Chapter 24 Section 24

The biggest obstacle in the marriage between my aunt and Lu Huihuang was not my parents or herself, but Jiao Jianguo. My aunt told Jiao Jianguo that she and Lu Huihuang were going to get married.My aunt mentioned this to Jiao Jianguo at the dinner table when Jiao Jianguo came home for dinner on Saturday night. My aunt said, Jianguo, there is one thing I have to tell you, Uncle Lu who often comes to our house, we plan to live together. Jiao Jianguo picked up the bones of the yellow croaker very seriously, and said, oh, as if he didn't care about it at all. The aunt picked up vegetables in Jiao Jianguo's bowl, and asked: Mom wants to ask you, what do you think about this matter.

Jiao Jianguo pulled a fish bone out of his mouth like a thread, carefully placed it on the table, and then picked another yellow croaker.He has lived by the sea for two years, he has rich experience and knows how to deal with a color, let alone a lifeless yellow color. My aunt said, Jianguo, mom can’t discuss this matter with others, mom can only make up her own mind, you are mom’s child, your opinion is very important to me, Jiao Jianguo didn't say anything, he gave up the piece of fish, took the chopsticks back from the plate, and put his head down to eat the rice. My aunt was a little embarrassed, she thought maybe she shouldn't talk about this with Jiao Jianguo at this time, he only comes home once a week, she should talk to him about something else, something light.My aunt let herself relax first, changed the subject, and said, Jianguo, I bought you a pair of pull-back sneakers, haven't you always wanted another pair?Put on your new shoes tomorrow, and we will go to your second aunt's house. The second aunt said that she wants to make dumplings for you.

Jiao Jianguo put down his chopsticks and picked up a spoon, his face was numb, and he said slowly, you can live with any man you want to live with, there is no need to ask me, whoever you live with is to me There is no difference. The aunt was stunned, and the rice grains fell from her chopsticks onto the table. Jiao Jianguo went to bed early that night, and his aunt sat by his bed several times, trying to resume what he had left off at the dinner table, but he turned his back and ignored his aunt.My aunt sat by the bed for a while, knowing that he couldn't force it, so she tucked the quilt for him, turned off the light, and walked away gently.

After my aunt and Lu Huihuang got married, Jiao Jianguo seldom came home on Sundays. He started to have friends at school. Most of them, like him, had parents who lived far away, worked in other places, or were simply orphans. He stayed with them, didn't go home on Sundays, stayed at school, played ball together, lay on the grass with their stinky feet up and chatted, and wandered in the street.Stretched its neck like ducks that can't find a flock in the rain and sang "Singing Xiaoer Letting the Cowherd".They sang: The cows are still grazing on the mountain, but the cattle herders have gone somewhere, and then they giggled.Sometimes my aunt saw that Jiao Jianguo didn't come home for several weeks, so she went to pick him up from school.Jiao Jianguo didn't want to leave with his aunt. If she talked too much, he would tell her coldly, I'm fine here, I have friends myself, and you don't need to care about it. Just take care of that little man.Auntie couldn't say a word.

Auntie is very painful about this.My aunt is a very strong woman. She has encountered too many things in her life, life and death, and it seems that nothing can bring her down, but Jiao Jianguo is the sadness and sin she cannot get rid of.My aunt sometimes got desperate, so she ran to my mother's work unit, sat in her office, closed the door and cried a lot. Mother persuaded my aunt, but no matter how much mother persuaded, she couldn't persuade her.Mother couldn't bear it, so she went to find Jiao Jianguo. Jiao Jianguo was dirty all over, holding a ball in his arms, looking impatient to walk away.Mother went to pull him, and he said, Second Aunt, I know you will speak for your Mei family, so why bother?

Mother was always overwhelmed by his question, so why bother.As soon as my mother heard Jiao Jianguo say, why bother, she was at a loss.After my mother came back, I told my father this.The mother said, it's really strange, what can a teenage child understand?But having such a strange thought and such a strange word made people stand upright.Tell me, how could he have such a strange idea?How could he have such strange words? Father snorted and said, don't you see what kind of species it is, what do you expect him to say? The mother looked at the father with the white of her eyes.But Mu Nai looked at it, but didn't say anything.

Not long after getting married, Lu Huihuang raised the issue of his job transfer to his aunt. It was a Sunday, Lu Huihuang persuaded my aunt in advance, and the two of them went to the park to play.My aunt hasn’t been to the park for many years. These years, she has been busy with work, and her life has been rough. She has no time or thought to go to the park. Now when she talks about the park, she feels as if she has forgotten what the park is like. As soon as Lu Huihuang suggested it, she applauded and said, yes, I have been in this city for a long time, and I don't know what the parks in this city look like.

