Chapter 15 Section fifteen

My aunt still couldn't get rid of the pain of losing her child. My aunt sometimes woke up suddenly from her sleep, and hugged the pillow beside her in a panic, treating it as her child, and letting it calm her sudden fear and convulsions.Sometimes she would sit there alone, looking out the window, in a daze, sitting for a long time, until her whole body was cold, like a jade just fished out of Dongyue's river. Such a time is always at night, when no one knows. The hustle and bustle of the day is easily eliminated, and it is not enough to resist the long night. The remaining time has to be supported by oneself, and the past has to be supported by being cautious all the time. Emotional attacks are inevitable, and spiritual injuries are also inevitable, because It was night, a moment of recuperation given by God to human beings. After the whole day's busyness, no one would still put on his armor and stand ready to face the unpredictable night, and face it forever, and the city and the country are just a kind of False fortress postures, they are all gray and lifeless, their life is too single, unable to revive, and they will never be able to provide care for those who have been hurt like the grassland.

This means that all nights are destined to be long nights. My aunt sneaked into the city. My aunt came to the nursery and said she wanted to see the child.The aunt in the nursery seemed a little embarrassed when she heard the child's name.They knew who the woman who came was, and they also knew what happened between Auntie and Mayor Jiao. They asked Auntie to wait until they went to ask the director for instructions. The director is an old comrade. He has been the director of the nursery for many years. He has seen this kind of thing a lot and has experience.She agreed with her aunt to see her child, and she said to the teacher who asked her for instructions, why not let her see the child?She is the child's biological mother, she divorced Mayor Jiao, and she has never been separated from the child, so she is still the child's mother, right?

But the director is not completely without concerns.The director avoided other teachers and said to my aunt, we can let you see your child, but you can only see your child through the window glass, and you can’t let the child know. If the child knows, go back and tell Mayor Jiao, we will It doesn't matter if you get criticized, you won't be able to see your child again next time. My aunt didn't understand what the director said at first, but when she understood, she was completely dazed.She felt that it was a great humiliation, she came to see her child, how could she see her child through the window glass?She almost yelled no to the director.But my aunt quickly calmed down and agreed to look at the child through the window pane.She knew that if she did not agree to come down, she would not be able to see the child today.

My aunt thanked the principal, and led by the nursery teacher, she came outside the classroom where the child was. My aunt recognized her child at a glance—— It was a very beautiful and lovely boy. He was sitting among a large group of children. He had parted hair, a small mouth and a round nose, and bright eyes. He looked very lively.The teacher walked into the classroom and asked him to get up and give apples to the children.He stood up solemnly, walked forward, held the small basket of apples on his small arm, and with his stomach straight, he distributed them to the children one by one very seriously.He distributed the red apples and the big ones to the children, and left a green and small one for himself.The teacher said, children, Jiao Jianguo gave us the big and red apple, and kept the smallest one for himself. Everyone said, what should we do?The children clapped their hands and said loudly that we should learn from Jiao Jianguo.All the children stood up, and a group of flowers and butterflies flocked to him, wanting to exchange the apples in their hands for his apples.He quit, blushed, hid the little apple in his arms, and stepped back with his chubby body arched.The teacher beckoned everyone to sit down, the teacher played the piano, and everyone sang "Singing the Second Little Cowherd" together.

Auntie stood outside the classroom, tears running down her cheeks, she couldn't help stretching out her hand, trying to hug her child. My aunt's hand touched the window glass, and her whole body seemed to fall down. Seeing my aunt's appearance, the teacher at the side hurried over and dragged my aunt away. The teacher said, Comrade Mei, you can't do this, you will mess things up. My aunt sobbed and turned her head to look in the direction of the classroom, and said helplessly, that is...my child... The teacher said, we know that this is your child, but we have no choice but to do this, please understand our difficulties.

The teacher took the aunt to the office, poured a glass of water for the aunt, and asked her to sit down.My aunt shed tears and calmed down. Knowing that she was too impulsive, she apologized to the nursery, hoping that the nursery would forgive her behavior. The director shook his head and said, Comrade Mei, I can understand your feelings, but I have to tell you that you should face up to the fact that you and Mayor Jiao are divorced now, the child was awarded to Mayor Jiao, and Mayor Jiao also Once you have a family, the child already has a stepmother. According to the discipline of the organization, you should not come to see the child anymore. If you come to see the child again, it will cause unnecessary trouble for everyone, and it is not good for the child's growth.

