Chapter 37 Section thirty-seven

When Zhuang Yu returned to the ward, Zhi Yuan said, the hospital fired us? Zhuang Yu replied, learning from past mistakes and avoiding future ones, as long as he submits the inspection, he can stay in the hospital for observation. Zhi Yuan said, this is the best.Treating a disease is like a wild animal drinking water. When it goes well, it is generally unwilling to start a new pot.I use traditional Chinese medicine, and it feels good, maybe it can really be eradicated.It's just a matter of two people, why only talk to you alone?As if I'm insignificant? Zhuang Yu said, is this also worthy of jealousy?Maybe you have taken a fancy to the headmistress and want to find a chance to talk to her alone?

Zhi Yuan said, let’s see where you thought of going?I just feel that this kind of training is often supported by me, and I feel more at ease.The meaning of taking the lead. Zhuang Yu said, thank you for your kindness, my case is heavier than yours.You are just hiding a BB machine, and I am stealing drugs. Zhi Yuan said, it's just that this review book has not been operated for many years, so it is difficult. Zhuang Yu said, what's so difficult about this?You call Meng Ma. Zhi Yuan said, who is Meng Ma?After all, he is also a doctor, not your nanny, so how can he be there on call?

Wang Yu said, I told you to go, so you go.She'll be there right away.Look at your dilly-dallying manner, Mat, you go. Sure enough, after a while, Meng Ma came over with the mat. What's the matter with you, dear girl?Mom Meng has been busy these two days, so she didn't bother to come and see you.are you OK?No one bullied you, right?Meng Ma's face is like a golden chrysanthemum in September. Meng Ma, don't mix oil with honey.I have something to ask you today.Zhuang Yu cut to the chase. What's the matter?Meng Ma is a busy person.Meng Ma began to put on airs. Please write a review on your behalf, the sooner and more painfully the better.Zhuang Yu ordered.

Meng's mother said, girl, Meng's mother is willing to help you.But I don't know how to write this stuff. Zhuang Yu patted Mama Meng on the shoulder and said, candy?I don't order people around for nothing, and I give retouching fees. Meng Ma's eyes lit up, then darkened, and said, three melons and two dates, I'm afraid it's not enough to moisten the pen, but only enough to moisten the throat.Meng Ma was not surprised. Zhuang Yu said, Mama Meng, don't underestimate people.I will spend a lot of money to buy a tearful inspection, I'm afraid your craftsmanship is booming!

Meng's mother said fiercely, Miss Zhuang, don't underestimate people, your Meng's mother was also a rebel back then, why haven't you seen it?Let's talk about it. Zhuang Yu tore off a palm-sized strip from the toilet paper, asked Zhi Yuan for a pen, wrote down a number, and said, this is a bank note from Zhuang's Bank.When we get out of the hospital, you can get money from me based on this. Meng Ma carefully folded the piece of toilet paper in half, and then folded it in half again until the piece of paper became a flat and square piece of paper, put it in the top pocket of the white coat, and walked away with a smile.

Zhi Yuan said, you are really good. Zhuang Yu said, she really can't do it. After that, Zhuang Yu and Zhi Yuan's treatment was very successful.Although the methods used by the two are different, the effect is good.Of course, Zhuang Yu relapsed more than once, clamoring for relapse.The ward is completely out of the way, so it's useless to yell loudly.Jian Fangning gave her a strong sedative, and she survived every day. As soon as I quit the drug, the color on my face changed instantly.Especially Zhuang Yu, who is young, coupled with his former athlete background and good quality, is like a cabbage that has killed aphids, changing with each passing day, gradually showing the graceful appearance of that year.

Jian Fangning paid special attention to her.It seems to be an old artist who spent his painstaking efforts to carve out a blank that may become a fine product in the future. Although the master craftsman does not show people the raw materials, his love is beyond words. Dean, you have been kind to me.I really don't know how to thank you.Zhuang Yu said. Never taking drugs is the greatest gratitude to me.Jian Fangning said. Heh, I said Dean, don't take drugs all the time, take someone.Zhuang Yu is like a spoiled child. I can't think of any relationship other than this doctor-patient relationship.Jian Fangning was really confused.In the field of medicine, she can be all-powerful, but outside of this field, her mind is dull.