The two of them got up early on Sunday morning, had dinner, and each rode a bicycle and went straight to the park.My aunt is unfamiliar, but Lu Huihuang is familiar with it. Lu Huihuang is not only familiar with it, but also can play. He takes my aunt to go boating, fly a kite, and look at the flower garden.Playing until noon, the two of them didn't go home, so they ordered two dishes in the restaurant in the park, and ate them sweetly and fragrantly.After dinner, my aunt said, let's go back.Lu Huihuang said, why panic, it's still early, and it's rare for you to come out on a Sunday, why don't you play until the evening, and then we'll go back.After my aunt and Lu Huihuang got married, she had gradually gotten used to listening to Lu Huihuang. When Lu Huihuang said this, she stopped objecting, nodded obediently, and said, "Okay, I will listen to you."

The two played for most of the day and were a little tired.My aunt said that her feet hurt, so Lu Guanghuang suggested that she sit on the grass by the lake and bask in the sun.The sun was very good and warm. My aunt was sitting on the grass, leaning against Lu Huihuang, watching the sails on the lake for a while, and gradually she couldn't keep her eyes open. Lu Huihuang said, what are you squinting for? My aunt said, I'm sleepy. Lu Huihuang said, don't sleep. My aunt said, my eyes are fighting. Lu Huihuang went to shake his aunt and said, why don't I fight with you. My aunt giggled and said, then tell me something interesting, tell me something interesting, and see if I can stay awake.

Lu Huihuang thought for a while and said, I want to mobilize. My aunt didn't hear it clearly, or she heard it clearly and didn't think about it. When she came to her senses, she immediately stood up, turned her face to Lu Huihuang, and asked: What did you just say? Lu Huihuang said, I said I want to transfer. The auntie stared into his eyes and said with a straight face, didn't you say you weren't going to Beijing? Seeing his aunt's vigilant look, Lu Huihuang realized that she had misunderstood what he said, and said with a smile, I didn't say I was going to Beijing now, what are you in a hurry for?

The aunt said, then you said you want to transfer? Lu Huihuang said, I originally wanted to be transferred to Beijing to develop my business, but who knew that I met you, you changed my life, you are here, I will not go anywhere, even if I am given a paradise Don't go, I will always take root by your side.He also said, I didn’t intend to tell you at this time. You want me to tell you something to lull you to sleep. I’m not a good storyteller. said. The little aunt was relieved now, she relaxed, turned around again, leaned on Lu Huihuang, and said, what's the matter, how do you want to transfer it, anyway, I've already said it, and I really didn't fall asleep because of you , just speak slowly. Lu Huihuang spoke slowly. Lu Huihuang proposed to transfer, he wanted to change his line of work to engage in administration.Lu Huihuang analyzed the reasons for his thoughts to his aunt. Because of his long-term practice, he injured his waist and legs, and the pain was moderate, leaving many sequelae.To put it under the nose, he is now the leading martial arts student in the theater, and he is becoming popular. The theater uses him as a pillar, and it is not impossible for him to develop himself.In the long run, with his appearance, he is no longer used to eating as an actor. If he continues to eat this bowl of rice, his injuries will become more and more serious. In the long run, he will collapse at a very young age. On the bed, when the time comes, people will be disabled, not to mention, there will be no one to take care of my aunt, and my aunt will have to take care of him, a paralytic. My aunt couldn't help feeling nervous when she heard what Lu Huihuang said.She had never thought about these things before, she only knew that Lu Huihuang was an actor, an excellent actor, loved and welcomed by the audience, and he was handsome and charming on the stage, but she never thought of what he had paid for it Hardships and pains, I didn't think that these pains would cause him many traumas, and I didn't expect that these traumas would affect his normal life in the future.Now that Lu Huihuang said it, she came to her senses. She felt that what Lu Huihuang said made sense. She didn't care about asking him to take care of him. On the contrary, she was more willing to take care of him. But it is true that he has injuries. His lumbar muscles are strained It was very serious, as soon as the sky was cloudy, he would cover his waist and legs with his face blue and gasp for air-conditioning hissingly. Sometimes