My aunt sat there, buried her head and said nothing.She looked very numb, she just thought over and over again in her heart, that lovely child, that is my child... My aunt went to see the child again, but she was not as lucky as the first time. That time, as soon as my aunt arrived at the gate of the nursery, she saw a young woman leading the child out.The woman combed her hair long and wore a gray Lenin suit with a waist and large lapels. She knew that young woman was her.At that time, my aunt's thoughts were all on the child. She didn't sleep all night. She set off from the county early in the morning and rushed to the city. Her bag still contained dried red sweet potatoes and bamboo dragonflies for the child.She saw the child with a lollipop in his mouth. The child wanted the young woman to hold him, but the young woman refused to hold her. She pointed to a Jim car parked across the road, and dragged the child towards the road. Come.

My aunt couldn't help shouting: Jianguo! The child turned his head this way, and the young woman turned her head this way, and they saw Auntie. The aunt walked over to the child.Then she started running.She ran closer and crouched down.With yearning on her face, she stretched out her arms towards the child. The young woman knew my aunt, but she still hid the child behind her back and said to her, who are you?What are you doing? The auntie didn't pay attention to the young woman's question, her arms continued to be stretched out towards the child. The young woman said, hello, what about you.

The aunt withdrew her arms, stood up, and said, I am Mei Qin, and I am Jianguo's mother. The young woman's face turned red all of a sudden, she said, Jianguo doesn't have any mother, Jianguo's current mother is me. Auntie looked at the young woman seriously.My aunt said, what should I call you? The young woman said reluctantly, my surname is Lin, what's the matter? My aunt said, Comrade Lin, I brought my work permit and demobilized military officer certificate, and I can ask the nursery teacher to prove for me that I am really Jianguo's mother. The young woman said, so what?Even with your Ministry of Defense ID, you can't be so rude.

The aunt said, I am not being rude, I just want to take a look at Jianguo and my son.Maybe I didn't tell you beforehand and it came as a surprise to you, if so, I apologize. The young woman turned from panic at the beginning to anger, and said, what's the use of apologizing?Is apologizing enough?You didn't say hello beforehand, you didn't ask anyone for instructions, you just barged in like this, and you said you weren't rude, what is it if it's not rude?Even if you say hello, you can't look at the child. Even if I believe who you are, you can't just look at him casually. You shouldn't have come to this place at all. Isn't the child's matter already agreed?He has nothing to do with you now.