I want to start a new relationship.Zhuang Yu made a pun. Jian Fangning said pleasantly, you agreed to stay and work in the hospital? Zhuang Yu said, I thought about it for a long time, I can't stay in the hospital.This was a complete lie, she never planned to stay, but she didn't want to hurt Jian Fangning. Why?Jian Fangning found it incredible.In her opinion, it should be a rare trust for a patient to have such an opportunity. Zhuang Yu said, Dean Jian, to be honest, I look down on your profession.It's not a life for people.I'm staying here, there's nothing I can do.I can go out anytime.But what about you?life imprisonment.Doing this is worse than taking care of prisoners.

It doesn't matter if the criminal is guilty.The patient is justified when he is sick.I have given you suffering, and I have also scolded you.If I become a staff member, my position will change, and I will become a spittoon for being beaten.Why should I suffer this crime?Earn money outside, earn one million a year.For ordinary people, it is simply impossible to imagine how big a pile of bills it is.But all those who have earned a million will not be satisfied with this number.That's my business.Dean Jian, after I become a multi-millionaire, I will come back to see you.Donate a resplendent hospital to you.Maybe I will become a female minister or prime minister in the future, and your contribution will be even greater.

Jian Fangning was very disappointed, but she couldn't force it.Drug addicts are such a character, bombastic, self-centered.She remembered a famous saying in the medical field that it is more important to know who is sick than to know what disease someone is suffering from. No matter what, when sending Zhi Yuan and Zhuang Yu and his wife out of the hospital, she repeatedly told her: You must insist on taking the medicines given to you.The truth has been said many times, so I won't repeat it.Don't think everything is normal and just be careless, the white devil is not far away, thinking about you.The best reward for me is to let me never see you.