he warmed his body to warm him up, and it took him a long time to warm him up. She even felt sorry for this matter.When my aunt thought about it, she felt uneasy about her neglect of Lu Huihuang. My aunt thought about it for Lu Huihuang, but in turn, she was a little uncertain. She hesitated and said, "If you change your career to do political work, you will lose the stage. You have practiced kung fu since you were three years old. Don't you think it's a pity to throw away the pillars of the regiment now? Lu Huihuang smiled wryly and said, before I met you, I also wanted to hold on. When I hold on, it counts. When I can’t hold on any longer, I can be considered a hero when I fall on the stage. Spend the rest of your life in a hospital bed.Unlike you, I am an old revolutionary who has made great contributions and is respected by others. But to be a human being, one must succeed. I always have this kind of determination.After meeting you, I feel that my life is worthwhile, and I am also a successful person in life. Think about it, how many people can be like me, who have been the protagonist on the stage for so many years, and met in life I am so lucky to have you.In the past, if I wanted to hold on, I used my life to support it. Now I don’t need to risk my life to fight recklessly. I can change my life. I can work hard and develop in other areas, and become a successful person in a new field. My aunt said, you said that, but it made me feel uneasy. I have affected your life. If you hadn’t met me, you would have persisted on the stage. You are still an excellent actor that everyone likes, but now it is me changed your mind. Lu Huihuang said, yes, I will definitely be that kind of actor, and I can even do better, but it won’t be longer. During a certain rehearsal or performance, I will fall on the stage , I can no longer stand up. Lu Huihuang turned around.My aunt didn't pay attention, and she fell down.Lu Huihuang caught her, immediately put her in his arms, looked at his aunt with his big black and bright eyes, and said, Qin, tell me, would you like to see me collapsed on the stage? My aunt shook her head desperately and said, no!I don't want to see it! Lu Huihuang said, then you have to understand my choice. My aunt nodded desperately and said, I understand! Lu Huihuang said, not only do you have to understand, but you also have to help me. My aunt said, how can I help you? Lu Huihuang said, in my current situation, if I really want to ask to leave the stage at once, the courtyard will not let it go. They need someone like me, they need me to pull the big screen for them, if you don't show up, I can't do it myself freed. My aunt leaned on Lu Huihuang's arms.She was very close to his face.She squinted in the sunlight, looked at him, looked at his handsome but obviously tired face, after a while, she nodded cautiously, and said, Brilliant, I will help you. After consideration, my aunt carefully reported to the party committee and the bureau.At that time, my aunt was already the deputy director of the Cultural Bureau in charge of personnel affairs, and of course the bureau attached great importance to her opinion.Working in the bureau, he quickly transferred Lu Huihuang out of the actor team and arranged him to be a general administrative cadre in the theater. Lu Huihuang left the actor team and stopped rehearsing and performing. His pain has improved significantly. More importantly, he will no longer be in danger of further injury and paralysis, which makes him and his aunt very happy. Lu Huihuang will not fall on the stage again, he will stand like that forever, until he becomes a gray-haired old man. This is my aunt's greatest comfort and her greatest wish. Now she has obtained such Consolation and wish, secretly relieved for this place.But sometimes, my aunt would feel lost. She couldn't get used to the fact that Lu Huihuang left the stage for a while, and she couldn't get used to the fact that Lu Huihuang was sitting in the office, holding a cup of tea in his hand, signing the sending and receiving records with a red and blue pencil. fact.Even she herself couldn't tell whether Lu Huihuang's leaving the stage was a good thing or a bad thing for him and her. Not long after, Lu Huihuang discussed with his aunt again and proposed that he wanted to engage in political work.Lu Huihuang believed that he was born well, his seedlings were upright, he had a high level of ideological consciousness, a flexible mind, and a good eloquence, so he had the basic qualities to engage in political work. As a member of staff, firstly, he has made little contribution to the country, secondly, he has wasted his time, and even