Auntie's face turned pale, she raised her chin and said, who told you this? The young woman said, Lao Jiao, as well as the organization, this was agreed at the beginning. It's okay not to mention this matter, but when this matter is mentioned, my aunt's anger rises three feet high.The aunt stared at the young woman and said, if anyone tells you this, it's just that they force it, the child is my child, he was born by me, he will always be my child, no one can put He is separated from me.Comrade Lin, you are also a woman, and you will have children in the future. You should understand that a mother cannot sever any relationship with the child she gave birth to, and she will never be able to! As the aunt said, she walked towards the child hiding behind the young woman, stretched out her hands to the child, and motioned him to come towards her. The child was a little timid, looked at his aunt, then at the young woman. The young woman took two steps back, grabbed the child's arm, hid the child behind her again, and blocked the aunt with her body. The young woman blushed and turned white, she said, I don't care what you say, I only believe what Lao Jiao and the organization told me, I ask you to get out of the way now, let us go, and I also ask you not to come again in the future No more entanglement, don't come to destroy our quiet life anymore. My aunt seemed to have been hit by a sap, her face flushed, and she said, Comrade Lin, you have to be reasonable in your words. I didn't pester you endlessly, and I never disrupted anyone's quiet life. I just wanted to see my child. Pedestrians on the road stopped and looked this way.The teacher in the nursery also ran out when he heard the noise outside. As soon as the young woman saw the director of the nursery school, she said to the director angrily, get rid of her as soon as possible, and don't let her make trouble here. If anything happens, your nursery school will be responsible for all the consequences! Two teachers from the nursery quickly came up to pull my aunt, and they pulled her aside. The young woman dragged the child angrily toward the Jim's parked sedan, and they quickly got into the car, which belched a puff of smoke and drove off. Auntie was trembling with anger, standing there, pinching the bag tightly in her hand, unable to say a word. The principal hadn't spoken before, but Shi Shi came over and motioned for the teachers to go back to the nursery. After the teachers had left, she said to the auntie, Comrade Mei, I told you this last time. I have already said what I said, and now that something like this is happening, our firm will definitely be criticized.It’s okay for us to be criticized. In short, we are serving everyone, and the criticism is also for everyone’s benefit. The problem is your matter. There must be a solution. You’d better talk to Mayor Jiao and find a solution. Talk about it in the organization, if it works out, of course everyone will be happy, if it doesn't work out, you can cut off this mother-child relationship as soon as possible and start a new life. After the director said these words, he glanced at his aunt and left.The aunt was still there in a daze, and a teacher came out to see the child off. Seeing that the aunt was still standing there, she walked over and told the aunt quietly that the director had given birth to three children, all born during the war, because the situation at that time It is sinister. The child was given away as soon as it was born, and has never been found since then. The director is busy with the nursery every day. She treats the hundreds of children in the nursery as her own children. The thing she disliked the most was On Sunday, the nursery was empty without a single child, and she was actually feeling bitter. How did my aunt go that day, or how did she come back. My aunt went back to the county.The lesbian surnamed He who lives in the same dormitory as my aunt is a clerk in the Office of the Cultural Affairs Bureau.Comrade He also went to the city to look after the children, and was not in the house. My aunt opened the door, walked out of the dormitory, sat down on the bedside, and sat there blankly for a while, then took out the dried red sweet potato and the bamboo dragonfly that I brought to the child out of the bag, and put them on the bedside, I stared blankly, watched for a while, picked up the bamboo dragonfly, held it in my hand, clasped my palms together, with the wings facing up, tried a few times, twisted my palm, the bamboo dragonfly broke away from her, and flew into the air. The wind came in at that time.The wind is the wind when the sun goes down in the west. It is warm and carries a damp smell of the fields. They are very sensitive and have no eyes, but they know that there is something flying in this small room.They quickly swarmed over, surrounded the bamboo dragonfly, shook it and flew upwards. A few days later, my aunt was in a meeting, and the reception room notified her that she had a call and asked her to answer it. The call was from Jiao Liu from the city. My aunt first thought it was because of her going to the nursery to look after the children, but Jiao Liu became upset when she found out.Auntie didn't want to compromise with Jiao Liu, she thought, if Jiao Liu accused her, she would fight hard and never compromise.Even if the child doesn't follow her, it can't be said that she doesn't even have the right to look at the child, right? Thinking so, my aunt picked up the microphone from the table. Jiao Liu was already getting impatient at the other end, and when she heard her aunt picked up the microphone, she immediately spoke. Jiao Liu was indeed very upset and spoke loudly, but it wasn't about going to the nursery for my aunt. Jiao Liu immediately