playing Dafa.Of course she knows me. Let's play, I'll be with you, you shouldn't bring others in, you should give others advice.This won't work, talk and talk, talk and talk.This time, you got the game wrong.Chess is played by two, not three.You give me advice, I give you advice, this will do.Either you or me wins, it's art, just say it. You know it's a viper, you're going to let it out, and everyone becomes a viper, biting and biting.This is what you like, you change the game.Some people come and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk.He talks, talks, talks, talks, I don't know how to talk.Keep talking, keep talking, you have to hide it.You just hide it from the sky.You have to hide your family for the truth, it’s nothing, I also hide it, you hide it for romantic life, it’s a can of Coca-Cola, who asked you to ask for it, if you want it, I’ll give it to you.I really gave it to you, but you left it again, so boring.And instead of drinking soda, there's a range, you know?Beriberi and leg-beating, both have a range, and the courtyard is all ranges, but one cannot be separated from the other. I believe in God in the soul, but in the world I will keep my mouth open, and I must talk about it. If you don’t talk, you make me talk, you let me talk, and you sit down and press me down.You have to talk and talk and talk and talk.I didn't say anything, I know you will tear your face in the end, you will find a reason for yourself, and you will say that I am a bad person in the end.You know I'm not a bad person. No way, you can pull the drawer, you pull your drawer, maybe you can't. You don't give me my letters, you take yours.I know this.But this has nothing to do with me, I'm not too mean.Really mean people I've seen, it's not your problem, it's God's problem. Destiny is not the wind, blowing back and forth, destiny is the earth, wherever you go, you are in the destiny.It's all there, what are you reluctant to part with? I can't think about life now, hit a stone, I think, think about thunder, when I think about life, my heart is full of poisonous snakes.I have insomnia. You are not bad enough, I'd better give you the mouth, if you want to be more bad, I won't play with you.There are some things I don't want to think about. I know that God is on my side, my little spiritual body, that has allowed me to do so many things, draw pictures, and write poems.I stay in a place where no one cares, that is my temple, a broken house, labor, hardship, the ends of the earth, and a girl's house. Because it has a price, everyone starts to love it.Eat my birds, steal my fish and my girl's house.All kinds of theories, you didn’t take out the gold, you didn’t export them, all your Chinese and foreign theories are cheap, you don’t pay for them, you take other people’s mouths.You have stolen from my temple.My temple.I am thirsty and want to drink water. I know you're all cowards and you know you're not real.I know you are embarrassed, avoid me.I could have said: My wife is my wife.Are you afraid, what are you afraid of?You hide in all kinds of mouth countries.You mouth mouth mouth mouth mouth.I'm a man of high society and intellectuals, and I respect the rules of the spirit.People say they like mice, do you think you are better than mice?You drink coffee!Look down on.The world is fair and people are unfair.God is fair.I don't want to blame God for how many misfortunes there are. There are so many injustices that constitute fairness. You cheap people talk about these principles, you are afraid!Stop pretending You are afraid!When did you think about others, your elegant life is enough. You create beautiful theories about your own life, all in order to enjoy more with less work.When it comes to power, you pay too little, don't think that God is asleep, and you will be punished.It's not about people and people, it's God who sent the devil to help you.So there's The Internationale, and Hitler.The monkey was right: mouth mouth mouth mouth mouth mouth.Pretend to be garlic, pretend to be garlic!Give you a little treat, and start pretending again. You blow bubble gum endlessly, how many things have you robbed from other people, you are endless, and you want to think about it endlessly.Who doesn't know what you're doing, it's a numbers game.People don't know how to settle accounts, so you make calculations, hey!It is always said that people deserve you. It's fair to talk about it, you stole my jewelry, it's okay for you to kill me, you shouldn't have robbed my jewelry, and stepped on my happiness.You thought it was coffee grounds. In this world, if the law makes sense, you are right, it makes sense for you, who is not a robber, who robs flowers, robs trees, robs people’s mouths, robbers are good, and if he robs someone, he is robbed up.Innate power?Who is born to eat who!There is only one power in birth, whoever catches up with whomever is who. You are not rare, and you still take it away if you are not rare? !You only sell things for 20 cents that I wouldn't sell for ten thousand gold. This is my baby, can create life, love, is my baby.They beat the catalpa for a long time and couldn't come out.To be honest, life is not a pity, but it is not rare, but smart. You are all valuable certificates, those who talk about going abroad, and those who talk about going abroad, what should you do!I don't care about selling as much as it is worth, my baby is not doing this.It's for me, keep me for the world.Without this baby, there would be no world.It's over without this baby. Poor my baby, it's worth ten thousand.In fact, 20 cents is the same as 10,000 yuan, because I don't sell it.In fact, it is contained in a piece of clothing, and when the clothing is sold, it is gone.No one has it, and I knew it at the earliest time, since I wrote ancient poems. "How many times have I swam in the sea and never seen the people of the world." None of them know, it's not technology at all, knowledge, upbringing, and they want to lie to me.Someone once had a baby, and now it's in my hands, God, please don't break my baby, break me; don't break my girl, break me. Death is not something to fear.For you, death is the most terrible thing, so you don't know anything more precious than death.You dare not live, your lives are helpless, you walk down the road like sheep, and you think that all people are sheep.You think I am a sheep.I'm with you so that you won't be too embarrassed.I bleat and take care of you, for my mouth is also a sheep.But I know I'm not, I came with my own heart, I know I'm here for something.I sing a song, you think it's ridiculous.You guys don't sing anymore.You bleat.But this is not something you can change: I just came to sing.I am not a sheep. Don't be sad, Lei, this kind of person has to die.You will not be at ease until they are crucified.You watch the crucified laugh and then worship.You know they're dead, you adorably invented the nail, you use the nail to say everything, your truth.That's fine, but you shouldn't have praise!It's not supposed to be a vacation after drinking coffee, sitting there, and walking into a restaurant.As Sartre said: You prove your innocence by showing your guilt.You are not guilty, so what are you doing?He is still alive and listens to your reasoning, and you want to convince him that everything has been arranged since he was born.You feed the sheep you eat chocolate, you fucking dream of living.You thought it was an empty tin for biscuits.You can't open it.When you opened it, you saw flames.You commented: This is not sweet but sour.Have you ever seen a sour fire?You really treat it as a dessert, tie a red ribbon, give it to the little girl's family for their birthday, light red candles, and let them know that you have so many things.gift of jesus.Their sugar ruins their teeth. "You can only make oral rules, not oral rules. His mouth belongs to him, and he can talk as he likes. He doesn't need nails, and you don't need you to put him on the altar and sit on it. With tears in his eyes at the seaside. He can say whatever he likes. You don’t dare to say that. Only you know me, I've been here once.My mom doesn't even know, you just look at me like someone else sometimes.When I look at them, they are afraid.I also learned to be sorry. To pass the time, I worked as a carpenter, raised pigs, and wrote poetry.I touched some words gently with my baby, and they said: What is this?I don't answer. When they are all laughing, only you are crying.There is also such a life like abacus beads, which have been dialed one by one.Ray, what is given to you will always be yours.You know that you are yourself, he is a kind of understanding, not a kind of life. When people understand, there is no reason, and there is no reason to talk about it. Thank you for getting to know me.