if he has a narrow-minded living mind, he is not worthy of an old revolutionary like my aunt. Even if you come down and stop being an actor, you still have to be self-motivated.Lu Huihuang said this to his aunt, I am still young after all, and I can no longer perform on stage because of physical discomfort, but my heart is healthy and my mind is healthy, so I can live a peaceful and comfortable life, not to let me be wasted Are you young? My aunt said, aren't you doing a good job in the office now? Lu Huihuang said, you don’t know the situation in our theater. In our office, there is not much to do, but there are several people. I’m just a messenger. Most of the time They are all idle, so how can you say that you are doing a good job? The aunt said, what do you want? Lu Huihuang said that our theater is a business unit. We usually practice and rehearse and perform, and we only devote our energy to business. We never care about study or politics. The leaders of the theater don’t care much about these things. The situation has been around for a long time.I think this is not normal. After all, we are a socialist theater, we are literary and art workers of the people, and we cannot relax our study and politics.I figured I could do some work on this.Specifically, I think I can be a political work cadre. The aunt said, but you are not a cadre? Lu Huihuang said, if I am not a cadre, can I not work hard in this direction?I was not an actor in the past, am I still a good actor?Things always develop, and people have to make progress. If there is no development or progress, then what hope is there in this world?Of course, you have to support me in this matter. If you don't support me, I won't have the motivation to do it, and I don't have much energy. It's better to maintain the status quo and just do my sending and receiving. My aunt thought about it, and felt that what Lu Huihuang said made sense. He did have some advantages that others did not have, such as his acceptance of new things, the popularity he won when he was an excellent actor, his enthusiasm, his His persistence in doing things and his provocative eloquence are rare among the general public.My aunt also hopes that Lu Huihuang can be a person with ideals and ambitions and contribute more to the country. Of course she will be happy and support him if he has such positive thoughts. My aunt found an opportunity to talk with the secretary of the party committee.The secretary of the party committee said, you divide labor and manage personnel, and you have experience. What do you think?Is Comrade Lu Huihuang suitable for political work?My aunt said, I have considered this matter, and I think he still has potential.The secretary of the party committee said, since this is the case, I will tell Lao Ding that we will have a discussion at the next party committee meeting and ask the organization department to consider his problem. In this way, it didn't take long before Lu Huihuang changed his career to become a political cadre. On the day it was announced in the theater that Lu Huihuang had turned into a political worker, Lu Huihuang called his aunt after get off work. Lu Huihuang said on the phone, dear, shall we go to the restaurant today? Auntie, it's not a holiday, why go to restaurants? Lu Huihuang couldn't hold back and said, it was announced in the courtyard today! The aunt didn't understand, and asked: What was announced? Lu Huihuang said, "It is announced that I have become a political cadre!" When the aunt heard it, she said happily, did it really announce it?Then I congratulate you. Lu Huihuang said, "It's just started. Congratulations. Even if you make some progress, it's not because of your help. If you don't help me, I can't work hard alone, so I have to thank you." My aunt said straightforwardly, okay, then let's celebrate. Lu Huihuang said, you are waiting in the bureau, I will go to pick you up. Lu Huihuang later submitted an enthusiastic application for joining the party to the organization, asking to join the party organization.This time Lu Huihuang didn't ask his aunt to take care of him, and he found the organization department himself.Lu Huihuang told the organization department, Comrade Mei Qin and I have this kind of relationship. Others say that even Director Mei’s lover is not in the party. This is a great damage to the party’s image. I should join the party organization as soon as possible. Let others not gossip.In this way, he joined the party not long after. By the time my aunt found out that Lu Huihuang had used her relationship to do a lot of work up and down, he had almost done a lot of things.He completed the process of rising from an