said, why haven't you given up yet?Isn't the child's business over?What else do you want?Are you willing to let me send the child to you with my own hands? My aunt said, the child is my child, you want me to give up and end it, that is impossible, you understand this very well. Jiao Liu yelled on the other end of the phone, what do I understand?I don't understand anything!Let me tell you, Meiqin, from now on, you are forbidden to have any ideas about the child, I will not give this child to you, and you don't want anyone to be a lobbyist, it is useless for you to find anyone. My aunt also got angry and said, Mayor Jiao, please be more polite. You are the mayor of this city, but I am the mother of the child. You can give orders to anyone, but you are not qualified to give orders to me. And don't think I'm giving up my right to see my own children.Don't worry, I will go to see my child, I will do whatever I want, and I will not ask anyone to beg you. Jiao Liu sneered, "If you don't ask me, what do you want that person surnamed Ye to come to me for?"Who is he to take care of my Jiao family's affairs? My aunt was stunned for a moment: What is the surname Ye? Jiao Liu said, don't pretend to be confused, how can you still not understand what you did? My aunt couldn't understand more, and said, I didn't do anything, why should I pretend to be confused?I just went to see the baby, your wife she didn't allow me to see it, she took the baby away, that's all, what did I do? Jiao Liu was stunned on the other end of the phone, and then asked, do you know a man named Ye Lingfeng, he said he was your friend?You listen to this statement - friend, hum. My aunt understood immediately.Needless to say, it must be Ye Lingfeng, he went to Jiao Liu, and he went to Jiao Liu because of the child.My aunt suddenly felt a warm current rushing through her chest, and she even felt flustered.Auntie let her thoughts come back, returned to calmness, and said, yes, I know him, his is my friend, I did let him go to you, but Mayor Jiao, don’t you think it’s reasonable for me to do so? of it?I just want to get the minimum rights of a mother, I just want to see my own children, other than that, I don't need anything. Jiao Liu said impatiently, "I have already said that there is no room for further discussion on this issue. From now on, you can no longer visit the child. If you visit the child again, I will have to take necessary measures to ask the relevant parties to deal with it." You implement surveillance and treatment, and I keep my word! After Jiao Liu finished speaking, she hung up the phone without waiting for her aunt to say anything. My aunt only found out afterwards how Ye Lingfeng went to find Jiao Liu. Ye Lingfeng went to look for Jiao Liu.He went to Jiao Liu's office.Jiao Liu's secretary asked Ye Lingfeng what he wanted from Mayor Jiao.Ye Lingfeng said, let's talk about a work matter.The secretary enthusiastically sent Ye Lingfeng into Jiao Liu's office.Jiao Liu was also very enthusiastic at the beginning, giving up his seat and pouring tea, but when he heard that Ye Lingfeng was my aunt's friend, and that Ye Lingfeng came for the sake of my aunt's child, he immediately became unhappy. Put the teacup aside, and sit back behind the desk indifferently. Ye Lingfeng didn't care whether Jiao Liu was happy or not, he stood in Jiao Liu's office without sitting down, raised his chin, and said, Mrs. Jiao Shi, I'm here to ask you to allow Mei Qin to see her child . Jiao Liu said coldly, "This is my own business, my family business. You are an outsider, so you shouldn't meddle in my family business, right?" Ye Lingfeng was not at all afraid, and said, the child belongs to both you and Mei Qin, not you alone, and you have no right to prevent Mei Qin from seeing the child. If you do this, it is very different from your status as the mayor of the municipality directly under the Central Government. It is very inconsistent with your status as a major cadre of the Communist Party. You make us people think that you are bullying others. I am afraid this is not just your family business, right? Jiao Liu was so angry that he wished he could kick Ye Lingfeng out of his office. Ye Lingfeng was so weak that he could kick him out if he wanted to.But Jiao Liu is a well-known upright official, he can't get angry with Ye Lingfeng, he can get angry with class enemies but not a comrade, this is the principle, he can only swallow that breath hard, swallow rattle. Jiao Liu suppressed her temper and said, okay, I understand what you mean, if there is nothing else, I still have a lot of documents to deal with here, you can leave. Ye Lingfeng left Jiao Liu's office with his chin raised. Once, my aunt and Ye Lingfeng were talking together.They had been discussing Fadeyev's The Young Guard.After my aunt finished reading the book, she told Ye Lingfeng her reading experience.Ye Lingfeng listened, nodding his head appreciatively, and after my aunt finished speaking, he began to talk about his views on the book and his thoughts on my aunt's reading experience. Auntie sat opposite Ye Lingfeng.She looks at him.She suddenly asked Ye Lingfeng: Tell me, why did you go to the city to look for Jiao Liu?When you went, why didn't you say you were my colleague, why did you say you were my friend? Ye Lingfeng suddenly stopped talking and stopped his conversation.He glanced at his aunt, lowered his head, and said nothing. Seeing that he didn't say anything, my aunt asked again: "So, tell me, why did you fight with others because of me that time?" Ye Lingfeng didn't understand for a while, he raised his head and asked: "Which time?"What fight? My aunt said, it was the time when I first came to the bureau, your eye sockets were beaten blue. Ye Lingfeng was silent, and