Zhuang Yu said, don't.Dean Jian, it is our fate to meet you.I have to create a chance to meet again. Jian Fangning said, take care. She doesn't want to have too much contact with the patient.An old farmer, after harvesting the crops, he no longer cares about whether the ears of wheat are baked into bread or mixed into noodles.That's not his business, it's the cook's business.New unknown patients always attract and tempt doctors.Doctors are people who love the new and hate the old. Zhi Yuan immediately flew back to the south to take care of business, while Zhuang Yu stayed to recuperate.She is not confident about whether she can maintain her integrity when she returns to the local area, and she plans to wait and see for a while.She kept calling Jian Fangning's home. Jian Fangning was very strange.None of her staff members knew her home phone number, and they just used the BB machine to contact her.Jian Fangning specially kept the phone number secret, in order to leave a relatively peaceful night for his family.Nightlife in drug rehab hospitals can be dangerous. How did you know my home phone number?Jian Fangning asked. As long as I want to know, I will know.I know a lot more about you than you can imagine.Zhuang Yu said on the phone. Jian Fangning said, you must have something very important.Is there any recurrence in the treatment? Zhuang Yu challenged and said, if it wasn't for treatment problems, wouldn't I be able to call you? Jian Fangning hesitated and said, of course...it's also possible...but I can't think of any more topics we have to talk about. Zhuang Yu said, don't you still want to plan the path of my future life for me? Jian Fangning said, I thought so.But your words make me understand that we are by no means the same people.I don't have the right to ask all people to accept the way of life I love.Everyone is to blame. Zhuang Yu said, Dean Jian, you are making fun of me. Jian Fangning said that life is like this.There is no question of who is mocking whom.The way is different, do not conspire with each other. Zhuang Yu said, but I know you, and I know that in this world, there is another kind of woman who lives very hard, proudly and gloriously.I want to be your forever friend. Jian Fangning said that being my friend is not easy, at least it takes time to prove friendship.And, you must never take drugs again.How can someone who doesn't even respect my job be my friend? Wang Yu said, time, I have plenty.From then on, I will call you every day, no matter where I am, I will tell you how I miss you. Jian Fangning said, the time I am referring to is not this cloyingly sweet relationship.Friendship is a plant that grows very slowly, like a bonsai, it needs decades or even a lifetime of careful care... Zhuang Yu, you are still young.You don't have to come to work in my hospital, but there should be a new start, a break with the old life... When Jian Fangning put down the receiver, his palms were covered with sweat. Pan Gang said, the child is still waiting for you to dictate homework! Jian Fangning was busy shouting, with stars and stars... Pan Gang said, what are you calling?Don't you think it's a little late?The child went to bed early. Jian Fangning said patiently, you see I am so busy, why are you joking?You took care of the children and I thank you and know it. Pan Gang said with a sullen face, who called you? Jian Fangning replied, a patient. Pan Gang asked, how did the patient know our phone number? Jian Fangning said, I am also puzzled.Ask her, don't say. Pan Gang said, what kind of traitor are you pretending to be?Obviously you told him. Jian Fangning said, why are you so blind? Pan Gang continued to provoke, saying, is that big smoker a man or a woman? Jian Fangning frowned. She wanted to tell Pan Gang that since he had quit drugs, he shouldn't be a big smoker, and a big smoker should be short.Seeing that Pan Gang was deliberately causing trouble, he answered briefly, female. Pan Gang said, I don't believe it.I can see that you speak so enthusiastically, and plan your future life path for others, you are obviously full of affection.In that hospital of yours, the people living there are rich and small. If you treat them, they will thank you.Maybe one or half of them will fall in love with you.You said it was a woman, but I didn't hear her voice either.You give me the phone number and I'll call her.If she says she was the one who called just now, we'll pull it off.If not, you be careful... Instead, Jian Fangning laughed and said, Pan Gang, don't guess.This is a female patient named Zhuang Yu.But I can't tell you her phone number, she's just one of countless patients, I don't remember her number.Shen Ruoyu's alias was Fan Qingke, and she lived in the same ward with Zhuang Yu.There may be Zhuang Yu's phone number with her, if you are interested in working, please contact Shen Ruoyu... Pan Gang used to be just making a fuss, but now he took the opportunity to step down and say, well, it's so complicated, I believe what you said is right.But I don't worry about women either.You say much more to your patients than to me and your children, in a very kind tone.Are you going to be the godmother of the big smoker?Give me and my children some of your love! Pan Gang suddenly hugged Jian Fangning emotionally and said, Really, Fangning!I beg you!Otherwise, one day, we will all regret it! Jian Fangning was completely unaware of the meaning of the alarm, Hulu