ordinary political cadre to the secretary of the general party branch of the theater, and his next goal is to be a member of the party committee of the bureau and the dean of the Beijing Academy of Brushing. My aunt was a little surprised at Lu Huihuang's rapid progress during that time.She found him very active, and soon became a political celebrity in the Peking Opera.He frequently appeared in the Cultural Bureau, in the higher departments of the Cultural Bureau, and he was like an astonishing new political star, shining through the sky of the Cultural Bureau.At first, my aunt was happy and proud of Lu Huihuang's performance. She felt that Lu Huihuang had lived up to his own ambitions and her hopes. He lost his artistic stage, but he was full of enthusiasm in his new job. , Continuous efforts, and finally found a new stage suitable for their own development.But soon, my aunt discovered that things were not as simple as she imagined.She found that Lu Huihuang's progress was too fast, unbelievably fast. From an ordinary political cadre, he quickly became a deputy section chief, section chief, deputy secretary of the Party branch, secretary of the Party branch, and became a member of the Peking Opera Company. top leadership.Lu Huihuang is a cadre born as an actor. Strictly speaking, he is really good at acting. His singing, figure and appearance are well-known in the industry, but that is only limited to his stage image. He is completely unique in other industries. Unfamiliar novices have no achievements or experience at all.A political cadre has always had to rely on long-term work accumulation and rich experience to prove himself. It is a long road, and it cannot be achieved overnight in a short period of time. Lu Huihuang has no such proof or experience. He has just joined the party, and he is still a new party member with a very short age. How can he stand out from others so quickly in such a short time?However, Lu Huihuang did not ask his aunt to do anything after that, and he never asked her to help him. After that, all his genius displays had nothing to do with her. This is a fact, that is to say, he relied on He is a well-deserved success if his own efforts have made those leaps. My aunt has some doubts about Lu Huihuang's rapid progress.But she didn't think otherwise.She trusts Lu Huihuang.She never thought of him in other ways.A few times my aunt joked with Lu Huihuang, saying, "Huang Hui, you didn't realize that you are improving too fast these days?"Maybe one day, you will come to be my leader.Lu Huihuang smiled innocently and said, of course I want to catch up with you, I am only worthy of you if I catch up with you, but can I catch up with you?It's not that I'm discouraged, even if I'm improving very fast, by the time I get to your current position, you'll be ahead of me, and you're still more advanced than me.I'm giving up, for the rest of my life, I'll just crawl slowly behind you. Until one day, after the bureau announced the appointment of Lu Huihuang as the dean of the Peking Opera, the secretary of the party committee talked to my aunt.The Secretary of the Standing Committee came to my aunt's office, closed the door, and said to my aunt, Comrade Mei Qin and Comrade Lu Huihuang's matter, we have handled the matter according to the intention of the leadership above, we have completely followed the intention of the leadership above, please do it at the appropriate time Time to convey our work to the leaders.Only then did my aunt realize that things were completely beyond her imagination.My aunt asked the party secretary to tell her all about the situation.The secretary of the party committee told her that Lu Huihuang told the Peking Opera Theater that Comrade Mei Qin meant him to be the president, and he told the bureau that it was the meaning of the provincial leaders. This thing is over.The secretary of the party committee also told my aunt that Lu Huihuang had imitated the tone of the provincial leaders and told them that Comrade Mei Qin and Comrade Lu Huihuang should not only be husband and wife in life, but they should fly together in politics.The secretary of the party committee is very similar to Lu Huihuang, but he affirms that the tone of the leaders in Lu Huihuang's school is more similar.As soon as I heard it, I knew that this must be said by the provincial leader, that's right.Party secretary said. My aunt was so angry that she closed the door and had a big fight with Lu Huihuang when she went back. My aunt said, I am so stupid, I thought you were making progress, I was still happy and proud of you in my heart, who knew you made progress in this way! Lu Huihuang said, what's wrong with