said after a while, I didn't fight with anyone, I never fight with anyone. Auntie looked at Ye Lingfeng, Ye Lingfeng was so frail, he sat there with his slender fingers resting on his knees, like water ferns growing in the swamp, he could only admire them from a distance, but could not near. Aunt felt an indescribable feeling in her heart. My aunt thought, why didn't he admit it?Why doesn't he fight with people? The branch secretary of the Cultural Bureau is an old revolutionary who joined the army during the Red Army. His surname is Yang. He is from Shandong. He is thirty-seven or eighteen years old and has little education. , Up and down in the bureau won the hearts of the people. Yang Zhishu's wife was killed during the war. That happened in 1945. At that time, Yang Zhishu and his wife were in the Nenjiang Military Region, and they were attacked by 5,000 people from the Restoration Army.Yang Zhishu escaped from that battle, but his wife was captured by the bandits.The bandits gang-raped Yang Zhishu's wife, gouged out her eyes, cut off her nose, disemboweled her, pulled out all her internal organs, and threw her into the snow to feed wild dogs.When the large troops of the Nenjiang Military Region fought back, Zhishu Yang's wife had been gnawed into a skeleton by wild dogs.When Party Secretary Yang found his wife, he could no longer recognize his wife. He held his wife's bare skeleton and a handful of loose bones in his arms, and sat in the snow without moving or making a sound for a long time. Comrades To drag him, to bury the remains in his arms, he burst into tears.He has never had a family since then. Yang Zhishu likes my aunt very much, and often cares about her work, study and living conditions.Yang Zhishu is not good at talking, he stutters a bit, but he is fine at ordinary times, if he is in a hurry, he can speak in short sentences.Yang Zhishu didn't stutter before. In the Siping defense battle that year, his company was bombarded by a platoon of artillery. They crawled in the tunnel for two whole days and did not dare to raise their heads. More than half of the soldiers in a company were killed, and most of them were bombed. He suffered from limb incompleteness, and since then he has stuttered. Because Yang Zhishu couldn't speak, he endured it for a while, but later he couldn't make it through, so he went to his aunt and carefully proposed to her that the two of them form a revolutionary partner. My aunt flatly rejected Yang Zhishu's suggestion.My aunt didn't even intend to think about who to form a partner with, no matter whether the partner was revolutionary or not.My aunt was chilled by this kind of thing, and she had a fear of marriage that struck her from time to time.My aunt felt that although Zhishu Yang was a good leader, dedicated to his work and caring for the comrades below, it was impossible for her to form a revolutionary partner with all the leading cadres who worked hard and cared for their comrades. This was her idea. Yang Zhishu was not discouraged at all after being rejected, on the contrary he became more enthusiastic.He thought that the fruits of any revolution are hard-won. Without hard and persistent efforts, a revolution cannot succeed, which is in line with the basic laws of revolution. Yang Zhishu kept sending such suggestions to my aunt, and he had to suggest it to my aunt every once in a while, which was very persevering.Under his persistent pursuit, a miracle happened.Of course, the miracle mentioned here does not refer to my aunt. Except for her patient refusal, there is still a pool of ancient water, and there is no miracle at all.The strange change comes from Yang Zhishu.In the process of pursuing his aunt, he became more and more enthusiastic, more and more eager to talk, and more and more able to talk.He can regard any place as a place for him to talk, whether it is in the cafeteria or on the way to the toilet.He could talk for an hour or two without anyone interrupting.And, the greatest miracle is that, just as the war is over and the era of peace has come, his stuttering problem is also cured. Auntie couldn't be chased, so she thought of Ye Lingfeng.My aunt's heart skipped a beat when she thought of Ye Lingfeng.She thought, even if I must have a partner, why not Ye Lingfeng?Why must it be Party Secretary Yang?Thinking of this, my aunt went to find Ye Lingfeng. As soon as my aunt came in, she said to Ye Lingfeng, tell me, what do you think of me? Ye Lingfeng froze for a moment, and said, what do you think? My aunt said, you like me, right? Ye Lingfeng looked at his aunt and nodded. The aunt said, well, then you will marry me. Ye Lingfeng was a little dazed, and said, why? My aunt said, for a partner.For the sake of being my partner, because I don't want to be someone else's partner. Ye Lingfeng still looked at Auntie.He held a Parker gold pen in his hand.He is writing a screenplay.That gold pen is very handsome.Its nib glistens.It is held in Ye Lingfeng's hand, making Ye Lingfeng look dazzling.Ye Lingfeng just held his pen like this, and he just turned his head and sat there, looking at my aunt for a long time.Then, without saying anything, he turned around again, bent down, and continued writing his script. My aunt was very disappointed.She didn't expect Ye Lingfeng to look like this.My aunt may not be disappointed by his rejection, he can reject her, he can say no to her, he can tell her that he doesn't want to be a partner with her, he likes her but he doesn't want to be a partner with her, or he can even talk about liking her No, let alone such things as a partner, no matter what, he should at least talk.And now he doesn't even say a word.Is he afraid to say it?Don't dare to promise?Afraid to say what he really thinks in his heart?Where was