said while stroking Pan Gang's hair, since you don't want the patient to call home so much, I will definitely pay attention to it in the future. Pan Gang trembled all over, and sighed in his heart, Fang Ning, you are really too simple.It's a pity that I can't teach you, if a man is very good or bad to his woman, it is a red flag. On the second night, Zhuang Yu's phone came like a migratory bird. Dean Jane, hello.I have been waiting for the night all day long.Waiting to tell you what's on my mind.Zhuang Yu said eagerly. what's the matter with youJian Fangning's tone was very businesslike. Zhuang Yu was deeply in love, so he didn't hear Jian Fangning's indifference, and said enthusiastically, Dean Jian, you made me feel that life has a different meaning, I... Jian Fangning interrupted her and said, if you don't have any special questions about your treatment, I'm very busy, sorry, let's talk about it here. Zhuang Yu gritted his silver teeth to the receiver of the phone that was buzzing with a busy tone. Hot face sticks a cold ass! One night, she kept hearing someone mockingly repeating this sentence to her in mid-air, and her anger intensified.When it was almost dawn, her excitement calmed down a little, and she forgave others very rarely.Dean Jian is really busy. She may be conducting a very important scientific research and doesn't like being disturbed by others.Well, I, Zhuang Yu, are reasonable.Thinking of this, she was no longer filled with righteous indignation towards Jian Fangning, but filled with admiration and affection for herself. . It was night again, and it was time to call Jian Fangning.But Zhuang Yu endured it firmly, she thought that Jian Fangning must also be anxiously waiting for her message.After experiencing yesterday's indifference, she will appear more reserved and proud.If Jian Fangning calls today, she must also say, I'm busy, and then put down the receiver first, and leave the endless melancholy busy tone for the honorable female dean to savor in the middle of the night. Zhuang Yu was immersed in wishful thinking, his eyes were fixed on the phone. The phone is like a century-old zombie, silent.Zhuang Yu kept checking to see if it was broken, or if the compression spring was not balanced properly.After everything is correct, I can rest assured.But I immediately thought that the inspection just now only explained the past situation, and what is going on now. Only by checking again can we have the latest conclusion.She kept tossing about the phone, and she thought again, would the signal from Jian Fangning be rejected by the busy voice? In this endless self-torture, the phone rang suddenly, as if by magic. I'm Zhuang Yu... Zhuang Yu almost jumped at him. I'm Zhiyuan... are you okay?Do you have a fever?I heard your voice was abnormal, and I was panting heavily.Zhi Yuan greeted her from afar. What's good and what's bad?Still the same?It is good not to die.Zhuang Yu said angrily. Zhi Yuan doesn't know why she loses her temper like this, but he doesn't blame her for her moodiness.Just say, I'm fine.The effect of traditional Chinese medicine is still good. Zhuang Yu said, are you angry with me on purpose? Zhi Yuan said, you feel bad, don't you?How about I fly back right away to see you? Zhuang Yu said, no!What are you doing when you fly back?You are not the dean!Do you have anything else?I don't want to talk anymore. Zhi Yuan still wants to say something, but there is really nothing important.While pondering, Zhuang Yu took the line without hesitation. Throughout the night, Zhuang Yu waited anxiously and expectantly, and even experienced auditory hallucinations for a short time.She thought it was a deep love, but it was actually a reaction during the drug rehabilitation process.The medicine Jian Fangning prescribed for her was placed on the tea table. After taking it, the symptoms would be relieved.However, Zhuang Yu refused to take the medicine. She wanted to use her will to overcome the protracted symptoms of drug addiction and give Jian Fangning a surprise.Suffering until midnight, Zhuang Yu couldn't wait any longer.She had to hear Jian Fangning's voice, she had to prove her position in Jian Fangning's heart, and prove that she was unusual. The phone rang.Zhuang Yu's fingers trembled slightly, she didn't know how today would end. When the bell rang for the fifth time, a thick and hazy male voice answered, asking: Who are you looking for? Zhuang Yu imagined a thousand possibilities, but he never imagined what she would say if Jian Fangning hadn't listened to the phone.She also didn't think about whether it was late at night and whether it disturbed others' sleep.She didn't even think that Jian Fangning also had family members to take care of.Zhuang Yu is used to turning around himself, and is indifferent to the world outside of himself.I'm looking for... Dean Jane.She reacted fairly quickly. Hearing the title of dean, Pan Gang became angry.He looked at the hands of the luminous watch, it was already early morning.Jian Fangning fell asleep after taking sleeping pills, and didn't wake up for a while.Facing his wife with a tired face, he is very moved and hides his heart, full of disgust for the hospital.But I was afraid that there was really an urgent matter in the courtyard, and if it was delayed, I would not be able to afford it. Quickly weighed in his mind, he lowered his voice and asked, who are you?What's the matter? It seems that the dean's