my method? The aunt said, why do you say such things to the Peking Opera Theater and the Bureau in the name of me and Lao Wang?I never said that. I called Lao Wang, and Lao Wang never said such a thing. It was your own fabrication. Do you know that you are deceiving the organization by doing this! Lu Huihuang stared at a pair of innocent eyes, as if he had been greatly wronged.He said, how can I deceive the organization?Don't you and Lao Wang want me to improve?Aren't we two husband and wife in life?Shouldn't we fly together politically?I've made progress. I've become the dean of the Peking Opera Theater. How can I embarrass you? My aunt said that if you make progress, you should make progress openly and rely on your own ability to make progress. Don't engage in such a set of obedience and obscurity. Only such progress can be regarded as real progress.You are not relying on your own efforts, not relying on the trust of the masses and organizations in you, but relying on deceitful means, such progress is false.Now go and ask the organization about this matter, explain everything frankly and clearly, don't keep anything, and wait for the organization to handle it. Lu Huihuang said in embarrassment, how can I explain clearly to the organization?How can I explain clearly to the organization?Think about it, we are husband and wife, and Lao Wang is your comrade-in-arms for many years. It is normal for you and Lao Wang to care about my growth. You don’t need to say it clearly. You can think that it is not normal to not have such care. Yes, I'm going to tell. I said that Mei Qin and Lao Wang don't care about me. They hope that I don't improve. If I improve, they will be unhappy and feel very sad. Who can lie to me?Who would believe this?If it doesn’t work out, people will think that we are not satisfied with the organizational arrangements, and we need more arrangements. It’s bargaining. Isn’t that a problem for the organization? My aunt said coldly, don't use this kind of words to block me, the masses are not that stupid, and the organization is not that stupid, and they don't think like you said. Lu Huihuang said angrily, I will not go.What do you want me to say? My aunt said, if you want to talk about it, I will talk about it. Lu Huihuang's tears flowed out all at once, and he said sadly, Qin, I didn't expect you to be like this, even irrelevant people are very concerned about my affairs, as soon as I tell them, they will try their best to solve it, but you If you are so indifferent and indifferent to my political life, you will also take away the things I have done and the successes I have achieved.Well, in this case, if you want to go, you can go, go and make it clear, let everyone know that I am a liar, a political opportunist, let everyone despise me, look down on me, and treat me Spit on me and let me ruin it completely, and you'll be satisfied, right? My aunt had already walked to the door before Lu Huihuang said that, and she was really going to go to the organization to clarify the situation.Now, pinned by his words, she stopped.My aunt understood Lu Huihuang's situation, and she knew he was telling the truth.If she did that, she would go to the organization and explain the matter clearly, and he would be finished, not only politically, the organization would never trust him again, he would also become the object of people's spurning, and he would be rejected by people. His contempt and criticism, a lot of gossip and gossip will flood in like a tide, drowning him, making him unable to lift his head up again, if that is the case, he may really be ruined.Auntie hesitated.She has experienced this kind of pain, this desperate suffocation, and this experience of being abandoned. It is impossible for her to watch Lu Huihuang suffer the same fate as her.Holding the doorknob tightly, he stood there, unable to move forward or retreat. Seeing that my aunt hesitated, Lu Huihuang took the opportunity to come over, wanting to pull her.Auntie dodged a bit. Lu Huihuang withdrew his hand, stood beside his aunt, and said from the bottom of his heart, Qin, there is a reason why I did this.I live with you, we are a family, I see that you are so good, so outstanding, so admirable, I am also a young man with aspirations, I also have a progressive idea, I also want to learn from you, just like you, together Progress, so that you can be worthy of being your lover, worthy of this fiery era, let people envy us, and let those who said bad things about us in the past know that they are wrong.My starting point is good and positive. It's just that I was too anxious and didn't grasp it well. You should help me. My aunt sighed helplessly, closed