his passionate, romantic gaze?Where did his free speech go?Where did his Zizhu Xiao, who was so in love with sex, go?Where is his melancholy Shakespeare?When my aunt was completely retreated backstage, Ye Lingfeng was betrayed by Ye Lingfeng who refused to appear at all.She hopes that he is her partner. As a partner, they can stage countless wonderful scenes.Now she knew he wasn't.He is a coward.His Shakespeare is nothing more than a backstab who dares not even speak a word of the truth.Auntie stared at Ye Lingfeng's back.I feel that his bravery is all due to the characters in the book, but what a pitiful person he is.Thinking of this, she raised her chin proudly, turned around, slammed the door and walked out. My aunt decided to go to Yang Zhishu.She couldn't let this go on.She had to end it, end everything.She's going to tell him she doesn't want a partner with him, she doesn't want a partner with anyone, she's tired of being a partner; she's going to tell him he's a good guy, a good leader, a respectable An old revolutionary, she has a good impression of him, and she is grateful for his care, but that has nothing to do with her partner, she cannot marry him and be his partner just because she is grateful; she hopes he understands this and can Respect her, she thought he would do that, shouldn't he?If he doesn't love her, doesn't want to respect her, and he just wants her to be his partner, then she doesn't have to respect him, and she will raise her chin and say to him, get out!She thought she would say that. My aunt found Yang Zhishu.Yang Zhishu is in his own office, with the door closed, writing a material.Yang Zhi struggled to write materials.He came from a bitter background, did not read any books, and had a low level of education.He worked very hard. In the winter, he was sweating all over his head, holding the pen tightly in his hand, and got ink all over his hands and face. Yang Zhishu hadn't broken free from the difficult material yet, he held a pen in his hand, looked at his aunt in a daze, and said, are you looking for me?What's up? The aunt said, yes, I want to talk to you about the two of us. When Yang Zhishu heard what my aunt said about the two of us, he was so happy that he put down his pen, patted the kang, and said, "sit down quickly, sit down and talk, talk slowly." My aunt stood there and said, don't sit down, I only have one sentence, and I will leave after I say it. Yang Zhishu said, why is it so urgent?Why are you in such a hurry?I know that there is only one sentence. To be honest, this kind of thing is essentially one sentence. I know this, but after you finish that sentence, I can continue to say it. After I finish speaking, you continue to say it. We all After talking, we can still discuss and discuss. My aunt said that there is no need to discuss it.I'm here to tell you that there's no way I'll be your partner, ever, and I hope you don't bring it up again. Yang Zhishu was a little dazed.He looked at his aunt, put down the pen in his hand, turned on the light, picked up the messy material he was writing from the table, looked at it, put it down again, and said, what's wrong?What is such a sentence?What happened?Isn't it good?To tell you the truth, Comrade Machen, you confuse me. My aunt said, how could you be confused?I have made it very clear. Yang Zhishu said, yes, you made it very clear, but I am very confused. My aunt was a little anxious and said, what's so confusing?You say get a partner, I say no, that's the way it is. Yang Zhishu still didn't understand, as if what my aunt said was an unbelievable thing, an incomprehensible thing.Some ink was smeared on his face, and some on his hands. He looked at his aunt with his mouth wide open, so that he was even more confused about his true appearance.He said, why?why is it like this?To be honest, the more you talk, the more confused I become. Auntie thinks what else can she do?She could tell him that he had ink on his face and hands, and she could suggest that he wash it off with a little soap and make him look like a branch secretary again, but how could she tell him that he What are the do's and don'ts about your partner?Standing there, my aunt suddenly realized that she was stupid. She shouldn't have come here at all, she shouldn't have tried to assert herself, she shouldn't have expected to stop and agree, she had no possibility of communicating with the world at all, she didn't let herself and others understand possible.At that moment, she was extremely desperate. The aunt turned her head and walked towards the door.She thought she'd better get out of here. Yang Zhishu shouted behind him, what?where did you go?Are we done yet? At this time, the door was pushed open from the outside, and the young playwright Ye Lingfeng rushed in. Ye Lingfeng rushed so fast that he almost bumped into my aunt, and he must have passed through a long night, his eyebrows and sleeves were covered with dew.He still held his golden pen in his hand, and his face was a little pale, which made him look like a medieval knight holding a lance.His gait was a bit stage-like, for he was chest out, chin up, eyes bright and righteous.He rushed into the house, saw his aunt, and suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, as if something could reassure him. Auntie's heart suddenly tightened. Yang Zhishu was disturbed, a little unhappy, and said, what are you doing? Ye Lingfeng looked at his aunt and said, I have something to say. Yang Zhishu said, then you should hurry up and leave. Ye Lingfeng still looked at his aunt and said, I'm sorry, I'm not looking for you, I'm looking for her. Auntie's heart began to beat violently. Ye Lingfeng raised his chin and said loudly with bright eyes: Mei Qin, please marry me, I want to marry you!