husband is like a well-trained school congratulatory.Thinking about it, Zhuang Yu calmed down a little, and said that my name is Zhuang Yu.I want to chat with the dean. As soon as Pan Gang heard Zhuang Yu's name, he was furious and furious.Say, Zhuang Yu, listen up.It is illegal for you to smoke opium. Jian Fangning treats you because it is her job and it is her last resort.How could she be willing to make friends like you?Please understand!Making harassing phone calls to private houses in the middle of the night, again and again, you immediately put down the phone, and I will spare you this time.If you dare to call again, I will sue you at the Public Security Bureau... He dropped the phone out of breath, and the anger that had accumulated for a long time was only relieved a little. Zhuang Yu had never been robbed like this in his life.After dropping the phone, she frantically walked around the house. She didn't expect the dean to speak so badly about her behind her back that her family hated her so much.Dean Jian is a person with a sweet heart and a sword in his belly. After dinner, she treats those people who think they are noble without taking drugs, and demotes drug users to nothing, which becomes a happy joke. Yes, the distinction between people in the world turns out to be so simple—— Drugged and not drugged! Jian Fangning, what's so great about you? Zhuang Yu will prove that she is the same person as you! Zhuang Yu tore open a piece of "White Arrow" chewing gum and found the long-hidden white powder. In the curling smoke, Zhuang Yu felt the satisfaction of flying through the clouds.She didn't regret at all that she failed in drug rehabilitation again, but was extremely happy to hurt Jian Fangning.You said that your job is to get rid of drugs.I made you one less successful case.what!Of course, at the bottom of her deepest consciousness, she also knew that all of this was an excuse, a prelude to her repeating the same mistakes. The next day, Zhuang Yu didn't get up until afternoon.Thinking back to yesterday, no, what she did this morning, she felt a little regretful.She really wanted Jian Fangning to save her again, after all, she had quit drugs for such a long time, it was not easy to quit drugs. She called very early, hoping that it would not affect the rest of the dean's family.Unexpectedly, the phone rang for a long time, but no one answered.Call again, or desert-like silence. Is her home phone broken?Zhuang Yu didn't do anything, but kept going, negotiating with the maintenance department of the telephone bureau to check whether Jian Fangning's phone was out of order.Sorry ma'am, the phone line is perfectly fine.The telephone company replied. Then why can't I get through the phone?Why?Say it!Wang Yu shouted angrily. That's because the other party shuts down and the signal cannot be sent.The telephone company explained. Wanting to avoid me, I locked the phone.But I want you to know that Zhuang Yu will be your forever friend!Zhuang Yu said harshly.That night, Zhuang Yu stayed up all night, his anger spread like weeds, and revenge crazily grew. After a while, Zhuang Yu came to see Jian Fangning alone.Holding a bouquet of red roses that cannot be wrapped around his arms, the fragrant breath is like the valley of roses in May. Oh my God!It's a rarity in the cold winter months!Is it for Mommy Meng?Mother Meng moved her nose closer, sniffing like a wolf dog. Meng Ma, we both have a clear account.You don't take advantage of the fire.Zhuang Yu twitched the rose back violently, and the purple thorn almost cut the bridge of Meng Ma's nose. Dean Jane, hello.I'm going back to the south. Before I leave, I came here to see you and the doctors and nurses in the hospital.You guys gave me a second life.Zhuang Yu is dressed plainly, with a navy blue denim jacket paired with corduroy trousers of the same color, a button-up hairdo, and a little makeup on his face, looking pure and lovely. For all the return visit patients, as long as Jian Fangning is not particularly busy, she will talk with them enthusiastically for a while.This is a valuable communication and medical accumulation. How are you?Jian Fangning asked with concern. Seeing Jian Fangning's delicate and dignified face that was haggard due to hard work, Zhuang Yu felt like seeing a relative.She really loves this woman in front of her very much, and because she loves her, she wants to take her as her own.Her heart split for a moment, and she immediately scolded her mother-in-law secretly, showing mercy.He said with a smile, okay. Jian Fangning's scrutinizing gaze swept across Zhuang Yu's body like a B-ultrasound.She said doubtfully, I don't think you look very good, you won't... Zhuang Yu said with certainty, Dean, no.If I relapsed into drug use, I would not have the guts to see you, Dr. Cai, and the head nurse.Am I not making fun of myself?I have been suffering from a cold for the past few days, so my complexion is not good.When I come next time, my face will be so red that you won't recognize me. Dr. Cai said, do you want me to order you a test sheet to check? Zhuang Yu said, thank you for your concern.But I really don't come to the hospital today as a patient, I just want to express my gratitude to you from Zhi Yuan.This big hug of roses is specially given to the dean. Jian Fangning said, oh, I can't bear it. Zhuang Yu said, I know your rule is not to charge patients for an injection, but this flower has no