the open door, turned around, wiped Lu Huihuang into the bedroom, walked to the bed, sat on the bed tiredly, and said for a long time, okay, this time I'll forgive you, but this is the last time, don't do this kind of thing again in the future, if you do it again, I won't listen to any nice words from you. Lu Huihuang walked into the bedroom with his aunt, sat down beside her, and swore thousands of times that he would never do this again, that he would cherish everything that was hard-won, that he would work hard and work hard, To repay my aunt's trust in him. After Lu Huihuang swears like this, he stands up, happily takes out a newly made skirt from the cabinet, and asks my aunt to try it on. My aunt was not in the mood and didn't want to change, so she said, forget it, I'm tired today, let's talk about it tomorrow. Like an abandoned child, Lu Huihuang said aggrievedly, I spent a few nights making this dress, even if there was something wrong with me, this dress will never be wrong, my love for you will never be wrong. There will be mistakes, if I knew this earlier, why would I bother to stay up all night with the lamp on, I'm dead.I also know that you are not looking down on this dress, you are looking down on me, anyway, I have nothing to defend anyway, I deserve it, right? As Lu Huihuang said so, he threw the skirt aside, picked up a quilt from the bed, and walked slowly towards the outer room with a terribly wronged look. Seeing Lu Huihuang's appearance, my aunt was angry and funny, but she couldn't let him be wronged like this, so she said, okay, how old are you, and you still look like a child?What do you want?You kicked off the quilt at night, you want me to go to the outhouse to tuck you in? Lu Huihuang stopped, turned his back to his aunt, and said, anyway, you underestimate me, even if I freeze to death at night, I will not say a word of regret. My aunt really has nothing to do with Lu Huihuang, so she can only say, don't you just want me to try on clothes?Do you need to be so angry? When Lu Huihuang heard this, he turned around quickly, ran over, threw the quilt on the bed, picked up the skirt from the side, happily, and graciously took off the clothes on his aunt, and put the new skirt on her. Lu Huihuang was very satisfied with his aunt's figure and his craftsmanship. He stood there, tilted his head, looked at his aunt up and down, left and right, and said in surprise, "My God, why is this so?"Any clothing material will produce incredible miracles on you. Look how beautiful you are in this skirt! In fact, Lu Huihuang never fulfilled those oaths he made.After that, his ambition became bigger and bigger. He used the relationship between his aunt and Lao Wang to carry out frequent activities. He even found Lao Wang directly, met many leaders at all levels through Lao Wang, and fought well with these leaders. fiery.At first Lu Huihuang kept it from his aunt, but later he couldn't hide it anymore, so he simply kept it open and did it openly.My aunt tried to stop him, but it didn't work. When my aunt warned and scolded him, he would say, okay, I don't have to go to them, but you have to help me. I can't stop asking for progress, I can't ask I struggle alone on the way forward and give up halfway. If you don't help me, I can only find someone else.If Auntie said she was going to take action, he acted hurt and knelt down and begged Auntie.He kept crying, and then said dejectedly, "Well, you can do whatever you want, anyway, you don't care about my future, what's the point of holding on to it so hard?"When the incident broke out, I lost face, I couldn't go back to the stage, and I couldn't develop anymore, so I simply resigned from the public office and slept at home, or I went to believe in some religion, recite scriptures and worship Buddha, and everything Okay, let's break the jar anyway.It's impossible for my aunt to let Lu Huihuang break the jar, and it's impossible for him to break his official position and believe in some teaching.She wanted to stop Lu Huihuang but couldn't, she was always in this contradictory state.The only thing she can do is to quarrel with Lu Huihuang behind closed doors.She still considered the impact first, closed the doors and windows before the quarrel, and kept the voice as low as possible.But Lu Huihuang was not worried about this at all. Lu Huihuang reopened the doors and windows that his aunt had closed, saying that it was stuffy and hot. He also moved a chair to sit at the door, and kept calling the children at the gate of the yard to come and play at home. , so that my aunt couldn't get angry, and couldn't even talk. The relationship between my aunt and Lu Huihuang