practical value, it just expresses my regret.I used to carry drugs in the roses, and fooled the dean's eyes.It brought chaos to the hospital and pain to myself.If the dean doesn't accept the flowers, is he still doubting me?In front of everyone, I tore off the petals one by one to show my apology. As Zhuang Yu said, he really stopped making a sound, and with his slender nails painted with Kodan, he pulled off the bloody petals covered with water droplets one by one, and threw them on the ground.She did it very gently, as if she were plucking the feathers of a red roc. Seeing the colorful fallen flowers, the cold wind is cold outside the window.Even if Zhuang Yu was asked to take the flowers back, he was already ravaged to the point where his face paled. Everyone was full of regret, Jian Fangning said in a clear voice, well, I am the master, I will keep this flower and put it in our doctor's office, so that everyone can smell the fragrance of the flower. People are happy. Zhuang Yu said to the driver who was following behind him, take that painting out of the car. The driver went down obediently. Meng's mother said, you didn't have many days here, so you bought a car and hired a driver, which is very impressive. Wang Yu said disdainfully, I'm not that ostentatious, this place is just a temporary shelter from the tiger's den.This man is a taxi driver. Meng's mother said, would they let you yell around like a small worker? Zhuang Yu said, give me the money.Money can turn ghosts, let alone people!Don't you understand this best? Just as he was talking, the driver brought up a large oil painting.Everyone came over to take a look, and were all shocked by the magnificent momentum of the picture. The dark and heavy oil paint occupies a large position on the canvas, and the glaciers are layered, as if the broken silk and satin are crowded together, ready to come out.Between the crests and valleys, there looms an ocher reef with a lighthouse on it, pouring warm orange-red light into the boundless night.A single-masted boat, bumping like a projectile, is struggling under the guidance of the lighthouse... The whole picture is seldom really white, and it is full of faint blue, dark gray, brown, and even black, but you know they are Large white ice sheets... The implication of unyielding and symbolic in the picture is ready to emerge.Everyone doesn't understand oil painting, but they are enlightened by the momentum.Praise in unison, good good... Only Jian Fangning didn't buy it, saying that looking at the style of this boat, it should be very old, and it seemed to be a product of several centuries ago.But the light emitted from the lighthouse is clearly an electric light source.The details are not real enough. Dr. Teng said that maybe the modern ones imitated the ancient ships.What's wrong with the world today? Everyone said it was reasonable. Zhuang Yu said lazily, "I don't understand either, but I just told a painter that I want to order a magnificent painting to express my gratitude to the hospital.Don't be petty.They sent this one and said it was called "White Harmony". Everyone shouted, what does this have to do with "white" and "harmony"?Can't figure it out. Zhuang Yu said that I couldn't figure it out either.But people say that Monet has a famous painting called "Green Harmony", which depicts endless green.It is difficult for me to say that this painting was specially conceived according to my intention.Fortunately, what I express is my heart. As long as you accept my heart, it doesn't matter what color or disharmony it is, it has nothing to do with us.I am content. Jian Fangning said, we have accepted your wish... Zhuang Yu sneered and said, let me take it back, right?You didn't read it, I specially asked the artist to write it in red oil paint-dedicated to all the doctors and nurses in the drug rehabilitation hospital... You plan to let me hang it in your living room, don't you?That might as well be burning it in front of everyone now.You are entitled to be a plaque I gave to the hospital. This rule has existed throughout the ages.It's just that I don't want to make it so vulgar. Everyone hurriedly said, forget it. Jian Fangning said helplessly, then hang in the doctor's office. Zhuang Yu said, it's so big, can it fit? Everyone saw that it was really inappropriate.Zhuang Yu said, I have an opinion, but I dare not say it for fear of being said to be corrupting the revolutionary leadership. Everyone laughed, saying that in front of so many people, you should corrupt it.As long as it wasn't for the sulfuric acid that burned a hole at that time, all of us would sterilize it by splashing it with clean water. Zhuang Yu said, I see that in Dean Jian's room, there are four whites on the ground, and the hanging is just right. Everyone went to the dean's room to have a look. The painting seemed to be custom-made according to the measurement. It was hung on the wall and immediately filled the room with brilliance. Everyone said, first let white be harmonious here. Seeing Jian Fangning's intention to object, everyone immediately added that they would go to our side to reconcile for a while in a few days. Jian Fangning didn't like everyone's wishes, so the matter was settled. When saying goodbye, Zhuang Yu said, Dean Jian, you will always remember me. Jian Fangning said, of course I will remember you. She didn't notice the unpredictable smile on the corner of Zhuang Yu's mouth.