began to crack, and their differences became bigger and bigger, and neither of them could convince the other. My aunt never thought that things would end up like this.She thought of everything, she thought of the experience gap, age gap, and cultural gap between her and Lu Huihuang, the different backgrounds of life between them, the lack of common language and understanding, and the opinions of people in society. Unexpectedly, Lu Huihuang is a person with strong desires in politics. When he is doing his political pursuit, he will perform his persistence in pursuing her even more brilliantly, without any room and never looking back.She didn't know how to deal with all this, she didn't know what would happen if things continued, she just knew that she didn't want to see all this happen, she didn't want to see Lu Huihuang's unscrupulous attempts to develop politically, that was not what she wanted to be Creed is out of place. Lu Huihuang, on the other hand, showed more and more disappointment with his aunt. He kept complaining that she didn't care about him, his political progress, or his future.He thinks that they have no equal status as husband and wife, as a family. She is the leader in the unit and the master of him at home. She just treats him as a vase, a beautiful and healthy vase, and puts it in her On the five-storey cabinet, for her to come home every day to appreciate and play with, she only wants him to be her nanny, a considerate, capable and meticulous nanny, let him take care of everything in her life, she always guards against him and restrains him with a rein Holding him, imprisoning him, letting him live according to her way of thinking, she only really relaxes with him, completely dissolves her defenses against him, and is obedient to him only on the bed and when they are making love. Auntie was very distressed by the conflict between her and Lu Huihuang.She knew what the problem was and what could be done to fix it, but she couldn't do it.My aunt sometimes tries to make some compromises.She didn't want to make the problem too rigid, didn't want to embarrass Lu Huihuang too much, didn't want a bigger rift between them, and most importantly, she didn't want to lose Lu Huihuang.My aunt tried not to let herself bring bad moods into the private lives of the two of them.After she came home from get off work, she always let herself get rid of her troubles first, or restrained her troubles, with a calm expression on her face as much as possible.She spent more time and energy caring about Lu Huihuang and everything that happened to him.She would sometimes take the initiative to talk to him about his situation, about their theater situation.鲁辉煌不太愿意谈到这样的话题，小姨问他，他也是含糊其锌，丙十人都明白达一原，淡话当然无法继续下去。这样的情况持续了很长一段时间，直到那个档案事件发生。 有一天，党委书记碰到小姨，随口说了一句，没想到鲁辉煌同志原来有着那么丰富的革命斗争史，比局里很多领导的资格都要老。 小姨十分敏感地问，你说的是什么？他的什么斗争史？ 党委书记支吾着要走开。小姨拦住了他，要他把话说清楚。党委书记就告诉小姨，最近有关部门转来一份鲁辉煌的材料，这份材料证明鲁辉煌于1949年他十四岁的时候就参加了地下党组织，并担任青年民盟机关的负责人，因为他的工作属于保密级的，是单线联系，所以直到现在这个秘密才被解冻。 小姨一听，头嗡的一声响，血一下子就涌到脸上。她盯着党委书记，问，你相信有这事吗？ 常委书记说，这份材料是上级组织转来的，怎么会不相信呢？ 小姨决断地说，你们相信，我不相信，他的情况别人不清楚，我还能不清楚？ 1949年他没有十四岁，只有八岁，还在戏班子里抹着眼泪翻跟头呢，根本就没有什么革命斗争史。 党委书记看了看小姨，看出小姨是认真的，没有诱供的意思，这才叹了一口气说，梅琴同志，不瞒你说，对这事我也有疑虑，其实不光这件事，对鲁辉煌同志的很多事我都有疑虑，只不过考虑到你的原因，我不好多说什么。 小姨后悔极了，后悔她为什么不早一些把事情说出来，她原以为这件事只有鲁辉煌和她两个人知道，她不想让鲁辉煌那么干，却又害怕毁了他，下不了决心揭穿他，她要早一些把那些事情说出来，在最后一道关口扎下阵营，鲁辉煌就没有机会继续干下去了，这件事也许就不会发生了。可现在这一切已经发生了，她已经来不及去阻止它了，她眼睁睁地看着它出现在她面前，似乎是在嘲笑着她，她以为鲁辉煌会觉悟，会良心发现，会停止下来，不再干那种蠢事，可她错了，她还以为这是他们两个人的秘密，只要鲁辉煌改正，她不说，谁也不知道，她又错了。她在心里想，也许正是因为她一次又一次地错，她不断地错下去，鲁辉煌才走到今天这个地步的？ 小姨盯着党委书记，一字一顿地说，我希望组织上将此事慎重地调查一下，我要一个清白。 党委书记犹豫地说，这事…… 小姨坚定不移地说，如果组织上有什么为难，我愿意亲自来作这个调查。 小姨认真了，非要把事情弄清楚不可，文化局方面也早对鲁辉煌的做法看不下去了，只是碍于面子，睁一只眼闭一只眼，小姨自己那么坚持，自然就顺竿子上，对鲁辉煌的档案情况作了详细外调，那一调查，鲁辉煌精心策划的“革命历史”就露了包。 伪造历史的事情一经败露，鲁辉煌受到了党内严重警告处分。在文化局党委会讨论对鲁辉煌的处理意见时，小姨第一个举了手。处分决定很快付诸执行，先在京剧院里宣布，然后在局党委扩大会上宣布，鲁辉煌本人也在会上作了检查。鲁辉煌当着全剧院的人站在台上作检查，丢尽了面子，最重要的是，他精心策划的行动被彻底揭穿了，组织上以后也不会再相信他了，可以说，他的不断进步的道路全被堵死了。这一回，鲁辉煌气急败坏，一回到家里，就主动找小姨大吵了一架。 鲁辉煌暴跳如雷地说，我走过那么多地方，听过那么多故事，演过那么多戏，见过那么多世道，还是头一次知道一个妻子可以出卖自己的丈夫，把自己的丈夫弄得里外不是人！你知不知道，你毁了我！彻底地毁了我！ 小姨平静地说，这次你做得太过分了，我不能眼看着你这么继续干下去，如果说到毁，那才是真正的毁。 鲁辉煌声嘶力竭质问小姨，说，我毁什么？我毁了什么？我在靠自己的奋斗上进，我孤军奋战，没有任何人帮助，我只是要你保持沉默，不要自以为是，你连这个都做不到，你算什么妻子？ ! 小姨不想和鲁辉煌吵架，她知这他正在气头上，他们这样争吵下去，不会有什么结果的。小姨说，辉煌，你不要说气话，不管怎么样，我还是你的妻子。 鲁辉煌气咻咻地说，你这也叫妻子呀？你到大街上去问问，有哪个做妻子的这样害自己的丈夫？我知道，你根本就是在恨我，根本就是把我往死里整，既然你这样仇恨我，早知道，你何必还要嫁给我！ 小姨有些不相信地瞪大了眼睛，盯着鲁辉煌，说，当初是你追着要娶我的，这个你十分清楚。 鲁辉煌痉孳着他那张英俊的脸，说，你以为当初我要你？你以为你还是什么香饽饽？你也不想一想，论年龄你都可以做我的妈了，论经历你都可以和母马比了，我要不是看你能帮助我进步，我满庭芳草里躺着的人，什么样的鲜花不能要？我要你？ ! 小姨站在那里，晃了一晃。她不相信这话是从鲁辉煌嘴里说出来的。有一刻她闭上了眼睛，整个儿地深陷入黑暗之中。她在黑暗中听见鲁辉煌咻咻地喘着粗气，是玩急了眼玩伤了心玩累了身子的架式。小姨的心脏一阵搐痛，呼吸一瞬间停止了，黑暗中弥漫起一片红色。她让自己镇定下来，一点一点地，摸索到呼吸，拽紧了它。然后她睁开眼睛，看着鲁辉煌，平静地说，那么孩子，你听好了，你先乖乖地去洗把脸，换件干净的衣服，拿上你那些糖果和玩具，从这个门里走出去，去别的地方玩去。